Early adventures of Division 4 + the brothers visiting Gramp’s grave
Bonus: Raven has no bedside manners
[2016-02-14 6:38:25 AM] *** Cherry | elysalark has renamed this conversation to "tbh rose probably isn't the best for this" ***
[2016-02-14 6:38:41 AM] ₍₍ ◝(•̀ㅂ•́)◟ ⁾⁾: ( literally fact )
[2016-02-15 11:52:22 PM] Cherry | ofelysia: So-- this, wasn't anything they expected. Rose is going to have a word with whoever had declared this area clear. "Shepard." She called for him to stop, drawing his attention to the explosive device currently wired into the wall where it had no business being. "Careful, we don't know what'll set it off." Which she's going to scan for, right now...
[2016-02-15 11:54:41 PM] (✿´‿`): Leo's eyes were wider than he thought possible. A bomb. A literal. Bomb. on his first job. What were the odds? He supposed in a way, he should have been grateful- Dezel's words were true that he could accomplish his goals quicker as an Enforcer than he ever would in a rehabilitation center. Yet there was something about being blown to chunks of Leo that didn't have quite the same pizazz as he was going for..
He froze in place as his superior called his name, stiffening visibly. Well crap, what was she going to have him do then? If he couldn't even walk around... Carefully, he turned, meekly looking to the Inspector. "Miss Rose," he said, "what should we do? Shouldn't there be a bot or something to handle this? We should consider retreat..."
[2016-02-16 12:24:58 AM] Cherry | ofelysia: "Hold on, I'm figuring that out--" There was basic features on her wristcom that could do some simple diagnostics and scans. "Aw crap!" Her arms dropped as she stared at the device in irritation, and then quickly made her way right to it with a scowl. She gestured for the young Enforcer to join her. "It's been tripped already. Might have been our entry, or the bastard might have just set a time."
She showed him the holo-- 3:52 Minutes left, and continuously ticking down. "Looks like we'll have to do something about this, or I have a feeling the entire place is gonna blow."
[2016-02-16 12:29:18 AM] (✿´‿`): Well, he really didn't like the 'aw crap'. His blood turned to ice in his veins, but he fought to contain the panic to within him. And now she was calling him closer? Yeah, that seemed like a terrible idea. But he couldn't resist an order from her, right? That would probably get him killed- a tool, something to be used, so wasn't this literally what he had to do? With halting steps, he approached, eyes wide and clearly trained on the device.
Oooh wow there were only three minutes. He gulped air nervously, turning to meet Rose's eyes. "The... entire place?" Leo's voice was strangled, betraying him in his anxiety. Perfect. This was perfect. He hadn't wanted to come anywhere near these warehouses in the first place, and now he was going to die here. This sucked. "W-what do we do, then, Inspector?"
.... did he need to address her by a title every time? He didn't dare disrespect her. That Dominator was armed, after all... and he was free to shoot, right? That didn't sound fun, and from what he'd heard from a few other Enforcers, a few of the Inspectors could be pretty liberal with their fire...
[2016-02-16 12:52:51 AM] Cherry | ofelysia: Well, the kid sure was nervous and a lot tenser than was good in a situation like this. Not that she could blame him, but they've got a job to do so she doesn't have time to coddle. Besides, if Sibyl thought he was suited for the role, then he's gotta be tougher than he looks. "If this was meant to take us down? Yeah. Whole thing was probably meant to lure us in." That pissed her off-- not so much the trap, and falling for it, but there was a civilian area aboveground here.
"We've got an explosive down on level 4B. Prince, call and organize an evac but we don't have much time." Three minutes-- okay. They're not exactly trained for this, but it's not like they've got any better options. Staring at the device dubiously, very carefully she began looking for a seam to open up its mechanisms. "If this gets down to 5 seconds, I'm just gonna shoot it. So let's figure something better out-- looks kind of amateur, I'm sure we could probably--" There, the front casing cracked open, exposing it's insides. "Can't be that hard."
[2016-02-16 12:58:40 AM] (✿´‿`): Through the wrist com, he heard Inspector Zaveid shoot back, "Rodger that, Shiv. How's the Otter doing? Bet the kid's pissing himself."
Leo stiffened, this time a plainly irked expression the root cause of his shift. He pulled up his own wrist com, tapping at it quickly before saying flatly, "You know I can hear you, Sir."
"Yeah, kinda caught that."
And that stupid laugh. Leo growled in the back of his throat. Then he turned his attention back to Rose with disbelief. Forget the taunting and teasing- she was going to shoot it?! Surely there was a better option! But... damn it, he needed to trust these idiots with his life, didn't he? Wasn't that how a team worked or whatever...? He'd have trusted Sorey-- past tense, past tense and he should never have trusted you, look what happened-
A sudden shift, and Leo was calm, captivated with their task. That was it, to the job. Remember why you're here... The wires were mangled, veins through the innards of the device that pulsed with their own electric life. And Leo was dubious to the idea of them remedying it in time. But... coolly, he leaned in, looking it over. "And just like that," he said, leaning back up and crossing his arms, "I have affirmed that I have a solid grasp of nothing here. Well come on, I don't want you shooting it. Where do we start?"
[2016-02-16 1:31:24 AM] Cherry | ofelysia: A grin at the brief exchange-- kid's got some balls, she'll give him that. Good, he'll need it as precious time continued to tick down and they were faced with a mess of wiring she was hardly qualified to understand. Rose could tell in general what some of it was, but the intricacies were beyond her. Standing back, pulling up the scan again, it quickly identified the elements and they have no real time to spare. "You and me both."
Looking through the diagram and projections she was given, she mentally mapped it onto the actual device before them. Less than two minutes left now. "Shepard, I need you to follow my instructions very carefully. Find the small, thin red wire attached to the top panel."
[2016-02-16 1:36:08 AM] (✿´‿`): Oh good, that was promising. She had no idea what she was doing. "We're going to die." he said firmly. Then, he rolled his eyes. Not ideal, not wanted, but hey, if he was gonna go out... he drew a deep breath, kneeling beside the bomb.
Wouldn't it suck if he were color blind? He quirked a rueful smirk through his fear, searching for- there, the red wire that he couldn't have found if he were color blind. How funny- that wasn't funny, none of this was funny, but keep calm. And tugged it delicately to the surface, looking back to Rose. "This one? What, cut it?"
[2016-02-16 2:08:04 AM] Cherry | ofelysia: "That's the spirit!" At least he was taking this like a champ, and it was good he wasn't outwards panicking. Good, Sibyl was right on this one, as usual. "No! Don't cut that!!" She replied immediately, kneeling down beside him, pointing to where the wire connected to the circuitry. "Unplug it and move it two slots to the right. Then take that thick black wire and cut that."
[2016-02-16 2:14:21 AM] (✿´‿`): His eyes flew wide as she shouted for him not to cut it. Oh. Good. Never follow his instincts- he'd almost forgotten that was Sorey's thin-- focus. Stop lingering in your head. He took a deep breath. "Unplug it..." he said as he did, counting the slots to the right and reinserting it. "And then... this one?" He held up a taut black wire, quirking a brow.
"Also, if I'm doing this, then why don't you go take cover? If I screw up, at least then you may be spared, Miss Rose." Wasn't his whole purpose to be a shield for the Inspectors? He'd made peace with this. But shouldn't she have exercised more caution? She was so important to them...
[2016-02-16 2:23:56 AM] Cherry | ofelysia: Okay, good, he didn't cut it. That would have been a disaster, because then they couldn't safely cut the one they did need to. She quickly confirmed the wire that Leo held up and gave a nod. "Do it." And that would either kill them all, or buy enough time for a proper bomb squad to arrive on the scene if she was understanding all this correctly.
"I'm on the job too you know," she scoffed. Being far away enough to be spared means she's not actually on the scene doing what she's supposed to be doing. There's no telling the blast radius anyways. "Have a little more faith in me."
[2016-02-16 2:27:19 AM] (✿´‿`): Leo gave a sparse nod, then pulled a small pocketknife from his pocket. With a deep breath, he steeled himself, then slipped the knife through the wire. A spark, and his heart dropped, eyes widening. But there was no bang and that was met with a relieved sigh a moment later. And he rocked back on his haunches, dropping his head. Well. He wasn't dead yet.
He turned his eyes to her, confusion playing across his expression. "I was not meaning to doubt you, ma'am." he said, an apology in his tone. "I mean..." Leo shrugged, looking back to the bomb. The timer, previous ticking down, was whirring uselessly. Perhaps it wasn't disarmed, but it wasn't counting down.... wouldn't it be terrible if the thing he'd cut hadn't affected the bomb, but only the timer...? He shook off the thought. "I just... I thought that was the whole point of me being here..."
[2016-02-16 2:38:34 AM] Cherry | ofelysia: Even Rose tensed at the moment he cut the indicated wire, and relaxed as nothing immediately bad happened. Well, they'll known in less than a minute if they had screwed up or not. But otherwise, there was nothing else they could do except hope this wasn't the last moments of their lives. What an eventful first day for the new kid.
She returned Leo's confusion with some of her own as she tried to read ust what he was trying to get at. The formality was just a quirk, maybe just from nervousness at the job, but something about what he said... "What? To keep me safe?" A scoff as she dismissed her holo and hopped to her feet, resolutely not counting down the remaining second in her head. "We're here to keep the public safe. Like I said, this is my job too."
Okay, lying, she was totally counting down, and they've made it past-- no exploding involved. "Not bad for your first day. We've done all we can here, let's keep going."
[2016-02-16 2:44:34 AM] (✿´‿`): He blinked, confused. Well, yes. To keep her safe. She was the Inspector. That meant she had tremendous value to the Sibyl system and was important to keep well. Luckily her moving around and talking was throwing off his own countdown; they'd know soon enough if they were dead, and if they were then there was nothing to be done for it.... but boy wouldn't it suck...
"Well, of course it's our job, but..." He shook his head, but Leo's eyes widened a bit more at the compliment. He was not bad. That was better than average or something, right? Did he dare take pride in that....? It seemed kind of stupid to be proud of this position...
Either way, he got to his feet, dusting himself off before looking back to Rose. "Alright. What do we do now? ... can we really leave this here...?"
[2016-02-16 10:00:57 AM | Edited 10:01:44 AM] Cherry | ofelysia: Whatever Leo wasn't getting about what seemed a very basic understanding to the Inspector, there'll be time later on to sort out. She tapped her wristcom, "This is Shiv. We've disabled the explosive but it's still armed. Continue the evac and get someone in here who knows how to get rid of the darned thing. Me and Otter are going to continue as planned, but I have the feeling the weasel's got out already. He was ready for us, so don't get your hopes up." With that quick report done, she continued to head down the hallway.
"We're going to continue to pursue our target. If the sicko's been setting those out--" she jammed a thumb over her shoulder at the bomb, "I doubt his CC is looking so hot. Someone else can come pick it up later, you just focus on the job we have on hand." She was worried what would happen if they did find this guy. Intent to kill, and would have taken a chunk of the neighbourhood down-- this could be a lethal tag if they caught up.
[2016-02-16 2:57:02 PM] (✿´‿`): Leo listened in as she reported- so lackadaisical, so flippant even about things that could be accounted as a threat to human lives. He couldn't imagine ever being hardened like that, except... she didn't seem hardened at all. Could people really just be like this? If they could, then Rose ( lovingly codenamed Shiv, which only mostly scared him for his safety ) was hard and sharp in all the way that a diamond was.
She gave the order, and Leo nodded. Okay, so they were in pursuit. He could handle that. Running was never an issue for him more than the implications of finding the guy. Saying his coefficient 'wasn't so hot' would be an understatement if they found him; he was intending to take down an entire neighborhood block. That didn't leave you in a salvageable mindset, if there was any justice in this world. So the Enforcer nervously reached behind his back, touching the Dominator that he wasn't entirely convinced he could use, and followed Rose. "Can we even catch up to him now?" he called, hurrying to keep up. "I mean... he's been gone for a while yet, right?"
[2016-02-16 5:38:27 PM] Cherry | ofelysia: A shrug-- Rose doubted they'd be able to catch up at this point. If the guy had been ready for them, and ready to take the area down, then it's likely he'd already have skedaddled the moment he put things in effect. Not that it mean they won't find him, just not in the immediacy, and one of the guys aboveground might have a better lead. She had no doubt that they'll pick up the scent soon enough, and hopefully end this with no casualties but the poor sucker himself.
"Eventually." They came across a door, half-open and cautiously she approached, pulling out the Dominator, nudging it open with one foot and weapon up and drawn. A few seconds later she relaxed, walking in, though the Dominator remained in her hand. It was a security room, the screens currently blank. "No one here, but not like he was gonna stick around anyways. Alright Shepard, show me what you've got. We need a lead so start looking."
[2016-02-28 12:36:29 PM] *** Cherry | elysalark has renamed this conversation to "SO THIS IS MORE ANGST" ***
[2016-02-28 1:05:40 PM] Cherry | ofelysia: First day back had been a relaxed day. Good, Sorey still wasn't allowed to go do anything strenuous and if he thought it was nervewracking getting mission reports after the fact he couldn't imagine sitting in here watching it happen with no real way to help. With all his built up obligations dealt with, he turned his attention to his second priority. It's been so long.
Pushing himself to his feet slowly, he made it over to Leo's workstation. He rested his arms on the back of Leo's chair, leaning most of his weight against it as he peered over at his brother's tablet. "You're off soon, right?"
[2016-02-28 10:36:38 PM] (✿´‿`) | Adorkable Noodleo: Leo flicked through reports with a casual air. It was a good thing he was dominate left handed anyway; no one would notice if he favored his left more than his right in either instance. It wasn't that it was terribly bothering him, but they'd told him that the shoulder would be weak for a good while, and no extreme strain should be allowed. Which was fine. He was still on desk duty just like Sorey, and watching feeds and taking reports was fine by him.
He pushed the tablet away as he felt Sorey lean ( a little too heavy; worrisome... was he alright? ) on the back of his chair, peeking up at his brother with curious eyes. "Hmm? Yes, same as you." He quirked a brow. "Head trauma comes with memory loss. Or should I worry about early onset dementia with you?"
[2016-02-28 11:01:22 PM] Cherry | ofelysia: Their shifts tended to match up, as much as was possible in the stochastic chaos of a job that loved pushing the boundaries of bad timing. So yes, he was aware, but this topic might require a little more lead in and tact than he was used to using. He understood how badly Leo tended to take anything related to the topic of Gramps, but...it's been so long, and Sorey has now witnessed firsthand just how truly dangerous their job could be. They had to take the chance while they still could.
"Hey, just making sure." He pushed himself back up with some effort ( he was fine-- just a little weak ) slipping to the side so that he could talk to Leo face-to-face rather than at the tip of a ponytail. "I...haven't visited Gramps in a while. I was wondering if you'd like to come with me this time."
[2016-02-28 11:25:11 PM] (✿´‿`) | Adorkable Noodleo: Leo watched Sorey as he moved- sluggish, still not at full strength and it was obvious. That worried Leo, probably more than it rightly should have. Sorey was all right, cleared by the medical staff to go back to regular routine at least. So he wasn't going to go falling over or anything. Still, he was the older brother; it was his job to be always concerned about him. Lavender traced Sorey as he moved beside him, and Leo's curious look did not falter. Clearly there was method to this, a reason for his caution. Uncharacteristic as it was off-putting, and the Enforcer leaned back in his chair, turning to face his brother with laced fingers. Alright, lay it on him- what was your question?
"I... haven't visited Gramps in a while. I was wondering if you'd like to come with me this time."
What had Leo expected? He wasn't sure, but not that. Control your response- no sharp inhale, no eyes widening in surprise; don't betray the way that your heart clenched tightly in your chest at the idea of seeing him, even a plot that represented him, again. So Instead, Leo's eyes narrowed, the lacing of his fingers tightening where they were in front of him. He almost looked angry instead of panicked, which was not his intention either, but... he was not very good with evasion, even with all his practice; his discomfort had to be conveyed somehow. Gramps.... he--... wouldn't want him there. Not with Sorey, not after all this time. What was he even supposed to say to the man that raised him, the one he'd abandoned ( then and now )? Leo...
But Sorey was going to go alone then, wasn't he? Climbing those stone steps, weaving through the plots on his own. It wasn't per say well above normal motion range or strenuous, but sending him anywhere alone was disconcerting on its own. For a moment, he thought he couldn't breathe; his throat constricted against the words he was fighting to say- something he didn't want but felt obligated to do. He wouldn't want you there, he would be so disappointed, he and Sorey suffered so much and he would miss you.
"Fine." It was more curt than he'd intended, his voice tight, the breath needed to create the word forced through the sliver of his throat that he'd managed to pry open through sheer willpower. He tensed a bit as he sat up, unlacing his fingers; he gave a small cough. "I mean, yes, I'd... I'll go with.. you." Not that he'd like to, not that he was comfortable or enthused about it. But he would. This... was important to Sorey, and his safety was a concern, and... perhaps it would be good...
[2016-02-29 12:07:57 AM] Cherry | ofelysia: He'd expected an immediate reaction and he'd been right. The words had been delivered as gently as he could but there was no dulling what it was. No matter how long he waited, this wouldn't get much easier with time, would it? But it was necessary-- Sorey hoped that visiting the old man, even just a sentimental proxy would help Leo find another measure of closure he'd been sorely lacking. Leo seemed to tense, looked upset, but otherwise was well-controlled. Sorey knew better. He waited patiently for the other's answer, prepared to take either response respectfully. This wasn't something he could or want to force.
Sorey relaxed somewhat at the answer. It sounded uncomfortable, almost sharp but his brother immediately soothed over the edges. Sorey gets it-- this was difficult. He could be patient and understanding, and he was just happy that Leo hadn't turned it down completely. There was no indication that he wanted to, and there was probably a protective element in there over Sorey's wellbeing ( idiot-- he was okay, his weakness more a result of inactivity than lingering injuries, nothing some steady exercise wouldn't fix ) but...it was as much as he could expect.
He gave a small nod in response. "He'll be glad to finally hear from you." He gave Leo's shoulder a gentle pat, knowing that they both were bracing for what was about to come. Tonight would not be an easy one. "I'll meet you downstairs in twenty minutes then? It's a little chilly outside, so make sure to bring a coat."
[2016-02-29 12:21:39 AM] *** ᕕ(ᐛ)ᕗ has changed the conversation picture. ***
[2016-02-29 12:43:43 AM] (✿´‿`) | Adorkable Noodleo: Time did not heal wounds. Time made wounds manageable, not comfortable but not as sharp or bone chilling. Time made them scar, that tissue aching when irritated by memories sharpened by grief and agony heated by a long stoked ember of longing. It did not heal anything. All it did was temper it to be less painful on the next go round, and the next, and the next, tearing it open mercilessly with each aside and flippant mention. You grew hardened to it, not comfortable with it. At least, that was Leo's experience.
Sorey nodded, and Leo knew there was no going back from his choice now. In a moment, he almost wished he could redact it- back pedal and say that he was busy, or sick, or any other variety of cheap sounding excuses that meant no. But he was in this too deep now. This.... He returned the nod, his hand closing a bit too tightly on the arm of the chair. "Y-yeah." Gramps... glad to hear from him... not the phraseology he'd have used in any respect but... if Sorey was convinced...
Leo flinched unconsciously from the pat to his shoulder, preparing for a pain that wouldn't blossom. Not only was Sorey a delicate individual, but his shoulder just wasn't so fragile anymore. Most pain still lingering would be from reckless use or weather changing. He shot a semi apologetic look to Sorey before settling back down in his chair. "R-right. How cold? You think it's cold or I will...?" he muttered with a rueful edge; the joking nature was lost, though, to the nervousness that edged into his tone.
Right. Twenty minutes. He needed to do more preparation than Sorey in a variety of ways. Once Sorey had left, he took a deep breath, then let it out. Move. Just.... he made his way back to his room through he halls, then sifted through the pile of ( admittedly clean, just unfolded ) laundry in the corner. A jacket... he had a thicker jacket than this... He shuffled off the suit jacket, untucking his shirt and moving to loosen his tie. It was... no, this wasn't a symbol he wanted to explain to that man; he deposited it on the back of his desk chair carefully, then tugged a sweater over his head. Okay, his favorite color was a bit obvious; he hid the cerulean beneath a black peacoat, drawing a white scarf out from the pile ( with a bit more effort than he strictly should have needed to... he needed to sort this laundry better... ) and wrapping it around himself. He was not going to turn blue this time...
... had it been twenty minutes? More like five if he was honest... But he ventured down to the entry hall anyway, too antsy to keep to himself... Sorey would probably be punctual anyway.
[2016-02-29 1:37:20 AM] Cherry | ofelysia: Leo was a sensitive to the cold as ever, and while the weather outside wasn't a bother for Sorey at all as long as he kept a good insulating layer on he knew his brother would probably be a little less resilient. "It's about 10," he warned before heading back to his own desk. Wrapping a few things up, making a log that he was taking Enforcer Leo Shepard out for longer than a coffee break, and finally grabbed a coat and got going. He had to pace himself after all, giving himself a good amount of time to reach the hall. Leo was already there, bundled up significantly more than Sorey himself, as expected.
The drive was uneventful, a little ways out of town. It was a familiar ritual to Sorey, having come regularly over the past several years but he was keenly aware that it would be Leo's first. He'd already prepared for this before work, and took two small bouquets and a fresh pack of incense from the car. Something more traditional always seemed proper for the old man, and Sorey handed Leo one of the bundles of flowers as they headed down the row of plots, Sorey pointing out the location of Gramps' as they neared so Leo would not be caught by surprise when they finally turned down a row and stopped before the proper one. "Hey Gramps. Sorry I haven't been around for a while, but I brought someone with me this time."
He knelt, a little to the right of his usual space to give just enough room for the both of them, glancing over at Leo. However he needed to approach this, Sorey would be ready to help. He knew how difficult this was, especially at first when everything seemed awkward and distant and you didn't know what to say and how to say it or even convince yourself that it meant anything at all. But it helped, it always helped.
[2016-02-29 2:16:25 AM] (✿´‿`) | Adorkable Noodleo: The drive itself was uneventful. Leo was accustomed to riding in the back of a paddy wagon, so being strapped into a passenger seat of the rocketing-death-bullet that was a car was an experience that he wasn't really keen on in the first place. He tended to prefer backseats if anything, but at least these cars were safer than those when they were younger. Automated steering had significantly improved the longevity of cars and made them more reasonable to actual use... though something about them still unsettled Leo despite his rationalizations that they were so much safer now. He sat with his arms crossed, his legs crossed at the knee. Everything about him was closed off, silent despite a strange nagging desire to fill the thick air with something other than his anxious pondering. But his tongue was conspiring against him, his mouth and throat parched from nerves. So he just drummed his fingers on his arm, the other hand gripping tightly. He'd probably bruise. Whatever, he would rather focus on that than the stark lack of desire to be here, to be going there to be--
Already there. It was funeral march in it's own right just to maneuver around the plots. Other people's loved ones, flowers of all varieties and colors splashed here and there. Even other attendants were visiting every so often. It was so hard to be delicate with the flora Sorey had thoughtfully provided; these weren't his flowers, they were Gramps', and he should be careful with them. But the stalks crunched under his hand, tight as his grip was, and his eyes darted around for anywhere to look aside from where they were walking. What was he expecting to see? A ghost? An visage of the old man with stern eyes and a sharp reprimand in wait? What would he say, were Gramps able to see him now? His consternation was filling him with horrific possibilities- laments about Leo's predicament, his behavior, how he should have been better, done something, made himself worthy of the sacrifice and blessing that he had been shown rather than just stewing and throwing his life away to something so trivial as this. Gramps would hate him, too, he knew in that moment. But a smaller voice- it felt far away, as if from another ( Sorey...? )- was attempting to assure him: no, he would not. Gramps would never. He was a kind man, he loved us, he still would and he would support you, too, and--
It was as if his legs had become lead as they made the turn for the appropriate row, and Sorey and he were upon the proper plot before he could shake the stiff weight out of himself. So he lingered back, even as Sorey took to kneeling before the gravestone there. He was talking to him. Talking to a corpse. As if it could hear, as if it could respond. And Leo was staring at a headstone as if it could bite. It wasn't that he didn't want to do this, he abruptly realized; it was that he couldn't. Facing down his sins, his crimes against his family so coldly presented with stone and a brisk, chilling breeze, was more than he could rightly handle. He couldn't breathe, but he was not struggling to. It was as if he suddenly just did not need to. Shallow, flitting puffs of air blossomed in a light cloud in front of his nose, exposed from where he buried himself in his scarf ( when had he done that? Damn it... ). He couldn't... sit there... couldn't talk to that man...
You don't deserve to be standing here.
The crinkle of the plastic on the flowers was betraying him as he shook slightly, rooted to the spot. Sorey he.... he needed a minute. Just give him time to muster his courage. Because that was not the expression of a man visiting a gravesite of a loved one. It was the expression of a man who expected the world to burst into flame around him at any moment. He needed to collect himself... just needed...
[2016-02-29 2:46:11 AM] Cherry | ofelysia: It was okay, there was no rush, no timeframe on these things. Sorey had always found that talking helped for him, and he could almost hear the old man's responses. He'd always made sure to just tell Gramps of his life, finding that solutions to problems seemed to present themselves, situations becoming clearer, new paths and ideas opening up. Maybe that was just the result of sitting down and working through everything no matter the context, but he liked to think that his old guardian helped give a nudge in the right direction occasionally. Sorey gave Leo time to gather himself as he worked on setting everything out. Placing the flowers ( it's been so long someone had already removed the previous offerings ) and setting down the incense, though he wanted to leave the setting and lighting for Leo to do.
"You don't have to say anything," Sorey said quietly to Leo. It was different for everyone and he shouldn't feel pressured. However he wanted to communicate and sort his feelings, however he wanted them to reach the departed he should do so. It had taken Sorey a long time to be comfortable, to have been able to come and mourn without a stab of dread and then the guilt of having such a reaction. He hadn't even been here for the ceremony itself, though he clearly still remembered its aftermath.
"But you don't have to be scared either. He loved you Leo, and nothing will ever change that." He glanced back up at his brother, sitting back on his feet, almost relaxed if not for the faint line of worry for Leo's reaction.
[2016-02-29 3:13:43 AM] (✿´‿`) | Adorkable Noodleo: "You don't have to say anything."
Leo physically recoiled from those words, wound like a spring as he was. Wide lavender eyes flicked from the sight of the grave - the funeral had come back to him, standing back as the neighbors and Gramps's friends had spun tales and commiserated, laughed at age old jokes the man had told and reminisced on his wisdom, while Leo had... stood there... much as he was now... no one had said anything to him, afraid that a single word would tear through him like a letter opener through tissue paper. He'd been unreachable, and... perhaps they hadn't wanted to. Their whispers when they looked at him, the sympathy in their eyes- or was it... he could never tell. He didn't know what they thought of him, of the only Shepard to have made it out of an incident that was his word against the air. But all of the breadcrumbs aligned perfectly to lead right back to him, right back to Leo- the one that escaped, the only one who lived when someone like Gramps ( beloved, wise, important to so many across so many walks of life ), someone like Sorey ( a lighthouse over a tumultuous ocean that guided others, that people gravitated to for all sorts of purposes, someone who had so much to offer and such a future that had been ripped away from him in the blink of inaction that Leo had allowed himself ), had been lost to events unknown and unknowable. All that remained... it shouldn't have been him. It should never have been...
He was stricken, staring at Sorey as he spoke but hearing none of his words. His brother was talking through a vacuum, a terse concern evidenced in his expression. It felt like the earth had stopped moving, the wind had stopped blowing. It was suffocating, smothering- the atmosphere was heavy on him as he wrestled his body to step forward and kneel. He could not. Even his pulse thrumming in his ears felt far away, fake. But there was motion in this world as he felt a streak of warmth down his cheek. Stupid. He hadn't cried at the funeral. Hadn't cried at the wake. Hadn't cried in his room, alone, later that night. He hadn't cried until the next day, huddled hopelessly at Sorey's bedside. He hadn't been able to; it was as if Sorey himself were a spring, inspiring Leo's broken spigot for tears to actually flow rather than bottle up. Sorey was a healthy inspiration on everyone. Sorey was... Sorey should have been the one that survived unscathed. It would have been fine if Leo had... Gramps would have forgiven him if he....
Never in his life had Leo wanted to bolt so badly. It felt as if train spikes had been run through his feet, securing him in place so that he could not escape. Escape... from what? Family? Those who had loved him that he had so wholly failed? It shouldn't have been Gramps. It shouldn't have been Sorey. It.... he... was kneeling before he recognized that he had done so, the flowers deposited with as much delicacy as he could in the surreal feeling of his body moving on its own. And he settled down, his eyes drifting almost unconsciously toward the small framed picture at the base of the stone obelisk that bore his name. Gramps....
Would he smile at him now, knowing what he had done....?
He leaned forward, bowing his head and upper body deeply as he could manage. He felt his scarf shift over his head, tumbling almost forward and off his neck. He was shaking- was it really that cold? Or was he just...? He should readjust the scarf, if he was, but he could muster the strength. ".... I.... I..." He would get these words out... one that had plagued him for far too long. He'd never gotten to say it. We're sorry, he was gone before we got to him. We're so sorry. He'd... never gotten to say it. "I'm... I'm sorry..." Barely a breath, but it was what he could manage as he fought to even get that out, to quietly get enough air in in the first place to convey words. Compose yourself, Leo- composure, this was embarrassing, be quiet this is a place of respect and appreciation and you're gasping, muted as it was, needs to stop.
[2016-02-29 4:22:25 AM] Cherry | ofelysia: There was no easy way to do this. Leo looked anything but okay, and a flicker of doubt passed Sorey's mind about ever taking his brother here, doing nothing but stirring up painful memories and complicated emotions. But he remembered the last time he had felt as such, pushing Leo to tell him the story of that day, to admit to his true feelings and guilt on the matter. It had hurt, but been necessary, bringing to light the real problems. Surely this had to be the same. Leo should face this now so that one day he could face this grave again with no only sorrow but also a sense of peace. Leo would not be able to forgive himself if he was unable to believe that he had as much from Gramps.
He remained as relaxed as he could where he was, not wanting to add any more pressure on Leo than the incredible amount already upon his shoulders. He would not pretend to understand exactly how hard this must have been for Leo to recoil from simple words, freezing like an animal caught in spotlight. The tension locking Leo in place made it look like he was ready to flee at any moment-- was this too much? Sorey hoped he wouldn't, because in the end, knowing Leo, he would beat himself up for such an action.
Finally his brother knelt beside him, his motions stiff and detached in a worrying way but at least he had chosen an action, one way or another. That look at the framed photo of Gramps before he'd bowed much lower than absolutely necessary, the words caught, struggling to be given voice. An apology. Of course it would be, coming from Leo, and Sorey felt his heart lurch at the sight of such a private moment. It didn't seem right, this isn't how their family should have finally reunited, not with Leo like this.
His brother was wrong about being the one who had gotten out of that incident unscathed. Sorey may have lost a few months of his life, but those were wounds that had been able to heal. Superficial, in some ways, compared to the grand scheme of things. Leo was the one still wounded, crippled by the events of that day years still down the line.
Sorey lowered his own head in respect, sliding his hand out to bump against Leo's. You're not alone, I'm here too. Sorey did not want to speak further for Gramps here, but he feared what false voices Leo would conjure on his own. "He'd be proud of you." A sentiment he's voiced before, but was not shy to remind his brother of. "You made the best of your choices."
[2016-02-29 4:49:43 AM] (✿´‿`) | Adorkable Noodleo: It was like a record on repeat. All he wanted to do was say he was sorry, to convey his apology again and again and again until his throat was hoarse and his body exhausted. Because he was. Sorry that Gramps had been cut down without any action to save him, sorry that Sorey had been crushed to a point that he had almost been irretrievable, sorry that he had escaped with but a scar on his shoulder and a wound in his soul that was balkable in the grander scope. Sorry that he had made such poor decisions with his life, sorry that he had given up, that he hadn't visited, that he had run away from everything for so long, held onto pains that he should have allowed to have cathartic sentiments rather than wounding. Sorry that he had let something like this fester and rot rather than aired it out and coped the way that Gramps would have wanted him to, and look what had become of it. He was a shame to his name, to the blessing of life that this man had given him in exchange for his own; he was a mar, unfit to be here asking for forgiveness when he had thrown away the kindnesses Gramps had shown him despite everything. His ineptitude and inaction had no excuse, and now... now he was just...
Were that he felt it in his power to move, he likely would have recoiled from that light touch of Sorey's hand. He'd almost forgotten he was here; a space heater at his side, and he truly wasn't alone in this. Gramps would... want him to be stronger than he was being. For him, right? And Sorey's words reached him this time. He'd be proud of Leo? On what basis? Was Sorey proud of what he'd become? Of what he was? Leo couldn't imagine a foundation for that theory. He had made choices, yes, but he could hardly claim them to be best in any respect. Leo was simply...
He shook his head, less of a motion of dissent than almost a compulsion. It was like he could feel himself rejecting those words- more than that, the idea of Gramps being proud of him, of caring for him still even after everything that had happened... it was almost cruel. It felt wrong to accept such sentiments, that he didn't earn them; after years of caring for them, raising them as their own, couldn't Leo have done just this one thing, just that one act for either of them? He felt a quiver in his lip and bit down hard, attempting to still it. The pain from such a clench radiated outward, his jaw locked tight over his bottom lip as if he could beat it into submission. Stop weeping, this isn't-- it had been years. This couldn't be this agonizing for him still. And yet as he sat there, he thought of all of the things Gramps would have enjoyed- Casual mention of the ridiculous stints he and Raven had ( that Valentine's Day gift a couple years back; he could hear him laughing as Leo told him about the insanity of their relationship now ), the eclectic connection he and Dezel had managed to forge, that blessed bakery and the lovely Lailah ( Gramps would have liked her, no doubt ). All of those things and more, things he would have actually been... satisfied to share with him. And he had been hoarding those experiences for years, steering himself far away from the man that had raised him and somehow making everything that had happened even worse for it.
You could only shore a dam so much. Eventually, when the pressure was too great, it would burst; you would still be swallowed by the current- it was just a matter of how long. And five years of pressure was more than enough.
Leo's arms moved to wrap around himself, one hand lifting to his mouth as if to catch the strange, fractured pitched sound that broke away from him. Trembling, and nothing to do with the cold, he fought to contain the grief that suddenly overwhelmed him. He should never have come here. This was too much- it was all he could do to hold himself together. Gramps... he had... he had missed him so much. Selfishly, he had kept to himself, selfishly he had tried to foster distance, to pretend that this sight, this monument did not exist so he would not be foolish enough to ask to venture here. Selfishly, he had piled sandbag after sandbag up to combat the aggressively growing system that threatened his forced peace. And now, selfishly, he was allowing himself some attempt at relief from all of that- from the pent up anger ( at himself, at that savage that had done this to Sorey and Gramps, at Dezel for interfering, at the PSB for coaxing him into becoming a pawn, at circumstance and fate and what have you ), the bereavement he had robbed himself of because he had not known how to cope, the anxiety that plagued him when he thought of how those he cared about saw him now. Now, even now, to Sorey he was a brother, someone he cared about and wanted happiness for. Was it... so wrong to believe him that Gramps... felt the same? Even if it was unconfirmable, even if it was unreasonable to expect, could Gramps forgive him and... would he still love him despite his mistakes...?
Let the past be your mentor and never your ruler, Leo.
A passing statement, something the old man had said when he found Leo practicing his cello after a public mess-up at a concert. He'd been embarrassed, horrified at the sour chord that apparently no one in the audience had even heard. And Gramps, delicate ( and in the most laughable set of pajamas, he recalled fondly ) had told him that. Wise words that had inspired a smile, a comforting hug and for him to put down the instrument and actually go to bed like he was supposed to. His mentor... never his ruler.... why was that such a hard concept to follow now?
He was fighting a losing battle with his emotions, attempting to stifle them, but beating anything down meant an immediate replacement of reinforcements. Memories he had avoided, words he had "forgotten" flooded over him, wave after wave of them as he sat there before the grave, not speaking, just... grieving. He was alone in the ocean, no tether, no awareness; just a suffocating tide to navigate himself through. Why... why had he let this build for so long...?
[2016-02-29 4:01:39 PM] Cherry | ofelysia: Leo was struggling. After those hard-fought words, there was silence. But not from lack of things to say, but too much thoughts and feelings to be put into words. The strain was clear as day. So much had been held back for so long and now it was all coming to the forefront, triggered by the simple memory of the man they've lost. Sorey wished he could understand all that Leo was struggling through, and ease it in whatever way he could. They've been open, before, but he had no doubts there was so much more and surely this encounter has unearthed new thoughts and feelings.
"You don't have to hold it back," he reminded Leo gently. He could see the painful attempts to stifle his emotions, the trembling, the pressure being dammed back so hard it hurt. He straightened, reaching over to readjust Leo's scarf, folding it down properly once more about his neck and shoulders before leaving that hand on the small of Leo's back. "He'd understand."
[2016-02-29 4:26:07 PM] (✿´‿`) | Adorkable Noodleo: Sorey. Trapped in his head as he was, he had almost completely forgotten that someone else was there with him until he felt the adjustment of his scarf, those soft words that were filled with such painful understanding and encouragement. It was different from the sympathy, the pity he had gotten from so many others. And it was true; in a way, even Sorey didn't understand the complete depth of everything he was trying to sort out. But his words did not earn any ire from him, did not resolve him to shut down and force the dam back shut. No, this was...
Leo shifted, leaning over on his hip so that he could sit himself closer to Sorey. Any maneuver he pulled to attempt to hide his emotion was sorely failing he knew, but still he masked himself behind this bangs as best as possible. There was no way Sorey didn't know he was crying; just the shake of his shoulders, the hitch that he fought to withhold, gave that away. But there was still a difference; reserved as always, for as much as Leo was releasing, he was holding in just as much. Which was contrary to what Sorey was telling him; he didn't have to hold back, apparently. Still he couldn't accept that, he couldn't... Gramps...
Everything was entirely too jumbled in his mind; he couldn't make sense of things anymore. While he was not worthy of redemption, of forgiveness, would Gramps really offer it? All of those words of wisdom, all of the peace that lingered in that man's soul for all of those years- he was not the sort to harbor a grudge even against his most vile of enemies. So could he accept and forgive the boy ( a child, he'd been a child and what was he supposed to do? Anything, he told himself, he was supposed to have done something but he'd been scared, and was that wrong? Was that beyond salvation? ) that had played a hand in his death? Those who allowed evil to happen were evil themselves, after all, so... Could he... let Gramps forgive him...?
He wasn't sure.
Leo gulped in a breath, trying to compose himself. So many doubts, old and new, had come flying at him from all directions, and still as he sat there- a shaking, teary mess, embarrassed and bereaved-, he couldn't help but feel better for it all. Somewhere in him, there was a warmth he had not known himself to be lacking, a feeling of... well he supposed it was the ailing ember of a confidence he'd thought had been entirely doused years previously. That was... that was Gramps, wasn't it? That was....
"He liked gerber daisies."
It was a stupid testament, something silly as he sat there, half leaning against his brother ( support, this was what it felt like, he had almost forgotten, forced himself to forget, but he didn't need to go at everything so isolated, did he? ). He looked at the flowers, hiccuping a little and then giving a small huffed laugh. "Y-you know, those stupid.... fake looking sunflower knock-offs? Would've been cheaper to just get... c-carnations and ink, it's the same effect." Gerber daises were naturally brilliant ( except the blue ones; those were unfortunately fake ), and bloomed regardless of season. They could always weather a storm; Gramps had admired their resilience. Leo had just thought they were flowers. Now he had to wonder...
[2016-02-29 9:31:12 PM] Cherry | ofelysia: His hand slid from Leo's back to the opposite shoulder as he leaned in against Sorey, continuing to give silent support through the shaking and silent tears, never claiming for a moment to know all the thoughts and struggles Leo must be wrestling with currently. But he's here. They're together, for the first time in a reunion long overdue. Sorey had always come alone. Occasionally with someone well-meaning would accompany him, but it wasn't the same. This place, these moments, were private and his alone-- until now.
"He liked gerber daisies."
Sorey gave a soft chuckle in response, giving a small nod. "Yeah, he did." Tough little things, always able to pop back up in the most unexpected of places once it's taken root. Despite their brilliant colouration, they even looked tougher than the average fragile bloom. Count on Gramps to get sentimental over flowers of all things. "I found some seeds in the apartment, and Estelle told me it was a good idea to try growing them." Horticultural therapy, she had called it? Something about taking responsibility for life, watching it grow and bloom and thrive once one's care had always been shown to be beneficial to one's hue. "I could never get the hang of it myself. Cactuses are much easier to keep."
[2016-03-01 12:53:19 AM] (✿´‿`) | Adorkable Noodleo: When was the last time that Leo had been not only comfortable with, but thankful for physical contact? He was never really an affectionate sort. Tending to keep to himself, he never really touched people without necessity. But Sorey was an exception to this rule, someone that he allowed himself to be more... was it vulnerable? Right now it certainly was. His brother was someone he.... well he was allowed to be selfish with, right? He wanted Sorey to be in times like these and... wasn't this what Sorey was talking about, anyway? This entire experience, this whole ordeal, was cathartic in a way that he hadn't expected, and the physical contact was actually doing a good deal to calm his nerves. Tense and shaking as he had been, it was hugely relieving to be on what felt like a downslide toward normality, though still the tears came. Silent, but flowing, he kept his head tilted down as Sorey's words reached him.
A scoff of a laugh. "Cactuses? Seriously?" he teased, half bumping Sorey with his shoulder. He brought his legs closer to himself, shrinking into a ball as if that would help him. The position was soothing, and his eyes turned up a bit to look at the picture yet again. His eyes darted away again. "Those are child's play. How did you kill a gerber daisy? They... you can't mess them up." Estelle... he'd heard the name in passing before. His therapist? Apparently she was the real deal, someone with a healing aura about her. Leo was silently grateful that someone like her existed, especially for him; had he been able to reach her... no. He knew well before Sibyl ever flagged him that he was beyond therapeutic help. It just wasn't his niche. His comfort zone was in loved ones, friends and family who had been stolen away from him or beyond his reach when he'd needed them most. That... was that how it really was? Was he making excuses for himself, absolving blame for his actions by over crediting his circumstances? Or had he just... been taking so much of the blame...? Was he just used to being the problem of his own creation...?
There was a lot he needed to sort out. It was only appropriate that seeing Gramps was just the experience to open his eyes. Sorey... "Thank you." Who he was talking to, he didn't know- maybe Sorey for bringing him out here, maybe Gramps for... well, an attempt at redemption? For... for saving him... even when he perhaps hadn't been worth it in the long run? For something... Lavender eyes flit down again, his arms still wrapped around himself as he shook his head with a rueful smile. Kind of pathetic, wasn't this....? Embarrassing...
[2016-03-01 6:40:48 AM] Cherry | ofelysia: They've always been the exception. Even Sorey, as open as he was to most people, Leo was different. Maybe some things have changed over the years, but the strength of their bond has not. They could trust and rely on each other without holding back, without having to think or weigh gives and takes. It just was. It's been a hard process for them both. But they'll get there. He maintained his grip on Leo's shoulder, helping support his brother as he shifted again, his own gaze lingering on Gramp's picture. Leo was hiding his tears, obvious as they were, and Sorey would not draw any attention to them.
"I didn't kill them," he shot back defensively. "I just...couldn't get the seeds to germinate." It hadn't seemed a very complicated process, but perhaps the seeds just weren't viable. Who knows how long they've been left there; Gerbera Daisy seeds were sensitive from what he'd read after-the-fact, and they had to have been at least four months old by the time Sorey attempted to use them. Cactuses, on the other hand, you can't mess up. He could be confident that going home after a month-long stint in the hospital, it would still be thriving on his windowsill.
He glanced over at his brother again at the Thank you, unsure as well of who it had been directed to-- and maybe a little bit of everyone. Sorey squeezed Leo's shoulder, the tone getting to him more than the words. It was...it was heavy, but not suffocated, not held back, holding a little bit of the hope and light so sorely needed. "We should bring some for him next time. The daisies, I mean."
[2016-03-01 10:46:47 PM | Edited 10:57:38 PM] (✿´‿`) | Adorkable Noodleo: Leo breathed another laugh, burying his face into his scarf. Maybe heightened emotions were good for this time of year; it kept him from feeling the brisk cool of early spring. He made to move to leave his brother's hold, somehow maintaining eyes with the picture of the man that had raised him. He could do it, actually look at him, allow himself to remember something other than that torturous day; how long had it been since he thought of birthdays? of Christmases shared between the three of them and that preposterously overdecorated plastic miniature tree that sat on the coffee table in the main room of the apartment? How long since he had been able to think of this man, of this group, and feel a small tug of a smile at the corner of his mouth? He couldn't remember, but as Sorey spoke of his germination failure, a mental image painted of a confused but hopeful Sorey willing for growth and just... he couldn't help but shake his head with a grin. "Hopeless." he whispered. Not that his brother ( or he for that matter ) were ever known for their green thumbs...
A squeeze of his shoulder, and Leo drew a shaky breath. Tentative, he unwrapped his arms around himself, bringing them up to his scarf and wiping it at his eyes. Stop crying, damn it, he scolded. And as the mention of next time met his ears, he remained hidden behind that scarf. Next time... This time wasn't over, and Sorey was already planning a next time. Would next time be easier? the same? harder even? He could hardly imagine anything worse than how he was feeling now, an yet at the same time it was... oddly liberating. Leo wasn't sure just where he stood but... he gave a soft nod. Then he lightly elbowed Sorey. "Bet I could grow some." he challenged. Maybe not before the next time they came ( how often did Sorey make this trip...? ), but eventually... maybe... maybe Gramps would like that...
His smile slipped a bit as he looked around, gaze drifting between the flowers he'd dropped and the incense, the photo and the small obelisk. What... now...? Leo still wasn't sure what to say to him, what he could say to him that wouldn't sound cheap, forced guilty . So, what....?
[2016-03-02 2:21:44 AM] Cherry | ofelysia: "I'd like to see you try," he shot back with a light nudge, thinking back to his initial failures at gardening-- if a single potted plant could be called such. It was a lot harder than it looked, really. "Betcha I can grow them better than you~"
There was always a next time. Things could be done in steps, a little at a time if needed. They didn't have to feel rushed, or limited in any way. Was it too hasty to bring up the possibility just yet? Maybe so, if this current reunion of their family weighed too heavily. But this did get easier. Easier to come, easier to stay, easy to smile and laugh and realize just how vibrant and ridiculous their lives can be as they spun them into stories for the old man. Spending hours doing nothing but reading with Estelle when he had exams he was supposed to study for. Going out to buy clothes with Alisha, in which she always seemed more enthusiastic to dress him up than he was. That stupid glitter bomb he'd been hit with and the fact his tie had still been sparkling two weeks later and the wash cycle only seemed to have spread it into all his socks. Succeeding in staying up for New Years for the first time in his life, and promptly crashing about four minutes past midnight.
Leo still didn't know what to say, but this was familiar enough to Sorey. "You should have seen Leo on the way here. Still hates cars, was white as a sheet. Honestly, of all the things to be scared of--" He shook his head with a chuckle, and his voice softened. "He still came though. Probably worried about me, like he always is-- and I'm grateful. I think we all needed this."
[2016-03-02 2:53:38 AM] (✿´‿`) | Adorkable Noodleo: Leo smirked at Sorey's challenge. Well that would take some explaining. Yes sorry the old broom closet is occupied now- we decided to make a little greenhouse in there to grow some flowers for--... for someone important. Knowing Rose, she'd probably find it more funny than invasive. Leo had never really had a job before his current position, but he had to wonder if Rose was the sort of boss anyone else had to deal with. "You're on." he said softly.
Growing gerber daisies... why did that sound like a book title or something? His mind wandered to that ( likely dusty ) old journal stashed in his drawer; someone had bid him to write, like that would help anything. For the first time... he almost wondered if that was helpful... When it had been suggested to him before, the whole thing had felt trivial, plastic; who was he writing to? What did language matter when the audience was imagined, the intended reader the self, who had no desire to read or arm themselves against the words on the page? It had felt arbitrary. However... he eyed the portrait as Sorey started speaking candidly. It was as if the old man could hear them, with how warmly Sorey spoke ( of Leo's nerves, he noticed, a sour expression flitting across his face ). If he could.... didn't he owe something to Gramps...?
"If humans were meant to rocket through physical space at that speed, we'd be equipped with the ability to do it organically." he contested, crossing his arms and leering to the side. But that was the only answer he offered, more in response to Sorey than an offering to the grave itself. He... wasn't sure he was really ready to talk to a plot like this, yet. That still felt weird; Gramps couldn't hear them. Gramps didn't know they were there. This was just a coping mechanism, an irrational solace that people sought to soothe themselves but not the spirits of the departed. So... why would he... offer words of kindness to the air? It didn't make sense. But... "It... maybe...."
[2016-03-02 5:36:49 AM] Cherry | ofelysia: A coping mechanism to be sure, but not a bad one. Putting your life and thoughts into words helped give perspective, and having someone to direct it to gave direction. And the sentiment of your words being able to reach them somehow, in whatever life awaited beyond the current cycle wasn't bad either. Wherever Gramps was, these were stories he would enjoy his boy sharing with him and each other. That's why. "Oh come on Leo, not that argument again; you can say that about almost anything. We might as well just be hunter-gatherers if you wanna go down that route." An old back-and-forth they've had countless times before, but an easy pattern to fall back on.
He glanced over at Leo, making it clear he was switching the target of his dialogue.
"I meant it when I said you don't have to say anything, you know. It's a little awkward at first." And significantly less so when you were alone. "I find it helps to talk things out, but could just be me." And in terms of their words actually reaching Gramps? Words, thoughts-- just the gratitude they held in every day things, even not here at his shrine; all that was important and meaningful to the old man counted, whether verbalized or not.
[2016-03-02 7:39:04 AM] (✿´‿`) | Adorkable Noodleo: It was a tired argument, but one that Leo would literally never back down from. There was something about vehicles that just did not sit right with him for no justifiable reason. "I've said it once and I'll say it again: shut up." He shot a cheeky smirk at Sorey. He wasn't saying that his point was actually a winning one; it was just what he offered when someone pointed out that he was even paler than usual ha-ha in the back of a PSB truck.
But Sorey was right; speaking to him was one thing, but to the stone... he couldn't wrap his head around it. As his brother spoke, Leo watched him, the momentary mirth flitting away as he swallowed his nerves down yet again. Awkward at first seemed like an understatement. It felt less awkward than bordering on stupid. Far be it from him to tell Sorey what did and did not work for him, but Leo wasn't sure he could buy into it. He'd never really been a chatty type. So, grateful, he gave a slow nod. Sorey could express whatever he wanted; the Enforcer, on the other hand, was content to lean against him, to listen and add a small quip when it felt justified. That... actually felt fairly par for the course as far as they were concerned. If Gramps were able to hear him, that would likely be more the tune he expected besides.
[2016-03-02 12:52:55 PM] Cherry | ofelysia: Well, as long as Leo knew he didn't have any factual basis, he can have whatever irrational discomforts he wanted. A bummer when cars are so darned useful, though.
They've reached a quiet understanding with Leo's nod, Sorey turned his attention back to Gramps. So he'll just...do his usual thing then, though having Leo here did change the dynamics somewhat. It was not that he could not speak as candidly in front of Leo, he just had a different audience to keep in mind now is all. "I had the weirdest conversation with Dezel a month back." More than a month-- it's been a while since he'd come here. "Cynthia from two units down got a dog last year right? Well, her work needed her elsewhere for a couple of weeks..." And on he went, explaining the circumstance and then on to how an attempt to ask Dezel for advice turned into what had sounded like a proposed dog-napping. Sorey had handed the responsibilities over to another ( thank you mason ) when it really came down to it and he realized there was no way he could give the creature the attention it needed. Not a moment too soon, as only a couple of days later that disastrous mission had begun.
And that, led into the heavier topic. He remembered it quiet starkly, still felt the weakness in his limbs as a mark of that day's events. "We got called in to contain a situation not long after that. Kind of the reason I haven't been around a while," he began, his voice a little more subdued. "They had real firearms. The kind that didn't care about who its target was. Me and Leo cornered this one woman. She hadn't been that bad at first-- I don't know if she could have ever recovered fully, but we could have tried. But the pursuit, and all that chaos...it drove her over." He's talked before about his discomforts with the dominator and the existence of a lethal mode. The fact targets' CCs tended to rise as the stress and wear of being hunted got to them.
[2016-03-03 1:16:18 AM] (✿´‿`) | Adorkable Noodleo: Leo was entirely fine with just keeping his mouth shut as Sorey spoke. Hell, maybe he'd glean some things that he hadn't known before. Honestly, just... just being here, just sitting in the company and... and even if it wasn't real per say, he could pretend for a second that the three of them were really back together, that they were... well, he could try to pretend. As much as he wanted to have faith in that little mental image, he couldn't wrap his head around it. Gramps was gone, Sorey was talking to a stone pillar, and this was... helping. Frankly, he was tired of making sense of it. Maybe it was all that sense that kept him from feeling the relief that was supposed to have helped him earlier in life; so why not just let it be helpful?
Leo sat there, still curled into himself and leaning on Sorey, as he detailed his canine conundrum. Dezel... what a freak. He called himself a normal, down-to-earth person, but put a cursed mutt into the mix, and he became a low key idiot. Rex as bad enough, so to hear that he was planning nothing short of a felony to take another dog was somehow not surprising. Leo groaned as Sorey went on, rolling his eyes. Yup, that sounded like Dezel. Seriously, what sort of idiot...
"We got called in to contain a situation not long after that. Kind of the reason I haven't been around a while."
And that, Leo certainly had nothing to comment on. To think, Sorey was even giving Gramps the story on that? Well... there was no one else to give the secret to. Some morbid part of his mind reminded him how dead men told no tales, that Gramps was the perfect person to unload about particularly heavy cases on because they would not be breaking confidentiality or otherwise endangering the public to tell him. However... He stiffened a little at the details of the case, the way Sorey talked about it. He remembered the weight of the pipe in his hand, the socket of his shoulder giving a dull ache at the crack of gunfire in his mind. Sorey was so candid about all of this; he knew he did not like the lethal eliminator mode ( and he gave a shallow nod of agreement at the sentiment, in fact ). Still... the actions he'd taken... would Gramps have approved? Probably; Sorey was a golden child, and he'd, in a way, taken the better route. It had ended poorly, and the PSB disagreed with his decision, but saving a life... wasn't that always the better option? Even if Leo's immediate retaliation had been....?
And there he was, being silent ever still.
[2016-03-03 4:06:28 PM] Cherry | ofelysia: Being able to talk about the job outside the job absolutely helped, when he couldn't give more than the vaguest sense of what he did to Alisha or Medea or Estelle. He'd sorted out more than a few thoughts he's had on doubts and difficulties here, as long as there were no other prying ears around. Even then, there was no need to give all the details. Just what was important. He paused, gathering himself for the next part of the story as he felt Leo's small nod. Despite everything that had happened, his brother still seemed to maintained that what he had been right-- stupid, but right. He himself still couldn't think of it as wrong either.
Walk the path you believe in.
"I tried to talk to her. I thought that maybe if I could calm her down, or distract her to give us a chance to subdue her another way then maybe her psycho-pass could recover to a point we could safely bring her in." Beyond that, the outlook wouldn't have been great either-- for someone like her, would she have ever been able to leave the rehabilitation centers? Sorey didn't like the thought of such a bleak outlook, but at least if she was alive, she would have had a chance. There had to be some value in that hope. "She wasn't having it, and retaliated. I--" It wasn't a particularly fun memory to retrieve, and he had to give himself a second before continuing, shaking his head. "I got shot. I know, pretty stupid right?" That's one lecture he's heard a few times by now.
"But I'm okay now. Both of us are. Leo kept her off of me, and I probably...wouldn't be here if it wasn't for him."
[2016-03-04 10:51:45 AM] (✿´‿`) | Adorkable Noodleo: Leo's hands balled, eyes down casting as Sorey spoke on about Forton. That... that woman had almost... Leo didn't want to go into it, into the horrific sequence of conjured horrors he had mentally raked through upon awakening in the hospital, of the way that he had stifled down panic enough to borderline intimidate the nursing staff to allow him to leave his room to go check on Sorey. He wasn't going to tell Gramps of how frightened he had been, or how the entire time that Sorey had been unconscious, he had been worried that it was happening again, that someone else he loved was going to be lost to the same injury, that he was going to fail in saving him not once, but twice and that it was still--
He didn't want to remember all of this. Sorey was truly a fortunate soul.
"Incredibly stupid."
