#uni!harry

The university was a living chaos. Loud conversations and crowded hallways made you shrink in yourself as you pushed your way through into the library. A place where every sound turned into silence and an oasis of calm.

Stopping by the printer in a hidden corner, you set your heavy bag down by your feet with a sigh and after swiping your student ID, you pressed a few buttons on the machine to make it do its job.

Your paper was due today and you needed one more copy of it. You’d print it back at home but Harry was his distracting self as usual and made you forget about it completely.

“Oh fuck no- no no no, it cant be broken right now,” You cursed under your breath and swiped your card one more time, naively thinking it’d help.

“Everything alright?” A deep male voice said from behind you, making you jump in shock.

“No- uh I think the printer just broke and i need to print out my paper,” You explained with annoyed huff and turned around to see the mysterious guy.

Tall, maybe even a tiny bit taller than Harry, with chestnut curls and bright smile, he stood there dressed in a simple white button up with a few buttons undone, showing off his silver necklace, and a pair of black jeans.

He looked nice. Handsome.

“Oh she’s a tricky one,” He murmured with mock sympathy and stepped closer, crowding your space just enough to give you a whiff of his cologne, looking over your shoulder at the broken machine. “She likes to go on strike whenever she senses your deadline is due soon.”

He was funny. And god how good he smelled.

“Great,” You rolled your eyes at his explanation but the corner of your mouth tugged up slightly.

“Let me help,”

He set his backpack that was hanging off his shoulder on the nearby table with a stack of papers he nursed in his arms before and rolled up his sleeves, ready to take a proper look at the problem on your hands.

With a few expertise clicks as if he’s been handling this issue every single day, the machine started purring quietly within no time, the pages of your paper beginning to slide out.

“Oh my god thanks! I don’t know what I would do without your help!” You let out a relieved sigh.

“No problem. I’m always up for saving a crisis,” The guy grinned and moved his gaze from you back on the printer. “Wait- Isn’t that the paper for Taylor’s class? I did that last year. My condolences,”

“Please don’t remind me. Had the worst time writing it. And the new assignment is even worse!” Just the thought of your sleepless nights and mornings full of coffees above writing that paper made you disgusted.

“Oh I remember this all too well. I still have my notes from his class. Maybe I could help?” He handed you your printed pages and swiped his own ID card on the machine to print things of his own.

He was older. And kind.

“Umh that sounds tempting,” You admitted with warm cheeks.

“Are you free Friday afternoon for uh… let’s say a coffee date?”

A few seconds passed by but the machine didn’t seem to be doing anything. You swiped your ID card again, and again, but the only response you got after many failed attempts to make the printer work was a cryptic error code flashing on its small screen.

Your eyes widened in shock, not expecting this still mysterious man to be so straightforward with you. A date? A coffee date? This simple innocent thing sounded so serious in your head.

But there was also the thought of Harry. It didn’t feel right to go on a date with someone who wasn't him. A best friend that gave you enough. From overly affectionate hugs to mind-blowing orgasms. Someone you had the longest history with. It felt like you would almost cheat on him. Just the thought made you frown.

“Hey you good? It doesn’t have to be a date date. Just a conversation over a cup of coffee. You seem really nice.”

A memory from a recent morning appeared in front of your eyes and suddenly you found yourself nodding at the offer quickly. It wasn’t so long since you saw Harry making out with some skinny blonde girl in high heels, pressed against the door of supposedly her car in front of the campus, tongues deep in each other's throats and hands all over their bodies. You felt sick to your stomach that day and apparently it was enough of an encouragement to go out with someone you barely knew.

“Okay,” You murmured quietly and gave him a soft smile, holding your papers tightly pressed to your chest. “A coffee date sounds nice,”

“Oh I’m so sorry for my manners, I’m Jacob by the way,” He laughed at himself and offered you a hand. You noticed ink crawling up his inner wrist in a cool design when you squeezed his hand back. The tattoo reminded you of Harry’s. “So, let’s say the small cafe around the corner? 4pm? Does that work for you?”

“Yeah, that’s perfect.”

He was everything.

“Let me give you my number, so you can call for help next time the printer breaks,” Jacob opened his palm and you handed him your phone without hesitation, watching him tap his phone number in quickly and call himself back. The contact was saved under the name ‘Jacob, the printer saviour’. It made you giggle when you noticed that.

You fell into an active exchange of messages almost immediately. Unsurprisingly Jacob was the first one who started a new conversation. A picture of a stack of books that you desperately needed for the essay you’ve been just working on made your phone ring with notification the very same night after he saved your paper.

You giggled at the simple yet playful message and responded with a bunch of emojis you’ve been carefully picking out for about ten minutes. And from there it was easy. A message here. A picture there. You found yourself laughing out loud at times as well as biting your bottom lip to stop yourself from blushing too much.

“What are you laughing at?” Harry murmured when he heard you snicker for the fifth time and pulled a carton of orange juice from the fridge. You heard a quiet clink of glass and thud of the cabinet door but didn’t react, too enamoured in your phone.

“Baby?” He tried one more time, calling your name a bit louder.

“Huh?” You looked up at him from your device with a stupid smile plastered on your face and turned off the screen to pay him attention. You were sprawled all over the couch in your living room, your laptop forgotten on the coffee table as well as your still full cup of tea that has turned cold.

“What is so funny on your phone? I can hear your giggles all the way to my room,” Harry shook his head fondly at the sight of you and walked closer before he plopped down next to you on the cushions.

“Nothing,” You bit on your bottom lip, reached for your laptop and pretended to busy yourself with the blank page of your essay.

“Oh c'mon, I know you’re lying,” Harry tried to reach over you for your phone but you were quicker and tucked it between the couch cushions far away from him.

“I’m not,” A quiet huff left your lips in protest.

“Sure, sweet thing,” He hummed, resting comfortably next to you on his side, quietly observing, because he didn’t believe you it was nothing. The nicknames would be your death one day.

Slowly he leaned in, not too close but enough to crowd your space and closed the laptop in your lap without even looking at it. You didn’t protest. Couldn’t. His warm breath fanned your cheek, inching closer with every exhale, before his lips were on yours. Soft at first, but growing hungrier with each swipe of his tongue. He earned a moan from you, a quiet whimper in reaction at the unexpected kiss. He got you dizzy every time with a simple kiss.

“Harry,” You breathed in his mouth and slid your hand in his long tangled locks to keep him close.

Harry leaned more over you after a while in the make out session and with one hand on your cheek, he reached with the second one past you and withdrew your phone with triumphal smile.

“Gotcha, love!” He grinned mischievously and scrolled through the bunch of new notifications you got in the meantime.

“What the fuck Harry!” A frustrated whine left your lips and you crawled over him, straddling his hips successfully, as you tried to get your phone back.

“Who’s Jacob?” Harry’s brows pulled together in a confused furrow. You could see the wheels turning in his head to find answers to his own question and his eyes ticked between the few previous messages.

“Umh, just some guy. I- I met him in the library the other day.” You mumbled nervously and looked down as if you'd done something bad. Because deep down you felt bad. Harry was your guy, not some random bloke named Jacob.

“Oh okay,” Harry pulled his lips into a thin line in a thought. A guy? You were texting with a guy? These were some news to him. Because for the ages of knowing you, you never really stumbled upon texting with some random guy.

“Yeah he uh- helped me with my paper. The printer broke and he fixed it for me,” You tried to explain, hoping it would ease whatever was going behind Harry’s eyes.

“Sounds like a nice guy,” He nodded.

“Are you mad at me?” You whispered. You could feel anxiety running through your body already.

“Baby, why in the hell should I be mad at you?” He shook his head and cupped your hips in his hands, subtly tightening his hold on you and pulling you close.

“I don’t know, ugh whatever- forget i said anything,” A quiet huff escaped your lips and before you could think more about the growing tension in the air, you buried your face in his neck.

“Okay,” You heard Harry murmur softly in your ear before he pressed a few kisses to the side of your face and neck.

His arms sneaked around your upper body, pressing you against his sturdy chest. One of his hands slipped under the fabric of your oversized shirt, rubbing soothing circles over your bare back, while his other cradled your head. He didn’t want to let go. Not after the newly found information.

Clinging and affection were very normal things to happen with Harry, but you could feel a slight difference now. You weren’t sure what exactly was going on in Harry’s head, but at that moment it felt best to not push him. It never did any good when you tried to force him into talking. He was still a man after all. A very stubborn one at times.

Harry was indeed a bit in his head ever since the new revelation about the Jacob guy you’ve been obsessed with.

He had everything he could have wanted. Amazing best friend, great apartment, good grades and a beautiful girl whimpering beneath him.

She was a pretty thing. With already messy hair all over Harry's pillow and only her lacy red bra covering her chest. Her shirt was lost somewhere on the hardwood floor. She accommodated Harry between her spread legs, buckling her hips in his ever so often to show him how needy she was for him.

They made out for a bit until they were gasping for air, but Harry was desperate and claimed her lips in his right after he caught his breath. His brows were furrowed and eyes tightly shut as he huffed in her lips, kissing her hungrily.

One of her hands slid under his shirt, teasing his abs and chest with her fingertips, while the other tangled in his long hair and held him close.

“Mhm Harry,” She moaned in his mouth when she felt his bulge press against her and palmed it through his tight jeans. “You’re so hard,”

Not so subtly as he thought he would be, he wrapped his fingers gently around her wrist and moved her hand up in his hair to join her other one. He wanted all the focus on her only.

