#updaaaateeee

hey everyone, first of all, if u followed me in my absence, im very flattered ! thank u and welcome!

second, i did not intend to be so absent for so long. to keep it rather like, cliche and brief, life catapulted at me ? and it did so without mercy,, i finally feel like im in a place mentally and physically stable enough to come back. theres also been some other things holding me back from returning,

guilt that more time kept elapsing since i last posted? idk, i feel guilt really easily and often for no reason, but i was afraid of returning for so long because i was afraid of confronting disappointment in my being absent? and if u are disappointed, im sorry.

for those waiting on a comm (which i think rn is max at two?) i will be looking at my email tonight after so long, and to which i deeply apologize. i just have not been in a good or healthy headspace to communicate, and for those interested in comms, i likely wont respond until i finish for the ones who have been waiting. ill try to compensate in any way i can. again,, this really wasnt intentional. 

depression and other illnesses ive been fighting have taken a strong grip of me as well, affecting my very well being and ability to meet even my most basic needs and i reached some pits where i would stop drawing for weeks, or draw only once a week ,, which for me is extremely irregular. my condition got a little extreme but im now in group therapy and have just started antidepressants. i intend to post again for those who have missed my art. i missed all of you and your support

currently i am doing healthier, a lot of things are going great now and i am physically in much better health than i was in my relapse. 

now i know a lot of you follow me for my stardew art, which is very flattering and makes me very happy, so ill be happy to tell you ill still be posting some stardew from time to time, but ill also be posting other things i like, which im kind of scared to do as im mostly if not only known for drawing stardew valley things,, i know since this is my art blog i should post what i personally like, but i do like making you guys happy too. expect a lot of nintendo stuff;; im a big nintendo fan and have been my whole life, but dont worry, youll see plenty of stardew too. just wanted to let you know theres just lots of things i like to draw

even some original content and concept art? we will see *insert eyes emoji*

thats pretty much it. oh, and now im 23. my birthday just passed in january and blink 182 is right,, nobody likes u when youre 23 orz