It came out a touch more caustic than he had meant, but it was more from struggle than true acrimony. He was just... helpless. He was tired of being so useless to the people who mattered to him, and thinking on the case, and with Gramps of all people there ( not there there, but enough there that Leo could draw similarities and woe over them ), just made him realize all the more how pathetic he was being. He had been working hard where he was, harder still since Sorey had joined. And toward what? Sometimes he... he still didn't know.
And yet Sorey was praising him as if he had done something. He shook his head. "You were downed." he said. "Rose was right behind us. If I hadn't done anything, she probably just would have gotten away." Rose would have handled it. Sorey would have been taken care of one way or another, especially considering that he had not actually rendered any aid to his brother in the first place. No, for all of his retroactive freneticism, he had done nothing for Sorey; he'd moved to satisfy his own anger instead and... could he have done anything...?
But what good would those regrets do him? No, it bugged him, and it was not as though he could simply shut down those concerns, but what he spoke either way was fact. "He's--" Leo paused. Taking a deep breath, he looked up and momentarily struggled with his nerves before saying. "D-don't... don't worry about Sorey..... he has a-.. a good team looking out for him."
.... yeah no, talking to the grave was not good for him. Just such a simple phrase and already the marble had formed in his throat, his core seeming to involuntarily shake- and from what? Fear? It wasn't like he believed in ghosts or curses or anything; what could Gramps do to him, even if he was mad ( he selfishly opted to fight to believe Sorey on that one, though; Gramps... Gramps loved him, so-- )? So then why was he so damn scared to talk to him? He couldn't even hear him--! He scowled, his head lowering again to hide his eyes. Stupid, this was just frustrating now. He could get it. If Sorey could speak to him, if it helped, then... Leo would figure it out... somehow.
[2016-03-04 5:26:27 PM | Edited 5:28:07 PM] Cherry | ofelysia: "Leo, don't sell yourself short." Sorey frowned as his brother tried to brush away his own contributions, no matter how...drastic measures had gotten, Leo did what he did to keep Sorey safe. He still remembered, very clearly, the moments after he had regained awareness, and those hazy sounds immediately after he had hit the ground. "We cornered her. She was fighting back, and her gun was still loaded." Sorey knew the one Leo had taken in the shoulder would have initially been for him if Leo hadn't stepped in and taken her attention. She'd aimed for his center mass, she'd known what she was doing, and groupings came in threes. "You saved me." He won't stand for his brother believing otherwise. Things had been close enough as it was-- the Inspector likely could not have taken another hit.
Leo was having a really hard time getting things out. His words halted, awkward, and he sounded scared. Sorey squeezed his shoulder again, picking up the reigns once more. He didn't have to talk, if he couldn't do it, but maybe it'd be easier for him just to talk to Sorey though their retelling. "I absolutely do. They're good people, all of them." Despite that some of Division 4 might feel contrary. They've made him feel welcome, comfortable within an otherwise unsuited environment, and he could always rely on them when the going got rough.
"Leo bought enough time for Rose to get there. In the end, she took the target down anyways." Sorey remembered clearly the science and the words Rose had given him --We don’t have the luxury of hesitation here, Sorey. Lives are on the line.-- but he remembered the moment previous with awful clarity. That rising number in his vision, his fingers trembling around a trigger he didn't want to pull, and the shot flying right over him. They were fortunate to have Rose. She always seemed to know exactly what she had to do.
There were very little Sorey was unwilling t speak of candidly in front of Leo. That experience was one of them, for Leo's sake. For all that he believed firmly that his brother had done the only thing he could have in that situation, that the quick reaction had saved them both, Sorey could not deny that he had not been ready to see Leo display such violence. Leo hadn't enjoyed it in any means, and their situation had been dire, but to have watched the boy he had grown up with pushed to such extremes was frightening.
[2016-03-08 5:22:58 AM] (✿´‿`) | Adorkable Noodleo: Leo stiffened at Sorey's words, eyes darting down. He truly put too much stock in Leo's actions; he'd acted rashly and out of anger, not out of concern- he'd been operating in his duties, though he honestly should have checked on Sorey. But he'd just been so... Leo hadn't saved Sorey, he'd attacked that woman. There was a difference; one was to be revered, the other punished, and it had been. So why was he the one who saw it for what it was....? Those rose tinted glasses were getting costly, Sorey...
The squeeze to his shoulder did bring him some minute comfort, though, and he leaned a little more into his brother's hold. This was just... so awkward. How did he manage to make sense of it? The younger always seemed to have his head on straight, no matter what, but in a different way that Leo. Leo was pragmatic, calculated, while Sorey just... was. It was so simplistic, enviably so. And Leo was just... damn he was stuck here, just like always...
Sorey continued talking, and Leo wished he could shrink, vanish into the floor. Thank goodness he wasn't telling Gramps what he'd done to buy that time ( not that Gramps would hear it- this was all so asinine, all so ridiculous ). It... wasn't something he would have wanted either of them to see. But it was necessary. That was the difference, right? Between an Enforcer and an Inspector? An Inspector was the brass, the Enforcers were the brawn. What an Inspector could not do, an Enforcer did in their stead; he'd done what was needed to bring Sorey back in one piece, whether he liked it or not. So he did his job- all the more reason not to think of it as heroics. It was in the job description. Still, the discomfort about the topic seemed shared. Because back then, back when the dip in the ocean and how loud the fireworks would be were all he had been worried about, he would have never imagined that he would be capable of such a display. For Sorey to see that... he almost wished he had been unconscious at that time, too.
[2016-03-08 11:35:30 PM] Cherry | ofelysia: Sorey didn't say it out loud, but he never had to either. Those thoughts and uncomfortable images, trying to wrestle and come to terms with events-- not everything was easy, not everything just came. Sometimes understanding was a few steps behind knowing. Sometimes it was miles. He needs his own help, and support, and time, and guiding advice. For him, there were still-- not regrets, but things he wished were different. Seeing Leo that day had been frightening. It shouldn't have had to come down to this, this situation today. Leo deserved better, both of them did. Another life, together, peaceful, free of the violence that now seemed the norm.
There was more to the mission from Rose's reports. A mysterious man who's had a crime coefficient of an astounding zero in events, holding an eerily calm disposition despite events. The subsequent explosion and his showy escape. None of that was important for this moment for them ( not that they knew of. ) "Next thing I knew I was in the hospital, and someone--" A nudge, "Was up by my bed instead of resting up himself. You should have seen the shape he was in, the idiot."
[2016-03-08 11:49:35 PM] (✿´‿`) | Adorkable Noodleo: Leo's expression flattened, the nudge both unnecessary and ribbing him in just a perfect sweet spot to almost make him squirm. He leered sidelong to Sorey. "You shouldn't talk about your superior officers like that. Zaveid was worried about you." he jested, quirking a brow. Leo was not about to apologize or make excuses for his actions. He was not letting Sorey wake up alone; after the last time, after his mistakes previously, he wasn't going to let that happen. So screw a trick shoulder and some awkward back problems. Leo was there. And he stayed there despite everyone's attempt to dissuade him, to push him to 'take care of himself', but for all of their talking, it was inconceivable to him that none of them could recognize that this was something he had to do. It was no where near making amends for his transgressions, and that wasn't really the purpose, but...
He'd made a choice. So he gently nudged back, eyes trailing down to the cobbles yet again. He was not backing down from his actions.
[2016-03-09 1:07:55 AM] Cherry | ofelysia: "Mmm, was he now?"
No apologies needed. It was still stupid, but Sorey appreciated it. He remembers waking up alone and confused in a hospital once. In the dark with the beeping of machinery and no sense of where he was, who he was, what had happened, the sharpest memories of his as if a dream, people all around his bed talking as if he could not hear. Someone important crying and saying goodbye. Leo had wanted to spare Sorey from that a second time. But he just could have just been a little more mindful of his own condition, given the distance between their rooms and Leo sporting the injuries that he did.
"After that it was just a lot of laying around. Seriously, if I had to stay there one more day I was gonna go crazy." He wasn't so much bored ( plenty of movies, and work he could do from bed, and Leo kept rec'ing books ) as uncomfortable with the sheer amount of inactivity. He'd been a fidgety patient the entire time through, and it was enough to drive him ( and some exasperated nurses ) mad at times.
[2016-03-09 1:18:14 AM] (✿´‿`) | Adorkable Noodleo: Leo rolled his eyes, nodding at the sentiment. "One more day and you'd have vibrated a hole through their bed. They were just being economical in releasing you." he reasoned, his voice low. He peered sidelong to Sorey, smirking. "You really oughtn't be moving around like you are, but someone has the patience of a lemming when it comes to what he wants to do and what he should do." Like Leo was one to talk; his name was practically synonymous with impatience. But hey, took one to know one.
[2016-03-09 1:46:05 AM] Cherry | ofelysia: A sheepish grin and no denial of such. Sorey had done his best to be mindful and not complain too much about circumstances and rules put in place for his own good, but it'd taken all the patience he could muster. "Oh come on, I'm fine now! If anything I need to get moving again." He'd lost a lot of strength over these weeks and it's going to take some time to build his health back up again. He couldn't afford to be anything less than perfectly fit when he goes out on the field again.
So on and on they went, onto the lighter topics and the banter of 3 weeks filled with a surprisingly amount of activity, if far too less of it up on his feet. Everyone had come visit at least once or twice, and he'd received a wide range of get-well present from the simple and sweet to the kind of ridiculous stuff he'd begun to expect from this team. Really, he was lucky to have met them all, for them to provide such moments of laughter after such a tragedy.
[2016-03-13 9:31:43 PM] ଘ(੭*ˊᵕˋ)੭* | Adorkable Noodleo: And Leo listened as Sorey went on, detailing the weeks to the monument to their Gramps with as much vivaciousness as if he were there in the flesh. It was commendable; really, seeing Sorey able to talk about not only what he went through, but just the way he spoke to the man... He...
It was starting to grow later as Leo looked up, keeping to himself as Sorey went on. "I hate to cut things short," he said softly, looking sidelong to his brother. "But should we consider heading back? ... come... come back another day...?" Another day.... the idea of coming back was daunting but if it.. could feel like this again... Leo could probably stomach it. Probably...
[2016-04-09 1:46:49 AM] ᕕ(ᐛ)ᕗ | Adorkable Noodleo: There was something pressing on him, but it was distant, just like the little beeps and hums of machinery. Unrecognizable to him, given his knowledge of his surroundings. He was in a room, a small room that smelled like the wood it was built from. It was poorly lit, poorly furnished, not that he really explored. He just stayed on the bed, on the bed, waiting- and the pressure was growing, his chest tightening, breath in his throat. He didn't want to be here- hadn't he- he didn't- where-
His eyes shot open, and the distant noises suddenly rushed to him, awareness instant. Heart hammering in his chest, he stared ahead, taking stock of where he was. A hospital. The HQ hospital- he was a patient, not a captive in a stupid log cabin in the stupid forest. He was, for all intents and purposes, okay. He was only as monitored and controlled as ever before- as an Enforcer, not a- a damn pet or- or---
This wasn't calming him down.
He groaned, slinging an arm over his eyes with complete disregard for the cables and wires attached to him. Ridiculous. He had no reason to be scared anymore supposedly, and this lingering sense of entrapment needed to pass. He just... wasn't convinced. How long until the other shoe dropped- until that man came back for him- until they got sick of wasting their efforts on a harbinger of ill intent and devastation and just stuck him back in a facility to rot and-
Leo was told expressly by staff not to sit up, but he was sick of laying down here ( wow, suddenly he understood his br--.... Sorey's plight back with the injuries back in the Forton case ). He pushed off his elbows, and his eyes directed immediately to a figure he had missed previously- Raven, sitting in a standard-stock recliner near the wall. He was... reading something...
A heat flushed Leo's cheeks as he recognized the magazine, and yet somehow he was tickled. It was just... normal. In a way he could strangely appreciate. His lips turned into the slightest smirk --
[2016-04-09 1:47:07 AM] ᕕ(ᐛ)ᕗ | Adorkable Noodleo: before he offered, "D'you mind not doing that in my room? While I'm sleeping?"
[2016-04-09 5:59:45 AM] Cherry | ofelysia: Someone had to look after the kid. Both for his sake, and for the peace of mind of the staff working here. The boy had come in with a dangerously high crime coefficient after all, though it wasn't like they felt much better having Raven around either. But Raven, at least, they could be assured was as stable as an Enforcer could be, and it wasn't like Division 4 could spare the Inspectors right now.
He didn't glance up at first when he heard Leo stir awake. But at the younger's words, he glanced over what he was reading, wordlessly got up, strode over to the bed, and with a smirk-- smacked Leo in the face with the open side of said magazine. "And someone's supposed ta stay asleep, and not be sittin' up."
[2016-04-09 6:11:08 AM] ᕕ(ᐛ)ᕗ | Adorkable Noodleo: Leo shrunk a little at Raven's approach, despite the conscious attempt not to. Nothing to be scared of- it's just Raven, it's Raven, you're fine, don't- He couldn't help it though. He wilted a bit, watching the man's smirk pull his lips. Planning something- that smile always meant they were planning something- Don't touch him don't touch him don't-
He had half a mind to jump away from the ginger smack to his cheek; the ludicrousy of being hit by a photograph of a nearly naked woman, though, seemed to alleviate the panic of being struck, especially given that it was just a magazine. His cheeks flamed, withdrawing from the tap more calmly than he thought he would ( his heart pattered a bit ), then sat upright more. It wasn't meant to be defiant. It was just... he didn't get to sit like this for a long while...
"There's nothing wrong with me." he countered, crossing his legs. With a scowl, Leo peered up at him. "Nothing that moving wouldn't fix." That wasn't true. Those fluids and the trace amount of medicine in those tubes was more what was keeping him stable. No sedatives they had insisted; in fact, it was a more advanced form of the narcan they had originally given him- something to flush his system, fight off any sort of lingering dependence his body may have formed ( they didn't know the extent of the drugging- only that it had been in his system at the time of his arrival to the hospital; he wouldn't speak on the subject... ).
Not that he really wanted to move anyway. He just... Leo pulled a knee to his chest, wrapping his arms around it and resting his chin. "I'm okay..."
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various stories from psycho-pass verse ( not all of which is angst, but lbr a vast majority is )
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Warnings: violence, severe injury, suicidal thoughts and negativity, panic attack, claustrophobia
[2016-02-06 6:51:57 AM] Cherry | ofelysia: [ Text: ] ( attached is a photo of a pigeon sitting on a droid )
[ Text: ] I was told to send pictures of animals to Dezel
[ Text: ] So something like this?
[2016-02-06 6:55:41 AM] ₍₍ ◝(•̀ㅂ•́)◟ ⁾⁾: [ Text ] He'd save that in a heartbeat. Send it.
[2016-02-06 6:58:27 AM] Cherry | ofelysia: [ Text: ] Done.
[ Text: ] But really? I thought it was a prank
[2016-02-06 7:28:24 AM] ₍₍ ◝(•̀ㅂ•́)◟ ⁾⁾: [ Text ] oh it totally is
[ Text ] But Dezel actually likes it so teasing aside
[ Text ] He's an animal obsessed, shark toothed nerd. Never let him forget.
[2016-02-07 12:26:30 AM] Cherry | ofelysia: [ Text: ] He didn't seem the type
[ Text: ] That's kinda endearing
[2016-02-07 12:35:18 AM] ₍₍ ◝(•̀ㅂ•́)◟ ⁾⁾: [ Text ] Endearing huh? Nah he's just an animal nut.
[ Text ] I usually find squirrels.
[2016-02-07 12:35:52 AM] Cherry | ofelysia: [ Text: ] He just didn't seem the type you know? He doesn't talk a lot
[2016-02-07 12:39:42 AM] ₍₍ ◝(•̀ㅂ•́)◟ ⁾⁾: [ Text ] Nah, he's just like that. It's more weird than endearing, and I have no qualms reminding him of that.
[ Text ] He hates people. Animals are his books you know?
[2016-02-07 2:18:53 AM] Cherry | ofelysia: [ Text: ] So what happens if you try to talk to him about animals?
[2016-02-07 2:26:23 AM] ₍₍ ◝(•̀ㅂ•́)◟ ⁾⁾: [ Text ] don't do that
[2016-02-07 3:54:20 AM] Cherry | ofelysia: [ Text: ] why not?
[2016-02-07 3:54:56 AM] ₍₍ ◝(•̀ㅂ•́)◟ ⁾⁾: [ Text ] Well let me ask
[ Text ] Do you ever want to talk about anything else?
[2016-02-07 3:58:28 AM] Cherry | ofelysia: [ Text: ] If he's talking at all it'd be an improvement
[2016-02-07 4:01:12 AM] ₍₍ ◝(•̀ㅂ•́)◟ ⁾⁾: [ Text ] You're severely overestimating your ability to deal with Dezel's love of animals.
[2016-02-07 4:02:04 AM] Cherry | ofelysia: [ Text: ] Oh come on it can't be that bad
[ Text: ] You just don't seem to like a lot of animals
[2016-02-07 4:06:56 AM] ₍₍ ◝(•̀ㅂ•́)◟ ⁾⁾: [ Text ] I endure.
[2016-02-07 4:07:05 AM] ₍₍ ◝(•̀ㅂ•́)◟ ⁾⁾: [ Text ] Dezel talks.... a lot
[2016-02-07 4:07:15 AM] ₍₍ ◝(•̀ㅂ•́)◟ ⁾⁾: [ Text ] But only about animals.
[2016-02-07 4:07:28 AM] ₍₍ ◝(•̀ㅂ•́)◟ ⁾⁾: [ Text ] He probably feels the same about me and books though...
[2016-02-07 4:08:23 AM] Cherry | ofelysia: [ Text: ] Exactly!
[ Text: ] He probably doesn't get to talk enough about what he loves
[2016-02-07 4:17:38 AM] ₍₍ ◝(•̀ㅂ•́)◟ ⁾⁾: [ Text ] Sorey.
[2016-02-07 4:18:20 AM] Cherry | ofelysia: [ Text: ] what?
[2016-02-07 4:18:40 AM] ₍₍ ◝(•̀ㅂ•́)◟ ⁾⁾: [ Text ] You're a goddamn saint. Talk to him about mutts.
[2016-02-07 4:20:08 AM] Cherry | ofelysia: [ Text: ] I'll try that, thanks
[2016-02-07 4:20:59 AM] Cherry | ofelysia: ( there is a snicker here but that doesn't translate over text, ah well )
[2016-02-07 4:21:45 AM | Edited 4:21:57 AM] ₍₍ ◝(•̀ㅂ•́)◟ ⁾⁾: [ Text ] Good luck.
( and an eye roll over here that is similarly unconveyed )
[2016-02-07 3:34:06 PM] Cherry | ofelysia: [ Text: ] Come to your room
[2016-02-07 3:40:50 PM] ₍₍ ◝(•̀ㅂ•́)◟ ⁾⁾: [ Text ] ...... well that's not a request.
[ Text ] Gimme five.
[2016-02-07 3:43:03 PM] Cherry | ofelysia: [ Text: ] kk
[2016-02-07 3:45:35 PM] Cherry | ofelysia: He's just, standing outside the door with a huge grin and trying not to bounce too much on the balls of his feet
[2016-02-07 3:48:05 PM] ₍₍ ◝(•̀ㅂ•́)◟ ⁾⁾: Leo walks up with clear, rueful distrust on his face. "You're going to bust if you keep it in." He said with a smirk.
[2016-02-07 3:52:24 PM] Cherry | ofelysia: He's not even going to hide his excitement. "C'mon, go in. Tell me what you think."
[2016-02-07 3:59:05 PM] ₍₍ ◝(•̀ㅂ•́)◟ ⁾⁾: Leo pauses, quirking a brow at Sorey, then leering to the door. "I'm not sure it's safe to open this."
[2016-02-07 3:59:52 PM] Cherry | ofelysia: A shove to the arm as he steps aside. "You're gonna have to go in eventually."
[2016-02-07 4:14:19 PM] ₍₍ ◝(•̀ㅂ•́)◟ ⁾⁾: He glares for a moment more, then sighs, holding his psycho pass up to the holo lock. "If something jumps at me--"
The door slid open, and he turned. His sarcastic smile slipped from his face, eyes widening. "Sorey." He paused. "Wh... What....?"
[2016-02-07 4:22:08 PM] Cherry | ofelysia: A case. A very large case that took quite some effort to lug up here, even with a bot's help. The shape was just so irregular. Sorey returns to Leo's side. "Well, go on. Take a look and tell me if I got it right."
[2016-02-07 4:29:29 PM] ₍₍ ◝(•̀ㅂ•́)◟ ⁾⁾: Leo stiffens at the case. That..... no way. Sorey- he shakes his head softly, awestruck, disbelief clear. And yet he still steps forward.
"No way."
[2016-02-07 4:37:26 PM] Cherry | ofelysia: His grin isn't going away anytime soon, and he gives Mikleo a little push forward. "Yes way. I've been waiting to see your reaction for hours, just go open it already."
[2016-02-07 4:51:30 PM] ₍₍ ◝(•̀ㅂ•́)◟ ⁾⁾: He stumbles a little, still staring. He... Sorey had... He hasn't played in years, the calluses still there from the dominator but in different form. But...
Tentatively, he opens the case's clasps, taking a (embarrassingly) shaky breath as he revealed the contents. He half expected it to be empty, some kind of joke- no Sorey was never so cruel.
It is beautiful, a deep reddish chestnut finish the fed finely into the curve of the wood. Wood- this is real wood. Stars, this is....
"Sorey...."
He bows his head, hand hovering just over the instrument, almost like he's afraid to touch it...
[2016-02-07 4:53:49 PM] Cherry | ofelysia: His excitement was tempering off into a quieter joy as he watched Leo finally lay eyes on the instrument. "You always said you wanted your own after graduation. Sorry it took so long."
[2016-02-07 5:20:28 PM] ₍₍ ◝(•̀ㅂ•́)◟ ⁾⁾: Leo's hand remained where it was hovering, drawing a deep, anxious breath. A cello... an actual... "I..." He swallowed- don't you dare cry right now, Leo- "I can't believe you..."
And then he leaned up, punching Sorey on the shoulder. "You have nothing to apologize for." He bowed his head immediately, his voice's pitch betraying his emotions. Sorey... it wouldn't do him any good to be upset with him for this- he was doing something nice, so nice, painfully nice, and Leo... he...
Worth and deserving did not cheapen his appreciation, nor the incomprehensible kindness in the gesture overall. Sorey was right, he'd wanted one of these, and for so long, but-- he paused, almost scared to ask, but... "... does Rose.... know about this...?"
[2016-02-07 5:30:39 PM] Cherry | ofelysia: "Heh, don't underestimate me." He placed a gentle hand on Leo's shoulder, understanding that this might take a moment to sink in. How long has it been since anyone had done such a thing for him?
"She's the one who made it possible. Don't worry, it's yours." Rose, thank you, you amazing person. Somehow or another, she seems to have expected something like this, something in his files ( leo had requested these in the isolation facility, he'd just wanted to play. )
[2016-02-07 5:37:02 PM] ₍₍ ◝(•̀ㅂ•́)◟ ⁾⁾: How long? He couldn't remember the last time, really. Sure the others had done little things there and there, and he appreciated them as well, but this was.... he could hardly even comprehend the enormity of this. And knowing that it was permitted (everything in his life had to be now, he was not his own person, he had to have authorization for hobbies, a hell of his own making), that, strings and all, he could keep this and... he...
Leo's breath hitched, and he coughed in an attempt to cover it up. But his eyes were stinging, a subtle tremble to the fists as his side. His own.... a cello of his own... really something he could keep, play on... and... did he even remember the chords? The progressions? Where could he get music? but he--
But he could worry about that. And he had all the time in the world to pluck away at it. Wasn't that.... more than he had dared to hope for...?
Oh forget it. He slid beneath Sorey's arm, wrapping his arms tightly around his torso and burying his head in the others' shoulder. He'd always been despairingly prone to weepiness, especially when overwhelmed like this. Who was he kidding anymore? He just didn't have the words to express it- the gratitude, the hope, strange as it was, that this brought him. Leo just... clung.
[2016-02-07 5:53:30 PM] Cherry | ofelysia: In a way it hurt. A gesture of kindness like this shouldn't be anything extraordinary. Something amazing, something worthy of joy and happiness and gratitude, but not so rare that it would be met with such a reaction. Leo deserved this and more through all his days and it'd be denied too long.
Sorey accepted the embrace, wrapping his own arms around the other, laying his head against Leo's as the big grin on his face never wavered though tears began to cloud even his eyes. Now, things are going to change. Life was going to get better. He couldn't help back a small breathless laugh-- "Leo, I can't breathe, " but not so true, just a little teasing and he squeezed back with all his strength. "Well, are you going to give it a try?"
[2016-02-07 6:18:57 PM] ₍₍ ◝(•̀ㅂ•́)◟ ⁾⁾: In a way, it absolutely hurt. Something like this was more than he ever would have expected- he wouldn't have dared. It was incomprehensible to think that he would be allowed such a gift, and yet here it was. He had the opportunity to do so much with it and that.... it was more than someone in his station was usually blessed enough to have. So yes, Sorey, he would squeeze with all his might, because despite those tears, there was a smile, even if you could barely see it because he was fighting with himself not to cry any more than he already was. When Sorey's arms wrapped around him, though, he tightened, a sob caught in his chest. It was too much.... something he shouldn't have allowed from Sorey, and yet...
"Thank you."
It was said so softly, he doubted Sorey would hear it, but he was sure he would say it a thousand times more. In gestures, in actions and protections, in little touches and sentiments, if not words. He would be grateful for this forever.
And when Sorey spoke, Leo barked a choked laugh, smacking him on the shoulder as he pulled back. "If you can talk, you can breathe." But he was.... should he try now...? Leo hurriedly wiped at his eyes; yes, Sorey knew but letting him know and being horrendously obvious about it were two different things.
"You want me to play now?" He gave a huffed laugh, shaking his head. "I..." He shrugged, exasperated a bit. "Ahh... I guess I could, um...." Leo still remembered a couple smaller pieces...
[2016-02-07 7:08:23 PM] Cherry | ofelysia: Even if he did not catch the full words, he could feel them in the hug, in the squeeze, in the barely-caught sob. He knew, and he hoped his message was reaching too. I love you, always had, always will, and you'll always be an important part of my life, and I want you to continue to be a part of it. It's been too, too long that they'd be apart, circumstances putting them in entirely different worlds. Maybe coming her hadn't been the smartest thing to do, or the best, or anything but right. This was the right thing to do.
When they pulled back there was a big sheepish grin on his face and a winkle in his own watery eyes as he wiped with the heels of his hand, not shy at all for the display of emotion. But really, what was with all these tears when they could be getting things done!
"If you want, but I mean don't you wanna give it a shot? I don't know how great of a room decoration it would make." Sorey had made meticulous care in making sure he had rounded up everything that Leo would need to plain, maintain and store the instrument and all its auxilleries, including a few thick books of sheet music to start off with.
[2016-02-07 11:52:37 PM] ₍₍ ◝(•̀ㅂ•́)◟ ⁾⁾: It was conveyed, and reciprocated in kind. He'd been so scared that he'd actually lost him that he couldn't follow up, couldn't let himself know for sure whether or not... Sorey... But that wasn't important. He was here now- is brother, his best friend, the only family had made a dreadful decision that hurt Leo to even think about, and yet it still warmed his heart that he was there. He was there with him, after everything. Even with the fear, the strife, the hardship, they were at least together. Couldn't that give him some marginal hope....? After all, even Rose had noticed the decline of his CC....
And that was Sorey- never ashamed of his emotion. Leo had spent so much time trying to build an image- it was hard to just to back, even knowing who this was, that he wouldn't judge or tease him for it. He sniffled a bit, his own small smile in place as he wiped at his eyes still. "Definitely not a decoration." he assured. However... No, he still remembered at least enough of Bach's Suite 1...
"Here, just give me a minute to set up...." He was still almost afraid to touch it (it'd been so long since he'd had to be so delicate with anything), but... just give him a couple minutes, Sorey.
[2016-02-08 3:03:51 AM] Cherry | ofelysia: This was definitely worth it. Sorey hadn't doubted it for a moment in the last years, despite Sibyl's assessment and how often he had been told he was ill-suited for the department ( you're too soft, you're too naïve, too trusting, you can't lie to save your life-- ) he could not let go of this. They were together again, and he wasn't sure how badly he had needed that day he finally saw his brother again, the two laughing and joking together despite how much had changed.
They'll build something together again. Things didn't have to be as they were before, as long as this was. Them, together, side-by-side. So Sorey sat back and watched Mikleo work on putting what he needed, with no expertise of his own to offer.
"I found this really cool place with tons of sheet music. I wasn't sure what to get you, so I grabbed a few books. If there's anything else you're looking for I could go back and check." There was always sheet music online, but playing pre-approved music off a holo just wasn't the same.
[2016-02-08 3:40:08 AM | Edited 3:48:10 AM] ₍₍ ◝(•̀ㅂ•́)◟ ⁾⁾: Leo moved to the cello and, after a massive amount of trepidation, he finally took it gingerly into his hands, tuning it softly. The resin, the bow, the resistance of the strings beneath his fingers- it felt all so foreign, surreal in it's intimacy and nostalgia, the duplicitous feeling of knowing exactly what he was doing and being unable to grasp the memory so far away. But it was there, and as Sorey spoke, a soft smile flit across his lips.
"Wow, I'm worried to look at those." he said softly, drawing the bow over the strings with a slow nervousness, the sound warbling as he tested the pull. Alright, everything seemed to be.... He looked up to Sorey from beneath his lashes. "It's not like you know music theory or anything..."
And he closed his eyes then. Okay. No more fear, no more reservation- it had been tremendously too long since he had pulled his bow across strings and actually played. So, with a deep breath, Leo steeled himself, then began to play...
[2016-02-08 6:59:14 AM] Cherry | ofelysia: "I'm sure you'll be able to play them," he had faith in you Leo, no pressure. Besides, with so many pieces, there's gotta be something in those books Leo liked right? But for now, it seemed someone was planning to play from memory.
He watched his brother test the string, making a familiar sound he hasn't heard in too long. Sorey closed his eyes too as Leo really began to play, amazed that after so long the other could still remember the notes. Or maybe it wasn't surprising at all. Leo had always been talented, his memory and reflexes unmatched. And while he'd never had the same inclination for music, Sorey knew enough to appreciate the raw beauty of listening to the real thing, the bow running across the string filling the entire room. The tune was familiar. The prelude quick, flitting, eventually fading into a much softer section.
Eyes closed, the nostalgia that hit him was quite something. Sitting back in the living room writing homework, Gramps watching the news, the sounds of Leo's practise drifting out from his room in a house not quite so soundproof, a quality none ever complained of. Sorey swallowed at the image but said nothing, eyes opening again to simply watch Leo continue.
[2016-02-09 12:03:03 AM] ₍₍ ◝(•̀ㅂ•́)◟ ⁾⁾: Leo played, closing his eyes, losing himself in the music in a way that nothing had been able to substitute. It had been much too long, and despite the calluses still on his hands, they were clearly meant for different purposes. His fingers were already burning as they drew over the strings, the motions practiced and precise. He barely had to think about the notes he was playing- it was something he had been made to perform in school, something he had hated at the time (It's such a boring, asinine piece he'd claimed), but now it was so well known to him that it brought it's own nostalgia. School... home... Gramps and Sorey, even though he closed the door to muffle the sound as he practiced, they were still there, listening; Gramps even tended to point out sour notes, when he caught them, always giving him something to improve on. It didn't matter that he didn't know the theory or the language of music- he knew what sounded right. And that...
Was over, and a screech of a sour note caused him to stop, eyes flicking open. This was going to be.... something to get used to gradually. However...
He sighed, lowering the bow with a soft smile. "Whoops." he said, turning his eyes up from under his lashes to look at Sorey. "Guess I don't remember it as well as I thought. But hey, five years of nothing; guess it's not so bad." Standing, Leo tilted the cello to release himself from behind it, then delicately leaned it against the chair. "I've got time to relearn, anyway." he said softly.
Putting his hands in front of him, he wiggled his fingers and then laughed under his breath. "If I start wearing bandaids and that messes up my trigger hand, I'm blaming you." he said, turning his hands around to show Sorey the aggressive scarlet burns on his fingers. Those strings were not like fabric- their coils were vicious even to well practiced hands...
[2016-02-09 2:31:20 AM] Cherry | ofelysia: The sudden jarring sound brought it all to an end, but even that wasn't unfamiliar. It was a difficult instrument to master and always there were mistakes. That's what makes finally succeeding all that more satisfying. "That was beautiful. I remember you playing that before." Maybe the quality wasn't that of someone more skilled, more practised, who'd been allowed a life to play the strings but the heart was all there. Leo had always loved music, and it seemed that love hadn't died over the long years. Well, of course it wasn't entirely without its bumps. "But I could have sworn I heard you said if you never had to play it again, it would be too soon."
He leaned in to get a better look at Leo's offered hands, giving a sympathetic wince. Oh yeah, those looked pretty nasty for how little time he'd actually spent playing. Sorey could only imagine how bad they'd get with prolonged practise...which he had no doubt Leo would be spending much of his time on in the near future. "Well, stay out of trouble and it won't be an issue then hmm?"
[2016-02-09 2:35:05 AM] ₍₍ ◝(•̀ㅂ•́)◟ ⁾⁾: Leo smiled- an actual smile, none of his sarcastic smirking or eye rolling to be seen- at Sorey's words. "Oh it's too soon," he said. "But I got a pass on that song for a reason, and if nothing else, it will never leave my head. So... an unfortunate go to." He'd played that song for weeks straight, none stop. Music was valuable for scholarships, and that song, old as it was, made him a shoe-in for good credit among the vendors when he applied to higher education. For a moment, he idly wondered if they ever came back...
Didn't really matter... huh...?
He dropped his hands, a soft laugh escaping him. "Right, right. Because I decide when criminal activity flares up." he shot back, putting his hands in his pockets. "I'll just ask the underground to take a week's break, give me some time to build calluses. I'm sure they won't mind."
[2016-02-09 4:56:12 AM] Cherry | ofelysia: "Well, there are worse things to have stuck in your head. When you first started I thought you'd never stop playing that one song," Oh Sorey never even learned the name of that simple tune, the kind of thing beginners would practise on with broken notes and uneven tempos over and over until it finally resembled true, infuriatingly catchy, music.
"Hey, you never know. Just gotta ask nicely, and they'll get a break from having us on their tails too. Everyone wins." Sorey cracked his own grin.
[2016-02-09 5:09:51 AM] ₍₍ ◝(•̀ㅂ•́)◟ ⁾⁾: Leo rolled his eyes, groaning as he said, "Ode to Joy." Literally the worst piece of music in existence, and yet everyone knew it, even after centuries of people hated it. Why? Why did it persist? Truly the world was cruel and unforgiving.
He couldn't resist the smile on his face- Sorey, that was infectious you know- at the other's returned jest. "Perfect. Sounds like a plan." he said. "Let's just put rose glasses on everyone. Gotta fix the world somehow."
[2016-02-09 6:53:32 AM] Cherry | ofelysia: And thus the nerds just keep on bantering and doing their nerd thing.
[2016-02-10 3:02:05 PM] Cherry | ofelysia: Today's chance of precipitation: 92%! Please stay warm and be aware that excess water can increase the chance of slips and falls--
Not like Sorey needed the forecast to tell him there's a storm coming. All morning his movements would be a little more deliberate but other than that he did his best to simply ignore it.
[2016-02-10 6:27:01 PM] ₍₍ ◝(•̀ㅂ•́)◟ ⁾⁾: Leo had always liked the rain. It was cool and pleasant, the tinny sound on the PSBHQ roof soothing to the ears. Being outside in it was always inconvenient, and he preferred not to have to do that, but just about everything else was pleasant. Old injuries sometimes flared up, or joints ached ( he'd only had physical therapy once, but it still sucked that his body seemed to never forget it quite so well as his mind did ), but today was just one of those pleasant days that he could lay back on the couch and enjoy the sounds.
Except...
He watched Sorey closely, something about him not quite fitting him right. It wasn't his clothes, nor his expression. It was like looking at a movie that had been slowed exactly 4%- uncomfortable, but still bordering natural in feeling. Was something the matter...? Damn it he should know if something was bothering Sorey...
"Hey." A gentle hand on his shoulder, and Leo was beside Sorey at his desk. "How's the report?"
[2016-02-10 11:17:21 PM] Cherry | ofelysia: It wasn't that bad, really. There wasn't much to do for it except live with it and go about life as normal, and they were never quite so bad to really interfere in anything but distract him in moments he had nothing better to focus on. For now, he had something better to focus on, but there was just something about his chair that would not let him sit comfortably without his hip or shoulder flaring up--
He took a sharp intake of breath at the sudden weight on his shoulder, before taking his attention off the holo screen and up at Leo. The other didn't really interrupt him at his work for no cause reason, and Sorey tried to recall anything that might tell him what this was about. "Yeah. Just wrapping up yesterday's case, should be done soon. You need me for something?"
[2016-02-10 11:21:04 PM] ₍₍ ◝(•̀ㅂ•́)◟ ⁾⁾: Leo quirked a brow at him, skepticism apparent. Then he shook his head. "No, just checking in." he said. "You look tense. Something happen?" He hadn't been on last night's case, as it were, so he was pretty captivated looking over the details in the report at present. It was lucky he was such a quick reader... A runner, but nothing intense about his CC. Just afraid of detention facilities... And for that, he'll be locked in one for a couple months...
The irony sickened him.
[2016-02-10 11:37:14 PM | Edited 11:45:40 PM] Cherry | ofelysia: Which was exactly why Sorey was reviewing the case, since Rose had given a quick a rundown. Given the circumstance, isolation facilities would do little for this man's CC, if not make it worse, and there was precedence for a more civilian therapy program coupled with house arrest. Very different circumstances, but he may be able to put together a case...
"Probably just the weather, but I'm okay." Sorey pushed back from his desk a little, giving himself room to stretch out his arms in front of him. More than anything though, he was surprised Leo had noticed. Sorey hadn't even realized it had been affecting him in any visible way.
[2016-02-10 11:44:11 PM] ₍₍ ◝(•̀ㅂ•́)◟ ⁾⁾: The weather... joint pain? He looked Sorey over slowly, understanding washing over him like the steadily more severe storm outside. He was sore... from the weather. As far as he knew there wasn't quite so much by way of true damage he had incurred on the job, so it must have been from--
He blanched a bit, his eyes never leaving the holoscreen as he swallowed. He was still dealing with that then, huh...? "Oh. A-as... long as your sure." He'd offer painkillers but... he couldn't really make himself say anything else.
Instead, he focused on the case. "Bring up the homestead." he said softly, pointing. "A wife and two kids, step-mother in the vicinity. Dad's deceased- recently, likely lead to the spike. Get him some therapy, mandatory time off work, and integrate the family as a support system. That should get him out of the facility and with PTO." This guy would owe Sorey his damn life if it worked, and the system was a sucker for familial support. The irony continued.
[2016-02-11 12:03:30 AM] Cherry | ofelysia: Sorey watched Leo's sudden discomfort. Had he figured it out this quickly? Sorey wouldn't be surprised, Leo had always been sharp and his job had only helped him hone that sense. Since they'd reunited, Leo never seemed keen on anything relating to the events that had started it all. It wasn't the best way to deal with what had happened, but...Sorey couldn't blame him. So back to the case at hand then, Sorey turned his attention on the case as well, pulling himself back to the keyboard, pulling up the info as Leo suggested.
"Might work. You were there last night, right? Rose said he showed a lot of anxiety about going into isolation. If I can talk to him, and prove that as being a reason his CC has been increasing so drastically, we might be able to do this." As long as he could prove that this would be a better way to improve the man's mental state, and that he was no real harm letting him return, which was the biggest obstacle for releasing someone with a criminal CC. If they could just reassure him though, it might go back down to levels where it could be acceptable.
[2016-02-11 12:08:34 AM] ₍₍ ◝(•̀ㅂ•́)◟ ⁾⁾: He shook his head. "I was off last night, as it were. Rose told me this guy was a weird case, though. It shouldn't be that hard to convince the board of his recessivity to competence." But the system was convoluted and roundabout that way; they would administer all the appropriate treatment, everything Leo had just claimed, but only after the process was done with him, and that... that did not foster healing, that much he was intimately aware of.
"He probably just needs a network, or someone he can vent to. You-" A pat on the top of the head, subconscious; Leo wasn't even looking at him, "- may be just the ray of sunshine this poor son of a bitch needs."
[2016-02-11 12:21:36 AM] Cherry | ofelysia: Sorey typed in a few notes to the end of the report he was writing, something to be turned into full sentences later once he gathered all the thoughts and evidence. The pat on the head gave him half a second's pause before he finished the thought. The quicker they got this done, the faster they could get the man out of the system and to the treatment he really needed.
"You think so? I am planning to have a talk with him." Sorey doubted this man's psychopass was permanent, so he might be able to talk the man down a couple of points. That's all it'd take as proof.
[2016-02-11 12:23:51 AM] ₍₍ ◝(•̀ㅂ•́)◟ ⁾⁾: "Well sure. You've got this weird... brightness about you." He smirked. "It's a little creepy, actually." But it was therapeutic, in a way that Sibyl or therapists or their benign bullshit could not manage. No drug would ever be as effective as that dorky smile his brother wore.
... his smirk faltered a bit as he stuffed his hand in his pocket again, looking away. He really ought to think before he touched people. "... I've got Advil."
[2016-02-11 1:09:38 AM] Cherry | ofelysia: Sorey finished off his shorthanded notes, and searched through the files for the request form to meet a latent criminal currently in custody. That one at least usually got through pretty quickly as an Inspector, given how vital it could be in detective work. "If you say so." This part didn't need much brainpower, just gotta plug the information in and one of the systems'll rubberstamp it as long as there wasn't anything too unreasonable.
But he didn't forget that little gesture from before. It's just that the last time anyone had patted him on the head like that had been Gramps. But surely, it was nothing but just a little reassurance. Leo was probably worried about him, as always, even if he didn't want the reminder. "You do? That'd be great, thanks."
[2016-02-11 1:14:08 AM] ₍₍ ◝(•̀ㅂ•́)◟ ⁾⁾: Well he said so. Sorey had always been that way- a candle in a dark room, giving light and warmth. And he wasn't about to let Sorey forget that so easily.
He gave a nod, then reached into his pocket. "For my knee." he said. "I think it was... in my second year. Guy with a crowbar wanted to take me down, so..." He made a cracking sound with his mouth as he fished out the painkillers, knocked four into his hand, and held them out to Sorey. Perhaps... four wasn't a healthy dose. It was what he took though. "Rain always screws with it."
... Curious as he was about Sorey's injuries, Leo would not pry... wasn't sure he wanted to pry, honestly.
[2016-02-11 2:03:00 AM | Edited 2:11:02 AM] Cherry | ofelysia: "Ouch," Sorey winced in sympathy at the story, wondering at just the casual way it was said. Two years ago, Sorey had still been in school and training, the stress of catching up to an unfamiliar field settling down into a manageable pattern.
He reached out to accept the painkillers, pausing a little at the number. He usually didn't take any, not out of any real reason except he just didn't have the habit, but this didn't look like normal dosage for someone half his weight. Decided not to comment, grabbed his water bottle and downed them all. "We really could have picked a better city to live in then, huh?" Really, it seemed like it was always raining around here. Which is a shame, Sorey didn't much mind the rain itself.
[2016-02-11 2:05:46 AM] ₍₍ ◝(•̀ㅂ•́)◟ ⁾⁾: Leo smirked, replacing the pills in his pocket and letting his hands linger there. "I guess it'd have been better, all things considered. But you'd think with the Sibyl system, they could at least alter it a little." If they could control weather like they did, why wouldn't they make it sunny all the time? Ehh, rain was good for the environment, and he'd never minded it before. Irritating that he ached in it, but it was soothing.
He shrugged, finally looking over to Sorey. "Just carry an umbrella. And don't wear leather shoes."
[2016-02-11 2:21:55 AM] Cherry | ofelysia: "Sibyl's a computer. Great at calculations--" The uncertainty in weather forecasting was almost nonexistent since half a century ago, "but can't do much on it's own. That's why we're out on the ground right?" Though no doubt there was someone out there working on a weather machine, and no doubt advances have been made before, but probably nothing practical.
"Hard to work with an umbrella in hand." He turned his attention back to the half-filled form. "And how's your knee doing?"
[2016-02-11 2:27:00 AM] ₍₍ ◝(•̀ㅂ•́)◟ ⁾⁾: Pulling up a chair, Leo took a seat, crossing his legs over each other. His right leg was pointedly on top, the elevation doing a bit to ease the tension that had built there. He leaned back, crossing his arms and turning the chair a bit side to side with his base leg. "True, true. Ehh, maybe one day they'll figure it out. Or better still, they could actually make medicinal leaps to treat arthritis. That'd be the kicker."
He smirked, shrugging. "That's fair. But hey, maybe they could make a Dominator attachment for it. I dunno, could be a multi-million dollar industry." The next question was met with a flippant hand wave. "Fine. I'm used to it."
He shouldn't ask. He didn't want to ask. He was afraid prying if he did, but still, Leo looked sidelong to Sorey (did his trepidation show in his eyes? Quell it, push it down- Sorey didn't need to deal with his stupid anxieties--) "How about you? What's acting up? I'll help if I can."
[2016-02-11 2:33:51 AM | Edited 2:44:11 AM] Cherry | ofelysia: "Or, y'know, someone could invent raincoats," Sorey pointed out with a smirk, shifting again in his seat to ease the weight and pull on his shoulder, though no doubt something else would start complaining soon. Stretching out hadn't really helped much, unfortunately, and it was getting harder and harder to just stay still in his seat.
Finishing up the last of the form and sending it off, Sorey pushed back again from the desk, beginning to feel restless in his seat. He could hear the trepidation in Leo's voice, he knew, of course he did. Leo actually remembered what happened. "Ah, I'm used to it too." He's had four years to deal with it after all, and as far as anyone was concerned he'd made a full recovery. Changing pressure systems seemed to have a different idea. "Not much to do for it, but I'm sure the advil will kick in soon."
[2016-02-11 2:59:02 AM] ₍₍ ◝(•̀ㅂ•́)◟ ⁾⁾: Leo rolled his eyes. "Too easy," he balked. "We're better than cheap nylon, Sorey." Self importance was surprisingly easy to fake...
Ahh yes he recognized that unease. A lot of older Enforcers- people who'd been through massive trauma or suffered from serious arthritis- did that often. He shrunk a bit. Massive trauma... then it really was....
He lowered his gaze, nodding. "Yeah. That's.... That's good." He said. "... So what's next? Now that your um... reports done...?"
[2016-02-11 3:19:32 AM] Cherry | ofelysia: "Then maybe we should go for Kevlar." Unless Sorey picked up another one of the endless projects that seemed to be lying around, there wasn't much he could do about this one until his request went through. Hopefully shouldn't take too long, brief enough that he wouldn't have the time he needs to really dig his teeth into another file.
"Just gotta wait and I'll give him a visit as soon as possible." Standing up, Sorey folded his arms up over his head and stretched again. "I think I'm gonna take a break. Wanna come with?" He wasn't strictly in need of a coffee, but it makes for a good excuse to just get up and moving, and maybe the distraction would be good for Leo too.
[2016-02-11 3:31:39 AM] ₍₍ ◝(•̀ㅂ•́)◟ ⁾⁾: Leo chuckled under his breath. "That's one seriously expensive tarp." He said. And heavy, no doubt. He continued idly twisting his seat side to side, a nervous tick he'd developed in his years with rolling chairs. His hands remained in their pockets and he lounged, seemingly relaxed and lithe.
At least until Sorey stood. He watched him with an attentive quirk of his brow. A break.... "Sure, I could go for that." He stood with a small grunt, using only his core and legs to stand as his hands stayed where they were. "Where to?"
[2016-02-11 3:48:24 AM] Cherry | ofelysia: He didn't remember Leo being particularly fidgety. Neither of them had been, though Sorey didn't deal as well with being still for prolonged periods of time. Yet here they both are. Sorey was anxious to get going, and only remembered at the last minute to lean over and log out of the computer he was working at before heading out.
"Coffee? And I think Lailah brought some fresh egg tarts this morning."
[2016-02-11 4:10:39 AM] ₍₍ ◝(•̀ㅂ•́)◟ ⁾⁾: Leo never was fidgety before. He had a few neurotic tendencies here and there, but not twitching or nervous ticks. Now? Those were a bit more prevalent.
If Sorey hadn't logged him off, Leo would have. Contentious as always. Leo quirked a brow at Sorey's suggestion. "Coffee makes twitching worse you know." He chided. "Maybe hot cocoa or something. But the tarts I could be down for." Lailah always made the best baked goods. Given that he had no prowess with an oven, he commended that amply.
[2016-02-11 4:35:51 AM] Cherry | ofelysia: Down the hall they went, away from the work areas and the labs towards the recreational and living quarters. He was feeling better up and on his feet, even if some of his old injuries protested the movement it seemed overall it was getting better. Or maybe that was the advil working.
"True, sounds good to me." and considering coffee never seemed to do much for Sorey, it might not be great for a day like today. Really, he was much better about normally, but he just couldn't get comfortable right now. They were greeted by the smells of fresh egg tarts, as promised, when they finally reached the lounge. Oh boy that smelled amazing! So he's just gonna book a straight line towards the treats--
[2016-02-11 4:41:26 AM] ₍₍ ◝(•̀ㅂ•́)◟ ⁾⁾: Leo sure hoped the Advil was working. He had taken a few a little while ago, the soreness in his leg ebbing away. It was never that bad anyway, and not constant so he could manage. The worst was putting extremes on it- weight, pressure, effort. He just needed to be mindful, especially on jobs. He'd gotten better at it.
And Sorey's nose was guiding them as well as ever. Leo looked after him ruefully, shaking his head. "Got to respect a man who knows what he wants." He said with a smirk. The egg tart looked excellent, but he also was eyeing that croissant. ..... could he.... what else did he have to buy....?
[2016-02-11 5:09:32 AM] Cherry | ofelysia: Who could turn down freshly baked goods? Sorey's never been great at making sweets himself ( despite having a great love for them ) and the storebought stuff just couldn't compare. So he grabbed the tart, and went for a hot tea. "Hard to say no to some of the best treats in the city. Really, I wish I knew about Lailah ago." With everything picked out, he waited for Leo to grab his stuff before moving to pay and grab a seat.
[2016-02-11 5:16:16 AM] ₍₍ ◝(•̀ㅂ•́)◟ ⁾⁾: Leo nodded, quietly snagging a tart and a croissant. A hot cocoa also, just for good measure. He'd probably take part of it home for a snack later, so better to stock up.... he couldn't leave without an escort after all.
He slid into the seat across from Sorey, saying, "Well she's apparently been open going on a decade now. Guess we just never really noticed." Which was unfortunate. This was a quaint little boutique.
[2016-02-11 5:39:40 AM] Cherry | ofelysia: Sorey's already digging into the tart, and it's about as good as it looked. Still warm too. "I'm surprised she hasn't expanded in all that time," though she did seem to make good business here. They weren't exactly in an abandoned area of the city, and the hungry staff of the Ministry of Welfare alone could sustain a small place like this. "She's the one that leaves all those paper cranes around, isn't she?"
[2016-02-11 5:44:17 AM] ₍₍ ◝(•̀ㅂ•́)◟ ⁾⁾: Leo was a bit more reserved eating, but also was already into his tart. Yes, Lailah was literally the best there was. He nodded. "Yup. She's got a thing for origami and bad puns." The Enforcer quipped, leaning on an elbow lazily.
"She said she wanted to stay close." He added, pertaining to her expansion. "... no clue why, but she likes the PSB. All the larger facilities required both more staff and a significant distance." He took another bite, softly adding, "Keeps it homegrown. I like it."
[2016-02-11 6:00:55 AM] Cherry | ofelysia: Origami and bad puns. Well, he's seen a few of the latter already, though the first one he's picked up...it's a little crumpled up, and folded down flat to avoid further damage, but the little crane was still held in the new Inspector's pocket. A little more than just puns, it seems.
The way Leo talked about her though, there was a touch of something in there-- fondness? "Well, I can't complain. You sound like you know her well." Sorey has yet to have the chance to meet the esteemed baker face-to-face for long, but from their brief meetings and second-hand information, she seemed quite the gentle person.
[2016-02-11 6:06:58 AM] ₍₍ ◝(•̀ㅂ•́)◟ ⁾⁾: Yes he knew that. Leo had a fortune of his own, stuck neatly in the drawer in his room. So no, not always puns.... but the overwhelming majority were lame puns.
And Sorey wasn't wrong. It was assuredly fondness with which Leo spoke. Lailah was.... she was a massive pillar for him, whether she knew it or not. Zaveid, bless him, would shuffle Leo down here frequently during his early days, having caught the strange connection the two shared, eager to foster some relationship for Leo- he'd needed someone, even if just as a starting point. And Lailah had never failed any of them. She was a gentle, maternal woman who dealt Leo delicately, yet respected him enough to let him speak without placating or judging. It was important. She was, this place was important to him. he sometimes wondered if he was part of the reason she stayed...
What a stupid, narcissistic thought.
Leo looked up, almost bored looking, from his tart. "Hm? Oh, yes, Lailah and I have spoken from time to time." Often, extensive... "She's kind. You would like her, I know it."
[2016-02-11 6:24:30 AM] Cherry | ofelysia: He finished off the tart, and cupped the tea in his hands as he watched Leo. That was...interesting. His reaction to the topic, to this place. "I look forward to properly meeting her." Not only was he growing increasingly curious about the eclectic baker that left all those messages lying around, there was also a sense of gratitude. Whatever Leo had with the woman, from even this brief discussion, it was obviously important.
He blinked as his wristcom beeped, and Sorey quickly brought up the GUI holo. As expected, his request had been approved. Might as well, his legs were getting jittery again though the seats here were much more friendly on his aches than his office chair. "Sorry, gotta run soon. You almost done with those?"
[2016-02-11 6:44:03 AM] ₍₍ ◝(•̀ㅂ•́)◟ ⁾⁾: There was a small smile on his lips- that was what likely was betraying his fondness for their locale and baker friend. He gave a small nod. Yes, Sorey and Lailah would get along famously, he was sure.
The wrist com dropped the smile from Leo's face as he leered at it in accusation. Did it mind? They were having some time. But he needed to do his work, and Leo was entirely in support of what would get anyone out of that facility. He sat up straight. "It's fine. We can go."
[2016-02-11 6:50:48 AM] Cherry | ofelysia: Sorey nodded, and got up, grabbing his tea. It was a shame, they were having such a good time and Sorey hadn't expected things to go through so quickly. But the quickness of the response wasn't anything to lament if it meant getting the man in question the help he needs as soon as possible.
"You coming with? I could take you back up first if you want," he's not sure how willing Leo would be to visiting the detention center, and it's not like Sorey strictly needed an Enforcer with him.
[2016-02-11 7:02:12 AM] ₍₍ ◝(•̀ㅂ•́)◟ ⁾⁾: Leo paused at the offer. He.... loathed that place. More than anything he hated the detention facility. But....
"Sure. I'll go."
They were having such a nice time. He pushed to stand, grabbing his croissant lazily, his hot cocoa more carefully. "Let's go."
[2016-02-16 12:39:20 AM] Cherry | ofelysia: There were brief flashes of awareness, none which would last enough for him to really gain any insight. Nonsensical pieces of conversations, sirens, beeping --frantic, warning, pitched sounds-- and always this tightness in his chest, a weird sensation of floating, drifting farther and farther away from it all before the occasional sharp tug back. And then-- nothing. Peace, quiet, a drifting entirely directionless, anchored by a single point of warmth.
That point began to resolve into something clearer, more distinct and slowly the resolution of the rest of the world started loading back up. The vagueness sharpening in all his senses as more and more details resolved and he was aware of the bed beneath him and the weight of blankets and the distance ache that seemed no part of his physical body-- nowhere and everywhere at once. Somewhere the methodical beeping changed its rhythm, announcing his shift into consciousness but he didn't dare open his eyes just yet.
Sorey's hand squeezed weakly, something in his arm protesting the motion with a sudden ache. A hand, fingers wrapped around his, slender and callused and familiar. Why was Leo here? Why was he here...?
[2016-02-16 12:50:26 AM] (✿´‿`): Again. Damn it again. He'd almost lost him again, and it again was something that he should have prevented. The moron had lowered his weapon, had made himself not only an easy target, but a stupid one ( and through his panic, he would tell Sorey that when he woke up ). He had been mercifully unconscious when the both of them were brought in, his anxiety masked beneath a thick layer of unawareness and drugs as they worked to fix his shoulder. What a break that he had only been hit there; it could have completely debilitated his arm in an earlier time, but modern marvels in medicine made it only a minor surgery to repair. Otherwise, he was beaten, bruised, but nothing terribly out of the ordinary... for Leo, anyway.
