#usersummerl0ver

Watching season 3 of castlevania and wtf, there is two wars going on and two groups of people fucking at the same time kdjfkfbfkjf i don't know what to focus on helppp

I hate feeling like this, waiting for his fucking text or message knowing pretty well that is all over. I miss him so damn much it hurts, I don't like this. Like my anxious attachment is killing me, but I also trust myself that i will get through this... I'm so fucking tired and done.

Next week my BFF is leaving Chile to go to gringolandia 2.0 (Canada) and goshhh I'm so sad about tbh, im gonna freaking miss him so much. The worst part is that im trying really hard to not grief before hand and do it correctly after he leaves but i just can't. He is also so nervous about it, and gosh I really wished that he stayed. And i knoe that the best and biggest act of love that i can give him is letting him go with all the blessings posible.

There is nothing better than being tipsy and reading fanfiction on saturday night, I'm in heaven right now

Feeling a little bit better today, cried my eyes out yesterday but definitely it did the much needed realese. Still feel a little but sad but i will get through, just like everything in this beautiful process call life

The person who I was starting a relationship with me, just broke up with me. Hijo de michigan, now my heart is broken again and for some reason is always on july 💀