#vampire spawn astarion

Now, as the night set in, you were cooking for yourself and draining blood for the vampires. It wasn't always the best, but you’d grown accustomed to bloodless meat. As you set the chicken onto the fire to cook, you feel a sharp sting in your neck. It's not unfamiliar, but it wasn't right. Astarion never snuck up on you, he never drank without permission. The vampire wasn't letting go, you could feel the blood draining, your body losing strength. You grab the closest thing to you, a small knife and jab it into their abdomen. They hiss and release you, disappearing into shadows.

You hold onto your neck, falling every time you try getting up. You feel tears spring to your eyes, blood still poured from the holes as the perpetrator had ripped them open. You had survived a mindflayer parasite, a fiend, and an elder brain just to die to a vampire spawn.

“Astarion!” You cry, your voice hoarse.

He's there in an instant, firmly wrapping bandages around your neck. He picks you up and runs to your makeshift house. In the hallway he puts you down, grabbing more bandages and potions from the cupboard. He was frantic, mumbling to himself. Once you are finally no longer bleeding out, he sits back and dissociates.

“Astarion?” You ask, holding out your hand to him, “Are you okay?”

He’s looking through you, like he's seen a ghost, “I didn't do it, please.” He begs, “You have to believe me. I-I didn't-”

You hold him tighter than you ever had before. He must've been reliving the life he'd had at Cazador’s, watching someone he cares about die or be turned. Your heart breaks at the tears running down his cheeks, the terror etched in his face.

“I believe you, Star. I believe you.” You whisper into his silver hair.

He relaxed at your voice, tears slowing, “I'm sorry, Darling.” He mumbles.

“It's alright, just as long as you're okay.”

He nods, patting his tears away, yet still looking broken, “I'll find whoever did this. They'll be punished.”

“We can do that tomorrow, I think we both need to rest tonight.”

“You chose this.” Astarion snarled, his voice low and dangerous, as he swept a hand out to motion to the burning city in its entirety. “Over Baldur’s Gate. Over your friends. Over us.” Astarion took a deep breath, the kind of breath you needed when you realised just how utterly fucked you were. “You chose this.” 

He trailed off as the sentence was snatched away in the wind. All of his bravado and bluster oozing out of him along with his much needed breath. His eyes slid away from your tense form to find the horizon, his shoulders slumping as reality clapped its unforgiving manacle around his throat.

On either side of him, Lae’zel and Gale stood similarly motionless, feet held firmly in place by the Netherstones in your unrelenting grasp whilst the corpse of the Emperor cooled at their feet. 

For a few seconds, you followed the Vampire’s gaze to the gold of the sunset bathing the towers of the city in a molten glow as it peered around curtains of billowing smoke. To the hundreds upon hundreds of nautiloids casting ominous shadows on the streets below. From all the way up here, the thousands of people gathered on those streets looked no bigger than ants. This detached from them, out of earshot of their anguish, they almost seemed insignificant. But you knew with a sinking gut that the decision to come was the opposite of such a disconnected thought. 

“That’s right.” You replied confidently, even as exhaustion tugged to your limbs and your heart pounded beneath your heavy armour. When his attention snapped back to you, his scowl lethal, you smiled, though it felt wrong on your face. “It has to be this way.” The words were said without hesitation. As charismatic and convincing as they’d been every other time you’d had to sweet talk your way towards your desired outcome. Anything less, and Astarion would see right through you. He would narrow his eyes and actually look at you, instead of the world on the cusp of burning. And he would hate what he would find there, hidden within the frown lines and lowered brows of your expression.

The trio of Netherstones hovering above your clenched fist felt heavy somehow. You had noticed they were warm as your party had gathered them from the three Chosen. How Gale had explained that they pulsed with overpowered tendrils of the weave. A pulse he could hear and you and your other less magically inclined companions were deaf to. It was funny, that your heart beat out of time to these world-ending artifacts, and yet they still obeyed your authority. 

Through them, you had a firm grasp on the Brain beneath your worn boots, and through the Brain, your companions. They still had the worms writhing behind their eyes after all, and the Emperor’s cooling corpse was no longer a concern. It was your will alone that kept them from Changing, and they knew it too. It was through that control that you now held the world on a precipice. The quill had at last fallen into your hands for you to write the closing chapter, rather than the palm of some Divine Force hellbent on squeezing as much peril and terror out of this story as possible. It was your hand that would end this, and it was your hand that would keep your companions from tipping the scales beyond your control.

They did not appreciate your command, you could feel through the tadpoles. They fought you even now, immobilised as they were. The trust your journey had cultivated was evaporating before your eyes like dew under the first rays of morning sunlight. But you no longer needed their approval. You just needed them a safe distance from the Brain. And for that, you needed absolute control of their limbs. It was a necessary evil, a necessary breach of trust, but not one you could explain to them in the little time you had left. 

Mind steeled with your resolve, you tore your eyes from the city and from your companions making jerky attempts to shake off the hold of the Netherstones, and pushed your unoccupied hand into your pocket. The fight to the Brain had been long and gruelling, almost eating through your entire hoard of scrolls, but you’d been careful with what you’d used. Where Gale had depleted his spell slots and Astarion had run out of arrows, there were two dimensional door scrolls left, stuffed deep into your pocket. You knew because you’d planned your attacks around preserving them, counted obsessively whenever there was a slight pause in waves.  

Your gloved hand shook as you pulled them out now. 

The Netherstones shifted from hovering above your dominant hand to float by your elbow as you carefully unrolled the first. It cast your face in a soft blue light, as you let the magic of the spell roll up your arms. The activation word rolled off your tongue, sweet as a bard’s lyric, and you focused the magic on Gale and Lae’zel. 

“What are you doing?” The Gith demanded, throwing out an insult in her language. You refused to meet her burning glare as the word took hold and she began to glow.

“My friend, is this truly wise?” Gale interjected, the Netherstones beginning to lose their grasp on him now that the spell grew in strength. His eyes widened as his hand moved as he commanded it.

“Go safely.” You said robotically, even as some small, fragile part of you screamed not to let them leave. You were not entirely sure if it was the withered Urge demanding more blood sacrifices, or the vulnerable part of you that had been born after Orin’s betrayal that could no longer bear to be alone. Regardless, it was proof enough that they had to go before your resolve crumbled. With a firm clenched of your fist, you completed the spell. The duo disappeared in a shower of blue sparks shaped like a doorway, and were safely transported back to the city streets below where the others waited. 

Astarion, clearly having not recognised the spell, ripped his attention from the now empty spaces on either side of him and levelled a lethal glare in your direction. “What. Did. You. Do!” He thrashed uselessly in your hold. The worm holding him firm. 

With a shaky breath, you unrolled the second scroll. It could safely transport two people like the first, but you could not risk leaving the Brain now. Could not allow it to wrestle free when you were so close to being done. 

That small part of you screamed sharper this time, as it futilely tried to wrestle back control. It didn’t want to be alone. It didn’t want to make him leave. He who had looked upon your bloody hands, tutted at the mess and intertwined your fingers regardless. He who had seen the madness bubbling behind your eyes and smiled with fanged glee instead of cowered. He who had held you for hours after being resurrected in Bhaal’s temple, fussing with your hair and clothes, muttering about a filthy BhaalSpawn’s fascination with dirt, when in reality you both knew he was just reassuring himself you were real.

“Be careful,” you warned as the magic took hold, “once I banish the worm, you will be vulnerable to the sunlight once more. Find shelter quickly, the others will find you.” His expression fractured. The blinding fury bleeding from his hardened eyes, as he looked at you. Really looked at you again. You. Not the Urge. Not the wretched BhaalSpawn. Not His avatar of murder and sacrifice. But you, the mindless, naive fool he fell in love with on the road despite his better judgement.