And no way in hell was he going to stay down.
The numbness that seemed to linger for days following the stun were more irksome than painful. Apparently he wasn't supposed to leave his hospital bed- you could injure your shoulder more, they advised, or worse, if we missed anything underlying-- Yeah he didn't give a shit. HIs brother, how was his brother?
Significantly worse than himself, it had seemed. Two almost assuredly fatal shots in an earlier time, not to mention the substantial blood loss. They weren't blood relatives, and any offer of transfusion had been shot down. For good reason, but it made him angry no less that he was useless, powerless, helpless again as his brother laid under the heavy mantle of unconsciousness. He should have protected him. Wasn't that what he'd decided when Sorey joined the PSB? Leo wouldn't let it happen again, that he would keep him safe.
What a shit job he was doing.
So he would do what he could now. Sorey would recover with time, they told him ( a far more cheery report than he'd dared anticipate, given Sorey's blasted history ). But he was hurt, bad. He would need rest... much like yourself they had reminded, but as if Leo would stay down. It was just a quick jaunt down the hallway, and if a nurse didn't catch him... or if she caught him already asleep... they wouldn't separate them. He didn't want to be separate. He'd left him before... he wouldn't do it this time.
His right arm was in an irritating sling, but his left was still entirely useable, and his hand was wrapped as tightly as the snoozing Enforcer could manage. The position the Otter was sleeping in was in no way comfortable- leaned in a chair onto the tough plastic of the hospital bed ( shut up you could cover it in cloth if you wanted, but that was plastic and there was no convincing him otherwise ), his neck crooked at an odd angle, while his other arm hung limp in the sling. But he'd always been not only a light sleeper, but an infrequent one. And now he had even more of a reason to be quickly responsive to conscious interactions.
At the light squeeze, Leo's eyes fluttered open. Drawing a deep, rushed breath, he sat up straighter, half jumping out of his chair as Sorey stirred. "Sorey?" he said softly, his voice raw with disuse. He ignored the sharp pain in his shoulder from the sudden movement. Dare he ask-- "You awake? Sorey."
[2016-02-16 1:23:24 AM | Edited 1:34:47 AM] Cherry | ofelysia: The familiar voice and his own name snapped his attention into focus and he was suddenly painfully aware of his own breathing. Shallow, tight, delicate and it was dizzying just thinking about its constancy, as if he had to remain aware to continue breathing. No, that's not how it worked, but he could not pull his full attention away, just in case. Slowly, he cracked opened his eyes, blinking tears away from the stinging light and carefully, he turned his head to see the hand on his, tracing it up the arm to Leo's face.
In hospital scrubs, with an arm in a sling, Leo looked awful. Hurt, he had been hurt-- and something returned sharply to his memory. The loud BANG of a gunshot, Leo staggering from the hit to is shoulders, but that hadn't stopped him from retaliating with nothing more than an improvised weapon-- they were in a hospital. Leo had been hurt, Sorey had watched him go down-- an action he had meant to carry out but Rose had beaten him to the punch. And he, himself, stupid, stupid--
He didn't trust himself to speak just yet. He didn't want to interrupt his breathing, steady, methodical, necessary-- and he was beginning to remember the pain. So slowly, eyes wide, he nodded and gave his brother's hand another squeeze. Then concern, his glance going to his door, then Leo again-- should he not be resting in a bed of his own?
[2016-02-16 1:33:52 AM] (✿´‿`): His eyes opened, and suddenly Leo felt all of the mercy in the universe had blessed him. Just this once, he was actually obliged in his prayers, and he choked a small cough of a laugh in relief. Sorey... he didn't speak- no, he was in no condition yet to be properly speaking; Leo had been in that bed, in similar condition, and he remembered- the labor of breathing, the pain of existing that came with such wounds. He would not push him to speak. But the squeeze to his hand made his own eyes sting- thank God, thank heaven, whoever was letting this moment pass be blessed.
Leo momentarily pondered turning off the lights- they were garish, glaring and white in the gray and white of the room. Shouldn't they have turned them down anyway, given two people were sleeping? Honestly, the audacity of the nursing staff around here.... no respect, even for a damn Inspector. But he was reluctant to relinquish his hold. No, he was here Sorey; he'd failed earlier, but he was here. Did it count that he was trying...?
Likely not.
But he watched Sorey's eyes, quirking a brow. He was communicating, but... did he want Leo to go? Maybe to call for a nurse or something? But the nod of affirmation, the lingering way he'd looked at the sling... Oh. Of course. Leo gave a ginger smile, shifting so he could sit delicately on the edge of the bed with his feet in the chair. "Nah, I'm fine." he assured. "Really, idiot, you should just... just focus on yourself, okay?" How he loathed that sling. He didn't want to let go of Sorey's hand, but the desire to move his brother's bangs from his face grew. He didn't want him moving to do it, and they were getting in his eyes... "You need anything? I know this place pretty well," he joked, a small laugh in his voice. "Could probably sneak anything you wanted to you, you know."
[2016-02-16 2:00:30 AM] Cherry | ofelysia: He was still too fuzzy, too distant for this. Leo's little laugh, or cough, the show of relief-- Leo had been waiting for him while he was out. Again. He'd been hurt while his brother was forced to sit aside and watch helplessly-- this time, having had to go through extraordinary lengths to keep Sorey safe ( everything leo had done for him, and he was going to shoot his brother. ) I'm sorry, I'm so sorry for making you worry.
He was glad that the other understood his concern at least, but frowned in disapproval as it was brushed aside. I'm fine. Yet Sorey had seen his fight, his injuries, and the older was obviously also currently a patient in this place. The bullet to his shoulder hadn't been the only damage done, and Sorey couldn't help but remember the scene clearly, Leo fighting with a surprising, unfamiliar savagery, protecting him, always protecting his little brother even now. He was here to make things better, to help, but his ineptitude had nearly gotten them both killed.
He shook his head, shaking slightly as his grip remained as tight as he could on the other's hand but there was very little strength. That irked him, an almost ticklish, weak sensation in his arm that made him shake, frustrated him in his inability to do anything. He swallowed through the dryness in his throat, flinching reflexively at the motion as if expecting pain but it didn't come. Slowly, carefully, he filled a breath and pushed it out into what felt like an unnatural cadence, breaking the pattern of breathing to form a word: "S--so-rry" I messed everything up pretty bad, huh?
[2016-02-16 3:13:32 PM] (✿´‿`): Leo refused to retract his grip. So long as there was an ounce of pressure to it, so long as Sorey was holding him back, too, then he would not relinquish the hold. It was a tether between them, something that spoke clearly to the fact that he was still here, that he wasn't going anywhere as long as his brother needed him. Not this time, not again; he was stronger now. Not...by much, but given what the doctors had said, he had significantly more hope. So he just stayed planted, gingerly returning the squeeze of his hand as Sorey shook his head. Leo resisted the urge to advise him to stop, that he probably didn't really have the energy to emote even that much. Whatever Sorey wanted to get out, he should; so long as he wasn't hurting himself to do it, he did not want to reign the other in.
And he was shaking. Leo's throat tightened; it ached to see Sorey in such a state ( again ). If he'd been quicker on the draw ( no, he'd had orders, he couldn't have shot, and yet he should have ), or if he'd actively been on defense ( a better solution, one he should have been prepared for ), then this wouldn't have happened. To hell with all the bruises, the cracked ribs and semi-disabled rotator cuff. To hell with the concussion, healing with time as they ever did, or the severe brace on his right knee ( the straightened leg, but Sorey wouldn't notice that in his condition ). His condition wasn't what was important. With modern advances, he would be fine on the outside of a few weeks. Sorey, though...
He could have smacked Sorey for his apology. Don't snap, Leo, whatever you do-- so he bit his tongue, holding back the shout that almost escaped him by reflex. "You... Sorey, you have nothing to be sorry for." So much for him telling him he was an idiot and to be more careful. That would have to wait until he could properly smack him upside the head with a hardback and not worry about it going through him like tissue. "You got hurt. No one blames you-" Maybe a little, for putting the Dominator down in front of an armed and dangerous criminal, but that's more circumstantial than a blame of the incident at large.
Wincing, he fought his arm out of the sling. Yup, they had warned him not to move that, that it would hurt tremendously if he did ( moving parts within the arm were still settling, and they were still trying to remove a few shards of the bullet, which had gone to pieces on contact with bone ), but he was going to risk it. Ignoring the seething of his arm, he reached out and finally brushed aside Sorey's hair; not like Sorey could do it himself, and he.... he wanted to see his eyes. They were so vivid; even through the haze of pain and drugs and everything, it was not that look again- the one that haunted him, the listless look to the distance with no resolution or understanding, the one that Leo could still recall, still feared. The viridescent eyes still screamed that his brother was there. He was alive, and despite his fears and the sharp ache that came with seeing him this condition, he would be alright. And that meant everything to him.
He retracted his arm, begrudgingly sheathing it within the sling once more ( okay, that probably even looked like it hurt, but he was fine, he was always fine ). Leo smiled. "You just rest, okay? You'll be okay. I promise. No more sorry or whatever. You're alright. Just be careful." No acrobatics routines in the hospital room, okay, brother?
[2016-02-17 2:19:39 AM] Cherry | ofelysia: It was frustrating, not being able to get out everything he wanted to say. Words formed and slipped away before he could muster the strength to speak them-- and it took that, strength and willpower just to have verbalized that one word. Disrupting the rhythm of breathing at all was a daunting thought, as if he wouldn't be able to start back up. The weakness and lack of control over what was usually so simple was disconcerting to say the least, unable to even keep a proper hold back on Leo's grip. All in all, it didn't really help him get across that he was okay, because he really, really, wasn't.
He just wished Leo didn't have to see this, any of this, and Leo himself was in quite a state. Sorey stared at his brother as his apology was refuted, replying with a small shake of his head. Sorey knew he had messed this up, royally. He wasn't about to shirk that responsibility ( he hadn't wanted to kill her-- he'd just wanted to save her life somehow, but that failed and he got leo and himself hurt and caused so much distress to his brother-- ) and he was not about to let Leo shift that off of him. Maybe a discussion at another time; it was hard to argue in this sorry state.
His eyes widened as Leo slipped his arm out of his sling, and Sorey's hand twitched, a noise of protest passing his throat. His vision cleared up --he hadn't even realized it was partially blocked-- and he fixed a stern glare on Leo as he returned his arm where it should be. The injury was obviously still paining Leo, and a bullet wound was nothing to scoff at-- he shouldn't be moving it at all, let alone removing it from such support. In fact, Leo should be resting, in his own bed. Not here worrying over Sorey with a frankly idiotic disregard for his own wellbeing.
Sorey's going to be fine. He didn't feel fine, but better than he had any right to be considering the wounds he'd taken. Working up his courage-- just two words, just two little interruptions in the flow of breath he closed his eyes. "You too."
[2016-02-17 3:04:45 AM] (✿´‿`): "You too."
Too much effort; it took too much strain to make Sorey say those words. Leo's center of mass was relatively undamaged safe for the crack to the ribs ( which, frankly, even in this day and age, there simply wasn't much for ), but he felt his body ache just looking at Sorey. Leo's damage was more widespread. The severity though was benign compared to his brother's. Bruises, cracks- these could all be healed with ease and time. Sorey's wounds, however... Blood was not something you could just drain and replace with simplicity. And those shots...
HIs eyes were closed; he wouldn't see how Leo's lips flattened- purposeful, do not let them quiver, do not let that emotion surface while he could still be conscious-, how his eyes dropped, but he assuredly felt the slight tightening of his grip. Again, he was hurt again, and Leo just kept repeating it to himself. He'd let him down another time, and this time... well he wasn't sure which was worse. But this... this was too close to how he'd lost... how he had... The Enforcer's throat tightened. When he'd awoken, he'd demanded to see him, calm but adamant ( clearly not calm, any of the team would know that he was desperate, terrified, but the doctors had been so irritatingly patient with him, attempting to dissuade him from moving- as if ). He had needed to know, needed to see him. The idea of almost losing him once again...
Could he... could he take that?
He didn't want to find out.
A pained smile flit across his lips, and he huffed a small laugh. "Coming from you," he said softly, his voice light, quiet, an attempt to soothe and reassure. "Just look out for yourself, okay? Jeez... you'd walk off a cliff if someone didn't yank you back." But he was here now. And he would pull him back. Or whatever it took to keep him safe. No more hesitating, no more second thoughts. Next time Sorey was in danger... he needed to act as a brother before an Enforcer. Sorey had so many talents and strengths; his empathy included. That same weapon had pierced him through this time around. Leo needed to be mindful of that.
And so the Enforcer slipped from the bed, careful of his knee as he situated himself back in the chair beside Sorey. "Just rest. I'll be here."
[2016-02-17 4:17:21 AM] Cherry | ofelysia: He barely felt the shift in weight on his bed as Leo moved-- the disconnect between his senses really was starting to become more apparent the more aware he was, oddly enough. He really couldn't wait to get out of this bed, but while he hasn't heard anything on his condition yet, he had a sense that he won't be up and about anytime soon. There was still an awful lot of machines around him with their quiet mechanical whirls that he assumed was keeping him alive ( now that was a thought enough to make anyone feel fragile ), and he could see the line of the IV in the corner of his previous vision even if he had no sensation of where it must be inserted into his arm.
I'll be here.
Sorey's eyes opened again, despite the insistent tug on his consciousness. Being awake was exhausting, breathing took effort, and whatever was supressing what must be an excruciating amount of damage in his chest ( mercifully reduced to a dull, tightening ache ) dulled the edges of other things too. But he couldn't let it pull him under yet when it seems someone hasn't gotten the message. You too. That included resting. Both of them were in rough shape, no matter who was better or worse, they both needed to rest and heal. Sorey wanted to banter back, to debate, to scold, but it was all so beyond him for now.
But all he could manage was a continued, pointed glare.
[2016-02-17 4:26:40 AM] (✿´‿`): Comfortable wasn't a word Leo would use. Acceptable? Sure, that one would suffice for his condition in that chair. His back was aching from the awkward angle, his neck protesting to sleeping how he had been, but he would do it again and again if it meant lingering at his side. He could entertain himself anyway; an old book was laying on the floor where it had slipped from his lap ( an old, old author, one that had slipped through the cracks, but proposed a very interested differentiation to the events of the late 1900s ). He adjusted, carefully lifting it to where he could snag it with his feet. This was going to be difficult, but... he could probably manage to toss it to his lap and figure out the rest from there, right...? After all, Kazuo Ishiguro's fiction was worth the effort...
But a flash of green in his peripherals caught his attention, and he paused with this struggle to shoot a look at Sorey. "Well that doesn't look like sleeping." he muttered. Leo squeezed Sorey's hand softly. He wouldn't be able to stay awake long himself; he'd fallen asleep in earnest, after all, and that didn't happen often. But glare or not, Leo would not be budging from his seat. To go back to that room... it was not only away from Sorey, but on an entirely different floor. If something happened, who would be there to get help, or to help themselves if they could? The nurses rounds were only hourly ( hourly, honestly, the nerve of them; did they not know who this was? What could happen to him without their attention? It seemed incomprehensible to be so relaxed with his brother's care ), and if something happened in the interim?
.... he wouldn't leave him. Not again.
And so, with a hup ( and a small flare of pain in his side, his knee creaking against the movement ), he tossed the book to his lap. Perfect. Now... to turn the page... he'd been on 174....
[2016-02-17 5:07:43 AM] Cherry | ofelysia: At the squeeze Sorey gave the other's hand a tug and a continued look of disapproval fading into dismay as he saw that look on Leo's face. Stubborn as a mule since he was old enough to talk back, and probably even before then. Sorey was always the one who caved if it really came down to it, and without a good way to convey himself he could only watch with mounting frustration as Leo remained exactly where he is, and even trying a manoeuvre he should not be risking in his condition ( and what book was that... ? )
He made an irritated whine before closing his eyes again, trying not to be too upset-- he appreciated the sentiment, he appreciated Leo's worry and care and being here for him, but Sorey wished he'd just take care of himself for once. And here Sorey was, worrying his brother, causing him to push himself when he wouldn't be, having landed them both here in the first place.
Eventually his grip slackened, his breathing eased and slowed, tugged again out of consciousness. But the tightness in his chest that seemed new and separate from his injuries never relaxed, an underlying layer of tension and renewed doubts that would not be so easily dismissed by the haze of sleep and injury and drugs. This discussion ( could it even be called that? ) wasn't over just yet.
[2016-02-17 5:19:04 AM | Edited 5:19:16 AM] (✿´‿`): Leo heard his whine and returned it with a sardonic one of his own. That whine meant he was conscious, and that was not what he was aiming for. With a bit of finagling, he managed to position the book on his knee to where he could struggle only marginally to turn the page at the appropriate time. Finding his intended page took a bit more work, but he squeezed Sorey's hand while he worked. He ran his thumb over his brother's knuckles- just sleep, he wouldn't be long.
It wasn't that he didn't want to take care of himself. He simply knew that he could take care of himself were the need to arise. The IV was still in his arm if a nurse saw it fit to hook him up to fluids, his body battered but still capable of moving and treating itself. Sorey was stuck, though; so someone needed to keep eyes, ears, awareness on him. He could tend to his needs once Sorey was in a better state. And he was fine with accepting that. He just wished Sorey could see it the way that he did. Then again, his brother never had been a selfish sort... both of them were pretty blind when it came to each other, huh?
As the brunet's grip relaxed, Leo's did in turn, his eyes raking the page only half consciously as he paid more attention to the slow, slightly labored breathing, the rhythmic tachycardia of a healing heart that bleeped on the machinery. He breathed in as deep as he dared, sighing and reclining into the chair. They really needed to put more funding into these; even as far as recliners went, this chair sucked. But he took it over the plastic chairs of the Enforcer rooms. His adjusted his grip to be more comfortable, leaning a bit to the side to rest his head on the bed. See? He told you- he was staying, but he didn't have to stay strictly conscious right? There, at least marginally, Sorey was still getting what he wanted as Leo allowed the exhaustion to return, the mantle of sleep draping over him quicker than he was accustomed to.
[2016-02-17 10:13:58 PM] Cherry | ofelysia: When he came to awareness again for the umpteenth time later, Sorey was starting to get tired of all this. Despite the endless amount of sleep and rest, he still felt tired, sore, and a familiar restlessness immediately settled into his limbs. He took a deep breath --easier now, still oddly tight-- carefully stretching out the best he could without disturbing the various monitors and the IV. He resisted the urge to try and sit up, but he was getting antsy, restless, uncomfortable with the continued lack of activity. Instead he glanced over at the other bed. Bless Rose, for having finally intervened after finding Leo sleeping in that chair, a habit Sorey had been helpless to break in his state.
His arm was kind of Sore, flopping out over the edge of his bed. Looks like Leo had kept his grip on their hands, again. With a sigh he sank further back in his pillow, trying to think of something to occupy himself with, doing his best not to fidget, but crossing his legs anyways, drawing his free arm across his chest, watching the lines above swinging from the motion, some monitor or another giving a quiet beeping-- in response, or is it just doing that?
[2016-02-17 11:17:27 PM] (✿´‿`): Leo really didn't understand what everyone's big deal was with him sleeping on a bed versus in a chair. ...okay yes, he could stretch his leg out more on a bed, which apparently encouraged the torn tendon to heal properly rather than tightened... and he probably needed to be more mindful of his shoulder... So he complained a bit less than he could have when they finally caved and brought a cot into Sorey's room for him. He was shocked they didn't just stun him and strap him to his bed; any other Division likely wouldn't have stood for the insubordination. But Zaveid and Rose... he was truly blessed.
And so he slept. Not really soundly, it had been much too long since he'd done that, but well enough, with his unslinged arm over the edge of the bed and latched to Sorey's. Okay, he didn't need to hold hands when he slept, but... if Sorey moved around, the movement would wake him up. His brother was his acting alarm, and that was just that.
So when the other began to fidget, Leo's eyes opened a sliver, immediately roused. He tried not to look disappointed that he was awake; after all, he really didn't mind waking up. He was more uncomfortable at how unsound Sorey seemed. "You know the machines always do that, right?" he said, following Sorey's eyeline for a moment before settling back on him. "Nothing so interesting."
[2016-02-17 11:30:01 PM] Cherry | ofelysia: And of course Leo would wake up at the drop of a dime, and Sorey would have preferred not to disturb the other's rest at all but staying still was becoming increasingly difficult. He was bursting with energy and restrained motion, all of which took his willing, conscious effort. Nothing is really stopping him from just sitting up and getting off the bed after all.
He tore his gaze from the monitors ( his heart seemed okay, a little fast but he was antsy. breathing was fine, blood pressure a little weak, his hue a slightly hazy blue but well within healthy regulations-- ) to Leo's voice, no longer hiding his fidgeting as he stretched his legs out straight again, pulling his free arm across his torso. Man, stretching just didn't seem to help at all.
"I know," he sighed, enjoying the easy way the words made it to sound. "There's nothing interesting here. Do I really have to stay another two weeks?" Don't inflict such cruelty on him, please.
[2016-02-17 11:38:15 PM] (✿´‿`): Leo smirked. That was Sorey- constant motion and constant activity. Even before, he'd always been the one that wanted to do things; it was fortunate for him that Leo was always willing to keep up with his shenanigans, but when it came down to it, the older actually didn't really incite such endeavors. Leo watched him fidget with a thinly veiled fondness. Two weeks to Sorey was probably a torturously long amount of time; to Leo, it was a vacation.
He gave a small nod. "Yup, at least." he said, his adopted tone nearly that of an adult telling a child a ghost story. "If you're lucky, you'll be out then." The Enforcer grunted as he sat up; the aching in his ribs was still there, but it was hardly the sharp jabs that it had been before ( doctors would insist that the bed was the reason he was healthier; he figured it was the time ). Leo shifted his grip, giving Sorey's hand a light squeeze. "How're you feeling?"
[2016-02-17 11:55:55 PM] Cherry | ofelysia: It's not like he couldn't sit still. For a bit. Like maybe the length of a book. But all this time, weeks, literally just lying around in bed? He's going to be weak as a puppy for a while afterwards too with how inactive he'd been. Just the thought made him even more fidgety.
He glanced at Leo with concern as the older sat up-- it still looked painful, and he shifted himself higher up on his pillow so he could see his brother better. The scooting motion was harder than it looked, with him still unsure of just how much motion he was allowed.
"Honestly? Like I want to run a marathon." He shook his head with a groan. "Or at least go for a swim."
[2016-02-17 11:59:45 PM] (✿´‿`): Motion was not allowed, Sorey, and Leo stifled the urge to scold him for adjusting when he realized that, well, he had moved first. Come on, Leo; model appropriate behavior. He had been there before, anyway; even for someone as content with inactivity as he was, it was maddening to be bedridden. But it was for the best; weakness and so on aside, Sorey's body needed to heal. So... bed it was.
Leo crossed his left leg under his right, leaning forward and smirking. "I don't think we can get you clearance for either of those," he said, then sighed wistfully. "Though a nice swim could be good..." Not for either of them, really; between Sorey's torn whatever inside and Leo's shoulder, the water was soothing, but the engagement of the body was not so. Perhaps next week... He quirked a thin brow. "Want me to get us some books or something?" Not that walking was terribly good for Leo, either, but at least he could without doing extreme damage...
[2016-02-18 12:09:43 AM] Cherry | ofelysia: "Worth a try asking," he pouted, eyes going back to the machinery because there wasn't much else to do except stare at the changing numbers and rhythmic fluctuations of lines and colours that did nothing but tell him he was fine. Fine, but not even allowed off his bed.
"You should be staying in bed too," Sorey scowled at the suggestion. "If someone sees you walking on that knee again, you're gonna get us locked in here."
[2016-02-18 12:16:11 AM] (✿´‿`): Leo pointed ruefully to the nurse call button- a little remote on the far side of Sorey's bed. "Then call and ask. I would make you a bet, but I don't have much to wager." He followed Sorey's eyes, staring listlessly at the machines as well. At least Leo didn't have to get hooked up. All of his damage was more aesthetic and inconvenient than life threatening; even the amount of blood he'd lost had been... well not negligible but hardly life threatening. A few days of anemia and he was acceptable on that front... Sorey though....
He fought the way his heart leapt painfully at the thoughts, turning back his attention again to his brother. "Not if I use those goddamn crutches." he mumbled, glaring at the offending devices that were propped against the doorframe. "Torture devices...." He hated those. And he could walk just fine; painful, sure, but how else was he supposed to heal and move on if he couldn't even get accustomed to the pain? It seemed counterintuitive. Leo just needed to strengthen what had been damaged; it was like tearing your ACL... Though using crutches with only one good arm... which was on the same side as your good leg... it was a little challenging. "No one'd stop me if I had that."
[2016-02-18 12:26:28 AM] Cherry | ofelysia: "You really think they'd go find us a book if I called?" More likely remind them that they had access to e-books, which included a rather large selection. Which, of course, the brothers aren't as enthused about.
"You hate walking on that thing, and you shouldn't if you don't have to," and Sorey would rather his brother didn't. "Let's just put on a movie." A good one. No sharks this time.
[2016-02-18 12:29:36 AM] (✿´‿`): Leo looked at Sorey, then the call button. The nurses were really sick of him asking for books. The hospital boasted a massive library of ebooks ( for our patient's leisure they had reminded him pointedly ), and he was not as impressed. Edited, changed, and all around not his genre, he didn't want ebooks. So he sighed. "Likely not."
And he wasn't too keen on the crutch, no. He glared at it. So. A movie then. "Alright, but you have to pick." he insisted, laying down on his side carefully. "No documentaries. I'm not risking you pulling out another Open Water on us."
[2016-02-18 12:41:58 AM] Cherry | ofelysia: Yeah, he didn't think so. The nurses are probably already at their wit's end with the patients from this room, though Sorey was a little better at placating them. Despite how much it drove him nuts, he wasn't doing anything overtly against their advice, though one could argue that he had less freedom to do so given the extent of his damage. So he reached for the holo controls with his free hand, thinking a moment before typing in an ancient animation company's name.
"No documentaries, got it." Hitting his choice, he scooted back onto his pillow a little farther with a grin. He'd found this little gem called DreamWorks only two years previously, and this one was probably their best work despite being one of the older ones...
[2016-02-18 1:20:34 AM] (✿´‿`): Leo flipped to lay on his back, his lavender eyes raking across the room and to the holoscreen projection before rolling at the title he typed in. "Seriously this again?" he said, a laugh in his voice. Okay, so they'd watched this enough times that he felt it completely fair to make fun of it. Sorey seemed really fond of this one; How to Train Your Dragons was a movie that was just outside of Leo's realm of interests. Animated films had their own charm from time to time, even the older, more primitive ones, but this one...
"Hiccup's going to get eaten this time." he joked. "I've seen it. They rewrote it for accuracy. Just prepare yourself to cry like a baby."
[2016-02-18 1:37:03 AM] Cherry | ofelysia: "You let me pick!" Sorey laughed, settling down as the title screen started. The animation was absolutely primitive, cheap and plastic looking, but there was a charm to the movements of the characters and the way the people of the 20th century depicted an era centuries before theirs, adding a fantasy spin-- and despite it all, the story itself was charming and applicable no matter the era. The acceptance between two groups that had previously been separated by nothing more than fear and prejudices.
"He's not gonna eat Hiccup, you're missing the whole point of the movie!" Man, he wishes he could reach across the bed to elbow Leo in the ribs.
[2016-02-18 3:58:21 AM] (✿´‿`): "A miserable mistake," Leo griped. He sat up again to sit cross legged- an innocuous gesture that earned an unconscious hiss at its abruptness. Right- ribs, knee; fast movements were ill advised. But he ignored it, plowing ahead with a grin. "I'm not missing anything except a secure tether to reality. This Burke place isn't even recorded in the time that Vikings existed. Hell, not even a single Viking burial. I thought the lilo was the fun part."
[2016-02-18 4:41:19 AM] Cherry | ofelysia: Sorey's attention to the screen was instantly taken by that hiss of pain at his side, and he looked over to see Leo sitting up, his motions too quick and involving too many injuries to be advised. He might no longer need the brace anymore, but Leo's knee still shouldn't be strained any more than necessary, and ribs were likely still tender. Sorey could still see so clearly the attacks that had caused those injuries, and with a pang, missed Leo's comeback entirely.
He'd never been given the chance to properly apologize. The last time he had barely been able to voice all the complicated emotions he had surrounding the event, so once again-- "I'm sorry about what happened." He resolutely left his attention on his brother.
[2016-02-18 4:51:41 AM] (✿´‿`): Well that was hardly the banter he'd been expecting. No immediate shoot back about how lilos were not historically accurate to the canoe-like boats used in burials, not discussion of pyres or, more likely, insistence to "shut up and enjoy the film", but instead....
Leo's smile slipped immediately, his lips forming a flat line, but his brow creased in concern. Sorey... "Shut up." He said. "You don't have to apologize to me. My actions were my own. You didn't do anything to me." He paused, then continued, "Shouldn't have put the Dominator down... But I'm sure Rose's already given you an earful about that. So..." Leo waved a hand flippantly, suddenly very focused on the screen. He mentally tallied his injury list, assessing the root cause. Most of what he came up with was Forton, and the final pang was himself ( thank heavens Rose had appeared when she did to keep Sorey from... from having to.... ) With a sigh, he said, "I should apologize though. For my behavior. I.... It never should have gotten to the point where you had to aim at me. So... sorry."
[2016-02-18 5:04:00 AM] Cherry | ofelysia: Leo's response was about as much as he'd expected, given their last exchange on the matter when Sorey had barely been aware enough to argue and clarify. He hasn't had much time to think on events, and what had happened, but he didn't need to know where the fault lied. On Forton, who had been so quick to resort of violence but that had been due to their actions, pinning her down, challenging her with weaponry and hostility of their own. And then there had been Sorey, who had not judged the situation as he should have ( and claim all the lofty intentions one wanted-- part of it had been his unwillingness to shoot a target marked for death ) and put not only himself in danger, but everyone else as well. They were both paying for that right now, and the rest of the team for their absence.
"If you hadn't taken her down, we'd both be dead." Sorey shook his head adamantly-- it had been terrifying, seeing Leo like that. But-- she still had the gun, she had still been fighting back with full intent to kill and Leo had suffered for it. "I forced you into that position. You did what you had to."
[2016-02-18 5:12:39 AM | Edited 5:12:45 AM] (✿´‿`): Okay, so they were doing this then, apparently. Leo propped himself up on his good elbow. So much for pretending to be interested in the film. He glowered at Sorey, a brow cocked. "Rose was right behind us." He said. "I could have held position and you'd have been fine, I'd have been fine, and it would have gone down the same." He sighed. "Besides, I didn't take her down, I...." Brutalized her. He hadn't know he was even capable of such levels of violence, but....
He guessed that was what made a latent criminal what they were. No one knew.
His eyes had sunk a bit in thought before he looked back up. "You did what you thought was right. Sucks that it didn't work out, but that doesn't mean you were wrong for... for trying to- show someone mercy...." And that was it, wasn't it? Sorey was trying to demonstrate mercy, to spare her. Why was that wrong? He wasn't cut out for this job, damn it- he shouldn't have even been here in the first place except--
He was staring, lavender trained on the stark white of the tile floor. Damn it he hated gunfire. "Let's just call it what it is and be done with it, okay? Wallowing doesn't look good on you."
[2016-02-18 5:28:14 AM] Cherry | ofelysia: Yes, they were doing this, because Leo was doing that thing where he's trying to put things on him he absolutely shouldn't be. Leo had been trying to protect Sorey, in whatever way he could, and with the Dominator taken out of his hands-- it still scared Sorey, to see what his brother was capable of but it had been...the only thing that could have been done. It hadn't been pretty, but what in this job was?
"Could have. But we don't know. She had a gun, Leo. She would have gotten at least another shot on me if you didn't stop her." He still remembered the sound of that shot, and he couldn't remember if that had been the one Leo had taken in the shoulder, or the one after that. The first few moments after he hit the floor had been the haziest, full of pain and shock and a irresistible tug towards unconsciousness. "I'm not wallowing, Leo. I just...wanted to apologize."
Owning up to his mistakes. Thinking a lot about just what his offered mercy had been worth. What had been all the risks and costs he hadn't considered? "I screwed up, and everyone's paying for it. I just don't want you to think that it was your fault, in any way." Not again, not for this.
[2016-02-18 5:38:36 AM] (✿´‿`): Leo's eyes did not lift from where they were solidly boring a hole in the tile ( real tile, none of the linoleum crap they had two floors down ). "You were a passive target." Leo amended him. "She wouldn't have aimed at you either way. She was trained. You know where she shot me? That was a disabling shot. She knew what she was doing. If I had gotten down and waited, it would have been fine. If I hadn't lost my Dominator, it would have been better-" And if he had acted fast, acted on impulse and actually done his job as an Enforcer, Sorey wouldn't be in the situation he was in. That was his purpose- a shield, a physical line of defense that bridged the gap between law enforcement and criminals ( yet another tightrope; did that increase his footing or half it? A conundrum ).
He didn't have the heart to point out just how many rounds she had had left. Leo had been lucky she'd run out when she did. But he had no intention of hearing further apology. It didn't make sense. And it was not that Sorey wasn't responsible for his actions. It was....
"I did my job. Or tried to." He said sharply. "You don't need to apologize to me." Sorey never did, they were brothers, but more than that- "An Inspector doesn't apologize to an Enforcer. What I did was out of turn, and what I didn't do was unacceptable. Your only failing was that you cared, and I'm hardly going to fault you for that."
And he rolled onto his back, staring languidly, almost too relaxed ( distance, remembering words he'd heard before, his place, his job, it was different now so just accept it Sorey, you're okay, this is okay, you can rely on him ) as he crossed a leg one over the other. His free arm slipped behind his head. That was all there was to it.
[2016-02-18 6:03:47 AM] Cherry | ofelysia: Yes, she was trained. That had been obvious when she had taken her shots, accurate despite her mental state. She had been cornered, frantic, spouting nonsense, yet her hands had remained steady and methodical in putting those bullets into Sorey's center mass. Sure, not an entirely impressive shot given the range involved, but under the circumstances...she knew what she was doing, and that made her all the more dangerous, all the more reason things could have ended up even worse.
The way Leo spoke of Inspectors and Enforcers never sat well with Sorey. It should change anything between them, it shouldn't matter outside of a mission, when differing roles shouldn't extend past the field. "Fine, then let me say thank you for protecting me, and being here with me all this time." Sorey hadn't woken up on his own this time, and as much as it worried him that Leo hadn't been getting the rest he needed, he appreciated the presence.
"Leo, you make it sound like it's your fault no matter what happened. I made a bad call--" Something he still had to wrap his head around; it didn't feel wrong-- surely, there could have been something, any way to have resolved that situation without a loss of life or all this unnecessary suffering. If only the Dominator wasn't locked to lethal eliminator ( he'd been too nervous to point it at her, let along pull the trigger... ) then maybe... "--so don't put it all on yourself. You have a habit of doing that, you know."
[2016-02-18 6:18:08 AM] (✿´‿`): Leo closed his eyes. Sorey had listened to him; it was only fair that he extend the same courtesy. At his gratitude, though, Leo was surprised that he felt the same degree of flippancy. "You would do the same for me." He said. It wasn't curt or dismissive; just fact, a he felt a smile curl across his face at the thought. There was no doubt. "Though it'd be nicer if we didn't have to. Just... be more careful." Always more careful. Leo wouldn't be abandoning him- not now, not ever.
At the next statement though, the irritation returned. "There it is- you made a bad call." He repeated, his voice low. "It happens, Sorey. Don't beat yourself up over it. Everyone does it." He almost smirked, but stopped himself. "You know Zaveid let a bomber go? Rose was pissed, but he talked too long, got a flare to the face, and the guy got away..... ended up bombing an apartment building." It had been a serious misstep, probably the first ( and only ) time he'd seen the man truly reticent. ".... so believe me, you aren't alone in screwup. This won't be the last time either. Next time, just...." What could he say? He didn't want to tell him to shoot- never Sorey, never put that on him, but...
"Next time, let me handle it. Okay?"
[2016-02-18 4:52:52 PM] Cherry | ofelysia: Would he have done the same for Leo? There was no doubt that he would have done anything in his power to have kept his brother safe, but their methods would have differed. Sorey's not sure what he could have done in that situation, but he could not imagine taking up arms-- that had been the issue in the first place, had it not? He wasn't sure if it had been him, they'd have gotten out alive.
Leo's next words and reassurance though took him by surprise, hearing his brother try to absolve him of what had happened. It wasn't easy to just accept-- no matter what, it wasn't okay that people had gotten injured, and he should have known better. There had to have been a better way ( though frustratingly enough, nothing was coming to mind in a way he could accept. ) And there Leo was again, trying to take the weight on himself-- just let him handle it. Well...was that wrong? Leo would know what to do better than he, so maybe he should have trusted him in the first place. But that option didn't lead anywhere he wanted either. Forton would have still died, likely, and Leo would take that blood onto his own hands.
"I'm not just going to forget about it either." There was a difference between wallowing, and accepting his failings. If only he knew what that was, how things could have gone differently. He could hear the unspoken thoughts Leo had, the unwillingness to entertain those thoughts of letting Sorey take a life. They're always told that a kill by the Dominator isn't their kill, but these two boys aren't quick to accept such thinking. "I'm just still trying to sort it all, that's all. But thank you, I appreciate it."
[2016-02-18 7:59:13 PM] (✿´‿`): Leo sighed softly through his nose. That was Sorey, all right; unable to just let a sleeping dog lie. Perhaps Leo was more transparent than he'd realized. That Sorey had seen through him so candidly was disheartening, but he didn't seem to reject anything that Leo told him at face value. Letting the Enforcer handle the dirty work was practically in the job description, and teaching the Inspectors the phraseology needed to keep their Psychopass clear was akin to that. More than anything- his health, his hue-, he needed Sorey to be alright. So armed or not, blood on his hands, mud on his name, Leo would do what it took to keep him safe. He knew that much.
"Good, don't," he replied as Sorey claimed not to be about to forget this. This was the sort of experience that christened an Inspector, after all. Usually the injuries were more damn mild but it was the same concept. "And don't thank me. Someone has to maintain realism around here. If you're going to go flying, I'll keep my feet on the ground." Lavender hues cut sidelong to Sorey, a smirk on his lips. "Go ahead and sort it out, but..." His expression muted some, less amusement than fondness, a respect that could not be conveyed in words clear. "... don't lose that light, okay?"
He'd do what he had to to maintain it.
[2016-02-19 12:26:37 AM] Cherry | ofelysia: Maybe that was a difference in their roles now. They had different jobs, were trained for different things, and that he could accept but the thinking and reasoning that seemed to come with the disparity he would never approve of. Sorey would likely never be as good as an Enforcer right in the fray, lacking not only the experience but the kind of mindset that would let him do what had to be done in a violent context. That's just-- part of what made up their crime coefficients, wasn't it? But his job was to complement and work with the Enforcers on these investigations, for the greater good, for the public's safety. He was more than just a handler who'd sit back and let the Enforcers do all the work. They were partners.
Someone has to maintain realism around here.
Don't lose that light. Sorey gulped, having heard those words before but in very different tones. Discouragement, a persistent Medea who loved him but never supported him in the way Gramps always did. Idle comments, that visit from Rose during his last year-- little things, like a constant trickle wearing away what he tried so hard to build up, but always spun in that positive light that was hard to turn down. He was too soft hearted for this job-- and here Leo was, echoing that, telling Sorey that he wasn't the one being realistic but his brother wanted to protect it nonetheless.
"I won't." Whatever it was that Leo and so many others saw in him, he knew it was precious and he would not give it up without a fight. It was just who he was, what made him him. "But Leo, please be honest with me. Do you think that's holding all you back? What do you think about me being on the team?"
[2016-02-19 8:09:30 PM] (✿´‿`): Leo was looking at his arm again, or rather his arm was slung over his eyes. Leo was not exactly easy to crack- his circumstances were trying, and he'd been told countless times that to make it as far as he had took a tremendous amount of resilience, even if he didn't quite buy it-, but Sorey... he seemed unbreakable, unshakeable. Sorey was a rock where Leo was the tide, ever moving and changing, but while its intensity ebbed and flowed, it was just the same a constant. However, as the tide broke repeatedly against that shoreline... could the rock hold...? It was something that scared Leo. Could he... really be okay for Sorey...?
His fist tightened just before he heard Sorey's question, and he peeked over again to pay attention. Holding them... back? Leo tut his tongue a bit before sitting up- again, too quickly, he really needed to take more heed of his own injuries. Sorey needed to see the severity in his expression, the honesty that he was about to give, because while Leo was in no way a duplicitous individual, there were few he could be so candid with as Sorey. And he intended to be very candid. He paused, considering how to phrase it, and then said, "You shouldn't be here. You never should have. Everything about you is... well, you're the knife at the gunfight." Well, that was an analogy... He shook his head. "However... that doesn't take away from the fact that... even though you may not be another Rose... You have plenty to offer the team." He sighed. "You aren't holding anyone back but yourself with that kind of thinking. Rotten luck- that's what's holding you and all of us back. Seriously, you've had a string of it. But that doesn't mean you haven't found a briar patch and made a home here."
You're just where you belong, Sorey. Whether Leo liked that or not was up for debate, but... "Don't be so hard on yourself."
[2016-02-20 4:21:14 AM] Cherry | ofelysia: Sorey would be fine. That was a constant in his life he rarely doubted-- that he will be okay. Life keeps moving forward, things get better. Perhaps it was exactly that lack of anxiety was why he would be okay, his psychopass fluctuating as much and any others' with the events of the present but always returning to normal, his Crime Coefficient about equal with a standard civilian rather than someone who worked in criminal investigations. So he'll be fine, Leo.
He closed his eyes, his fidgeting receding as he listened to Leo's frank honesty. He appreciated it, he really did, as he heard at first what he had feared, the root thoughts behind his rare anxieties-- that he had come to his current position out of selfish reasons and was imposing a cost on those around him. This job wasn't something he would ever take lightly with its importance, and if he was getting in the way then it would not be a minor misdeed. But it was true that there wasn't much point doubting himself now when he has already committed-- he just should always strive to be better. This whole fiasco had been a mistake, yes, and he was determined to figure out just what that was. Something to learn from, if only he knew what the lesson was.
"You're one to talk," he sighed, his eyes opened again to stare up at Leo who had once again taken his motions faster than he should. Sorey did envy Leo's ability to actually sit up at the moment, and ah-- here comes the incessant need to keep moving and stretching and do anything but lie still once more. "Do you think there was any way we could have saved her?"
[2016-02-20 4:28:55 AM] (✿´‿`): At the playful admonishment, Leo looked away, clearing his throat with a hint of embarrassment. He was out of his head, okay? Remembering injuries was harder when they didn't hurt constantly. And he could see the fidgeting, Sorey. Carefully, Leo hopped onto his good leg and breached the small gap between them, plopping down on the bedside with a slight bit less grace than normal. There Sorey. He didn't step on his injured leg. His ribs were none to happy, but he was.
At his question, Leo leaned a bit against him ( careful, mindful of his damage ). "No." He said softly. "No, that was.... she was too far gone. Looking at the whole picture..... Rose did the right thing."
[2016-02-20 4:55:32 AM] Cherry | ofelysia: Even if they weren't hurting constantly, you'd think one would remember where they'd gotten themselves shot and beaten to the point that he had been. Sorey tracked Leo's movements as the elder moved from his cot to Sorey's bed, the movement of the mattress and subtle shift of the covers an oddly stronger sensation than it should be for such small actions. He really couldn't wait to get out of bed and actually start moving, watching Leo do it with so much flippancy.
The pressure of the other against him had him reflexively tense somewhat before relaxing again, trusting in Leo. He wasn't nearly as fragile as he had been a week ago, bones tender but mending, all his organs functional mostly without help and could take more than a little nudge and weight. He just had to remind himself of that, after having felt so delicate recently.
Rose did the right thing. So Sorey's situational judgement had been wrong then. He had thought he could talk the target down somehow-- and even now, he wondered, if they had only been able to stun her, if they could have helped her. Or just gotten her locked up for the rest of a very miserable life, her psycho-pass never recovering. It hurt just to think about the futility of the scenario. He squeezed the other's hand with significantly more strength than when he had first awoken.
"I guess so." It still didn't sit well with him, but-- it was the only thing to do, was it not? "I shouldn't have doubted your judgement. I need to accept these things as they are."
[2016-02-20 5:11:24 AM] (✿´‿`): Leo felt the tenseness, the way Sorey's hand squeezed tighter around his own. He returned it in kind. It was hard, he knew, to approach and understand these things. This was a side of the world that they really had never considered prior to it being shoved at them-- well, more Leo than Sorey, who had at least had a semblance of preparation. But studies and experience seldom aligned as true as one would hope to expect, so Leo's support would not waver.
At his words though, the Enforced shook his head. "No, no, no, go ahead- doubt my judgment." He affirmed. "I'm not always right. This one was just.... you took a chance and fell flat. It's unfortunate, but not worth deferring in the future." Next time, perhaps they could be spared; next time Leo's finger moved to squeeze the trigger, perhaps they would be able to talk instead. Don't lose that light, Sorey. "Don't be afraid to try. Just...... You know, use a bit more judgment." He smiled. "It's a balancing act. You'll figure it out. Just keep it up."
He paused. "Unless you really intend to fall behind..."
[2016-02-20 12:49:44 PM | Edited 12:51:50 PM] Cherry | ofelysia: People really do lived sheltered lives these days, that the kind of situations and dilemmas faced in this job would hardly be a thought to most. That's what made so many susceptible to the slightest stress-- and what made people like the boys who had violence in their history that made them all the more suitable to face such things head on. There's no use articulating his dreams if he refused to look at reality; he just had to know where to draw the line between idealism and reality while ever pushing that line to encompass as much of the latter within the former as possible.
"But you are more experienced than me, and you've always been sharp." While Sorey's lived with a good intuition and strong gut feelings, Leo had always been the one who could pull Sorey back from blindly walking off an edge. "So don't sell yourself short. I'm not saying I won't think for myself, I guess I just...need to remember I have you with me again, is all." Too long he'd had to watch for his own ledges.
A smile as he knocked at Leo's leg with the back of his hand, the closest he can manage to a friendly shove for now. "Don't count on it."
[2016-02-20 8:23:41 PM] (✿´‿`): Leo smirked. Good, Sorey was responding well; it didn't suit him to be unconfident. Sorey was meant to be self assured, and if Leo had to give him a little nudge, then he was more than happy to do it. "Experience comes with time." he said. "As much as I hate to admit it, you'll.... you'll be a vet in no time." Not something he wanted, but Sorey would probably feel more secure in his footing once he had some more time under his belt, a major case or two... It just took time.
He grabbed the hand that smacked him, shaking it a bit in the air. "Good. Wouldn't be any fun if you couldn't keep up."
[2016-02-20 11:37:44 PM] Cherry | ofelysia: Leo was still making it pretty clear he didn't want Sorey here, and he guessed recent events probably didn't do much to assuage those worries. This place wasn't somewhere either of them had ever dreamed of being five years ago, when they'd had such lofty goals in very different directions. But they're here now, by circumstance and choice, and they'll make the best of it.
He tugged his hand free, returning the smirk with another light smack. "Well I better get on that, stat. Sure you can't get me out of this place sooner?"
[2016-02-21 11:34:01 PM] (✿´‿`): No, recent events certainly had no endeared Leo to Sorey's place in such a dangerous institution, but he was slowly coming to terms with the fact that he was there. It didn't mean he had to like it, and he wasn't in the business of conjuring any illusion about the subject. But... he would be lying if he said it wasn't nice to have Sorey here with him. Beaten to pulp or not, his brother was within reach; as long as he stayed where Leo could be at his side, he would be at least more content than prior.
And Sorey gave him a slight whack, to which Leo smiled- not smirked or half grinned, but a real smile- as he pulled away a bit, a little laugh escaping him. "Were only that I could, Sorey." he said with a feigned mournfulness. "Alas, these two weeks will stretch you thin, but you'll be all the better for it." He reached over, patting Sorey gently on the head, a familiar, familial gesture. "You'll be alright. Just keep being fidgety for a bit longer and then we'll go swimming, huh?"
[2016-02-28 1:56:32 PM] Cherry | ofelysia: The target had panicked. Understandable, with the PSB inside the old medical facility to flush the man out. Ryuu Kokan's hue wasn't unreasonable, having been flagged by a street scanner onto just this morning but what was worrying was that the man's last checkup or passing scan had been more than two years prior-- clearly, something to hide. Coupled with his cloudy greenish hue, none of them doubted that pointing a dominator at the guy would bring some form of judgement.
They'd thought their target had been cornered somewhere in the opposite end of the facility at the moment, so Sorey had been entirely unprepared to be accosted several steps beyond the doorway into what seemed an old-- storage? He only caught glimpses of rows upon rows of oval pods taking up a vast room before sudden motion caught him in the side. A hand on his wrist, wrenching the dominator away as the man latched onto him and shoved him back with a terrified cry. It was a brief scuffle, and with a mix of surprise and bad luck, Sorey lost his balance and toppled back into-- an opened pod? The man had been waiting for someone to come through that door.
The Inspector was still trying to shake the bursts of colours from his eyes and scrambling to regain his bearings but before he could get back up something shut down tight above him. HIs head hit something solid immediately as he tried to sit up, and there was an ominous click just to his side. Slowly, his eyes focused again but unable to see anything-- arms raising and immediately stopped by solid matter only a few inches over his chest.
Slowly, very slowly, it dawned on him that he was trapped, his chest constricting ( calm down calm down calm down-- be methodical, use your hands, feel for a weakness, a latch-- stop shaking, stop scrambling for it, you're only making things worse-- ) when his wristcom beeped ( sparkles come in-- are you still in pursuit of the target? ) and he didn't know what to say, could barely breathe ( did he have limited air in here? no, no, don't think about that, breathe calmly, just-- breathe-- )
"H--he-lp!"
[2016-02-28 10:28:10 PM] (✿´‿`) | Adorkable Noodleo: Leo was at a loss. Why he was on this side of the premises was beyond him- well no, it wasn't; he was light footed and quick and if the man had any smart ideas about making himself scared through the alleyway that Leo now covered, those would be quickly negated with a quick jaunt and a steady aim. So maybe he did know exactly why he was over here. But he knew the man wouldn't come here; why would he when he had the perfect puzzle arena to work with within these abandoned buildings? If nothing else, he would utilize the structures within them to his advantage, not open himself out to the potential for attack in the streets... he should have been tagging with someone- Rose, Zaveid, Sorey, someone ought to have let him have their back. But an Enforcer followed orders, and he, Dezel, and Raven were made to make a perimeter instead. Corner and constrict, throttle the man's escape methodically and they would apprehend the target in due time.
But in the meantime, he was seriously just lolling around waiting for orders. Man these sorts of missions were a trial of patience, and Leo wasn't exactly known for his ability to stand still and wait. At least not so much anymore...
Sparkles, come in-- are you still in pursuit of the target?
Duh he was. Sorey was a dog with a bone when it came to targets, and he had a nasty magnet in him for always finding his target. Some people would call that a skill, a knack rather than the curse Leo construed it as; but with his overprotective streak and Sorey's constant desire to get himself hurt where Leo couldn't fix it... it was always a bit more concerning than anything.
"H--he-lp!"
As was that. Leo's heart dropped to his feet. Sorey. That pitch was not indicative of a good time and Leo was already moving before he knew his destination. He tapped into the line, immediately calling, "Sorey, where are you? What happened? Shiv, en route- where's he located?"
[2016-02-28 11:46:26 PM] Cherry | ofelysia: Sorey could barely find the button on his wristcom to allow his speech through a second time. Just a simple task seemed entirely beyond his ability to focus through a haze of terror, or within the scope of his shaking fingers but he managed to find hold again between the three quick gasps he fought down. Click, hold and set it to stay on. Harder than it sounded when his grip slipped for the second time off of it ( he didn't even think of how that would sound on the other end ) and he was fighting the urge to keep scrambling for some kind of give above. He was running out of time, he couldn't breathe and his chest constricted with pain as it worked to pull air down with no success ( yet paradoxically he shouldn't breathe so deeply, use up so much oxygen-- ) when finally the light on the wristcom indicated that he'd opened the channel.
With that task completed, he slammed both arms against the surface above him again, feeling no give and solid smooth material that seemed designed to withstand so much more than the feeble strength of flesh, restricted that he could not even put a semblance of force behind it. Breathe, breathe-- slowly. He knew the exercises, but he couldn't keep the counts straight in his head and his lungs heaved without his bidding and damn, his heart felt like it was trying to escape his chest so hard it hurt.
A question-- Leo had asked him a question, hadn't he? He could barely force the world out between panicked, struggling breathes-- "Tr--apped." His voice broke, pitched, and part of him wanted to assure the others that he was okay. Unhurt, just-- freaking out over nothing, but the fear that was squeezing the life from him was very much real.
---
"B2, west wing. Otter, you're closest so go get him out. I'm pinging you his last known location-- his current signal's getting scattered." Not that Rose thinks Leo needed to be told to go help his brother. "Sorey," She switched to using his name, something to more personal to ground him. "Just hang on. You'll be okay shortly. Everyone else, tighten the perimeter around Sparkle's position and be on your guard-- this bastard's not getting away from us."
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[2016-02-29 12:01:30 AM] (✿´‿`) | Adorkable Noodleo: And Leo was running, even well before Rose had sent over the location or given him the clear to go out and search for him. Sorey was in trouble, in danger from the sound of it, and his legs pumped faster than he had run in a long time. Light footed- he was quick, agile, thin and "ninety percent leg", Princeton always jested. He could clear the distance between him and B2 in no time flat.
If there was anything that could be more damaging to his calm than Sorey's signal being scrambled, it was the broken slams, the hitched and pitched sounds that came through a broken, turbulent connection that propelled Leo forward. He pushed the prompt to speak- scared, Sorey sounded scared and that wasn't normal, Sorey wasn't scared of anything, he was a complete dunderhead when it came to his own wellbeing and seemed completely unshakable so if he was scared- "Sorey! What's going on?!" he shouted, his own panic only thinly masked. He needed to get there faster, he needed to seal the distance so that he could save him- keep him safe, keep him safe, don't fail him again, he couldn't--
"Tr--apped."
The connection was open ( had he set it so that he didn't have to manually hit the button anymore? That was smart; keep the line available for communication ), and Leo could hear the ragged breaths, the obviously confined attempts to shifting as Sorey struggled to fight the word out. Trapped. He was trapped- beneath something again? And Leo stopped on a dime as if tacked through his feet to the floor. Ice crawled over him. Trapped... what if he was suffocating? Was he okay? Was he trapped as in restrained or had he-- again-- Sorey--! He was shaking himself, and not from the exertion of running. But every moment he sat here reliving that moment ( vacant expression, hand just out of reach, Sorey, Sorey answer me, come on, we're going to get you out of there, just hold on, just-- Sorey! ) was another moment he was failing him, leaving him there, so scared, so--
"Sorey, I'm on my way!" To his credit, Leo sounded far more in control of himself than he was. But whatever that bastard, as Rose had so delicately coined him ( and he agreed ), had done to Sorey, he wasn't getting away. There was a precious menagerie of things Leo could envision doing to someone that would harm a hair on Sorey's head, and to do this... And he was in a sprint again. Rose could see his location, zooming steadily closer and closer to B2 as if equipped with Hermes' own boots. "Sorey, just keep talking. What happened? Where are you? Are you alright?" Keep calm, try to comfort Sorey, keep him calm; panicking himself would do no one any favors, even if Leo felt out of his wits with fright. Sorey...!
[2016-02-29 2:13:29 AM] Cherry | ofelysia: They're on their way. They knew where he was-- roughly. But his mind went to the endless rows of these things he'd seen out in the room and what if they couldn't find the one he was in, what if they wouldn't be able to hear him past whatever confined him and-- none of his thoughts were helping quell the continued, overwhelming sense of terror, that he was going to die here. Already the air seemed stale, heavy, warm and the war he waged trying to breathe, trying not to breathe, the lack of control over any of it --too much and too little at once without his input was making his head swim. Weakly, despite the futility, he turned as much as he could, wedging his knee and shoulder against the lid of the pod, pushing-- still it didn't budge.
He collapsed back to the bottom, his chest so tight the pain was becoming sharp, his heart still thrumming uncomfortably against his ribcage as if it was desperate to punch itself through bone. He took several deliberate breathes-- still shaky, still interrupted by little involuntary gasps and it was almost frustrating that he could not accomplish something so simple as keep his voice steady-- "I'm-- 'm not injured." He probably wasn't painting a very good picture for Leo, given how strained and broken up his voice still was. But Leo would understand right? This has happened once before but it was so different, had only lasted a moment-- Rose had been quick to get off, and he hadn't been confined with what felt like a finite amount of air.
