#varusai

A late fan art of @varusai​ ‘s fanfic Grounded Indefinitely OTL 

sosorry if I didn’t get the shoes right//Icouldn’ttellfromthereferencesoIguesseD

I’m sorry for the inactivity on this account, I’ve been disconnected from most social media and busy w/ settling into college  ( ͡ಥ ͜ʖ ͡ಥ) so there’s that.

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absolutely, but it’d be for nothing, mel doesnt listen to him at all. they’re prob talking to each other about what theyre gonna have for lunch making boros wait while he whines and starts the death threats<3

💪 : What is your OC’s most physically attractive attribute? 

🧠 : What is your OC’s most mentally attractive attribute?

🦴 : Does your OC have much sexual experience? What are they like?

💌 : How would they plan a romantic evening for a significant other?

💪: Ugh god, do not ask Malachai this. Ze had GORGEOUS natural tiefling colouration. Delicate hydrangea blue skin, purple eyes, white hair. Freckles! Just beautiful. And now all that shit is gone! So I guess zer best trait now is zer long black hair, which is always healthy and thick and soft. Ze also has great muscles in zer back and chest from all the flying.

🧠: Underneath all the trauma, Malachai is a warm person, and incredibly loyal. It's hard not to be charmed by zer generous and attentive heart.

🦴: Malachai has had three-ish partners, but at least two of those were longstanding, ie months or years. However, all of them were limited by the same thing as Malachai - living in a small town. So Malachai has had plenty of mostly-vanilla sex, and is good at what ze knows how to do. Hell, ze was even adventurous by zer standards, but zer horizons have not had that much expansion.

In the past, ze was proud of and enjoyed zer body, and had very little shame around it, even though ze knows it's different from that of others. Ze always believed that any judgement from others was a reflection on them, not zerself (although if ze really likes someone, it can be a little nerve-wracking to reveal this part of zerself to them). But now ze no longer wants to be perceived, and would like to just have sex in the dark, thanks. So things have sadly changed.

💌: Malachai is more than happy with something simple - stargazing and a picnic, for example. But I can see zer as the kind of person who would plan something elaborate catered to zer partner's tastes as well.

16: What keeps them going?

39: What does your character believe their party lacks?

57: How does the way they act seemingly contradict their ability scores?

Yay, thanks for the ask!

16. Malachai doesn't have much to keep zer going, honestly. What ze does have is questions, endless questions that ze NEEDS the answers to, desperately. Ze does have a sense of justice/hatred of Cyric and a fear of death that help. But this curiosity is what drives zer and gives zer a reason to keep going even when ze feels paralysed.

39. Trust/internal cohesion. A lot of the party members are dangerous, and I don't know if they remember that about each other all the time, but Malachai sure does. Ze doesn't feel safe with most of the party, which is for good reason, but it's really tough when ze has literally no one else in the world ze can rely on at the moment. That's part of why ze is always questioning people's plans and intentions, and why ze has a tendency to latch on to even the smallest amount of kindness (which is why ze was so taken with the Sentinel). It's not even that half the party is evil aligned. Malachai is chaotic and would not mind having evil friends. The problem is they're not only not friends with Malachai but also not each other either. At least, Malachai doesn't trust the bonds that have sprung up between them, new and untested as they are.

57. Malachai has intimidation proficiency. Malachai is almost never trying to intimidate anyone. This is just something that happens because ze looks creepy as fuck, has a resting bitch face, and often tries to hide zer emotions in a way that can make zer look ominously blank. If Malachai could stop having intimidation proficiency ze would trade it for something else in a heartbeat, lol.

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9. Most disliked characters? Why?

Lance and Lotor, because of the fandom. I also, uhhhhh can't fucking stand Morvok, or Ranveig. You Know Why. I just. hm. Hate.

10. Most disliked arc? Why?

............you know, I really don't like the Lion Swap. it feels to me like the writers had an idea for how they wanted their plot to go and were determined to fulfill it, but they forgot to account for their characters' personalities, they rushed key details and did development off-screen, and...well. it just doesn't feel like a solid arc, from a writerly standpoint.

19. What is the thing you hate most about your fandom?

the antis.

if I'm not allowed to say antis, it's a toss-up between people who jump others for having a different opinion on characters or content, the people who don't actually produce any fan content but complain incessantly, or the people who only write Sendak as an abusive rapist.

there was a cheeseburger ice cream one that made me wanna puke big time a while back that might work