#vengi

Written as a coda for Season 2, Episode 8 'The Morning After'.

Pairing: Victor Salazar/Benji Campbell

Rating: T

Warnings: Brief mention of alcohol abuse, internalized homophobia

Word Count: 1,037

Summary: Benji tries to process his feelings after being told to leave his boyfriend's house...by his boyfriend.

Can also be read on A03.  

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Benji stumbled out of Victor’s family’s apartment, shocked at what had just taken place. He was thankful that he at least had half a mind to check that his clothes were on properly, pulling his zipper back up with trembling fingers. He walked carefully down the stairs and then headed for his car, groaning out loud to realize that he had forgotten his keys in Victor’s bedroom. And there was no way in hell that he was going back inside that apartment for any reason that night, or ever maybe...

He let out a small shiver. The night had gotten much cooler, or perhaps it was like that on his way over and he was too distracted by Victor’s text to notice. Swearing again under his breath for not having the sense to bring a sweatshirt, he pulled on the light jacket that he still had in his hand and tried doing up all the buttons on his shirt in an effort to stay warm. Then Benji started on the long trek home. But he had only walked a few blocks when he realized that that wasn’t the best idea either. He was cold. And he couldn’t stop shaking.

Spotting a bench out of the corner of his eye, Benji plopped down on the one end. He winced slightly as his butt came into contact with the cold surface, but there wasn’t much he could do. Bringing his legs up under his chin, he tucked his head in, and let his sobs come out, their sound thankfully muffled by his body. Why was he so upset? This was hardly the first time someone had kicked him out of their house...but this wasn’t really the same and he knew it. He had been so embarrassed when Mrs. Salazar caught them, that he hadn’t had time to think about his response at all. Instead, his anger reared its’ ugly head, and caused him to say things that he shouldn’t have said. He meant them, but he shouldn’t have said them out loud. Then for it to be Victor that told him to go, to leave...his heart just shattered in that moment and felt like it was continuing to break as he sat alone on a stupid bench in the middle of nowhere.

I watched Love, Victor again and loved it even more than the first time so here we go I guess. Some of these will be in the beginning, some will be in the kinda distant future. It all depends

(Also link to Love, Victor Discord server)

https://discord.gg/NBGqJyC

- They’ve been dating for like 6 months now and are still considered the cutest couple at school

-Andrew is a little salty about it cause him and Mia are totally cuter!

- Benji has been more open about expressing his romantic side since Victor has made it very clear, multiple times that he really loves it

-But toxic relationships are still difficult to get over so Benji still unconsciously reigns himself in a bit

-Victor decides to do something romantic for their 6 month anniversary since he knows that Benji won’t expect it

-The home restaurant idea is still a little too raw so Victor goes with a picnic watching the sunset

-Since Felix is best boy he set’s everything up while Victor casually asks Benji to go hiking with him

-Benji will always deny that he cried but admits that his eyes might have gotten a little watery. Just a little!

-Victor teases him that their 1st year anniversary is gonna be a competition to see who’s more romantic

-Victor was joking but Benji is taking it as a challenge and has already started thinking of ideas

Is there something more that I don't know? That you won't say till we've both grown cold?

haha wow look train doodle

i just found

a 20/20 chapter

vengi fic

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a great summary

who gives a glossary on big words

OH MY GOD

I think i just had a mind orgasam