#us alone

"So, I've been sent to see whether dinner is ready yet" TaeHyung's cheerful voice broke the spell you were in, head snapping to the boy on the kitchen's entrance, that approached hesitantly. Huffing, you rolled your eyes at him, hearing rustle behind you as SeokJin turned away with the cookie pot in hands.  

"If you guys don't assemble the table in ten minutes..." You didn't had a chance to finish your sentence, as Tae twirled on his heel and left hurriedly to the bedrooms, shouting at everyone to get out and help. 

"You've got to teach me how to do that, they don't respond to my threats anymore." Jin said through a mouthful of cookies, and as you turned back, found him with a pot full of water already on the stove, salting it. Seeing your arms crossed and quirked brow at his actions, he smiled sheepishly. "Ah, I know what you've said but now there's a bit of a hurry and well, this is the least I could do."  

Sigh. "Okay then, but just because your children are really annoying sometimes." You smiled softly at him, then turning to grab fresh parsley from the fridge, to chop and sprinkle on the sauce at last. 

"Fuck me, I'm about to burst." JungKook patted his stomach as he finished up his third dish, and you snorted, finishing your wine glass. 

"I'm happy that you liked it bun, but it could have been better if you hadn't rushed me..." You trailed off, and the maknae smiled guilty at you. "Is everyone satisfied though?" The collective hum from everyone made you smile widely, faltering just a little bit when your eyes met SeokJin's face. He just threw his head back with a satisfied groan, then licked at his lips, breathing out a hum. Y/N, look away and get your mind out of the gutter before anyone notices... You coached yourself, clearing your throat and looking back to your empty plate, after stating your own satisfaction. 

Against a lot of protests you got up to wash the dishes, but then again they were too drowsy to get up at that moment and stop you - Yoongi had his head propped on his hands and eyes closed, and you were sure he was already sleeping - so you did just that, because they surely needed the rest, and even if you complained a little, you didn't mind at all. 

You quickly finished working, but as you got back, grand part of the group had scattered to take a nap on the living room, all but NamJoon, that was still sitting on the table scribbling something on a notebook. "Hey Joonie, aren't you going to sleep for a bit?" The question surprised the rapper, that was really absorbed on his work, and made you chuckle, while you sat beside him. 

"No, I got some inspiration so I got to lay it before I lose it... And you?" He looked up, glasses hanging down his nose, just like a father figure everyone says he's like. Well people also call him 'daddy' but yeah, let's not... With a shiver rolling down your spine you pushed away the thought, you really didn't wanted to dwell on the kinks of your best friend. 

"Me? Well I wanted to take a shower, but forgot my change of clothes." you sighed, propping your head on your hand. NamJoon huffed, rolling his eyes at you.

"Then why don't you ask? I mean the others are sleeping but you could ask me for a hoodie - thought I guess it will be gigant on you," he stated matter-of-factly, then leaning on his elbows with a smirk "... or Jin, since I'm sure he's still awake, reading on his room." At the thought of dressing on one of his hoodies - and just that, since you'd probably be borrowing at least some underwear too - your eyes widened, and you shook your head quickly. 

"There's no way I could, that would be so embarrassing I mean, you know why and that could be really intimate for him?" You rambled, being graced again with a roll of his eyes as he started nagging at you that you and him were the densest fuckers he ever met and that you should just go jump him already since he also don't have the guts to do so. You stared bewildered at him, ready to throw hands - of course you understood that he may be already full of you whining about SeokJin at times and not doing about it but keep it down man? - when coincidentally the aforementioned member entered the dining room, earphones blocking his hearing as he waved at the both of you grinning softly. You waved back, while NamJoon still glared at you. 

"And since I'm your best buddy, I'll make this work right now. Hey hyung!" You weren't quick enough to notice his intentions neither fast enough to knock him with something, as he shouted so the eldest could hear. Scrambling to your feet desperately, you almost fell while trying to reach NamJoon and do something, anything to stop him from doing whatever he was about to. Is he insane? "Make this work" what does he mean with that? He keeps insisting that Jin likes me too, but how can he be so sure? And besides, even if he does... Couldn't it sever our friendship? 

