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Apollo

The man I love

when i talk to people i see there eyes get bigger the smiles grow wider there hands dancing in the wind like there trying to call more life to them and the way they glow with life with each passing joke and cry i hear the way there voice cracks, wipers and grow louder and softer with every word the way there hearts blossom petals exploding around like a ruffled dressed caught in a breeze stretching to the sun to feel the warm grace that it brings to the world every day…I wish i could still blossom like that, my petals have been damaged drained of water and sun light i open my bud ever so slightly to show some sign of life so no one worries for my flower. i keep my rose in the dark with no water and every day it dies more and more… people ask about my rose and i tell them its still blooming showing them old pictures of what it was back when i still had him… it hasn’t bloomed like that since you left… some days i look at my rose and want to crush it and throw it in the river but so many people tell me its important to keep it alive… but slowly as my eyes become more full of sleepless nights and empty stomaches and teary crys i might take my rose into the moonlight to destroy it once and for all and i can finally rest. forever never having to bloom ever again. just left to rot

I’ve locked myself in a dark room for ages listing to the whispers of a man who took my soul and heart in mounds when he gave me his by the drops. i though that this is what life was that love was giving your heart and soul to someone and the pain was a sign that i was willing to do anything for him. everytime i left my cage my sisters always tell me how they haven’t seen me in ages and how my skin and eyes light has dimmed. i told them what my love has been doing to me and all gasps fill the room faster than light being let into a dark room in the afternoon they held me and told me that i was in pain that i was in danger and i didn’t know what they meant they showed me my face in the mirror and i saw how my eyes that once burned with a dark glow has become a black pool of nothing and my skin that once flushed with life that it would make steam dance on my cheeks has became a cold pale slope that frost collects on. so that day i cute the rusted chain of my cage and let it fall to the ground and shatter as it hit the earth my heart shattered with it but in that moment of pain my sisters started to pick up the shards of what my world was once was and little by little my sisters show me that my fire is still blood starts to flow back into my lips and a small warmth fills my cheeks it embraces my face and the gloss in my eyes glides over them letting me see the world in the light i saw it in before… even though my fire isn’t as full as it was before but being with my sisters helps kindles the flames each day it grows brighter and each day i start to remember what the world was meant to be for……my coven