#upsetpost

ITS NOT SO SIMPLE THO, the internet tells me that since boys are awful they soemtimes flirt by teasing??? and i dont know the difference between teasing and being mean???? and i dont know how to keep our interactions casual without having a Big Talk about how im a very sensitive person who likes praise

why pretend he reciprocates anything. what does that accomplish. you are setting yourself up for disappointment

maybe i'll keep at it til the end of the year, ask him out, get rejected, and get closure. yes. i just want to not think about this anymore. i just feel so unlikable and undesirable and so inferior to him that he can just brush me off and i'll have feelings anyway

i was a little overjoyed maybe because i never see any brown kids who like sweaters and flowers and im sorry