#violent ideations

Most fucked up fantasy: torturing and slicing through, dissecting, one of my good friends while their awake and listening to their screams pleasing me

I once imagined making my best friend eat glass before I cut my own stomach open and watched all my organs spill out... for some reason. it made sense at the time.

I often threaten my brother that if he does X or doesn’t do Y, I’ll punch him, or some other violent threat (sometimes things like “stab him in the face”), because it’s a harmless venting of the violent ideations that circulate my brain... now, obviously some people wouldn’t be able to handle that, and I wouldn’t say things like that to them, but today my brother laughed and said “Kaia, you make empty threats.”