“I do not understand.” He said. And you grimaced, because he didn’t need to for this to work. What was a couple of months to an elf anyway? To a vampire? He would live for centuries more. Hells, for an eternity. Your brief relationship would be but a fleeting memory in no time.

“Understand this. In another world, I would have revelled in helping you return to the sun. Permanently. Know that I do not regret you, but I regret not having time to find a second adventure with you.”

His expression broke open, the dots connected. His long ears drooped as his eyes widened and took on a shiny quality. Confusion giving way to terror so prominent you could probably cut yourself on it if you got too close. “No, wait! Do not do this!” 

With a lurch of pure determination, he defied the worm and reached out to you. Fingers outstretched, teeth ground tight as his lips peeled back and his fangs glinted in the fading light. Instinctively, you recoiled, knowing your resolve would crumble beneath his touch.  

“Why not this world?” He demanded, voice fluctuating between fear and anger. “Why can’t we do all of that now? In this blasted life? I’m free! You’re free! Just set this thing to fucking explode and come with me, damn you!”

You wanted to, but you knew you couldn’t. It would be too easy to reach forward and take his outstretched hand, but it would resolve nothing.

The Absolute may be burnt to ash regardless, but you, Bhaal’s favourite child, would survive. The hand that felled the axe, would escape unscathed, when it was only fitting that the twisted mind that conjured this wretched mess of a plot should die alongside their creation. 

But of course you couldn’t tell Astarion any of that. He would try to argue that you and that old BhaalSpawn were not the same. That Orin’s meddling with your mind had changed you. That somehow you didn’t deserve to die for a past action you had no recollection of committing. But, if not you, then who? 

No, this was for the best. 

You clenched your fist, and the spell spirited him away before he had a chance to convince you. Leaving you alone on the Brain, in the endless nothingness of the sky. 

Releasing a long, calming breath, you finally loosened your grip on the tadpoles and stepped away from the edge, eyes flickering back to the Netherstones, and the Crown hovering on the platform at your back. 

Your companions surge against your mental defences all at once. Karlach’s burning palms pounding against the invisible walls, so hard you could practically feel the scorchmarks her touch left behind. Even fixed, her engine had still gotten to blistering temperatures when she got worked up. You felt Gale’s insistent nudge, and could practically see his disapproving frown. You cringed away from Shadowheart’s hesitant tap, avoided looking at Lae’zel’s demanding presence, and outright flinched when Wyll’s attention turned knife sharp as he tried to cut his way in, bolstered by some illusion that you were an innocent in need of saving. In unison, your companions tapped and pounded and thrashed against your walls. The mental link growing heavy with their collective presence. Trying to understand what you were up to. What you were doing. You turned a blind eye and strengthened your resolve. This ending was for the best.

“Up.” You commanded the Brain and it lurched beneath your feet. With an uneven jolt, the spinal nerve rooting it to the building below dislodged and fell slack as it began its ascent. 

>_<

From the docks, the companions watched the Brain rise higher above the city. 

Flames licked across Karlach’s shoulders as she paced, raving about spare teleportation spells possibly being forgotten in packs. Wyll frantically tried to talk her down before she burnt herself out, his expression pleading and his hands hovering since she was just too hot to touch.

Lae’zel stood at the edge of the docks like a stone sentry, eyes trained resolutely on the Brain as if her glare alone could will it into exploding, or stopping, or magically teleporting their idiotic companion back down to them. Shadowheart paced just out of reach of the Gith, wringing her hands around her spear shaft. 

“Come on.” Astarion quietly pleaded aloud, his scarlet eyes fixed on the monstrous thing. “Just set it to explode and get out of there.” 

Gale felt his expression twist into something tight and uneasy. He knew deep down that Tav would not follow. Whether to ensure the Brain did as commanded or for some self-righteous reasoning they did not care to share. 

He had seen the resignation on their face as they commanded the three of them still. The open pain that had threatened to split their terrifyingly calm mask when Astarion had begun questioning their motives. Gale hated to admit it, but he had seen that expression on their face before. 

Down in the belly of the city, standing before Bhaal’s altar. Where they had stood firm in armour still dripping with Orin’s blood and proudly cast off His claim on them, only for the Lord of Murder to bite back and cut them down for their insolence. They had died with a smile that first time, as Astarion’s resulting scream had shaken the very foundations of the temple. And they had come back gasping; confused and disappointed.

It had been the look of resignation, Gale now realised, not acceptance. The very same twisted feelings he’d been wrestling with when he’d wanted to give into Mystra’s command to kill himself in her name. Tav had walked him back from the edge then, had been a listening ear and an understanding smile, when he’d so desperately needed it. Gale felt like a fool now for not noticing sooner why they’d been so beautifully accepting of his troubles. 

High above, the Brain finally slowed as it reached open water. Ominously, it hung there, tendrils writhing and coiling rhythmically as it awaited its next command. For a heartbeat or two, nothing happened. Only for the air to ripple on either side of it, and for three nautiloids to flank it.

“Gods, they can’t take on three ships by themselves!” Karlach shrilled, flames burning so hot they were practically blue.

“Because it is not to be a battle,” Lae’zel interjected. “It is an execution.” 

“Gods.” Shadowheart breathed, looking on the cusp of praying, but unable to tear her eyes from the Brain and the trio of ships long enough to do so.

Astarion cursed loudly. His fury returned as he jabbed a finger to his temple, eyes blazing as he bellowed aloud and mentally down the link, “get your idiotic behind down here this instant or I will-”

They never got to hear the tail end of the threat. Still reeling from the sheer volume of Astarion’s anguish in his head, Gale wasn’t watching the Brain when Tav gave the order, so there was no warning. The command hit them with little warning, and at full force, like a fireball being cast inside a cupboard with four other people digging their elbows into your sides. Between one breath and the next, the presence of the others pressed in on the edges of his consciousness behind his mental walls, and then there was an audible shriek. The tadpole behind his eye popped audibly, sending cold, white agony flooding out from behind his eye socket. 

Karlach groaned explosively. Wyll’s hand shot to his face as he managed to stay on his feet through sheer force of will. Shadowheart dropped her spear, whilst Lae’zel’s face scrunched up as if she’d bitten straight into a lemon. Whereas Gale cradled his poor face even as relief flooded through him, all the while Astarion seemed to scarcely feel the impact as he continued to curse up a colourful storm.

“How dare you!” He snarled at the sky, and the silhouette of the Brain hovering high above, brandishing his fist at it and all. “Cutting me off now when I’m talking to you! Do you think my relief will erase how furious I am with you right now, Tav? Curing me will not distract me from your appalling life-choices!”

“Uh, Fangs, I don’t think they can hear you anymore.” Karlach tried to soothe, only for the Vampire to outright clack his teeth at her, before simply returning to his pointless yelling. She caught Wyll’s gaze, pulling a face, to which the man simply shrugged. 

Gale watched the interaction with open bewilderment, as the pain of the severed connection eased. Karlach had launched straight back into theorising ways to return to the Brain, even as Wyll tried to ease her frenzy. 

Whilst he watched, Gale noticed the weirdest thing happening to him, beginning from the tips of his fingers and gradually spreading up his arm. It almost felt like his magic was seeping back into him. Not the same volume he’d possessed before his first tango with the orb mind you, but certainly more than he had had access to under the worm’s influence. 

High above, the sound of the nautiloids firing up their engines made Gale’s blood run cold, ripping him out of his analysis.

“Shit,” Wyll cursed, “we’re running out of time!”

