NSFW MDNI (THIS WAS JUST A LIL DRABBLE DID NOT PROOF READ)
Ugh, virgin! Ghost, where he's been so touch-starved for years but so scared of being close to others. He almost can't even handle being this close to you, no matter how long you have been together.
the first night he finally slept over was so gentle, all he wanted was just to hold you. The first night he had to be fully clothed, mask on as he slept, afraid of scaring you away from him.
you take it slow with him, starting with soft, gentle kisses at the start of the relationship till he finally feels comfortable making out. at first, he doesn't understand he doesn't know where to put his hands, letting them hover over your hips like he was scared he was going to hurt you. his tongue movements are messy, and his teeth clashing together every now and then (all he knows is what he sees in pornos).
It's cute to you. He's like a lost puppy hungry for the new sensation, craving a touch he has never allowed himself to have before. No one has ever meant so much to him that he'd be willing to kiss them.
The sloppy make-outs last for weeks as you slowly help train him on how to kiss, where his hands should be, and how much tongue he should use till he feels like he has mastered it.
After a few months, his hands start to slowly wander your body, soft, gentle, tentative squeezes to your thighs, making you moan against his lips, a sound he hasn't heard till now, and it makes his heart race. He can feel himself slowly getting hard, and it almost scares him, making him pull away just a bit, needing time to collect himself, and you let him know he needs his time, and you'd be willing to wait as long as needed for him to be ready.