Harry moved from her lips to the junction of her neck. He whispered sweet nothings in her ear in the raspy voice that made every single girl's knees buckle including yours and bit her skin there, soothing the rough bites with his tongue afterwards.

She could feel Harry slowing down, his lips puckered very occasionally in a softening kiss and his hands roamed her body more, searching for every curve and imperfection, searching for you.

“What’s wrong?” She breathed out when Harry stopped completely and remained still over her, his forehead against her cheek, his hands on her hips.

“Nothing, sorry, nothing. Let’s continue,” He huffed out and started sucking on her neck again. He knew his wild thoughts were slowing down his performance, but he couldn’t help himself. She wasn’t you.

“Can I blow you?” She murmured sweetly and reached after his hard cock again, giving it a gentle squeeze to make Harry groan.

“Maybe another time, love.” He shook his head and sat up on his knees. “Lemme take a look at you, I bet you’re wet, hm?”

Through the thin walls, you could only hear the girl's high pitched moans but nothing close to Harry’s moans or grunts, just his muffled sweet talking.

“Harry, I’m going out! I should be back-“ You stepped out of your bedroom, dressed in a simple midi dress with flowers in warm colours scattered all over the white fabric and leather sandals, putting on your golden earrings. There was a noticeable touch of makeup on your face and your hair was lightly curled.

“You are going out?” Harry sat up abruptly from his place on the couch and pressed pause on the remote to stop whatever he was watching on the TV.

“Yeah? What’s wrong with that?” You looked at him with furrowed eyebrows, not understanding where he was going with that question.

“You are not usually going out…” He shrugged and stood up. With a low groan he stretched his limbs from sitting a few hours in the same position in the same place and walked to you.

“Rude. I can take that as an insult, you know? Watch your tongue,” You rolled your eyes at him and put all the necessities in your bag. The one you wanted so much and got it from Harry last Christmas.

“It wasn’t an insult, sweetheart!” Harry objected quickly and raised his hands in surrender. “I’m just saying it’s not typical for you, that’s all. I’m surprised,”

“I should be back around eight,” You finally finished the sentence from before and ran your fingers through your hair to give it some shape.

“Where are you going?” Harry asked but it came out more harshly than he planned.

“To a cafe,” You shrugged.

You were nervous. You couldn’t lie to yourself about that. But maybe not even from the date itself like from the fact Harry wouldn’t be the man you were planning on sharing a cup of coffee with.

Harry was the only man you were used to spending time with. There’s never been anyone else. It was scary yet exciting at the same time.

“Love, you know you have trouble sleeping when you have caffeine in the late afternoon,” You heard him mumble softly, as if this reason should stop you from going out.

“I’ll be alright, don’t worry,” You chuckled and stood up on your toes to give him a small peck on his cheek. He hasn’t shaved and the little stubble tickled your lips deliciously. “See you later,”

You arrived at the cafe ten minutes before the clock hit four. You found a nice spot in the corner, secluded away from the busy tables but by a window with a nice view on the street.

A quiet ring of a bell by the front door made you look up from the menu you’ve been going through for the past fifteen minutes and saw Jacob almost running to your table.

“Hey, I’m so sorry I’m late!” He apologised with a small smile and opened his arms to hug you.

“It’s okay, I haven’t been waiting for long,” You smiled at him and watched as he slid in the chair on the other side of the table with effortless elegance.

“I heard the coffee here tastes amazing,” Jacob grinned and reached for his own menu, skimming it briefly with his eyes.

“I’m probably gonna ruin your original plans of this coffee date but I’m gonna get some tea instead,”

“Nothing could be ruined,” He sent your way a playful wink and waved with his hand on the waiter to get our orders. You could almost see the confidence and good mood he was presenting himself with shining from him.

He ordered an americano for himself and a lemon balm tea with honey for you as well as the last pain au chocolat he noticed they had in the display counter when he arrived.

The conversation was easy with him. He told you about his studies and his plans after finishing university, he wanted to teach arts and music in a primary school. He mentioned his family and how his younger sister was going through a wild phase of puberty and he had to set her wild ideas straight and calm down her out of place behaviour, while laughing during the funny parts of his stories. He showed you pictures of his shar-pei puppy named Ruby at which you melted into a puddle of ‘awws’ and begged him to see more. And he gladly showed you more videos of him playing with her.

You laughed at his jokes and blushed and bit your lip at his flirting all while you both were sipping your drinks until the waiter had to tell you to go because they were closing and the sun started to set behind the windows.

Jacob paid for both of your orders even when you protested and side by side you ended up wandering through the London streets, not really wanting to end the date yet. Your hands and shoulders brushed occasionally when you took turns or too many people started walking past you, but you never intertwined your fingers.

You felt like you have known him for ages already. He was naturally charming and friendly in the way that made you lean to him despite your inner turmoil.

You really liked him. Jacob was a nice guy, gentleman, with a good heart and jokes that made you fall into a fit of laughter for minutes. Chestnut curls, tall enough you’d have to stand up on your toes to give him a kiss or wrap your arms around his neck, toned muscles from working out in gym and a few tattoos you’ve noticed on his arms and neck so far but you couldn’t help yourself but wonder where else was another art from ink hiding on his body.

He was the first one that ever showed interest in you. Just this fact made you giddy. He was perfect. But not the imperfect messy roommate with loud snoring and extravagant taste in music.

“So… This is where I live,” You murmured when you and Jacob stopped in front of your apartment building.

“Okay,” He smiled softly, his dimples showing off just a little, and reached out to rub your arm. “Today was really nice,”

You looked down at where his palm moved up and down slowly and blinked a few times before you covered it with yours.

“I really enjoyed it. Thanks for the tea again,”

You both stood there for a moment, just watching each other, thinking about how good this date went and another could too.

“Would it be too much if I wanted to kiss you right now?” Jacob’s baritone brought you back from your thoughts.

“Umh just a tiny peck?” Your cheeks turned the warmest colour of red at his confident question but you gave him a small nod anyway.

“That’s alright with me,” He shrugged and stepped closer until you were just mere inches apart. His hand moved from your arm to your cheek and cradling it gently he leaned down and pressed his lips against yours in a whisper of a kiss, making him the second man you have ever shared your lips with.

“See you around?” You whispered when you pulled away.

“See you around,” His fingers lingered on your cheek for a moment longer and you could swear you heard him thinking about pulling you in for a proper kiss before he let go completely and with a last smile Jacob turned around and slowly started walking away.

You were feeling a lot. Your heart was fighting with your mind, thoughts were arguing one over another and stopped making sense after a while. You were so much in your head that walking up the stairs to your apartment took you twice as long.

“Oh sweetheart, I was about to call you. You were out for a while,” Harry rushed to you from the living room when he heard the rustling of keys and the front door open.

“You were worried about me?” A small smile spread on your lips.

You kicked off your sandals and put them neatly by the door and set your bag down on a little puff seat you had in the hallway. After a long day of classes, preparations for your date and the date itself, you felt tired. Emotionally and physically drained.

“I always am,” He admitted without shame before he stepped closer and tugged a strand of hair behind your ear, his hands lingering on your face and neck. “Have I told you how pretty you look today?”

“Uhuh,” You shook your head and without thinking nuzzled in his muscled chest. Your arms sneaked around his waist and your face was buried deep in the fabric of his shirt.

Harry chuckled at your sudden clinging but hugged you close to his body without a second thought.

“You look so so so pretty, baby.” He murmured in your hair and pressed with one hand on your lower back to keep you close while his other one rubbed your arm up and down. It felt completely different than it did with Jacob.

“Thank you,” You mumbled quietly.

“Did you have a good time?” Harry swayed with you slightly from side to side.

At his question, you pulled away from his chest and let out a long sigh, venting some of the tension that was holding onto you. You looked up at him, the height difference slightly bigger than it was with Jacob and you quietly compared the two men in your head.

Harry had a reputation, no one would really say it was a bad one, but it was certainly something. On the other hand Jacob was simply a nice guy.

They both were your type in terms of looks, Harry just had longer hair that was amazing to tangle fingers in and tug on them.

You haven’t known Jacob for a very long time, but from what you already knew, he was one of the nicest men you’ve ever met. He had all the good qualities every woman was looking for in a man. Kind, polite, smart… And Harry had the qualities too, though he shared them mostly with you only. He was unique in his own way. With his dirty mouth but a cuddle bug personality.

They had so much in common but nothing at all. And no matter what your head told you that was right, your heart wanted something different.

“It was nice. We were the little cafe by the university,” You nodded finally and gave him another, this time a bit of a fake smile.

“We? Who were you out with?” Harry’s brows furrowed in confusion, his protective instincts on high alert.

“Jacob. The guy I’ve been texting with,” You explained quietly. You bit your bottom lip nervously, unsure about his reaction.

“Yeah I remember,”

“We just grabbed a coffee. It was casual. Nothing serious I swear.” You said rather too quickly, your breathing quick and cheeks warm, trying to make Harry believe this too.

“Jesus calm down, sweetheart,” Harry laughed at your ragged breathing and how you nervously started picking at the hem of his sweater, acting like a kid that got into trouble, and he pulled you back in his chest to soothe your worries. “There’s no need to stress over this, it’s alright.”

“Really?”

“Yeah, of course. I’m glad you had a good time,” The tight smile and the forced tone he used when he had tried to be nice for the sake of everyone didn’t get lost on you.