“What are they doing?” Shadowheart demanded, “they’ll kill themselves!” 

Unhelpfully, Gale added, “I’m fairly certain that might be the plan.” 

“Fool.” Lae’zel tsked disapprovingly. 

“Gale!” Karlach pleaded, “do something!” 

Abruptly, she appeared in front of him, where she’d been on the other side of the dock mere seconds before. Without warning, the Wizard was seized by his shoulders and shaken as if she could slosh all his remaining magic back together inside his body, like a hungry restaurant goer wanting to collect the last squeeze of sauce from the bottle. Only… Was it working?

Distantly, Gale heard Wyll encouraging Karlach to release him, and Gale would have thanked the Warlock, had his attention been drawn to anything else but solely his magic reserves. The reserves that were still steadily refilling themselves. Why, he had enough magic to perform three high level Ice Storms at this rate. Which meant-

“I’m going to try Dimensional Door.” He blurted, “Wyll, would you say I can make it up there?” The Warlock’s brows shot up his forehead as he snapped his attention from Gale to the distant shadow of the brain. “I mean, you can still see it. You just might not be able to stick the landing on the way back.” “Feather Fall will do the job.” Gale replied quickly, “so long as I can shove them off with me.”

>_<

Contrary to recent evidence, you hadn’t wanted to die; not at first. In fact, after the abduction, being able to look at the world with fresh eyes and empty expectations, you became excited to live. Curiosity eased you into learning the sights and sounds of the Wilds. It encouraged you to explore people and their hundreds of shades of grey. It let you fall in love and helped you rediscover the addictive song of battle that bubbled in your very blood.

The Urge hadn’t changed that. Not at first. Alfira’s death had been an accident, a fluke. You’d hidden the body, and resolved to get a better handle on your rages if they led to unnecessary deaths outside of battle. 

But then the Butler had shown his ugly face, and had kept showing it. Prodding you to kill the Selunite Cleric in the Last Light Inn. And then murder Astarion as punishment for resisting. Spending a night tied down and begging to kill had been the first sign that something was truly wrong with you, and perhaps it wasn’t just a coincidental bout of amnesia or bloodlust that had you giggling maniacly in battle. 

Learning your true identity had sent you sideways. The future suddenly felt out of reach, because the past weighed too heavily on your shoulders. Orin died by your hand, but it wasn’t nearly enough. Denounced Bhaal as kin had been cleansing, but it still wasn’t enough. Simply dying would never wash you of the blood that had dried under your nails and sunk into your pores, it would not cleanse you of the unforgivable sins you’d committed in His name. 

Dying the first time, before Bhaal’s altar with Orin’s blood cooling at your feet, had been a release. Cathartic as the darkness swept in and cradled your aching head. Addicting, before Withers dragged your soul back to the shores of the living. The disappointment had been near suffocating when you opened your eyes and realised you’d lived. So much so that your mind had already been straying towards ways to return to the cool release of the beyond. A way to slip from your companions and take yourself back down to the temple after the defeat of the Absolute. Perhaps, lay yourself upon a cool stone bed, and stab yourself silly until you bled out slow and sweet across the altar. The last sacrifice to your cursed Father. 

It had been a soothing fantasy at the time, but not one which would bear fruit. 

>_<

It was quiet at the end of the world. Or well, it might have been, had the sound of the nautiloid guns not been so annoyingly obnoxious as they prepared to blast the Brain full of holes and send each other tumbling into oblivion. 

After destroying the tadpoles, your mind had become unnaturally still. Leaving your skull blissfully empty without the presence of six other people and a Butler fighting for space. It was awful. You could not remember a time where the connection hadn’t been there. Where you had been alone to contemplate your existence without a second presence brushing up against your thoughts like a cat demanding attention.

The tap of a boot hitting the Brain’s platform stilled your restless thoughts. Ears twitching, you pushed your unease aside, as you neatly turned on your heel, and found Gale standing across the platform from you, the remains of a Dimensional Door disintegrating behind him. His face was grim. His eyes were determined. You felt ill just looking at him.

“I thought we had said our fond farewells already, Wizard.” You greeted calmly. You had no more scrolls on you, and possessed no magic of your own. You had to convince him to leave, or risk taking him with you in the blast. Considering you wanted your last glorious murder to consist wholly of the enemy, that did put a snag in your plans.

“A farewell?” Gale parrotted, “is that how you remember it?” He let out a small, forced snort, and took a measured step closer. “No, I recall a very harsh seizing of my person, and then a shove out the door. Literally.”He makes it sound amusing. The words coated in dry wit. 

It brought a small smile to your face, even now, clutching the Netherstones. The sight of them glowing in your periphery turned your stomach. The realisation crept up on you, slow and uneasy. What Wizard could keep their sticky fingers away from a priceless artifact after all? Why, in some ways, Gale had proven himself more roguish than Astarion where tomes and magic were involved.

“If you had waited a few more moments, I could have saved you the spell up here.” You replied, the stones heavy where they should have been weightless. “The stones are set to pass ownership to you the moment their last order is carried out. They would have made their way to you, whether you might have landed.” Gale’s face did something complicated instead of dawning with the understanding you were expecting. “You cannot possibly believe I came up here in search of the blasted stones.” “Didn’t you? Even if their destruction means you could not reforge the crown? Could not appease your Goddess by returning them to her?”

A tight scoff. “Mystra is the last thing on my mind right now, my friend. The stones too.” “Then why are you here?” You demanded. “Surely you know the Brain will obey me now. You need not add your orb to the fray.”

Gale’s next expression was one of utter heartbreak. It made you uncomfortable just looking at him. “You don’t believe that. Tell me, you do not believe that.” “Believe what, Gale?”

“That I am here for anything but you.” The words struck you silent, and Gale’s expression turned pained as he stepped even closer. On reflex, you took a step back, maintaining the distance between you. The screech of the loading cannons was so loud now that you could hardly hear anything else. “Tav, my friend, you are far more valuable than those stones and the crown combined." That couldn’t be right. 

You were an abomination. The favourite monstrosity of a God with a taste for chaos, that up until recently had taken great joy in spilling blood whenever you could. There was no way that Gale came back for you, it had to be something else. Maybe he just really liked your Misty Step boots, or someone back at camp did and he was here to collect them before you destroyed them. The excuse felt weak even to your own ears. 

But that couldn’t be right. Coming all this way just to retrieve you couldn’t be the final play. Not with what was at stake. Your resolve hardened.

“You must leave, Gale. I don’t want your blood on my hands as well.”  

“Tav-” “No.” You said firmly. “You need to return to the others, and I will remain here.” Gale’s face turned desperate. “But you’ll die up here!” He pleaded, stepping closer. Again you retreat from him.

“That is the point.” You hissed, “to finally cleanse this plane of Bhaal and His influence, I have to die.” Gale’s expression went hard. “You are not His anymore, you denounced Him.” “Oh and don’t I know it.” You replied, suddenly feeling fond towards the now silent urge that used to prowl the dark corners of your mind. “But it does not erase what I did in His name. This way, we all get our clean slates.” “That is madness! It is not a fresh start if you are not around to bloody enjoy it.” “Well luckily, I will not be alive to miss it.” “And what of Astarion?” Gale threw out. “What am I to tell him if I return without you? That you wanted to die.” “Tell him you were too late.” You tell him simply. Gale’s mouth opened to protest and he ate up a little more of the distance between you. Distance that you swiftly put back, by retreating further towards the Brain’s edge. If you looked, you would be able to see the suggestion of the bay far, far below. But of course you do not look, because Gale’s continued presence here was making you antsy. You couldn’t risk taking your eyes off him in case he did something unpredictable.

