People run

People hide

People scream

People cry

Children fear

Children weep

Babies cower

-

They are weak

-

The Broken praise you

The Shattered seek you

-

I have found you

So, I weep

I weep with joy

I weep with tears

I weep in sorrow for those that know not of you

-

I do not weep for long though, for I have found you:

My Home.

~~~

Same devotion with different notions

Joined by tvs playing my life in its entirety

Watching reruns makes my head spun

Lost in blue eyes and a mixed blonde

Feelings rush back like as if id never gone

Try to sleep to forget and forget to move on

The soundtrack makes it seems real after to long

I wake and see the different faces of me

Mixed with scenes i remember but can't unsee

I wish to leave the experiences behing me

Only to find theyre limbs upon my giving tree

Hold my hand ill take to down the path to see

Out of gas out of love

No more reason to find two doves

Like a hand with no glove with snow falling from above

It hurts to cry for nothing ive had

To many nights feeling awful just bad

In a blue heart with a depressed soul writing words to make me glad

Forget me nots about idiots and blue eyed dames

Looking in my mind all i see are flames

All along i tried to see who i hated its not me to be blamed

I try i do to fall in love with something like you

But its poison its sting like a really bad flu

Try to find myself inside strangers when im like no other

Stars so high i can kiss the color

Be a thrown star from the edge of time

I wish i could be what they want

A face to picture with a body to appeal too

Blank mind with words flowing like waterfalls

Watch the grace of rhymes that make my sadness whole

Inside me its dark raining with a cold foggy haze

Words are light flowing through an ocean of rage

Finding my way i try to look for eurydice

To vanish in front of me i break and crumble down

Lonely poet putting people in joyful states

Its hard to wake up to another day

To slump inside a mind of weary sadness

Pools of doom awaiting everyday

The walk i take the tears i make

Only to find myself in a woeful fate

Death creeping into my dreams

An eye gazing on my back clouds of black

Lucidly real with a looming wheel

November never came to ease my pain

To look at me is a cringe

Fat and nothing to offer they say

A hurtful look at the steps through my day

Why can't i be appealing

Is it looks that gets you love?

To be wanted is to be seen

Look at me a sight to not bother with

But heart and mind is my craving in time

I see the faces of what i want and lust for

But they didn't see me a lonely fool

To hate my looks to hate my body

Its a hurt that cuts me deep

To the girl who left with no words

love lost in a broken sidewalk crack

Kissing in the snow my heart ceased to grow

Like a feather in a tornado who knows where i go

Greet the morning with nickels and dimes

Lost in my mind the heart trying to strive

Its sad to see the reflection i keep

Lonely and dead the eyes colored red

From the feet to the eyes my love dies

Hit the wall with no affect at all

In the loose fitting noose

Blind to the world it hurts for me to look

To see what the world really is to be

In my mind my dreams fill the space

Love not an idea to leave in the rain

Life is good written in loose limericks

But they dont see falling pieces of me