You moved on the couch eventually. You still in the pretty dress with flowers, too lazy to change, and Harry in his comfy sweatpants and a sweater. He pulled you in his lap immediately, positioning you sideways on his thighs with your side pressed in his chest and your head under his chin. You watched the crime show he left on the TV together in silence, both of you thinking more than actually paying attention to the detectives solving crimes on the screen. You closed your eyes and let yourself get lost in the soft kisses Harry pressed in your hair from time to time and soft traces of his fingers on your arms and waist.

“Was he nice to you?” Harry broke the silence finally.

“Jacob?” You tensed but didn't move an inch.

“Yeah. Was he nice? Did he pull out a chair for you? Held the door? Paid?” Harry’s voice was laced with unspoken jealousy wrapped up in care.

“He was nice, Harry.” You whispered and reached after his hand, intertwining your fingers in quiet reassurance, giving it a gentle squeeze.

“That’s- that is good, yeah. You found a nice guy? Good.” Harry tightened his grip around your waist, pulled you even tighter into his chest and nuzzled his face in your hair, hiding the shuddered breaths from distress that left past his lips.

“Harry,” You whimpered. You ran your hands over his muscled arms, hoping to make him ease his grip but he did otherwise and leaned down to bite on the skin of your neck, marking you as his.

“I’m a nice guy too,” He growled in your neck and started sucking out a colourful bruise, alternating between biting and soothing the wound with his tongue.

His hands roamed all over your body. Over your thighs and hips, up to your waist and arms, squeezing, caressing, pinching. Every touch sent a shiver down your spine, making you lean into him more, crave him. It’s been a few days since you’ve done something more than kissing.

“Harry,” You moaned quietly and squirmed in his lap, feeling his hard-on press in your bottom. You both felt it. Something changing in the air, the electricity passing between your bodies, the lingering tension from before.

You turned your head back, resting against his shoulder and tilting in just right before Harry caught your lips in his, moaning quietly in the kiss. He tasted like coffee and something sweet. The kisses were long, soft, felt through, with bitten and swollen lips after. It was just small pecks and licks at first, before it changed into full on saliva swapping and hard make out session.

“Are you gonna see him again?” He murmured in your lips but before you could answer you had his tongue down your throat, kissing you like he lost his senses.

“I- I don’t know,” You pulled away from the kiss, resting your forehead against his as your whole body heaved with ragged breaths.

“Don’t,”

“What?”

“Just don’t,” Harry shook his head with a low growl and kissed you hard again, getting you dizzy with his lips in the blink of an eye.

He moved you on your back slowly, setting you against the pillows with care no matter how wildly his lips and hands worked on you, and found his place between your legs.

“Can I touch you, baby? Please?” The whimper was needy and his hands were already moving under your dress, bunching the fabric around your hips.

“Mhm,” You moaned quietly and bobbed your head up and down in agreement.

Harry moved his kissing assault from your lips to your jaw and neck, deliberately moving lower to your collarbones. He couldn’t stop touching you. His hands held on your bare thighs, massaging them softly with his rough fingertips he had from playing guitar a lot and spreading them open even wider.

“Can I take these off?” His fingers curled around the hem of your panties and gave them a small tug to show you his intentions. He looked down between your legs to take in the sight of the pink lace and the growing wet patch on the crotch. You looked cute, he thought.

“I haven’t shaved,” You huffed and squeezed your thighs together to stop him from undressing you. It’s been a few days since you’ve played around with a razor in the bathtub. You were getting better at it after Harry showed you how to do it though.

“This again? I don’t care, love, you know that,” Harry shook his head and pressed a kiss on the little bow at the top of your underwear before he spread your thighs one more time and tugged your panties down your legs.

You were spread bare in front of him on the couch, just your dress covered your upper half. Your whole body thrummed with excitement and nerves. You’ve always had this feeling in your stomach when Harry touched you.

“Look at that, so pretty,” His voice was quiet, full of awe, as he looked down at your pussy framed by tiny dark curls as if it was the most treasured art piece. But to him it was. He spread your labia with his thumbs and blew cool air on your clit, watching you squirm in the couch cushions. You were slick with arousal, just the kissing made you wet and dripping down your thighs. “Shhh baby,”

Harry traced your pussy lips gently with his pointer finger, swirled his tongue around the swelling bundle of nerves, and did everything to get more noises from you. He lapped at your juices with careful precision and let out a low growl in your core when your arousal hit his tastebuds.

He teased your entrance with one finger, dipping in just one knuckle to gather your wetness at the tip before sticking it in his mouth with a smug grin. “And tastes so good too.” He moaned and put his finger back, this time a little deeper.

“Oh-” You whimpered at the new sensation. You felt your walls clench and you buckled your hips subconsciously to chase the friction. This was the first time you felt something inside you besides a tampon. And it felt so different. Soft, warm, stretching you already and Harry wasn't even fully inside you with his fingers nor with what he had in his pants.

“That’s it, good girl.” The praise did wonders to your brain. You melted in his arms into a puddle of moans and whimpers.

With slow precise motions, he rhythmically moved his finger and curled it just right to tickle that tiny spot deep inside you. You cried out at the new feeling and reached after his hand in shock, trapping it in between your legs.

“Are you okay, baby? Do you wanna stop?” Harry’s eyebrows furrowed in worry and he slowly started withdrawing his hand. His gaze was now focused on your face only, gauging what you felt.

“No, no, no, no- just don’t stop. Please don’t stop,” You pressed on his hand gently until the whole length of his finger disappeared in you.

“Are you sure?”

“Mhm, it feels so good. Want more,” You moaned.

Harry smiled softly at the sight. You were still shy and innocent when it came to intimacy, but now you were begging for more. And who was he to not give it to you?

“Alright, angel. We can try adding a second finger. But you need to tell me if something’s gonna start feeling different or hurt, yes?”

You nodded but when he raised his eyebrows at you with the unspoken ‘we’ve had this conversation already’ you whispered “Yes, I will.”

He pulled his pointer finger out before he added his middle finger and ever so slowly slid them past your entrance, your arousal making it glide a little smoother as he stretched your tight muscle. He pumped into you slowly, he didn’t want to overwhelm you. His palm brushed against your clit with the steady rhythm of his hand, making your eyes roll in the back of your head.

“God, you’re so tight. And soaked. I can feel you dripping, love.”

Every curl of his fingers brought you closer to the edge, his fingertips brushed against your g-spot expertly without missing a beat. Your walls fluttered around his long fingers and you started clenching involuntarily, making you a whimpering mess underneath him. Soon you felt weird pulsing between your legs that matched your heartbeat, the blissful familiar feeling of an orgasm. It shook with your whole body and made your back arch up in the air, you felt blinded by the dark and the only thing you could hear was ringing in your ears. Orgasm crashed through you like a tsunami.

“Shhhhh, there you go, baby,” Harry murmured in the soft tone he used only for you and cupped your cheek with his free hand, calming you down. Your hair was sticking to your forehead with sweat and you felt him brush the sticky strands behind your ear.

“Harry,” You sobbed.

He didn't stop moving his fingers, wanting to prolong your orgasm as much as it was possible. You squirmed on your spot, dripping with sweat and your juices. The couch is gonna need a good cleaning later for sure.

“It’s okay. You did so good. That was a big one, huh? Good girl,” Harry praised you in a whisper and leaned in to catch your lips in a soft kiss. A complete opposite from what it started with.

He withdrew his hand finally and put his fingers in his mouth instead. His eyes fell shut and he moaned loudly at the taste. “So sweet for me.”

You reached blindly after his free hand, your chest still heaving from the aftermath of your orgasm. It was indeed intense. You felt like your body was floating and your head was dizzy.

“I’m here, love. I’m here, don’t worry.” He reassured you softly and wrapped his arms around your fragile body, cradling you close to his chest. “Do I have you back?”

“Mhm,” You hummed sleepily and nuzzled your face in his neck.

“You know I care so much about you,” He murmured in your hair. He pressed soft kisses all over your face and hair, whispering sweet nothings and praises between them. “So much. My girl.”

“I care about you too, H.” You whisper, grasping on to the last moments of being awake before sleep overcame your body.

“And I hate sharing you. You’re my girl only,” Harry admitted finally, knowing it’s safe to confess right now when you were fast asleep.

harry remembers the first time that he touched you very well. it was at niall's party, he fought with his girlfriend kendall and she decided to leave earlier leaving him alone there and completely drunk.

he then saw you standing in the corner of the living room, red plastic cup in your hand while you looked around with a tired gaze clearly not in the mood to socialize, your short blue dress making his breath get caught up on his throat.

he knew approaching to you was wrong but he didn't care, it wasn't even the alcohol acting for him, he knew what he was doing he just didn't care about the consequences.

he only needed 20 minutes of flirting and making you blush to have you against the wall of the bathroom. it was hot and messy, exactly what he needed.

he wasn't surprised at all when you agreeded to hookup with him. it was so painfully obvious from the moment that kendall introduced you to him as her bestfriend that you had a crush on him, made his ego grow.

when he finished he just put his pants back on and left the bathroom slamming the door leaving you alone with your legs shaking and thighs dripping with his release. no aftercare, no "did you had fun?" or "are you okay?" because he knew he didn't need to ask, the way that you were moaning told him everything, at one point he even had to cover your mouth from how loud you were being so he knew that you enjoyed it for sure.

after that night you thought that it would never happen again, he was just mad with your bestfriend and he acted on impulse but you were wrong. not even 24 hours had passed and you already had a text from him.