“He will not believe that!” Gale argued. 

“He will if you tell him!” You insisted. “Look, we’ve only known each other for a couple of months. To a Human, that might mean something, but to an Elf that’s nothing! This time next year, he’ll have forgotten about me.” Gale’s face dropped. “Forgotten about you? You? The person who he turned down Ascension for?”

You snorted. “He did not turn it down for me, he simply did not want to become like Cassador.” “Alright then. You believe he will easily forget about you, the person who let him feed days after meeting him? And kept him fed, even when the rest of us kept our distance? The same person who fought off a divine-willed compulsion to murder him, though you gained nothing from doing so? The very same person who revelled in hunting down and later assisting in the killing of his Master? Who helped him regain his autonomy!”

“Cassador had it coming and you knew it! We enjoyed that as a group!”

“Yes, yes, it was a truly thrilling team-building exercise, but that is not my point. We are leaving, and you are coming with me, and then I will not have to go back to Astarion and tell him that the love of his life is dead when we could have prevented it!” “Correction, you are leaving, Gale.” “Oh, but of course.” He readily agreed, a small, self-assured smile tugging at the corner of his lips. “Just not empty handed.” 

He lunged. 

You neatly side-stepped and tripped him. 

With a squawk and a curse, he went sailing off the edge of the brain, and promptly disappeared over the side.

Huh, what a build up. He’d never been much of an athlete, always preferring to hang back when you and Karlach went jumping up tall walls through the sheer power of your enhanced, barbarian thighs.

You turned as he went past, watching him sail head over heel downwards, somehow holding onto his staff as he went, with his robe remaining diligently at his ankles instead of flying up like you might have expected. It was almost amusing to watch. Or it was, until something shoved you right after him, with all of their strength, judging by how harshly their hands collided with your back.

You yelped as you tipped forward. Your hand loosened on the stones, which soared to keep level with your head. You vaguely realised that down below, Gale was casting some sort of spell on himself, before the weight of your battle armour was dragging you down, down off the edge of the brain right after him.

You fell like a stone. Being a barbarian, you carried a hefty dual-handed blade accompanied with the heaviest armour you could get your hands on. All of this, alongside having a taller build, had you falling much faster than you thought possible. Fast enough that there was no flipping head over heel. There was only a straight plummet head first. Which meant you had to twist to see who had been dumb enough to thwart your carefully curated plan for a second time. 

Astarion was falling just above you, and was rapidly catching up. He wore a face of thunder, and had his limbs pinned tight to his sides.

You felt like an idiot, not having sensed him skulking around on the Brain. No doubt, he had slipped in alongside Gale, and the shriek of the loading cannons had concealed his presence, even to your delicate ears. 

“How dare you try to die on me!” He snarled as soon as he was close enough. Close enough to reach out and grab ahold of your hand. “And for your information, we are doing everything we want to in this life and I will hear nothing to the contrary.”

You could do nothing but stare at him, snow-white hair whipping around his ears. His leathers flapping against his lithe frame, as he readjusted his grip and wound himself around you in a tight embrace. The mirror of the uncomfortable hug you’d shared in the Shadow Lands after confronting the Blood Mage. Where you had done most of the hugging there, he clung to you now. Fingers clenched tight like claws into the fabric between your armour plates, his head tucked under your chin. Even here, possibly falling to your deaths, you were powerless but to hug him back, tightly. Tighter than you’ve ever clung to anyone before. To think, you might have died without experiencing this again.

“A-hah, I knew you might regret it!” The triumphant voice of the Wizard came into earshot. You opened your eyes to find that your combined weight with Astarion had helped you to catch up to him. “Now hang tight, and try not to be overly offended.” He warned, the beginning of a spell warming his fingers. 

With a rapid uttering of words, he slapped the both of you, a hand each, and you felt the weightlessness of Feather Fall wash over you. 

High above, the cannons finally finished preparing and opened fire. The Netherbrain went up in a glorious explosion of grey matter and flames, and much to your surprise, you were not aboard when flames consumed its hull.

The fractured pieces of the Brain rained down into the bay, and you were falling as you had once fallen from that first nautiloid ship. But this time with company, after the glorious death you were undeserving of, had been neatly plucked from your bloodstained fingertips.

~ FIN ~

Thank you so much for reading!!

The bags were packed, the house was clean, and the only remaining task left was to shut the door behind them. Astarion fumbled with the keys while Tav waved at the approaching carriage. Her darling husband had insisted to travel in comfort, no need to ruin their shoes now that they could afford it. Tav hadn’t protested. They would spend enough time in the wilds once they had reached their destination.

For the last couple of months she had been eagerly awaiting this trip. Her students were already mocking her whenever she drifted off into daydreaming during her lessons. They were nice kids, eager to learn, and she didn’t take offense by their jests. On the contrary, whenever the situation allowed for it, she would give voice to her happiness. And whoever was willing to listen would be filled up with stories of her adventures together with her husband whom she met just then.

That time when hope seemed so far away.

That time of miracles.

That time when she met them.

Imrae, her brother at heart, and Zhah, his beloved, and one of her dearest friends.

Decades had passed since they had made their way through the Underdark to find a cure for their unusual problem. She and Astarion and her fellow tadfools who if not for Imrae and Zhah might have perished in the depths of Tav’s origin. And no year had passed since without an annual reunion with her saviors.

Every year when the forest green of Bloomridge Park slowly transformed into a snowy white she and Astarion would travel to the Sword Coast where a nice little grove was waiting for their arrival. And every year they would spend one or two evenings among druids and her former companions before descending into the dark where Imrae and Zhah were already expecting them in their nice, little cavern.

Over the years the cozy place had grown into a much larger domicile, for it no longer housed only a drider and a drow but also a young man named Drovic, an aspiring bard and adopted son to the couple. And chances were high that this time, she and Astarion would travel back with a new student for her. Not only a student, though, he would live with them for a couple of years, and Tav could not be happier and prouder.

“Shall we?” Astarion offered her his arm to help her inside the carriage.

Settling in next to each other, he reached for a book he brought along whereas she would spend most of the time gazing outside the open window, seeking inspiration for her music in the millions of stars above until her eyes would turn weary and she would snuggle closer to her husband for a couple of resting hours.

Tav’s eyes wouldn’t stop swelling from fresh tears for hours upon rejoining with Imrae and his family. Astarion had already been teasing her tenderly when she wouldn’t let go of Gale and Shadowheart at the grove. But now with her brother close by, who endured her kisses and hugs with this innate patience of his, she couldn’t hold back any longer. And she didn’t need to. Those dear to her knew about the bottomless pool of emotions she kept inside her chest. The good kind and the bad.

“Let the poor man live, love,” Astarion called from the rocky chair where he was sitting as he watched his wife cling to her brother.

“It is fine, Astarion,” Imrae chuckled and waited until Tav released him.

Both Zhah and Drovic wore the same amused smiles as they drank tea and snacked on the fresh fruits Tav and Astarion had brought with them—a courtesy from the grove keepers Halsin and Francesca.

Finally, Tav returned to her seat next to Astarion. Imrae had crafted that piece of furniture only for them. Patted with cushy cushions Zhah had created from his own arsenal of spider silk it was no less comfortable than a sofa. No one but Tav and Astarion used this piece of furniture. Imrae’s family preferred stone to anything else.

The whole living room was made from what the Underdark had to offer. Her brother was skilled in molding the granite into anything he desired. And with Zhah’s keen sense for beauty not even the Arabellan Palace in Cormyr could rival their perfect little paradise.

“So, tell us, how is the rest of the group?” Zhah asked while one of his slender legs cradled his partner’s neck.