"Y/N forgot her change of clothes at home, and mine are all washing, could you lend her a hoodie or something? She's a little shy to ask you." NamJoon asked, while you started to plan how you'd kill him and make it look like an accident, looking away from the scene while you fiddled with the decoration on the nearby wall. A hand landed on your shoulder, followed by a chuckle. "Of course, I'll even lend you that pink hoodie you like, sounds good?" His voice was close and made your whole body tense, but you turned to face Jin's smile anyways. It was soft and made you fuzzy and warm, and suddenly you also where reminded why people called him the "mom" of BTS. He's one to really take care of others, and always offer a sweet smile. You sighed giving mimicking his expression while hoping not to blush so much. It almost made you feel bad to think of that same sweet smile between your legs at some nights. Almost. 

"If it's okay with you... I can ask one of the other guys too, you don't have to bother..." You proposed, because well, that was NamJoon's fault in the plan. You saw Joon's eyes widening at your statement, because he really didn't thought of that and wanted to laugh, but-

"No!" SeokJin's denial was loud and surprised you, and maybe even himself since he cleared his throat and averted his eyes, smile returning shy to his face as his hand slid down your arm. "I mean... No, I don't mind a bit, I promise. It's the least I could do to pay you back for all of this." You slowly nodded at Jin's explanation, again not missing NamJoon's shit-eating grin right behind him and resisting the urge to flip him off. 

"The towels are on the hallway, hyung." Leader-nim advised, and Jin nodded, turning on his heel and head to the pointed place. You followed him, that didn't bothered to turn the lights on, knowing the house like the back of his hand, but leaving you in dim light, only enough to see his figure. We're alone again.

"Gosh I can almost smell the tomato sauce on my body." Your comment came with an awkward chuckle, trying to ignore the buzzing in your ears. Jin muttered something while still reaching for a towel on the top shelf but at first you didn't understand him and inquired about it. 

"I said that it's a good smell to have, because that was really tasty." He tried, handing you the towel, and for the single second you remained with your brain working, you managed to giggle and nod, scurrying away quickly to the visitor's bathroom, while SeokJin said you could use his room to change, and pick whatever you needed. I heard him. 

It was one of those moments where the brain takes a little longer to discern the words, but a second later you understood, and your face had never been more blushed in your life - thank god for the badly lit hallway -, because that comment wasn't playful, or else he would have said out loud and laughed, calling it a bad pun but no, Jin muttered it because you weren't supposed to hear it. Breathing out heavily, you leaned your head on the door, as the water ran and you waited for it too heat properly, words now clear on your mind. 

I know, I could lick you all up. 

SeokJin didn't even tried to come up with something similar, that's why you were so sure it was that what you really heard. Swallowing dryly you undressed, getting headfirst under the hot water and trying to come up with a reason why he would say this other than because he wanted to. You could even hear NamJoon's 'I told you so' and could even try to get mad at him or something, but your heart was still beating too fast with the prospect of Jin being attracted for you for real. A smile grew on your face before you could stop it. 

But... What should I do? I don't think I have the emotional structure to just ask him if he likes me or something, and I've settled with the idea of crushing forever on him that I never thought further about what to do if something happened. But did something happened though? Your thoughts were all over the place as you bathed, using the jasmine body wash placed there that smelled so good it almost managed to calm your nerves. 

Out of the shower - and the bathroom - wrapped around a towel, you then ran to Jin's bedroom and as you closed the door a rush of cold air hit your body, making it quake violently. I think he likes his room extra cold huh?  You cursed under your breath, dressing with the first clothes - not even thinking about the fact you were about to wear his boxer briefs - you found on the wardrobe, the previously mentioned hoodie being right at hand. 

