#velartis

I dropped out. I barely have friends. I'm chronically ill. I have heart disease. Whatever happens in your life, I want you to know that losing yourself in a void of negativity, hatred, anger and all other negative feelings isn't the way to go. Surely, you're allowed to feel the way you feel, but don't stay too long in it. Take a walk. Take a deep breath in and breathe out. Write off those feelings and start to analyse them. I'm sorry. I'm sorry for everything. I caused a lot of pain. I caused a lot of stress. There's no excuse for shitty behaviour. Absolutely not. The only way you could prove you changed is to seek help. Is to be a better human. I'm not sure how long I have to live, or what will happen to me. But I'm just keeping myself happy with the words I'm writing down.

fuck, i love The Pitt on hbo max so much. what will i do after i finish season 2?

love your mom.

I will be romanticizing February for the next 28 days. No exceptions. Everything will be romantic.

The thing I appreciate the most about the AI takeover is that it’s making social media so bad people are starting to return to the old ways: physical books, in person meet-ups, more writing, contemplation, and presence. The internet has become so synthetic and unreal it’s helping us come home to ourselves and appreciate what makes us human again.