"wanna come over to my dorm?"

guilt was eating you alive, you knew this wasn't fair to kendall but… you couldn't say no to harry, it was impossible.

ever since you met him you were swooped by him, he didn't even talked to you, he just shook your hand and gave you a little nod before focusing his attention on kendall but that gesture already made your stomach fill with butterflies, it was stupid and pathetic the effect he had on you.

and now that you got a taste of what is like to be with him you couldn't stop.

it became a routine, everytime kendall left his room to go study on the library or had an argument with him he texted you telling you to come over.

"did you put your phone in no disturb?" he asked while kissing your neck, his naked body on top of yours, hands gripping your wrists pinning them on top of your head.

"y-yes."

"good girl."

he only spoke sweet to you before having sex, when he finally gets what he wants he goes back to his usual cold demeanor.

"fuck." he moaned pulling out of you and rolling to lay next to your side in his bed taking the condom off and throwing it to the small bin on his dorm.

his eyes stayed closed for a couple seconds trying to calm his shaky breath, one of his hands pushing his long curls back while the other one stayed behind his head, the sheets barely covering his v line.

he only opened his eyes when he notices that you're not moving from your spot.

"your clothes are over there." he said nodding his head towards the corner of his room, your clothes discarded all over the floor under his desk.

"o-oh… yeah, you're right." you muttered before getting up, blinking a couple times trying not to lose your balance when your vision got blurry from standing up so fast, you never have time to recover from your orgasms because he is always rushing you to get out of his dorm.

somehow you managed not to fall into the floor, the only thing that happened was that you hit your head with his desk when you kneeled down to grab your clothes making him laugh but not in a sweet way, he was mocking at you.

his eyes always stayed glued to your body watching you put your clothes back on while he bites his bottom lip thinking if he should just convince you to get back on his bed for another round or just let you leave.

when he decided that he was done for today he just sighed and grabbed his phone from his nightstand. "the door is that way." he said not taking his eyes from the screen.

that always broke your heart, you had hope that one day he might start seeing you in a different way and not just with lust but everyday he keeps proving that that's not going to happen.

"yeah i know."

"well then leave."

his words always felt like a punch into your face, you knew you deserved someone better, that he was not good enough for you but everytime you tried to pull away from him he always managed to fuck with your head and make you stay with him.

"we should stop this." you said with your hands on his shoulders, his lips on yours while his hands gripped your hips keeping you pressed on his lap.

"mhm."

"i'm being serious." you continued speaking between kisses, your head dizzy from the lack of air.

"nah, you're not." those words made you finally push his chest breaking the kiss, a furrow immediately formed on his forehead while he looked at you offended. "bloody hell, what the fuck is your problem?"

"i can't do this anymore." you whined, your voice breaking when you felt a lump forming in your throat, eyes getting glossy.

"oh for fuck's sake." he cursed under his breath letting his back hit the headboard of his bed, he pinched the bridge of his nose while closing his eyes and shaking his head. "now you're gonna cry?"

"i-"

"after months of doing this you now feel guilty and sorry for kendall?" he attacked you, his eyes now locking with yours while his hands fell to his sides.

"i never said anything about kendall." he was good at manipulating you in the most toxic way, always bringing your bestfriend into the conversation to make you feel insecure. "this is about me and you."

he huffed and rolled his eyes. "yeah, sure."

"i'm being serious."

"no. you're being stupid, you knew what you were getting from the beginning so don't act like a innocent puppy now because we both know that is bullshit." he was starting to raise his voice but stopped when he saw the tears in your eyes.

"hey…" he spoke now with a softer voice, his right hand raising to try and clean the tears that were now falling from your cheeks.

"n-no, don't touch me." you said between sobs smacking his hand away before covering your face with your hands not wanting him to look at you right now.

"sweetheart no- don't do this." he said now circling his arms around you and pulling you to lay on his chest, one of his hands now resting on the back of your head scratching your scalp softly. "shh shh don't cry please, i didn't meant to hurt you." he tried to reassure you.

"but you did." you muttered against his chest, his black shirt now soaking with your tears.

"i'm sorry, i'm sorry, okay?" he said placing soft kisses to your forehead while holding you close, you could hear the steady beat of his heart against his chest making you calm down slowly. "please forgive me." he begged.

you stayed a couple minutes in silence with your eyes close feeling his hands rub your body trying to comfort you, his lips still pressed into your forehead. you hated the fact that his touch was slowly working on you.

after a couple seconds you raised your head to look at his face, mascara running down your cheeks making you look like a mess. he gave you a sweet smile, his dimples popping out making your heart skip a beat and your stomach do backflips.

"please…"

you took a deep breath and then sighed, your body relaxing on his arms while you leaned your forehead with his, your head was a mess of emotions, then you finally said it, the words he was waiting to hear. "i… i forgive you."

that made his smile bigger, he moved his hand from the back of your head towards your cheek, his thumb rubbing the soft and wet skin there. "thank you, thank you." he whispered before leaning and placing a soft peck to your lips.

when he felt you giving in and pecking him back he sighed and started placing more kisses into your mouth. "let me make it up to you, okay?" he said against your lips, when you nodded your head he gave you another smile and bumped your nose with his before attacking your lips again, his mouth devouring yours.

he got you again.

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Harry stood in the kitchen, his hand around a red cup filled with some sort of concoction that smelled entirely too sweet. He didn’t really want to get shit-faced tonight, that wasn’t his plan. Not that he really had a plan. But it was Ella’s birthday, and if he had anything to say about it, it would be her best one yet. The last three had been fun as far as he could recall, except for the time some girl Niall had been dating...Lena? Lorna?...had gotten so wasted she threw up on the rug. Ella, being the kind soul she was, insisted on cleaning up, holding her nose with a clothespin until Harry finally pulled her away, yelling at Niall that he should clean up his own girlfriend’s puke. Later that night, sat with Ella up on the roof, Harry had thought about confessing his feelings to her. But it just hadn’t felt like the right time, and given that he was still pretty drunk himself, he was afraid Ella would simply blame it on that and not take him seriously.

So the friendship continued.

“Hey mate, you gonna drink that or are you trying to read your future in it?”

Lifting his head, Harry saw his friend Liam enter the kitchen, walking up to the counter beside him and pouring himself a cup of the same pink liquid.

“What’s in this?” Harry asked.

“Hell if I know,” Liam shrugged before taking a large gulp. “Mmm, tastes like bubblegum.”

“Blech!” Harry sounded after taking his own sip, making a face of disgust. “Nah man, where’s the good stuff?”

“Right here, mate!” exclaimed Niall as he strutted into the kitchen with a case of beer in each hand. Two more lads followed him in, carrying the same. Leave it to Niall.

“Not what I meant,” muttered Harry, walking around them to the living room.

The front door opened then, and another handful of people entered, some he knew, some he didn’t. He recognized Vickie, Ella’s roommate among them and when she spotted Harry she smiled.

“Birthday girl’s on her way,” she announced, setting a bag on the counter. Harry noticed the clinking sound it made which made his ears perk up.

“Harry!” Liam called as Vickie pulled out the bottles of both brown and clear liquor. “I think this is what you were looking for!”

Turning back to the kitchen, Harry eyed the bottles and was about to make a decision when a commotion started behind him. It wasn’t a surprise party, but it seemed every girl in the house had run to the front door to greet Ella when she arrived. Harry stood back, his hands in his pockets as he watched her beautiful smile, the pink in her cheeks when her friends hugged her or wished her a happy birthday.

He contemplated stepping forward to give her his own wishes, but soon thought better of it, deciding he’d give her time with her girlfriends first. Instead he made himself a drink, a proper strong one. At least one, he told himself. He didn’t need to get hammered, but he’d need the liquid courage if this was to finally be the night he told her how he felt about her. While he was at it, he reckoned he’d make a drink for Ella as well. He knew what she liked.

“Happy Birthday Ella!” he heard Liam exclaim over the loud music.

Harry looked up from his drink to see that the lad had beat him to the punch as he offered Ella a red cup of what he could only assume was the disgusting pink shit. He chuckled when he saw her make a face and shake her head.

“Um, no thanks, darling,” she said. “I think I’ll see if Harry has something more to my liking at the bar.”

He felt a warmth ooze throughout his body at both the mention of his name and the fact that she called the simple kitchen island with a handful of liquor bottles a bar. He watched as she took a couple strides through the living room and met him with a smile.

“What’ve we got here, bartender?” she asked.

Harry raised a brow. “Oh am I bartender? No one told me.”

“I’m joking,” she giggled, placing a hand on his bicep. “But can you make me something? I am the birthday girl, after all.”

With a smirk, Harry handed her the drink he’d mixed. “Just so happens I already did.”

A wide smile spread across Ella’s face as she took the cup. “See, this is why we’re besties.”

Harry’s face fell, but he quickly tried to compose himself. Clearing his throat, he nodded. “Yeah. You bet.”

Besties. Right.

“Hey, Ells Bells!” they suddenly heard behind them. They both turned to see Niall rushing towards Ella, nearly knocking her drink out of her hand when he enveloped her in a hug.

Harry rolled his eyes. He hated Niall’s stupid nickname for her. He suspected Ella wasn’t too keen on it either, especially when Harry’d slipped up once and called her that himself. She’d told him it was Niall’s name and she’d rather just leave it at that.

“Hello, Niall,” she greeted graciously, kissing him on either cheek.

“Who’s up for a game?” he asked.

Harry grimaced, knowing what kind of game Niall had in mind. But if Ella wanted to play…

“No thanks,” she shook her head. “I think I’ll sit it out this year, love, if it’s all the same.”

Niall shrugged. “Suit yourself. ‘s your birthday.”

“Besides,” Ella added with a cheeky grin, “I don’t want to end up like dear Lorna.”

