So your just gonna go without ever trying to get better? Tell. Them. They'll think it was their faults if you commit suicide, all parents do. You need help, but you need to go get it. It's tough like that, and it sucks, but you do come out of it. Shit ain't hopeless, even if it's shit.
tbh i think id rather actually go w/o ever getting help. bc that means id have to trust ppl and i dont think im actually ever gonna do that/










