#vanilife

Tfw ur partner falls asleep but he’s cupping ur junk in his hand

Just laying down with my two fave boys (my fiancé and my dog) while watching the anime Your Lie in April (a music anime which works for me because I was a pianist). I'm in the midst of an anxiety attack though due to life stuff, things related to transition and yeah. So much change happening at once freaks me out, I guess. I even bleached my hair! How crazy is that? It's something I've always wanted to do---to try but the way my life flows is that I usually have to wait weeks to months to years at a time before something occurs and...I guess that's just the pace I'm used to. Things coming are just the obstacles I'm used to. Being forced to wait is something that's just common place for me. So of course, I'm gonna freak when I'm told I can start T soon or pay of debts in one go or even get my hair done on the spot---I'm just so used to that. I guess this has to do with that saying good things come to those who wait. And I guess I've waited long enough. 2017 will be a year of major change for me so thanks for your support and keep on trucking. Keep your head up high and above water. We can do this. I believe in you.

I'm pretty stoked! I'm about to go gender therapy! This will be my third time technically, but second time with this particular therapist. I'm really anxious since it's been over a year, but in a good way. Wish me luck!!!

Like…I don’t know why but I am super irritable at work today. Maybe it’s the customers. Maybe it’s the lack of sleep. Or the fact that everyone gets time off but me. It's just one of those fucking days.

I haven’t cleaned my room. I stopped before I began because I’ve stumped myself with the fact that I looked my dog square in his eyeballs and told him I’m unplugging a microwave.