Sep 6, 2019
my dudes i am trying so hard, nothing is grabbing me the same way hs did :(
iâve spent the past like, three months just playing rdr2, iâm now marathoning zim, just...none of the fandoms interest me at all. i think iâm afraid to let go. i first got into hs my senior year of college, i was going somewhere, i had plans, i knew what i was doing etc. maybe iâm connecting it to that time or something, idfk. my mental state has been erratic at best lately.
i am seeing fire emblem everywhere atm but i have never played any of them. and i will put hollow knight on my list of things to try, thankee
#callmearcturus#vinokas#stormsbourne#my dog died last week#that probably isnt helping#but i haven't lived with him for half a year i didn't think it would affect me that much?#sigh#i have been kicking around an incredibly self-indulgent rdr au dirkjake thing#and no it's not wild west au it's rdrverse because i don't know enough actual history#point being i should try to make something presentable from that
