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warnings: angst , (might be shitty tho cuz ive never written angst b4..) swearing.., lots of dialogue holy shit they yap a lot, aouad au, major character death(s) , yujins a FUCKING loser, unrequited love kinda.., blood n other nasty stuff so bewareeee if youโre sensitive to that kind of stuff๐ซก
hi m like sad rn so yeah yay mwah๐
the two of you found yourselves star gazing on the rooftop, using it as an escape from the cruel reality you were living in
โdo you think this will ever go back to normal?โ
the girl paused, not wanting to demolish any sliver of hope you had left in your bruised body
โof course i do.. why? you doubting me?โ
yujin playfully pouted at you, poking at your thigh
โhuh? what- no. . I trust youโ
an awkward silence developed between you two
you looked towards her, waiting for her to continue
โm sorry bout earlier. . i didnt-โ
you socked her in the arm.
โHOLY SHIT what the actual FUCK.โ
the girl started to complain, though it fell upon deaf ears
โdude, i told ya it was okay. i shouldve made more attentionโ
leaning your head on the tallerโs shoulder, you rubbed the spot where she was hit. you felt yujin stiffen at the lack of space between the two of you but you chose to ignore it
โyour ankle is getting worse..โ
your gaze followed where her finger pointed at, there you noticed how swollen and discolored your ankle had gotten
โpfft- s whatever! ill jus walk it off-โ
both of you searched for where the commotion was, finding a few monsters had gotten to the rooftops entrance
yujin had to act fast, each time she struggled to make a decision could mean your death.
โfuck. yn can you walk?โ
โuh- y-yeah. . i thinkโ
yujin was too in her head to hear the last thing you said before she grabbed your arm and booked it to the other entrance, she slammed open the door, not thinking about the other zombies in the school
dragging you down the stairs, she watched as 3 more of those things saw the both of you
she heard a door slam open and felt the impact of the floor against her back
โow- fuck. wait- yn?โ
yujin watched as the door stayed open, your figure on the floor
โynnie. . cmon! those things are getting closer!โ
you crawled to the door while yujin got up to shut the door after you entered
pulling you to the corner of the classroom, you both began to catch your breath, grateful that this room was empty . .
a minute passed by before yujin looked at your disheveled form, feeling guilty once again
โhey- hey um.. im so so sorry this happened, god you have cuts on your face! fuck. if only-โ
you put a finger to her lips.
โ stop rambling, i should be okay by tomorrow . .โ
seeing the girls pout, you gave her a quick peck on the cheek
though it didnt help at all
โim in love with you.โ she confessed
โwhat? are you serious?โ you whispered, backing away from the girl
โoh. um yeah. . sorry the timing is so shitty..โ
โyou think so? oh my god yujin. i already told you we cant be together like this! plus, we nearly died out there what the fuck do you mean youโre in love with me?โ
โm sorry really but i couldnโt help it. . i thought i shoulda told you cause what if we do die?โ
you heard the girls voice break with each sentence, nearly making you cry but it would alert the monsters outside
minutes passed by. you only heard the screams of other students, before they were soon turned into just another shell of the person they once were
โy-ynโ yujin whispered
โ. . why cant you love me as much as i love you?โ
โ. . . you know i can't ans-โ
โyou say that every single time! please, just. . just say it.โ
looking at the heartbroken girl tore you apart, if only this world hadnt changed so drastically, you could be happy with yujin
โ i want to be with you yujin. really, i do but . . you know im not here anymore.โ
hearing that made the taller girl shiver. her vision getting more and more blurry with each second of silence between the two,
โoh. . r-right, fuck yeah youโre rightโ
she brought her knees to her chest, clinging onto them as if it were her dead lover, wanting to feel the warmth of anything in her arms,
โman. . this-this really fucking sucksโ
yujins voice began to break due to her realization that you really were dead. she didnt save you. she couldnโt save you. how pathetic was that? the only person she cared about dead. dead, all because she didnt think quick enough.