Focus. You're okay, you're just panicking. You're going to be okay.
Breathe. In, hold, out. He had to get himself back under control, and he resisted the maddening illogical urge to go at the cover above him again with full force-- as if he could ever break through using such desperate, primitive means. He had to think, had to focus, one hand curled in a tight fist against his chest as if he could hold his center together while his other reached up-- slowly, slowly, as steady as he could manage, running his fingers down the threshold between two materials. Find a latch, a weakness, a button-- there had to be some way to get out of this from the inside, wasn't there? "Got locked in something-- I-- I can't get it open."
[2016-02-29 2:32:13 AM] (✿´‿`) | Adorkable Noodleo: Leo practically groaned with relief as Sorey claimed not to be injured. It wouldn't carry over on the communicator, but it felt as if he obtained a second wind just from hearing that. Not injured- that meant he wasn't pinned more than otherwise confined. Okay, so he was... well not just, but just panicking, as compared to the macabre flashback imagery his mind had been conjuring. Sorey was alright, at least for now. He lifted his hand to his wrist, falling into a half slide around a corner as he continued sprinting. "Okay, it's- it's locked? If it's locked... just hold still okay? Don't panic- and waste energy- just hang tight and I'll be there." He was attempting to speak through the panting breaths as he ran, his throat raw and he pumped his legs faster, spurred himself on more and more, faster than he'd gone in his life he figured. It was cruel, unreasonably cruel, to tell him so candidly not to panic. More than anyone, Leo knew it was not that easy. But if Sorey kept calm, if he could hold out, Leo would be there soon.
He skid to a stop in front of lot B2, checking the doorhandles with an unnecessary amount of force. Nothing. Growling, he kicked the door. Still nothing. He was strong, but he was no tank like Dezel or Zaveid; he couldn't get that open with force alone. "Shit-!" he shouted, pressing the text function on his wrist com.
[ MESSAGE SENT: ROSE ] The door is locked from the inside, and no damn windows. Tell me you have a plan or a pipe bomb.
Switching back to the voice message, he started, "Sorey just listen to me, okay? I'm just outside. Give me... give me a couple minutes and I'll be there, alright? Just listen. Do you know what you're inside? Where about in the building are you? Any detail, just focus on that okay? Close your eyes, go back through what you just did. Breathe and tell me, okay? You're going to be all right." It was so hard to keep his voice as even as it was. Steady, attempting to be a lower register to convey a soothing sense of relaxation, something that would keep Sorey from becoming further agitated. Trapped.... he was confined and scared and it was a raw angst that shot through him as he again recalled just where that fear was spawned. Even if Sorey couldn't remember it, something in him knew, and that... it never should have happened. Never.
He blinked the sting from his eyes. Stop pitying yourself and do something of worth for once. he admonished. "Just chat, okay Sorey? Nice and easy, just give me a report."
[2016-02-29 3:32:37 AM] Cherry | ofelysia: Don't panic, don't waste energy. Calm down-- he knew this entire episode was just making things worse, that if he could just lie back and relax and think he could make it out of this unscathed or maybe even conjure up some logical means of escape. He was trying-- but his hand couldn't find purchase on anything useable, and illuminated by the faint light of the wristcom he could not see anything immediately within sight. However he could only reach so far down in his prison, confined as he was, and his fingers slipped off the line of rubber sealing somewhere down near his waist. He didn't want to think too much about that sealing. This thing can't be airtight, he'd be gone already, he tried to rationalize-- but he didn't know for sure and his head was still fuzzy, seemingly getting muddled more and more with each passing second. He brought his head back up to his chest, stubbornly swapping it for the other to try again on the other side. Something to focus on, just think about how to get out.
The loud sound followed by a curse snapped Sorey out of his deliberate motions, attention focused at the digitalized voice he now held just over his heart. Leo was talking, reassuring him-- his brother was almost here, they'll know where he is, they can get him out and with a gulp Sorey hung onto that, used it to build a flimsy shield against the train of thoughts and the next crashing wave of fear. "Some kind of-- medical pod?" It was an old medical facility-- made sense that this had been used to hold patients for some treatment or another. Something to help and to heal, not torture and kill. There had to be a supply of air somehow. "I came in from the south. Maybe-- third...? one down from the door. Room's completely filled with these." He could direct them, if they could not locate his. Breathe, be calm, remember that you're going to be okay.
"Target took me by surprise--" They'd thought the man was far off from this corner of the area-- apparently their perimeter strategy had holes that allowed the criminal to slip right past them without notice. "Unarmed. I don't know which direction he went." His breathing was still uneven, broken by involuntary, sharp intakes of breath but it was less painful to force the words past his constricted throat. He was still a knot of tension, every muscle coiled, shaking with the need to move beyond the confines of the space around him but unable to. He didn't know how long he could take this.
---
It pissed Rose off that they'd messed things up so badly. She didn't keep her line with Sorey up, as she had to direct everyone to make sure they properly boxed in and tracked down the man this time. But the snippets she caught of the Shepards' conversation told her exactly how terrified the young Inspector was. Nothing seemed to ever get to the kid, not like this, and it seemed almost inane that it came down to something so simple. If anyone else had been caught in the same situation, they probably wouldn't have been comfortable or happy, but most would have walked out of this with minimal damage bar a bruised ego.
[ MESSAGE SENT: SHEPARD ] There's multiple entrances, but I doubt you wanna waste the time testing them all. Use the dominator, this isn't time to worry about a little property damage.
[2016-02-29 3:48:33 AM] (✿´‿`) | Adorkable Noodleo: Leo listened carefully to Sorey, reading the return message from Rose in the mean time. Okay, Sorey was south; he was west right now, so not so bad. Take a diagonal path through the medical facility and he should be fine. But that message... "Use the Dominator..." he whispered, careful not to activate the wrist com as he did so. "On what, the door? It's not exactly an active target, Rose..." The Dominator only set to dematerialize aggressive inanimate targets- robots gone rogue on faulty programming or the like. Perhaps she could switch her Dominator to work like that, but his... at least he didn't know how to switch it. And he didn't really want to entertain the time finding out.
He stepped back, looking with stern countenance at the outside. No low windows, nothing that he could grab onto or easily shatter to get into, but... There. A vent. He could shimmy through that ( with that girlish frame that Raven so liked to joke his suit accentuated ). He just needed a lift in the form of-- yes, that cargo box would suit nicely. He hurried over to it, pressing the button to reactivate the communication line as he said, "Unarmed? Good. If he's still there, I don't have to worry about taking a bullet for you." He kept his tone as light as he could manage. He pressed his back to the crate and shoved, fighting to align it beneath that shaft he saw. "We've gotta work on your... situational awareness... thought you had a sixth sense or something, Sorey. Seriously you slept last.... night, right? I'm gonna get you coffee before every mission..." He spoke between shoves, panting a bit as he measured-- yeah, he'd projected that right. And it was in line with what he needed.
Crawling onto the box, he tested the grate-- rusted as hell. If nothing else, he could definitely use the Dominator for this. He smashed it against the metal ( probably not what Rose had intended ), and it groaned and bent under the impact. Just loose enough-- and--! Free, it clattered to the ground. "Keep talking, Sorey." he said. "I'm inside. Just.... talk about history. Tell me a story." And he weaseled into the vent. A tighter fit than he'd expected, but he would manage. He was slender and could still move his arms. Tight spaces didn't bother him. Just...
[2016-02-29 4:49:45 AM] Cherry | ofelysia: Eyes closed, focused on anything else, pretend there was nothing around him. Fingers clenched and unclenched, falling into little fidgety habits he'd developed while stuck in bed for weeks when he'd had to consciously restrain his own range of movements. It was hard when now almost anything he did was almost immediately met by a solid barrier. His knee banged loudly against the cover, this time less of an attempt to open it up than in a frustrated attempt to simply bend his leg. Just further reminders of his current predicament, his heart giving another painful series of thumps. In, hold, out.
"You know that coffee-- doesn't do anything for me." He latch on to Leo's voice like a timeline, anything to distract himself from the tense, aching ball of nerves he'd been reduced to. He felt ridiculous, reduced to a scared quivering mess when he'd faced the threatening end of a weapon before with hardly a thought beyond the practical and humane. He knew this was irrational, it had to be, but it all felt so damned real. The pain, the fear, the lack of control over his own movements, the shaking so bad he didn't know if he could operate the lock even if he did find it if it had taken so much effort just to operate something as simple as coms.
He could only piece together some of what was going on on the other side of his call with Leo. The older was exerting a lot of effort by the heaviness of his panting, and-- what was that clang? Sorey tensed for a moment, expecting the possibility of a fight initiated, but then Leo pressed onwards. I'm inside. Not long now, he only had to hold on for a little longer. At the instructions to keep talking, tell a story, he blanked-- for all that he normally had an abundance of topics to comment upon, right now none seemed able to present themselves. Not right away, but he noticed something through the sound over the coms-- the echoing, the scraping of clothes against metal-- "You're coming in through the vents? For real?"
[2016-02-29 12:55:43 PM] *** ᕕ(ᐛ)ᕗ has changed the conversation picture. ***
[2016-02-29 1:19:10 PM] (✿´‿`) | Adorkable Noodleo: Leo wiggled a bit, sliding his legs in after him ( it was likely comical, seeing his stick legs kicking as he fought to get them into the vent ). And with that he began dragging himself arm over arm. He gave a small huff of a laugh as he worked, retorting, "Well then... we'll just have to get you something stronger than coffee. Ever thought about a caffeine IV? I'm sure we can figure that out." Cramped; he didn't mind tight spaces, but he didn't like hitting his head any time he lifted it too high, or banging his elbows against the metal confines.
And despite that, he was seriously thinking Sorey would come up with some strange historical goodie for them to ruminate over. The fact that he was so starkly lacking in topics was testament in and of itself to how upset his brother was at his circumstance; Leo glared ahead as he considered- he was west, needed to go south, so right at the forked path. Turning corners was more egregious than he'd expected, and his hip caught the corner with a bang and an, "Ow-!" just as Sorey finally came over the speaker again.
"You're come in through the vents? For real?"
"No, for fantasy. I've always wondered what all of the hubbub was about in those old espionage movies." he shot back, momentarily lamenting the bruise he was going to have on his hip. "What else was I supposed to do? The front door was locked." Which now he could tell Sorey, since he had a differently devised route. He continued to shimmy, the creak of the vents only moderately concerning as he maneuvered. "Tell me about the library at Alexandria. Wasn't that supposed to be a big deal?" Leo knew surprisingly little about history, given how much study he had done in the historical context of literature. But history as a grand subject was Sorey's domain; the only reason he knew of Alexandria was because he, as a book enthusiast, was furious at fire for existing in order to catch and destroy so many tomes that he could have been reading. Sorey, though... he probably knew finer details. And anything to get him talking. If there was anything that could calm those two, it was enthusing about subjects they were passionate in; hopefully that could shatter the panic for long enough that Leo could get to him.
[2016-02-29 4:48:17 PM] Cherry | ofelysia: Leo seemed like he was having some difficulty on the other end, and the mental image of his brother crawling through vents barely large enough for him was both comical and also concerning. Just how big were the vents even around here? Could Leo safely navigate them and find an exit? The old movies always made it look so easy but reality rarely lined up with the standards of entertainment. Really, how had Leo even gotten such an idea into his head... ah, a locked door. Leo was coming to get him out, and nothing would get in his way. As worrying as that could be at time, Sorey really appreciated it now. Soon, not too long now, he told himself.
"Just be careful," he breathed. His left hand finished its examination of the threshold on the other side, at least where he could reach, with no results either. He fought down a frustrated ball of anxiety that threatened once more, digging his fingers against the seal as if he could pry it open there where he could not make the device budge from elsewhere. Still nothing, as expected, but even that didn't do much to quell the disappointment. It was the same cycle of symptoms now, but still they were hard to endure. He was tiring, but could not relax.
"Of course you'd go for the library." Alexandria, focus on Alexandria. What was the big deal about it again? He certainly knew what was likely the big deal for Leo. "We don't actually ah-- know what led to its final destruction." One big fire was the most propagated image spread through to the public. He had to pause for a moment-- in, hold, out; he still had to work on the evenness of his voice and words. "Probably was a series of events that really wiped it out. It's hard to know who's really responsible for each since-- since everyone pins it on each other." He knew the specific events, the dates. There had been at least a few real fires over the centuries-- one spread from a boat? But the details keep slipping. "A huge amount of knowledge was lost. Man, I don't-- even wanna think about what must have been in there," he finished lamely.
[2016-03-01 3:19:12 AM] (✿´‿`) | Adorkable Noodleo: Okay so right was south, so he was likely headed due south now... hmm, needed a bit of a curve to this duct. Maybe he'd made a rash decision. Getting in had been a tribulation, but there was no actual telling where this system of metal ventilation actually let out either. Sorey's advice to be careful was a bit late, but Leo appreciated it no less. He wriggled through the ducts listening as his brother tried to focus on the topic at hand.
He grinned despite himself. Of course he'd go for the library. Libraries were sort of his schtick, once upon a time; were he able, he would like to own at least a small one some day, fill it with his favorite tomes and share them with those still willing to appreciate the physical word. But nowadays, they needn't worry about great fires terrorizing their supply of knowledge; with everything digitized and condensed ( edited for societal norms and appropriateness ), the idea of something being permanently lost was, for the most part, a thing of the past reserved for pets and other mortal beings. But Sorey was ever the historical enthusiast, and while he did not seem to know too much about the fire, it was enough to keep him talking. "Same," he agreed. "Think about how far we've come, and if we lost as much in that fiasco as they say? Sorey- this is important." He paused assessing his situation before making a left again and peering down a grate. That was a pharmacy; definitely not his goal. He kept wandering.
"Do you think, and be honest with me- would we have flying cars by now if that place hadn't been torched?"
[2016-03-01 7:27:55 AM] Cherry | ofelysia: All that lost wisdom and history was painful to think about, a broken path in time from eons ago to the now. What could they have learned from such a large ancient collection? A lot, but in terms of the pace of progress-- "I don't think so. Like I said, its decline was gradual, and we lost a lot of knowledge from that library. But things were still moving along you know? The records were gone but-- the cultural and technological advancements didn't stop." Ah, now you've got him talking. There was no doubt that the lost of so much knowledge must have set back the gears of human advancement somewhat-- but it was one library in the grand scheme of a world still moving forward. "But, what did set us back is the dark ages. Just-- imagine what could have happened if the Renaissance began-- five hundred years earlier. We'd probably have teleporters by now." That part might be a bit of a stretch, but it was something he remembered vividly from a teacher when he was young. How accurate his assessment of the damage the dark ages might have been to delaying scientific progress was debatable, but the paper had certainly been an interesting read.
"Not like we can't make flying cars. Just not really ah-- feasible or practical on a mass scale." Just think about the regulatory nightmare. Besides, with almost everything automated and calculated by sibyl, regular terrestrial traffic wasn't bad at all. The current state of technology is amazing though, considering even what they had only ten years prior. Even just the accuracy of somatic scans...
Another sharp unbidden breath-- "Ow!" He had not meant to smash his hand against the cover, but the movement had only been partially involuntary. Staying still and resisting the urge to thrash entirely was still difficult. "...how are you doing in there...?" Not only was he concerned for just how safe Leo's stunt was, but he needed to hear that help was coming soon. He can hold out for just a little longer, however long he needed, if he had an idea of how long.
[2016-03-01 11:08:06 PM] (✿´‿`) | Adorkable Noodleo: Sorey was speaking- thank goodness; he didn't sound much calmer, per say, but he was at least a bit distracted from the fear. That was all Leo could hope to engage from him as he crawled, arm over arm, toward the next vent shaft. He had to hope he was close enough. He needed to at least get out of the vents and start working on the ground, even if it chanced him into the target.
He muted his end of the chat as he performed what he would consider nothing less than a contortion maneuver to get his feet in front of him, groaning all the while as he beat his heels against the grate once, twice, and clang, clatter it was free. "Bout frickin' time." he grumbled. He poured out of the vent, landing nimbly on his feet as the comment about flying cars came through the feed. A flick, and he answered, "Oh, come on, aren' you always the one who dreams bigger? Think of how amazing it would be to take a day trip out to Koya-san with your hover car. Eighteen-k kilometers is suddenly no major haul." It was true; usually Leo was the one backpedaling Sorey's overzealous theories and proclamations; their role reversal was strange, but he had to admit that coming up with ludicrous possibilities was a bit more fun than he'd anticipated. Please, flying to Koya-san? No way; the temples that still somehow practiced up there would never stand for it ( the uprising against the Sibyl scanners had been a headache in itself, if Leo remembered correctly... )
Leo was drawn from his reverie at the ow, the inquiry about his progress, and Leo pulled up a map. A scrambled signal, but the last known location was-- "Not far now. Just got out of the vent." He took to running again, a left, another left, and a quick duck to the right and there was an ominous door at the end of the hall. Leo looked at it ruefully for a moment. "And this room didn't give you a-" A loud crash as he reared back, kicking the door from it's hinges ( surprisingly brittle, given that it was still an old wooden barrier... so out of place ) as he grunted, "-horror movie vibe at all?" He flicked the lights to the right of the door, and an unsettling white illuminated the rows and stacks of seemingly metal coffins. He whistled. "I'm getting one...."
Raking his eyes across the room, he said, "Okay, gimme a signal; where are you?"
[2016-03-02 2:45:11 AM] Cherry | ofelysia: "I never said it wouldn't be amazing, just why it hasn't happened. And besides, it's be cooler if we could just teleport--" Yup, he'd really loved that paper as a kid. So much of the core of philosophy of science and the progress of technology had ground to a halt for centuries-- centuries that so much human advancement had been set back in the west though things still moved on in the east. But seriously, teleporters.
The texture of the sound coming from the line was different down. There'd been a brief silence ( relax, relax, he's still there-- probably just talking to the others, or-- well, probably do something that'd sound pretty bad over the coms. he hadn't mentioned earlier the way in was locked either. just relax, whatever could come up, leo would figure out a way around ) and now the background was less the clang and friction against metal, and more open and empty. Leo confirmed quickly that he had gotten out of the vents, and then the sound of a door being forced open.
"This entire place did," Sorey retorted tightly, eyes opening as he imagined that door as the one he had come through so long ago. The sound of the impact certainly seemed to fit the image he retained in his mind-- but he was afraid of holding his breath too much. "W-won't get much done if we back off just because we see someplace-- spooky." It seemed a staple of the job. But at the question, the confirmation that maybe his hopes weren't false, he couldn't hold it back any longer.
"Over here!" He banged his fist against the cover as hard as he could given the limited space between his chest and it. So close, he was almost out, yet somehow that thought seemed to intensify that need to get out, to be able to move freely, to breathe something other than this stale stagnating air, and his voice cracked as he repeated the motion-- "Please, I'm-- over here--"
[2016-03-02 3:16:18 AM] (✿´‿`) | Adorkable Noodleo: Leo's eyes scoured the room. Every damn casket- don't say casket- looked the same; they weren't particularly dusty or anything, not disheveled or otherwise obviously disturbed in any way. Any one of them could have harbored a subtly panicking Inspector, and that was something of a problem for Leo, who wanted to liberate Sorey from his prison approximately ten minutes ago. He wandered into the room, consternation pinching his face as he tried to make deductions. No, no... maybe? Gah there was no telling.
He ran a hand through his hair, messing it up as he grumbled. This was--
There. A banging as the wrist com's vocal register peaked. Damn it- Leo muted it ( sorry, Sorey ) to better hear the real life sounds-- there was no missing the frantic beating, the muted pitched sounds of panic that wrenched Leo's heart to hear. Trapped, panicked, he needed air he needed- to focus, Leo, now wasn't the time to get choked up over something else. He darted here and there, touching the lids of the seeming coffins- don't say coffins- to feel for vibrations. Only one should be being beaten against, only one would--
"Sorey!" There! The lid shook under his hand as it glided over the smooth surface, and Leo's senses jolted to attention as he stopped, assessing the target. Okay, a lock that-- damn that looked simple to break, but from the inside it would have been impossible. Seriously, who had pad locks anymore? Ridiculous, stupid, and yet absolutely effective. Leo brought up the Dominator. "Sorey, hold on--" Slam, and he could see a chink in the metal of not only the padlock, but of the handle to his dominator ( and a chunk of skin out of his hand as his aim was less than satisfactory; fuck it this wasn't important enough to pay attention to right now- ). Another slam, another, and on the last it finally gave way.
Dropping the Dominator, Leo grasped the hand holds to the lid and heaved it open with a grunt, calling, "Got it--!"
[2016-03-02 6:07:30 AM] Cherry | ofelysia: For the first time, something gave way under his motions. Not a solid, unmoveable barrier pressing down on all sides that barely noticed his weak attempts to break through-- his hands darted up above that line beaten already into his senses where motion simply ceased. As if despite his desperation and each renewed, frustrated, frantic attempts he knew he would hit that line and things would simple stop-- but it didn't, and it caught him by surprise. Freezingly cold air poured in, driving away the stagnant pool he was drowning in and with a heavy gasp he attempted to bolt upright. He winced, expecting his head to meet a painful solid resistance once more-- but it did not, and he rolled onto his side, clinging to the edge of his prison for support as he gasped for air.
He was a mess. His shirt drenched in sweat, hair clinging to his face, his entire body shaking. Gasps fought with strangled sobs, and he wanted out, just out of this thing, and without much further thought pushed himself up and over the edge between two great heaving breaths-- and practically fell out. He hit the floor a little harder than he'd meant ( he'd meant to catch himself, but that didn't see to work at all ) rolling onto his back to the floor, eyes wide and fixed on Leo above, relishing in the freedom of movement, one arm flopped straight out to his side. "I'm-- I'm okay, I'm okay-- I'm--" Breathe, breathe, he can breathe now. "--okay. Thank you."
With the feeling of sheer terror finally subsiding, and adrenaline rushing through his system, everything still running at what felt like maximum capacity and if his heart can only just calm down for a moment and realize it didn't have to try and break its way through his chest anymore-- through the hitched uneven breaths, and the irrational tears, he barked a laugh. A laugh. His body seemed entirely foreign to him right now, under something else's control. Man, all of this had been ridiculous. Of all the things to reduce him to a panicked mess, it was this. "Thank you."
[2016-03-02 6:25:34 AM] (✿´‿`) | Adorkable Noodleo: Leo leaned back on sheer instinct from the hand that pumped directly into the air; he was still trying to beat on the lid as he'd opened it, and it was fortunate that he'd been paying attention or that would have absolutely decked him. He shifted to allow Sorey an escape route, one that he very clearly was going to take whether Leo moved or not. His brother fought with the process, pooling into a lump outside of the pod in a not so graceful demonstration of physical activity. Frankly, it was more than a little frightening to see him like this. Sorey was built like a brick wall ( compared to Leo, at least ), valor seeming to run through his veins in blood's stead. It was something Leo admired in him- his resilience and power. To see someone like that reduced to a sweating, heaving, crying mess of a lump on the floor--
His throat tightened, and he fluttered anxiously around Sorey without certainty of if he could touch him or not. He was never one for physical contact himself, and Sorey was very similar, but this felt like a bit of an extenuative circumstance. Then again,-- his breathing was unnerving to Leo, who fought to keep his under control in somatic, sympathetic response to his brother's. There was no reason for him to be panicking except out of worry, and that was just ludicrous. But at his words--
He scooted forward toward Sorey, making a delicate grab at his hand. The other moved to push his hair back- seriously gross he needed about eight showers-; the sweat was making it cling near his eyes, that couldn't be comfortable. "You're okay." he reassured, his brow cinching with nerves. Seriously, his calm was somehow more damaged now that Sorey was safe than it was when he was in pursuit. At least in a full sprint he felt like was doing something. "Just breathe, okay? No thanks necessary, you're alright, you're okay." He just wanted him to stop crying, please, it didn't suit him to be crying like that--
[2016-03-02 6:51:44 AM] Cherry | ofelysia: He didn't tense or draw back from the contact, in fact returning the grip to his hand with a vice of his own and a shaky nod, the movement of the hair away from his eyes comforting. He was okay now, he was okay and he wasn't scared anymore. Just drained, exhausted, his body still slow to catch up and calm down and really he knew he was okay right now he just couldn't seem to make it stop yet. But he was okay. He was free, breathing-- breathe, in, hold, out. Repeat. On the third breath, he did it without any involuntary interruptions. He curled to a sitting position, free hand pushing against the ground, legs folding to keep his balance-- and he winced as sore, tense muscles protested and began to lock painfully. Hah, nothing of this-- was gonna make itself easy was it?
He leaned against Leo for support, wincing at the cramps but the pain was still far away. He was covered in a lot of new dull aches; If he'd just been able to keep his cool, this wouldn't have resulted in nearly as much damage. He leaned against Leo heavily-- his balance was wavering, with his legs unwilling to move and his arms shaky and weak. "I'll be fine," he reassured, looking down to his wrist, still glowing with the open channel. From the lack of sound on Leo's end, it'd probably have been muted. Makes sense, if the digital noise had been obscuring his physical location.
"Didn't mean to scare you." He'd barely thought about what all of this must have been like from the other end. That whole episode had been so uncharacteristically lacking in his usual empathy, but now that his mind was starting to clear it must have looked pretty bad for something so otherwise-- harmless? All the damage he currently sported had been caused by himself more than any real circumstance after all. "Did you guys--- get him?"
[2016-03-02 7:10:51 AM] (✿´‿`) | Adorkable Noodleo: And Sorey's grip was ironclad, enough so that Leo suddenly remembered that it was not just his imagining that Sorey was very strong; now he was met with the sensation of not only his hand being crushed to dust ( not that he minded at all ), but the very tangible recollection that no, Sorey was just a very powerful person. But even still, this... A momentary flare of guilt, and Leo stamped it out adamantly. This wasn't about him, he refused to let it be. Sorey needed him, and he was not going to be unavailable because he'd let his thoughts get ahead of him. He breathed in time with Sorey, though without any of the breaking or hiccuping. He was calming down quickly enough, which was a massive relief to him. And when he moved to sit up, Leo leaned toward him as he leaned into Leo. As far as he was concerned, he couldn't remember having an honest to goodness panic attack of that caliber, but he certainly knew how it was to completely be run asunder by somatic and emotional reactions.
He wrapped his free arm around Sorey for support; the brothers really weren't the sort for this kind of thing on a day to day basis, so when one needed to lean, it was absolutely known the other would be there to catch them. It was that sort of consistency and unwavering care that Leo had missed, that the two had been working hard to rekindle between them, and now there was no question of where they stood. His grip tightened reassuringly at the comment that he'd be fine. Of course he'd be fine, there was nothing tremendously ailing him; and for that, Leo was so grateful. Sure, he had quickly deduced the circumstance, making sense of his plight fast enough not to let his mind wander to more deadly reasons for that broken cry for help, but that did not make the experience any less real or important. He would stay there as long as it took.
"Didn't mean to scare you."
Leo shook his head, smirking. "So much for that." he shot back, but there was a laugh in his voice. "The important thing is you're not hurt. Don't try apologizing." He was not afraid to smack Sorey for being stupid. At the question, the Enforcer, peered behind Sorey's back to his own wrist. Had they...? He chuckled. "I um... kind of tunnel visioned. We're gonna have to ask Rose on that one." he admitted. It was actually pretty stupid of him to break into the room the way he had, given the fact that a criminal was lurking somewhere in the shadows. What if he had been in there while Leo furiously searched for his captive brother? Picking him off would have been easy... if he didn't get a lecture, he would be shocked...
[2016-03-02 1:21:39 PM] Cherry | ofelysia: Don't try apologizing. Right, he figured the others wouldn't take something like that. Whatever had just occurred had been entirely beyond the scope of his control, had pushed him past a limit never knew he had. It had very much been real, and he no doubt would keep feeling its effects for a while yet, but he couldn't still help but see how ridiculous this had all been. No one would have been comfortable in that tiny metal death trap, but he'd never knew his own reaction could have been so volatile. The first time he's had a panic attack had been a moment, the trigger removed as soon as that fear hit-- this time had felt like an eternity, never allowed to relax for even a moment.
"Yeah, let's just uh...never do that again," he replied with an unsure chuckle of his own, his gaze fixed downwards to avoid looking at the rows of those...pod things. If he'd thought they'd looked creepy on the way in...
Clumsily, Sorey turned off the open channel on his wrist, thought to dial Rose, and then thought perhaps it best if he let Leo report their current situation and ask for an update. He still didn't trust his voice, and wasn't sure if he was ready to explain what had happened yet. "Don't let your guard down then, just in case." Would Kokan still be lurking somewhere nearby...? Sorey's encounter with the man had been too brief for him to get a proper read, but he'd seemed pretty panicked. His little stunt had been a desperate attempt to take someone off his tail and keep them off, but then that would likely continue to lead into an escape attempt, right?
[2016-03-03 1:00:52 AM] (✿´‿`) | Adorkable Noodleo: Leo gave a snicker, tightening his hold on Sorey for a brief moment before he pulled back a bit. He tapped his wrist com, closing out the connection with his brother as he told him, "Yeah, we're going to avoid this like plague, if that's all right with you." Never again would be too soon, far as Leo was concerned. Or at least, if there was a next time, he could do with a role reversal. It would be irritating as hell, not to be able to do anything; but he would not panic about it. No, all his thrashing and bruising would have been born of frustration, not fear.
He tapped the holoscreen, dialing the group line with a succinct nod to Sorey's warning. Don't let his guard down- it was a little late for that. His guard had been so low he could have tripped over it barreling into this room the way he did. If Kokan was in the vicinity, it was a safe bet that he would have already had Leo right where he wanted him far before he had freed Sorey. As the line connected, Leo said, "This is Otter. Sparkles is just fine. How's the target?"
There was moment of dead air before a crackle met Leo's ear, Dezel's voice ( unusual, he tended to avoid using his com without dire straights ) greeting him. "Otter, this is Shark. Target's dispatched. Shiv, Prince, rendezvous?"
What dispatched meant, he didn't know; he figured he could discover that for himself at a later time. Whatever it was, the immediate threat was not lingering. Leo sighed. "Good to know. Send coordinates and we'll head that way."
The connection was broken after Rose's chipper Roger that! and Leo looked to Sorey at his side. "You going to be alright to walk?" he asked, a gentleness to his voice that implied it was okay if he wasn't. He knew how it feel too have jello for legs; exhaustion and fear could have that effect, and it wouldn't have been the first time he carried Sorey... the first time in a while but... he figured if he could swim with his dead weight, he could probably carry it for a while.
[2016-03-03 3:05:52 AM] Cherry | ofelysia: Sorey stayed where he was. Not entirely comfortable, half sitting up, half putting his weight entirely on Leo, but it was bearable. Carefully he worked on stretching his legs out, gritting his teeth against the cramps fighting back. But the pain was just pain and he knew it'd pass soon enough with nothing but a lingering ache. He listened in as Leo told them that Sorey was fine. Yeah...he was okay, all things considered. His breathing was mostly back under control, relatively uninjured, and they were safe. He very much agreed that never again would be too soon, and briefly thought back to what must have been the root of this phobia. He'd never thought too much on the events described that day from the perspective of where he must have been, but if this was the response it'd conditioned...
Yeah. Not something he wanted to dwell on at all. But-- what if it came up again? He can't just let himself lose it like that, especially if the situation was different from today in that he could do something. He couldn't afford to lose control like that again, and they didn't know just how wide a spectrum of stimuli could do trigger another attack--
He perked up as Dezel reported that the target has been dispatched. That's another nagging worry dealt with-- mission completed then, no matter how little he had managed to contribute. All that was left was to regroup and head back, debrief and...ugh, one step at a time. He'd just going to be happy to be away from here for now. "Yeah, I think so." Sorey couldn't see why he wouldn't be able to walk on his own-- it's not like he was hurt. But as they stood together, his legs did not feel solid or resembling anything containing bones, rebelling against their recent abuse. He nearly fell back right onto his rump if he wasn't clinging to his brother for support. "--ah." He might need a little help.
[2016-03-03 3:42:51 AM] (✿´‿`) | Adorkable Noodleo: Leo was fine offering support, but if Sorey could walk then all the better. He didn't really want to carry him if he didn't have to after all. And Sorey seemed to be dedicated to trying. Leo nodded, pushing off his knee to stand and putting a hand on his hip.
And yet as Sorey tried to stand, his legs wavered beneath him, and Leo struggled to keep them both from toppling back to the ground. Yeah so much for him walking just fine.
Leo shifted to stand beside Sorey, pulling his arm over his shoulder to hoist him up. "Yeah, you think so." He jeered, smirking at him sidelong. "Accept the help, noodle leg. We've got a hike."
[2016-03-03 4:54:27 AM] Cherry | ofelysia: And accept it he did with a sigh, doing his best not to make it too hard for Leo to pull his weight up. Wit the difference in their heights, it wasn't too hard to lean down on his brother though he tried to place as much weight on his own uncooperative legs as possible. Now that he had help to stand up, he was feeling more stable on his feet. Moving one foot in front of the other was much easier than lifting his body weight from the ground.
It got better as they went, really. HIs body just seemed to remember to still come down and function on a regular pace again, and though the adrenaline took a lot of energy with it as it drained, he felt more stable. Just being able to walk and move was giving him a burst of strength. "You're one to talk, stick legs" he smirked back as they got going. "Alright, tell me just how long of a hike this is."
[2016-03-03 5:28:25 AM] (✿´‿`) | Adorkable Noodleo: Leo watched with concern as Sorey leaned. Would he really be okay to walk? Either way, he would be there to help him however he needed, so if those legs truly were refusing to cooperate, he would do whatever he could. Sorey had been through so much in the last half hour, so he the least he could do was offer himself.
Stick legs? Leo glowered, suddenly toying with the idea of shifting and letting him fall on his ass. That would be satisfying for that comment any other day, but.... he'd let it slide. "That's the best you got?" He said, but the flat diction implied that Sorey's jest was better than he let on.
Leo pulled up his wristcom, staring at the blinking coordinates. "Other side of the property." He replied, sighing. "You literally had to go as far from everyone else as possible on your own." No wonder Leo felt so taxed. He'd largely been ignoring it, but.... he had sprinted that entire distance.... and wrestled through air vents, beaten locks and metal shafts and... yes he was a bit tired himself. He could ignore it though. "You gonna make it?" Leo was not about to give in to exhaustion now. He'd be alright until he got Sorey home.
[2016-03-03 5:52:02 AM] Cherry | ofelysia: "We were setting a perimeter," he grumbled in defense. That'd included the entire facility, until they had thought they'd cornered the guy elsewhere. Really, they're going to have to talk tactics sometime soon, unless Kokan was much smarter than they gave him credit for. He'd seemed so panicked, but he'd obviously been capable of planning ahead and setting traps, as desperate as they were, but he still shouldn't have been able to slip by them and the droids undetected.
Slowly, he shifted his weight as much back onto himself as possible, noting that Leo seemed to lack a certain amount of energy from the norm and he considered just how large the facilities were, and how long it had taken between Leo receiving his cry for help and arriving outside the door. None of that could have been easy, making his way here at top speed. "I'll live." He should be able to keep going as long as he locked his knees a little, relying more on his brother for balance than to keep him up now. "You alright yourself? It didn't sound very comfortable in those vents."
[2016-03-03 7:05:29 AM] (✿´‿`) | Adorkable Noodleo: Setting a perimeter yes, but how was it always Sorey that seemed to draw the short stick and get screwed. "We've got to do something to boost your karma." He replied with a tut of his tongue. It was always Sorey.... always....
And perhaps it was a bit more like them leaning on each other, all things considered, but Leo was still in significantly better manner than his brother. He'd manage even if he was tired; a bit of eclectic exercise wouldn't down him. And Leo did not want to hear Sorey voice concerns for his well being. At the inquiry, Leo quickly returned, "I'm fine. It wasn't anything major." That bruise on his hip was going to be seriously irritating, but he would be fine. "You'd be surprised. It's more cozy than you would expect. They've got complimentary turn down up there."
[2016-03-03 4:41:53 PM] Cherry | ofelysia: Sorey really didn't think he had it worse than anyone else on the team. Everyone had their bad days and compromising situations, everyone got hurt sometimes. Leo just weighed his brothers' incidents more heavily than the others. "Are you telling me I have to be nicer to you?" He teased, more than willing to fall into a lighter atmosphere.
"I'll have to take your word on it, don't think I'd fit," Sorey hadn't expected Leo to respond in any other way, always so quick to brush off his own hardships in concern of others but as long as there were no major injuries, they can deal with everything once they're back at base and able to just relax and not thinking about the long process ahead of actually physically returning and wrapping up the current case. The journey was longer than the distance their coordinates seemed to suggest, but eventually ahead was visible the droids of the PSB, their van and the cars and the rest of their team already gathered up.
Rose waved them over the moment she saw them, grinning and jesting with the others but the levity slipping somewhat as she laid eyes on the brothers. Sorey gave a tired wave back and as they approached, carefully he pulled himself off of Leo's support. No need to make them think he was worse off than he really was, and he could walk now, really.
"Took you two long enough; we've got things wrapped up around here." Rose told them, jamming a thumb over her shoulder at their vehicles. "Any injuries we need to take care of right now?" Sorey shook his head and Rose gave him an enthusiastic pat on the back. "Good on ya. Let's get outta this dump."
[2016-03-04 10:39:26 AM] (✿´‿`) | Adorkable Noodleo: Sorey's tease was met with an eye roll from Leo. "Like that would ever happen." He joked back. The levity was a much needed reprieve from the dense anxiety from what felt like only moments ago. It was fine; he never minded idle banter between him and his brother. In fact, more often than not, it was relaxing to him, something that could take his mind off of troubles, and he hoped that it did the same for Sorey. So when he went on about the vents, Leo was ready with another quick rejoinder. Just something to keep the mood up, to keep them chatting as they travelled across the expanse between them and the rendezvous.
The sight of the paddy wagon, of their colleagues, though, was a major relief to Leo. Sure, Sorey had been trying to keep his weight on himself as much as possible, but he was starting to feel the weariness in his bones just as well from all of the sprinting and crawling and smashing he had had to do to get this far. So Rose's wave and smile, as well as Sorey's withdrawal ( likely to make them not fret so much over him; Leo was still amply concerned, but all things considered, his brother was remarkably well off. Just... scared. And why he was-- .... ). Leo hung back a bit, hands in his pockets as Sorey and Rose caught up on his condition. It wasn't like he would be taking the same vehicle back to base anyway. He'd see them there.
"Good on ya. Let's get outta this dump."
"Don't have to tell me twice." He gave a mock salute ( a gesture he would never admit he had unconsciously picked up from Raven ), then turned back to his ride- a torture trap on wheels that could never have passed safety inspection were it that Sibyl cared enough to think about seatbelts. But he was accustomed to the paddy wagon; so long as it never flipped... they would be fine...
[2016-03-04 5:58:53 PM] Cherry | ofelysia: Sorey took the backseat as the senior Inspectors took their places at the front and weren't all too nosy about the younger's recent ordeal. He really wasn't sure he was ready to talk about it, or even think about it, a little bubble of anxiety that'd formed about his own reaction. He'd never known it could be so strong, so debilitating, and the whole experience had been torturous, and he still didn't know what exactly had triggered it. He was thankful that Rose and Zaveid filled him in on the events of the rest of the mission, letting him focus more on the circumstances of their case, how they'd brought the guy in, and diving into a discussion of just what had failed in their methodology in the first place. By the time they arrived at base, Sorey was dozing off with his face against the glass.
"Hey sleepyhead," Rose roused him with a flick to the head. He started, and was up soon enough. "How 'bout you sit this one out? Case was pretty cut-and-dry, and not like you were there for most of it." Sorey couldn't argue with that-- he didn't have much relevant to contribute to the debrief that was relevant to the mission, although no doubt he'll have to write up about what had incapacitated him later. Documenting psychological injuries on the job was as important as physical ones. Just-- nor right now.
So he broke off while the others worked on the proper post-case procedures, taking a long shower and helping himself to his usual place to crash on base-- Leo's room. When the Older finds him later he'll be curled up on the far end of the bed in a fresh change of casual clothes, just shy of touching the wall. It had taken him some time to properly fall into the full relaxation of sleep despite his exhaustion, but once he was out, he was deep in slumber, snores and everything.
[2016-03-07 3:03:37 AM] (✿´‿`) | Adorkable Noodleo: Leo made no illusions of wellbeing as the doors to the paddy wagon closed, and he puddled into a heap against the wall on the furthest side from the doors. He couldn't sleep when cars were in motion; he wouldn't have wanted to, but he certainly didn't want to talk to anyone about anything that had just happened. So he curled up, putting his head in the cradle of his arms and lowered his head down. Dezel and Raven weren't terribly invasive people ( something he truly appreciated about them, about the dynamic that the Enforcers shared ), so the ride was peaceful, quiet. Anything that needed to be said would be in time.
And after the trip, they all made their way to the main area of HQ for the debriefing. It was no surprise that Sorey wasn't there; Rose was an understanding, pragmatic sort. At most, she got the information she needed from Sorey on the trip back, but it was more likely that she was simply was going to take Leo's word of what had happened and allow him a merciful amount of time on his own. And so Leo did the talking for him while they debriefed, told them about Sorey's predicament and... much to his dismay, the likely reasoning. Sorey, someone with a healthy psychopass and hue, was likely not to be referred to therapy from this instance, but... it worried Leo no less. What if they....? He shook his head. No. Sorey would be fine. He had an established relationship with a reputable therapist and would visit if he needed it. Sorey would be fine.
It was a half hour stretched into an hour due to circumstances, but once the meeting was done, Leo was officially off the clock. He shot a joking look at Raven ( he was still on duty, so it was a mild celebration that the elder met with an exhausted look, a prod about his weary bones and being kinder to the elderly ), then departed. He was rather worn out himself, his body aching a bit in the aftershocks of all of his energy expended previously. The door to his room slid open, and it should not have been so surprising that Sorey was already curled into bed, snug against the far wall and snoring for his life.
Leo smirked, holding back a laugh with his fist as he looked on the scene. Idiot. He could have gone home. But no that wouldn't suit him, would it? With a sigh, Leo crossed the room, taking up a spare blanket ( since Sorey was sleeping on top of the other... moron ) and draping it over his brother. He fit it over him before sighing, looking wistfully at the vacant spot at his side. Honestly, he could have probably fallen down with all his might and Sorey wouldn't have stirred; he was a damned log when he was tired. But Leo didn't want to sleep just yet. He paced toward his desk, pulling the chair out and taking a seat before opening the center drawer. From within, he tugged a small, nondescript notebook. He opened to the next page ( not terribly far in, only a few pages; it hadn't been that long since he had started this ), and clicked a pen. Yes, he still preferred to write physically if he could; it meant more to him than typing, and this way... if he wanted it to disappear, it would.
Leo scrawled out a few pages before falling asleep at his desk, journal still open on the letter, pen still in hand.
[2016-03-07 1:23:59 PM] Cherry | ofelysia: Sorey's sleep was deep in the sense that he was as impervious to the outside world as he usually was while asleep. But it wasn't restful. Unguided, his mind wandered over today's events, the sheer terror, the inability to move, unable to breathe. This time he was alone, with no line of communication, trapped in complete darkness. Nobody answered when he called for help and he knew that nobody was coming and he would die down in here, slowly, surely, and it hurt, his ribs cracking--
He'd wake occasionally with a small start, his heart hammering his breath hitched but the pull of reality was never as strong as the weariness of body and mind and the unwillingness to face the real world yet. He was tired, though neither did he want to slip back into the nightmare. He was tired of feeling scared, and he was tired of the pain settled in his bones as if there was a storm blowing at full force outside.
Eventually, as he stirred into awareness and could feel the depression of a mattress beneath him and the soft weight of blankets above, he could not pull himself under once more. He felt like he's been out for days, and certainly felt like he had experienced thus with an overactive slumbering mind.
Groggily, he rolled over slowly to check if Leo was with him, ignoring how his muscles complained from being tense and immobile for so long. Just how long has it been...?
[2016-03-08 5:13:21 AM] (✿´‿`) | Adorkable Noodleo: And there was Leo, sleeping leaned against the bed with a book in his lap, head lolled over onto his shoulder. In the past 18 hours, he'd napped a couple of times here and there, but for the most part, he'd just been too anxious to get into a real sleep. So after waking up on his letter, he closed the book, placing it in the desk drawer and moving to his stack of books. He'd sifted through one, looking up to check on Sorey every couple pages before going through his day. A shower, some breakfast ( he'd snuck a box of cereal down for Sorey, should he ever choose to wake up ), a couple idle reports that he had put off and his day was pretty much spent by early morning. He wasn't on duty today so he'd spent the majority of the day just making sure Sorey didn't roll off the bed and doing some busy work. Laundry, organizing, writing a bit more, and now... another micro nap that was somehow undisturbed by the shifting of the bed behind him. He believed he would wake when Sorey did... maybe he needed the rest more than he thought.
[2016-03-08 11:57:10 PM] Cherry | ofelysia: Confirming that he wasn't going to roll on top of his brother by simply moving away from the wall, Sorey did so to get a better look at Leo asleep not on the bed, but simply against it in a position that was hurting Sorey's neck just looking at it. Honestly, he'd left enough room on the mattress, hadn't he? With about as much grace as he could muster, he stretched as discreetly as he could and shimmied his way off the bed with as little disturbance to Leo as possible. It was always hard to tell how much sleep the other had got, and he had a feeling if Leo woke then he wouldn't go back to resting.
Standing up was fun. It was like the mornings after some of his earlier training sessions with Rose all over again. He stole a glance at the clock --oh man, he's been out for a while, he hoped they didn't need him downstairs-- before seeing the cereal and very much feeling the hunger of not having eaten since yesterday at lunch. So he's just gonna take a seat at the corner of the table, munching through the cereal dry and wondering what the probability of waking Leo was if he opened the door to leave.
Not sure if he wanted to leave, to be perfectly honest.
[2016-03-09 12:03:28 AM] (✿´‿`) | Adorkable Noodleo: Leo's sleeping habits had not improved much since Sorey's arrival; half of the reason he slept at all was in these brief moments where he simply fell asleep mid task, and his hand latched onto the book in much the way he would have a hand had it been available. Leo had a habit of sleeping where he landed, be it sitting up, laying down, or what have you. The only places he seemed unable to sleep were moving vehicles ( go figure ). And as Sorey adjusted himself off the bed, Leo stirred only mildly enough to flop surreptitiously on his side. The impact alone should have been enough to jar him...
But it was not his landing more than the subtle crunching a few minutes later as Sorey began his breakfast, and the Enforcer roused slowly. Pushing off the linoleum, he blinked, looking with bleary eyes around the room before they landed on Sorey. "Oh. You're up." About time...
[2016-03-09 1:31:04 AM] Cherry | ofelysia: The fact that Leo had flopped down and remained asleep was telling. He was usually such a light sleeper, certainly compared to his brother. Yesterday had taken its toll, on so many different levels. Yesterday's physical exertion had been intensive, but not out of the range of what could be expected from a typical day out in the field. It was just everything attached to it. Sorey was still rattled at just how shaken up he'd been. And he'd given leo quite a scare too.
Leo's nap didn't extend for much longer, and Sorey felt the shift in weight along the mattress before hearing the other's sleepy voice. About time is right, man he'd completely overslept. He'd know if anyone had asked for him, but he really should have made himself available. Today wasn't strictly a day off, but he could already hear Rose's way to weasel around it all. He'd technically been on the premises and on call.
"Did everything go smoothly?" The debrief, and someone would have had to take Kokan to a facility. As long as no complications came up though, it should have been a relatively simple case.
[2016-03-09 1:37:47 AM] (✿´‿`) | Adorkable Noodleo: Leo shifted where he was sitting, crossing his arms on the bed and cradling his head in the hole he had made. He stared up to his brother with half lidded eyes, nodding. "Prince put 'm into custody. No telling how much he's going to get but it's probably not too bad, all things considered." He wasn't beyond redemption; just scared and acted out of panic. Sure, that had hyped his sentence, since he attacked an Inspector, but... "And the debrief was about what you expect..."
He arched a brow, lavender eyes flickering with curiosity, concern. "How're you doing? Sleep therapy as effective as ever?"
[2016-03-09 2:08:05 AM] Cherry | ofelysia: All things considered. Sorey hadn't gotten a read on the dominator on the man, but despite heir brief meeting, Sorey hadn't sensed the kind of malicious intent that would make one unrecoverable. It was hard to say what the events of the chase and capture itself would do to his psyche, but he had a chance. "That's good." Funny. Despite knowing what the man had done not so long ago, the events seemed disconnected from the person.
"Heh, yeah. But maybe we should move on to food therapy as a next step." He held up the big box of cereal, which he wasn't holding back on, at all. It might not be healthy to go through an entire day's worth of calories on sugar and oat derivatives. "You hungry?"
[2016-03-09 2:14:09 AM] (✿´‿`) | Adorkable Noodleo: Leo's smirk cocked a bit wider as Sorey offered him a portion of what appeared to have become his box of cereal. Most people portioned things, but then, this was his brother, the human with a hollow leg. Somehow, he wasn't surprised. Or hungry. He waved a hand. "No, no, have at it. Your circadian rhythm is second only to your stomach, after all." he mused. He put his cheek in his hand, watching him with amusement.
It didn't bug him that Sorey didn't seem to want to talk about it. Avoiding a topic was the name of the game when it came to Leo, so unless he felt it dire, he would not pry. Besides, as long as Sorey was smiling, as long as he seemed to be able to joke and absolve others the way he always had, then Leo didn't have anything to worry about after all. He continued, "Today's been merciful. You haven't missed anything. Though... were you even on the clock today?"
[2016-03-09 12:06:58 PM] Cherry | ofelysia: "You can't blame me for being hungry," portions were for who people who've had a meal in the last twenty hours. So if he wanted to go through this entire box of frosted oat crunchies in one sitting, he just might, and if Leo didn't want some, then more for him. He'll grab some proper food later too, but for now he's comfortable where he is. He shifted to sit cross-legged on the bed now that he didn't have to worry about the motion waking Leo.
Sorey wasn't so much avoiding the topic as just...well, there wasn't anything to talk about that he could think of. Really, what was there to say? He had a irrationally strong fear response, one they've known about, just not quite on this level. They knew what it was, what caused it, and in the end here he was now, safe and calm. "Er...well, I was supposed to be. Has anyone tried to call?"
[2016-03-13 9:36:42 PM] ଘ(੭*ˊᵕˋ)੭* | Adorkable Noodleo: "I can't blame you, but I can tease you." he reasoned, a smirk tugging at his face. An entire box of wheaties... it was impressive more than anything, and Leo certainly wasn't going to intervene. It was good to see him eating, awake. Leo kept his head in the cradle of his arms, watching Sorey with amusement. "Nobody's called. Guess they expected your lethargy." It was fairly standard after a stressful mission, and today had been pretty quiet all things considered. Nothing wrong with letting the Inspector sleep... and the Enforcer at that. Not as much as his brother, but considerably more than usual.
Years later, they’re still haunted by the events of that week
[2016-04-05 2:50:19 AM] Cherry | ofelysia: While the typical protocol was to practise against the holo dummies, the senior inspector always had a philosophy that if you were going learn to fight against real human beings, you gotta train with one too; no computer algorithm could substitute the element of human choice and unpredictability. So to that end, the two brothers were in the training room, going at each other. Starting off at an easy, routine pace but picking up as each fought to one-up the other.
It was supposed to be a feign, a blow aimed high that he _knew_ would be blocked so he could follow up down lower--
[2016-04-05 3:03:20 AM] ᕕ(ᐛ)ᕗ | Adorkable Noodleo: Holo dummies were fine for some things, but if you could get a warm body, it was preferred. After all, the Enforcers tended to come down here in groups prior to Leo having a more dedicated sparring partner ( Dezel really hadn't blamed him for wanting to practice with someone a mite less... well, vindictive. Dezel had a mean streak... ); it was really just Inspectors they were trying to protect. After all, you couldn't commit a crime against a hologram, and hues did not cloud or shift with that sort of training. Then again, they tended not to in this room in general; usually it was such a safe place.
And as Sorey and Leo fought, it felt pretty much that way. Just a spar with a live target, someone without numerical validation for strikes, someone who lived and breathed combat rather than calculating it. It just made more sense; there would always be some things that humans were just better at. And he would admit, he was actually having some fun. He hopped back from a strike, crouching a bit in order to prepare for what Leo knew was going to be a feint- Sorey, what had they said about predictability, eh?- when--
"If it hadn't been like that... If he didn't come after you, Gramps would still be alive."
"At least I did something."
Move, Leo, move--!
He'd been rigid, glued to the spot. Sorey-- that punch, the trajectory, and sure his face lacked a very poignant malice, but that didn't stop his mind from conjuring just the right countenance. Before, he could never have imagined Sorey with such an expression. Now... now he could picture it vividly. And the strike, obviously intended to block ( why would he swing that hard otherwise unless-- no, no he- Leo stop it calm down- ), struck true, slamming into the side of Leo's face. The elder crumpled to the side, fight forgotten. You didn't just go down in a fight and stay there, but he sure as hell would. He gripped at the hit, on his knees, curling inward. No, no, no, Leo, don't go there, you're not- you're not there its not- he didn't- stop it just-- just-- Breathing. Breathing was something he needed to get under control. This was stupid, but even as he insisted it, there he remained, staring at the padded flooring like it would combust. Firm, but plush enough for a give. It sort of reminded him of a mattress--
[2016-04-05 11:04:20 AM | Edited 11:05:16 AM] Cherry | ofelysia: Leo should have been able to block it, hell, should have seen the next three strikes coming by now. They'd falling into a good rhythm, strike, block, strike block, and he hadn't been intending to break it quite just yet. His brother would block and brush the easy blow aside, stepping in with his own-- and that's not what happened. No arm came up to block where it should have, no resistance redirecting the punch just off course of a target, the rhythm broke, and the strike connected. He'd reacted too late to pull his blow ( one advantage to the bots-- you didn't have to hold back, ) and Leo went down.
"Whoa, you okay--?" Something was wrong, given how Leo had frozen up and was staying down, the way he was curling in on himself, his breath pitching in a way beyond mere exertion. This hadn't just been some temporary lapse or mistake. He dropped to his knees next to Leo, near where his brother was staring so he'd at least see the presence at the edge of his field of vision. Sorey refrained from reaching out, simply letting his presence be known. There was a time and a place for the comfort of gentle touches-- he had a feeling that this exact moment wasn't it.
"Leo, I'm here." Think, think, what could have caused this? Sorey's gut twisted as he considered a possibility. "Leo, sorry, I didn't mean to actually hit you." Was that it then? It's been years, they'd put it behind them, and yet still it haunted everyone.
[2016-04-05 9:57:47 PM] ᕕ(ᐛ)ᕗ | Adorkable Noodleo: Leo thought he was over it. It'd been years, a couple of them, and how long since he had even thought of that man? Well, actually that was relatively frequent, but the horror of the event was supposed to be past. It was over, and had been for so long. So why... now...?
His head throbbed, his chest tightening painfully as he fought to keep command over his breathing. No, no focus- he could move his hands, his legs; he had control, control, that's what he needed was some form of control over an environment that he had been sorely lacking in. He flexed his fingers against the mattre-- floor, it was just floor paneling meant to catch someone in case of a fall, not a mattress not-... He further curled inward, pressing his head against the floor mat and wrapping his arms around his torso. There, see? He could move his arms! He could move he--
Sorey. He was here, and Leo had to physically reprimand himself to keep from recoiling further from him. He averted his eyes, unwilling to meet him. His fault, his fault, Don't you know, that they were after you? That gramps died... Because of you? Then-- Then aren't you just as much to blame? Why-- you flew off the damn handle-! Got yourself-- yourself hurt and then-- so you didn't protect him either! W-wasn't that your fault!? He talked back, he deserved this he--
"Leo, sorry, I didn't mean to actually hit you."
Different, so much different- the lacking bite in Sorey's words were a preserver that wrestled the anchor of his memories. And Leo's grip on his sides increased, almost painful, but the bite of his fingers into his sides was grounding. He bit his lip. Don't apologize- don't apologize for words he didn't even know that you had said, words that he didn't know he had said, truths that he would never speak because he didn't believe them- he...