It had taken the drider a while until he felt secure enough to act genuine around Tav and Astarion. Especially Astarion. Until both became the friends they were now, a lot of nasty things had happened between them, some of which the vampire wasn’t proud of up to this day. But despite his gruesome appearance, Zhah didn’t hold grudges for long. He had long forgiven Astarion’s cruel trespasses.

“They are all fine. Gale is still lecturing at Waterdeep, although I fear he is not very popular with the students.”

A sneer followed by a snort revealed Astarion’s opinion on that matter.

“Lae’zel paid us a visit last month,” Imrae notified while pouring more tea into their cups. “Apparently, she and Gale have decided to walk separate ways.”

“Yeah, I know. Gale was devastated. His books keep him busy, though.”

“A certain cleric might keep him even busier,” Astarion added, grinning when his drow’s attention shifted to him. “Oh, come now, darling. Don’t tell me you haven’t noticed their timely arrival.”

“A coincidence more like.”

“Ha!” Her husband laughed out loud and then placed a gentle kiss on her cheek. “Sweet innocent thing,” he crooned.

Blushing, she cast a nervous glance at Drovic.

“Don’t mind me. I’m old enough to understand how these things work,” the young bard commented on Tav’s concern over endangering his youthful innocence.

“Oh, really?” Zhah put down the teacup, his blackened eyes disapprovingly focused on his son.

“That is not in the slightest what I meant, pop.” Drovic’s lips trembled from the chuckle he tried to stifle.

From what Imrae had told her through their regular sending stone communications, Zhah was clearly the more worried parent. At times, her brother had to hold his distressed mate back or else Drovic would spend the rest of his life among hermits. The idea for the young bard to join Tav and Astarion was the result of a long-fought compromise. She would make sure to honor Zhah’s trust in her.

“Whatever the case,” Imrae intervened mildly, “I am happy to hear that both are well and healthy. As for this evening, Drovic and I are planning to make dinner. Tav, what beverage would you prefer with your fragrant fungus stew?”

Tonight, as Tav laid her head to rest on the comfortable cushion on top of the matrimonial bed—another token of affection from her dear hosts—she and Astarion lay intertwined with each other in silence, both following their own train of thoughts. This annual reunion brought up not only joy to both their lives but also a surge of dark memories.

Up to this point—and probably for the rest of his existence—Astarion was grieving his forfeit chance to walk in the sun. With the defeat of his master, he hadn’t only rid himself of the shackles of his slavery. The price he had paid for rejecting the infernal offer of pure freedom at the cost of thousands of souls had been devastating.

He didn’t talk much about his feelings, and Tav was sure that the rare moments when he did open up to her were the only ones he ever would. She knew he loved her more than anything. That he was happy with the life they both shared together; as happy as he could be at least.

No matter how hard she tried, she would never be able to replace the sun.

She knew that. Had accepted it long before she said yes to his unexpected proposal to spend the rest of her life with him as his wife. But at times she wondered…

What if things had been different?

For all of them.

Behind her eyes, Tav watched her younger self as she clung to Imrae the moment her mother dragged her away from him. She cried awful tears and was punished for it according to drow customs. But the tears were not only for herself, they were for him too. Imrae’s parents had died when he was just a little kid, and the woman who took him in was just as cruel as her own mother.

All those years of suffering.

And Zhah? She couldn’t imagine the horrors he must have endured since his transformation into a monster. The stories she had heard as a lass were not only meant to scare little babies into obedience. That Zhah had kept his sanity and even got to experience such a deep bond as the one he shared with Imrae and now Drovic was nigh unbelievable. She knew he still suffered from the madness of this curse—just as Astarion did from his vampirism. If only…

“What are you thinking about, little drow?” Astarion’s nose grazed her cheek as he beheld her most tenderly.

“Just how happy I am to have you,” she replied, holding his gaze and snuggling closer.

“Happy enough for a midnight snack?” His lips parted to reveal his pretty fangs, and Tav snickered from his unhinged eagerness.

“Always, my love.”

He cupped her chin for a soft kiss, breathing, “I could not be happier than with you by my side, Tav. You know that, don’t you?”

“I do.” She closed her eyes, stretching her neck for him to better feed on her. “I do.”

The grand ballroom is thrumming with chatter and laughter, the vibrating light bulbs which float above the high stucco ceiling accentuate the festive décor. People cloaked in extravagant attire cluster in small groups around embellished tables. Only small flocks of dancers graze the dancefloor with their presence while a small ensemble of musicians fills the time with an easy tune.

Lymune is peeking through the thick curtains to catch at least a quick glimpse of her waiting audience. Her purple orbs are restlessly seeking one particular person, and once they have found their target, joy transforms them into a sparkling glimmer.

With satisfaction she retreats to the center of the stage, her flute nestled in her right hand. Little by little, the rest of the small orchestra settles around her. Alfira, the tiefling lutist, waves at her enthusiastically. In her blue costume the young woman looks like a princess from Cormyr, and Lymune signals with her eyes how impressed she is. Blushing, Alfira returns the gesture. And indeed, the dress the young drow is wearing tonight has been the prettiest she has ever worn in her life.

A renowned tailor, drow like herself and unimaginably skilled in weaving silk, crafted this artwork for her. Admittedly, had the host of this grand jamboree not covered the expenses, never in a million years would she have managed to afford such beautiful outfit.

Lihala, the first fiddle, seats herself beside her.

“Ready, Lymune?” the older woman asks, knowing that for her colleague this evening will hopefully be the premier to many more to come.

“Ready as I can be, I guess,” she replies in a hesitant voice.

Lihala gifts her a reassuring smile which is only matched in beauty by the silvery adornments curling around her pretty horns. “You have nothing to worry, luve. Your flute will captivate this audience in no time.”

Lymune blushes and chuckles nervously. “I’ll take your word for it.”

The signal to get ready smothers her laughter. Within seconds her mien turns neutral, and facing toward the still closed curtains, she waits for the stage to come alive. A susurrus of sound and melody fills the air as the musicians attune their instruments. Taking two deep breaths, counting to five, she brings the flute to her lips the moment the veil lifts, and dozens of expecting eyes wait for her to announce the beginning of the play.

This is for you, Cashoon, she whispers to herself, thinking back to her beloved teacher who taught her to play the flute like a celestial being.

Closing her eyes, she exhales, charming her flute into releasing a warm and soft tone. Lihala’s fiddle completes the melody. And then the majesty of a dozen bards unleashes their magic and casts a murmur of appraisal on the stunned faces of the audience.

“That was beautiful, sister.” Imrae keeps praising her as they make themselves comfortable at one of the tables which have been reserved for the musicians and their families.

“Thank you.” She beams at him and stretches out her hand. “I’m so happy that you came.”

“Of course I came. I would never have missed this.”

“I know. But I also know that your travels keep you busy.”

“Frankly, I have been looking forward to a moment of respite. I hope my being here won’t be a burden to you.”

“Are you kidding?” Lymune tuts. “There has barely been anything on my mind since your letter arrived.”

“I am glad.” He squeezes her hand affectionately from across the table.

With his hair woven into a cute bun he looks so dashing in his outfit. The quality of the tuxedo is cheap compared to her ballgown, but Imrae would look good even in a simple potato sack.

In the next moment, a servant approaches, his hands balancing a tray with plates. Elegantly, he arranges the food onto the table, carefully placing it around a gilded vase with a single red rose. Another servant brings a glassy carafe with red wine and fills two ornate glasses.

Throughout the serving Lymune observes her brother with an amused smile. To him this must be so foreign. For years now he has been working as a guide in the Underdark, ensuring travelers won’t get lost inside the labyrinth of tunnels. It was his choice. Despite his talents as a sorcerer, he prefers a simple life. And unlike her, his roots are strong.

