#verycurious

1. Name of your muse: 

Ishida Mitsunari

2. One picture you like best of your muse’s FC:

3. Two headcanons you have for your muse that you have never told anyone: 

In modern AU or even in his era, Mitsunari is the biggest drugged in his job/army. And it goes from antidepressants to more heavy drugs, such as cocaine and ecstasy. Is not like Mitsunari could help it, his depression made him need to be dependent of something, and the drugs kind of attracted him. And with that, here goes the mutilation! Yeah, only good things happen to him.

Mitsunari tends to avoid joining in big groups when he is not fighting, not caring if these groups are his troops, squads, generals or whasoever. Principally when it comes to drinking. From drinking so much and so often, his stomach is completely accustomed to alcohol, which could make him a drinking champion easily. However, he usually refuses to drink with anyone close due to his current obsession with vodka.

4. Three things your muse loves doing in their free time:

Smocking/drinking

Spending his time all alone

Kicking the crap out of someone

5. Four people that your muse loves:

Hideyoshi Toyotomi

Takenaka Hanbe

Secreeeeet

Don’t exist. 

6. Three fond childhood memories:

When he enter in the Toyotomi

When he killed someone for the first time (such a nice thing to be fond of…)

When he was praised by his both lords at the same time

7. One thing they’d go through heaven or hell to save/change:

The day when Ieyasu betrayed him and killed Hideyoshi, and when Mitsunari’s life was ruined. If it was possible, Mitsunari would be pleased to restart this whole day, and make sure to let his lord be far as possible from that traitor -adds absolutely nothing dramatical and angry speech-.

8. Tag 10 people to do the same: REPOST please, don’t reblog

Put ‘too late’ in my ask for a suicide note from my character to yours

If you are reading this, you should know that I am not going to be alive. I am so sick of everything that I don’t want to continue living like this. I am giving up on my life today, but I wanted to talk with you a last time before ending with myself.

I don’t understand myself anymore or why I suddenly feel so addicted for you, but I… needed to talk with you. I needed to see you. I needed to hear your voice. I needed you. But it is too late for this. My decision is already made, and I don’t want to change it. I had the impression that you would end up changing my mind if I talked with you again.

I don’t have idea of what else I should write in this letter, and I don’t even know if one day this letter will arrive at you. I simply don’t wanted to disappear and go burn on hell without writing something to you before.

I would like to apologize for being too selfish and for giving up on myself. And also for don’t handle my situation. Forgive me, but I will not be capable of catch you anymore. Actually, I wanted to have a last conversation with you but I don’t think I should or would be able to look at you again.

Anyway, I still have so much to write and I don’t think I would be capable of write all what I want in a single letter. Please live well and take care of yourself. I would be pleased if we would have met without me having so many problems. Don’t forget, I love you and…                                                                                                                                                                      Goodbye.