I'm not angry. I'm terrified. There's a difference.
the scene must be truly horrifying if that's the elicited reaction. the usage of his numbers weapon had been strictly prohibited while in the recovery period, so he couldn't even check to see if she truly was terrified or just a good liar. activation might end up making this a more permanent situation, the doctors had told him— this being the current state of blindness that gen currently finds himself in. the warning had been loud despite the gentle framing; continue to recklessly abuse our kaiju and we'll leave you stumbling without a purpose.
whatever. he could play the role of a muzzled dog, at least for a little while.
not like he needed his eyesight for situations like this one. maybe it was a secret blessing, being unable to see the expression she wore. the tone of her words was already too much / uncomfortable and itchy the way the bedsheets were. carefully does a bandaged hand reach out to where she ( maybe? ) sits by the hospital bed, fumbling against empty space to his right before finding purchase on her head. a few pats to confirm this was kira, that not even a lack of vision could keep him from finding her— before he proceeds to smack his hand firmly against the crown of her head. ❛ that's for doubting me and my incredible recovery. ❜ cowardly words meant to provoke a different reaction; because narumi gen was only strong when standing in the face of danger. right now, he wanted nothing more than to run away.
what comfort could bandaged hands even offer?
❛ you're wasting your time. i'm clearly alive, so stop looking down on me. ❜ he knew that wasn't where her intentions lied— but acknowledging anything else felt like acid on the tongue. maybe he could be just a little bit bolder, if he couldn't see her reaction. maybe if he blamed the drugs pumping throughout the system, it'd be easier to dismiss. his hand moves / travels to her shoulder before ghosting around her elbow towards her hand. he takes hold, brings it to rest atop his heart that beats in tune with the machinery.
❛ see? still alive. so there's nothing to be afraid of. ❜