“Tell me, how has life treated you? Now that you are a famous bard,” he asks as soon as the servants have left.

“Famous?” she chuckles. “We will see about that. But you’re right, this concert could decide much for me. You see, the lord of this place is a patron and art lover. He and the Grand Duke’s son are said to be close friends. Rumor has it,” she draws nearer, pitching down her voice, “that both are monster hunters in secret. The Szarr palace, this very palace, used to belong to an evil vampire lord, and when he died through mysterious means the Grand Duke gifted him this place.”

“Really?” One of Imrae’s fine brows raises in open skepticism.

“That’s what I’ve heard at least.”

Lymune takes the fork and stuffs her mouth with vegetables, humming in delight. Imrae’s skeptical gaze remains on her before he, too, begins dining.

“Fantastic food,” he praises.

“Rich food,” she corrects and reaches for the glass of wine.

The next half hour, both siblings catch up on their lives while indulging in the delicacies of the Sword Coast’s cuisine and laughing mirthfully. Occasionally, they are being interrupted both by admirers of her art and fellow musicians. After a while, the soft background music stops and an elderly human man approaches the stage.

“Ladies and gentlemen, dear guests, esteemed musicians,” his voice sounds twangy, and Lymune can’t help but imagine the man choking on his own stuffed words, “with great honor I present to thee the host of this fine evening. Lord Ancunín wishes to address his guests for some personal words of praise.”

A swell of cheers roams the hall as a young fair-haired elven aristrocat appears out of the midst of the audience.

“Curious,” Lymune whispers to Imrae, “usually those lords and ladies don’t mingle with the ordinary people.”

“I assume these are no ordinary people,” her brother replies.

Meanwhile Lord Ancunín expresses his gratitude for the applause with a couple of elegant bows, his handsome smile addressed to no one in particular.

“Thank you,” he finally says, his speech smooth and well accentuated. “Thank you,” he repeats a couple of times before the hall quiets down.

“Here we go,” Lymune leans forward. “Prepare yourself for an hour of self-praise.”

Much to her surprise, the lord keeps the self-praise to a minimum. Instead, he turns the attention quickly to the bards.

“My sincerest gratitude and utmost respect are dedicated to the true stars of tonight’s gala. Please consider the remaining hours of this wonderful evening as an homage to their skills.” With another bow he bids his farewell and disappears into the crowd.

“Indeed sister, this was truly awful.” Imrae grins at Lymune, who shakes her head in disbelief. “I have been meaning to say,” he goes on, “this dress you are wearing is magnificent.”

“I know, right?” She etches her gaze away from the flock of people.

“Who made it? Or more importantly, who paid for it?”

“Well, Lord Ancunín paid for it. He insisted that we sought out this special tailor in the Upper City. A Darnruel.”

“Darnruel you say?”

She nods, taking another small sip from her glass.

“I believe he used to sell his craft in Menzoberranzan. The spidersilk armor father used to provide our guards with was made by him. And mother once bought a scarf for you. The purple one.”

Lymune searches the back of her mind. “Indeed, she did. So that young man was him? I remember when mother and I browsed his wares. He offered me the scarf because the color matched my eyes and mother bought it for me. But that was ages ago. Your mind is remarkable, brother.”

“What is he doing on the surface, I wonder.”

“Let’s find out. I think I saw him in the crowd somewhere,” Lymune proposes.

“Find out? What is your cunning plan, sister?”

From his smirk she can read that he is fully aware that she has no plan at all. This would not be the first time that she brought them into an awkward situation. But in contrast to Lymune, who could easily talk herself out of nearly any predicament, Imrae prefers more controllable interactions. Luckily, their bond is strong enough so that no matter how silly her mishaps are, he couldn’t be mad at her for long.

But this evening should not end in an embarrassing disaster.

“You’re right. Of course, you’re right.”

He beholds her with a soft smile as she fumbles the long sleeve of her dress.

“How about a dance?” he proposes, huffing a laugh when her eyes widen in glee.

“I would love that.”

A gentleman to his word, he rises and offers her his arm. And the lady accepts the invitation with a curt bow and accompanies him to the dancing area. By now dozens of other couples have found the courage to swing their legs either gracefully or not to the simple orchestra playing in the background. Both Imrae and Lymune have no experience in dancing whatsoever, but that hasn’t been an obstacle so far. With giggles and guffaws they move to the music—more or less in synchrony to the rhythm and each other—and soon they involuntarily earn the attention of the guests nearby.

Lymune cannot suppress her laughter. Her brother has always been her best friend. Literally even. Before his parents also became her parents and he the brother she always dreamed of, he was her very first friend. And he has been ever since. There is no one she trusts more in her life.

“We’re awful dancers, Imrae,” Lymune sputters as she becomes acutely aware of the dozens of eyes watching her—either in amusement or bewilderment.

“Would you rather we stopped?” he asks.

“No. Yes? I don’t know. But I fear we might become a hindrance for the other dancers.”

She feels someone else’s presence nearby. The remaining couples have given them a wide birth not to accidentally collide with the clumsy pairing, so she is only caught half in surprise when a slightly familiar rich baritone resonates nearby.

“This is absolutely the most peculiar display of a freestyle dance if I have ever seen one,” the voice drips with sarcasm.

Lymune’s cheek redden in embarrassment, and with a snarky reply on her lips she turns toward the speaker. However, she gulps down the venom when Lord Ancunín stands before her, a charming yet impish grin on his attractive face.

“Who says it is freestyle?” Imrae replies in her stead, his tone as neutral as ever.

She casts a worried glance at the lord. In the past, people did not always catch the subtle humor her brother so skillfully hides behind his dry tone. But Lord Ancunín appears not that kind of people.

After a quick chuckle, he replies, “Apologies if I offended any cultural customs that I wasn’t aware of. But do tell, dear sir, do all drow wiggle and jiggle like you do?”

“Excuse me, dear sir? But that is just rude,” another voice joins in, and out of the crowd, which has luckily returned to its own business, a handsome drow appears—the artisan who made her dress. “The jiggle and wiggle we reserve for a more exclusive audience.”

“Not to mention the joggle, which we only perform on a full moon.” Immediately, Imrae falls into his banter, receiving some mirthful chortles, and slowly Lymune relaxes around the men and their weird conversation.

“Gentlemen,” she chimes in, “shall we bounce back to a steadier topic perhaps?”

“By all means,” Lord Ancunín meets her gaze. “But may I ask for your credentials first? I can’t say I have seen the two of you before.”

“Lymune of House Auvryervs. And this is my brother, Imrae of House Auvryervs.”

“A pleasure to meet the lovely flutist in person.” Lord Ancunín nods and greets her with a gentle hand kiss. Then he offers Imrae his hand and shakes it. After that he turns toward his companion. “This is Masorvir of House Darnruel.”

“Mas suffices, please,” the man clarifies and greets both Lymune and Imrae in the same manner as the lord just did before him. “Might I say that your music is inspirational,” he addresses her.

“And might I say that your skill in weaving silk is beyond breathless,” she replies politely.

“You are too kind.” He inclines his head, clearly moved by her compliment.

“Now that that’s settled, how about we settle down for a bit?” Lord Ancunín proposes and without waiting for an answer stretches out an arm to usher them towards a more excluded area of the ballroom. With a shrug meant for her brother, Lymune sticks to the lord and Mas.

Here the party noises are reduced to a comfortable buzz, and the single table is completed with even more pompous chairs. Not that Lymune minds, her love for cushions is unquenchable. But her brother is not that fond of cozy stuffings. He wiggles and squirms as if accidentally falling into an ants’ nest.

