5: A trait they’re not ashamed of(but maybe should be)

Her indifference. It started as a defense mechanism thanks to a whole lot of trauma in a very short amount of time but it just...stuck, to the point where she really doesn’t care as a genuine lack of caring as opposed to just not caring out of a really shitty way to cope with loss. M honestly doesn’t consider it a bad thing anymore and she’s legitimately pleased - to all the extent she’s able to feel pleased - with the fact that she’s entirely indifferent to the emotions and plights of just about everyone outside her nuclear family and two (2) friends.

🌠 - Would your muse make a wish on a star? If so, what would they wish for?

Probably. Right now, he’d make desperate wishes that he could go back to being a normal sin’dorei or at the very least lose the void tentacles.

🔗 - What are your muse’s standards for meaningful relationships? How quickly do they form relationships like these?

Anyone he’s remotely close to friends with counts as meaningful in his book and he makes connections pretty fast and easily. He’s a friendly, if awkward, kind of guy.

🎭 - How does your muse handle their emotions? Do they bottle them up or pour them out as soon as they start to feel?

If they’re positive emotions, he’s all for feeling them. Negative ones he dances around and usually partially masks with alcohol and drugs until he’s able to process them. If he’s able to process them. 

🌺 - Does your muse have a favorite flower? Why do they like it?

He does not. Flowers aren’t really his thing.

👍 - you’re a nice person

🌸 - you’re trustworthy

👊 - i want to fight you

z’s just full of bad ideas, isn’t he

1: What position doesyour character sleep in?

“I roll around a lot. It takes a while to get comfy. I mean sometimes if I’m blackout drunk, I’ll just lay down and be out. Usually position depends on the night. Side or back. Sometimes stomach but usually not.”

2: Does your characterhave any noteworthy features? Freckles? Dimples? A scar somewhereunusual? Etc.

“I, uhh. I have some...surgery scars. Under my pecs. Those aren’t, you know, seen, though. They’re under my shirt. I don’t usually show them off. I also have...void hair. It’s void hair. I’m not calling them tentacles. That’s too much. And, you know, purple skin. That’s pretty noteworthy.”

23: Do they prefer romanceor affection? What is the quickest way to your character’s heart?

“There’s a difference between romance and affection? I would’ve split it up between romance and... you know. One night stands? Maybe? I, uh. Both? It’s the same? I mean, I guess you can be affectionate with friends, too, but in this context it’s not about friends, is it. The quickest way? Being cute.”

;)

30: Finally; if yourcharacter was forced to eat one thing for the rest of their life,what would they choose and why?

“Goblin cocktails. I know it’s not a food. I don’t care.”

felwood: is your muse cursed / does your muse feel cursed?

Yes, on both fronts and on several different levels. Undeath is generally seen as a curse by the non-death cult minded - hell, even Sylvanas refers to it as such - and M’s among the number who’d agree there. It’s not something she likes but, on the other hand, it’s something she wouldn’t undo if she had the choice, so it’s...Complicated on the latter question front.

She also has a saronite dagger - a Twilight’s Hammer ritual dagger at that - that’s cursed. Literally no one has ever asked her about it and it’s great.

The san’layn’s ring she wears these days has an effect that could...possibly...be considered a curse but M isn’t aware of it presently.

♦ What’s your favorite thing about RP, generally?

How everyone puts so much effort and thought into their characters and their plots. It’s really kinda magical, taking a step back and really thinking about how even just the server is thousands of people all playing thousands of other people with complicated backstories and relations and stuff. 

♚ Have you ever made any lasting friends through RP?

Definitely. There’s some people on my btag that I’ve known for five years or so by now. Almost all of my closest friendships have been made through RP, too. There’s some amazing people out there and I’m glad I’ve bumped into ‘em.

✮ Do you think you’ve improved as a writer through roleplaying?

Absolutely yes, especially by DMing. DMing events is storytelling but the characters have wills of their own so you have to improvise and be open to radical change. That’s absolutely improved my writing ability. 

☄ Has roleplay positively affected your life in some ways?

So, so much. There are times and places I’m not sure I would’ve gotten through at all, or not nearly as well, if I hadn’t had the friends I’d made through RP. The sheer amount of support I’ve had from guildies especially has been incredible, especially on the lgbt side of things. I really don’t know if I’d have been out as trans IRL if it wasn’t for the ceaseless support and like...unquestioning acceptance from the guild.

☼ Have you learned any new skills from being involved in RP (coding, editing, making GIFs, etc)?

“Zibby’s an idiot but a nice one. Not bad for a Lighty. He’s careful where he flings his shit, so that’s nice. I think he has a saving people thing. Probably weird guilt stuff. He’s also terrible with snap judgment calls and also very bad at knowing when he’s being used. That being said, it also makes him very easy to use. I haven’t needed to, yet, but I could if I put a little effort into it. Very trusting, he is. Too trusting, but most Lighties are.”

“He needs to get his damn ass out of that cult before it kills him.”

((”Oh hah Z only sent in one as...k....”))

3. What do you think others like or admire about you?

“Longsight said he admired my compassion, but I think that’s uncommon. Probably that I don’t hold back. I lead from the front. Even if there’s prices to pay for it.”

7. Have you ever done anything that you feel to be very morally wrong?

“Of course. Hasn’t everyone?”

8. Should all people be treated as equal, and have the same rights?

“Yes. Of course.”

13. What could make you break your own moral code?

“Moral codes are only useful if your enemy plays fair, too. They don’t. They never will. I keep within the bounds of what I think the people I care about would approve of. If the situation calls for something more, then going further will always be an option.”

15. Would you always be loyal to your loved ones even if they wronged you?

“Yes. Those closest to you always hurt you, eventually, anyway. It’s only a matter of time. It depends on how terrible the thing was, but in general? Yes.”