Harry covered his mouth with his hand, nearly spewing out its contents. When he swallowed, he let out a loud guffaw, causing Niall’s cheeks to redden.

“Eat shit, the both o’ ya,” Niall spat before grabbing another beer from the cooler.

When he’d joined the group in the living room, the majority of them cheering at the prospect of a drinking game, Ella turned to Harry, her face flushed from laughing.

“You’re not gonna play?” she inquired.

“Nah, I’d rather not.”

“Wow. Harry Styles is not interested in getting smashed at a party?” she mocked. “Is the sky falling? Did I miss something?”

“No,” he replied with a shake of his head. “Just don’t feel like it tonight. I mean, I’m still drinking. Just...responsibly.”

“Uh huh. We’ll see how you are in an hour or two.”

“Oh we will?” he quirked a brow.

“Yeah. I’ll check in on you, but don’t expect me to hold your hair back when you’re retching in the toilet.”

He chuckled at their playful banter. He enjoyed taking the piss and teasing each other, even if Ella only thought of it as a friend thing. She didn’t need to know it gave him a boner sometimes.

“Styles, you’re not playing?” Liam called from the living room where a large group had gathered around the coffee table.

Harry simply held up his hands.

“It’s early yet,” Ella winked.

Early, indeed, Harry thought. Too early. He wanted this night to be over already, or at least get past the first part so he could possibly get a chance alone with her to give her his gift. He didn’t want her to open in front of everyone else. It was too personal, and if by chance she didn’t react to it the way he hoped, at least he’d only get his ego bruised a bit and not have to suffer a full embarrassment.

Vickie came up to Ella then, along with another girl who’s name Harry had forgotten. They chatted amongst themselves for a bit before Ella turned to Harry, her hand on his arm. Touch number two, he noted.

“Harry, we’ll be right back, Vickie wants to show me something.”

With a nod, Harry raised his now almost empty cup and drained the rest of his drink. He considered making a second, but reckoned he should pace himself if he didn’t want to hear Ella say ‘I told you so.’

He decided to wander into the living room and watch the others playing the drinking game. Sat on the couch, he laughed when Liam had to take a shot, then Ella’s friend Melissa had to take three in a row. Poor girl, Harry thought until she declared she could hold her own.

After a while, he got bored so he walked down the hall, wondering where Ella had gone. He couldn’t imagine there was anything in the house Vickie had wanted to show her. They’d probably gone outside or to her car. The music drifted down the hall as he made it to his room and sat on the bed. He was definitely not himself tonight. Normally he’d be the first one sat on the floor for a game, or at least by now he’d have a light buzz. He just wanted a clear head, he’d told himself. But it definitely wasn’t clear. All he could think about was her and what he was going to say, if he got the chance to say it.

Running his hands down his face, he took a deep breath and let it out. He stared at the floor for a good while, replaying in his mind the scenario he’d conjured up a couple years ago, edited and tweaked over time.

“Hey, what are you doing in here?”

He jumped when he heard her voice. Lifting his head, he saw her standing in the doorway, her gorgeous eyes wide with wonder.

“Hey,” he muttered softly. “Nothing, I’m just…”

Ella stepped into his room. She’d been in there several times, but this time as she sat on the bed, Harry felt himself tremble.

“Something wrong?” she asked. “Did one of those stupid prats out there give you a hard time? Because you know, that’s my job.”

She nudged Harry’s shoulder with her own, trying to lighten the mood. He laughed lightly under his breath, but said nothing.

“Hey. Harry. I’ve never seen you like this. What gives?”

She turned on the bed to face him, her legs criss crossed. Harry picked at his bottom lip. He wondered if this was it. If this was the moment he was supposed to take action. But how? Was he supposed to give her a long speech about how he’d pined for her for years, or was he supposed to just grab her and kiss her? 

“This is probably a shitty thing to say,” Ella continued, “but I’m not sure I like this Harry. Not that you’re only fun when you’re drunk, I don’t mean that. But you’re so serious and quiet. It kinda scares me.”

“Sorry,” he said a little too quickly. “Don’t mean to scare you.”

“Something on your mind?” she tugged at his shirt. “You can tell me, you know. I’m your best friend.”

“I got something for you,” Harry finally said.

“Yeah?” Ella beamed. She bounced on the bed excitedly. “What did ya get me?”

“Um…”

“Ella!” the sound was deafening, coming from the living room. “Hey birthday girl! It’s time for cake and presents!”

“Oh!” she eyed Harry who merely shrugged. “Well, you can give me your present now.”

Harry shook his head. “I’ll wait. Til later. It’s…”

“Oh,” Ella mouthed again, her voice a whisper this time. “Okay.”

Ella rose from the bed, pulling Harry by the arm. They joined the party in the living room, the drinking game seemingly at a pause. The cake sat in the middle of the coffee table, pink roses and candles atop, Ella’s name in the center.

“Thank you so much,” Ella blushed, her hands by her chest. “I’m gonna cry.”

“You say that every year,” Niall quipped.

“Hush, you!” Ella poked at him.

Vickie lit the candles and a chorus of ‘Happy Birthday’ began. Though he sang along, Harry was mesmerized by how beautiful Ella looked in the candle light. His stomach was in knots now, and he knew he had to tell her.

Ella opened her gifts next, giving sincere thanks and hugs to each guest. When it was time to cut the cake, however, Melissa made it known that Harry hadn’t given her a gift.

“What’s with that, Harry?” she slurred, obviously drunk from the game. “You’re her best friend, where’s yours?”

Harry shifted uncomfortably in his seat until Ella spoke up.

“He’s saving it for later,” she winked at him.

Good god, how many times was she going to wink at him tonight? Had she done that before? He didn’t remember.

“Ooh,” voiced Melissa in a sarcastic tone. “Excuse me.”

Noticing Vickie could probably use some help, Harry rose from his chair and joined her in the kitchen where she was dividing slices of cake onto plates.

“Oh, thanks Harry,” she said, handing him two plates that were ready to be served.

“I should be doing this anyway,” he offered. “Seeing as I’m her best friend and all that.”

He hadn’t meant for his comment to sound sarcastic, but he certainly noticed it came out that way. When he turned the corner, however, he heard a snort from Vickie, followed by a “yeah, sure”.

“What was that?” he asked.

“Nothing.”

“No, what was that sound for?”

“Go,” Vickie shooed at him. “Serve the cake.”

With a frown, Harry made for the living room where he handed Ella a slice of cake, making sure it had a rose on it, and gave the other to Melissa, despite the scowl on her face.

“What did you mean by ‘yeah, sure’?” Harry hounded Vickie when he returned.

“Oh for fuck’s sake, Harry, I didn’t mean anything by it.”

“You’re lying.”

“God, don’t be so sensitive,” she scoffed. Deciding Harry wasn’t moving fast enough, she brought more cake to the living room herself.

“Please tell me,” he urged when she came back to grab the last pieces. “Do you not think I’m her best friend?”

“Oh, certainly, Harry. You are.” Then she lowered her voice before completing her thought. “But you want to be more.”

Harry glared at her, his eyes wide. “What?”

“Oh c’mon, Harry! Everybody knows it.”

“Everybody?!”

Vickie giggled. “Don’t get so bent out of shape. Maybe I exaggerated. But Niall told me about your present.”

What the...too much was going on now, Harry’s mind was in a whirl.

“How does Niall know? I didn’t show him.”

“He found it in your room. Was looking for some shorts or something.”

“Jesus,” Harry mumbled with a sigh.

“Don’t worry, I didn’t tell anyone else. I have no idea who Niall told, but I reckon it was just me.”

“What the fuck…” Harry dropped his head. It suddenly felt too heavy for his neck. His entire body felt drained, and he thought he might be sick.

“Hey,” Vickie said low, “if it’s any consolation...Ella’s never confided in me about you or anything...but if you were to make a move, I don’t think she’d reject you.”

Biting his lip, he lifted his head. He was afraid to ask, but at this point he had nothing to lose.

“How do you know?”

“Well, I don’t know. But she literally talks about you all the time. I notice how she looks at you. It’s possible it’s just a friend-like fondness because she really does love and adore you. But I swear they look like heart eyes to me.”

With another sigh, his shoulders dropped. He admitted he felt a little relieved. But he was still extremely nervous.

“Thanks, Vickie,” he said.

“Here,” she grinned, “have some cake.”

“Nah. I think I’ll make another drink.” Harry grabbed a bottle and a new cup, filling it with ice.

“Whatever works for you, darling.”

Vickie joined the group in the living room while Harry nursed his cocktail for a bit. He watched Ella with her other friends, her head falling back as she laughed. Taking her final bite of cake, she looked up and their eyes locked. She tilted her head in question before rising from the couch.

“Here we go again,” she smiled as she leant against the counter. “Are you gonna tell me what’s wrong or not?”

“Not,” he managed a grin. “‘Cause nothing’s wrong.”

“Then why are you over here by yourself? Are you secretly getting drunk so I won’t notice?”

“Nope.”

“Hmm. So...how about that present?”

“I told you, I’ll give it to you later.” he replied, hoping his tone was light and playful.

“You’re being mean,” she pouted, resting her chin in her hand.

Harry chuckled. “No, ‘m not!”

“Well, you’re being weird then.”

“Sorry,” he muttered before taking a drink. “I just...wanna give it to you with no one else around.”

“Ooh. I’m intrigued.”

Harry noticed how her bum stuck out and she wiggled it just slightly. It almost seemed like she was keeping time with the music playing, but he wasn’t sure. Whatever the reason, he felt his blood rush to his crotch and he had to take another gulp from his cup.