“Excuse my brother,” Lymune apologizes when she notices the confused looks on the men’s faces, “but he is a true child of the stone.” Ignoring Imrae’s fiery stare, she laughs charmingly.

“What is she saying?” the lord asks.

“She refers to the fact that I spend most of my time in the Underdark.”

Mas looks even more surprised than the lord. “Voluntarily?” he inquires.

“Well, yes.” Imrae lets out a nervous chuckle. “Is that so unusual?”

“The way I understand it, and please correct me if I’m wrong,” Lord Ancunín interjects, “the Underdark is not the safest place, especially for, uhm, young handsome men such as yourself.”

Lymune glances between her brother and Mas. The lord is not wrong. Drow culture is based on a matriarchy, but that doesn’t necessarily mean all drow follow that tradition. But she knows better than to say anything as she is the only female at this table, even more so because she is not acquainted with Mas’ backstory.

“True,” Imrae replies, “but when have things ever been easy, my Lord?”

“It’s Astarion, please. No need for formalities among friends. And yes, I agree. Usually, the world is more complex than it is good for us mortals.”

“Well spoken,” Mas replies. “Besides, we don’t want to insult the only lady in our midst.”

“Oh, don’t mind me. I can be pretty and quiet if the occasion requires.”

Imrae’s chuckle is prompt, as he is familiar with his sister’s peculiar humor. Both Astarion and Mas take a while longer until they join in.

“Indeed, you can, but it would be a shame to miss out on such beautiful voice,” Astarion hums, and despite her intention not to fall for such charm, she blushes.

“But where are my manners?” he exuberantly cries out. “What can I offer you? Have you dined already?”

“Yes, and it was fantastic,” Lymune acclaims.

“Such rich taste, right sister?”

“Yes, absolutely, brother.” She glares at him in mock annoyance.

“How about some wine then?” Astarion continues without reacting to their sibling banter.

“Not for me. I have had my fill for tonight,” Imrae decides for himself.

“And the lady?”

“One glass more or less doesn’t count, right?”

“Mas?”

“Nothing for me. I have work to do tomorrow. And these hands need to be kept steady.”

Indeed, his fingers are as fine as the silk on her skin.

“It’s down to you and me, Lymune, to keep the table entertained.” Astarion makes a hand gesture, and not one second later, a young serving lady steps forward. “You strike me as a red type of lady.” Next, he whispers his command for only the servant to hear.

Lymune exchanges a side glance with Imrae. Despite the hospitality of the young host, she knows he feels as uncomfortable under the likes of these rich people as she does, and her mind is already spinning a tale as to why they have to leave early.

“Imrae,” Mas turns his attention to her brother, “I’m curious as to what business you have beneath ground if you don’t mind sharing.”

“Certainly. However, it is nothing as fancy as your artwork. I guide people across the Underdark.”

“Really? That’s impressive! So, are you some kind of freelancer?”

“You could say that.”

“My brother’s being modest. He knows the Underdark like no one else does.”

“I would not go that far, Lymune.”

The servant returns with a carafe of red wine and fills her glass and then Astarion’s.

“Cheers to you, the star of tonight’s entertainment.” Astarion proposes a toast for her.

“Cheers,” her brother and Mas repeat, both holding a glass of water.

“Well, thank you so much,” Lymune takes a sip, feeling Astarion’s gaze on her. There is scarcely a taste of alcohol. Instead, the fruity aroma fills her mind with images of flowers under a clear blue sky.

“And?” he probes.

“This is marvelous. Imrae, you have to taste it.”

Reluctantly, he takes a probing sip. His eyebrows shoot up the moment the wine develops its full aroma.

“Would you like a glass?” Astarion asks.

“No, thank you. It is a fine vintage, but I don’t indulge in wine very often.”

“Besides, he has to ensure his sister gets home safe,” Lymune remarks with a smirk.

“By my honor, it is my personal interest to keep you under my protection.”

The lord’s words are sweet and appear honest, but still, Lymune would prefer to be escorted home by no one else but her brother. There is no telling whether the motives of Lord Ancunín are truly as innocent as he likes them to believe. In her experience, surface men have quite a different perspective on women. She doesn’t want to become prey to some touch-starved lordling.

“You were saying?” Mas redirects the attention back to the former topic.

“I was merely trying to rein in the enthusiasm of my dear sister.”

“But still, your line of work seems dangerous. And I don’t refer only to the perilous fauna and poisonous flora. I mean people.”

A shadow runs across Mas’ face, and Lymune shudders. Something happened to him down there.

“I am very cautious. That is why my services are more expensive and take longer than what other guides tend to promise their customers. Up to this point, every client of mine has reached their destination unharmed.”

“And where do you live?”

Mas’ curiosity seems insatiable, and to Lymune’s delight, Imrae doesn’t seem to mind.

“A grotto is all I need for a living.”

“All by yourself?”

“Ay.”

“Isn’t that lonely?” Astarion wants to know, his voice lacking any haughty undertone.

“Not at all. Why should it be? My work provides the necessary amount of social activity. And if I feel like I need someone close, I have my sister and my parents.”

“But you don’t live with him, do you?” Astarion asks Lymune, who has been watching her brother tenderly.

“No, I studied at the Bards’ college in Waterdeep and moved to Baldur’s Gate a couple of months ago.”

“And your parents?” Mas asks.

“They have their own place in the Upper Northdark—Menzoberranzan is close by,” she clarifies for Astarion.

“What about you? Where do you hail from?” Imrae doesn’t reveal that he knew about Mas even before he introduced himself.

“Menzoberranzan. The Duthcloim district. But I left for the surface many years ago.”

Apparently, he doesn’t want to elaborate, and both Imrae and Lymune won’t pry.

“How about the two of you?” she asks. “Where did you meet? What’s your secret story?” She winks at Astarion in particular.

“Wouldn’t you like to know?” he returns the wink and slouches deeper into his chair, signaling Mas to take the floor.

“I met this one before he became a rich prick,” he answers to Lymune’s astonishment—and amusement.

“How dare you! I should flay you alive,” Astarion hollers, and one or two heads snap towards them.

“See what I mean?” Mas snickers. “Money spoiled him.”

“You are just jealous.”

“Am I now? And who is complaining all day that life has become, and I quote, ‘such a tedious never-ending theater of lies and scandals’?”

“That is not the point of her question.”

“No, but it is funny.”

Lymune has been following the playful stabbing with delight. Maybe she has judged them too quickly.

“To answer your question,” Astarion’s green eyes turn to her, “he and I met in a tavern. I know how that sounds, but it is the truth.”

“It is. And it was the first night after my ascent. I was looking for a place to stay and for work.”

“And so did I. The latter part, I mean. Imagine, two young lads with nothing to offer but skill, will, and wit.”

“You weren’t that young.”

“No, but I was just as broke. You see, I had a good career running as a magistrate. Awfully well paid but boring as the hells. I took a huge risk by laying down the arms of justice. But I would have perished from boredom if I hadn’t.”

“We figured that if we sticked together, our chances of success would only increase.”

“He means to say that we became fast friends.”

Lymune glances at Imrae. A small smile plays around his lips. Knowing her brother, those two have caught his interest. As well as her own.

“Say, Lymune, would you care for a dance?”

Astarion’s proposal catches her by surprise.

“Well… yes. Sure, why not?” she stumbles.

Imrae casts her a reassuring glance. With as much elegance as she can muster, she takes Astarion’s offered hand and follows him to the dancing area.

“I hope you know what you are doing considering you witnessed yourself that my dancing skills are not quite the best.”

Astarion clasps her hand and curls his arm around her waist.