"I-I'm... fi-ne I--..." He was far from fine. But this was stupid, embarrassing; it had been years since this had happened, and Sorey... didn't need to feel guilty about this again. He needed to just contain this, bottle it, this was ridiculous--
[2016-04-06 10:29:13 PM] Cherry | ofelysia: It's always going to be an ongoing battle, isn't it? Sorey held his ground, giving Leo space where he needed it but letting the other know that he was here, if needed. This was always so difficult, and the younger had to fight back that sense of helplessness as he focused on his brother. The posture, the way he curled in on himself but moved as if to fight it-- it was all so painfully familiar. He'd just hoped he wouldn't have to see it again. It's been so long, but some wounds take so much more than time to heal.
No, he wasn't fine, but Sorey didn't correct him. "You're safe. You're at headquarters. I'm here, Rose and Dezel are upstairs. Raven's in his room. Copycat's on break. Everyone's here." Safe, within reach of his team. He was free to get up and go see any of them, free to move within the building. Sorey heart hammered as he balanced where he sat, always carefully walking the line between helping or making things worse with just his presence.
"Are you hurt at all?" The hit hadn't been meant to connect, couldn't have been too hard, but strikes to the head were never pleasant. "I'm just me. I'm not going to hurt you-- can I help?" Always ask permission before physical contact, one hand hovering unsure between them. Make sure Leo was okay with it.
[2016-04-06 11:04:28 PM] ᕕ(ᐛ)ᕗ | Adorkable Noodleo: An ongoing battle, one that ebbed and resurged without even a moment's notice. He'd been doing well, so well, to put everything behind him, and just that one thing- something in the posture, in the gesture itself- sent him right back to the beginning. Right back...
No, he wasn't in the beginning. It was just as Sorey was telling him- he was safe, here, in headquarters, and people were around him who could help him, who wanted to help him. He had at least learned to stop spurning help quite so much; he had no choice. Without it, he would have drowned in himself, so... Everyone was there, safe, and Sorey....
He supposed he should appreciate the gentility in Sorey's approach. He should appreciate the way that he spoke softly, asked permissions, the way he treated Leo as fragile in this state. Because that's what he was right now, right? He'd already had his moments with Raven ( accidents, ones he had apologized for, but Raven wasn't exactly defenseless; it'd mostly been hell on Leo more than anything ); it wouldn't do well to replicate them with Sorey. But still, it bothered him. It wasn't pity; no, it was more painful than that, the way Sorey spoke with him...
So he pushed upright, still holding himself tight ( tight enough to shake in his grasp ) as he drew a long, purposeful breath in his nose. "I-- I s-said I'm fine." He tried to look to Sorey- just look at him, just- it's not a difficult thing just do it- but ended up leveling more at his shoulder, eyes raking around for some sort of purchase. "You... it didn't... it's fine." He settled to sit on his feet. "Just... do whatever...." It's okay. You can come closer if you want.
[2016-04-07 12:51:33 AM] Cherry | ofelysia: Sorey didn't have any other choice except handle Leo with care. Fragile, maybe, but he didn't know how to deal with this in any other way. It'd been such a struggle for the other to allow him close again, and he'd always had to be careful, reminding his brother, making everything clear, doing whatever he could to differentiate himself from the vision Copycat had conjured. So much of what they'd build up had been knocked down in that one weak, and the unstable foundations had made progress slow to rebuild.
He watched Leo push himself up to sit, pushing himself, stubborn as always as if he could simply will the entire episode away. If only it worked that way, and Sorey always worried that his brother pushed himself too hard. But he was trying, and they've made so much progress. Things have been better, are getting better, and will be better. Leo knew where he was, knew what was going on. It didn't make it any less painful, but it made it easier to come back from.
"It's alright, I get it." Gently he leaned in, placing a hand on Leo's shoulder as he took a look at where the blow had landed. It was a little red from the impact, but it wasn't too bad. It'd seemed worse than it'd been when Leo had gone down because of his reaction. "You'll live, but we should put some ice on it. How does it feel?"
[2016-04-07 1:15:51 AM] ᕕ(ᐛ)ᕗ | Adorkable Noodleo: He didn't mean to flinch. Leo had purposefully told himself not to, in fact, when Sorey had gingerly reached out to place a hand on his shoulder. He meant no harm- hell, Leo was convinced that Sorey couldn't mean harm if he wanted to, and yet his body moved despite his mind. The movement was minute, a flicker of indecision, before Leo arrested himself where he was. Sorey's touch was everything he expected- soft, careful, meant only to bridge and comfort, not to hold and break down. But...
"How many times... Leo....."
The weight on his shoulders, tenderness in his eyes- this wasn't him, this wasn't-
"How many times am I going to save you?"
"How does it feel?"
"Fine." He could barely feel his cheek, as it were. The punch was far from where his mind was as his eyes again wandered. That look, the look of a man waiting for the world to burst into flames- he didn't want to have that look anymore, didn't want to pull away from Sorey, but his touch was like a weigh on his shoulder, dragging him down, dragging him back and--
He rolled off his feet, moving to stand with a hitched breath. "Fine, fine, it's- it's fine, I'm..." Running a hand through his hair, he scratched a bit at his head before grappling his breathing. In, out, in, out, come on, you walked Sorey through this before-- Walked Sorey through it before, but it was easier said than done. He just... he wanted to will it all away. Everything else went away when he pushed it; almost everything. he was usually so good at it. But now... Attached to a phrase, almost having to physically keep himself from pacing ( moving his legs, moving his arms, he was in motion, he was unbound he was free and coherent and in control he was in control he was in- ), Leo repeated, "Fine, fine... I'm..."
[2016-04-08 3:10:33 AM] Cherry | ofelysia: He couldn't miss the flinch. Sorey swallowed fought down the almost familiar frustration and helplessness. Leo didn't mean it, he knew but-- it was still hard to say it didn't affect him at all. It was better, every time this happened. Leo was more grounded now, able to at least understand what was happening. It wasn't like the first few weeks at least but it still hurt. Sorey watched as Leo got up, pulling away from him, his hand slipping off of the other's shoulder. His brother repeated that word to himself like a mantra, as if said enough times I would become reality. Fine. He will be, eventually. And aside from rare moments like this, he was.
Sorey picked himself up from his spot on the floor as well, watching Leo try to get his breathing under control. He knew how difficult it was, something so innocuous normally that took enormous effort in times like this.
Sorey grabbed their water and towels off the nearby bench, offering both to Leo as he worked to calm down further. It might help to be in motion. Walk about, be reminded of where he was and the safety and familiarity with their surroundings. Getting away from here, where it'd been triggered, might help, especially with a goal in mind. "How about we head to the kitchen to grab some ice?"
[2016-04-08 3:37:11 AM] ᕕ(ᐛ)ᕗ | Adorkable Noodleo: Leo dragged his hand down his face, focusing on breathing through his nose. His heart was slowing, thankfully, his chest seeming less like it would explode than it had a moment prior. Okay. He was... he was okay. He was moving, controlling himself, and Sorey was still the same Sorey he had ever been; he wasn't intending harm- never was in fact. A misunderstanding, one that had rocked his foundation ( pathetic that he had been bought in by such a ruse, that he had let something so cheap as some fancy holo-work unravel him like that; pathetic, abysmal, he should never have fallen for it and yet... he'd just been so eager to punish himself- why- )
Sorey wouldn't let him stay down. It was his steadfast determination and persistence that had gotten Leo back on his feet, that had rekindled their relationship after what had been done. And even now...
Leo gave a tired look to Sorey as he offered the water and towel. Moving... yes going to the kitchen would be nice. If it weren't such a terrible day outside, he'd have suggested jogging before any sort of sedentary activity, but moving up to the kitchen was passable. He offered a half smile, nodding as he accepted the offered items. "Yeah, sounds good." He slung the towel over his shoulder. With a sigh, he put a hand behind his head. "I... Sorry, about that..." Stupid, it was embarrassing and it was stupid... and... he was tired of hurting his brother. This was supposed to be behind him...
[2016-04-09 5:48:30 AM] Cherry | ofelysia: Sorey shook his head.
"It's okay, I understand." He couldn't fault Leo for the reaction. They all wanted him to get better, and he'd been trying his best. That's all anyone could hope for, and he was just thankful that he could be here at his brother's side. For the most part, things went well, they were able to stay in each other's presence, spend time together and enjoy themselves as if all was back to normal. They've made a lot of progress, and their bond had come through intact. Moments like this hurt, but they were still okay, and they were gonna be okay. "You're already calming down. It's getting better, isn't it?" Don't discredit yourself Leo, you've done amazing.
Sorey pulled the towel over his shoulders, headed for the door, and drained more than half his water in one go. He hadn't noticed while they were sparring, but now that he caught sight of the time he realized they'd been here much longer than it'd felt. He stretched as they crossed over the threshold into the hall, rubbing at his arm as he did so. "If it's any consolation, you did a number on me too. You hit harder than Rose does."
The senior inspector hit pretty hard, but she was more speed and agile, ruthless grace, taking you down before you even realized you've lost your footing. Facing Mikleo was altogether another experience that left no fewer bruises.
[2016-04-09 6:25:21 AM] ᕕ(ᐛ)ᕗ | Adorkable Noodleo: He understood. Of course he understood. Sorey, of all people, would get an event like this. That didn't make it any less irritating or humiliating for him. But with Sorey's encouragement, a small smile quirked his lips. He cocked a rueful brow. "Sure. I guess..." He waved a hand. "It's nothing, anyway. Just... let's go."
He fell into step beside Sorey- almost more close to him despite the fact that he honestly would rather walk a bit further from him. Call it personal defiance, or stubbornness; the tingly feeling of lingering anxiety made him more angry than anything. And while he stiffened at Sorey stretching, he didn't recoil ( a bonus, in his mind ).
Rolling his eyes, he replied, "Yes, glad to know I'm a more effective brawler than a 120 pound girl. You know she could kill us with her hands tied, right?" Hands ti-- don't. He forced a breath, turning his head forward and closing his eyes to focus. Ridiculous, his own thoughts were making it worse- go away, go away, go away.
"Besides, I didn't aim for your face. I would say that was a low blow, but I'm at least not that short."
[2016-04-24 11:40:16 PM | Edited 11:50:21 PM] Cherry | ofelysia: He could tell Leo was keeping closer than absolutely comfortable, Sorey couldn't miss the telltale signs. The older had always been stubborn, pushing his way through the toughest adversity. Leo was still fighting it; he wouldn't want to be babied, or have attention drawn to it. So Sorey didn't comment as they stopped by the elevator, opting for the idle chatter.
"Oh, easily." Rose always seemed unbeatable, invincible, able to just gracefully vault over and conquer any obstacle presented before her. Terrifying to face in the training room --and everywhere, for those who stood against the PSB-- and a constant source of confidence when at your side. Sorey had no illusions that he'd one day surpass her, at least not in combat.
"And here I thought we were training for the job. Sure, next time I face down a target I'll remember not to go for their face," Sorey rolled his eyes. He'd also point out that it hadn't even been meant to connect, just one in a series of hits to lead up to something that might have gained him the upper hand, but perhaps best to let that point lie given circumstances.
I’m gonna dump a couple of of skype threads onto here, all of which are within the psycho-pass verse. Because of the sheer length of them, I’m not going to work on formatting them, and formatting from skype are going to be lost
Word count: 48k
Warnings: drug use, kidnapping, incest, violence, just generally dark uncomfortable themes
[2016-02-08 9:55:28 PM] ₍₍ ◝(•̀ㅂ•́)◟ ⁾⁾: The day after tomorrow… he just needed to be sure that his division was the one to respond to the explosion, then slip toward the back of the area, to that other building. It was such a proximity that it would not trip anyone’s suspicions, that the tracker in his arm would not tip anyone off to his jaunt away. Just keep it to himself, just fine. And with that, he counted down the hours. One day passed, then the next, 10AM, 11AM…
The report at noon did not surprise him- an explosion, unknown casualties (it would be none, he knew), but response from Division I was immediately required. They could make it in ten minutes; that gave him twenty to get from the front of the wreckage to the building around back…. Just needed to keep his head on straight...
[2016-02-08 11:35:09 PM] angry tainted mikleo (ange) ♥: Constant double-overs that everything was in place — just a bit eccentric he was about the whole plan, but it was Leo for God's sakes, of course he would be nervous. A one-on-one, an actual conversation to be held in private with his most important brother. Why else wouldn't he feel a bit anxious? Time strikes noon, a beep from his phone chiming for the beginning of his mission. MWPSB Headquarters were — approximately, ten minutes away? If Leo... no, when Leo arrived, it should be a bit after that. Ten to fifteen minutes, give or take — a bunch of useless calculating in his mind, patting a tazer kept in his back pocket that was somewhat heavy. In the other, syringes safely capped and tucked away so he wouldn't stab himself. ( Now, that would hurt. ) Biding his time impatiently, the ten minute mark hits, and he knows it — this is when it truly would begin, listening in to a distant cacophony of police sirens and people. It seemed to have caused a ruckus in the general area — not that it really mattered. A diversion was a diversion, and Leo was his only concern.
He'd been waiting far too long for this moment, and all he wanted was to hear that voice of his, to see his face, to hold him in his arms — his twin brother, so precious and dear. Mikleo's body virtually quaked at the thought of meeting him like this, ready to face his quite adamant demeanour. But it would all change, with a little bit of force. The idea of Leo falling into his arms drove the man into an ever more passionate will to go through with this. Leo was his, not a dog of the PSB. Reunions were sweet; full of love, maybe even romantic, and he wanted Leo to experience that. To understand his feelings and to accept them. After all... he cared so much for him.
The sound of the door creaking open drops his arms by his sides, only to await the enforcer with a grin — and blissful silence.
[2016-02-08 11:42:24 PM] *** ᕕ(ᐛ)ᕗ has renamed this conversation to "KIDNAPPING AHOY" ***
[2016-02-08 11:50:15 PM] ₍₍ ◝(•̀ㅂ•́)◟ ⁾⁾: A perimeter- that's what he'd called for. Leo needed to distance himself from the others, and there was nothing like 'securing the surroundings' to isolate them all from one another. Sure, it meant he had to forfeit knowing that the others were safe, but... could he trust Mikleo? Well, no, of course not, but he could trust that letter. If this psychopath was as obsessed with him like this, then he would not compromise the opportunity to meet with him.
The building was burned a bit, the sulfur still crisp in the air as he moved around the back of the wreckage. There was only one building- the others were just construction trailers-, so it was easy to pick up where he was meant to go. He stopped for a moment at the door, taking a steeling breath. He had his Dominator. He had backup, whether they knew he was putting himself in peril or otherwise (at least they were there). This wasn't stupid... well, not if it went well. He just needed to disarm Mikleo. Whatever he was trying to accomplish, it was not an idle chat. It was the trick up his sleeve Leo needed to anticipate. His heart twittered like hummingbird wings in his chest as he pushed down the handle, slowly opening the door.
The creak was unnerving. He supposed it was fitting, given the state of the building and the tenseness of the moment. Think of it like in a novel- of course the door would creak in order to imbue the scene with an ominous air, something to put the reader on edge. Just like the dusting dancing through the sun streams in the windows, or the dirt of the floor that was either never finished or simply designed this way. A warehouse, after all, didn't exactly need proper flooring. The crates around were concerning, too; too many areas to hide in, too much for one person to watch their own backs alone. He needed to exercise as much caution as he could.
Leo brought his Dominator up, scanning the area as best he could. Nothing, it picked up nothing. Was he... not there...? No way...
And he entered with light steps. Caution... care... do not be caught off guard.
[2016-02-09 12:03:13 AM] angry tainted mikleo (ange) ♥: Mikleo's not one for surprises, but he couldn't help wanting to give him a bit of a shock — well, Leo might be a bit on edge, but maybe a bit of a 'Surprise, it's me!' entrance would be more friendly than jumping right into it. Hidden in an abode of crates, it wasn't until the door closed behind Leo that the man got into stance, ready to jump. Surprise him, maybe with a bit of retaliation, a chat — knock him out, and drag him away. Of course, with Copycat's help, his little girl hidden across on the other end. She simply had to wait until he was done before departing — after all, he wanted to be the one to do this himself. It was his brother, after all. Being a hands-on person or not, when it came to family, it became a matter between the two of them.
Listening for a few more footsteps, the quiet echo of his shoes rang out through the room quite loudly. Mikleo could spot the lights of his Dominator, a sky blue light slowly moving into the room to indicate a slow descent into the warehouse. It was quite roomy, but there wasn't much to look at. Furtively, he matched his steps as stealthy as possible. Once he was just a little more than a metre away, he dove off his feet and tackled his brother with wide arms, smiling brightly. It was something so uncommon for a character such as him to show such childlike innocence; but it was Leo, after all. " Brother! ", he called out, arms wrapped around his chest, " I've been waiting for you. "
[2016-02-09 12:08:07 AM] ₍₍ ◝(•̀ㅂ•́)◟ ⁾⁾: Not to be caught off guard, that was the goal. Leo was meticulous with the scanner, but the Sibyl system saw no one. It was not a flawless system, but shouldn't it have helped him more than this? He scowled, paranoia creeping into his mind. He was here, Mikleo had to be here. A bit further into the warehouse and still nothing ahead of him. This was ridiculous. Surely-- Unless it was another trap. Another explosion. Surely he hadn't lead him away so that he could harm the others- no, he'd promised-- why was he trusting the words of a man deluded into believe he was his--
"Brother!"
Leo twisted on his heel just in time for the man to leap at him- target is not a threat- grabbing him tightly around the chest. Waiting to see him? Good, wait to see this-- Leo couldn't shoot him but damn it all if he couldn't try to fight him. And so he brought the Dominator around in a wide swing, aiming for the side of Mikleo's head-
[2016-02-09 12:28:46 AM] angry tainted mikleo (ange) ♥: " ——Ngh! "
Getting hit by a Dominator with full force hurt a lot more than he thought. The man wasn't shaken, gripping onto him as a form of dealing with the pain, but his head pounded. Just a bit of a headache, but he could take it for him — besides, it wasn't that bad. Surely, he could hit much harder than that. Did Mikleo want to know? Perhaps. Releasing his grip around him, Mikleo was still able to smile through the pain, glancing around at the rather dark surroundings. Only so much light let in from a minimal amount of windows, a few gentle sun beams peeking through. " It's a bit dark — oh, well. " His gaze focuses on Leo once again, his heart pounding and bursting with adrenaline. He'd been waiting for so, so long!
" By the way, that's not how you greet someone, " he scolded gently, his palm rubbing his head in an attempt to relieve the pain. " It's quite rude, don't you think? At least I gave you a hug, instead. " It doesn't seem like he's trying to get anywhere with this conversation, but at the same time, it seems to be anticipating something — more. From the grin on his lips to his rather comfortable stance, he's oddly pleased about something, despite getting attacked with a Dominator. ( Though, he supposes it's his fault for catching him off guard. ) The distance feels nice to him — not too far, not too close. Less than a metre, but otherwise a hopefully comfortable distance for Leo. After all, he wanted him to feel comfortable in his presence. " You seem to be skeptical about something, brother. If something's the matter, you can tell me. "
" —but I really did just want to talk to you. That's what I've wanted all this time. "
[2016-02-09 12:42:17 AM] ₍₍ ◝(•̀ㅂ•́)◟ ⁾⁾: Other than the initial grunt, this man seemed.... undeterred. Leo stared down at him, baffled as he started talking about the light in the room. He'd just hit him with a Dominator. What was wrong with him? Was he seriously scolding him like a joke after that? He struggled a bit where he was, but finally Mikleo let him go and he took a generous step back. "Forgive me." he said, sarcasm practically palpable in his words. "My manners've gotten a little rusty, much more toward your sort." Well, what he saw his sort as. Sibyl, blast it, couldn't seem to see what a human did... why though?
He felt his lips draw back into a sneer. Something wrong? Oh surely there was- he was alone in a room with a psycho who believed himself to be his brother. "Then talk. Quickly." he said. "What's this about? What do you really want?" He had five minutes to spit something out, and then that wristcom would probably start going off for a report.
[2016-02-09 12:59:36 AM] angry tainted mikleo (ange) ♥: What he really wanted? Once the whole evil intent is removed, it was what is was -- the sole desire to see his brother again. Meeting him so often like this would only nurture a growing bliss in his heart, able to feel his body fall into sweet ecstasy whenever they met. It was overwhelming, really -- not letting his subconscious get the better of him, his fingers entwined with each other, mischevious. " Like I said, I only wanted to see and talk with you. There's truly no other intent behind this. A simple hello, perhaps a 'how are you' -- and a regular conversation, ideally. " His feet take a step forward, Mikleo attempting to appear as harmless as possible. After all, what could he do if Leo was afraid?
" I've been waiting to meet you privately, just like this. It's nearly impossible to see each other outside of your missions, so... I made one so I could see you. " But that's when his tone darkens, his bright expression taking a different turn. It seems far more malicious, though not a word speaks about it. " But... I want to see you much more than this. I've wondered if it would be a problem to stay with you a bit longer... but seeing that you have to report back, it's not possible. "
A few steps forward, keeping him close. " That's why... I've decided to make that dream come true. It will become reality -- we'll be together, forever. "
[2016-02-09 1:24:04 AM] Gemi | aoxre: Hiding in the shadows, beneath barrels and boxes that mask even the slightest inkling of her presence, she's waiting. Keen ears listening, her cue would be soon. Why he was so determined to have this horrendous copy in his arms was something she doubted she'd ever understand, but his word was absolute and despite how much she wanted to argue, she'd never second guess his order. And so she listens, watches through a small hole and her blood boils when the Dominator makes contact with the side of Mikleo's head. She almost dove out into view right then, lithe frame shaking as she seethed in silence. How dare he... How dare he so much as lay a finger on him...!
The rudeness in his voice, every movement of his actions, she hated him. Despised him. Wished him dead. Yet Mikleo was so fervent in his desires... how could she go against them? The answer was simple, she couldn't. Her life was Mikleo's, every part of her was his. She was his treasure so much as he was her entire world. She loved him, after all and not a thing he said went questioned on her end.
Just like now, as she watched him approach his twin image, the sign that it was time for her to move. A blur of chesnut hair, leaping over the boxes that had been her cover with a fluid grace unmatched, she was running with a speed unseen directly towards that wretched target. Her expression was of pure hatred, seething fury with alabaster teeth gritted so tight her jaw ached and fists white-knuckled. Her steps were nearly soundless against the concrete while the distance between her and the target rapidly decreased before a seamless jump launched her in the air and the sole of her shoe connected with the side of his temple. With as much grace as she started, she landed on her feet before running a hand through those long tresses, a glance cast towards Mikleo's direction.
"... This was enough, right?"
[2016-02-09 1:36:16 AM] ₍₍ ◝(•̀ㅂ•́)◟ ⁾⁾: Leo stared with unbridled suspicion as Mikleo spoke, his eyes narrowed, teeth grinding hard enough that he could hear them scrape past one another. To talk? Please. If he wanted to talk, send him a text message or shoot him something over the internet; talking was simple. This was something else entirely. He had intent, motive, and crime theories stated that a target, a locale, and a willing perpetrator were all you needed. Well, there it was, all in black and white, and he took another step back. His Dominator was useless, but still in his hands. Well, blunt force was better than nothing if he tried anything funny.
He shook his head. "You know how insane you sound." he spat, chest tightening as the tone of the conversation seemed to plummet into the abyss. No, this wasn't just an idle chat. There was something malevolent to this, an ulterior motive. He needed to root it out, keep him talking--
Footsteps?
There was someone else! As much as he wanted to shout a contrary "like hell" back at Mikleo's sentiment, the sudden tip off was far more concerning. Were he only a touch faster, perhaps he could have at least lessened the impact, but as it was, the figure was too fast. The strike landed true, and disorientation left him reeling as he collapsed to his knees with a shout. His hand flew up to his head. His head was swimming, throbbing where he'd been hit, and his whole body felt almost tingling with a wave of nausea and adrenaline. Under fire; he was under attack, and this guy-- girl?
Get your head on straight- being idle meant being endangered. Weakly, fighting the overwhelming vertigo that threatened to level him, he pulled up his Dominator. Who was with Mikleo- find her face, remember it- if nothing else, it was a clue, something to tell the others, intelligence to use in the future--
[2016-02-09 1:47:22 AM] angry tainted mikleo (ange) ♥: " I can't let you do that. "
As his words coo lovingly, he whips out the taser from his back pocket, immediately putting it to use. Nobody should know about Copycat -- that was simply unneeded danger for her, something that he wouldn't want Leo to remember. Being so precious so him, he couldn't let her get taken away from him -- Mikleo watched as his body fell limp after the shock, slowly pulling out a syringe from his other pocket. He pops the cap off, flipping his weakened brother over, gracing him with a smile.
His hands did quick work with his sleeves, rolling them up before he could find time to resist -- a prick, and the sedative finds its way into his bloodstream. Hopefully, effective as promised. " I'm doing this for the both of us, brother. I promised you, didn't I? " Placing the syringe back in his pocket, his hand outstretched towards Leo's cheek, brushing his cool palm to his skin. " We'll be together. " Following the shape of his jaw, his palm traced around and embraced his skin, his smile only growing wider. Bliss tugged at the corners of his lips, begging him to express this happiness evermore.
" I'll always be with you, brother. "
Mikleo waited, until he could barely respond.
[2016-02-09 2:08:13 AM] ₍₍ ◝(•̀ㅂ•́)◟ ⁾⁾: The zap caused him to cry out again- they'd been prepared for this, he screwed up, fuck he screwed up -, the Dominator tumbling out of his hands and thumping loudly against the ground. Surprisingly heavy, that mechanism was, and depressingly useless in the time he'd needed it most. Strength fled him entirely as he slumped to the side, feeling small convulsions from the leftover shock. It wasn't nearly as humane as the stunner, the impact point hurting, but his consciousness still barely hanging on.
With what little awareness he had, he knew he was boned. He had no strength, no ability to move, but the panic in his chest welled dangerously. He was at their damn mercy wasn't he, something he doubted Mikleo or whoever his damn lacky was possessed. And Mikleo rolled him over, rolling his sleeve. Leo wanted to flinch away, to protest as he saw the needle catch the light- needles? no, no no no stop he didn't want--. A small gasp was elicited as he felt the prick, the heat of whatever concoction he was injecting shoot up his arm. This was bad- his heart thrummed wildly despite him consciously telling it to stop. That would just spread it faster, whatever it was that would make it worse- don't panic, don't panic do...n't... p...a n..... ic.....
His eyes rolled a bit uselessly for a moment, his focus drifting as the drugs took effect. Something was touching his face, and he was vaguely aware of a distaste for such a motion. He hardly liked anyone touching him in the first place, much less when he wasn't aware of who it was. And with a short groan of discontent- brother? no, not... let me ...g o... -, Leo's eyes flicked closed.
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[2016-02-09 6:14:45 PM] Gemi | aoxre:
He'd kept her appearance shielded, standing between her and the target so he wouldn't see her face. The act of defense on her behalf made her heart flutter, she steps back in order to allow him space to act while keeping her hair over her features just in case his vision was still clear enough to find her. The sound of him hitting the floor was pleasant to her ears, caramel hues staring as the needle was presented and his face darkened as the drug took its effect. So much effort for someone like this...
A sigh escaped her once the copy had finally lapsed into a restless unconsciousness, removing a knife from her pocket. Time was reaching its end before the tracker set off its signals to his whereabouts. If it came to that, then this entire event would have been useless. Glancing at Mikleo, she spoke low and soft. A warning that he already knew of.
"I cannot be gentle taking it out of his arm. Do not get mad at me."
It wouldn't prevent her from having her way with it, she wouldn't be gentle in any regard. Momentarily she wondered if she could ' accidentally ' cause more harm than intended... No, Mikleo would notice it. Just enough to take the device out of his arm. A neat little incision, roughly removing the device before a plausible job of stitching the wound to avoid excessive bleeding. A quick job, one she'd trained for just for this purpose. She only wished he could have felt the pain.
"There, finished. Where shall I take him?"
[2016-02-09 7:39:53 PM] angry tainted mikleo (ange) ♥: " I've already plotted out a map for our directions. Once we get out of this general area, the number of scanners should decrease. Until then, we'll avoid people and Sybil — so all you have to do is follow right behind me. "
His hand ruffles her hair gently, petting her once or twice to give acknowledgement but not to ruin the hairstyle that he'd lovingly done for her. The faint lustre of chestnut locks tied in a loose bun is adorable, proud of his 'expertise' in dressing her up. She was like a little doll of his, responding to his every beck and call. She was controlled by puppet strings, but was so obedient that force was unnecessary. Copycat; so loyal, she even took a strong liking to him, perhaps a form of love — Mikleo, he loved her just as dearly. She was like a daughter to him, a child that he would never have but achieved, growing with more love and affection versus the destructive attention his uncle gave him. She would be treated like a treasure. Copycat was precious to him and wouldn't leave him, either. They were bound by fate, connected by a red string that would seal their life and death, together.
" You did an amazing job, Copycat. I'm proud of you. " And they were not false words, he truly was proud. She'd managed to sneak up on his brother and knock him down with her foot, her quick footing making her appear as if she could dance midair. Her style was almost graceful in the way she seemed to go on the offense — sort of like a thorny rose, she was. Embracing her ever so gently, Mikleo held her close to his chest with his lips curved in a broad smile.
" I'll tell you once we're near, but I have transportation prepared. You don't have to carry Leo, either. "
[2016-02-12 3:10:49 PM] Gemi | aoxre: Oh how her elation only grew with that affectionate approval granted by her caretaker. Cheeks flushed a pleasant shade of rose when honey-like words graced her ears and that soft, coveted touch that tousled long tresses in their fashionable hairstyle. Her heartbeat was fervent in her chest, she could swear she was on cloud nine in his embrace. She had done it, she had made him proud. Happy. Her aggravation towards the unconscious copy was momentarily forgotten when in Mikleo's arms, she could have remained there until the end of time and never be satisfied.
"... Anywhere you will go, I will follow."
The words weren't hollow, she would have gladly followed him into the depths of hell and back without so much as a single argument. There was no turning back when she had reached out her hand to take his on that night when he had saved her. When he had told her to come with him, she had entrusted every part of herself to him without regret. He doted on her, loved her, and raised her with a passion she had found nowhere else. Mikleo was her savior, how else could she pay him back for all of his kindness other than this?
"I will keep away from scanners. I know where they are located. Shall we move, then?"
[2016-02-14 3:20:20 PM] angry tainted mikleo (ange) ♥: Hoisting his brother over his shoulder, he smiled at her continuous loyalty, pleased with how hardworking the young girl was. " Yes, " Mikleo responded softly, " it's time to go. Tell me if you need to rest, okay? There are some spots where we can take a break. " The route taken was planned to the smallest detail, considering multiple situations -- would they get caught in different areas, he had a map and a plan burned in his mind. Even prepared for resting and hiding spots, it was obvious that Mikleo was unwilling to let his brother go. All of this trouble -- he would do it for his sake. The duo fled the warehouse, pleased with the distant police sirens, the cries of chaos -- so far, all was going by the original plan.
The adrenaline of escape and the sheer thought of having Leo all to himself, the speed of his heartbeat picked up, an intense sensation drowning him in an odd ecstasy. He could just be Leo, not a dog of the MWPSB forces; oh, his dear brother was so much more than a fighter. The list of what he appreciated about him was infinite, an undying love for his twin that kept him going. Escaping with this feeling of love, it took no time for him and Copycat to reach their destination once hitting the next district.
"Leo... aren't you happy? It'll be me and you. There's no one to get in our way now." It seemed to be that though he knew he was unconscious, Mikleo still spoke lovingly towards his brother in hopes that he would hear his words.
[2016-02-15 10:50:32 PM] (✿´‿`): ------
Leo stirred and immediately regretted it. Pain- a dull ache through his entire body ( stunned? Had Rose gotten him again? Damn... ), as well as a sharp one through the side of his head... and his arm was throbbing... He moved to sit up, the wood of the floor cool against his cheek confusing him further. The whole world felt like it was underwater, so why...?
Why were his hands bound? The tie was tight around his wrists- too tight, it was biting into his wrists. His eyes flew open, and he used his core to sit himself upright. Vertigo overwhelmed him ( how long had he been laying there? ), and Leo fell back against the wall behind him and closed his eyes again. Whoa... what kind of mess had he gotten himself into this time...? He breathed heavily, trying to still the swaying of the world. Was he actually on a boat? It almost felt like it, the current rocking him back and forth as the memories slowly dripped back to him. The warehouse, Mikleo, the unnamed woman, and he--
His eyes flicked open, lavender hues rolling over the room. He needed to grasp his surroundings, needed to come up with a plan. If he was with Mikleo, he needed to get away as quick as possible; bounds or none, surely Leo was clever enough for an escape plan. The room had the feeling of an old rustic lodge, one of the ones Gramps had told him older men used to use for hunting in the wooded countryside before the days of Sibyl. The walls, the floor, the ceiling, were all paneled wood, the hue of which he couldn't discern because of the atrocious lack of light. There was a small light bulb, dim, flickering, suspended from the center of the roof. Its actual luminescence was deplorable at best, offering little relief for his strained eyes. And the bed ( seriously, Mikleo, why did you drop him on the floor when there was a perfectly good bed over there? ) was neatly made, tucked in the corner furthest from him. A briefcase laid in wait beneath the bed, and Leo could feel a bit of a nervous eeriness looking at it. Something.... was there something to that box? Whatever it was, he didn't want to linger to find out.
There didn't seem to be anything to cut himself free. Well there went plan one. Even the window behind him was boarded over, the small rays of sunlight that cut through it the only betrayal that a window was there to begin with. He groaned softly, cursing beneath his breath. He'd made a damn mess of things this time, hadn't he?
[2016-02-15 11:35:26 PM] angry tainted mikleo (ange) ♥: He smiles, the fresh scent of a homemade breakfast filling the air. The small shed was very functional for living purposes, seeing as he'd not only used it as a small workplace, but even having an old-school stove and refridgerator along the walls — well, it was pleasant, using older technology like this. Electronics of a time that seemed to be forgotten, already looked upon as the 'old times.' Mikleo detested that train of thought — the creations in the past were amazing, but were now simply replaced with a system to do the work for you. Little choice in the direction of your life, a way to 'calculate' your happiness — and how would a machine ever understand what true happiness was? Sybil had little understanding in human satisfaction... it would never comprehend the splendor of humanity. Perhaps a change like this would do his brother some good? Accustoming to the olden days sounded like a nice change of pace from the ever-changing society under Sybil's rule — besides, he was free here. Why would he need to return?
Entering the room quietly, the man set down a tray on a worn wooden table near the entrance, the scent of freshly cooked eggs and warm toast filling the room. If only waking up to freshly made breakfast this enticing was the everyday custom. Having meals all created from hyper oats, but a simulation of the real thing — the thought was unappetizing to him. Maybe... Leo would feel the same. Catching a glance of his condition, what a surprise it was to see that he was awake, the flickering of lavenders observing the room — and to land on Mikleo, donning a smile stretched widely, amused. " Good morning, brother. How did you sleep? —Well, seeing that I haven't gotten you sheets and a pillow yet, probably not well, but... "
Mikleo approached in slow, long strides, squatting down before his brother, just about pleased with the situation. " Don't worry, I'll make it as comfortable as I can for you. What kind of brother doesn't offer hospitality? ...right, I made breakfast for you. Made with my own hands, real toast, and real eggs. I promise, it's just normal food — but more so, the Mikleo special. It's made with love. " Going back to bring the tray over, he swiftly slid a silver knife through the egg, golden streams of yolk pouring out across the plate. Helping him eat had to be part of the job, and he did so with a smile, tearing off small bits of toast. " I wanted to talk with you, actually. Nothing serious, just trivial matters. I wanted a heart-to-heart talk with you, brother. But first, " he started, soaking a small piece of toast in yolk before holding it out to him, " breakfast needs to be finished. Say 'aah,' brother. "
[2016-02-15 11:46:12 PM] (✿´‿`): Leo stiffened as the door opened. Great, just as he'd suspected, MIkleo was behind all of this. He couldn't press any further into the wall than he was, but it was as if whatever aqueous uncertainty in his mind departed as clarity flushed over him. A snarl pulled at his lips. Brother. Why did he keep calling him that? He was no one's brother but Sorey; there was no doubt in his mind. He ignored the appealing scent that wafted through the room ( he'd made it himself? In this day and age, that was somewhat remarkable; it left Leo somewhere between impressed and revolted- who knew if he could trust this lunatic's cooking, after all ).
How did he sleep, he asked? Leo's glower intensified. He'd been drugged, beaten and tied up on the ground. How did Mikleo think he slept? He was tempted to rejoinder that his discomfort was nothing to do with the lacking sheets and pillow, but he couldn't think of anything to say other than expletives. But no, no animosity yet; Leo needed to play his cards close to his chest, gauge the other, figure out where he stood. To immediately be combative could be dangerous, deadly with this sort... there was no way to tell.
His heart quickened as Mikleo strode across the room, and he curled his legs up to his chest defensively. Something to put between him and the other, something that separated them despite his despairingly vulnerable state. He hated this--
Leo growled in the back of his throat. "If you wanted to talk we could have done it before." he spat, turning his face away from the toast. No way; he wasn't eating anything this man offered him were he not forced. There was no trusting it. Leo's training in hostage situations hadn't really trained him for being the captive, but he could imagine anyone would side with him that eating food prepared by your captive seemed suicidal at best... if he was going to die, it wasn't going to be like this anyway. "And stop calling me that."
[2016-02-16 12:29:58 AM] angry tainted mikleo (ange) ♥: " Haha... I guess we could've. But you were busy, so I thought a bit more time was necessary. " Noticing his refusal to eat, all he did was smile and put the piece in his mouth instead — not just to show him it was safe, but he did want to eat it, too. ( And in another way, to just make it feel more casual. After all, he seemed a bit stiff. ) What made him more confused, however, was his dislike for being called 'brother.' Out of all the things that he could be ticked off about in the moment, it seemed that was one thing that annoyed him — but it confused Mikleo. They were brothers, so why would he not...?
His hand gently ran through Leo's bangs so that they weren't covering his face — geez, you could've trimmed them a bit better — and all he did was grin at Leo, a relieved sigh escaping his lips. " You don't like me calling you brother? Even if you tell me not to, I wouldn't know what to say, seeing that you are... saying 'Leo' feels a bit odd to me. " Really, all of this idle chat was quite pleasing to him, finally able to sit and talk with his brother in peace. Conversation on the battlefield was scarce and typically violent; so something like kidnapping was just about the most sound answer he could come to. ( Not that it was... sound with the law. ) Now that he was in his captivity, there was no better time than to talk to him now about anything, really — just as long as he were to be by his brother's side once more, that was fine with him.
" Let's see... we should probably continue our conversation, shouldn't we? No one will interrupt us this time — oh, and don't worry. No more drop kicks to the head, I promise. In fact, I'm not sure if it was necessary in the first place, but it was impressive, wasn't it? " He almost seemed pleased talking about how successful his plan was to his captor, though that might weird him out even more. Seeing that Leo wasn't intent on eating, he took another piece for himself with a little grin. He was truly relaxed, vulnerable in every way in this moment, but that was because he felt so comfortable, sitting like this with his brother. Mikleo was absolutely ecstatic that they could meet like this.
" Then... how are you doing? Does your head hurt? "
[2016-02-16 12:39:53 AM] (✿´‿`): And Mikleo ate the food instead. Fine, he'd made it, he could have it. It wasn't like Leo wasn't used to skipping meals for a few days when he needed to; after all, that was all it would take for the others to find him, right? Surely it couldn't be much longer than that. Besides, if he was obstinate, maybe he could get the other to slip up, to make a mistake that would be his undoing. That was all he could hope for.
Mikleo's smile was pissing him off. Irritation boiled his blood as the other moved his hair back, and Leo shrunk a bit from the affection. Seriously, who did this guy think he was? A lunatic, someone that the Sibyl system was failing with by allowing him to slip by through the cracks. And now look what was becoming of it. "Leo's my name." He proffered with a sour tone. What the hell else would he have been called?
No, they should not continue the conversation. Was that what this madman was vying for? Leo looked at his incredulously, though his scowl did not waver. At the memory, his head pulsed painfully. No, the kick had been unnecessary and ridiculous; he would not validate it with impressive... even though it... really was. Seriously, the one behind the kick was quite the powerhouse. He'd need to keep an eye out for her...
Mikleo was so lax. If Leo could just get his hands in front of his body, he could probably at least do a good job of wrestling him, maybe even strangle him and make his escape. But there was no doing that with him sitting right there; there was no speedy, nor sneaky, way to wrestle with his bonds. So he settled instead for offering a glare sharp enough to rend a forest. His amusement, it seemed was lacking in about the same proportion that Mikleo's was in abundance.
"You beat me and drugged me." he shot. "How the fuck do you think I am?"
[2016-02-16 1:05:07 AM] angry tainted mikleo (ange) ♥: Though the response was somewhat crude, a reply was still what he wanted. Cracking a gentle laugh at how blunt he was about his condition, Mikleo could only nod and agree. " That's true. I would suppose your head hurts quite a bit... oh, is your body still a bit numb? I wasn't too sure if I overdid the injection, but... " His words stopped in his tracks at the sight of his wristcom flashing -- ah, that's right -- maybe that wasn't a good idea to keep on. If he communicated with the PSB too soon, that would prove to be a problem.
" --on that topic, it doesn't seem like you enjoy needles much, do you? I would use more comfortable methods, but... you don't seem willing to take a pill for me. I'm no doctor, but I probably did it just fine. " His gaze wandered to the table, realizing he'd left a bottle of water there, as well. He rose to his feet and got the bottle, cracking it open as he took his seat before his brother once more. " Right... I have no intentions of having you die of dehydration, so you might want to have a sip, at least. "
Choosing a better angle to sit at, Mikleo hovered over Leo with a kind smile, holding out the bottle. " I can't have you refuse water, so... if you won't let me, I'll have to pry your mouth open. I'll be gentle. " Keeping the rim of the bottle close to his brother's lips, he positioned it carefully as to not spill, hoping he would cooperate to some extent.
[2016-02-16 1:13:01 AM] (✿´‿`): Leo's brow knit furiously. How could he speak so relaxedly about this all? He was talking about drugging him, hurting him, committing crimes and he could have just as easily been talking about the pleasantness of a lofty September afternoon.
"What the hell did you do to me?" he asked, despising the softness to his voice. He'd had pain medicine countless times, and it had never done that to him. So what was Mikleo using to dose him up? And from the sound of it... was he going to do it again? Maybe it was trivial, asinine, but no, Leo was not a fan of needles. Never had been. The irony in him being almost always in and out of the hospital; but thankfully he was usually unconscious while any needle work was done. "I'm not taking anything from you." he challenged.
This was pathetic, demeaning. He was going to force him to drink like this? That smile was haunting, a bitter resentment bubbling in his throat ( which he abruptly realized was actually tremendously parched; how long had he been out? ). Mikleo shoved the bottle to his lips- gentle, as per his promise, as much and that frustrated Leo-, and he begrudgingly parted them. Whatever. It was water. He wasn't going to die from that, but he would die without it, and he couldn't go offing himself before the others arrived to collect him. Two quick drinks, then his lips shut again as though on a hinge. Whatever water the other was pouring dripped down. Not that he cared. His shirt wasn't exactly clean; way he saw it, maybe it was like a shower of sorts.
"Why are you doing this?" Gather intelligence. Whatever he could garner, he could shoot back with his wrist com; even tied up, he was still good enough with it that he could contact someone once Mikleo left. The other had forgotten it, somehow....
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[2016-02-16 1:30:54 AM] angry tainted mikleo (ange) ♥: So many questions, a small barrage of them shooting left and right all towards him -- understandable, as the situation he'd been placed in was most likely undesirable. " Why? " Even Mikleo hadn't really thought of a reason for his actions; there was an instinct that told him he must, created from his desires and how much he yearned to make Leo his. Mikleo almost looked a bit confused, his brows scrunching in deep thought. " I suppose... because I wanted to. Does that answer satisfy you? "
He answers lightly as if they were still continuing the casual conversation, perhaps unwilling to make this serious whatsoever; besides, it was quite the truthful answer. All Mikleo wanted to do was see him, after all. Wasn't that normal for family? Placing the water bottle aside, he dabbed his sleeve at Leo's chin, making sure to keep him clean. " And if you're so curious about that drug... well, it's a bit stronger than what you may be used to. After all, I needed something to keep you down for a bit longer, otherwise you'd run away. We don't need that happening, do we? "
Mikleo stepped around him, rolling him over to reveal the wristcom he hadn't removed just yet -- constant flashing, a blue screen calling for his attention -- his hands gently reached for his wrists, hoping that he wouldn't resist too much as he attempted to remove it, fingers grasping onto to cool metal. This wasn't something he needed. It was like a little collar to say he was a dog that worked for Sybil -- a little bracelet of shame that his brother didn't need. It's not like he would be talking to them anytime soon, either.
" There... I'm going to take this off for you, so don't struggle too much, will you? After all, you're not fond of needles, right--brother? "
[2016-02-16 1:43:36 AM] (✿´‿`): Because he wanted to? "Hardly." Leo's eyes burned, scathing with loathing as he stared Mikleo down. He was literally detaining him, hurting him, because he wanted to? No, that was in no way a satisfying response. He was so damn flippant, too. It pissed him off more. Hurt him, Leo wanted to hurt him, to fight back somehow. But he was woefully defenseless. Frustration continued to mount within him.
He flinched from his parental cleaning efforts. No way; he was not babying Leo through this. The Enforcer wanted no part of this experience, and was certainly not becoming familial with him. We don't need that happening, do we? he'd claimed, and Leo scoffed. No, assuredly not, that would be what Leo wanted. Did he hear himself? The insanity of it all... "Selfish shit.." he breathed, still glaring. "Don't do it agai-- Hey!"
Damn it! He'd jinxed himself by thinking of the wristcom, it seemed. Leo wriggled, trying to keep it from Mikleo's grasp, but the other man was blithe, in control as he proceeded to tinker with it. "Damn it--!"
"There... I'm going to take this off for you, so don't struggle too much, will you? After all, you're not fond of needles, right-- brother?"
Oh that was it. He didn't care how much his head hurt- Mikleo had made a mistake with proximity. Rearing his head back, he aimed to crash it into Mikleo's- like hell was he taking his only tether back to the people who would be coming for him. It was all he had- he needed it-- And Leo had no problems performing like the caged animal did in times of fright- rabidly and instantly.
[2016-02-16 2:02:18 AM] angry tainted mikleo (ange) ♥: The fighting instinct was rather violent, their heads making contact, but Mikleo managed to back up in time. He watched Leo thrash about ( and honestly, it looked a bit funny ), in an attempt to keep him away from the wristcom. "I didn't want to do it this way, brother. " Stepping away from him rolling and flailing about, the suitcase under the bed came out, removing empty syringes and filling one with a suspicious liquid, approaching Leo once more.
"This won't hurt, so try to stay somewhat still, won't you-- " Practically tossing himself towards him, Mikleo was sitting atop his lower back, already rolling up his brother's sleeve and lifting his arm. " You make this harder than it should be , " he speaks coldly, in a tone worlds apart from his typical cheerfulness, " but I have no choice. It's not good for you, but it's for the best. "
He takes no time inserting the needle ( at an odd angle, but what could he do ), administering the drug, holding him down until he would fall back into gentle sleep. The wristcom could be used for other matters, but certainly not for Leo. Mikleo observed closely as his body began to rest, dragging his consciousness by the ankles.
" Good night. "
[2016-02-16 2:11:41 AM] (✿´‿`): Leo thrashed, trying desperately to get some kind of purchase as he combatted ( could this really be called combat? this was pathetic really ) Mikleo. Damn it-! Mikleo managed to get away, and Leo was deposited on his side, pushing up painfully on his elbow to glower as Mikleo crossed the room.
Damn it all, he knew he had reason to be wary of that briefcase. His heart leapt in his chest, again a primal instinct overwhelming him- fear. And he loathed how easy it was to get his heart racing, to launch him into a cold sweat as he fought to obtain a center of balance and push away. But Mikleo was upon him- literally pinning him down and Leo writhed to escape. No, no no no he had to get away, there had to be some way--
And the needle pierced the back of his forearm painfully, and Leo bit down hard on his lip to keep from crying out- don't give him the satisfaction, damn it-! The acrid taste of blood flooded his mouth, and he could feel himself shaking despite himself. Needles- damn it he hated them, and he hated the stupid heat that flooded his veins in response to the drug pumped into his body.
Should it have taken hold that quick? There had to be some kind of wait time before it gripped him. But his head lolled almost immediately, and he struggled to keep it aloft as Mikleo remained straddled over him. Don't touch him, let him go, he didn't want this, he didn't want--
His head hit the wood floor roughly, the tenseness in his jaw fleeing as strength abandoned him. "F..uck..." He couldn't resist it.... damn... and he heard the sickeningly tender good night as his consciousness faded.
[2016-02-16 2:26:54 AM | Edited 2:27:31 AM] Gemi | aoxre: The door of the room creaked open with a slow but painful sound, standing in the doorway was the treasured puppet he claimed to love so much. But there was aggravation written against porcelain features, free from any blemish or scar. Arms crossed over her chest, her foot tapped in her irritation. She'd been reading so peacefully in her room but with all the racket that this wretched copy was making, she could hardly call it pleasant.
Calculating hues scanned the room, falling from the unconscious fake to the plate of semi-eaten breakfast on the table. They took their focus upon the object of her primary affections, taking graceful strides to enter the room before yanking the unconscious Leo and returning his chair upright.
"I am trying to read, this noise is unacceptable."
She even cast a somewhat chilled stare at her caretaker, even he knew better than to interrupt her reading sessions, they were important for her development skills. A heavy sight expelled, the mimic allowed herself to take hold of the plate before turning to Mikleo once more.
"This... it is cold. Can I eat the rest?"
[2016-02-16 2:39:50 AM] angry tainted mikleo (ange) ♥: It took no time to remove the wristcom once Leo was unconscious, tucking the metallic bracelet into his pocket. Once he managed to pack up the suitcase, soundlessly sliding it under the bed, Mikleo heard the door creak open, finding his precious doll at the entrance. She was certainly displeased in the way she observed the room's circumstances -- a mess, really, from Leo's retaliation.
" Sorry, but I managed to quiet him down. You can continue reading. " Mikleo knew of how willing she was to learn and to better her education; most of the time, he would be reading with her or sometimes even studying, just so she could still learn more academically. Besides, learning was good for the young mind. He was so proud of her for continuing to educate and entertain herself despite of the life they were leading -- but as long as she could still grow up with some education, that was all he needed.
His gaze follows the plate, noticing a half eaten slice of toast and egg yolk covering the plate, some of the toast practically drowning in the golden liquid. " If you'd like to. I thought about finishing the rest, since he refused to, but please go ahead. " Flashing Copycat a smile, his hand tenderly pet her head, pleased. " Was there anything else you needed? "
[2016-02-17 3:13:27 PM] Gemi | aoxre: A pleasant, innocent smile spread across once scowling features, lighting up her face at the approval she'd been given. It wasn't often that Mikleo cooked, but when he did, it was heaven to indulge in the creations he made. Even if they were simple at best, there really was a comparible difference between what was made by hand and what was created by technology for you. A nod of her head, accepting eagerly the touch of his palm to the top of her head, she was placated enough by the silence after the copy was finally shut up.
"No, that was all. I will eat this, and return to my studies."
Lithe frame turning, the doll obediently went to the entrance of the room in order to re-heat her now self-claimed breakfast. However, she paused, turning to glance at Mikleo once more before giving a small smile, coy in its nature.
"That might be important, but do not forget to feed me, too. Keep him quiet from now on? I want to keep studying, I will see him when I am finished."
With her quiet demand spoken, glad that even she could request such things from Mikleo without fear of backlash from her beloved caretaker, the obedient puppet left the room to eat the remainder of what had been made.
[2016-02-21 4:39:03 AM] angry tainted mikleo (ange) ♥: A nod is his response, finding her haughty way of demanding silence endearing in its own fashion; Copycat was so young and fragile in appearance, yet perhaps one of the strongest people he'd ever met. She was dear to him, precious, even — pleasing her was his duty. Facing his unconscious brother, Mikleo gingerly lifted him from the ground, carrying him to his bed with a grin. This was the beginning. The start of something new, a finely established connection that was so coveted for — oh, did he want to keep Leo by his side. Placing him atop the mattress, his body sunk slowly as his back faced wooden walls, somewhat dilpidated but certainly not weak. Though reaching its arms towards decrepitude, the small building was still functional as ever. It was charming. Perhaps that was why Mikleo took such a liking to it.
" Are you happy? " He takes a seat at the bedside, cupping his palm 'round Leo's cheek. Chilled skin meets his hand, though not much cooler than his own. " This is a time where we can get to know each other, brother. " Pleased, his thumb extends to his lips, brushing and tracing their shape, tiers alabaster and chapped. He wanted to know all he could about him. His personality. Every inch of his body. What thoughts ran through his mind, the people he knew. There was some comfort in knowing that this was plausible, having surpassed what seemed to be impossible, with a brother so stubborn as this. His legs rose onto the bedsheets, laying down next to him with a fervent stare, a glimmer in amethysts that displayed passionate desires through their beauty.
Mikleo wanted him. An impassioned gaze was focused on his visage, chestnut strands veilling his features with gentle grace. A hand rose, tucking them behind his ear, an amused exhale escaping him. How would he feel the next time he awoke? Excepting the drug's influence, would it shock him to see a man before him, either asleep or admiring him quietly? Knowing Leo, he'd be terrified — maybe even retaliate, though perhaps the tranquil state he would face could prevent that. Mikleo was truly excited to have him awaken once more.
Let my image be ingrained in your mind. And eventually, may I be the only person you'll be able to think of.
Soon, he was able to sleep, his hand resting atop his cheek. Even without the bedsheets, a sensation of warmth washed across him — was it the sheer bliss of having Leo here, or was it the fervent fire that continued to illuminate, raging within his heart?
Regardless of what it was, Mikleo was happy. He felt true happiness, an emotion he thought that would never return.
[2016-02-28 12:56:56 PM] (✿´‿`) | Adorkable Noodleo: Wherever he was, it was marginally more comfortable than the floor he'd woken up on before. Floor...? Yes he had been asleep on the floor. And now, he was sleeping on... something else. It felt as if he were pulling spider webs away from his mind, the tacky remnants clinging and lingering despite his best effort to overcome them. Sleep... no, this was not a natural haze. This was not the grogginess he felt upon waking normally, but something else entirely. Why... why did he feel so heavy, so dense compared to normal? He was a relatively healthy individual; moving shouldn't have been so challenging for him, except--
For the bonding around his wrists and ankles.
It was immense the amount of effort that he had to put into prying this eyes open, a wooden wall all that greeted the thinly parted irises as they attempted to focus on the living world. Leo, for a moment, stared at it. A wall. Okay that was normal, but... the bed- he'd been moved. For a moment, that was the creepiest thing about this situation. Leo was hardly afraid of being helpless, but the idea of him being unconscious and carried somewhere against his will ( much like when he had been brought here all things in fact ) made him feel almost nauseous. Almost. What did churn his insides was the sensation of someone sleeping beside him.
It wasn't Mikleo. He couldn't imagine why it would be Mikleo. Because that would just be too weird, too confusing, too-- oh heavens it was. He craned his head to get a peak before it snapped back forward. Shit. He was literally sharing a bed with a psychopath. Bound, with no tracker, no communicator, and... no, helplessness didn't suit him. He had to do something. He wasn't just about to sit around here and wait for another damn dose of whatever that drug was ( what was it anyway? Some sort of narcotic, but in such a mass quantity that it put him straight down. That could not have been healthy in any respect... did Mikleo know what he was doing? How many doses could he take...? ) Not eager to solve any of his inquiries, Leo started attempting to slowly, carefully, inch down the bed. Get to the door, and just... wiggle to freedom...? He didn't have a plan, which was strange in and of itself, but damn it he needed to learn to improvise eventually. He just... wanted out.
[2016-02-28 11:58:31 PM] angry tainted mikleo (ange) ♥: It was warm.
Sharing a bed with someone else was something uncommon in his daily routine — more so, he didn't seem to sleep very well, either. A few hours were plenty, having run on little amounts of sleep many times before. After all, his situation didn't exactly come with a list saying he could sleep eight hours a day on average. Each waking moment was a step towards his goals, but it wasn't until now that Mikleo succumbed to sleep's embrace. This was his coveted moment, so it was inevitable for him to finally sleep by his brother's side. Squished snugly by his side, Mikleo noticed an unfamiliar scent — laundry detergent and very faintly, smoke. Ah, so this is what he smells like... He couldn't help but take in that scent.
His mind felt at ease, despite resting quite lightly. Never much of a deep sleeper, the slight shifts in the bed was already stirring him awake. What is that...? Slowly opening his eyes, what came into vision was Leo making his way off the bed by... wiggling? Unique. He decides to pretend as if he were still sleeping to see what his brother came up with... after all, it would prove to be an interesting show. Shutting his eyes, he pretended to shift in his sleep, rolling to his other side.
