@veniaesāĀ asked:Ā Ā youāll only ever really know youāre living if youāre totally sure that youāre dying. Cloud.
Ā š”š šš”šØš®š š”š šØš š”š¢š¦š¬šš„š šššØšÆš ššØš«š«š®š©šš¢šØš§ ššššš« š¢š š°šš¬ šš„š„ šØšÆšš«. not a new manāāāĀ never a new man, not when thatās all heās spent being. himself. the cloud he lived as, once. but when he looks at his arm, rotting, when his head pounds, piercing, he wonders what went wrong. at what point did his body suffer invasion again, invisible all the same, but just as viscerally painful.
Ā marceline wouldnāt have any way of knowing about his state, š“š° šøš©šŗ š„š° š©š¦š³ šøš°š³š„š“ š³šŖšÆšØ š“š° š¤šš°š“š¦ šµš°ā¦ no, not home.
Ā his sight is set on the flower bed in front of them, and cloud doesnāt realize heās so, so lost for words when the last echo of her voice dissipates. maybe because heās unnerved by her reading. heās had enough of people reading him so thoroughly for him to listen and take it. cloud moves his healthyāhealthierāarm from the pillar it leaned on, and opens hims mouth. closes it. opens again.
Ā iāll take you home, he wanted to say, before another headache strikes again. amidst the relentless pulsing and prickling and tearing, he thinks heās fallen to the ground. distantly, another gasp. another thud. ššš šØšš ššš”š” ššØ š¬šš”š” ? Ā
against me sentences. Ā ā” Ā * closed !