“Make me one of those?” she asked, her eyelashes fluttering.

Harry obliged, pouring the liquor over ice and adding soda. When he handed it to her and she took a sip, her eyes widened.

“Is this what you’re drinking?”

“Yeah,” Harry laughed.

“This is way stronger than the first one you made me,” Ella claimed.

“Well, you gotta start off slow.” This time it was his turn to wink.

“Bloody hell, Styles, maybe I am getting drunk tonight.”

Ella rarely called him by his last name unless she was scolding him. With her hand on his arm as she took another drink, he suddenly decided he liked it.

The moment was short-lived, however, when his reverie was interrupted by the noise of half the party joining them in the kitchen. Apparently it was refill time, and they all began to freshen their cups or grab beers. They all chatted for a bit, and before long the whole gang was singing a chorus of “Smells Like Teen Spirit”. Harry realized he was enjoying himself, and was remembering it was a party and started to loosen up.

“Feeling better?” Ella asked, her doe eyes smiling up at him as she placed another hand on his arm. How many times was that now? He’d lost count.

He grinned, looking down at his now empty cup.

“Sorry I’ve been…” he didn’t know how to complete the sentence.

“No worries, darling,” sang Ella. “I just like it best when you’re like this. Happy and smiling. You have a dynamite smile.”

Before Harry could respond, her hand dropped from his arm and he suddenly felt a chill.

“Going to the loo,” she whispered in his ear. “Make me another?”

Harry watched her walk away before he refilled both of their cups with ice and made the same drink as last time.

“So did you tell her yet?”

Harry lifted his gaze to see Melissa standing across from him, a cheeky grin spread across her face.

“Tell who what?” he asked.

“Ella,” she rolled her eyes. “That you’re in love with her.”

Harry’s jaw dropped just as Liam and his footie pal Derek gasped.

“Wait...whoa...what?”

Harry searched the faces in the kitchen before landing on Vickie’s who simply shrugged. Then he glared at Niall.

“Don’t look at me, mate,” he held up his hands.

“It’s my fault,” Melissa admitted. “I saw the letter you typed on your laptop.”

“Letter?” Harry asked incredulously.

“Oh my God, there’s a letter?” Niall brought his fist to his mouth.

Harry thought he might be sick right there on the kitchen tile. Rounding the island, Melissa looked at him.

“Honestly Harry, I thought everyone knew. It’s rather obvious, don’t you think?”

“I didn’t think,” conveyed Liam.

“I might’ve suspected,” said Derek.

“I didn’t really know,” added Niall with a shrug. “Until I saw the box in your wardrobe.”

“What box?” piped Liam.

“I only told Vickie about it, I swear,” Niall continued. “I was wondering if maybe there was already something going on and no one told me.”

“You didn’t think to just ask me?” Harry scoffed, his jaw set. “And what were you doing in my room anyway?”

“Bloody hell, Harry!” exclaimed Melissa when he stepped closer to Niall like he was going to clock him. “What’s the big deal? It’s not like she hasn’t been in love with you for years anyway!”

“What?”

All was silent then, except for Ariana Grande who sang from the speakers in the living room as everyone turned to see Ella stood by the kitchen, her face full of shock, bewilderment and disbelief.

“Ohh shit,” someone muttered low.

“What’s going on?” Ella asked, her eyes wide and her fists at her sides. She appeared to be breathing heavily, her chest rising and falling rapidly. It was Harry’s instinct to pull her away from the crowd and hold her forever, but his feet seemed to be nailed to the ground.

The others in the kitchen quickly busied themselves, the beer and disgustingly sweet punch somehow suddenly the topic of conversation.

“Ella, the birthday girl!” cheered Liam. “What can I get you to drink, love?”

“Melissa?” Ella called, ignoring Liam’s attempt at distraction. “What did you just say?”

“Um...nothing um...important,” her friend stumbled. “I was just reminding Harry here what great friends you are and how it’s a wonder you’ve...never...become...more.”

Blinking, Ella looked from Melissa to Harry. He seemed to be in the same state of shock she was in, his adam’s apple bobbing up and down each time he swallowed.

“Ella…” he breathed, unable to spit out any other word.

“Um...guys…” offered Vickie, coming around the counter with her arms open. “Now might be a good time to open that present.”

She eyed Harry strongly, giving a slow nod of her head. Her hands on each of their backs, she ushered them towards the hallway and into Harry’s room. Without a word, she closed the door behind her, leaving Ella and Harry alone.

They stood in the center of the bedroom, staring at each other and waiting for the other to speak until Harry finally broke the silence.

“Is it true?”

A blush rose in Ella’s already pink cheeks as she bit her bottom lip and nodded. Harry wasted no time erasing the space between them, taking her face in his hands and planting a soft kiss on her mouth.

Startled at first, Ella froze, her hands in the air. Then she soon relaxed, letting her hands fall on Harry’s arms as she kissed him back.

“Ella…” he breathed again when he broke the kiss, his lips nearly still attached to hers. “I’ve...I’ve been in love with you for years too.”

“Since when?” Ella looked up at him with her big beautiful eyes.

“Since...I met you?”

“Liar,” she quipped, stepping back as she tugged on the hem of his shirt.

“Well…” Harry chuckled nervously. “Soon after...I reckon it was that day after the footie game when we were walking back and you asked if I was enjoying school so far.”

Ella glared at Harry, her brows raised. “First year? I don’t think I even remember that.”

“I do,” said Harry. “Very well. You had your hair back in a plait, but the sides were falling down. The sun was starting to set, and I just thought you were the sweetest thing I’d ever seen. I wanted to kiss you so bad.”

Ella hummed softly as she ran her hands up his chest.

“Kiss me again,” she pleaded. “Just like you wanted to then.”

Cupping her face again, Harry tilted his head and brought his mouth to hers. Ella felt the tingles right to her toes, a tiny squeak of a moan escaping her throat. That was music to Harry’s ears, and he eagerly slipped his tongue between her lips, meeting hers with a jolt of electricity. They kissed each other like they meant it, like it was everything they’d ever wanted. When Ella repeated her sound of pleasure, Harry lifted her by her bum and carried her to the bed.

“Your lips are so soft,” he declared, his body pressed against hers.

“Yours too.”

His hand on Ella’s waist, he lifted her shirt slightly until he touched skin. The connection was like fire, an explosion of all the senses. He began to kiss her neck then, feeling her pant beneath his lips, sending his blood rushing throughout his entire body.

“Oh my God, Harry,” Ella moaned. “I’ve wanted this for so long.”

“Yeah?” Harry asked with a smirk. “Me too.”

“Really?

“Fuck yes.”

“Why didn’t you tell me?” she asked.

“Why didn’t you?”

“Because…” Ella hesitated. “I didn’t wanna ruin the friendship.”

“Me neither,” said Harry.

“So what do we do now?” Ella looked at him with equal parts desire and apprehension.

“Ruin the friendship.”

Ella giggled, causing Harry’s chest to tickle and his smile to widen.

“I guess...if both of us feel the same,” she remarked, “it’s not really ruining it, is it?”

“I suspect not.”

After a few more kisses, Harry rested his forehead against hers as he listened to both of their breathing.

“I should stop,” he groaned.

“No. Why?”

Lifting his head, Harry looked Ella in the eye. She was so beautiful, her pouty lips already swollen from his kisses, her gaze questioning. There were so many things he wanted to do to her, with her. But they’d only just confessed how they felt. Actually, they hadn’t really fully done that. Someone else had let the cat out of the bag.

“Um...let me...give you your present,” he said, sliding off the bed.

“Okay.”

Ella sat up, pushing her hair from her face as Harry rummaged through his wardrobe and pulled out a small box. Setting it on the bed, he cleared his throat.

“So um...there’s a letter that’s supposed to go with it. I was going to read it while you open the gift. It kind of explains it all. But...since you already know, I reckon it’s pointless.”

“No, I’d like to hear the letter,” Ella smiled sweetly.

“Right then,” Harry chuckled nervously while he pulled out a folded sheet of paper from his back pocket. Clearing his throat again, he began to read…

Dear Ella,

Four years ago, we met in Lit class. While I didn’t make the best marks, I felt as though I aced it because you were sat next to me. Your love for literature was infectious, and I always left class with a smile on my face. I also began to enjoy your company at football games. It was obvious to me that despite the fact that you weren’t a massive fan of the sport, you came along to cheer on your friends, and I thought that was just a kind thing to do. You’ve always had a compassionate heart and a kind soul, and I reckon that’s why I began to have deeper feelings for you.

As the years have gone by, I’ve tried my best to convince myself that we’re just meant to be friends. I consider you my best friend, and I cherish our friendship more than anything. Many times I’ve wanted to tell you how I really felt, but the timing was just off, or I was chicken shit. I worried that you didn’t think of me in any other way, and being just your friend was better than nothing at all.

I still feel that way, but tonight, on your birthday, I’m putting myself out there and taking that risk. You have my heart, Ella. I want you to be mine, both my friend and my lover. I want to kiss you better than you’ve ever been kissed. I want to hold you in my arms and tell you every day how in love with you I am. You deserve the moon and the stars, the heavens and the entire universe...and I want to be the one to give it all to you.

I pray that you’ll have me as more than a friend, and accept my heart as I hand it over to you.

Yours eternally,

Harry

Dropping the paper, Harry noticed Ella was in tears, her cheeks wet as she tried desperately to wipe them.

“That was the most beautiful letter,” she whispered.