โ i know . . though, please know im sorry for whats going to happenโ
the girlโs eyes snapped to the classroom door, through the glass she saw the face of the one she cherished most, amongst the mahogany colored blood and drool . . yujin recognized that face, how could she not? she grew to love every โimperfectionโ you thought you had. she always thought you were the most breathtaking woman she ever laid eyes on, no flaw could ever lessen the amount of love yujin had for you
but she had failed you. she promised to keep you safe, with every part of her soul. it didnt seem to be enough . . since you here were, lunging at yujin with no thought in your head.
the remnant of sanity you had was gone, as the husk of the person you once were started clawing at yujins torso
she felt every bone in her body break into brittle pieces, making yujin open her eyes
as she gazed into your bloodshot eyes she wondered how things wouldโve went if she pulled you into the room quicker.
each passing second was like hell, struggling to breathe as you had broken through her skin
coughing up the crimson liquid was loud enough to alert the other monsters to yujins location,
wanting to look at her loverโs face for the last time, she noticed a small tear slide down your dirtied face
yujin wiped it away just before a hoard of zombies decided to help finish her off
at least the both of you would be together, right?
a group of survivors discovered the classroom yujin had passed in, they found a letter dedicated to you
โ๐ฃ๐ธ ๐ถ๐ ๐จ๐ท