“Who says I’m a better dancer?”

In accordance to the music’s slow rhythm, he leads her most skillfully. Lymune snickers and rolls her eyes.

“Of course, you are not only a practiced dancer but also a masterful liar. Anything else I should know before I get too involved with you?”

“A compliment and an insult wrapped around an offer? My, my, you drow do know the game.”

She laughs heartily and then curses because she stepped on his toe.

“Sorry, but I warned you beforehand.”

“It’s nothing my adept clerics cannot fix. Besides, you are almost as tiny as a pixie. You couldn’t hurt me even if you wanted to.”

“And who is insulting now? It’s not very gentleman-like to judge a girl’s height. Besides, from this angle I could cut you open without your noticing.”

He exhales loudly in feint shock. “Dear lady, are you threatening me?”

“Only with my clumsy feet.”

His chuckle is rich and genuine, and Lymune has to force herself not to keep gawking at him. She doesn’t want to admit it, but this lord is quite a nice character. In order to hide her growing sympathy, she seeks out her brother. He is still locked in what seems to be a heated discussion with Mas. Seldom has she seen her brother so passionate towards a stranger.

“Am I boring you?” Astarion asks when he notices her digression.

“What?” She stares at him. “No, of course not!”

“Relax, I’m just seeking your attention, little assassin.” Nodding towards the table he asks, “Is he your little brother?”

“Imrae? No, we are about the same age. Why?”

“Just curious. You two seem to share a strong bond.”

“Yes, we do.” Lymune smiles proudly.

“It’s not often that you find that among siblings.”

“Well, perhaps because we are not genetically related. His family took me in when I was very young.”

“Really? You look so alike. I would never have guessed.”

“To you eladrin, we drow must all look like twins,” she quips.

“Now that is a term I haven’t heard in a while. But no, I have seen a lot of ugly dark elves in my life. And I can recognize beauty when I see it.”

“Sweet talker.” 

They smile at each other and then fall silent, moving slowly to the rhythm of the orchestral music. And now that she is no longer occupied with words, she realizes that she actually enjoys this dance. His hand rests gently on her lower back, the parts where their fingers link feel soft and smooth, and his smell… His smell is kind of familiar.

By accident, her eyes meet Imrae’s as he watches her from across the hall. He seems happy and relaxed, and she casts him an open smile. Mas’ attention rests on her brother. The handsome drow seems quite smitten with him.

“They make a fine couple, don’t you think?” Astarion remarks when he follows her gaze.

“Do they? I mean, my brother is not easily impressed.”

She doesn’t like to describe her brother as different. Everyone is different. But with her parents putting so much pressure on him as he is their only son, he struggles a lot with his lacking desire for ‘procreation’, as he likes to call it. So far, she has been the only one he has confided in, seeking some form of answer perhaps. But the only answer she could give him was that it didn’t matter to her at all whom he did or did not sleep with.

Over the past years he has become calmer, more accepting towards himself. She doesn’t know if he is lonely or if he has met someone special. A loving partner who deserves his affection. She sure wishes him all the love in the world.

“Lymune, would it be bold of me to ask if I could see you again?” Astarion nearly stops mid-step, making her look at him.

“Why? You barely know me,” she replies, trying to be polite.

“And that is why I ask. To get to know you. Nothing more, nothing less.”

She bites her lower lip. He is the host of this event. An event she hopes will be a door opener for her career as a bard. It would cause quite a stir if she were seen with him. Enough to end a path before it even began?

“You don’t need to answer that now. Or ever if you prefer. Let’s spend the rest of this evening in merriment. It has been wonderful so far.”

“Yes, I would love that.”

She meets his gaze, noticing the fine lines looping around the corners of his curved lips. He is older than her. With her 100 years she is quite young for an elf.

“Shall we?” He gestures toward the table and guides her back as gracefully as he did when they entered the dancing area.

Imrae and Mas are still engaged in an eager conversation. The tailor has shifted closer to her brother, and so she takes her seat next to Astarion.

“My guess is that these species crossbred over the centuries. Hence the better quality of their silk.”

“Sensible claim, albeit not one I would be able to prove with existing specimens.”

“I guess one has to do more research. I happen to know that the Society of Brilliance here in the city finances such brave excursions. If you dare to accept the challenge, I might be willing to provide you with a protective spidersilk armor. If you share your findings with me some time. Over a drink perhaps?”

“What in the Nine Hells are you two talking about?” Astarion asks after exchanging some amusing glances with Lymune, who observes her brother as he tries to decipher Mas’ intentions.

“Oh, you wouldn’t understand,” Mas snarls, resulting in a chuckle from his long-time friend.

“Probably not. And I won’t ask further. Lymune, how about another drink? The evening is still young.”

“Absolutely.”

“Count me in as well,” Mas announces. “Tomorrow’s work can wait. It has been too long since I’ve had such good company.”

“Imrae?” Lymune looks at her brother expectantly.

“One glass cannot hurt.”

She beams at him. That her brother shares a drink with strangers shows that these people might be worth knowing. The past years have been nothing but studying and rehearsing without halt. And who knows? Maybe this evening will unlock more than just a chance for her work life. She wouldn’t mind at all if Imrae had more than one reason to visit the city.

Her and Astarion’s eyes meet, and a titillating tingle runs across her spine.

Besides, when has she ever cared for what other people think about her?

“Love, it’s time.”

“Huh?”

Astarion smiles at her. “Wake up now, little assassin,” he says, and the world collapses in front of her eyes.

Tav woke with a gasp, her head spinning.

“Wake up, why won’t you wake up?”

Astarion’s face was hovering over hers, his eyes wide open and his nose crinkled in worry.

“Gods Tav, you scared me,” he almost yelled when their eyes met.

She blinked twice, trying to figure out where she was and what just happened. Astarion observed her quietly as she sat up.

Stony walls around her. Small and delicate furniture giving this room a cozy touch. Cool air drifting through tiny windows which gave nothing away about their location. Clitter-clatter from somewhere nearby telling her she was not alone. Laughter in the distance.

His laughter.

“Imrae,” she whispered.

“He’s preparing breakfast I assume. Tav, is everything alright?”

“Yes. I…” she scrambled for words. “I had a most peculiar dream. No, it was more than a dream.”

“A memory?”

“No, not a memory. Not really. More like a vision, but…”

She stared at him.

“But?”

“You were there. And Imrae and Zhah, only his name was Mas. And you… You were a lord and—”

“Oh, I do like this vision,” he jested.

“No, Astarion. Don’t make fun of me.”

“I’m not. Tav. You are scaring me here a little.”

“Sorry, I’m fine, really.”

He leaned in and checked her forehead. He wouldn’t be able to tell whether she had a temperature, but somehow, he had learned to rely on other senses.

“You’re sweating, love.”

“I feel fine. Really.” She took his hand and kissed his ring finger where their matrimonial band sat.

“Tell me about this vision,” he pleaded, smiling.

And then she told him. It took her a while to regather all the details, but once she had, she couldn’t stop painting him a picture of what might have been a different reality. Astarion listened, at times chuckling, at times turning pensive, at times looking at her with unreadable eyes. There was a long silence after her narration, and Tav feared that this more fortunate version of him might open old scars.

But to her surprise he suddenly smiled and pressed her against his chest. The words he spoke next made a strand of her hair tickle her ear. She would never forget this moment.

“I’m both jealous and happy for that man, who unlike me apparently made some right choices in his life. But at least we have one thing in common. We recognize beauty when we see it.”

Her giggle was stifled by his kiss. Gentle. Familiar. A promise.

Because wherever she was, she knew that as long as her husband and her brother were by her side, she could never be unhappy.