I've been getting sick more often, I'm not sure if it's from being stressed or allergies to food, I never got allergy testing so I don't know if I'm allergic to anything. And I refuse to get allergy testing because I have a mild fear of needles, I hate them. From being stressed I skip days of school sometimes but then my work starts piling up and I can't focus long enough to finish it which causes my grades to start slipping, which causes me even more stress. I can't even express myself right because I don't want anyone to think differently of me. My OCD makes me a mess, making me more stressed, and it makes me feel guilty about everything. My ADHD is making my grades slip and just giving me depression and anxiety and I don't have any medication for it and I don't know if I have enough money for medicine, I really need some to help me get my life on track but I can't, I've only got about $128 and I'm trying to save it and life is just getting more and more heavy and it's hard