After you got dressed and dried your hair - glad SeokJin owned a hairdryer or else you'd freeze with your wet hair -, you ended up pep talking yourself with just ignoring the whole thing, for the greater good. Just focus on how cute you look in this hoodie and everything will be fine. You thought, and spun around to walk out of the room, but as soon as you reached the doorknob, there was a knock. "Hey, everything okay? Can I come in?" 

"Y-yeah, I'm dressed already." You managed to speak, and took a step back as the door opened quietly. "So, how do I look?" You decided to ask, distract yourself off the fact that the door has been closed behind his back and he giggled, eyeing your whole form. 

"You look pretty, though I didn't knew it would be so big on you!" His hands went to touch the sleeves, that were past the tip of your fingers, tucking your hands. "So cute" continued, completely unaware of the effect of his own proximity on you. On the other hand, you could not stop yourself from staring at his face, the only light on the room being from the windows and the tiny lamp on his bed stand - what was with Jin and badly lit rooms - only reminded you more on how alone you were with him. In his room. Near his bed. With nothing but his boxers and a hoodie. All those things made you feel exposed, skin tingling to be touched. Unhinging your jaw you forced something out of your throat to cut the second of silence that settled between the both of you. 

"Thank you! I'll really treasuring this." You joked with a mischievous smile, hinting that you'd be keeping that piece of clothing for yourself, and smoothly tried to leave the room. After squinting for a second, SeokJin chuckled, and as soon as you creaked the door open, his hand came to close it, right above your head, body heat hitting your back. 

"Oh not you think you're going anywhere with that? Look I like you, but that's my favorite hoodie and you can't..." As the words left him you felt like receiving a blow, breath hitching notoriously as you turned around to look at him. SeokJin only noticed what he said a millisecond later, and had his other hand pressed to his face, eyes closed. "I mean, I didn't want to..."

"What"

Jin took several steps back once you tried to get closer, and that made your breathing speed up, because then you could see how red his face had turned, even with the illumination. "SeokJin, what you didn't want to?" Demanded, even if your voice wasn't louder than a whisper. But you knew he could hear you, and that made your heart speed up once again, as Jin swallowed hard and looked back at your face, a strong resolve on his eyes, serious expression. "I didn't want - I don't want anyone to see you like this. I..." His voice was once again lost while he looked down, having closed back to you. "You look... So damn good in my clothes, I can't take it anymore. I like you so much, and I don't want anyone to see this, Y/N." Hesitantly he mentioned reaching to touch your shoulder, but failed to complete the task. Your throat was dry at his confession, the want to say something, to move, the need for him to just touch you again was torturing. All you could do was look back at his eyes, while he waited for your response. 

"Why don't you take your clothes back then?" You croaked out, watching as SeokJin gradually passed through the stages of understanding what you meant.

Like something snapped on him, Jin finally reached out for you, hands grabbing your waist to pull you closer and crash your lips together, and being the desperate woman you were at that moment jumped, latching your legs around his torso, hands securing on his neck. Now the surprise was big for SeokJin, but there's a fact that people often brush past, and is that the man is strong. So maybe at that moment he had stumbled, grunting a startled exclamation against your lips, but he was quick to get his balance back and walk forward, promptly pressing your back against the door, the small pain making you keen and part from his lips to breathe. 

"Tell me to stop, Y/N" SeokJin whispered, while kissing down your jaw, reaching to lick at your earlobe. "I've wanted to do this for so long, but if you don't mean it, tell me to stop." His lips were glued to your ear, a low grunt following as your thighs tightened around his waist, and as you moved, his hands found purchase of your ass securing your position while he unconsciously ground in your core. 

Your fingers buried in his hair as you pulled Jin's head against your neck, humming with the feeling of his full lips kissing at your sweet spot. "Please don't stop I want this, I want you." As you managed to squeak, SeokJin bit on the base of your neck, sucking a bruise there, only to soothe it with his tongue, and that made a breathless chuckle leave you. "As long as you meant what you said on the hallway..." Completed, and that made Jin look up to you, a confused expression on his flushed face. 