"Mm..."
[2016-02-29 12:16:42 AM] (✿´‿`) | Adorkable Noodleo: And Mikleo moved. Leo froze in his place, staring with wide eyes at the wall in front of him. Caution. Caution and delicacy were what this mission would take. If he was going to escape... honestly, why didn't he just try to kill Mikleo? He was a lithe framed man, too, similar to himself. In a fair fight, he could probably take him; if it hadn't been for that damn woman, he probably would have been fine. But bound like this... no, that was why he didn't risk anything so aggressive as that. It would be suicide, or another opportunity to get poked. He had a growing list of reasons why he didn't want that...
A small moan from the other man, and Leo dared a peek over his shoulder. He was... still asleep? Leo never really moved in his sleep, wasn't really the sort to sleep very long normally anyway, so it was strange. But he guessed Sorey did it from time to time, and normal people rolled around in unconsciousness... he'd have to bank on it. So he continued his maneuver, more careful now than he had been a moment before lest he stir the sleeping beast. Caution and delicacy....
And there were neither of those things as he slipped off the end of the bed. He fought a yelp of surprise as he discovered that yes, gravity was still functional, but the strength in his legs was simply not, and he collapsed into a heap at the end of the bed. "S-shit-!" he seethed under his breath. No way had that clatter been quiet enough to escape notice, but-- He slithered under the bed. Pathetic, this felt so stupid he couldn't be this frickin vulnerable to be hiding under a bed but-- He just needed to keep quiet. Maybe... this was foolish and embarrassing... it wouldn't accomplish anything--!
[2016-02-29 1:17:56 AM] angry tainted mikleo (ange) ♥: A laugh had to be stifled from the attempt taken at escape. It wasn't the fall that was entertaining, but the quick reaction to falling off -- he'd panicked and wriggled under the bed as fast as he could. Was he that afraid of being left out on the floor like that? It wasn't as if Mikleo was planning to do anything to him. ( oh, not yet. ) Sitting up, he considered peeking over and greeting him, but perhaps a bit of freedom here and there was what he needed to keep going. After all, a hostage without any hope wasn't fun at all. " Nn... " Proceeding with life as normal, he slid off the bed, squatting down.
He simply needed to pull out the briefcase under the bed, and it seemed that his brother hadn't moved it much. Reaching his arm under the bed, Mikleo lifted it, placing it atop the bedsheets with a gentle thump, ignoring the other as if he weren't there. " There... " Taking a seat next to the briefcase, he pulled a picture from the bedside table -- it displayed an image of the two and Muse, taken a long time ago. He wasn't entirely sure how long he'd held onto the photo, but it was always there. The two of them and their mother smiling in front of their old home -- briefly, a thought came to mind as to who took the picture, but it likely could've been... no, he didn't want to think about it.
" We're together again. " Mikleo spoke to the photo, a wistful tone, nostalgia working its way through his body. " And we'll never let each other go. " A smile crept into his lips, placing the photo back as he rose from the bed. Slowly, lowering himself towards the floor, Mikleo bent down to take a good look at his brother hiding under the bed, smiling brightly. He practically had to lie on the ground himself to look at him.
" Right, brother? Just the two of us. "
[2016-02-29 1:39:33 AM] (✿´‿`) | Adorkable Noodleo: Leo slid into place under the bed, curling as tightly into himself as he could. This was the stupidest of hiding places, the most idiotic of sanctuaries he could have surmised. But it was the only place he could go right now. And if he tried to open that door after that ridiculous crash, he would surely be caught right away. He stiffened, his breath catching in his throat as the bed creaked beneath the now moving Mikleo. Shit. Shit shit shit he needed to harness invisibility. He briefly recalled that time in grade school that little girl had attempted to convince Sorey that if you held your breath in the hall, teachers wouldn't catch you skipping class. This was not the time for such a hail Mary hypothesis to be tested, but it seemed his body was keen on it as his breath stayed soundly within him, unmoving, undrawn.
And MIkleo was moving, reaching beneath the bed and rummaging for that damn briefcase. Leo had half a mind to pull it away from him. He needed to find an opportunity to hide that torture box, too. The less of whatever he was administering reached Leo's body, the better, he felt; it actually evoked a somatic response just looking at the briefcase as it was tugged easily from the hiding spot. It thunked against the bed over Leo's head.
Who the hell was he talking to? Together again? Ridiculous; Leo had been with Sorey and Gramps as long as he could remember. He knew there was something to that, that he had been found more than actually birth raised there, but whatever again Mikleo spoke of simply did not apply to him. No, he refused to let it apply to him. Because if this was the life he was looking forward to being together "again", then... he had some serious reservations about pursuing this relationship.
His heart froze in his chest and Mikleo bent down beside the bed, a revoltingly innocent, childlike smile on his lips as he looked at Leo. He'd known. The whole time he'd known and Leo had just made a damn fool of himself. In that respect, how was Mikleo not mad? He had to know Leo's intent, his desire to literally escape from his bonds and evacuate this area. So why did he look so damn pleased? He fought against the widening of his eyes, the frustrated, hopeless quiver to him as he attempted to push further back into the wall and away from Mikleo.
"Right, brother? Just the two of us."
"I hope your fantasy land has nice weather, because otherwise I'm noticing a stark lack of redeeming qualities." Leo retorted, pulling at his bonds on his hands. It was not twine of any kind, and while he couldn't see it, he could feel the almost plastic material angrily biting into his flesh. His arm was already sore ( an injury? What was it? He didn't know, he couldn't get a good look ), and fighting as consistently as he was served not more than to cut up his wrists against the unforgiving material. Slick; he could feel it on his wrists, reopening and sealing and healing in his sleep only to be torn open again as he struggled. Damn. Damn it this was stupid-! "If you think I'm staying here, you're entirely out of your wits."
Perhaps it was the slight distance that gave him courage, or the fact that he was feeling pretty backed into a corner with nothing to lose, but Leo felt a snarky smirk on his lips. "You know they're not going to let you keep me. I'm disposable, but Sorey's not just going to let me go. They're going to come for me, and when they do, Sibyl won't even be able to save you." Dezel... Raven had no qualms about apprehending criminals. Even if the Inspectors had to turn blind eyes, the Enforcers.... they were worried about him too...
.... right....? They would... come for him... No, they would, and he needed to keep that conviction. They would come for him. They would.
[2016-02-29 2:11:47 AM] angry tainted mikleo (ange) ♥: The way he would constantly fight back with strong words was absolutely pleasing. Despite being backed into a corner like this, his dear brother was still able to shoot back replies like this to his kidnapper without much thought. Reckless, but admirable. Mikleo loved every bit of it. " You don't find my dreams appealing? Honestly, at the very least, I try to accept yours. " He'd always accepted every fiber of his being, after all. Since he loved his brother so much, it was only common sense to appreciate anything and everything that made him him -- oh, it excited him. In fact, the way he would reply back so snarkily practically aroused him. It was becoming difficult to keep his hands off of him.
Words of confidence in his coworkers and friends was simply so precious. So that's how much he believed in them -- retrospectively, that made sense, seeing that they'd always watched his back and helped him out. But it wasn't a matter of belief this time. This situation was more of a race. What would come first -- the MWPSB, or his brother's accelerating downfall? The drugs were already beginning to take a toll on him, seeing that his legs gave out so easily. Soon, he would be useless without Mikleo. Wasn't that nice? He would need him. " That's alright, I don't need to keep you here. You're already mine, anyways. " Officially, he belonged to the police force -- but in actuality, he was strung like a little puppet, played in Mikleo's hands. " Besides... why would I want Sybil to save me? "
Mikleo sided with anarchy, heavily disagreeing with the way the system was run. It appeared to be fair, but Sybil was simply a little monster that loved to judge 'citizens' with numbers. Surely, it was treating people as things, not humans. In what world was that type of society acceptable? " I don't need to be saved, nor do I need Sybil's help to do so. " He rose from his spot, stepping around the bed to look at him from a different angle. While it was cute, Mikleo couldn't leave him under the bed like that. Gripping his ankles, he dragged him from under the bed, noticing a collection of dust on his hair and garments. " Now, that's why you don't go crawling under beds... " Sitting him against the bedpost, his fingers ran through his hair to remove the dust, then swatting off collections of fluff off his back. " There you go. "
Retrieving the water bottle from the table again, this time he pried open Leo's mouth seeing that he was far too reluctant to open it properly himself last time -- he couldn't keep him hydrated if that was how it would be. " Sorry, brother. I know it's a bit weird like this, but you don't open your mouth wide enough. It's much easier if I do it myself... " Though he says that, it still spilled down his chin... and a lot more than last time. They really needed to figure this out. " Oh, give me a moment. I have a towel. " Grabbing a white towel from the bedside table, he took no time in loosening his tie and unbuttoning his clothes. " I didn't mean to spill that much... haha, it's everywhere. " Dabbing the fabric at his lips, his fingers opened up most of the buttons, patting down his chest, not fazed in the least from having to strip him down ( to some extent. )
" I'm just a bit clumsy. "
[2016-02-29 2:54:30 AM] (✿´‿`) | Adorkable Noodleo: Leo sneered, glowering as he retorted, "Call me old fashioned, but bondage has never been my thing. Your missing the healthiest part of a BDSM relationship, y'know." And how he knew about the "rules" to a BDSM relationship he would never divulge; drunk Zaveid was a trip, and he hadn't known how to really escape the strange lecture about comfort and trust in such flabbergasting settings...
It wasn't confidence that Mikleo spoke with; it was a disturbing sense of certainty that made Leo's stomach flip within him. A stark contrast to his forced faith in the MWPSB, Mikleo no lack of faith in his own ability to usurp and circumvent their attempts to salvage Leo. His... Leo's snarl pulled at his lips, cinched his brow as he spat, "I don't belong to you." He wanted to protest that he didn't belong to anyone, but that wasn't strictly true. He supposed his life belonged to the system; as pathetic as that sounded, he was at least far more at peace with that than he was with Mikleo. He at least got to choose his death that way. This was just... a dead end.
There was nothing that seemed to shake Mikleo, nothing that seemed to upend any kind of vulnerability or doubt in his scheme. He was a body fueled by an unintelligible drive for...for what? Leo? Inconceivable, but what else could his goal be? He wasn't trying to lash out at the PSB, had made no mention of any other individual. He seemed, for all intents and purposes, satisfied, infatuated by the Enforcer's presence. And that more than anything, made him sick to his stomach. Or... was that just a lingering side effect of that drug? He had to admit, his head still didn't feel completely on straight, and with the way his legs had given out... he drew a nervous breath, it being the only testament to his consternation at his circumstances.
And as Mikleo grabbed his ankles, Leo lashed about again. His efforts to escape were becoming weaker and weaker, he could tell; the lack of range of motion, the pain in his limbs it set off, the sluggish weakness that the toxin seemed to instill in him all conglomerated into making him a far more suitable target than assailant. It was far too easy for his captor to drag him out, positioning him against a bedpost and... that was far too affectionate. Leo flinched away from his hand as he moved to clean him; he wasn't terribly successful in evasion, but he couldn't allow himself to just sit there and accept it.
He finally stopped thrashing as Mikleo moved to the bedside table. He took the moment to catch his breath ( he shouldn't have been that tired from fighting like that- he'd run massive distances, fought Rose for Christ's sake, and he'd never been this breathless from that ). His throat was raw, but even as he saw Mikleo approach with a water bottle, he knew he was going to have to be defiant in that too. No. He would rather dehydrate, starve, than stay here as a damn plaything to this man. But MIkleo wouldn't have it. He'd rather pry his jaw open, and the cracking of resistance in his jaw pained him as he fought against the water bottle shoved in his teeth. This bastard spoke so calmly, so affectionately as he borderline drowned Leo. As it spilled, Leo coughed up the water he had been unable to swallow, retching as he tried to catch his breath. "Thought--" Hack. "Th-though y'wanted to keep me around? W-what's with the waterboarding?"
There was no part of this process he liked- not the removal of his tie, not the unbuttoning of his shirt or the dab of the fabric, and you can be assured he fought at every turn that his body would allow him to. HIs energy- hell where had it gone? He was fighting, but not with all his typical might. "Clumsy's not the word I'd use." He growled. "Perverse? A little closer." There was a fire in his eyes as he stared down Mikleo, vitriolic as he could muster. There was nothing about this situation that didn't infuriate him, didn't motivate him to just try that much harder next time he got a chance to escape. He couldn't... couldn't stay here with this man.
... They'll come... isn't Rose always telling me to trust them more? I can count on them. They'll come. They will.
[2016-03-01 1:33:46 AM] angry tainted mikleo (ange) ♥: A chuckle escaped his lips, entertained from constant backlashes from his brother. " I'm perverse now? I was only wiping you down. Surely, you didn't want to stay wet like that. " However, there was something else that caught his eye -- a rather prominent scar that extended from his right to the abdomen -- and so large, too. Gingerly opening his shirt up, Mikleo was genuinely curious about the scar... ah, there was another one, but not as large as this. His finger traced the scar, almost fascinated -- he wasn't sure why, but it was an odd feeling in his chest that grew from simply seeing it. " Is this recent...? This one doesn't seem too old, either, " he pointed at the other scar on his torso. So this is what the job came along with...
Working as an Enforcer was a dangerous job after all. With close observation, Mikleo noticed that unlike some other Inspectors, his brother was respected and quite cared for much more than others. Not only did he see his daily life, but witnessing some missions were exciting -- more so, when Mikleo was behind the scenes. While he could wear them either as medals or remnants of past battles, he thought it was a shame to have his skin damaged like this. As odd as it sounded, it was obvious that before receiving all those scars, his skin was practically pristine. The only marks were those received from work, and it was quite a shame to see that. " These scars... when did you get them? "
It was a quiet question of interest -- after all, he'd never seen his brother like this. Would that mean there would be other scars littering his skin? Mikleo's heart softly skipped a beat and then did something a bit different this time. Leaning forwards, his lips came into contact with this scar, kissing the mark left from the incident awhile back. He wasn't sure what pulled him to do that, but Mikleo almost felt he could do anything now. After all, Leo sat tight much more now ever since he took him away... and honestly, he appreciated it so much.
( but... mikleo hadn't realized it was an act out of love. )
[2016-03-01 1:55:02 AM] (✿´‿`) | Adorkable Noodleo: Leo needed Mikleo to stop touching I'm right about immediately. He scowled, his chest tight as he fought to keep his breathing stable. This was weird okay; too weird. It was like an animal capturing it's prey, but rather than just finishing it like a normal beast, it was toying with the kill. Why... why was he staring at him, delicately tracing the scars that littered his torso? It made him more than a little uneasy, and he shifted, trying to get Mikleo's hands off of him. "Cut it out-!" he barked, pulling his knees into his chest as best he could. This was more than just disquieting. Stop touching him... stop it.
And did he expect a serious answer from these questions? "Y'know, I'm just hopeless in the kitchen." he sneered. No way was that slice from a kitchen catastrophe but it was not within the realm of possibility for Leo to impart any sort of information about his life onto this man. Mikleo's eyes were even starting to bother him. The same hue as his own, but these were filled with something indiscernible; no, not indiscernible, but Leo didn't want to figure it out. Some things were easier to just accept as bad rather than attempt to rationalize. Rationalization could lead to sympathy, and pitying the assailant was hardly conducive to his escape plan ( which yes, he was still trying to formulate... ).
Positioned as Mikleo was with that kiss ( his heart flew in his chest, his blood boiling in his veins ), it was perfect for Leo to shift his legs, swiping them sideways at Mikleo with as much force as he could muster. It wasn't much, especially given the odd angle, but... this was scaring him. As much as he hated to admit it, there were goosebumps on his skin, a sort of panicked energy vibrating through him and spurring him to act irrationally once again. Off of him- he just wanted Mikleo back, away, not touching him, stop touching him--
[2016-03-01 9:09:28 AM] angry tainted mikleo (ange) ♥: Nudged to the side from his attempt at retaliation, he was taken by surprise -- not that he'd caught him off guard, but the amount of strength in his shove was... weak. His brother was typically much stronger than that, which meant the drugs were taking effect. While grinning, he buttoned up his shirt -- or at least what he could with him trying to keep prying hands away, as his knees were being tucked close to his chest. " Not too fond of me, I guess, " a gentle laugh left his lips, retreating his hands. His shirt was only half done... well, it seemed he could deal with it.
" Brother, would you like something to eat? I can make you mostly whatever you'd like -- your favourite food, or anything. " The offer was lighthearted, perhaps much so in such a troubling situation, but it was about time for dinner and he needed to eat as well -- his dear brother hadn't eaten yet, however. I wonder if he's feeling alright. Retrieving the blanket off the mattress, he draped it gently over Leo's body, taking precautions -- if he became sick, that would truly become a problem. " If you're ever tired, you can tell me. You can sleep whenever you'd like. "
Drawing his fingers through chestnut tresses quite silky, Mikleo rose to his feet with a smile, oddly pleased with the situation. It almost seemed as if he were playing house with his brother, kidnapping him for this sole desire -- but that was somewhat the case. Even so, regardless of whether his reasons were absurd or silly, he'd put an immense amount of effort for such an intent. ( but it was worth it, because it was him. for his brother, he'd do anything to keep him close. he couldn't be happier. )
[2016-03-01 11:16:10 PM] (✿´‿`) | Adorkable Noodleo: Leo scorned the fact that he was having to wrestle with his breathing after such a maneuver. Ridiculous; he hadn't been that strenuous. But maybe it was more laborious being a captive than he was giving himself credit for. With all the strange movements and evasive tactics he had been enacting, it was a full body workout just to function. And he gave a crooked smirk at Mikleo's testimonial. "That's putting it mildly."
At the mention of food, he had to pull his knees closer, fighting the almost pained feeling he was suddenly aware of in his stomach. He.... come to think of it, how long had he been here? How long since he'd actually eaten last? Jeez, he had actually skipped lunch before the mission ( he'd been too nervous, didn't want to give himself away by pecking half at a sandwich where the others would notice his discomfort; just hidden out until the 'sudden' order to move had come ). So that meant... no way. At least this was something he could still have control over. He didn't move as the blanket was draped over him; a caustic glare was trained on the white-haired man as he touched him again ( yes, this time he flinched, damn it all ). "Not hungry." he muttered. More than anything, he just wanted Mikleo to go. ... and he wanted to smack that stupid smile off his face...
[2016-03-02 12:31:05 AM] angry tainted mikleo (ange) ♥: Not hungry? While it would be normal to lose your appetite now and then, when was the last time he'd eaten? Breakfast was hours ago — surely, there would be discomfort regardless of how good you were at restraining hunger. " It's not good to avoid eating, brother. It's very painful. " Personal experiences speaks for itself; scenes of his uncle's scowling visage, the way his stomach would practically curl in on itself, crying for some sort of salvation — it was all familiar to him. Brother... he didn't need to experience that. At the very least, he would drink water if he tried hard enough, though it was truly a struggle when he was adamant to give up.
Yet he was still euphoric over collecting him so successfully, despite it being hours ago. Enraptured with the thought of having him all to himself, Mikleo couldn't be anything less than pleased. His expression displayed levels of jubilance spoken from curled lips and rosy cheeks — it all felt like it was too good to be true. A fleeting dream. " After this — why don't we play a little game? "
Leaving him to moments of silence, it didn't take long for him to make a soup with stock. If his brother were still asleep, he'd consider cooking more, but he would be just as stubborn in trying to feed him. He came back in with a sweet smelling soup, its aroma taking no time to fill the room. " I didn't take too long, did I? " Toast sliced into smaller strips lined the plate under the bowl, setting the meal at the bedside. He wondered when his dear brother would finally give in.
[2016-03-02 12:47:30 AM] (✿´‿`) | Adorkable Noodleo: This bastard really didn't see anything wrong with how he was behaving, did he? How far into insanity must he have spiraled to still be so nonchalant when faced with a clearly aggressive and noncompliant target? There was nothing about Leo that seemed relative or favoring of this treatment, and yet Mikleo was smiling, speaking with such lightness that it made him sick from it's candied cadence. Lecturing, doting on Leo as though they were having an idle chat in passing... this was loathsome.
The smile set his teeth on edge, and he pulled a bit tighter into himself. There was no real getting away from him, but he could disillusion himself to believe he had put some distance between them in doing that. "Not interested." he shot back tersely. Just leave, just leave, just go and--
He was gone. Mercy. For a moment, just a brief span of time, Leo relaxed, physically deflating with relief at the fact that he was blessedly alone for the time being. He'd been so tense that it hurt, his whole body burning from the strain on his muscles. Perhaps that was where all of his energy was going; human bodies were not meant to operate at a constant ten, but that was certainly how he was feeling. There was nothing calm about Mikleo's presence, nothing that could soothe Leo from his anxiety with those eyes on him. So for a second, a split second, he breathed, relishing in the silence.
And then he fought. The tethers dug into his skin with vicious abandon as he thrashed against them, grunting and heaving and putting as much might as he could muster into the movements as he fought them. He bowed his legs to catch sight of his ankles- zip tie?! Seriously?! That was clever- the plastic bonds were significantly harder to wrench apart than other materials, and he could not wear them down with the same methods as a typical rope. And damn did they sting. Even from the brief look, he could see the raw and nearly bleeding skin around this ankles, feel the liquid sliding down his fingers from where he had torn open a cut he had already felt on his wrist. "F-fuck..." This was stupid. This was so stupid he couldn't just stay here and be a captive he couldn't just let this guy do what he wanted he needed to get out needed to do something other than just writhe here and wait for someone to save him this was bullshit this was bullshit fuck this fuck--
The door opened, and Leo froze where he was, panting despite himself. Was Mikleo seriously going to try to feed him? The soup, to his credit, did not smell bad, per say. But it certainly was nothing he would allow to pass his lips. Even if it was scalding, what did Leo care about a few more scars? Hell, it could match his shoulder for all he cared. Shaking, fighting to temper his breathing again, Leo stared Mikleo down, his refusal to answer all the response he would allow. He wished he could manifest the knives in his glare; at least then he would have a weapon...
[2016-03-02 1:16:05 AM] angry tainted mikleo (ange) ♥: Despite a gleeful entrance, his words were met with blades; a frigid glare, his brother's gaze practically ready to counter back at him. " Oh, what a scary look. You don't need to scowl all the time. " It was a glower so menacing that he could imagine blades poking at his skin, being frostbitten from the sheer cold of his stare. His brother always wore a frown or a very neutral expression -- to be honest, it was mildly entertaining to see the contrast between his reactions based on the situation. Mikleo didn't want to treat him like a little experiment, however -- while it turned out to be intriguing, it wasn't his main focus.
" I'll ask you again, brother. There's nothing in the soup -- it's simple stock. Do you still refuse to eat it--? " Despite the fact that the answer should've been so blatantly obvious from the last time he attempted feeding him, Mikleo still wanted to try -- after all, on the off chance he might give up and keep himself satiated, he had to keep trying. He wanted to believe it would happen.
Thoughts of hunger brought back memories back when their uncle was still breathing; existing, when he should've died longer ago. He deserved death. Each day coming home to him consisted of being abused verbally and sometimes physically, knocking him over or kicking him -- sometimes, neglecting and refusing to feed him. Eventually, he began to wonder if that was normal. Dunking his head into sinks filled to the brim with water, pushing him aside when he was 'in the way,' starving him when he felt the need to. And yet, Mikleo still saw no change in his Psycho-Pass...
Keeping the bowl by his side, he lifted a spoonful of the soup, gently cooling it with his breath. Observing ripples lapping within the sides of the spoon, he rose it close to his brothers lips. " Will you drink this? Just a bit, please. Then we can talk. "
[2016-03-02 1:27:25 AM] (✿´‿`) | Adorkable Noodleo: Leo scoffed under his breath. "Funny, you're not the only one who says that." he mumbled, more to himself than Mikleo. This was not idle conversation; it was a memory, something to ground himself. His friends, the people he cared about back at the PSB, were always trying to get him to smile more, not to be 'such a grouch', as Rose called him on occasion. But this was not the time for such levity. When he got back... that's when he would smile more. That was when he would be less prone to scowling. But in the face of someone like this he hardly felt that sentiment had no place. His smile was not for Mikleo. And this would not get to him. It couldn't...
As Mikleo inquired again, the acrimony in his eyes did not ebb. This would not do him in. He was stronger than a little hunger, than a dose of drugs and some damn soup. He just needed to hold out. A couple days at most; no way would the others leave him to this man for any longer than that. Leo just needed to do something that he had never really been capable of before: be patient. Just a matter of time... and didn't Gramps always tell him that life would present challenges just when you needed them? Perhaps he really just needed a lesson on the subject, and boy if Mikleo was not an excellent subject for this lesson. He pressed his lips tighter together, eyes narrowing. There was no way. He had enough resilience to withstand this sort of thing. Talk all you want, Mikleo; not like he had anything else to do but listen to your insane ramblings.
[2016-03-03 12:33:12 AM] angry tainted mikleo (ange) ♥: Silence was the only answer awaiting him. Was it the lack of energy or disinterest in the conversation — pondering on it, Mikleo noticed his refusal to eat once more. Stubbornly, his lips were pressed together as if to lock his lips and seal his mouth away, a silent reminder warning him ' I said no, so stop. ' Once again, he's forced to bring it to his own lips, drinking the soup in his place. How long could he pull through, he wondered — would a time come when even someone as stubborn as him shatter? ( why, seeing such a thing would be a dream. )
" A bit of a cold one, aren't you? " A pleased simper, and the gentle thump of the bowl placed atop the table follows his words. " Now, about the little 'game' I suggested... what about this? " From his pocket came his brother's wristcom, dangling from his fingers. It was like waving catnip to young felines; but this time, perhaps the lifeline he needed. " With this, you could get out in no time. I have no doubt your team could find you in around a day or so... but, that would only be the case if you contacted them. Your tracker is useless now, and I can promise I've taken good care to not leave any hints behind. A villain can't be one without being good at what he does. "
Mikleo was just about entertained with his words, a chilling smile growing evermore. " Based on how you act towards me — your obedience, your will to accept me to some extent... I'll let you contact them. I'm a man who keeps my promises. " Returning the bracelet back to its hiding place, it was a malicious gaze that tainted his expression despite smiling all the way through. Cold, yet sweet all the same. " And that's my offer for you. I won't break that promise as long as you agree to it. "
[2016-03-03 12:47:21 AM] (✿´‿`) | Adorkable Noodleo: It was more than just disinterest in the conversation. There were a lot of things Leo would love to express to Mikleo, given the chance, but tied up as he was, his fists couldn't do much talking right now. No, their understanding would have to wait until he had a bit more range of motion. But at least Mikleo seemed to accept Leo's stubborn refusal of food. Good; he could keep that up. It wasn't like he hadn't gone days without eating before. It'd been a few years since then, but when he wanted to make a statement, he knew how to still. Surely someone who wanted their dear brother to be cared for could only endure causing him such pains for so long... or so he hoped. Leo honestly wasn't sure what he was accomplishing other than defiance, but damn it if it didn't feel good to do it.
Leo's eyes narrowed at the mention of the game again. A tagline... yes, something he'd started watching with Sorey that they had both agreed was too gory for their tastes, but he was definitely reminded of it as he suggested the 'game'-- oh, something about a Jigsaw or something... Leo couldn't remember rightly, but this definitely held the same malevolent air that the strange puppet man had had in the film. But when the wristcom appeared, it was impossible to restrain the way his lavender eyes popped, the way they stared at the device with avarice. That was his lifeline, his only hope unless he was somehow about to wiggle-worm to freedom, and he was... somehow doubting that. He pulled at his bonds a bit, as if the sight of his salvation had imbued in him a second wind. He needed that communicator--
But as Mikleo's words continued, Leo's struggle halted. He wanted... to trade it for compliance? Leo glared, a growl growing unbidden in the back of his throat. "And just how much cooperation do you need for that?" he snapped, snarling. "You don't break promises, but you don't give the full promise in the first place." And besides, there were plenty of loopholes in that statement. Mikleo was smart, but Leo was clever, too. Letting him contact them in no way meant communication, or better still salvation. For all he knew, the wrist com would ring twice then get hung up as the line connected. No, this was a ploy, a ruse for his trust. As if. Leo knew what game he was playing; a captive was only fun so long as there was hope, and here he was attempting to instill it; but Leo did not need any sort of extenuative circumstances to fill him with a knowledge that he would be saved. It was just a matter of time. So continue your cold smile, Mikleo, keep that wristcom in your pocket as long as you wanted; Leo did not want to be a puppet in your scheme. He'd endure. And endure. And endure still. Because as long as he did, it meant Mikleo was not getting what he wanted. That was more than enough satisfaction.
[2016-03-03 1:15:54 AM] angry tainted mikleo (ange) ♥: So that was how he responded -- clever, though it was funny to see that attempting to trick his brother never crossed Mikleo's mind. Fixing the blanket draped over his frame, he decided to clarify. " Then, I'll reword this. In return for your obedience, I'll allow you to use the wristcom to call the MWPSB, detail out whatever has happened, anything you like -- and it will be easy for them to track where you're calling from. I promise you will call your team and have them save you. " He wasn't sure if it could get any clearer than that, but the PSB retrieving him wasn't the problem. Brother, he was taken away solely to spend time like this... so it would be a waste to not do it properly.
" When I say I want your cooperation, all I require is you to handle conversations with me and try to thrash around a little less. It's a hassle to force you to eat and change your attitude, so that's not what I'm concerned about. " And in succession, his hand reached out to cup his cheek, gently drawing his thumb across fair skin. " Besides, I like you just the way you are, brother." It was only a few seconds longer did he admire him for a moment, having briefly lost himself. " Does that make an agreement between the two of us? That is clear now, is it? " There was a spark of excitement in his eye, almost pleading to obtain some sort of acceptance...
...but if he refused to accept the offer, staying together forever didn't seem like the worst idea.
[2016-03-03 1:27:41 AM] (✿´‿`) | Adorkable Noodleo: Leo stiffened at Mikleo's approach. Honestly, he hadn't done much by way of hurting him yet; the drugging was certainly unpleasant, but predictable. Why he was afraid of him touching him was unrelated to any of that, though. There was something off-putting in Mikleo's touch, even in the affectionate way that he adjusted the blanket. It was something his family had done for him countless times, semi-awake or otherwise Leo could remember. But the way Mikleo handled it... He focused instead on the words, words that Leo simply could not fathom. There was no way. Why... but he went on, specifics that Leo wouldn't have dared expect detailed right there in plain layman's terms that he could not deny were comprehensible. It didn't make sense...
"Why?" he challenged bitterly. His initial instinct to pull away from the hand on his cheek was pointedly ignored; a grab at good faith between the two of them? It made Leo sick to recognize that he could already be buying into the terms, but... that wristcom, the idea of freedom sounding so easy so long as he just denied himself a sliver of pride-- no. No his pride was not so cheap as to be taxed with candied words and some degree of reservations. He just needed to play a game-- just like Mikleo had worded it. It was a dysfunctional dance that he needed to learn the steps to, and quickly. "Why make this offer? You have what you want. right? Why throw it away for--"
And why talk your captor out of probably the best thing you had heard in days? It just didn't make sense. If there was one thing Leo liked to do, it was rationalize things. And this couldn't be untangled in his head. "... why are you even doing this? What's your angle?"
[2016-03-03 1:45:13 AM] Gemi | aoxre: WHAM
The aggravated sound of a heel slamming against the wooden flooring of the room above. A harsh reminder that there was someone else still here, someone else who was trying to peacefully mind their own business despite how difficult it was becoming with all the racket that was being made. An annoyance that clearly dictated that something would be done if silence and peace was not granted as soon as possible. The girl hiding obediently in her room was growing rather impatient despite her endless acceptance of the circumstances with no argument.
[2016-03-03 9:15:01 AM] angry tainted mikleo (ange) ♥: " Nothing is being thrown away. " His palm runs down his cheek, rounding his jaw, finding its place on his shoulder. The touch of his slender hand embraced the firm feeling of his brother's own skin; fair and youthful. " I just want your cooperation. You being saved by the MWPSB is the least of my concerns. " The lack of flinching and thrashing was pleasing, though he seemed perplexed as to why such an offer was given --
The sound of a heel meeting hardwood above fills the room, even bringing Mikleo to silence. A smile traced his lips, perhaps joyed with the situation. Copycat; she seemed to be able to keep even Mikleo in line, practically serving him reminders that the little deal ruckus should be softer. " ...it doesn't matter to you why I want this, does it? I have my own reasons, and they won't be of any help. " Caressing his shoulder tenderly, his head leaned over to rest himself against his brother, a bit mellow.
" So I'll ask again. Do you want to cooperate? "
[2016-03-03 9:44:05 AM] (✿´‿`) | Adorkable Noodleo: Leo's glower did not waver, but a perplextion entered it that could not be contained. It didn't make sense. Why would he go to such extreme lengths to capture someone, to ensnare them beyond personal escape and throw the MWPSB for such a loop in searching for someone, and then just hand them back? The only thing Leo could conjure was that this was a larger scheme, that Leo was intended to be used as bait to bring the entire brigade in and take them out in one fell swoop. That was not an acceptable possibility; but the way that Mikleo looked at him, brushed so delicately across his cheek ( it gave him goosebumps, his stomach twisting in knots at the sensation of his flesh on Leo's )... there was something to it. Not a good something, granted, but... not a massively homicidal edge to it.
The flinch was entirely in response to the sudden sound from above, and Leo's head dropped back to stare at the ceiling. Someone else-- who ever had fucking roundhoused him before- was upstairs. Oh excellent, so it was two nut cases. Even less likely he would escape on his own when he considered that. Damn. Damn. But what the hell were they doing to inspire a sound like that? Leo, having no idea that she was lost in a book up there, could not conjure the cause of the noise other than just loud walking. It would make sense if the person in question was larger; after all, that hit had sent him reeling...
His head snapped back to Mikleo as he spoke, as he nuzzled gently against Leo, and no matter how he tried, he could not stop himself from stiffening at the touch. This... he never wanted to admit he was scared, but this man petrified him. What did he want? There had to be some other goal. Leo couldn't imagine there wasn't. If... if this was it... if he was the goal... This was more than just an obsession, and Leo was not comfortable with someone who called him brother being so fancied with touching him. Let be that he did not enjoy physical contact to begin with, but there was just something in this that left him feeling... well he certainly was not condoning the physicality. But what options did he have--?
His breathing was out of whack, no matter how he fought to restrain it. Mikleo- he set his teeth on edge, made his heart hammer in his throat despite every attempt to stifle his somatic responses. He gave a harsh swallow, then said back ( quieter, curse it, he wasn't trying to be quieter, but any louder and the warble in his voice would have betrayed his nerves ), "You just want conversation and less thrashing, right?" He paused, but he didn't really want feedback. He knew full well what Mikleo had said.
"Then get off."
That was as much cooperation as you would get.
[2016-03-03 1:06:28 PM] angry tainted mikleo (ange) ♥: The offer accepted, he rose from his shoulder -- before backing away, his lips graced his brother's jaw with a tender kiss ( though more of a gentle peck. ) Now that the deal was done, his mood reached to greater heights, elated to know that they'd be able to work together like this. Of course, it also meant that the smallest hint of disobedience would lead to punishment... but it's not something that needed to be said. " Thank you. You'll be back there soon... but for now, just the two of us, alone... " A wistful smile, born from relief and pleasure draws his lips. " ...that's all I need. "
Taking a seat across from him, the sound of silence is rather heavy -- while he appreciated quiet days, Mikleo wasn't all for the idea of staying quiet when his brother was finally back. After all, it only made sense to check on your family at times. " Even though you say you've accepted, your expression is still quite complex. " It could've been that he was truly in the unknown of his thoughts, but Mikleo preferred to hear from his brother's words rather than from inference -- so he asked, straightforward.
" Are you confused? " It's stated quite simply, given the confused looks with a hint of disbelief; it was easy to doubt your captor, but if he felt there was evil intent from this situation... he'd have to change that thought. " If there's something you need to ask, I won't bite. I'll answer as much as I can -- I trust you. Even if you want to ask about my intentions and my involvement in some cases, I'll tell you. It's not much of a secret. " There was no reason as to why he would be so willing to show him his hand -- but he was so confident in himself -- that even if he displayed his cards out front to the MWPSB, there would still be success lying ahead. Mikleo was simply confident.
[2016-03-03 8:42:35 PM] (✿´‿`) | Adorkable Noodleo: Leo had to physically restrain himself from pulled back as the other placed a gentle kiss to his jaw ( stop that ). He was never fond of even passing touches, so this was a whole new level of discomfort with and without context. And the way that Mikleo seemed to positively thrill at the sentiment that he was possibly going along with him ( after all, he'd clarified, not agreed ) met Leo with the desire to disappear, to sink into the bedpost at his back. The two of them alone... it was all Mikleo needed, and to that end Leo needed a bucket to be sick in. There was so much about this that made him uneasy, and he was already regretting even civility with this crazy man.
Silence was fine; Leo loved not talking as much as he could imaging Mikleo to be enamored with the sound of his own voice. He listened as Mikleo inquired, his confusion ebbing somewhat to give way to irritation. Of course he was confused. Anyone would be. But he didn't really find himself in a position to further interrogate, given that he had no leverage with which to ascertain truth from Mikleo. The man could say he did it because the chimpanzees out back told him to, and because Leo had no more reliable narrator he would have to, at least to some extent, wonder if it was true. He had no context, no baseline. So when Mikleo offered for him to ask about the situation, Leo shook his head. Whatever Mikleo's involvements and intentions, they would surely be made clear soon enough, without prying.
But didn't he need to say something? Wasn't that part of whatever arrangement they were supposed to be having, maybe, if Mikleo was even reputable source? Leo shifted. "So how long until you can take these off?" He kicked his feet up to show the zip tie. "May be all the rage in Paris, but I'm pretty sure I'm going to scar at this rate."
[2016-03-04 12:33:51 AM] angry tainted mikleo (ange) ♥: No interest — ah, so no attempt at trying to wring answers out of him. In a sense, it was relieving to know that he wasn't going to do so. The whole questioning process would eventually get boring; though, was the questioner usually the one tied up...? It was a bit comical, thinking of that kind of situation.
Following his ankles held together by the zip tie, he noticed that they slid up to his bare skin, practically cutting into flesh. There was hints of bleeding from the sight of dried blood and closed cuts, but he didn't expect him to just take them off, did he...? Mikleo was lenient, but not that easygoing. " Whenever you fulfill your time here, I suppose... " It's spoken with a little grin, though it's unclear whether it meant he was attempting to be genuinely kind or simply cunning. " If you'd like, I can clean and take care of the cuts as you sleep — if you're that worried about scarring. " Eventually, they would turn to quite hideous scars; perhaps it was necessary to tend to those as well.
His hand cupped his brother's ankle, quietly examining the cuts. Nothing too deep, luckily... but even so, a cut was a cut— and dried blood was never a good sign. " I'll help you clean it, so don't worry about that. Thank you for telling me, brother — but I don't see what you mean by 'the rage in Paris...' it seems to be that you've picked up many phrases and a behaviour I'm not... familiarized with. " And that was wholly true — the snarkiness was simply something he didn't need to face every day. Each day was spent with Copycat who was loyal and charming, perhaps the exact opposite... so to have him comeback at him despite the circumstances — while it was funny at times, it was a bit confusing. ( But it's all the more to learn about him! )
[2016-03-04 10:07:10 AM] (✿´‿`) | Adorkable Noodleo: Mikleo seemed to assess his injured ankles with a degree of amusement that made him want to smack the smile off his face. This wasn't funny. It was painful and demeaning to be tied up like this, and if MIkleo wanted Leo to cooperate with his bullshit fantasy family game, then this would be an excellent opportunity to gain some fucking brownie points. But the white-haired man seemed entirely satisfied with his handiwork. Leo's lips tugged into an unconscious snarl. "No thanks." he said. Scars never bothered him. Hell, with any luck he could pick up some kind of terrible infection or something. Hell, that would knock him out well enough... then he wouldn't have to deal with any of this...
"Really," he continued, pulling his legs back to his chest again. He rested his chin against them, glowering a bit. "Don't. I'm fine." He didn't want him touching him while he was unconscious. If he was sleeping, he wanted to be left alone. And it was disquieting to think that he wasn't... it wasn't like he slept very often as it was. Or perhaps it was just that he really didn't want Mikleo to touch him again under any circumstance.
At his inquiry at Leo's idiom, the Enforcer quirked a brow. For the first time, there was the thinnest of smirks tugging at the side of his lip. Seriously? This guy didn't know about-- well, he supposed it was a dated phrase. Paris hadn't been the fashion capital of the world in a good fifty years, not since Moscow ( how he knew that, he didn't know; he just reflexively blamed Sorey for any strange historical facts he'd gleaned... even if this one was probably Lailah... ). This guy.... "Maybe you oughta get out more." he advised.
[2016-03-04 3:11:04 PM] angry tainted mikleo (ange) ♥: The appearance of a smirk brings a brief happiness, pleased to see there was more expression than the constant frowns directed towards him. While it was quite snarky, it was a pleasant display of his behaviour he'd been yearning to witness. ( he smiled back, too -- did he notice? ) " I would love to if I could. " Wandering in the city for him was a blaring signal and parading with neon lights, just waiting for the MWPSB to come and arrest him. " If I ever get the chance to go out, I would love to have you be my escort. It seems like you're much more knowledgeable about travel and tourism more than me."
Admittedly, he'd never given thought to travelling, though the idea proved to be interesting. There were never chances to go out or the time given to take leisurely trips, and especially not now -- seeing that the MWPSB was on his case, it was highly unlikely. Mikleo wondered if his brother went on many trips before -- was that fun? He hadn't gone on one since his childhood. " I don't remember going on many, so I'm missing out on quite a lot. The circumstances didn't allow me to. "
It was more like his uncle never gave thought to trying to take him out, only bothering to 'keep him alive' rather than caring for him as his nephew. Everyday was a day to wonder why his Psycho-Pass was always so low. His uncle found that odd; and it was only used as a cover up for his neglect. After all -- it would be impossible to tell he was abused when his Hue was clear as day. " By your words, I'm assuming you must've went on many. " ( it's a very quiet jealousy that rings in his words. )
[2016-03-05 8:18:41 PM] (✿´‿`) | Adorkable Noodleo: If he could. What was holding him back? It wasn't like Mikleo flagged Sibyl when he was out and about, so why not take full advantage of that? At the notion of being his escort his expression soured once more. "I'm not exactly qualified." he retorted. Besides, he would be tacked down by the system immediately were he to leave this house... which was actually an excellent plan to get out of here, actually... "Tour guides aren't expensive. Just shell out for a proper one." And leave him out of it.
It wasn't like Leo exactly went out and about much. Some weekend trips camping ( Sorey always liked that kind of thing ) or some time spent out at the pier; a jaunt across town to some weird museum or the like, but Leo was hardly a travel-hardened veteran. "Maybe you should consider a hobby." he mused mirthlessly. Hell, stamp collectors had places to go.... even holed up in a creepy rustic lodge, surely Mikleo could conjure that much investment in something not Leo.
He shook his head. As much as he didn't want to continue the conversation... just keep it short. "Not really." he answered. "Get the green out of your eyes; I just went on school field trips and hops to the regular market. I'm not exactly a nomad." ... Mikleo was far too invested in the benign details of Leo's day-to-day...
[2016-03-06 5:42:38 AM] angry tainted mikleo (ange) ♥: But even if he didn't go anywhere special, being able to go on trips with school friends or even going to the market with his newer family still sounded pleasant. It was hard for Mikleo to recall anything just as pleasant. Trips to the market would be done solely by him; housework was all his to do, watching his uncle laze around and leave him to tend to himself. Michael didn't seem to particularly care very much as to how he was doing -- he remembered, the first days of staying with him after he'd killed their mother -- threats to never tell a soul, putting his life on the line, even threatening to blame it on Mikleo instead. ( but it was never his fault. muse knew that, surely. )
" It still sounds fun. " He could imagine his brother on trips to the market, smiling as he'd pick out something he wanted, something he liked -- ah, he felt elated thinking of the innocent smiles he must've worn before. ( cute... it would be very cute. ) A glimpse of his innocence... what would he give; to see him pure, still vulnerable, and so adorable... no, he could still see that now, couldn't he? Mikleo had everything he needed to draw that reaction from his brother. He needed to see it. " The pleasantries of your past... I wonder, are you still so innocent, as vulnerable as you were then? "
Leaning over, both his palms cupped his brother's cheeks, unable to resist an adoring grin, admiring every aspect of him. Mikleo couldn't help the fact that he was infatuated with him. " Brother, do you think I'd be able to make you feel that way? Powerless -- unable to do anything but submit yourself to me. " He nears his face, leaning in with a grin so perverse, for thoughts so illogical. " A world with the two of us. One where you live for me, as I live for you..."
[2016-03-06 9:29:34 AM | Edited 9:30:34 AM] (✿´‿`) | Adorkable Noodleo: Fun? Sure, it was, whether it be alone or with the right company. The right company. In no uncertain terms, Mikleo did not fit the bill for Leo's idea of right company. And after he spoke of how frabjous it would be, Leo could see the gears of his mind start turning, something flitting through his mind that brought a fearfully cheery smile to his lips. Was it wrong to be so wholly unnerved by the mirth of one man? Could anyone blame him? Given circumstances, he had a margin of reasons to choose from as to just why he suspected foul things from such a simper, and as he leaned close, speaking softly of vulnerability and innocence, Leo felt his entire body rebel against any semblance of promise he had made. He pushed himself back against the bedpost, willing himself to abruptly tap into some ability to phase through matter so that he could withdraw further.
"Brother, do you think I'd be able to make you feel that way? Powerless-- unable to do anything but submit yourself to me."
Self control be damned as his eyes widened, lavender hues betraying a fright at those words that sent a chill down his spine. His skin prickled uncomfortably as Mikleo leaned closer. Were it to beat any harder, he was sure that Mikleo would hear his heart thumping wildly against his sternum, and he wanted to move, the wanted away, he wanted him to stop touching him, to stop with the perversion and terrifying rhetoric and stop teasing him with horrors and just--
"Stop fucking touching me-!" God willing, he would headbutt him again, because come hell or high water, MIkleo's face was not allowed that close to Leo's--
[2016-03-07 1:24:57 AM] angry tainted mikleo (ange) ♥: Was it wrong to feel this way...? His heart; raging within its cages, crying out of a passion that could not be tamed -- love, this was love. The way his heart would rise and fall depending on his brother's words, an affection that made him feel the world's purity resonate within his chest. Despite the feeling being born from a wicked, illogical desire to keep his dear brother for himself, its existence itself was so pure. A fiery passion for more. The heartwrenching tugs at his heartstrings for every word of dislike received, but the longing for more. To see him when he's happy, sad, and the kind of expression and words he'd receive from seeing him feel the same way... that was love, wasn't it?
He could feel him backing away -- but no, Mikleo wouldn't allow that to happen. No matter what, these feelings had to be projected, expressed to him. It was his own confession, to tell him he loved him in actions rather than words. The further he backed away, the closer his face would lean in. Regardless of how he'd retaliate, there was always something to fallback onto. That's right... he wanted to show him how much he loved him. Right now, doing that felt to be the most important thing in the world. Even if it were to mar his innocence, that was alright -- because he loved him, it was alright. " Don't be afraid, brother. " Closer, closer. He needed to be closer. " I won't hurt you. I'll be as gentle as I can. "
At this point, even their breaths were overlapping, Mikleo practically fuming hot air onto his skin. Almost... just a little bit more. I want you to be mine. He could feel his eyelids droop, lips parting ever so slightly as the distance between them rapidly decreased. Even Mikleo was nervous, himself. But he'd be willing to give this first to his brother -- a sign of his love. And so he approached, his lips only inches away--
[2016-03-07 2:01:29 AM] (✿´‿`) | Adorkable Noodleo: The bid to not be afraid had quite a contrary effect on Leo as his body seem to tip just over the edge from frightened to terrified. He'd be gentle? No- no no no, hell no, don't touch him, keep away, -- "Back off!" His lips were entirely too close as Leo turned his head to the side ( no. fucking way was he sitting still and letting that happen, not while he drew breath ), pushing his legs out from where they were folded by his chest and catching Mikleo. He wasn't sure precisely what he would hit, nor how effective it would be, but th bottom line was clear:
Mikleo would not be touching him. Not like this, not right now.
[2016-03-07 2:17:58 AM] angry tainted mikleo (ange) ♥: His legs flew out, just about pushing him anywhere they could -- they'd hit his thighs in a desperate attempt to keep him away. It was not a strong attack, but it was one nevertheless -- if his brother were to continue refusing like this, he'd have to take a more drastic measure... " There's no need to be nervous. " One more chance, brother -- anymore, and that would cross the line. Of course, being gentle didn't seem to work as well as he thought it would.
" Let's try that again, shall we? " But this time, hands shot out to his shoulders, shoving him to the ground. What was far more horrifying than his methods was the grin that simply wouldn't leave his lips ( he looked so entertained, such a mischevious smile he wore. ) This time, he had to assure dominance, let him know exactly where his place was -- " There's no reason to fight back. It only makes your position worse. " Pinning him down by the shoulders, straddling him and ensuring that he wouldn't be able to escape this time -- ( just one kiss, brother! ) a hand released to keep a firm grip on his head, otherwise he would continue dodging him. " Just one. Think of it like taking medicine. A bit weird, and then it's over. "
Mikleo took no timing in moving down to his lips, completely ignoring the terror worn upon his visage -- it was alright. This is what he wanted. And once more, far more forcefully than the last, his lips drew near quickly --
[2016-03-07 2:36:42 AM] (✿´‿`) | Adorkable Noodleo: That smile- there was something very wrong with Mikleo, and that smile betrayed any sort of malevolent intentions and unsettled stabilities in his mind. There was something wrong with him. And now he was trying to inflict that on Leo. In no way did he want to convey that he was afraid ( which creators help him, he was very afraid right now ), but there were some things more detrimental to his wellbeing than giving away very obviously that he was frightened. Things like allowing Mikleo to kiss him. Raven didn't even try things like that, and not only were they not pseudo related ( he was not related to this maniac, he couldn't be, he wouldn't let himself be-- ), but they were significantly more of a level that it would be more reasonable. This was just... this was beyond assault and he-- he didn't--
He was not nervous- he was petrified, and Mikleo's hands on his shoulders, grabbing him, slamming him down roughly onto the wood earned a shout of pain as his hands pushed into his back, the zipties cutting further into his wrists. He thrashed where he was, fighting to escape before Mikleo pinned him to the floor. Just one? That was-- it was not medicine and it was not okay- "S-stop-!" But with his hands and legs bound, with Mikleo's weight holding him in place, there was no where to go, no where except--
One would expect surprise, full blown panic, to root him to the spot as the sensation of Mikleo's lips on his registered in his mind. But Leo had discovered long ago that a startled reaction to things got you no where- it got people you loved killed, crushed, maimed and injured beyond medical salvation if you hesitated for too long. So as shocking as the feeling was, he would not be swept up in it. Fine, Mikleo, you wanted a kiss, you got it, and Leo's mouth opened just wide enough to catch Mikleo's lower lip between his teeth. And he bit down. Hard. No fucking way was he doing that to him and not suffering consequences-- you were not the only one who could administer punishment, and as long as he still had his wits about him, you could bet he would be fighting tooth and nail--
[2016-03-07 2:58:57 AM] angry tainted mikleo (ange) ♥: A brief moment of bliss, allowing his brother's lips to grace his own ( and how heavenly it was, to give your first to someone you loved so dearly ), abruptly halted by his mouth opening and --
" --...! "
The pain was piercing, his teeth digging into flesh with all the might he could muster ( if he weren't so weak, he could've bitten his lip off normally, quite frightening! ), a gasp then his reflexes barely managing to tug his lip out with all his might -- and damn was he strong for being weakened so much! If he'd reacted a little faster, there would probably be less blood coating his lip; while he hadn't bit it off, there was certainly a wound, crimson pouring from his lip. How hard did he bite...?
Mikleo didn't bother giving an answer back to his retaliation, only pulling out a medical kit and wiping down the blood, though perhaps it was better fixed up with a mirror. There was a slight grimace of pain, but nothing more -- no tears, no screaming, simply an expression that spelled a disgust though he struggled to smile. But he was mad, he definitely was. There was no way that action could simply be pushed under the rug. With a blank gaze, Mikleo lifelessly went for the briefcase, taking no time to get the syringe ready. ( one more time. ) No words, only a glower that carried the most minute amount of pain -- forcing his brother to turn over, taking absolutely no time at all to inject the drug once more. How dare he -- no matter how deep his love ran, attacking him like that was deserving of this back.
It hurt, yes, it did. But somehow, the mixture of anger and dominance temporarily tucked away the pain, only leaving what was left of a villain, no longer wanting to deal with his business. Especially, not now. He would have to clean up the cut ( it wasn't too deep, but even so... )
Don't think that you can defy me.
[2016-03-07 3:13:58 AM] (✿´‿`) | Adorkable Noodleo: How hard did he bite? With everything he could muster- between the panic, the lingering drugs, and just relative weakness from circumstance, it wasn't as pointed or powerful as he wanted it to be, but his message was clearly received. And yet Mikleo gave no call, no furious raving or crying. He blanked, a vacant smile on his lips that certainly conveyed some swirling maelstrom just beneath the surface. And as horrific as that was, as much as his motions set Leo's blood to ice, the Enforcer pushed himself up as best as he could, struggling to fight back across the room and the floor. To hell with the banging from upstairs, to hell with whatever bullshit agreement they had reached or whatever, to hell with all of this, he was not going to take this quietly; there was no way, no way he was just going to let this happen to him, not when he had the strength to fight.
"You can't keep me like this." he insisted, his voice more pitchy and desperate than he had initially realized. But Mikleo was preparing a syringe- fuck he was doing it again-- And he pushed himself back yet again. "You can't fucking do this to people- you don't just get to tie up whoever you fucking want and force them to play dollhouse with you just because you're messed up. You can't do this- you- don't fucking touch-- ah-!" And he was shoved again, this time the wind evacuating his lungs and Mikleo forced him down on his front. He struggled beneath him, shouting, "Let me go-! Stop fucking- stop it- let me go, you can't keep me here- I can-- ah-!" The pinprick was eerily familiar as the syringe entered his arm, tugging and ripping at the back of his arm as he thrashed beneath him in resistance; that was going to scar, but why did he care about another scar, he just wanted that heat not to blossom, that familiar lightheadedness to take longer to delay. But with his heart pumping so hard that he thought it would give up, the drug did nothing but rush faster through his system, and he continued fighting and writhing for as long as he could manage, still cursing and speaking until it devolved into basic nonsense. "You not... you.... stop... I.... it's just... I...."
Panting, he turned on his side, the room spinning around him in technicolor as he forced his eyes closed; the motion was nauseating, but... the sensation of the drug was... strangely calming... even though he knew what it was, even though he could hear some distant part of himself telling him that was a bad sign, that he shouldn't acclimate to that, he was at least familiar with something in his life right now... "I... won't... he... Sorey..."
[2016-03-07 9:14:56 AM] Gemi | aoxre: The sound of steps, slow, languid against wooden steps. There was no hurry since the sound of the struggle had died to peaceful quiet. While the house wasn't dalapidated, it wasn't new by any regards. The walls weren't sound proof, and she could hear pretty much all that had transpired. It had become such an annoyance that her head was about to burst, but she had remained quiet until she was sure that Leo had fallen to the effects of the drug that Mikleo has surely administered to shut him up. It was then that she made her descent to see the outcome with her own eyes. Once more pushing the door open, caramel hues calculated the events and put two and two together. Things banged into had been knocked over, the struggle of predator and prey. That wretched copy lay a wreck on the floor, his clothes and hair a mess with dried crimson against his lip. Mikleo wasn't too much better, what with him haphazardly attempting to apply first aid to his own bleeding lip. Piecing it together, the girl offered a sigh of sheer disappointment.
"You will do something wrong if you attempt to do it on your own, hold still."
Bending down, lithe fingers were tender against the broken skin, tracing over the damage so softly as she cleaned up the blood and applied a bandage to keep a scar from forming. Her blood boiled, to think that someone so low could do such a thing to Mikleo without remorse... if there was a scar, that wretched copy would have hell to pay. The girl was already mad enough that he had already done the damage, though it was surely Mikleo's fault as well. If only he'd look past this silly affection that would go nowhere.
"There, finished. Now go fix yourself, you have blood all over you. It looks terrible. Leave me to him, I want to... talk to him."
Her expression unreadable, her eyes fell to the unconscious victim. Perhaps there was a sliver of pity in her bloodstream for the wrecked mess of a human, but it didn't really matter.
Upon his waking, he would be met with a familiar brunet with kind green eyes. It was time for this struggle to end.
