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you’d think being with someone pretty much every day would get tiresome, but i really find myself falling more and more in love with tyler the more i sit back and think about it. i sound the complete opposite of who i used to be - a kid looking for parties and a good lay. sometimes you need to fall in love to understand that some of the cheesy lines you hear in movies or cliché people in relationships reference can be a part of your everyday life. i know we’ve struggled with talking about the wedding, but with support from our family and friends i know we’ll find the strength to work on it.
i just really see myself and the people around me reaching heights we never thought we would get to see. bebe’s first ever record is coming out and i am so proud of her dedication and pure talent. her heart is made of pure gold and while i sit here writing this i hope whoever is lucky enough to make her happy and be by her side in the future is mentally preparing for someone like her to come into their lives. i miss scott and my other friend all the time, and i hope they get a chance to maybe come out or i can have some time to go home. scott is the one friend i know will be there until i’m old and laying in my bed and to see him with kristen and me with tyler so happy and doing great things with our lives - what more could we ask for?