"When I said I could smell the sauce on me, you said you could lick me all up... Wasn't it?" You couldn't hold your smug smile, and Jin scoffed, hiding his face in the crook of your neck. 

"You weren't supposed to hear that... I need to learn how to whisper." 

"Are you saying that you didn't meant that?" That made him pull back and look at your face, and then you saw that look once again, the hunger that made his eyes darker and intense, and your whole body shook, more yet as he pressed harder on you, bulge very noticeable between your barely clothed core.

"I'll show you how much I mean it"

Grabbing your thighs he manhandled you to the bed, dropping your body not so delicately - not like you cared - on the mattress and following right after, laying on top of you and crashing his mouth at yours again in an urgent kiss. Your teeth clashed and you bit down harshly at his lower lip, dragging a groan from him while his hands trailed up from legs to waist and up, soon finding your bare breasts and instantly toying with the hardened nipples. You moaned against his mouth and felt his dick twitch inside the pants, painfully hard already. 

Surprisingly, his sweatshirt was the one to go first, since in the necessity to feel more of him you almost ripped it from his body, nails instantly racking his chest downwards and coaxing a shiver to roll his body. That made you remember how the room once felt so cold, but you were in such a frenzy at that moment that you could only feel the scorching temperature of SeokJin's hands. 

This one, growing impatient by the second, parted from your lips just as his fingers pinched your nipples with a little more pressure, making you gasp loudly and arch your back. Using the moment to lift the offending piece of clothing that separated most of your skin from him, he started pressing numerous open-mouthed kisses all over your chest, among nips and suckles, that had your breath hitching and you jolting at his ministrations. "Oh my gosh Jin!" You couldn't help but pant out - ripping the hoodie off the rest of the way so you could look down at what he was doing - as he latched his lips around the hard nub that was your nipple. Grunting back he looked at you with lustful and wild eyes. changing to give the same treatment to the other side while one hand sneaked down, fingertips caressing from the side of your body to touch between your legs, where you were sure you had made a mess. 

Your nails dug into his shoulders as his fingers invaded the boxer briefs, a moan resonating through the room when he found your bare pussy, pads swiping from clit to the entrance, a low hiss coming from him as he marveled at how drenched you were. "Oh you're so wet for me Y/N, I can't wait to properly taste you, fuck"

"Jin please don't fucking tease m- Ah!" Ignoring your pleas he slid just the tip of one finger in, enough for you to shut your eyes tight and clench around nothing, since SeokJin took it out the next second. Your whole body quivered, and he had barely done anything to you yet. 

"I can't help it, I love your little sounds." Opening your eyes you looked down at his smirk and trembled, noticing his face was already right above your mound. "You have to promise oppa that you won't hold back them, okay? I wanna hear how good you feel." You wanted to close your legs, rub them together and try to get any sort of friction, but as SeokJin laid between them it was impossible. Throbbing, you nodded, eyes glued to his fingers, as they toyed with the band of the underwear. 

"Say it, princess." 

"I- fuck I'll moan for you, SeokJin oppa, won't hold them back, but please- " hiccuping a moan you relished on the feeling of him nuzzling at your clothed pussy, appreciative hum reverberating through your whole body. 

"So good for me, Y/N" He praised, pressing a last kiss right over your clit, a promise to come back in a second to it. 

Getting rid of the skin tight boxers - he could be playing cool but that was the last thing he was at the moment -, he tried to tease you some more, loving to see you squirming under his touch but his own body couldn't take the self-inflicted teasing, thriving to savor you. 