Laying the letter on the bed, Harry sat down next to it and handed Ella the box.

“I hope you like it,” he said.

It was a simple white box, unwrapped but a pink bow adorned the top. When Ella lifted the lid, she gasped. Inside sat a silver charm bracelet containing six delicate charms. She fingered each one before looking up at Harry, waiting for his explanation.

“Here, may I?” he asked, lifting the bracelet from the box.

Ella nodded and Harry unlatched the clasp and wrapped it around her delicate wrist. Ella watched his mouth as he began to describe each charm.

“A book,” he said, touching the first one. “For your love of literature. A football, for all the games you went to.”

Ella smiled, recalling all the great memories she had of watching Harry and his team.

“Two hearts…” he added. “One for your big, kind heart. And one for mine which you now own.”

Without hesitation, Ella lifted her other hand to Harry’s cheek. He smiled back at her.

“And...the moon and the stars…” he finished. “Because you deserve them.”

“Harry…” Ella murmured softly, more tears threatening to fall from her eyes. “I don’t know what to say.”

Dropping his hands to her waist, Harry pulled her closer.

“Say you feel the same, Ella,” he whispered. “Say you love me too.”

“I do,” she declared. “I so very much do.”

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She herself is dressed up as a Pop Tart. She and her friends all got extra large tee shirts and designed them to look like different flavors of Pop Tarts. She’s the cinnamon frosted flavor – a classic. She’s wearing a pair of spandex shorts underneath, and paired with some converse. Comfort is key with Avery. She’s on the Women’s Volleyball Team at her university, so this was an easy team costume to put together.

Avery looks around for anyone on theme with the boy in the Dorothy costume, but she doesn’t see anyone around him in something remotely related to The Wizard of Oz. Normally, she wouldn’t be so bold, but the boy is sort of being a wallflower. He has a red solo cup in his head that he’s occasionally taking a sip from. He’s also holding a small basket with a little stuffed dog. He’s wearing the fuck out of his dress, and he’s even got a bow in his hair. He just looks cute, and Avery need to know more about him. As she gets closer, she sees his left arm is littered with tattoos, and he even has a couple on his collar bones. Who the fuck is this guy? And please…let him be into girls. Let him be into girls like Avery.

“Hi, I hope this isn’t weird, but I had to come over and tell you how pretty your dress is.” Avery says with the most amount of courage she’s ever needed to muster. The boy nearly chokes on his drink, his eyebrows shooting up from her compliment.

“Oh! Uh, thanks.” If his cheeks weren’t already so rosy from his makeup, the burn in his cheeks would certainly be noticeable. “I made it myself.”

“Get out!”

“No, really, I…I’m an art and design major. I designed this for a class and decided to actually make it. The Wizard of Oz is one of my favorite movies.”

“It’s beautiful, honestly.” Avery’s eyes scan the entire ensemble. His shoes look like normal red heels, only they’ve been made into boots that zip up around his calves. He’s sporting red stockings and white bloomers under the dress, a nice touch. His nails are painted red to match the shoes, and he even seems to be wearing false lashes. “You look beautiful.”

“Thank you.” He smiles softly. “I was sort of nervous to come out like this.”

“Why?”

“I’m on the swim team, and I was nervous some of the guys would make fun of me, but I got over it. It’s Halloween, I just wanted to come out and have a good night.”

“And…are you? Having a good night?”

“Yeah.” He smirks down at her, biting the lip of his cup. “I’ve sort of just been surveying the seen. My buddy’s dancing with some girl.” He looks Avery up and down. “Are you on the volleyball team?”

“Mhm, how’d you guess?”

“You all are dressed like Pop Tarts, it’s cute. It’s original, I don’t think I’ve seen something like that before.”

“We were going to be Sims, but we found out the women’s soccer team was doing that, so we scrapped it. So, do you want to be a fashion designer?”

“Something like that…I haven’t quite decided yet. What about you? What’s your major?”

“I’m pre-med, I want to be a pediatrician.”

“That’s so cool!” His eyes light up. “I’m Harry.”

“Avery.”

“That’s a pretty name.” He smiles.

“Did you do your makeup yourself? It looks good.”

“I did! I watched a few tutorials. The lashes were the most difficult, but all in all I’m happy with it.”

“Did you make sure to take a ton of pictures before going out?” She steps a little closer to him.

“Yeah, why?”

“It could get a little messed up as the night goes on.” Her fingers brush up is his left forearm.

“I used a pretty decent setting spray. So, unless you plan on personally messing it up, it should stay intact.”

“And what if I did want to mess it up?” She’s inches away from him. He’s got a solid foot on her, and normally she’d be intimidated by someone so much larger, but she’s feeling confident. She wants this guy between her legs in any capacity. “I’d love to see those pretty eyes looking up at me…but if you’re not into it, please tell me to back off.”

“No, I…” He swallows. “You actually want to hook up with me?”

“Yeah, why wouldn’t I? There aren’t any other guys here I’d like to take home. You really caught my eye, Harry.”

“You’re not put off that I’m in a dress?”

“Put off?” She scoffs, and places her hands on his shoulders. “I think you look sexy.” Her hands move, and slide up to tug at the hair at the back of his neck. “Fuck, I really want to kiss you right now.”

“Go ahead.” He places his hands on her hips and tugs her closer to him so they’re pressed against one another.

She goes up on her tiptoes just a bit so her lips can reach his. He tastes like hard cider, which just makes her kiss him harder. His arms wrap around her lower back, so she’s able to put more of her weight against his chest. His back is pressed up against the wall, and he gets into a slight wall sit position to kiss her easier. He opens his mouth for her and she licks inside. She nips at his bottom lip, running her tongue along it after. He’s wearing lipstick, she can feel it rubbing against her own lips.

They spend a decent chunk of time kissing. She sucks bruises into his neck while he groped at her hips and ass. The party is loud around them. There’s music blaring, people shouting, and everything in between. Avery didn’t see her night going this way at all. She didn’t think there would be any prospects at this party. She just found Harry’s confidence to be so sexy. At the end of the day, it’s just a dress and heels, but it takes guts for someone to step outside the confinements of society to do something so freeing.

“You, uh, you said you wanted to take me home earlier…does that offer still stand?” He asks her, puffing for air.

“God, yes.” She nods. “I live about a five minute walk away.”

“Perfect.” He grins. “Lead the way.”

The walk feels like an eternity. Avery just wants to get Harry into her bed. She isn’t sure if she wants him to leave the dress on, or have him take it off. There are so many possibilities. When they do finally reach her apartment, and make it inside, she quickly gets him into her room and locks the door. She presses him up against it and attaches her lips to his.

“You still wanna do this?” She asks between kissing his lips to his jaw to his neck.

“Yes.” He nods, biting his bottom lip as she sucks another bruise into his neck. Avery pulls him to her bed. She takes her leggings and underwear off (along with her shoes and socks) and sits on the edge of the bed. She leans back on her elbows and opens her legs for him. Harry takes the hint and gets on his knees in front of her. “Do you think I could have a pillow?” He asks her as his hand run up her bare thighs.

Avery grabs one of her throw pillows for him, and he tucks it under his knees. He kisses from her right knee all the way to her inner thigh. He looks up at her before doing anything else. She gives him an encouraging nod, and he moves her thighs over his shoulders. He licks up over her slit a few times, just trying to get a taste of her. He swirls the tip of his tongue around her clit and gives it a little suck before licking inside of her. She groans and reaches for the back of his head to push him closer. She doesn’t want to mess up the bow on the top of his head, so she sticks with pulling at the curls on the nape of his neck. He looks up at her through his lashes, and she looks down at him. Her mouth falls open from the lustful sight.

“Oh my god, you’re so good at this.” Avery whimpers. “You look so pretty licking my pussy.”

Harry moans into her, and uses his thumb to continue rubbing at her clit. His tongue feels so good as it fucks in and out of her. Her thighs squeeze around his head as she starts to squirm. He licks and sucks on her cunt until she’s coming around his tongue. Harry moves up off his knees to hover over Avery on the bed. He slots his mouth over hers, and holds her wrists down on either side of her head. She rolls her hips up towards his and groans when she feels his hard cock press against her. They shift so he’s standing up straight, and she’s up on her knees on the bed. He holds the skirt of his dress up so she can tug his bloomers and tights down his legs. His cock springs out and slaps against his lower belly. She grips his length and gives his tip a kiss.

“Please.” His head rolls back as her tongue glides over his slit.

“What do you need?” She asks him, pressing wet kisses up and down his shaft.

“Your mouth, please, suck on it.”

She wraps her lips around his tip and starts licking and sucking like he’s the world’s best tasting lollipop. His taste is heady and salty, like most guys, but he smells like cinnamon and vanilla. He’s trim and clean, which makes Avery take him further into her mouth. She tucks his head into the back of her cheek and bobs her head up and down. Harry keeps his dress out of the way with one hand while the other grips her shoulder, bunching the material of her shirt.

“You taste so fucking good.” She mumbles around him before popping off altogether. “Do you wanna fuck me?”

“Yes.”

She helps him wriggle out of his boots, bloomers and tights, but the dress stays on. Avery leaves her Pop Tart shirt on as well. She doesn’t love being overly exposed, and with how needy she is for Harry’s cock, she’s honestly not even thinking about getting the rest of her clothes off. She reaches into her bedside table for a condom, and rips it open. She slides it on over his length and has him lay flat on the bed. She straddles him, and lines his tip up with her entrance, sinking down slowly onto him.

“Oh my fucking god.” She moans softly.

