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No but for real... I am so bummed out that I cannot see my Cesy... like super fucking bummed out...

I looked on Amazon and there are copies being sold that cannot play on the blu-rays I have. F/F/C Yanked it from all streaming services and made the dvds non existent.

I seriously do feel like crying, I am not bullshitting-

I miss him </3 and I have no way of seeing him. Maybe gifs but its all the same ones I've reblogged because there is so little of him. It feels like I had no time with him at all and my heart physically feels like its aching... (here's where I'd be silly about the irony of "time") I'm too fucking sad to joke honestly.

#Like for real- my throat is dry and my eyes are stinging... a bad time to be a ficto ig #Don't clown or make jokes please. I'm dead serious... I'm not feeling okay about not being able to see him like how I want to see him okay #vent.tw #the hands of time; ⌛

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Keep bouncing around.

I made a specific side blog but got too scared of being judged and moved it. I ended up making a main blog(new acc) specifically for it but now that I'm slowly starting to get comfortable with the idea of having said blog, I've basically abandoned the new acc to once again create a side blog... also subtly slid a note into the pinned on main and oh no I've gone cross eyed...

pls do not rb. (my settings are still broken... ugh.)

#figuring this out and learning to be comfortable in my own skin is messy. >o<#Just learning about myself and my needs are messy too... its all so messy!#but I can't wait till I have it all figured out and am comfortable.#I'm not forcing things. I'm going to let that comfort naturally come to me and if that means a million + 1 blogs before I'm -#- comfortable then so be it... I don't owe this to anyone except for myself. This is something I want to do and I want to step out of that #-litlte bubble. It's still new to me (being public about it)#and yeah while I don't HAVE to have a blog. I WANT too have it. Even if it means stepping outside of -#-a comfort zone. I think it's going to help me grow and be more comfortable to this side of myself that I've spent a good while thinking I #-need to be ashamed of it. I don't want to think that way anymore and I think having this blog is going to help with that. -#-I owe it to myself to be comfortable and happy.#vent.tw #kinda..

The ultimate terror (aside from being evil of course) is that I’m inherently careless and ungrateful, and I’ll never be able to appreciate things or give them the care and reverence they deserve? I have broken things and worn them out and if I was more careful and appreciative maybe this wouldn’t have happened. I have received gifts and I don’t think I experienced the degree of joy I was supposed to, and some of them I rarely use. My mom lent me a softcover book because I was really fascinated by it and I haven’t gotten around to reading it, and I accidentally creased the cover. What if I get good food and I can’t fully recognize how good it is and the experience is wasted on me? I’m terrified this isn’t something I can fix because when I try to get more enthusiasm out of my heart there isn’t any.

#Vent.tw #I am so bad at receiving gifts #I should be slain for being such an empty hollow parasite

vent below cut (haha) because i aint doing so well.

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i’m being forced to attend my uni graduation and i wanna die

#it’s next month but 🤮 I DONT WANNA GO #it sounds like my own personal hell #the heat. the uncomfy outfits. the PICTURES???#vent.tw #delete later

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I was having some thoughts and I don't really have a place to share them.. I mean I kinda do? But still, even in a public space it feels like I'll be judged? Its nothing bad at all! I'm just a scared little weeny to voice this thought ;;^;;

#and I really want to share it but also :\ dumb brain won't let me. I'm still trying to get used to being more open and comfortable.#but alas....;;#vent.tw #<- kinda

Just an FYI not that any of you would know because I've just been writing privately and gushing to myself but Leo is becoming a big big main... (like up there with Cesar and Ani)

I'm gonna marry my golden retriever boyfriend 💜💙

#Have a funny feeling my tumblr is gonna die.#Cause I just don't feel like talking much here anymore in terms of my relationships. the lack of engagement kills my motivation honestly.#blah blah do it for you blah blah I AM thats why my tumblr will prob die out and I'll continue to fade. I've already noticed a decrease lol #I was always of the mind set if you don't post people won't interact and been there done that its still the same lol #its a huge tumblr issue™ I tried being friendly and reaching out first and interacting but that did nothing too sjsbskdjdkd #so anyways my acc is suddenly silent forever I'm probably just gone living off queue pfftt #or something IDK #i just woke up an feel rambly #vent.tw #venting #<- i guess #but not really because im just stating my experience here?? 🤔

Having a baaaaad fuckin day—

Stressing mostly, I have to try and scramble to get my noa printed so I can sign my daughter up for summer swimming classes cause they fill up fast but I don't have anything printed yet and today is the day everything opens.

On top of me trying to get this small gift made and finished before mothers day (for my non biological mom) making her a scrapbook. She's my exs mom yadda yadda he burned bridges everywhere yadda yadda we are closer than ever blah blah

Then on top of that I have 0 energy, I'm bitter to my very core lately and I can't dig out of it. I don't get into it, don't want too but lately everything is pissing me off because my shitty fucking brain is stuck in a loop of a bunch of fucking shitty things about myself.

ON TOP OF THAT I now have the worry about bitch for brains making that fucking appeal and I'm worried about what the 12th is going to look like—

I'm stressed and upset and have no where to fucking channel it. Please take me to a field and fucking shoot me.

#hate waking up like this. i hate it #vent.tw

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