Parting your legs and holding them wide open, SeokJin then dived to lap at your soaked labia hungrily. "That feel s-so good fu-ck!" You stuttered loudly, and in the back of your mind you thought about someone hearing you - though the boys were probably still asleep and the living room was far enough that the noises wouldn't be very noticeable - but as Jin's lips wrapped themselves on your clit, tongue flicking quickly against the nub, you were completely lost to other things that weren't the pleasure he was giving you, hands coming down to tangle on his locks, whole body quivering. He had one objective - and it was to make you lose your sanity completely.

Proving your point, as he stopped torturing your clit and started sucking at your inner labia - sort of winding you down but also delivering a very good feeling -, Jin also thought it was a good moment to insert two fingers inside of you without any more warning than a grunt against your pussy. As a string of curses left your lips he curled them and you jutted your hips up, gasping for air and clenching. The coil on your lower stomach was tight and you yearned for release, but also didn't wanted SeokJin to stop what he was doing. Still, wreck you was the final task for him and he was just getting started, so as your hips moved chasing sweet release he detached his lips from your skin, praising on how good you were taking him and how he could eat you out forever. The decrease in stimuli could be maddening, but you were so close to cum, Jin's fingers were doing wonders waving inside of you and the way he was looking at you like he could - and would - swallow you whole were enough to send you spiraling to your end.  

"SeokJin I'm cumming, I can't I'm" Words lost on your mouth as your back arched at the feeling of Jin's tongue back at your clit, heightening your orgasm instantly and leaving no room to breath while your eyes rolled back and you muttered his name over and over, clamping around his fingers. For a second you were lost, trying to get down from your high, to breathe.  

Seconds - could have been an eternity for all you knew - passed, and as you could finally take a deep breath and focus your vision again SeokJin's dark stare was on your face, close enough like he leaned to capture every single detail of your pleased face, and it made you feel the slightly embarrassed, weren't you even more needy for him. 

"That was single-handed the hottest thing I've ev-" He tried to say, but the sole deep tone of his voice made the flame inside of you ignite again and even with the little strength you had at the moment - Jin had really turned into mush with his tongue -, and in a quick movement you pulled your body up slightly to capture his glistening lips, tasting yourself in his mouth as you sucked on his lower lip. 

"Fuck me, SeokJin please." Hands reaching down his torso to palm him through his pants and as you squeezed his girth hissed, trembling whole. 

"Shit, whatever you want princess." Said, getting rid of - with a little help from your urging self, pushing his last piece of clothing off with the heels of your feet - sweats and underwear, and breathing out as his cock sprung free, a loud gasp cutting through the room when you grabbed his shaft feeling it hot, stiff and slick from the amount of precum that leaked from his tip. You moved your hand, mouth gaped as you marveled at his dick, feeling his stare almost burning a whole on your face. 

However, that moment was short-lived when you pressed your thumb on his frenulum, coaxing a breathless moan out of SeokJin, and you only had time to look up and see him furrow his brows before his hands made contact with your hips again, shoving you on your stomach rather aggressively and manhandling you into your hands and knees, making you yelp at his treatment. "You don't get to tease now, princess. Done enough of it already." With that his palm came down to your ass, in a slap that lingered and turned into a squeeze one hand kneading your butt cheek and holding you in place, the other teasing your folds as he lined himself to your entrance.

You were so wet - still from the world wrecking orgasm and the new waves of arousal that washed over you - that Jin was practically swallowed by your pussy, his cock stretching your insides so deliciously that you couldn't help but press your chest to the bed, moaning with abandon as he bottomed. Behind you Jin grunted, staying still for just a moment to enjoy the way you squeezed him inside, warm and tight.  

"F-feels so good princess, I could stay like this forever" SeokJin stammered out and you whined - every time he called you 'princess' it made you clench - bucking your hips in response, any discomfort from the stretch completely gone. 

"Oppa please move, I need you" Begging got easy on your tongue, even if you never imagined yourself doing such thing for any man. But then again I’ve never been wrecked this fast by no one... You thought, a lazy smile surging on your lips as your pleas got the desired effect - Jin cursing loudly at the way you called him, cock twitching inside of you while he retreated his hips, only to slam back inside with a loud grunt. You weren't an specialist on the matter but he felt like it was meant to fit you, and while you rolled your eyes back in pleasure you felt his tip - it was slightly thick and curved upwards - reach perfectly deep inside, right at your sweet spot and it coaxed you to get louder with every thrust. 