๐๐ช๐ฌ๐ฑ ๐ญ๐ช๐ ๐ ๐ผ๐น๐ฎ๐ท๐ญ ๐๐ฒ๐ฝ๐ฑ ๐๐ธ๐พ ๐ ๐ฏ๐ฎ๐ฎ๐ต ๐ถ๐ธ๐ป๐ฎ ๐ช๐ท๐ญ ๐ถ๐ธ๐ป๐ฎ ๐ญ๐ฎ๐ฟ๐ธ๐ฝ๐ฎ๐ญ ๐ฝ๐ธ ๐ด๐ฎ๐ฎ๐น๐ฒ๐ท๐ฐ ๐๐ธ๐พ ๐ผ๐ช๐ฏ๐ฎ ๐ฒ๐ท ๐ฝ๐ฑ๐ฒ๐ผ ๐ฑ๐ฎ๐ต๐ต ๐ฑ๐ธ๐ต๐ฎ. ๐๐ช๐ฌ๐ฑ ๐ญ๐ช๐ . . ๐ ๐ฏ๐ฒ๐ท๐ญ ๐ถ๐๐ผ๐ฎ๐ต๐ฏ ๐ฏ๐ช๐ต๐ต๐ฒ๐ท๐ฐ ๐ฑ๐ช๐ป๐ญ๐ฎ๐ป ๐ฏ๐ธ๐ป ๐๐ธ๐พ๐ป ๐ท๐ช๐ฝ๐พ๐ป๐ช๐ต ๐ฌ๐ฑ๐ช๐ป๐ถ. ๐ ๐ป๐ฎ๐ฐ๐ป๐ฎ๐ฝ ๐ท๐ธ๐ฝ ๐ฝ๐ฎ๐ต๐ต๐ฒ๐ท๐ฐ ๐๐ธ๐พ ๐ซ๐ฎ๐ฏ๐ธ๐ป๐ฎ ๐ช๐ต๐ต ๐ธ๐ฏ ๐ฝ๐ฑ๐ฒ๐ผ ๐ฑ๐ช๐น๐น๐ฎ๐ท๐ฎ๐ญ, ๐ฝ๐ฑ๐ธ๐พ๐ฐ๐ฑ ๐ ๐ด๐ท๐ธ๐ ๐ฒ๐ฝ ๐๐ธ๐พ๐ต๐ญ ๐ฌ๐ธ๐ถ๐น๐ต๐ฒ๐ฌ๐ช๐ฝ๐ฎ ๐ฝ๐ฑ๐ฒ๐ท๐ฐ๐ผ ๐ฏ๐พ๐ป๐ฝ๐ฑ๐ฎ๐ป. ๐โ๐ถ ๐ฐ๐ต๐ช๐ญ ๐ ๐ฑ๐ช๐ญ ๐ฝ๐ฑ๐ฎ ๐ธ๐น๐น๐ธ๐ป๐ฝ๐พ๐ท๐ฒ๐ฝ๐ ๐ฝ๐ธ ๐ฑ๐ช๐ฟ๐ฎ ๐ผ๐ฎ๐ฎ๐ท ๐ฝ๐ฑ๐ฎ ๐ผ๐ฒ๐ญ๐ฎ๐ผ ๐ธ๐ฏ ๐๐ธ๐พ ๐ท๐ธ๐ท๐ฎ ๐ฑ๐ช๐ญ ๐ผ๐ฎ๐ฎ๐ท ๐ซ๐ฎ๐ฏ๐ธ๐ป๐ฎ. . ๐ ๐ด๐ท๐ธ๐ ๐ฝ๐ฑ๐ฒ๐ผ ๐ถ๐ช๐ ๐ผ๐ธ๐พ๐ท๐ญ ๐ผ๐ฝ๐พ๐น๐ฒ๐ญ, ๐ซ๐พ๐ฝ ๐ ๐ต๐ธ๐ฟ๐ฎ ๐๐ธ๐พ ๐๐ท. ๐๐ธ๐ป๐ฎ ๐ฝ๐ฑ๐ช๐ท ๐ช๐ท๐ ๐๐ธ๐ป๐ญ ๐ฒ๐ท ๐ฝ๐ฑ๐ฎ ๐ฝ๐ฑ๐ธ๐พ๐ผ๐ช๐ท๐ญ๐ผ ๐ธ๐ฏ ๐ต๐ช๐ท๐ฐ๐พ๐ช๐ฐ๐ฎ๐ผ ๐๐ฎ ๐ฑ๐ช๐ฟ๐ฎ ๐ฒ๐ท ๐ฝ๐ฑ๐ฒ๐ผ ๐๐ธ๐ป๐ต๐ญ ๐ฌ๐ธ๐พ๐ต๐ญ ๐ฌ๐ธ๐ท๐ฟ๐ฎ๐. ๐โ๐ถ ๐ผ๐ธ๐ป๐ป๐ ๐ช๐ต๐ต ๐ธ๐ฏ ๐ฝ๐ฑ๐ฒ๐ผ ๐ฒ๐ผ ๐ฑ๐ช๐น๐น๐ฎ๐ท๐ฒ๐ท๐ฐ ๐ฝ๐ธ ๐ผ๐พ๐ฌ๐ฑ ๐ช ๐ฐ๐ฎ๐ท๐ฝ๐ต๐ฎ ๐ผ๐ธ๐พ๐ต ๐ช๐ผ ๐๐ธ๐พ๐ป๐ผ. . ๐ ๐ป๐ฎ๐ฐ๐ป๐ฎ๐ฝ ๐ถ๐ช๐ท๐ ๐ฝ๐ฑ๐ฒ๐ท๐ฐ๐ผ ๐ฝ๐ฑ๐ช๐ฝ ๐ฑ๐ช๐น๐น๐ฎ๐ท๐ฎ๐ญ ๐ฒ๐ท ๐ถ๐ ๐ต๐ฒ๐ฏ๐ฎ ๐ซ๐พ๐ฝ, ๐ต๐ธ๐ฟ๐ฒ๐ท๐ฐ ๐๐ธ๐พ ๐๐ธ๐พ๐ต๐ญ ๐ท๐ฎ๐ฟ๐ฎ๐ป ๐ซ๐ฎ ๐ธ๐ท๐ฎ ๐ธ๐ฏ ๐ฝ๐ฑ๐ฎ๐ถ. ๐ ๐๐ฒ๐ผ๐ฑ ๐๐ฎ ๐ฌ๐ธ๐พ๐ต๐ญ ๐ผ๐ฎ๐ฝ๐ฝ๐ต๐ฎ ๐ญ๐ธ๐๐ท ๐ช๐ท๐ญ ๐ฐ๐ป๐ธ๐ ๐ธ๐ต๐ญ ๐ฝ๐ธ๐ฐ๐ฎ๐ฝ๐ฑ๐ฎ๐ป, ๐ฝ๐ฑ๐ธ๐พ๐ฐ๐ฑ ๐ฝ๐ฑ๐ฎ ๐๐ธ๐ป๐ต๐ญ ๐ฒ๐ผ ๐ช ๐ฌ๐ป๐พ๐ฎ๐ต ๐ฝ๐ฑ๐ฒ๐ท๐ฐ, ๐ป๐ฒ๐น๐น๐ฒ๐ท๐ฐ ๐ช๐น๐ช๐ป๐ฝ ๐ช๐ท๐ ๐ญ๐ป๐ฎ๐ช๐ถ๐ผ ๐ธ๐ฏ ๐ท๐ธ๐ป๐ถ๐ช๐ต ๐ต๐ฒ๐ฏ๐ฎ ๐ช๐ฐ๐ช๐ฒ๐ท. ๐จ๐ท, ๐ ๐ฝ๐ป๐พ๐ต๐ ๐ต๐ธ๐ฟ๐ฎ ๐๐ธ๐พ ๐๐ฒ๐ฝ๐ฑ ๐ช๐ต๐ต ๐ธ๐ฏ ๐ถ๐ ๐ฑ๐ฎ๐ช๐ป๐ฝ, ๐ช๐ต๐ต ๐ธ๐ฏ ๐ถ๐ ๐ผ๐ธ๐พ๐ต.
๐๐ธ๐ป๐ฎ๐ฟ๐ฎ๐ป ๐๐ธ๐พ๐ป๐ผ,
๐๐ฑ๐ท ๐จ๐พ๐ณ๐ฒ๐ท.โ
pls don burn me at the stake cuz i wrote. rhrisd๐๐
anyways.. stay safe n i love you guys so so much
