#van anon

I woke up feeling inspired and like I had a sense of purpose. I woke up ready to just light a match and burn it down, hypothetically of course.

Before I get started, I just wanna say this is not real for legal purposes (….). This is all hypothetical and I will look you all in the eye until we all nod together in agreement.

So let’s say hypothetically that you have a significant other, doesn’t matter the degree of significant or other, that has dreams and aspirations and you feel insecure because you don’t have those. Your dreams include being an energy vampire, and they don’t make a lot of money, and you are not sure what to do with your life. You think maybe tattooing is the answer, you have that in common with people you know. So you have your SO pay for your ‘schooling’ and then you feel stuck because you’re not sure if you like it or not. And you’re not really good at it and you have to practice on your friends and SO, because he’s nice and a good person. And maybe you put the initial of your first name on his right hand / arm so that he has to see it anytime he does anything. Like what is it a brand? You do know tattoos can be removed? Right? Which is good since so many people will need to remove yours, because no, they are not good.

Him paying for your schooling was a financial burden on him. And a bad investment. No fault of his, he is the good person here.

And then as time goes on you feel like you’re not good at what you’re doing as a job, but your SO has joy and is having fun with his dreams and goals so you get mean and cutting and make sure to remind him that you were the one in the relationship that called the shots and he is lucky to have you.

And maybe you make fun of him behind his back and maybe it’s your mean girl tendency. Because in school you were definitely a mean girl and bully. I’m sure that’s just your insecurities manifesting again. Because you never think to work on yourself.

And maybe right now I am bullying as well. But if you bully a bully … ?

And you did not expect his dreams to come to fruition or him to be successful. And you feel like maybe you should have been nicer and more supportive so you can get what you can out of him, and maybe lock him down for good. Too bad someone saw his worth and started treating him how he should have been treated all along and now it’s too late.

So you put on your meanest face on your free trip to Paris. And you act annoyed that people are happy to see him. You are annoyed he doesn’t want to give you his attention anymore. I hope you realize that you messed it up for yourself and this is a learning lesson.

You tried to humble him by stabbing him in the back. But he will no longer be contained. He will no longer have to suffer you.

Enjoy your life.

Van anon woke up and chose violence yall😅

Ooh, I think that's a good idea to compile a masterpost for all of OG Van anon's entries:

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It's NOT freight train anon but Van anon, who's friends with a friend of girl C as I can reveal, asked that friend about the fuckass bracelet. And here's the convo:

I just can’t take anymore H/K truthers. Because either they are homophobic(don’t want H to be anything but straight), racist (they don’t want C with someone who is POC), or they have such a skewed view of what love is supposed to look like they probably have divorced parents, parents that should have divorced (sorry not sorry), have only had people treat them shitty in the guise of ‘love’, or they genuinely hate Hudson and want him to suffer.

Btw social media is absolutely 100 percent curatable. You can make anything look like anything, ESPECIALLY if you have a filmmaker’s eye. And a love of the arts. And prose. And creating whatever scene you want.

If the general public is wondering why your romantic vacation (that was a school field trip with a rotating cast of characters) looked miserable, there is way more than meets the eye. Can you even IMAGINE what those long weeks that probably felt like a prison sentence were like? When you look as though you were held at g*n point to post a picture of your ‘partner who keeps you stable’ — so you choose the worst picture of her possible. (And those who say “that’s just how she looks in a heat wave”, well now you’re just insulting her lol. Oh but I through she was a ‘baddie’?)

Imagine someone filming an innocent TikTok down the streets of Paris and you fighting with her is so common place it’s like the person filming doesn’t even see it anymore? How often did she nitpick and complain? How much did you pay for her to treat you like this? How ungrateful was she? We can all use our imagination I’m sure. And when she wasn’t nitpicking and cutting you down she was giving everyone the cold shoulder. Her MO, was, and still is, trying to make you feel like you couldn’t have anyone better, because you’re worthless. That is what an abusive person does.

