“I’m the one that ought to be punished.“
Wizard of oz. // ACCEPTING.
@uxhi
“No!” Her voice hoarse, BROKEN && startled. Despite trying so hard, to keep herself under control, to sacrifice her own feelings for his safety. If only she could do that correctly then maybe she wouldn’t be such a waste. Isuzu couldn’t help the way the panicked emotion tangled into her words, a silent please rattled against her chest threatening to break free.
“What the HELL do you want from me? Don’t you dare pity me, don’t you dare say such foolish && unnecessary things.” Instead, the words that left her were cold, cruel, she’d never had an issue with coldness, being cold && unwelcoming came naturally to her after so many years of jarred words && painful cries. Being harsh was easier, it was easier to push everyone away before they could hurt her, before they could find out just how USELESS && burdensome she truly was.
But THIS, this was the hardest thing she’d ever had to do. Hurting him was harder than going through this alone, but the fear still clung to her, just like the pain she felt after the accident. She had to protect him, she’d do anything, be anything if she could just keep him safe if she could just protect him. bearly above a whisper, she repeated those words, words that echoed her dreams, words she heard so long ago that had cut her so deeply. “I don’t need you anymore.”