[2016-03-07 2:05:42 PM] angry tainted mikleo (ange) ♥: Silently, Mikleo listened to her instructions, gently placing a finger atop the bandage. It was... painful, yes, but having it cleaned up made everything much better. Moving his lip too much for now would hurt -- but he was grateful to have such a kind partner who was... demanding at times. " Thank you, " he answered back, still drowning in the feeling of having his brother's lips to his own.
They were soft, somewhat dry and chapped from his current situation and perhaps from the lack of care, yet they were plushy, and... oh, how much had he longed for that feeling? Leaving Copycat with his brother, all he could do was wash up and stay out of the room for awhile -- surely, she didn't want his presence in there.
She was going to do something... and he trusted her every decision. With a single smile, the door closed behind him with a gentle click, ecstatic to see the results of her plan.
[2016-03-07 2:21:14 PM] (✿´‿`) | Adorkable Noodleo: His head throbbed, slowly at first, but more over time as consciousness slowly began to wash over him. He grew more and more aware of the bed beneath him, of the illness that seemed to throb through him in the wake of the dosage. Guess he'd earned it, given the nature of things when he's last been put dow-- no. No he hadn't earned any of this. This wasn't some divine penance or ethereal retribution; hadn't Sorey told him time and again that he took blame for entirely too many things that were well outside of his responsibility? Wasn't it high time he adopted Sorey's stance on things and stopped accepting blame? Well it sure felt like it. Fuck that. Fuck this whole situation, and the man that had done this to him, the one who had discarded him unconscious on the floor like so much garbage and then left him there because he didn't appreciate facing consequences to his disgusting actions. Fuck the whole scenario and-- the more he sat there, flitting between actual consciousness and a drug induced haze, the more irritate he became. "This is.... hng... this is so... stupid..." he whispered, struggling to come around. It had been easier last time, damn it; but in some way, he almost didn't want to wake up. That... wasn't giving up, right? It was just easier...
No, that was absolutely giving up. And Leo refused. With a dedicated groan, a pointed effort, Leo rocked himself onto his side, alleviating the pressure and at least some of the stiffness that had come with his prior stance. There was no helping the pain in his legs and arms. So long as he was bound the way he was, there was nothing that would remedy that. He'd just have to be patient ( fuck patience-- ). Even that menial task seemed strained, and he breathed heavily as he laid lethargically on his side. "D-damn..."
And when his eyes cracked open, he could have sworn his heart stopped. That... no way. He couldn't be-- "S...Sor...ey?" His voice was weaker than he wanted it to be, but disbelief betrayed him. He'd known Sorey would come, that the PSB would be at his back, but it was a bit.. quicker than-- why look a gift horse in the mouth. He ought to assure him that he was okay, that he wasn't hurt ( not considering ), and that he would be alright, just get him out of here. But his mind was still afflicted, his consciousness debatable, and rather than concerning himself about Sorey's hue or psycho pass ( he should have, damn it he needed to make sure he was okay ), he felt his throat tighten, a familiar sting in his eyes as a sense of relief washed over him. Get him out of here, please... please...
[2016-03-08 9:10:32 PM] Gemi | aoxre: Paitently she sat there, alikened so perfectly to the image of the face that Leo would know upon his drug induced slumber. Over and over in her head, she recited the words that would be spoken. Her main goal was to remain calm, albeit even sitting still her blood was coursing hot in her veins. Her disdain for this pathetic mess of a human was something she needed to keep in check if she were to break him down as she had planned. It would please Mikleo, too, to have him be submissive at last. While she still couldn't understand his obsession for this wretched copy, she was still bound to that man regardless. Her body was for his use, her skill of holotech unmatched by any other to mask her image with another's face. She was considered a genius, after all, so easily able to imitate another human being to where even they had questioned their authenticity. It was pathetic. She had spoken with Sorey on several occassions, and with how honest he was as a person, she had come to learn much of what she needed to use against the man who lay on the bed. A small part of her felt guilty, she had enjoyed her conversations with the brunet in the park and the stories he had to tell. His smile was warm and pleasant, the girl had felt at ease in his presence. If he were to raise a Dominator against her... So long as Mikleo was somewhere else, she'd allow him to fire it.
Her thoughts interrupted by the sound of stirring beside her, it was time for the show to begin. Genuine expressions that the brunet would show, concern within emerald hues as the name was spoken against dry lips. Slow, slow... Patience would be the victory of this little song and dance. She was a mastermind, she had practiced. There would be no error here, there was no room for it.
"Leo-- You've woken up!"
[2016-03-08 9:29:55 PM] (✿´‿`) | Adorkable Noodleo: Sorey's eyes lit with concern, and Leo had half a mind to tell him to calm down, that he was ailing less than it appeared, but he simply did not have the energy to. His mind still reeled listlessly from the drug, his arms and legs stiff and aching from not only the awkward position he had been laying in, but from the inability to move further than where he was tied. No, now wasn't the time to reassure Sorey- for once, just once, he was going to be selfish about this. "Y-yeah." he said, forcing half a smile as he pushed up with his shoulder.
Getting to a sitting position was difficult for a number of reasons, and he teetered unsteadily upon rising- vertigo; damn that was intense. He shut his eyes, willing the world to stop spinning before he opened them a crack to focus on his brother. "'m- I'm ready to... to go home now... if you don't mind..." The wry smirk was about all he could manage- moving as he had expended entirely too much of his reserves, his throat and mouth dry as he kept his breathing under control. Once the drug wore out of his system, he'd be fine, he was sure. But for now, he was still slightly in its clutches, his movements lethargic, words slurred to the extent that it was noticeable, but not detrimental. But it didn't matter- this nightmare was going to be over soon, and just as he'd predicted. Still, thank goodness...
[2016-03-08 11:00:26 PM] Gemi | aoxre: "You're a mess, just what happened here?"
That tone of voice laced with that honest tongue of his, rising from the chair she had been sitting in to move closer to the man who had hoisted himself into a sitting position only to wobble before clenching his eyes shut. No doubt it was a side effect from the drug's effects, hadn't Mikleo administered a bit too much of the narcotic? It wasn't that she cared rather than impressed that he hadn't lost his breath from an overdose. Only she knew how to properly give the antidote should such an occurence come to pass, though if she would actually do it was another story...
Hands reached out, taking a soft hold of his shoulders to keep him steady, earnest movements that the brunet would have done in instances such as this. He had done them before, hadn't he? She could recall as such. He wasn't one who enjoyed being touched, heaven forbid he hadn't made that fact known at least ten or more times. Yet the touch was gentle, something simple to keep him from falling. It was just that, nothing more. It wasn't her stalling, this type of concern was something he would do. She had seen it firsthand, apart from the stories that Mikleo had fed her so she could get an ideal vision of the Inspector's personality. He would want to know what had happened, what damage had been done. It was enough to lower Leo's guard, particularly since he was already overloaded with foreign substances in his bloodstream. She just needed to persevere, it would give it's payout in due time.
"Leo--"
[2016-03-08 11:13:37 PM] (✿´‿`) | Adorkable Noodleo: The thought of an overdose had certainly crossed Leo's mind, and while he had half a mind to be concerned about it, part of him almost thought of it as a potential blessing. Long passed were the days when he literally sought death, but should his options be to stay here or be let free, then... he... Still, he would resist and endure, if only so that he could return home...
He did not flinch from the brace on his arm, almost relaxing into the touch if only because he could recognize it. Familiar, full of promise and warmth, hope was in that hand and Leo was more than content to allow it to touch him even if no other could. And it had taken enough to get him to that point as well. But it was Sorey- at the end of the day this was Sorey and he was safe now... he shook, fighting the stinging in his eyes ( pathetic, absolutely pathetic ) before he answered, "It's n-not important right... right now, let's just... g-get out of here. I'll tell you l-later..." Or never. Never was highly possible. Regardless, he had well overstayed his stay here, and was eager to get a move on.
"J-just get... get this off me?"
[2016-03-09 12:30:47 AM] Gemi | aoxre: It was enough, this much. Leo was so vulnerable, so eager to just get out and expecting Sorey to take him there. Hadn't he been expecting it all along? That someone would come looking for him? It was just too perfect, the pieces fitting into place as Leo succumbed to the selfishness of his desires to be saved by hands that were holding trembling shoulders. The mimic hiding behind the mask had to resist the urge to smile, to crumble the facade she was doing so well in keeping up. Leo was so unforgivably stubborn, it was admirable and pitiable at the same time. He had fought so hard and yet here he was, so heavily dependent upon that face he believed in. It would make breaking him apart all the more satisfactory, so much more sweet than she had first thought it would be.
Hands release from his shoulders, fingers raising to her chin before giving a tap as though the brunet was contemplating something he didn't quite understand. Emerald hues glace around the room, almost in search before falling once more back on the man on the bed. Lids fell to where they were half open before hands fell to her sides.
"How many times... Leo."
Perfect, so perfect. How perfect was it going to be to watch his features contort and his strength just leave--
"How many times am I going to save you?"
[2016-03-09 12:39:23 AM] (✿´‿`) | Adorkable Noodleo: It took so much for Leo to be so open as he was with Sorey. Even with their history and understanding, he had been hardened, jaded by circumstance, and it had taken so much energy and effort to get to a point of comfort and normalcy with him again. Leo was not the sort to rely on others- do not ask someone to do what you could not, do not put yourself in debt to another, and always remember your place at the end of the day. Sorey had challenged those views, had twisted them on their head and shown Leo that him, at least Sorey-- he could rely on Sorey of all people. If he dared he could even trust the others with his life; it was almost impossible to conjure that sort of faith, but with Sorey, he could finally do it. Allow himself to rely on Sorey as Sorey would assuredly rely on him; wasn't that the deal? So of course he was of the belief that he would be saved by these hands. Of course he trusted Sorey implicitly to help him and--
How many times what? Leo watched him quizzically. What the hell was there to question when there were zipties on his wrists, the blood clotting in his cuts, who knew what narcotic in his veins that still held fast to his consciousness? What was he considering before he looked to him--
Leo had swum at all times of year. Probably not the most advisable thing, but it had always been enjoyable. But the recollection of that late-December fall back when he was ten was not something he wanted to relive; yet now as Sorey spoke, he felt it again- the clamminess on his skin, the ice in his veins, the chill in his core as he struggled to comprehend the words being spoken. "Wh-... wh-what?" He scowled. "This is... is no time f-for jokes, Sorey. W-we can divvy it up later..." But he did not sound so firm in that statement as he wanted. How many times... was he...? It didn't make sense. Leo wasn't some damsel, he didn't require constant saving. Just... just this once, he supposed, but he'd been trying! He'd been trying and... and he'd always been enough before, so... it wasn't too much to ask, after all they had been through... right...? "S..Sorey...?"
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[2016-03-23 11:51:14 PM] Gemi | aoxre: The cringing of his expressions as the realization began to sink in was nearly something intoxicating, the fact that he was so extremely reliant when she had known from the beginning that he was someone who couldn't put his trust in even himself. Mikleo had given her this copy's life story, she knew him inside and out when he didn't even know what she looked like. Mikleo had made certain that no one knew of her existence, and it was to her benefit since she was able to slip around where he wasn't able to tread. Even with his consistently low CC, there were those who sought after him when she could walk freely so long as sensors weren't around to pick up her hue. It was so dependent upon Mikleo, the changes came with his shifting expressions. But that had become a natural occurence, she never even questioned it. However, Leo had no fallback. He had begun to trust, and the mimic would make certain that he would never trust again. It would tear whatever bond he had with others from the inside out, especially with that soul Sorey ( another pang to her chest, was this what guilt felt like...? ).
Sorey had even gone as far as to tell her that he had finally been able to get Leo to open up to him, to have his ' brother ' believe in him. Oh how the frail fall so easily... Another twitch to keep her lips from raising as those emerald hues remained firmly focused on the captive before her. Those eyes of his, staring so wide with shock... Infuriated her. A rising anger from her stomach upward, a heat following close behind and before she was able to think about refraining, a hand reached out and grabbed at his hair, yanking him towards her masked image. It didn't deviate her, it wouldn't. Her voice was kept low, calculated and soft. The very voice he spoke in, every little pitch and manner in which his tone came forth, it was all so pinpoint precise.
"I've been thinking... Leo."
Releasing the hold she had on his hair, a step back was taken. A blow to his heart was needed, something to shake the ground he was desperately attempting to keep hold of. Even if the grip on his hair had been harsh, he was becoming used to physical abuse, thanks to that idiot guardian of hers. Didn't he know tact was needed when it came to breaking a soul? She knew this well enough, seeing as it had been her in the very same place. Perhaps that was a reason she despised this wretched copy so much, apart from the fact that Mikleo seemed to adore the very ground he walked upon and every breath he took was a sacred treasure.
"Don't you think that all of this is your fault?"
[2016-03-24 12:03:19 AM] ଘ(੭*ˊᵕˋ)੭* | Adorkable Noodleo: What-- Sorey was never like this. Despite his size, he was a gentle person, someone who unconsciously treated everyone as if they were smaller and weaker than him just on reflex; to his credit, they usually were. Sorey was... well, he was a bit stronger than Leo strictly thought humans needed to be without serious effort, but he'd always been so conscious of that. The way that he grabbed Leo though, forced his face near Sorey's... his stomach rolled, a cold, stifled feeling in his chest as he eyed the other with measured anxiety. What... why was he acting like this...? He'd-... he'd come all this way.... to help him, right? Of course he did- what was Leo thinking, this was Sorey at the end of the day- at the end of the day, this was his brother, someone who cared about him despite his sins, despite the taint in his blood and history; Sorey cared about him, he would....
Letting him go did him no favors as Leo reeled for a moment, catching himself on the bed on his elbow to keep himself from toppling. You would be surprised how little balance you had, being bound and drugged for days on end. He turned his eyes up slightly, the room still a bit hazy as Sorey spoke- what was with this tone? He sounded so rigid, so flat and enigmatic compared to his typically convivial and open cadence. This was calculated, this was...
"Don't you think that all of this is your fault?"
His stomach dropped, eyes widening as he looked at nothing. He couldn't meet Sorey's eyes as he struggled to register the words- had Sorey learned a different language in his years at the MWPSB's academy? He... surely he wasn't saying... what Leo thought he had said. All of those things he had told him before- to forgive himself, that he would never blame him, that it wasn't his fault, not his fault, not his-- seemed to sink like lead beneath the buoyed phrase that he had just uttered. Didn't he think.... all of this...?
Why was he shaking? It was such a common feeling nowadays that he couldn't be entirely sure of the root cause now. The drugs? The hunger, or pain? Or was it just... Lavender eyes inched up slowly, trepidation in them as he fought to look at Sorey. It was almost impossible, like staring into the sun, to look at him. He... couldn't... "W... why are y-you... saying this...?" Just untie me. Please, I put my faith in you, you told me-- you said... was that all... not you, too. Never you--
[2016-03-24 12:31:05 AM] Gemi | aoxre: You put your faith in him so poorly, left it so open for disrepair.
The stories that she had heard were similar to horror stories you would tell a child to make them behave before bedtime. The hell that he had endured alongside that brilliant ray of sunlight who made up the Enforcer who remained with him was so much that the mimic almost wanted to believe that she was being told a fairy tale. Mikleo had held no details from her when explaining the death of their grandfather, the one who had taken Sorey and Leo under his wing and raised them. However, Mikleo had certainly made it sound so... greusome how Leo had been kept from his side. No matter, that part was something she disregarded. It wasn't important when it came to what she needed to know in breaking him down. Between the miniscule details Sorey had indulged her in, of how Leo was always someone who blamed himself for every little thing when he didn't have to to how much he beat himself over events of the past. Sorey really was someone far too trusting ( again... that pang... ).
Arms crossed over themselves, that face of his so very gentle when it gazed upon the wretched copy. It wouldn't take much to break him it seemed, far less than she had originally thought. Already he was beginning to crack, so much even she felt a little bad for him. She had expected him to be so much more headstrong than this, especially since he had been so fervent in his refusals to Mikleo's toyish whims. Sorey was certainly someone important to him, someone who held him together by a thin thread she was about to snap.
"Why? Well, isn't it?"
A cant of her head, the stance that the Enforcer often held when he was being inquisitive of something. It felt so casual, like the boy she was mimicing wasn't even thinking twice of what his lips spilled forth. A conversation he would have held on any normal day, but Sorey wasn't like that. Thus her stance shifted, scratching at the back of her head before letting her hand fall to her side.
"It goes all the way back... You left me under those boxes. And Gramps died."
An exhale as if he had given up on something.
"You were told not to blame yourself but... Shouldn't you blame yourself more?"
[2016-03-24 12:40:19 AM] ଘ(੭*ˊᵕˋ)੭* | Adorkable Noodleo: "Why? Well, isn't it?"
What was this feeling, staring at Sorey- calm, completely closed off from Leo in a way that he had never seen before. He couldn't identify the root of it, but he felt as if he were tossed to a whirlpool- the room was spinning, his heart leaping with it as Sorey went on. Left him... and Gramps---... No, no he'd tried his best, damn it- he'd tried as best as he could to save Sorey, but- but who could lift metal like that? He wasn't a god and Sorey wouldn't expect that of him- he'd told him as much, no one could expect that of him, and what was he supposed to have done about Gramps-- he'd gone through so many years being told that he couldn't have saved Gramps, that there was nothing more he could have done even if he had divided his focus and lent the elder aid ( he'd done nothing, the coward, while Sorey had thrown himself at that beast of a man, Leo had frozen, he'd done nothing, he'd done nothing and then-- ).
A flare of half-hearted defensiveness caught wind, peaking up as he pushed off the bed. "B-but--... Sorey, y-you were the one that said--" His breath caught in his throat, his voice hitching as he thought back to that conversation; it had come out of the blue, while he was in recovery. He blamed himself too much, he had told Leo. He absolved others in compensation for shouldering a weight that others would have buckled beneath, and he did it all so willingly. Sorey had told him not to, that he didn't deserve it. So... what had changed his mind? What had Leo done? He hadn't meant to- he... he hadn't meant to end up here, to make him come save him. He'd been trying to escape this whole time. But... trying was never good enough, right? There was no try: just do or don't. And Leo hadn't. In any situation, he simply hadn't. He never did. Maybe that....
He was shaking his head- it was a nervous tick that no one had ever really caught, save Dezel ( who, if he recalled correct, had literally put him in a headlock the first time he noticed it ). It was an absent motion, one he wouldn't have even caught if his hair wasn't tickling his nose from the shift. "N-no... You... Sorey I-" He turned his eyes up. "I didn't... I didn't mean to. Y-you know that. I wanted to k-keep you both safe, I swear, please, I-..."
[2016-03-24 1:07:13 AM] Gemi | aoxre: He was on the edge, it was clear enough that he was wavering. The doubt was sweeping over him like a blanket, closing in and suffocating him as any sort of positivity that was fed to him was being drowned out by the thoughts of what he did wrong, what went wrong, everything that could have happened differently but didn't thanks to his negligence. The self pity and loathing made her sick, there was no respect from her for this wretched copy who did nothing but take blame upon himself with no actions to show for it. What did people see in this sad excuse of a human...?
She wasn't done yet, he had yet to be broken fully. Only when there were no words for him to speak would she have fulfilled her goal. A hand gently reached out, placing itself upon his shoulder. Sorey was one of the very few who could touch his person with ease, yet the immediate tensing of his shoulders gave hint that he didn't want that type of contact. Just for a moment, then, just for a moment.
"You didn't mean to... But it happened anyway. Gramps died for it, and you ran."
Her hand removed from his shoulder, another step back was taken. He was so close, teetering so very close to ruin. She wanted to deliver her blows fast and concise, leaving him no room for recovery. If he recovered, he's start doubting everything that was happening, and she simply couldn't have that. She needed him obedient and quiet, Mikleo would be satisfied with that. Her stance turning, it was only after a moment's pause that her attention returned to the man on the bed, a crumpled heap of flesh and bone. He still had his thoughts, and she's remove them.
"Don't you know, that they were after you? That gramps died... Because of you?"
[2016-03-24 1:20:28 AM] ଘ(੭*ˊᵕˋ)੭* | Adorkable Noodleo: Leo almost shied away from that touch on his shoulder, his entire body rebelling away from Sorey. Usually a source of comfort, he was finding that the familiar gesticulation was upending, that it did nothing to quell the shuttering of his body, the slamming in his chest. Sorey was.... not like this, he wouldn't say these things- but here he was. Was this some kind of weird fever dream? Maybe it was just-- just a hallucination-- but that touch, it felt so real and he was so close, he...
His head shook still, trying desperately to convey that no, no wait he didn't run- that's not what happened, Sorey couldn't think of him like that; he was many things, but he wouldn't have run to leave them to those heathens, he had-- he had gone to flag authorities, he hadn't run away, please, Sorey, you have to understand he didn't leave you-- His breath caught in his throat, and he choked back a desperate sob that wracked him momentarily, caught himself just barely as Sorey's hold on him vanished. "Why....?" Why was he doing this? Why now, why when he was-- this wasn't the time for- for petty, stupid discussions he just wanted out he just-- please, just take him away from here; Sorey could hate him ( Leo would never be okay again if he did, but he could, he had every right to, hell he practically encouraged it, he had earned it ), he would understand, but couldn't he hate him back at headquarters, back where he was safe, unless...
Unless he wanted him to rot here.
"Don't you know, that they were after you? That Gramps died... Because of you?"
The shaking stopped. His heart stopped- if it hadn't, he couldn't feel it. Perhaps the world itself had actually ceased motion as he processed what he'd said. That man... was after... him? Just like Mikleo now, just like... it was all him....? Not just the guilt, the incomprehensible survival ( like a cockroach, he was like a damn roach in society he just wouldn't fucking die ), not just... but they had actually been targeting him.... all along...? There was no way out of it then. There was no way to say it wasn't on him because... because it made sense. Why had he survived when the man could clearly have killed him in an instant? Why had Sorey been so battered, almost beyond saving, and Gramps killed, when he had barely but a burn to his name? Why...
Why was he still here...? Seeking forgiveness when there was none to be given...?
"I- I kn-knew it... it was my fault but..."
Tears were spilled without recognition, his gaze leveled against a knob in the wood of the floor. It was a silent grief, resignation with which he spoke. "I didn't... I could never-" He didn't mean to, but it happened anyway. Sorey had already said that. Intention did not dismiss culpability and he knew it. So this really... was... "I'm... I'm sorry.... I don't-- why--- Sorey, please, I..." There was nothing he could say, was there... there was... if Sorey was saying this... No he couldn't give up, he needed to-- but this was his only chance, right? This was how he was supposed to get away, and, if he... wasn't worth saving...
It made too much sense.
[2016-03-24 5:50:02 PM | Edited 5:52:44 PM] Gemi | aoxre: The fragility of his person was something she had been told about, sure, but the mimic hadn't quite expected it to be this easy to break into the cracks of his mind and split them apart. He had been so easily thought of as a person with a great amount of strength on his shoulders, seeing as to how he had fervently refused every advance Mikleo had made against him and had kept on pushing forward despite all that had happened in his life until this point. Always advancing, always taking one step in order to keep moving onward. In a way it was admirable that regardless of what stood in his path, he was always trying to keep going. However, that journey needed to end here, his walk would reach it's destination at this point whether he wanted it to or not. It was almost sad to see him shatter in such a manner. The tremble of his voice, the tears that fell from his eyes.
And it wasn't her he was losing this strength to, it was Sorey. Sorey was the one he was talking to, Sorey was the one who was delivering these blows he couldn't fight against. He was begging now, begging for things the girl didn't understand since he couldn't form a coherent sentence anymore. It was a satisfying point, each tear that ran down his face was a jab to his already broken soul. She wondered if he'd ever recover from this, hoping that he wouldn't. A pet was a lot nicer to deal with when it was quiet. There would be no resistance, not even a little bit once her words had thoroughly broken him. It was only just a matter of time until he couldn't say a single word anymore.
"What difference does it make, though? He's still gone. I was still left there."
Another scratch behind his head, another exhale before shoulders slumped. Disappointment written across masked features, she was well practiced for this moment. It shifted, a rare form of anger but one she knew could come from the Inspector she copied when it was needed. Those emerald eyes remained fixed, unyielding in their punishment.
"If it hadn't been like that... If he didn't come after you, Gramps would still be alive."
[2016-03-24 7:10:50 PM] ଘ(੭*ˊᵕˋ)੭* | Adorkable Noodleo: Why..... why, why, why was it turning out like this? Sorey had spoken to him before, had assuaged ( as much as humanly possible ) his fears concerning this subject. He'd told him he didn't blame him, told him that this wasn't his fault, regardless of everything surrounding the event-- but that was just it, wasn't it? If that man was after him ( why, what purpose could that man have had pursuing him, he was just a stupid kid, a graduate with nothing to proclaim but an ear for strings and a mind for old literature ), then... maybe that was it. Maybe that was just too much for ever Sorey- resilient, sublime... how long had he had him on the pedestal...- to handle. He had never been sure when the other shoe would drop, and now, he couldn't remember when he had stopped operating as if it would.
And now he regretted that.
Sorey spoke further, and Leo sat up straight, curling his legs into his chest and dropping his head. "Stop...." He'd never heard him speak with such acrid tones before, and certainly never expected to hear such directed toward him. He fought to hide himself, to vanish into the two hills of his knees as his brother- damn it why - continued. "S-stop it....."
"If it hadn't been like that... If he didn't come after you,...
"Gramps would still be alive."
He loved you Leo, and nothing will ever change that.
"Shut up!" He couldn't escape, not with how he was bound and subdued like this, but the call was raw, almost defiant as he struggled to back away from Sorey on the bed. He.... what had happened to when they visited the grave? To when they finally talked it through, when Leo described to him with a heavy heart and heavy words the events of those days prior? What had changed Sorey so much? He didn't want to hear it. Leo wanted nothing to do with this line of dialogue. Thoughts of escaping or liberation had fled him in the midst of all of this anguish, as now he sought an escape of a different variety. "S-stop it, shut up, he- he wouldn't- I didn't--" His eyes turned up, desperate as he pressed his back against the wall. Trapped- trapped on all fronts, he was confined, restrained, and now-- A plea broke from him a bit more desperate sounding than he would have liked despite the softness with which he spoke.
"I... I didn't kill him... right....?" You promised me...!
[2016-03-24 7:24:46 PM] Gemi | aoxre: "I... I didn't kill him... right....?"
There was only so much a person could take before they started that typical trend of denial. Grasping at anything to believe that something hadn't been of their own doing, to pass the blame onto something else. It was a behavior she had seen far too many times, something she had become far too used to in humans who had crossed her path.
It wasn't my fault, she was the one who...
I didn't do it, she had to be the one who was...
Enough!
There were fragments of the past that she didn't know, but she knew enough to break through what flimsy barrier he had attempted to build against the brunet whose image she had stolen. A small part of her, however, felt as if it was leaving her, flying far away from her yet she didn't know what it was. It was painful, carving into her center and burning a hole. She wondered if she would ever even be able to face the gently smiling Inspector again after having done what she was about to do. Her mind momentarily wandered to thinking of what he would even do if he found out that she had gone through with something so greusome. A simple apology would never be enough, and Mikleo's orders were absolute. Even if she hadn't wanted to, this was what she was meant to do.
Emerald eyes closed and her voice was soft, thoughtful.
Sorey was thinking.
"I'm beginning to wonder about it."
There was nothing more than that as her eyes opened to meet Leo's once more.
[2016-03-24 7:50:21 PM] ଘ(੭*ˊᵕˋ)੭* | Adorkable Noodleo: He was... beginning to wonder...? No way this... Leo couldn't accept it. He knew what he was hearing, what he was seeing, but he couldn't believe that Sorey, after all the effort he had put into talking through everything with him before, would just swap on a dime like this. What... "So then what?" he whispered, emotions taut in his tone. "Why go to all the wasted effort before? Why... y-you spent so much effort being... being nice to me when you-- this is what you really thought?" His breath hitched in his chest, his heart aching as he spoke. This didn't make sense.... and why come all this way...?
A snarl flit across Leo's lips. Fine- say Sorey was abandoning him, say what you wanted, but Leo was still Leo, and he still wanted out. And.. more than anything.. "Say we're speaking truths then, fine." He snapped. His heart pounded against his rib cage, threatening to break free with its severity. It hurt, it hurt, everything- his wrists and ankles, his heart, his chest, his head, his legs, his name it it hurt. So screw it. "Then-- Then aren't you just as much to blame? Why-- you flew off the damn handle-! Got yourself-- yourself hurt and then-- so you didn't protect him either! W-wasn't that your fault!?" He'd never have said this, he never had dreamed it, but.... his mind was twisting, his opinions shifting with the flare of defensive anguish. Sorey was going to hurt him- couldn't he just hurt him back? "And then-- you don't belong in the PSB. You never did- I told you over and over again, but you still--! You're an idiot! A goddamn moron who can't think past his nose, and you- you don't get to just come in here an say these things w-without thinking of what they'll do--!" Damn it, Sorey-- why--?
[2016-03-24 11:57:03 PM | Edited 11:59:20 PM] Gemi | aoxre: She hadn't been expecting this. This unfounded retaliation that fell so loosely against his lips, it was as if he himself was grasping at straws to desperately keep a hold of the ground he was faltering on. That rock was beginning to crack, or rather, it was made more of sand than anything solid. Hadn't she held his head down enough to where he would drown? Where was this strength to fight back even coming from? The mimic had hit a wall, her own mind wracking through the list of memories she had been fed in order to find some sort of comeback that would end this flimsy fight he was putting up against her. No, against Sorey. She had to remember that she was Sorey, as much as it was causing that agonizing pain in her chest. Why wouldn't it go away...? Be calm, she begged her beating heart, be calm. She still had a job to finish, and it seemed he hadn't even taken notice that she was beginning to waver on her own. No, her strength would outmatch his by any degree. This wretched copy would never over take the effort she had put forth to complete this job. Mikleo would praise her... Mikleo would smile at her.
For a moment, Mikleo would look at her. That had to keep her going.
You won't stand in my way!
A fist flew forth, connecting with Leo's temple and sent him hard into the mattress with a creak loud enough she thought that perhaps a bedspring had broken. It didn't matter, this would be her final card. If he fought against this, she would beat him into submission if she had to. If words wouldn't work, actions would. Sorey had probably never even hit him, that shining star was everything good in this world and then some, the girl felt that if she stepped into the light he exuded, she'd burn. Particularly now, more than ever.
"At least I did something."
What had Leo done? Stand there like stone while the events unfolded? Watched as Sorey had run forth into the fray wildly while their grandfather tried to protect them desperately? The girl hadn't been there herself, yet from the detailed story she was told, the events played before her eyes like a movie on the big screen. She knew every little thing that happened. How Heldalf had come for Leo, how Sorey had blindly run in only to be crushed beneath the weight of metal against his chest. How Leo had tried desperately to remove the heavy objects only to have their grandfather murdered before them, and then run off.
It didn't matter what he had done after that.
"What did you do, Leo?"
[2016-03-25 12:28:20 AM] ଘ(੭*ˊᵕˋ)੭* | Adorkable Noodleo: Whatever Leo had expected in retaliation, this exceeded that. A punch from Sorey was practically atomic in weight, inconceivable and yet, in that one motion, the schism between them was assured. What had happened to change his mind...? Maybe he was just sick of having to save Leo. Maybe he should have been- he always had to save Leo, always, after everything he did. Back with at that time, and by joining the PSB, and even since then.... always, always always--- it had to bog him down. Leo was a leaden sinker around Sorey, dragging him further and further into the depths without restraint, without reservation despite his will to be the life preserver. He was a weight- one that Sorey was right to shuffle off. And as Leo collided with the mattress, stars dancing in his vision, he knew there was no purpose in getting back up.
"At least I did something."
Leo's words- at least he had tried even despite all of bullshit that had happened, Sorey persisted. He cut through the darkness like a star, refusing to be dampened or snuffed out even in the most trying of times. He was... better. And what he was saying, what he was doing, vindicated. Leo remained still, mind reeling again through those events. It had all happened so fast- the approach, Sorey's rapid ( stupid, thoughtless, impractical ) response, his rending, Gramps's call to flee- but he couldn't leave Sorey there, he couldn't leave him, and in his efforts to save Sorey, he failed the man that had raised him, that had thrown out everything for him, and to that end.. he... he had--!
"Nothing." It was barely a breath, the wound in his voice weeping in his stead. "I..." He'd tried so many times to make up for his ineptitude, his failings and the strife that he had caused. He should have known there was nothing he could do, that it all flowed down hill and once it reached the bottom... once it reached him... there was no climbing out of it. Sorey knew now. There was no going back. There was--
[2016-03-25 12:30:03 AM] ଘ(੭*ˊᵕˋ)੭* | Adorkable Noodleo: no silver lining or brace. A balancing act- his entire life from that moment had been a tightrope walk over a canyon with no brace, no suspension, no net. And that blow to his head had been enough to throw him off and into the abyss. It was... only a matter of time until Sorey saw Leo how he saw himself. Somehow he'd been foolish enough not to expect it to hurt so much... so much...
Maybe that was why he wasn't saving him. He deserved this. This was.... right.
[2016-03-25 12:49:45 AM | Edited 12:51:24 AM] Gemi | aoxre: That had done it. That had finally been the finishing blow she was looking for, and with record timing to add to it. The mimic was about to shatter, her heart was beating so loudly in her chest it felt as if it would burst straight through her ribcage at any moment. She had to leave that room, had to get out of that mask she was wearing. For some reason, she felt unable to breathe properly. Everything was colliding in her head and her brain was pulsing, her skull about to burst open. No, no, she couldn't change back here. It would ruin everything she had worked for, everything that she had done to finally break that wretched copy into submission to where he wouldn't fight anymore. If she threw it all away there, she would be the one to be tossed aside next. There would be no new beginning for her if everything she'd done up to this point was ruined by the fact that her lungs were incapable of taking in air. A step back, leaving the broken man upon the bed. Her voice that was Sorey's was low, vindictive, finalized.
"I can't save you anymore."
That was it, that was the final piece she couldadd before turning and leaving the room, closing the door behind her before she stumbled into a different portion of the house. The girl fell to her knees, the mirage of the holo-tech wearing off only to leave the girl heaving against the floor with sweat on her brow and tears in her eyes. She needed to breathe, needed to draw in air to her lungs as a hand flew up to grasp at her throat. Why couldn't she breathe? Images of the Inspector she had just mimicked came in droves in her brain, confusing her and making it even more difficult to bring air to her shrinking lungs. Something in her heart was shattering, ripping through and causing an ache in her skull so severe she wanted to scream. No, she couldn't make a sound, she couldn't let that destroyed man in the room nearby know of her existence. She would suffer this ailment in silence until it passed.
If it passed.
[2016-03-25 1:22:09 AM] ଘ(੭*ˊᵕˋ)੭* | Adorkable Noodleo: He buried his face into the mattress, into the darkness that it brought him. Maybe, if he pushed far enough, he could just vanish into it, or at least smother himself. To disappear, to vanish, to stop,- that was all that Leo wanted at this moment. In his many years, Leo had endured a great many things, even with his failings; he wanted to think that, even if he faltered, he managed to push himself back up again with fluctuating effectiveness. It was not as noteworthy or commendable as others who strove more, who were better than him, but it was what he could manage. And... and he had thought that Sorey was proud of him. Sorey had always... seemed it... but now, careening through a vacuum like he was, he wasn't sure that any of it had been true. They had grown up together, knew each other better than anyone-- so how long had Sorey been hiding this embitteredness? How long had he been biting his tongue and placating him? How long had he hated him like this...? And now...
"I can't save you anymore."
Leo would never ask that of him. He had done it so many times. And none of those times had been deserved. So now... no, he could leave him here. If this was a punishment that he found fitting... if he could redeem himself somehow through this... maybe it was best that he just stay here, stay down, quit fighting. Was that.. what Sorey wanted...? His head throbbed, the click of the doorclasp closing sounding more like a clap of thunder than a quiet lock, and he did not move. He couldn't. It felt like all of the strength he'd had- such a minuscule amount to begin with- had fled him, abandoned him in Sorey's stead. But maybe this was right. Maybe this was what he deserved.
... yes... it made sense...
[2016-03-25 2:35:19 AM] angry tainted mikleo (ange) ♥: --
Fingers picking at buttons, struggling a bit to stick them through the holes which seemed to be a little bit too small — so far, his brother's clothes seemed to fit him quite perfectly, only slightly snug around the shoulders. He was practically a mirror of his twin, having borrowed his clothing ( it took quite a bit of effort to take them from him ), wearing a wig that resembled his hairstyle. It wasn't a getup that was just for his infatuation with him, but becoming a staple of his look when meeting with others. He had no intention of showing his real appearance to other's — and his brother's, it would do. He slips on the dress jacket and fiddles around with his tie, a dazzling cerulean that seemed to be of a rather pricey brand. A brief thought of how he afforded such a tie crossed his mind.
Everything was set up, really — he had henchmen set up in a district not too far from the MWPSB's, a bit of a trap to throw them off of their current investigation. There were no doubts that they were likely getting somewhere with the investigation, and a distraction would soon become necessary. However, a gentle shuffle is heard coming from the bed — brother, shifting only a slight bit, in Mikleo's clothing. He'd slipped him into a pair of pants and his usual dress shirt, hoping it would suffice. Approaching quietly, he took a close look to see if he'd finally woke up. It'd been awhile since he made any movement.
" —are you awake, brother? "
[2016-03-25 2:55:30 AM] ଘ(੭*ˊᵕˋ)੭* | Adorkable Noodleo: He heard Mikleo. He really did. Leo was a bit more distracted with his clothing, though, than the piqued interest of his captor. These were not his typical adornments, and while he was interested in opening his eyes and investigate, he lacked any sort of will to do so. And somehow, he idea of having to converse with this man was akin to pulling off his nails. Perhaps if he stayed quiet, if he didn't shift further ( but damn if he had landed right on his hands- that was not comfortable in the slightest ), then Mikleo would leave him alone. He could overlook the violation of privacy that was changing his clothes- it actually felt a little nice to be out of the same outfit he'd been wearing for... how long he had been here... That didn't mean he was really feeling chatty though.
So he laid still, monitoring his breathing, keeping his eyes closed. Asleep.. your motivation is asleep....
[2016-03-25 3:42:04 AM] angry tainted mikleo (ange) ♥: Though he could've sworn he was showing signs of consciousness, brother was sleeping ( or was he feigning sleeping? ), unmoving. " I suppose not. " Mikleo exhales with a little grin, perhaps indulging in observing his brother's face as he slept — slightly discomforted, but still cute all the same. In fact, endearing enough that he wanted to hold him close, take in his scent, the sight of his expression as he slept ( and why did these thoughts create such a pleasant sensation within his chest? ) Taking a seat on the bed's edge, an outstretched arm reaches for his cheek, brushing his fingers along his skin and through his hair.
Beautiful. That's what he thought as he drew soft fingers across his jaw, taking the moment to adore him. Mikleo leaned over, his weight shifting the bed, allowing his arms to wrap gently around his frame. He was so small, much smaller than he thought him to be. Even though he'd grown so much, his brother was still quite petite, as he always was. Oh, if only he could be awake... he wanted to hear his voice.
" I love you, brother. "
[2016-03-25 3:50:23 AM] ଘ(੭*ˊᵕˋ)੭* | Adorkable Noodleo: Leo resisted his intrinsic reaction- the desperate feeling to stiffen and flinch and pull away as Mikleo dragged a hand down his cheek. So tender, so doting- and there were a tremendous amount of reasons that the gesture was unsettling, including but not limited to the fact that he referred to him as a brother. But this did not feel like a familial touch ( he didn't dare consider his previous family's touches, what it meant to have a brother, lest the blade of grief in his chest be sharpened by whetstone yet again ). This felt... disquieting, to say the least. And then there was the depression in the mattress, the quiet hum as the man wrapped his arms tenderly around him, and Leo again fought to keep himself from pulling away.
They left you here, you deserve this, just keep quiet and maybe he'll be kind to you, maybe it will be over and he'll let you go soon, but where would you even go they won't take you back no one could, after what you've done, you'll never--
"I love you, brother."
His stomach rolled, his breath catching involuntarily in his throat. Things he didn't want to hear, wouldn't have known how to respond to even if they were spoken from more inviting lips, he.... Just relax, just resign, just keep quiet. This, too, would pass...
[2016-03-25 4:29:35 AM] angry tainted mikleo (ange) ♥: The silence was a bit too much. Surely, he hadn't dosed a bit too much, had he...? Mikleo would've assumed that a grunt or some sort of response would come from him, but he was still. Perhaps — was he just being stubborn? It was that or he was completely unable to respond — and to that extent, he would have to make sure he was doing alright. He brought himself closer, listening to his breathing, some sign of life just in case—
It seemed to be that he was asleep, so there was really no better time to take this chance. Taking advantage of the situation, he snuggled himself closer to his brother, keeping themselves face-to-face atop the bedsheets. " It's a shame you sleep so heavily. I want to hear you speak to me. " Their breaths are overlapping, Mikleo seemingly wanting to decrease the distance between them without hesitation. Being so close to him — just being able to smell him like this was already intoxicating, a distantly sweet smell, though perhaps he needed to wash up sometime ( ah, maybe that was something he could do for him. )
" If you're going to stay asleep, I'll kiss you again— "
[2016-03-25 4:36:56 AM] ଘ(੭*ˊᵕˋ)੭* | Adorkable Noodleo: Leo felt a burning in his chest as Mikleo snuggled closer, swallowing nervously. Seriously, who did things like this? If this was his damnation, so be it, but God was it uncomfortable. Leo resisted a shudder as Mikleo spoke softly, near his ear, almost tenderly expression that he wanted to hear him. But what did Leo have to say? He was not going to plead for escape, much less with no where to go back to, but nor did he have words to spare for the man. No, there was just... nothing.
It was the follow up threat that evoked a reaction. He stiffened, eyes shooting open into a glare at the wooden walls as he murmured, "That's quite enough of that." Leo was not about to lie there and be some sort of macabre chew toy for this mongrel. He was already enough of an implement, a pet as it was. And given the dreariness he saw when he peered toward his future, it seemed a role he was going to have to lay down and accept some time. But.... He wanted Leo, right? Best not to infuriate an owner by breaking entirely. A small amount of caustic snark needed to remain, otherwise... he was hesitant to imagine what Mikleo would do should he completely shut off... what Leo could let him do if he...
"What do you want?"
[2016-03-25 5:00:37 AM] angry tainted mikleo (ange) ♥: His lips spread wide, a large grin that seemed to stretch from ear to ear in absolute delight, elated to see that he would respond ( though, that meant he was trying to ignore him. ) " I just wanted to stay with you for a little bit. " He keeps his forehead pressed to his brother's, noses brushing and lips barely touching. Oh, hopefully he was alright with this. After all, the last thing Mikleo wanted was to turn him away. Having brother by his side — just that alone, it was more than enough to keep going.
His heart thrums gently, at rest to hear his voice, to see his face, to be surrounded in his scent — even his cheeks were flushed, almost as if inebriated just by his presence. ( but he truly was, oh, all he needed was brother to be happy... ) Arms wrapped around the other pull him a bit closer, letting his body heat keep him warm. Just watching those amethyst eyes keep their gaze on him... he was quaking in excitement. ( if only he could get up and start yelling about how blessed he felt! ) " Is there something wrong with that? Some company never hurt, " Mikleo cooed softly, a bare whisper that was certainly only meant for his brother to hear. They're spoken so romantically that it's hard to tell whether he was speaking sweet nothings or trying to have a conversation, especially from honeyed lips such as his.
" And you're my favourite person to be with, brother. "
[2016-03-25 5:11:08 AM] ଘ(੭*ˊᵕˋ)੭* | Adorkable Noodleo: Leo recoiled a bit, their foreheads remaining in contact while the rest of him retracted. This was too much, too close. He was not even comfortable with people he liked touching him, let be the person holding him captive. Whatever ecstasy was alive in Mikleo's eyes was not reflected in the vacuous mirror of Leo's. This held not the horror of before, but instead a subdued level of disgust, a dissatisfaction that transcended general discomfort and veered more toward shaking his foundation. Escape, even from this embrace, was beyond him with how faint and exhausted he felt- it was getting worse, always getting worse, a constant hazy feeling of near drunkenness- but he could at least manage a small distance.
"Okay." Not thank you, not it's mutual, no semblance of conviviality. He was not comforted or pleased to hear that he was this man's favorite person- that was pretty much assumed from a variety of things. Bu the sure didn't feel like it as he was bound, drugged, held against his will and cooed over. It was... he didn't want to say he was growing accustomed to it, but it was starting to be familiar. That, more than Mikleo, frightened him. If he could grow used to something like this, then where was it headed? Forget snowball fallacies, not everything built as it progressed, but what if this did? How much could Leo stand against as Mikleo continuously pushed him, over and over pressed his boundaries and--
He remained tightlipped, eyelids heavy as he leered forward.
[2016-03-25 5:35:11 AM] angry tainted mikleo (ange) ♥: Though a short-lived response, Mikleo still smiled the same at it. Curt, yet straight to the point. It was basically his own way of staying neutral but talking to him, wasn't it? ( still, he appreciated the effort. ) Somehow, that seemed to bring some sort of satisfaction to the captor, though his brother didn't seem too keen on discussion. " You really aren't one for words, are you? " He kisses him — not the lips, but presses them to brother's nose, smiling ever so gently to him affectionately. " Come, there's no harm in speaking up. It's only me and you. " Mikleo only wanted to chat before he went back to his usual business — and seeing that he'd woken him up, there was no reason not to take this chance.
A hand releases from around his waist to his cranium, teasing his hair with digits so slender — strands were somewhat oily, not as silken as when he first arrived ( so it seemed like the shower idea wasn't a bad one. ) Even so, he still indulged in every way he could get closer to his brother.
" You've been very quiet recently. What's on your mind, brother? "
[2016-03-25 5:49:21 AM] ଘ(੭*ˊᵕˋ)੭* | Adorkable Noodleo: Leo's nose twitched at the contact, willing the other to pull away from him faster. How did Mikleo not comprehend yet how very little he appreciated physical contact? And yet the other seemed to be absolutely exhilarated by it. "No." he replied curtly. A man of few words and less touches, and yet Mikleo clung to him like a vine up an old tree. There was simply nothing to say, nothing he wanted to impart, and no gesture he wished to spare. He didn't have the energy for such a tiresome task as this.
And as his fingers snaked in Leo's hair, the elder shut his eyes, dropping his head into the mattress and away from Mikleo. Perhaps feigning that he was too exhausted to hold up his head ( barely feigning, but excuses ) would lead the other to go back to whatever he was doing in the first place. At the inquiry, Leo gave a small, noncommittal huffing sound. "Call me delirious." he mumbled. What was on his mind? Surely Mikleo knew of Sorey's visit- he had to have arranged it somehow.... right...? The more he tried to make sense of Sorey's appearance, the less he understood of his circumstance. It must have been set up, some sort of conspiratorial deal leveled between the two of them that landed him in his current predicament. So surely Mikleo already knew...
He preferred not to speak of it.
[2016-03-25 6:15:32 AM] angry tainted mikleo (ange) ♥: Ah, there was no explanation, as expected -- though Mikleo knew that it was Copycat's doing, he knew not of the details but simply the plan. He was somewhat shocked, to find her in the state she was after speaking to brother -- never had he seen her react in such a manner when accomplishing what she'd been ordered to do. It was effective, surely. After all, his brother hadn't thrashed around like a few days past. " Nonchalant as ever, aren't you? " He rose from his position, getting up to send the message to the MWPSB. He wondered, how would they handle this? And, how would brother's colleagues as well?
" One more thing-- " He spoke as he rose to his feet, almost as if a lightbulb flashed in his mind. Mikleo bent over and swiftly stole a kiss from the corner of his lips ( at least, quick enough so he wouldn't bite ), then bidding farewell with a smile.
--
Once he returned, he came back with a rather self-satisfied pride, perhaps it was no stretch to say there was a bit of a spring to his step as he approached his brother. It seemed to be the MWPSB received the message, so it was only a matter of time they'd head to a trap location to find 'Leo' -- how exciting! " Brother, " Mikleo started, a little grin that resembled the mischief in the smile of a child who just played a prank, " did you fall back to sleep? I was thinking about washing your hair for you -- it must be uncomfortable like that. "
[2016-03-25 6:31:18 AM] ଘ(੭*ˊᵕˋ)੭* | Adorkable Noodleo: Mikleo could call his demeanor anything that he liked, but most of what Leo felt was not nonchalance more than resignation. There was no safe route to take, nothing he could manipulate or pursue, so best to just ride the wave until it crashed. If the starvation didn't take him, perhaps he would get lucky on an overdose- Mikleo didn't exactly seem adept with those administrations-, or any other variety of ailments.... a bit morbid, what he hoped for nowadays, but with no remaining faith in what he had held true prior...
The peck only marginally startled him, and as Mikleo wandered away, Leo took great pains to twist over onto his other side, burying his face in the crook between the bed and the wall. It was cooler there, darker, and maybe... he could just.... sleep this away... seemed like all he had the energy for nowadays was sleep anyway...
--
"Brother,"
Mikleo's voice jostled him from his restless nap, his body stiffening where it had been curled in the corner of the room. It seemed even unconsciously he was seeking to make himself as small, and as far from the door, as possible. He refused to lift his head as the other spoke, but shook it where it was half buried in his knees. "It's fine." It wasn't. It was a mess, and Leo never went this long without showering without-- well he supposed this was due reason... and frankly, he didn't really feel like acquiescing to much of anything that Mikleo wanted. Subtle rebellions, small things that would not upset the mellow rhythm they had seemed to fall into- that was all for the 'waves' Leo sought to make. Just... small acts of independence... anything that was his.
[2016-03-25 6:46:34 AM] angry tainted mikleo (ange) ♥: Despite being told he was fine, Mikleo could already see that his condition wasn't exactly ideal. He refused to eat and hadn't showered in days -- if he were too stubborn to even wash up, then would he really have to resort to other means to maintain him somehow? It was quite a waste if it were for something that was doable able he was fully conscious, after all. " At the very least, I can wash that and your hands and feet. After all, it's important to wash up. " As he stepped closer, he sat next to him, curled up near the wall.
Perhaps it was a way of him finding some comfort in this new place -- it wasn't uncommon, and he hadn't doubted that brother understood that, a long time ago. " I can help. I won't hurt you."
[2016-03-25 6:54:28 AM] ଘ(੭*ˊᵕˋ)੭* | Adorkable Noodleo: Leo wished that it was possible for him to become smaller as he felt the bed give beneath Mikleo's weight. If he could just slink through the wall, curl tighter into himself and avoid any sort of contact, or just descend within the mattress ( he could be mistaken for a spring, wound as he was ), he would be immensely more satisfied with his condition. But those were far fetched and ludicrous sentiments, and Mikleo's tone... he couldn't tell if it was just familiarity to it now or if he was actually starting to trust his words... wouldn't hurt him... well he wasn't really worried about Mikleo hurting him, so long as he did not incite it himself. For all his lackings and strange obsessions, Mikleo was oddly trustworthy and readable; everything Leo had incurred, he had brought onto himself, after all ( including... huh... yes, all of it ).
Would it... really be all that bad... to just....?
"You won't let me do it." He didn't dare pose it as a question, but.... just the idea of moving his arms, his legs after all of this time bound as he was... he didn't dare to hope that he would be unbound for any significant length of time, but he could practically feel his muscles atrophy, his mobility restricting as his limbs wailed at the confinement. And to wash his hands and feet- they would need more than general soap and water for the deep cuts and burning around the zip tie...
[2016-03-26 5:52:15 AM] angry tainted mikleo (ange) ♥: He was right -- not once did he allow him to leave those restraints, making attempts at maintaining some sort of good condition though he couldn't move. Surely, it would be deathly to move after staying still all this time -- perhaps, there was a better way? " I'll consider unbinding your wrists -- depending, " he grinned, placing his hand atop brother's arm, caressing its length softly. " Then, you'll be able to wash your hair and stretch a bit. It would be difficult for you to move normally after all -- it's best to prevent those... situations. " ( having him stuck in a short rehab wouldn't be very entertaining. )
" But for now, " he spoke as his hands and arms curled under his mass, lifting him off the bed and into his arms, " I'll have to do it for you, even if you refuse. Please don't try to run away, brother. I'm not trying to hurt you. " As he speaks, he begins to step out of the room and head to the bathroom, almost a bit too cheerful to take care of another despite it being so tedious. But knowing it was brother, he would endure for him.
[2016-03-26 11:42:21 PM] ଘ(੭*ˊᵕˋ)੭* | Adorkable Noodleo: Leo did not physically respond as Mikleo acquiesced slightly- to released the binds on his wrists... it was almost too much to believe; he darent get his hopes up, but.... to move his arms... how many days had it been since he had been able to? His eyes widened a bit, stealing a glance at the man as he touched his arm- gently, so gently, too gently for comfort and yet....
And yet, despite his words, he simply plucked him off of the bed and into his arms. How light was Leo that this was such a simple maneuver? and how exhausted that the only real resistance he could offer was an obstinate mumble, a small wiggle of resistance as they left the bedroom. As the door opened, though, Leo's head tilted away from Mikleo, peering around. He actually hadn't been able to leave the room, so to see the rest of the house was interesting; not much really caught the eye, but it was some variety of new stimulus after....heaven knew how long that he had been confined to that room. He dropped his head, closing his eyes and bowing it into his chest. Leo didn't want to offer too much by way of motivation to pursue conversation. This whole thing was humiliating enough; stars forbid the man thought he preferred this.... he just wanted to be released...
[2016-03-27 5:20:11 AM] angry tainted mikleo (ange) ♥: Brother wasn't particularly heavy -- in fact, extremely light ( but considering that he refused to eat for days, it was evident as to why. ) He carried him over into a small washroom, able to fit a small tub, sink, and toilet. A bit of a tight fit, but it seemed to work nonetheless. The floor was a white tile, somewhat water stained -- and the walls, a dark, earthy green. Surprisingly, it appeared less worn than the bedroom. " How should I do this... would leaning your head over the tub work for you? "
Placing his brother to the tiled floor, he gently bent his head over the edge of the tub with a grin. " There. I can wash it like this. " He removed his hairtie, turning on the water and bringing down a showerhead -- soaking his hair with lukewarm water, Mikleo then shut it off and reached for a bottle. " Are you feeling a bit better, brother? " Squirting a bit of the solution into his hands, he ran his fingers through his hair, bubbles forming and popping left and right. Was this a form of bliss? Yes -- for him, at the very least. Mikleo was simply ecstatic to take care of him like this... sure, brother was reluctant to give in, but it was part of his charm. ( but he was able to wash his hair! ) A gentle hum escapes him, lathering the soap.
" Almost done--... "
[2016-03-27 5:32:41 AM] ଘ(੭*ˊᵕˋ)੭* | Adorkable Noodleo: Leo closed his eyes. There was no fantasy land that he could escape to, no better place that he could envision as Mikleo set him down on the floor and spoke to him soothingly. This was just his reality now. This was just everything there was. How far he had fallen, he considered. What a strange time to be nostalgic; but at this moment, he simply couldn't help by think of years ago, before fate dealt him a blow, before he worried about escape or salvation or culpability. Back when his concern was missing swim meets for camping trips, studying into the late hours because despite his love of reading, he would put off a lot of his readings until the last minute, how he was going to scrounge up enough to afford that book in the window he'd seen in uptown as he passed. Easier times... better times...
And as he considered these things, he was pliable as clay, allowing Mikleo to tilt his head, to do what he wanted with his hair as Leo was blessedly somewhere else. Surely he could not be offended by the silence; Leo never had much to say anyway. And while he did not have much of a future any more, perhaps he could continue to draw a small amount of solace in the past... in what little of the past he could recall without anguish, without dread, without them to daunt him. Just... maybe it would all be over soon.
[2016-03-27 5:44:11 AM] angry tainted mikleo (ange) ♥: Still quiet as ever. At the same time, he had little complaints as Leo was being so obedient -- in fact, perhaps enough so that it was beginning to satisfy him. The promise of letting him contact the MWPSB still stood strong, and there was no tricks about it. It was... a matter of if he was happy with his current situation. The water ran once more, washing out the soap, a trail of bubbles running down towards the drain. He remembered taking baths with him at a younger age -- very faintly, but knew it happened. Who knew it would happen again years later? A smug grin decorates his lips as he shuts off the water, grasping onto a towel and drying his hair.
"You've been suddenly obedient. I like that, brother. " Rubbing the towel into his hair, in straight lines and in circles, he made sure to dry him as well as he could. " I like it enough that your promise should be fulfilled soon, assuming you'll continue like this for awhile longer. " Slinging the towel over the edge of the sink, his arms cupped around his body, lifting brother up with ease. It'd been days since he washed up like this -- being able to do it for him was pleasing. Soon enough, they were back in the bedroom, Mikleo sitting him up on the mattress.