"I won't be lasting very long Y/N, you feel too good around me, fucki-"

"Hey hyung, have you seen Y/N? I swear I heard her screa- OH MY GOD MY EYES!" You barely had time to understand what was happening, only noticing JungKook's back as he tried to scramble out of the room when Jin also screamed for him to leave. You could only pant out, not really caring about being walked on at that moment - being honest the first thought you had was about what kind of image JungKook witnessed, and it only turned you on even more - and SeokJin didn't missed a beat being still inside you when your pussy clenched around him, snaking a hand to your head and yanking your hair messily in a ponytail, so hard it made you whimper and lean back ending up with your back glued to SeokJin's, and he bit your earlobe breathing raggedly on your ear.

"I felt how you clenched when JungKook got inside. You liked being caught, didn't you princess?" His deep tone made your whole body quiver as he fucked you, quick and short thrusts that had him pushing the right spot repeatedly on your inner walls, turning your attempt of answer a mess of incoherent words. He seemed to like that, chuckling as he let go of your hair and held you close by the waist, his other hand slipping between your legs to toy at your clit. "Guess I have a dirty little princess for myself then huh?" Teased, lips going to suck a bruise on your neck while your moans started to take a high pitch again.

"S-SeokJin I'm close I'm fucking close!" You managed, hands going to urge his fingers to move faster as you whined with abandon, moving your hips against his. 

"Oh you're going to cum on my cock, Y/N? Can I cum inside of you too princess?" He let go of your clit, letting you take over your own orgasm and held your hips tight with both of his hands, and you ended up falling forward, fingers faltering as SeokJin started pounding hard into you. "Y/N I'm close, a-answ -"

"YES! Please cum inside of me please you're fucking me so good I'm gonna cum Jin, I'm cummi..." You weren't able to finish your sentence, completely out of breath as your inner thighs quacked and your walls contracted wildly around his cock, hooking his own orgasm with yours as his breath hitched. 

"Hey Jin why is JungKoo- Oh" Yoongi's voice cut through the silence while the both of you basked in the feeling of your climax. This time you got startled, legs giving in as you laid on your stomach yelping. SeokJin wasn't that fast this time and fell on top of you, in a way successfully covering your naked body as you stared with wide eyes at the intruder, that still maintained a calm expression on his face with the scene. "Well, I guess I'm sleeping on the couch today then." Was all he had to say as Jin rolled off of you, scrambling to throw a blanket over your naked bodies. 

When Yoongi left, you still couldn't find the courage to look at SeokJin's face, not until he snorted, after his moment of shock passed. Turning your face to him, you frowned. 

"JungKook must have been scarred for life if Yoongi had to come here and inquire about him." He explained, shoulders shaking as you blushed hard, and hid your face under the comforter.

"We're never living this down, are we?"

"Don't be shy, I'm sure the maknae will survive." Still laughing he pulled your body close, breathing out and placing a kiss on the top of your head. "Thought that if you're going to be my girlfriend then yeah, they won't let us live for a while." 

Again you looked up at SeokJin, his after-sex expression being the most beautiful thing you've ever seen - his skin was glowing, hair completely disheveled, his lips were plump and so cherry red it made you want to kiss them forever - and hesitated, a smile threatening to sneak in your face. "If I'm going to be? Is that your way to ask me to date you?" You couldn't hold the chuckle when you noticed his cheeks growing pink, even though he kept his gaze at you, nodding. Him being shy after what we did is so cute, oh god. Huffing, you moved to snuggle closer to him, the low temperature of the room affecting you once again. 

"I'll only accept if you give me that pink hoodie, though." You teased, giggling at his offended gasp.