That’s right, I said abusive!🫢

But you’re anything but worthless. The list of your talents and accomplishments and qualities are endless, and I cannot wait till you fully realize this.

She’s not the partner that keeps you stable. She’s the partner that made you feel like you were unstable to begin with. Which is not true. She undermined anything you did. She wanted you quiet, and subdued. She wanted to dangle friendships over your head like she could make everyone hate you at the drop of a hat.

She acted like you were a petulant child acting out towards paparazzi stalkers who made you feel unsafe. Stalkers that she may or may not have helped with sharing your location. Maybe not with them, per se, but with someone who has her back in guaranteeing that you are reminded of your place. Someone who is just as devious as she is.

Once they realize they can no longer control you and get money or gain out of you, what final hurtful thing will they do? If they have any decency they will realize their loss and move on.

I know this is probably just PR. And that the curtain will close on this in the future. It hurts to watch someone you care about go through something like this. But you should know just how loved and cherished you are to the right people. And it’s way more people than you know and realize.

Here is to brighter and better things (and hopefully fewer instagram dumps where everyone looks miserable as all hell) and season 2 of HR(where a very important person will be with you for many months to help you erase these terrible summer memories)!

*for legal reasons of course nothing I am saying is real.

Hypotheticals for each and every one of us! Hypothetically, of course!

Van anon back with some hypothetical tea babes😇

I'm so tired actually. Today has drained me. I'll hang around comments but not responding asks today after now unless it's an emergency.

It’s Van anon again. I feel weird announcing myself like this. Also hi new Van anon! VA2? Let’s have a blind meet cute somewhere.

So today I was thinking how sad it would be for a good person to see everyone speculate how they have been mistreated by someone close to them and how it’s troubling and unfair. Or that it’s widely known that the good person is a softie and kind and considerate and people could have taken advantage of them. Or that we seen them deflect compliments. Or how they could have learned someone close to them might have had betrayal in mind.

But it’s only because we care so much, and we want the best for the good person. Because he is truly that.

And the good person shines when he sees someone who is like the sun. And it gives people hope that you can overcome adversity and find love in the end. 🥲

I don’t know why I am so in my feels about this. But I was reflecting the very brief times I saw him irl and he was so lovely and kind and funny. It breaks my heart that anyone would want to break his spirit. And I know time has gone by so I don’t think I can be quite the same kind of friend anymore, but I wish him the best and I only want him happiness and success. And an amazing support system (which I know who that could be)

I sincerely hope the good person can go to Paris in the future and make new memories. But he should also be there with someone special - someone that treats people with kindness and actually smiles (and we have seen the smile, the all 32 teeth smile that is special for the good person. We love to see it).

It’s a good reminder to put our time and effort and money and love into someone who actually reciprocates and gives you something back, instead of asking for more while making you feel like you have to deflect compliments 🙃🙃

I hope everyone that reads this has an amazing night! Let’s send good person and sunshine good vibes!

And let’s all remember that HR season 2 starts filming next month 🙌

Welcome back Van anon🥹

I asked for a nicer storytime to lift our spirits after some of the weird bullshit today. I think I'll let it speak for itself and wish everyone a good night as today has been a lot more draining than usual and I'm not sure why... (Part of me wonders if I'm tapped into the boys' energy again and this is how H feels currently? It's like a weird cross between overwhelmed and exhausted and everything being Too Much and like I can't breathe or slow down... idk)

Anyway. Please let's have a good day tomorrow everyone!

Just running through the posts and seeing what I have missed. And let me give one gem. Unlike the anon who has attended RNG, I have not but yes I have friends of friends who have attended! I only know stories and have seen pics. But I remember laughing hard once when I remember someone asking if K was Hudson’s sister when they attended either last year or the year before. And people were like oh I thought he was an only child! He brought his sister, he is so thoughtful

Van anon my beloved🥰