" I know you're doing well in obeying me, but you still seem quite frustrated. Do you need to speak of something, brother? "
[2016-03-27 5:55:08 AM] ଘ(੭*ˊᵕˋ)੭* | Adorkable Noodleo: Suddenly obedient. He stamped down the flare of defiant irritation at the phrase, allowing Mikleo to towel off his hair as he bit hard on the inside of his cheek. No, he was not obedient. He was... he was... not sure what to call it, but tired felt like a more usable alternative than to admit that he was allowing this man his way. And yet, as he spoke of his promise, Leo felt his heart thrum a bit faster in his chest. What did he think that would serve, calling the MWPSB? Even if they came to rescue him, what difference would it make? He wasn't wanted there, wasn't needed there, but it was away from here. For that he was grateful. So he just had to remain hardened for a awhile longer? How long was 'a while', he wondered idly, but did not dare to ask. He had only see Mikleo irate one time, and that had ended with a dosage. He wasn't keen to repeat such a venture.
It didn't take long to return to the bedroom, and Leo readopted his position as a pill bug, curling into himself. It was hardly comfortable, but with his arms and legs bound as they were, there were very few more comfortable positions than this. He dropped his head, peering at Mikleo now through the curtains of hair that hung before his eyes. It felt weird, wrong to have his hair down. It'd been so long since he'd left it like that...
Frustrated... actually not the word to describe it. He wagged his head slowly, his expression unchanging from the vacancy it began with. "Not really." Nothing that came to mind. Nothing he wanted to discuss with Mikleo... with anyone, now... his only outlet, the one person he talked to, was... He winced, dropping his head into his knees. "It's nothing." He wanted Leo? He had him. He wanted honest Leo? He had that, too. This was as genuine to his normal demeanor as it got; not one for words, not one for emotional commiseration. Mikleo would have to be more observant if he wanted to incite a conversation rather than openly prompting it...
[2016-03-28 4:51:28 AM] angry tainted mikleo (ange) ♥: And once again, he'd put up a barrier. Brother was always like this -- not one to express himself, keeping his thoughts locked in his mind. No matter how endearing that little frown was, he wanted to shoulder his burdens. Mikleo wanted to become everything he could depend on; the pillars to his structure, the air to his lungs, his whole world. Slowly, he cornered him against the wall, a knee atop the mattress as he closed the distance between them. An arm outstretches, leaning to the wall for support -- an act of dominance, indulging in the sight of his brother's visage.
" It's not just nothing, " he breathed, his air brushing his brother's skin. Their faces were close once more -- ah, he couldn't get enough of this. " You can trust me, brother... I'm quite trustworthy. After all, I haven't lied to you yet, have I? " And no, not necessarily -- he was a trickster, yes, but a man that would work within his words. Even this kidnapping wasn't a lie. It was merely more of a trap than that, seeing that he did call him out to talk. This was exactly what was happening. ( that was pretty trustworthy, wasn't it? )
" Speak up, " he slurs, a honeyed tone that was falling from a sly grin. Oh, he was so cute. He wanted to control him, yes, he did! To wrap him around his fingers and cradle him in his arms... to see the bare skin of his body, to grace him with kisses galore. ( what immoral thoughts; he was exhilarated. ) The mattress shifted as he inched closer. " If you don't, I'll seal your lips with a kiss instead--... "
[2016-03-28 10:42:20 PM] ଘ(੭*ˊᵕˋ)੭* | Adorkable Noodleo: Leo winced as he felt the mattress give beneath Mikleo, felt his presence loom over him. He really had backed himself into a corner, figuratively and physically, and now he was going to reap the consequences. Then again, it wasn't like he was a difficult target in any respect. There was no where to go, no solace, no privacy or semblance of personal space so far as his captor was concerned. And there was nothing to be done for it but sit there, sit there like a pathetic and sniveling damsel. He was too tired to entertain the spike of frustration within him- what was the point of getting angry, even at himself? Nothing would come of it. Nothing would come of any of this... Nothing...
And it was nothing. Mikleo's trustworthiness, fluid as Leo perceived it, was not the question. He had never been particularly adept at conveying feelings in the first place, or raising his voice to concerns until they were unreasonable. Leo was, for all of his defensiveness and stubbornness, impressively malleable to unfortunate circumstances. He supposed this was an exception. "That's not the issue." The words died on his lips when he attempted to speak of issues, tried to explain what bothered him, and that was in normal, unrestrictive situations. In the claustrophobic confines of this room, Leo felt suffocated, almost muted to Mikleo. What the hell could he want to know? Couldn't he see what his problems were? He was here. He was unhappy and trapped and alone. That much would be obvious to the blind.
The threat of a kiss, though, caused Leo to recoil once again, dropping his head into his knees in an attempt to avoid him further. It wouldn't work. If Mikleo wanted something, Leo hadn't the strength or means to resist him; that realization alone was enough to set his heart pounding, anxiety surging through him like an undammed tide. It took so much to operate on six pistons all the time, but he didn't have other options. His body's off switch was faulty, tampered with, broken to on at all times. "I-it's-- it's my hands." he stammered quickly, his voice tight. "They- t-they hurt a lot." Something- a yipping dog who was given a bone would stop, if only for a brief time. Hopefully it was enough.
[2016-04-01 1:07:33 AM] angry tainted mikleo (ange) ♥: "Your hands..."
That's right -- after all, his wrists and ankles were bound for such a lengthy amount of time. There was blood and scars ( and they were definitely cut back open multiple times ) littering his skin. There was no way that wouldn't go away for a long time. " You're right. You've been bound for quite awhile, now. " As he speaks, his gaze is observing as brother curled up more, bringing his head to his knees. Why was it that everything he did seemed so endearing; even this, or the way he would squirm -- it drew a fiery excitement that blazed within him. An arm outstretches, lifting his brothers chin to get a good look at brother who still seemed a bit hesitant to find a sense of comfort. " While I'm generous, removing the bindings on your wrists is a bit of a... stretch. Even as my brother. "
His face came closer, fingers keeping a steady grip on his brother's jaw to prevent him from turning away. ( ah, his face is so cute... the way he blinked even enraptured his heart. ) They were near each other once more, a distance that was only mere inches away. " I could remove them. For a trade. " Mikleo sti approached, dangerously close to meeting his lips again. He wanted to do it again. It was a battle he fought within himself to keep his urges in check -- just a little longer. " Your wrists can be free for a kiss. How does that sound? " ( it was like an addiction. from the first time he kissed his brother, there was a sensation that could never be satisfied. the only way was to go deeper -- he needed his brother. )
[2016-04-01 1:23:33 AM] ᕕ(ᐛ)ᕗ | Adorkable Noodleo: Leo dared not resist as Mikleo's gentle touch, the way he tilted his head up to look into his eyes. Not twelve hours earlier ( or... was it longer than that? Time seemed to meld together in this place, who knew when he had seen Sorey ), Leo would have defiantly met his eyes, would have stared him down with a fire in his gaze, a sharpness to rend forests. Now, lavender trailed anywhere but its own reflection, seeking solace in the bedsheets, the bare walls, the bedpost to his right. Anything was better than meeting his eyes, especially as he watched him so closely.
But he bought the wrists story. Good. At least the bone had sated him; but now, a backfire Leo hadn't anticipated. A trade? His eyes continued searching elsewhere, as if this fabled trade would be written out on the wall for him to read instead of hear. But his attention was clearly fixed- and his heart froze at the demands. For a... No. No, no no, he didn't want that. He would rather the infection set in- maybe that would take him even before the putrid venom he kept shooting him with if he just stuck to his guns. He was already smothered enough- being a creature of major solitude, the constant companionship was cumbersome on its own, let be all of the heinous additives. His breathing picked up pace as he considered it- betrayal, he didn't want to show he was scared, damn it Leo was better than this, stronger than this, so why, why was he afraid to say no? Would something worse come of resistance? If this was the lesser of evils....
Or, perhaps he could just abstain. Was it not a decision not to decide? Whatever Mikleo was going to do.... wasn't he... just going to do it anyway? What was the point in fighting against it? Leo had no hope, no power. There was nothing for him in this but his pride, and how cheap such pride was, now. So... he dropped his head into Mikleo's hand, resigned. Whatever he was going to do, Leo just needed to... keep enduring... right...? He... he could do that...
[2016-04-01 1:43:23 AM] angry tainted mikleo (ange) ♥: Feeling his weight drop into his hand, it was already an indication of submission -- so he was going to go through with it. Just the added weight alone threw fuel to those flames ( and he could really feel it, like his breath was getting hotter ), ever growing inside of him. " Good boy. " He speaks with curved lips, a violet gaze that seemed to become tender ( but good god his tone did not need to become more sultry ), elated -- on cloud nine. " I'll make sure to clean the cuts after. "
When he meets his lips, there's an absolute bliss in his body -- as if angels came to bless him, blaring golden trumpets, smiling with those small cherub faces. It was no exaggeration to say that the warmth -- of his brother's breath, the scent of freshly washed hair, and even chapped and dry lips -- was absolutely glorious. Though he resisted his affections ( especially the bite last time ), perhaps it made it all the more tempting to go through with it. His lips, embracing his brother's -- and his tongue pushed forwards, prying open his lips in an attempt to get a taste. It was risky -- he would retaliate, definitely -- the member managed to breakthrough, running his tongue along his for as long as he could last ( oh, how he prayed that he wouldn't try to fight back! ) But he couldn't help it. How long had he waited for this moment -- Mikleo didn't know.
[2016-04-01 1:53:44 AM] ᕕ(ᐛ)ᕗ | Adorkable Noodleo: Leo closed his eyes. He didn't want to see the face that praised him like no less than a pet, didn't want to feel his stomach drop as he watched with horror as those lips inched closer. He wanted to be away, anywhere- for the first time in a long time, he fantasized about the breeze over the ocean, the feeling of the metal rung beneath his feet as he stared off the edge of that bridge. He'd always thought it was so silly, the way that people left their shoes when they jumped from something; a younger him had never understood it. But in that moment, he'd known- it was a calling card, a message, a memorial to the soon-to-be-departed. I was here.
And for a moment, he was there, on the bridge again. There was so much more resolve within him to make that leap, but there was no physical leap to make. Instead there was a moment of silence, and a pressure on his lips and it took every facet of himself not to shrink away from. There was nothing about this he wanted, and while it frightened him that what he wanted, more than anything, was a long drop and a short plop, anything would have been better than that moment. Anything--
That was not part of the deal. Mikleo's tongue was not safe where it was, and Leo made that abundantly clear as he, like the last time, brought his jaw together with a snap, then pulled back from the inevitable recoil. His legs kicked out, spurred on by a rabid, frantic panic. "S-Stop-! L-let me go! Please j-j-just-! I-I don't-- I--!"
There was no room behind him for him to retreat, but that would not stop him from trying. He wanted Mikleo away from him- wrists bound or not he wanted distance, he wanted to be alone, he wanted this to end, this to end, he wanted it all to stop let him go for god's sake let him go--
[2016-04-01 2:28:21 AM] Gemi | aoxre: And this was where she'd drawn the line. The mimic quietly waiting at the door for Mikleo to emerge in order to go shopping had watched the events unfold through a small sliver that gave enough sight to sate her curiosity of the events. However, what she'd seen only created another constricting of her chest that was beginning to get worse. How many times was she going to feel this breathlessness? It seemed to come in droves by this point. Yet not a word was uttered to her care taker, she didn't want to be seen as weak. Yet this was hardly something she could just stand by and keep watching. Hadn't Mikleo kept saying this was his brother? That he needed to save him?
So why was he...
The final button was pushed, seeing the man force entry where he shouldn't have gone. Leo's reaction was swift, nearly as swift as the speed of which she'd slammed the door open with no disguise to protect her from Leo's eyes taking in the sight of her appearance. The mimic hardly cared, her blood was boiling as she stormed into the small room with a fist balled and white knuckled. He could look at her all he damn well pleased, her focus was on the man who was on the floor. It only took a split moment for her arm to raise before her fist connected hard against his temple. Her rage only kept building, the onslaught of another panic attack shortening her breath as she glared down at him with tears stinging the edges of her eyes.
"You are disgusting!! He is your brother and you are kissing him?! What is the matter with you!? Enough!"
Already she was heaving, a hand flying up to her throat before stumbling backwards. Only a brief moment of pause came when her eyes met with Leo's, time seeming to stop for a split second only before she grit her teeth with a ' tch ' and hurriedly left the room only for the sound of the front door to open and close when she bolted from the premises with no looking back.
[2016-04-03 5:34:08 AM | Edited 5:34:25 AM] angry tainted mikleo (ange) ♥: They'd separated quickly after dear brother quickly retaliated with a bite -- and his tongue surely ached -- then it happened. Copycat; clad in a maroon dress, wearing the most ferocious of masks, stomped into the room. Mikleo didn't have much time to process the thought before her fist connected to his temple, knocking him to the edge of the mattress and rolling to the floor in that instant, screaming at him in utter disgust. And it hurt. The blow to his head was painful, throbbing and aching in a pain that felt oddly familiar -- though he wasn't knocked out cold, he was certainly hurt. Groans escaped his lips, gripping at his temples.
Disgusting.
That's how she saw it. Right... even Copycat didn't understand. There was no one who could comprehend his feelings -- a fervent desire to make brother his own -- even she, the one who stood closest to his side, couldn't wrap her head 'round the thought of it. To Mikleo, his brother was the only person he could place his affections 'pon. His love was the purest in the most immoral sense, born from an innocent desire to love and to be accepted -- it was only by chance did it have to be his own brother. But he couldn't stop the thoughts of imagining him in bed next to him, or even scenes of those lovely parted lips, that cool, calculated expression melting into submission. No one understood.
Mikleo managed to get up, but his balance was failing. " Sorry-- " He wasn't exactly in the condition to continue. " I'll--cut them, later. " It was a promise, after all. Just... now wasn't the time. If he laid his head on the bedside for awhile... he would feel better soon.
[2016-04-03 5:44:33 AM] ᕕ(ᐛ)ᕗ | Adorkable Noodleo: At first there was relief- Mikleo was off of him, he was away and Leo was saved from that damned kiss- before a fierce chill washed over him. Panic. He had attacked him. He had attacked, again, the man with the power, the one who could do whatever he wanted ( far worse than some petty kiss, as unsettling and gut wrenching as it was ), could do much, much worse in retaliation for that. And his heart leapt to his throat, his heart pounding. The apology ( he was apologizing!? No he never would, he-- ) was there on his tongue, just bubbling to the surface in a hysteric desperation when the door slammed open.
Who was she? Whoever she was, she seemed angry, far angrier than the recoiled captor had seemed. And as she lunged for him, punched the man dead in the head, Leo watched with wide, horrified eyes. She could-- she could do that? Who was she, and why hadn't she done that earlier? No, no he didn't dare hold any sort of ill will toward her for not intervening on his behalf ( why would anyone-- ), but instead, a fierce gratitude welled within him. Her words, her actions.... she... she was defending him. In the grand scheme he guessed it wasn't the most she could have done, but it was more than he could ask for ( than he would dare to warrant ).
And she stormed out before Leo could breathe a word ( though the plea for her to wait don't leave please wait-- ) did not come to pass. Breathless despite the inactivity, Leo watched the door slam after her, silent, a cry for her to return in his eyes before he, moments later, resigned that it was just he and Mikleo once more. Swallowing, he closed his eyes, bowed his head once again. He couldn't look at him. How else would he convey his apology...?
But Mikleo beat him to it. Surprising, but Leo did not raise his head. Every fibre of his body was on edge, his every nerve electric and ready to move despite the impossibility of it. He would... cut the ties...? "But-..." No, don't say it. Sure, he had gone..
[2016-04-03 5:45:59 AM] ᕕ(ᐛ)ᕗ | Adorkable Noodleo: against him, betrayed his intention and trust by panicking, but... he was still going to follow through? Shouldn't.. he...? "Th...ank you..." It was barely a whisper, not even a breath, but he couldn't help it. The ability to move his arms... he honestly almost forgot what it felt like at this point not to be absolutely built up of aches and pain ( lactic acid build up, his mind told him, it was what happened with such inactivity and improper stances ). He... had to show some sort of gratitude... right?
[2016-04-05 1:09:00 AM] angry tainted mikleo (ange) ♥: Through the constant throb of pain that continued to relentlessly pound into his head, he heard a whisper of gratitude -- ah, so... that's what he sounded like when he thanked someone. It was merely a breath, but those words even brought out the littlest smile through the pain. A warmth; coveted, and so precious, a feeling from those two words that made his heart race. Brother... thanked him. Just from his voice alone... even the pain mattered no more. ( And Copycat, she... would be fine. He wasn't particularly angry, but... )
Mikleo managed to rise to his feet -- always one to take hits with ease -- pain meant nothing to him, though he certainly felt it. But there was never time to wallow in agony -- so he never grimaced in pain. He would continue no matter what. A hand rests at his temple, considering finding something to prevent any swelling. But he wasn't feeling up to it -- if he could just rest for awhile longer, and then cut his ties... just that would be fine. ( yeah... this was fine. Their time together... this was more than enough, wasn't it? )
Though his feet stumbled, he helped his brother lay down on the mattress and took a spot beside him, practically collapsing into the spot. He could take the pain, sure -- but from Copycat, perhaps not as well. She packed a punch, and taking it to the head couldn't keep him on his feet. His arms loosely draped over his brother in a weak embrace, trying to rid of the pain. " Later... --I will remove them. " He just needed a moment. Albeit long or short... he wouldn't break that promise, especially after hearing his thanks. Mikleo wouldn't throw that moment away... right now, he treasured it, a small memory that would serve to please him for times to come. ( after all, he just wanted his brother's company. thanking him like so... mikleo was in true bliss. )
And he drifted away, awaiting the moment he would finally part from his dearest brother.
[2016-04-05 1:22:54 AM] ᕕ(ᐛ)ᕗ | Adorkable Noodleo: That smile... it was definitely something that Mikleo felt, that punch, but whatever he was feeling, it was not pain. Leo's chest constricted at his approach, and he willed himself in that moment to vanish. Just vanish. Just disappear into the wall behind him. Nonsentient things didn't feel, be it sadness, pain, fear- so if he was part of the wood of the walls, then he didn't have to be afraid anymore. His body would stop aching, his head would stop pounding ( why did it hurt so much, this was ridiculous, he hadn't even gotten punched that recently- ), his nerves could finally just... release... instead of bundling the way they were.
But Leo was not a spirit or phantom and could not make it so as Mikleo wrapped an arm around him and made him lay down beside the captor. He drew breaths- shallower than he meant, stay calm, just don't panic and that's a small victory, right? A... small-, staring up at the ceiling with a confounded apprehension. What was next? Mikleo claimed that he would remove the binds later. That did not dictate when, did not dictate what actions would transpire between now and later. It didn't guarantee later didn't mean when he was dead--... that was it, wasn't it? You didn't have to lie to make later as long as humanly possible. Whatever fresh hell he was descending into, would it make a difference if he was physically liberated or not? Bound be not his wrists, but his soul... when would that get untethered?
He waited, his keeper nestled affectionately at his side, and Leo fought the rising urge to sleep. Sleep was easier, sleep was painless and mercifully lacking in substance. And Mikleo was... oddly warm... compared to him... his presence wasn't a comfort, it wasn't, but the amount of conscious thought it would have taken to resist sleep was more effort than Leo could muster as his eyes slipped closed and he, too, drifted restlessly.
[2016-04-05 1:41:40 AM] angry tainted mikleo (ange) ♥: --
By the time his pain mostly subsided, he was awake. ( and he was definitely waiting for brother to stir, as well. ) Mikleo took an observing gaze at his brother in sleep, running fingers through hazelnut strands, still silken. He rose, realizing this would be their last moments together. And so he prepared until brother woke, retrieving his materials and most importantly -- his wristcom.
From under the bed, the drug. From a drawer, scissors. Mikleo began to strip down from his brother's suit, realizing he hadn't given it back yet -- and while it would've been a great souvenir, he wasn't too keen on keeping it around. He searched for an extra pair of clothing, dressing himself -- he didn't bother changing his brother. He could take his clothes for all he cared -- and the MWPSB could do as they liked with it. Gingerly, he folded up his clothes neatly, clean cut edges to the folds, setting it right beside him.
And his hand outstretched to his brother's cheek, his palm finding its place there. " Brother, wake up. " In one hand, he caressed his skin in his palm -- and the other, dangled the wristcom from his fingertips. ( he would be pleasantly surprised! )
[2016-04-05 1:48:41 AM] ᕕ(ᐛ)ᕗ | Adorkable Noodleo: A touch on his cheek caught his attention, and it felt as if he were being delicately drawn from beneath an overwhelming current as his eyes snapped open. He couldn't focus, his vision bleary from slumber ( how long had he been out what had happened what had he missed-- he was still dressed, same clothes, same position only-- ). It seemed all that had changed was Mikleo, his position now at the bedside. Why did he touch him like this? With the ferocity of a feather, a familiar viciousness that Leo felt entirely disquieted by, Mikleo held his face and drew his attention to the object in his other hand.
The wrist com.
He should have been elated. He should have been frolicking in the clouds, a song in his heart and sunshine in his veins at the idea that this man was actually offering him back his old life, his.... but that was it, right? There... there was no home anymore. No where to go back to. No salvation. He could call them, but... would they answer...? So rather than smile ( how... damn he hadn't done that in a while, could he still? ), or be relieved or the like, Leo stared at the device with consternation. It... could it really free him now...? He sure didn't feel like it could...
[2016-04-05 2:12:00 AM] angry tainted mikleo (ange) ♥: The silence was rather odd, seeing that a week ago, he was confident in returning to the MWPSB. A burning desire -- and yet, snuffed out in the time that Copycat spoke to him. Truly, he wondered what she'd done. Leaving it up to her was for the best -- she could make her own judgment, but even Mikleo didn't expect him to lose interest in his former goal. " What's wrong? " He raises the question, running his thumb across his cheek. " You don't seem pleased about this outcome. This is what you worked for, isn't it? "
And yet, he held a stern gaze that didn't seem glad about this. Regardless, the call for help would happen -- placing the wristcom on the table, Mikleo rolled his brother over before heading to the briefcase once more. He hadn't used them in awhile, but it would be necessary this time -- just in case. He approached brother, the liquid swishing within the tube, awaiting to find its place within his bloodstream. " It will only be a little bit... in the case that you will disturb the call. " He gave him no time to fight back at the needle ( and he didn't seem fond of them ), dosing him in a smaller amount just to leave him in a lethargic state. And that... would be more than enough.
He reached for the wristcom, it's holographic screens coming to life. And he hovered over the call button back to headquarters, making sure that brother, on the bed, would be caught in the video. No more hiding away or concealing himself -- now, MWPSB -- show me what you can do.
" Brother, don't forget to greet your friends. "
He pressed the call button.
[2016-04-05 2:21:47 AM] ᕕ(ᐛ)ᕗ | Adorkable Noodleo: What he'd.. worked for? He hadn't worked for anything. At first, sure, Leo had been defiant, insistent, but... but if Mikleo was in league with Sorey, and Sorey didn't want him... then what was this whole charade about? Why call the MWPSB when they were just going to throw him back? They're cast their line and caught the trash rather than dinner- what else were they supposed to do than toss it aside? But as he looked up to Mikleo, it wasn't displeasure more than just a loss that his eyes reflected. This just felt fruitless, pointless.
He didn't really have much of a choice as Mikleo rolled him over. Leo knew what that meant but-- his heart raced. "W-wait, don't-!" But the pinch came before he could protest, his stomach churning as the heat rushed through his veins. He was being quiet! He wasn't resisting, didn't have the strength to, so why-- And it went right to his head.
And for a moment, he sat there on the bed, his breathing hitched, ragged as the forced relaxation fought with the violent thrum of fear in his heartbeat. He heard Mikleo as though through a swath of cotton- Brother, don't forget to greet your friends... -, and his eyelids drooped lethargically. He... didn't want... to see them... And he buried his face in the bed. Could he sleep through the call...?
[2016-04-05 12:46:39 PM] Cherry | ofelysia: The response didn't come right away. Back at headquarters the signal first reached the lab where communications between the team was coordinated. When Rita saw who it was from, she'd immediately called the others and rerouted the signal to their office, working on tracing it before the meatheads ask her to. They can handle the talking and whatever with their missing Enforcer, and she'll focus on the tech end of things where it's simple. Leo had been missing for for than a week, his tracker dug out-- who knew what kind of mess this was gonna escalate to?
Rose was in the office within the minute, and the rest of their division wasn't far behind if they weren't there already. With everyone assembled in the room, she gave their youngest Inspector a worried glance before straightening up and taking the call. They didn't know what to expect-- Leo himself, to explain what had happened? ( the higher-ups says he deserted but rose knew that it couldn't be true; leo may not be loyal to the system and this role but there was someone on this team he would never abandon ) Or was it someone else, perhaps a trap? A random? ( who'd ransom an enforcer? )
She took the call. "MWPSB. Inspector Rose Roosa speaking." It's not how she'd typically identify herself in communications with her team. A second later as the image coming through resolved, her gut feeling was right-- this wasn't going to be Shiv addressing Otter. It's him, the man that had been there the day both Inspector and Enforcer Shepard nearly bit the dust. Rose's expression hardened, eyes darting to the background where their missing comrade lay.
"What do you want?" She was straight to the point. There had to be a reason behind this, whatever this is, and she wasn't interested in playing any games to find out.
[2016-04-05 1:06:24 PM] angry tainted mikleo (ange) ♥: A woman appeared on the video -- one, very familiar. The same Inspector he found rather stunning from her ability to regulate her Psycho-pass. Someone with talent. His lips curve subtly, his heart racing in excitement. He'd completely revealed himself now... and knowing that, his job would quickly become difficult ( but that was what made it better. )
" Miss Roosa -- was it? This is Mikleo speaking -- oh, but perhaps you may have heard my name before...? " Introductions were vital, and he made sure to start off with an inviting tone, greeting as if he were finally talking to an old friend. " You may have noticed already, but as you can see, your -- Enforcer is here, " Mikleo explained, slowly shifting the camera towards brother's direction, his face buried in the sheets. " There's nothing I want. I watched over him for awhile -- now, it's time to return him. "
Honestly, he was saddened to part from his brother, but all things must come to an end. " After this call, I'll send you directions to this place. He'll be in the first room on the right. "
[2016-04-05 2:20:04 PM] Cherry | ofelysia: The bastard was doing that damn thing again where he was speaking as if this was any casual, friendly meeting. Like a stroll in the park, his tone and actions mismatching the situation at hand. One of her men had been missing for far too long and she was in no mood to play. Though she kept her eyes on Mikleo, her attention went to the still form behind. From his posture, he was likely bound but he also seemed unresponsive. Asleep? Knocked out? ( alive..? ) If the boy had his wits about him Rose knew he'd be raising a fuss immediately.
Speaking of raising a fuss-- offscreen, Rose aggressively signalled for Sorey to stay back. None of them could miss Leo from their vantage points around their computers. She could tell the younger brother wasn't taking this well, but if he had any brains in that pretty little head of his he better not say a word. The Shepards never had the best judgement when it came to each other, and that's exactly why she had been hesitant on leaving him on the case.
"And that's it, is it?" Her voice was dry, the sarcasm obvious-- hah, yeah right. But still, what he spoke of, the way he spoke of was troubling. Damn this guy was hard to read! Everything screamed trap, but then why make it so obvious? Unless the goal was different. "Forgive me for being a little wary about anything you say. What'd you do to Shepard?"
[2016-04-06 12:01:39 AM] angry tainted mikleo (ange) ♥: Shepard -- right, that was his last name now -- but it left a bitter taste on his lips, realizing he wouldn't be able to bear calling brother such a name. Even hearing it made a subtle disgust tug at his lips. " If you ask for my actions for the last week, Inspector, " he begins, his head cocking to the side with some jest, " I've only been tending to him. Trying -- to feed him, wash him, keep him hydrated, change his clothes -- if you're looking for a more violent response, I'm afraid I don't have one for you. " And it was mostly the truth, excluding Copycat's treatment that seemed to have broken his will, and the continuous injections that may have... disturbed his system, at the very least.
There was no reason to lie, either. If he wanted to, this call would never have happened, nor would he reveal his face and even his captor on a video call to the opposing side. That's right... the MWPSB would have to trust one they've been calling a villain, chasing down all this time. Trusting a criminal. He wondered, how would they take that? Mikleo wasn't keen on sticking around much longer -- and he had to remove those bindings of his once their little 'chat' finished -- really, it was saddening to have to leave brother...
" Once you arrive, I advise that you don't bother trying to chase me. You'll hit dead ends and no leads -- without this call, I wonder when you would've found your Enforcer -- or maybe, at all? " While he speaks with a smile, his words are clearly hiding cruel undertones, the thought of keeping his brother for his own forever filling his thoughts. " Besides, he needs your attention right now. He won't be in a healthy condition by then, you can trust me on that. " He hadn't eaten once, only opting for water now and then, though it was still a challenge overall to keep him from refusing the essentials. At least he made it; starving, tired, and motionless. But he made it.
" Any last questions before I leave it to you, Miss Roosa? "
[2016-04-06 2:57:04 AM | Edited 2:57:40 AM] ᕕ(ᐛ)ᕗ | Adorkable Noodleo: "What do you want?"
Straight to the point, informal, unattached- Leo supposed he should have expected nothing more from the Inspector as she and Mikleo spoke. Mikleo sounded so candid, so blasé and relaxed, yet she spoke with broken glass in her voice. It cut, intended to create distance. And the way she referred to him-- Shepard. Never did she call him that; that was more of a name for his b-.. for Sorey, who... well from the sound if it, he wasn't even there. And why would he be? This wasn't a rescue mission, this was abandonment, sticking Leo between a place where he couldn't persist and a place that he didn't want to. Between them and Mikleo... there was no ground to go to.
Was it just that she was over a holo or did her voice sound really strange? No, it was just him, just the swimming in his head that left him reeling, unable to discern too much of the warbling in the words. What were they actually talking about? Other than the terse tones and curtness, Leo couldn't really detach meaning from the words themselves. Just... jargon. He bit back a small, delirious giggle. They were talking, they were, and he knew it was about him- maybe they were reaching an agreement, somewhere to leave him where people wouldn't find him, he was probably considered a rogue Enforcer by now, neither side wanted him, Mikleo had spent him, Sorey had written him off, he'd proved time and again to be unreliable and would lead them to ruin so surely- but the words sounded like someone reading alphabet soup. It was nonsense. Well heck, he could talk nonsense if he put his mind to it....
But instead, he just buried his head further into the comforter beneath him, pulling his knees into his chest.
"He won't be in a healthy condition by then, you can trust me on that."
That one he caught... Healthy... oh yeah, his hands were still tied up, weren't they? Wasn't that supposed to come off...? Leo wriggled a bit, the thick sheet of lethargy keeping him from putting much effort behind exposing his wrists. Besides, they were behind him; not much to show. "Y-you... y'promised..." he mumbled into the blankets. Promises didn't mean anything much, but he could at least try. If Mikleo was feeling particularly generous, then maybe...
[2016-04-06 9:02:50 PM] Cherry | ofelysia: "You mean other than taking one of my men hostage?" More violent response her ass. Leo had been missing for way too long, and just the way Mikleo spoke of the past week gave her the creeps-- it was like he'd been taking care of damn pet. Her Enforcer was in bad shape, it was obvious seeing him lying there, unresponsive, and she could hear the obvious shared question in the room. Come on Leo, give us a sign, something, anything. You've got more fight in you than this.
She stiffened at Mikleo's implication that they'd never have found him. It's been a difficult case, almost traceless, and even worse, their resources were limited. The higher-ups were assuming Leo ran away. The Division was still being kept on regular duties, their time stolen from being able to track Leo. Rose refused to believe that they wouldn't have been able to save Leo given time-- but she didn't want to leave him there for a moment longer. They'd failed him.
_He won't be in a healthy condition by then._ Rose kept her face hard. So what had happened to his earlier claims? She spotted movement in the background, a small knot of tension unknotting at the knowledge that Leo at least still breathed. Still alive meant they still had a chance. They were going to get their Enforcer back, and take this bastard down too-- there was no way they were letting Mikleo get away again. "Nothing I'd trust you to answer. You're asking a lot of us to just waltz in on your word."
But they didn't have any other choice, did they? They'll have to be careful, every step of the way, be ready for a trap. "We'll be there, and you better be ready." There wasn't much point pretending otherwise-- Mikleo would know they wouldn't abandon the enforcer.
[2016-04-07 12:42:54 AM] angry tainted mikleo (ange) ♥: Though understandable, her wariness could only bring him to chuckle, trying to envision himself as the type of person they saw him to be. Yes -- he did take a hostage and cause peaks in area stress levels, but he never felt he was truly a madman. Being a terrorist -- well, it felt a bit different, considering his own actions. But Mikleo didn't blame him. He'd committed crimes, so there was no other way for them to treat him as the rest.
" We'll be there, and you better be ready. "
Now, that caused him to burst in a louder fit of giggles, expressing his mockery on screen. " --haha, sorry -- quite rude of me, but... " Pfft. He was entertained. " You don't actually believe I'll wait here, do you? I have no intentions of getting arrested. I only called you to give your Enforcer back, not to turn myself in. " What a silly thought. At his prime time, too -- why should he get caught? " I won't stop you from chasing me, but... if you try once you arrive, you won't catch up to me. Isn't the Enforcer your top priority? As I said, he should be getting care as soon as possible. I can be chased down any day -- I won't be going far away, I promise you that. "
Of course, his first course of action was to locate Copycat. The way she bolted out, it seemed to be in the heat of the moment -- oh, where could she be? There were many places that he needed to check. ( Copycat... I'll find you, I promise. ) Flashing a smile once more, he made sure to convey his best welcoming grin as he could. " There's no more for me to say, Miss Roosa. Until next time. " Mikleo ended the call, sending the address to her plus directions from the headquarters. There... brother would go back to his friends again. He attached the wristcom to him again, reaching for the scissors on the bedside and -- ( snip! ) his wrist bindings were cut off, dropping the cut zip tie to the ground. But just one more dose -- so that when he awakens, his first scene would be one very familiar to him.
" It's sad, knowing that this is our last day together, " he spoke out loud, knowing full well his brother wasn't in the condition to respond, " but all good things come to an end. And then we start anew. " A new syringe is filled up, approaching his brother with a warm grin, holding out his arm. There was barely any resistance, so it made the job easy. " Though you're not fond of it, you have to take one more shot. You'll live, don't worry -- I'm just taking precaution... and besides, by the time you wake up, you'll be back where you came from. " The needle pricks his skin, injecting ever so slowly. Mikleo's grin only stretched more, oddly excited from the mere action. ( maybe this sense of dominance... felt good. )
Mikleo bent down, his lips practically brushing his ear. " Brother, you may have gotten away this time, but... don't forget, I'll always come back for you. " ( and... he whispered one more thing, quietly. ) That's right -- this wasn't the end. This was simply a chapter to the story, an addition to the novel his life would write out. And with that, he packed any necessary belongings ( the photo, was mostly it ) into the briefcase, stepping out to leave him for the MWPSB. It was bittersweet, yes. Leaving this dream behind. But it was until the next time he could finally have him in his arms again... ah, he wanted to turn around and scoop him into his arms.
He took no time leaving the premises. Leaving behind what was a traumatic experience for his brother, but a fantasy to him, coveted -- those last words he whispered into brother's ear were:
" ...and you'll always be mine. "
[2016-04-07 1:07:46 AM] ᕕ(ᐛ)ᕗ | Adorkable Noodleo: Wasn't he supposed to be unconscious? Usually there was a whole lot of not awake that followed that pinprick, but instead, he just felt like he was floating. Floating on what? A bed? The though itself was laughable. What sort of Little Nemo knockoff was his life becoming? Little Nemo...? He... he watched that as a kid, right? Yeah, some old movie they found on VHS, ported, managed to get a really sepia, glitchy version that he and Sorey had watched into the dust. It was a terrible movie but... but floating beds.... he sniggered a bit to himself.
Whoa, he was losing it. He could hear Rose talking, somewhere far, far away, but it didn't bug him as much as he thought it would. She didn't want him around- none of them did, but that just meant they didn't get to take his cool new bed for a ride. Wouldn't they be jealous. He curled up tighter, barely feeling the ziptie cut into his wrists and ankles again. It barely even hurt anymore... that was a bad thing, wasn't it, he minutely was aware of. Oh well. Problem for another day. If he had one.
And then there was a buzz of static- the call ended? Oh, he wondered if they'd hung up on Mikleo. He hadn't been listening, wouldn't have heard anyway. But he put his face into the bedding. If it was there, Mikleo couldn't do anything weird ( not like he had the strength or ability to defy him should he physically move him but... but maybe this would dissuade...? No... this was inevitable now, huh...? ), and the touch on his arm, the release of his bonds ( more painfully than he'd expected- and his hissed in agony as they fell limp where he was ), the distant talking ( damn he wanted to know what he was saying )- whoa, not so distant talking, sent ice through his veins. No, that wasn't it- it was that poking. He could feel it, even though the strange bubble he was living in at the moment, he could feel the resurgence of toxins, the rush of venom in his veins as Mikleo doubled the dose on him and whispered.... whispered...
Had he heard right? His heart clenched in his chest, and for all the world he couldn't tell if it was stopping or thrumming so hard that he couldn't differentiate the beats. Why did it hurt, why did it.... hurt--
"... and you'll always be mine."
He really wasn't letting him go... was he...?
Leo wasn't getting away from him.... this was it....
[2016-04-07 2:14:18 AM] Cherry | ofelysia: The office exploded into motion the moment the call ended. Sorey pulled himself out of Raven's grasp ( i'm fine, i'm okay, let's just get leo back ) as they got Rita up on call, bless her, she'd tracked the location of Leo's wristcom. It was agony for them to pull everything together, to make the plans, contingencies, the briefing for what to expect, how they were going to operate in case it was a trap ( it had to be a trap, right? ) arranging the medical supplies and vehicle they would need once they've secured Leo. How to engage Mikleo, who seemed an exception to Sibyl's judgement. Time that was crucial, necessary and Sorey understood but he was antsy, trapped, wanting to move and go but unable to, held back and retrained and bursting with nervous energy and fear pent up over so many days.
It took them some time to find the cabin out in he woods, too long. The car was small, confining, too much noise, chatter, every moment was another moment Leo was in danger and suffering and his blood boiled at that man's words on the call. Mikleo would see justice, Sorey was sure of it, and that he would just toy with everyone like this and laugh and think he's just going to walk away-- and the fear that the man might do so once again...
They broke into the cabin, looking from room to room systematically. Look for traps, hidden men, weapons, anything but it was eerily quiet, clear. The house was old-fashioned, simple, the kind of housing from way back before sibyl, before the country's population had grown to such a extent that crowded city centers was the only economic option. Finally they opened up the door to a bedroom, Sorey's heart threatening to leap right out of his throat as he recognized it. And there he was, still lying on the bed where he'd been on the screen.
"Leo--!!" All sense of caution fled Sorey. There could have been an armed gunman right around the corner and he wouldn't have noticed until it was too late. The Inspector lowered his weapon as he took a quick step forward, the first in what was intended to be many-- and he was stopped in his tracks by a surprising amount of strength, a small hand clutched around his arm, pulling him back, Rose stepping forward to take his place. Caught off guard, Sorey stumbled back as Rose raised her dominator--
What was she doing? What was she--!?
She lowered it again with a curse. "Sorey, stay back. Keep your dominators ready, but be careful where you're pointed." You didn't have to be careful where a dominator was pointed. It wouldn't fire on a safe target, unless--
[2016-04-07 2:31:43 AM] ᕕ(ᐛ)ᕗ | Adorkable Noodleo: Quiet. Quiet. Blissfully quiet as the world seemed to rock and sway beneath him; it was like he had curled up to nap in a canoe. A canoe? Ridiculous, he didn't even know where he could find a canoe, and yet here he was, curled in on himself and frozen as the world ebbed and lulled beneath him. It was a strange feeling, being so at peace and comfortable and so pained and nauseous all at the same time. He didn't want to move, but there was an ice in his veins, a lump in his chest where his heart was supposed to be hammering- hammering? Why would it be doing that if he was asleep; shouldn't it have been calm, just like the rest of the lethargy hanging over him like a wet mantle? No it... well there should have been more sensation than that. it felt like he was experiencing everything by second hand accounts, being swaddled and swayed, but being told of everything that made it so rather than seeing it... seeing it...
People didn't bang on doors in the middle of the ocean.
The trance was broken and Leo's eyes cracked open. There weren't wooden walls at sea, either. Or mattresses. Or... he was beginning to think his canoe theory wasn't holding water. His breaths were fighting him, conscious effort going into inhale, exhale, inhale, exhale, as he wrestled his aching limbs into cooperation. He could.. move...? Oh yeah, he could move couldn't he... right Mikleo had promised... A distant smile on his lips as he realized that perhaps he could trust a psychopath's words. Interesting. More readily believable than relying on the wristcom now reattached to his arm.
He stared at it blankly for a moment, his arm laying on the bed in front of him. When had that...? Oh he did not feel right. His body ached for every reason he could imagine, the prick on his arm drawing a small line of blood down his skin as he quivered- he was sweating, why was he sweating when he was so damn cold-; with a grunt, he pushed himself upright. Mikleo... where was...?
Tension pulled his body taut, his eyes widening as he whipped his head around to the door. That- that wasn't the voice he expected, wasn't safe wasn't-- but there he was: Sorey. Sorey and Rose, standing in the doorway, and Leo's breathing hitched as he pressed himself back, back into the wall with the anxiety of a caged animal retreating into its confines. "N-no, w-wait I--" Why, why, why was he here now, why was he--
Leo's hands lifted to his head- pounding, Christ was there anything that didn't hurt right now, even his blood felt like it could feel pain-, closing his eyes and pulling his knees to his chest. If Sorey was here- it must be, it must be he was back because of what Leo had said, what he'd done, what he still- still- he deserved this, but- scared, so scared he just wanted- "S-stay back, stay-- I didn't- I'm- I'm sorry ju-just pl-lease do-n't...!"
[2016-04-07 8:02:21 AM] Cherry | ofelysia: It wasn't what they'd expected when they'd found Leo again-- at least, not what Sorey had. This didn't make sense, the way his brother stared at them with panic and moved back against the wall but he's seen that look before, like that of a cornered target they've tagged to bring in. But that wasn't right, this was a rescue, ( what a joke of a rescue, Leo had been just handed over to them ) and Leo should have known. What was he seeing right now that was causing him to react with such fear to his friends?
"Leo-- it's okay, it's us, you're gonna be okay--" Why was Rose still holding him back? Sorey had half a mind to push past her, but he didn't. He trusted her, whatever her judgement here was, and her reaction scared him. What did she see of this? Did she understand? ( what was she expecting? ) The senior inspector took a deep breath, holstering her weapon. "Sparkles, I said to stay back. Raven, come help me." She needed someone who could restrain Leo, even if things got rough and Sorey was not going to reliable on that count.
"Rose, I--"
"Stay."
She stepped forward. Things usually just felt right to her, the answers coming with no calculated odds, just a gut feeling of what to do. It was harder right now, there wasn't really a right thing to do here. She didn't know if Sorey understood yet, but his brother might not be the same person. Whatever that bastard had done-- all of this was a trap, but not of the physical kind. There would be no more physical danger beyond this, but she had a feeling none of them are going to sleep well in weeks.
"This is the MWPSB. We're here to help. Please remain calm, I'm going to approach you now." Whatever was going on in that head of his right now, it was best to handle delicately, calmly --and with distance. The official, stuffy words sounded awkward in her mouth but this seemed the only thing to do as she carefully closed the distance between them. "Can you tell me your name?"
[2016-04-07 10:02:10 AM] ᕕ(ᐛ)ᕗ | Adorkable Noodleo: It was by the time that his hands actually touched his head that he realized that he could move them. It hurt, his chest hurt, his wrists- still marred, still scabbed and chaffed, flaked with dried blood- hurt, and he shivered; was it from the frigid bite of the air or just the fact that he was so scared? So many people, none of whom- they didn't want him around, they had left him there ( conspired, one could say- Sorey... he had worked with Mikleo, right? he wanted him there- that's why he was staying in the doorway while Rose approached, while Raven, too... ). Why now? Why were they coming for him now....?
And her words were making no sense. He hiccuped, fighting to keep his breaths under control through the panic. A heavy fog had rolled into his mind and taken up residence, and her words were getting lost in it. His, too, for that matter. But her weapon was down, her approach slow, and she... wait...
Despite himself, he pushed his feet into the bed, digging them in and propelling himself with more force into the wall; this felt familiar, the willing himself to dissolve into nothing. But now it was from... people who cared? People who... he didn't know. He didn't know, and while it frustrated him on one side ( it has to be better but what if they send you back what if they dispose of you somewhere else what if its out of one hell and into a fresh new one ), his fear was his ruler. His what? She was asking him something, a question, a simple one from the sound of it, but his frankly limited energies were being spent backing away. It was again that he felt the startling motion in his chest- it hurt, it hurt, was his heart moving too fast or too slow, but it hurt. His hands fled his head and clenched at his chest as he panted. Air, air--
Oh. His name. That was delayed as hell, but the question had maneuvered the fog, entered the break and arrived to him. "R-Rose-- I..." He was still in there, he was, scared, just so scared, so, he-- turning his eyes up to her, his breath hitched, and he returned, "I k-know my d-damn name."
[2016-04-07 12:55:37 PM] Cherry | ofelysia: That sounded like Leo. Their eyes met and she's never seen him like this before. He was scared, terrified, but there was still a weird distance. Just what did that bastard do to him? The enforcer was unbound but she could see the gruesome marks around his wrist that made it clear it hadn't been the case over his captivity. It's not as if she hadn't seen worse before, but all this made her insides churn, a flare of anger rising up as she thought about the man that'd touch one of her team. She makes good on her promises-- the next time she sees that man, he's not just losing the hand.
"If you know it then say it. C'mon, y'know how this works, don't be that asshole that makes the job harder than it needs to." She stopped at the edge of the bed now, looking at Leo carefully. He was scared, but Leo was still there. Come on, make a snarky comeback, say something sarcastic, banter.
You have could have people which CCs so high that were still stable, still predictable and safe for the most part. There were plenty of enforcers like Raven. But Leo's not like that, his CC having never been so high before. Such a drastic spike tagged him as a danger. She couldn't trust him to react as how she'd known him. "You need to try and calm yourself down. We're here to help, and you have to believe that. We can't bring you back safely otherwise."
They'll have to subdue him by force if necessary, but Rose would prefer they didn't. Who knows what could happen-- though Leo was probably too weak to put up a fight and pose a danger to them in his current condition, she also wasn't sure he could still take a beating. It'd be best if they could stun him, but with his CC the way it is...
"We're gonna take you home. You're going to be safe, alright? Sorey's just at the door, and the whole team's here. Do you understand?"
[2016-04-07 7:01:34 PM] ᕕ(ᐛ)ᕗ | Adorkable Noodleo: This was Leo- battered, beaten, a little bit vague through the haze of his drug-induced state, but Leo through and through. He hadn't wanted to lose himself, not entirely; pieces of him were still there. They were just... harder to reach than before. And as Rose reached the bedside, his eyes looked up to her, a weakness in him that could have been relief but was honestly more light-headedness. Whoa, what a vertigo this was. Was she doing it? Probably not- Rose wasn't some kind of psychic as far as Leo knew. But she was speaking nonsense again ( obscene nonsense, if he had actually gleaned asshole from that ). His eyes narrowed, drifting as he fought to make sense of the words... then... say... oh...
"L-leo." Still shaking, still trying to quell his own heartbeat, Leo strained to make sense of her reassurances. Taking him home... home... did she mean home home or-- but he didn't have that anymore; it was just a room and a bed, as it had ever been, and he didn't really think of it as his whenever--
Sorey.
He shook his head, dropping it again into his hands ( tired of complaining everything hurt, but it was almost concerning that the glacial pain within him was ebbing away to an almost numbness, his breaths caught in his throat, he couldn't suck down enough air, why was it fighting him? Maybe something Mikleo had done- maybe there just wasn't enough air for this many people in the house, maybe that-- ). "D-d-don't lock me up, I c-can't-- if yo-you're gonna- p-put me away just l-leave me to die I can't g-g- I won't--" A hitched breath, his head shaking with a constant dissent. "M-make him st-stay back-k I-- I ca-n't-" Can't make sense, he figured, but he could barely keep enough air to make words, let be string them together properly. But his breaths were calming, shallow as they felt. Maybe that was the lightheadedness... Peering up to Rose with almost meek desperation, he whispered, "K-keep Sorey back, h-he... I'm sor-ry...."
[2016-04-08 2:26:09 AM] Cherry | ofelysia: There was more to Leo's current condition than stress and fear. He was rarely so inarticulate with what he chose to convey, going from one objection to the next so quickly she hadn't had a chance to respond to the first. With a frown she leaned in slightly, confirming her suspicions as he studied his pupils. Damn, he'd been drugged. Sedated? She hoped it wasn't anything worse than that, but it made things even more unpredictable. They're gonna have to calm him down, fast, and Rose really wasn't the best person for this kind of thing. Sorey could do wonders, but with how strongly Leo reacted just to the Inspector's name...
"We're not locking ya up, kid. I won't let anyone take you back to that place." Rose glanced sideways as Raven spoke up. She could have told Leo as much, but...she'll let the old man handle this. Him and the boy always had the strangest relationship going on, but there was a definitely different kind of respect. Maybe it just sounded more credible from one Enforcer to another.
She wondered what had planted these fears and thoughts. Leo had always hated the detention center, did he think that he'd be sent back due to his current condition? That certainly was a worry if he didn't recover, but he's a tough kid. He'll pull through. It was the reaction to hearing Sorey's name that really puzzled her.
"Nobody else is coming in, don't worry. Just me and good ol' Shiv here." Not strictly true, the others would be in here in a heartbeat if anything was to happen, or simply on a signal. "We're just tryin' ta help. Can ya sit up?"
[2016-04-08 2:50:02 AM] ᕕ(ᐛ)ᕗ | Adorkable Noodleo: Leo shirked a bit from Rose's scrutiny, his head lolling a bit as he lost grip on the present for a moment. He bit his lip- wake up, keep awake, don't- straightening a bit with a shaky breath. She was looking for something- what? Leo didn't know what she wanted from him, didn't know what he was supposed to do. He... embarrassing as it was, he couldn't walk, and he knew it full well. Couldn't walk, couldn't move- if they were to decide to do away with him or leave him, they could do it and he couldn't fight. It would make sense- look at him. Even if they brought him back, there was no fixing this, no fixing anything he'd done- deserved this, his fault, I'll always come back for you--
"We're not locking ya up, kid. I won't let anyone take you back to that place."
His head snapped to Raven- Raven. It was incredible, the therapeutic effect the man had on him. A fellow Enforcer, someone like him- not really to his extent, but someone that he trusted, respected, someone who... he... would he be able to forgive him? even having to save him again? His shoulders, hitched, tense, relaxed, if only marginally, his eyelids dropping just a bit. Breathing, breathing, his lungs were being too greedy for how little they were working, and he swallowed as best he could.
And nobody else was coming in...? He... he could trust Raven. Not that he couldn't trust Rose- he did, she had never given him a reason not to trust him, but... god he was just scared. She was so different from him, more like Sorey, and for some reason there was a tether in his mind over the two that made her a danger, too. But... if Raven said it was okay...
Leo shifted on his bed, attempting to right himself to a standard Raven would accept. "I- I th-thought I.... w-as..." It was taking effort- clearly he was not in his head properly, his emotions too great, the typical grace of his dialect abandoned, his skin slicked and breathing labored. Sitting up was a serious chore, just as was---
[2016-04-08 2:50:18 AM] ᕕ(ᐛ)ᕗ | Adorkable Noodleo: most everything else. "I- is it... c-can I say n...no..?"
[2016-04-08 3:35:55 AM] Cherry | ofelysia: It helped. Rose might know how much the kid hated the rehab center, but she's never experienced it firsthand. She knew, but she didn't understand, and sometimes it was hard to trust that. There was a very different bond between that of Enforcer and Inspector, and among their own kind. Raven knew and shared the kid's sentiments, though their reasoning may be different. Nobody liked being locked up in one of those hellholes. And in his state, maybe a bunch of PSB guys kicking down the door wasn't the best reassurance. Maybe he just didn't want his brother to see that, who knows what kind of logic's bouncing around that drug-hazed brain of his.
"That's fine, just wanted ta know. You're in pretty rough shape." Rough shape didn't even begin to cover it. Raven couldn't pick up many outright injuries other than the awful state of his wrists but he looked about as far from the picture of health as one could get. They're gonna want to get Leo to a hospital as soon they could-- straight to one, if they had any say in the matter. "We need to get ya out of here, do you understand? If you can't get up, then it's best if you don't push yourself."
Rose moved aside as Raven took her place right by the bed, reaching for the boy. "I'm gonna pick you up now, so just relax." One arm secured under Leo's knees while the other hauled him up from under the arms. It was scary how light the kid felt, damn-- had he eaten anything at all this week? It made him easier to lift at least, and he pulled the boy up against his torso, exchanging look with Rose. Get the brother out of the doorway-- we'll figure that mess out later.
[2016-04-08 3:54:42 AM] ᕕ(ᐛ)ᕗ | Adorkable Noodleo: It was fine- Raven said it was going to be fine. And coming from him, Leo could almost let himself believe that the rug beneath him was not under threat, that it wouldn't be pulled like some macabre magic trick that left him flat and alone once again. How long, how long until he came back, until this was just another part of the plan? But his eyes remained affixed to Raven as best as he could manage. Rough shape, huh? He imagined his lips turning into a smirk ( yeah, probably not a comforting visage, huh? ), but he lacked the strength to really accomplish much like that.
"We need to get ya out of here, do you understand? If you can't get up, then it's best if you don't push yourself."
Leo paused, wrestling the word into sequitur sense. They were... leaving? "Where...?" Where could they even go? It wasn't like he could really get away even if he wanted to; pathetic- just like ever before, he was at the mercy of others to decide his fate. Was he more comforted that it was his team? He ought to have been, and somewhere in him, he knew that. He should have been confident in them as he had been before. But now...
"I'm gonna pick you up now, so just relax."
For a moment, he tensed, staring at the arms as they approached, but at the touch- this didn't hurt, even when everything else on him did; warm, delicate, which was something he had never equated with Raven before, it was almost laughable- he seemed to almost melt. Exhaustion more than relief was what drove him to collapse into the elder, leaning into his chest as he was hoisted from the bed. Huh... so it wasn't a canoe... The fight to keep his eyes open was a losing one, especially feeling the warmth that Raven was exuding ( or was he just that cold...? This whole place felt frigid... ), his head feeling as though it were full of helium as it lolled into his chest.
Was he... supposed to feel this light...? Weird... wonder where we're going....
[2016-04-08 11:24:45 AM] Cherry | ofelysia: Kid looked like he expected to be killed on the spot with the way he was staring at Raven's approach, but near passed right out when the older picked him up. He shifted the boy to a more comfortable position, pulling him against his chest and letting him rest his head against a shoulder. It wasn't comfortable for Raven by any means, warmth and pressure pressed up against his heart but he could ignore it. Damned kid and this whole damned situation-- he knew better than anyone that the hell wouldn't end outside the walls of this house. You don't just walk always from some things intact.
There's gonna be a mighty long line for a shot at Mikleo's smug face after this.
At the doorway the youngest Inspector hovered, staring in wide-eyed shock and horror at the condition his brother was in. Sorey took a hesitant step closer but Raven shook his head, staring pointedly at the Inspector. Kid's been here for a while, knew how things worked, but he was still too young and inexperienced. "Me and Shiv'll take good care of him, we'll patch him up how we can. Go upstairs, kept Prince and Shark secure this place. See what you can find."
"Is he--?"
Raven cut Sorey off with a sharp shake of his head. He'd seen Leo's reaction back in the room. There was something going on between him and Sorey, begging for his brother to keep away, to stay out. He'd apologized too-- for what? Just what the hell had happened here, it'd involved the inspector somehow. Maybe not directly, maybe something had gotten dug up, and it'd all been complicated further by the drugs in the kid's system, mucked things up.
Inspectors didn't take orders from Enforcers, but reluctantly, Sorey turned and left. Smart kid, and too guileless. Any other Inspector would at least have made sure the chain of command was clear before headed off.
As promised, him and Rose took Leo back to the paddy wagon, grabbed a med bot, and did what they could. He'll live. Raven just wasn't sure if that'll be a mercy or not.
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