#veefanfan

i suddenly miss ten and his cutieeee voice (i really like his talking voice sheeeems). ten was one of the reasons why i became an nct fan. his predebut did!!! charot. pero srsly, the first few pics i saved in my tab were his predebut pictures. he’s just too cute and i was rly overwhelmed abt the number of predebut pics lol that’s why it is not a wonder i turned into a fan right away. another reason was nct u’s perf of without u @mcountdown. i rly didn’’t know abt nct on their debut. i didn’t care much on smrookies before even after the amount of mrktg sm did on them. i said they were too young for me i am not going to stan them. but then i remember watching that performance and even saying what a shame they don’t belong to the big three, may talent pa naman.. thinking they came from smaller companies and let’s be real, unless u have the talent and well the right timing, earning fans and actually getting the recognition is rly difficult. even those coming from the big 3 are having a hard time. dbaaaaa. it turned out they are from sm!!! i didn’t know it then!!!!! i stan them for their talent BEH!!!! pero what rly made me stan them were ten’s pictures as in!!!! when i saw them in my timeline tapos after knowing he’s part of sm’s new group (u see, i am also an sm biased and i stan and support everyone in smtown HA), yun na yun. my life got ruined by kpop again HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA.

i uploaded two fancams on my youtube account today. my initial plan was to upload all of them on my yt acct to back-up my copies just in case my laptop die on me. since i was streaming online for running man episodes, i decided to just upload the rest of my fancams next time.

today, i watched an ep of scarlet ryeo and running man episodes (and a few kpop vids sa sideline lol). i miss watching running man and srsly my faveeeee. this is a selfish opinion but i hope running man will continue forever if that’s even possible. 

i want to stay like this. to watch variety shows and kdramas, and just rot for the next five hundred years. balit, even now i hate getting up early in the morning, wash up, and adult the whole day. i hate adulting why is life so hard

ok ok good vibes ok ok let’s start with kang haneul. HAHAHAHA SHEMS writing his name lightened up my mood instantly. sheeeeems talaga. i remember falling in love with this guy while watching him on Angel Eyes. He’s already a familiar face since i have watched his supporting characters in TBY and The Heirs so that’s prolly why i instantly fell in love with him WAAAAAH. MY LABS

he’s a talented guy: both in acting and singing (he can sing you guysssss plus points!!!) and a kind kid. i mean, i watched him at youth over flowers in iceland and he’s really sweeeeet and nice and just waaaa so ideal. you can’t fake kindness ever so i think it was not an image. 

kang haneul is also quite good in variety (tho it prolly too early for me to judge since i have only watched him on running man and YOF lol) i am really fond of watching him on screen because of his smile. HIS SMILE IS SO SO SO PRECIOUS.

i am watching scarlet ryeo and his acting just waaaaaaa kang hanuel is a really good actor. i have watched him in movies and in series DUDE THIS IS NOT A BASELESS CONCLUSION. 

Book: The Manifesto on How To Be Interesting

started watching abnormal summit today. i have sassy go go, another miss oh, doctors, uncontrollably fond, w, even DOTS, and age of youth put on hold as of the moment. i am actually a bigger fan of variety shows and reality shows. the list of unfinished kdramas can attest to this huhu. however, when i’m into a kdrama, the level and intensity are rly diff compared to normal. i also needed to be “into to the mood” to finish a series in one sitting (in which, unfortunately, is rare these days.) getting into mood is getting harder to come by. 

why am i writing this instead of making an intro post? well......... laters! lol.

i’d like to continue watching so i’ll end it here.