#victor01

i want to finish things i start, i really do. but i can’t. i dont know what it is, but it really bums me out. it made me stop drawing stuff in general because it was like, if i’m gonna be drawing, shouldn’t i be finishing up the rest of THIS stuff? it was like some sort of guilt weighing me down, man. i started making THESE comics because i got trapped trying to redraw this medbay comic since 2016, and then i just trapped myself with these instead.

its real hecked up! i dont even really intend to make these for an audience or whatever. its like a big inside joke for just me. but maybe i dont want it to continue being that way. then i get caught up trying to do too much all at once and then just dont do anything. its like i gotta make everything bad on purpose or something to trick my own dang brain, but i keep catching onto my own schemes! it sucks!