Harry sits up a bit, placing a hand behind himself to prop his weight onto, and uses the other to grip her hip. Avery bounces up and down on Harry’s cock as he thrusts up into her. She pants and moans, not really caring how loud she’s being. All she cares about is how good Harry’s cock feels inside of her, and how pretty he looks fucking her with that dress on.

“Can, fuck, can we switch positions?” He asks her.

“How do you want me?”

“From behind.”

“But then I won’t be able to see you, and you look so pretty.” She pouts down at him.

“Fucking hell, do you have a mirror in here?”

“Yeah on the back of the door!” She gets off of him and gets into position on all fours for him. He gets behind her and slides back inside. She collapses down to her forearms once he gets a rhythm going. “Oh! Oh my god!” She looks at him through the mirror. His head is thrown back, his hands are squeezing at her ass and hips, and he’s making the best sounds she’s ever heard someone make. “You’re so hot, Harry, fuck, look at yourself.” He opens his eyes and looks at them in the mirror.

“Shit, look at you.” He groans, his nails digging into the meat of her ass. One of his hands slides around her front so he can rub at her clit. “Think you can come again?”

“Definitely.” She arches her back more for him. His tip is beating into her g-spot, a feeling she hasn’t really had before. She feels like she’s gonna go cross-eyes. “Don’t stop, please.” She whimpers. “Harder, go harder, Harry.”

He grunts and groans as he pounds into her. She tightens around him, coming again. She gushes around him as he continues to rub her clit. She cries out and desperately tries to catch her breath as he spills into the condom. He carefully pulls out of her and collapses back on the bed.

“I just need a minute.” He breathes. “Then I’ll get out of your hair.”

“You can stay if you want to.” She tells him, laying back next to him.

“That’s so nice of you to offer.” He turns his head to look at her. “But I don’t want to walk back like this tomorrow morning. I need to get this makeup off too.” He wipes under his eyes.

“Understandable.” She chuckles. “Can I at least help you with the makeup? I have wipes.”

“That’d be great.”

She helps him take off the condom and disposes of it before getting her makeup remover wipes. She turns her main light on, and moves to straddle his lower stomach.

“It’s always best to start with the eyes.” She tells him as she carefully dabs at his false lashes. “You look really sexy with your makeup all smudged.” She smirks, and so does he.

“I bet. I’ll have to wear it for you again somet-ow!” He yelps and opens his eyes.

“Sorry, I thought I loosened the glue enough.” She tosses the false lash aside. “I’ll be gentler with the other one.” And she is, much gentler. Harry sighs contently as she uses a new wipe to do the rest of his face. “There we go, all clean. You’ll want to still wash your face with your usual cleanser to get anything I may have missed, though.” She gets off him and watches as he gets the rest of his clothes back on.

“Yeah, thanks for the tip.” He gives her a soft smile and fiddles with his phone. “Would you…uh…” He rubs the back of his neck. “Was this a one-time thing, or…would you maybe want to grab coffee sometime?”

“You wanna see me again…for coffee?” She cocks her head to the side.

“On top of the great sex we just had, you were genuinely nice to me tonight. I know more and more guys are wearing dresses nowadays, but you made me feel sort of special and beautiful.” He admits. “Not a lot of people would have done that. So…I think…I think I’d like to get to know you better.”

“You’re, like, the sweetest person I’ve ever met.” She stands up and wraps her arms around his neck, pecking his lips. “I’d love to go out for coffee sometime.”

He was binge watching interior home designers on Netflix, letting out an ‘ooh’ and ‘ahh’ as they revealed the finished homes, practically envisioning his future home the same way. 

Thursday nights were practically the start of his weekend as he didn’t have classes on Fridays, and usually his friends and him would hang out, but he really just didn’t feel like going out nor did he have the social capacity to hang out and get drunk when he’s probably going to do that on Friday and Saturday. 

He simply just wanted a break, and that included staying inside and watching interior designers flip a house completely different, and eating his dinner. And he wasn’t ashamed that he enjoyed it. 

After a few episodes and an empty plate, Harry paused the next episode before it even started to put his plate away and grab a glass of water. As he was washing his plate, he heard the door open and close, followed by hushed giggles and whispers. 

“Shh. Harry might be asleep,” a voice said, but he knew it was you. You knew that he liked to sometimes sleep early, but he thought it was too early to be asleep, seeing as it was only eight p.m. 

“I’m actually in here,” he chuckled, making himself present with his voice. 

“Oh!” You said surprisingly, and another laugh was heard. 

You made your way to the kitchen, your guest following behind you as you saw Harry in just a pair of boxers and a t-shirt. 

“Hey, H,” you greeted. 

“Hi, love. Have fun tonight?” He asked. You had went to the bar to chill out from the many essays you had to write and exams you had to take, and Thursday nights were also a start to your weekend as well, so fuck it. 

“Yeah, I did, thanks for asking. This is Daniela, by the way,” you introduced the girl you had met at the bar. 

You had seen Daniela right when you walked in as her and her friends were sitting at the table right next to the entrance, and she immediately caught your eye. She looked right back at you, giving you some flirty eyes herself as you were dragged away by your friends and straight to the bar. 

After a few drinks and rounds of dancing with your best girlfriends, you saw Daniela walk over to the bar and order some drinks, so you decided that it was your chance to go up to her. 

You two had immediately hit it off, getting to know one another. She told you that she was a lesbian, and you proudly told her that you were bisexual. You also found out that you’re both in the same bio-chem class together, which definitely raised the excitement as she suggested studying together and you happily said yes. Then there was dancing while you two were both buzzed, completely forgetting your friends as you grinded against each other and kissed, not caring that you were practically putting on a show for everyone around you. 

And when you suggested that you took her home, she immediately said yes, and you dragged her outside as you waited for the Uber you called. 

“Nice to meet you, Daniela. I’m Harry,” he introduced himself, shaking her hand. “Her roommate and friend-”

“Best friend. C’mon, Harry, don’t put yourself lower than that,” you corrected and he smiled. 

“Alright, alright. My bad,” he laughed. 

“So, we’re gonna go to my room,” you winked him as Harry said ‘have fun’ before cleaning up a bit in the kitchen. 

He was glad that one of you was getting laid. He also noticed how happy you were, which he absolutely adored, and he thinks it has to do with the fact that you came out a year ago, and you’re now living your life to the fullest and happiest, and that’s all he wants; is for you to be happy with yourself and in general.

Harry met you at the end of freshman year of college as your friend groups met up with each other at a bar. He was a bit more shy than the rest of his friends, and didn’t immediately mingle with everyone until a few drinks in. But as you introduced yourself to his friends, you noticed him sitting down at the bar, not interacting with anyone. You were also somewhat on the quiet side, but was able to handle introducing yourself, so you completely understood why Harry acted the way he did when you two met. 

“Hey, not feeling it tonight?” You asked, taking a seat next to him. 

“Eh, not one for going up to people and initiating a conversation,” he said nervously. 

“I get that. Makes me nervous to go up to someone and talk to them, but I’m trying to get over that, so here’s me trying,” you chuckled as did he. 

“Well, we gotta drink to that then,” he said, and it took him by surprise that he was able to make a joke and laugh. 

It could have definitely been the liquid courage, but he was starting to warm up to you; joking around and becoming less tense as you two talked and drank. But that was because you were making him comfortable, to which he appreciated very much. 

Since then, you two have been by each other’s side. He told you that your friends kind of intimidated him because they were very out there, and that made you laugh slightly because it was very true, but you made sure to be by his side whenever your groups hung out. 

The group hangouts turned into one-on-one hangouts with just you and Harry. He was definitely more comfortable with you, and he really enjoyed your company and presence. 

Both of your friends had expected you two to end up together, but you two realized that you were better off as friends—who knows if you two will end up together, but for now, you were happy being best friends with him as was he. 

It was a year, the end of sophomore year, when you wanted to move out of the dorms. It wasn’t like you didn’t like your friends and roommates, but sometimes you wanted your own space and that didn’t help when there’s two other people in the same room as you. 

So Harry suggested that you both find a flat together since he was on the lookout for a flat anyways, and it’ll help him a ton with bills and whatnot. You excitedly said yes after you asked him if he was sure that he wanted to move in with you, and if he was extra sure that he wanted to since you’d be there when he would take home people. He laughed, and said that he didn’t care and wanted to live with you, saying it’ll be fun. You both had gotten quite close throughout that year and practically told each other everything, so it’ll be even better to live with someone you both trust. 

Junior year of uni, he noticed that you always came home with a sad frown on your face, briefly saying hi to him before going straight to your room and locking yourself up for hours. Harry tried figuring out why you were in such a mood all the time, and tracked his steps, seeing if he said anything wrong that made you upset. But he couldn’t figure it out as you both always had light and fun conversations during breakfast and dinner. 

And the frown went on for months until you both came back from Christmas break, and you told him that you had to tell him something very important. 

“Love, you can tell me anything, you know that right?” He said, reassuring you. 

“Yeah. It’s just…I’m nervous to,” you said, shaking your leg. Harry really wondered what happened during break that made you so anxious. He was worried that you wanted to move out and not live with him anymore, but he had to remind himself that it was probably not even about him as he told you to take your time. 

“Don’t worry. I’ll be here when you’re ready,” he said, and you nodded, giving him a smile before you walked off to your room to gather your thoughts. 

An hour later, you came out of your room and found Harry sitting on the couch, watching a film. You sat next to him, and he immediately turned off the TV, giving you his full attention.

You took a deep breath and started, “What I was trying to say earlier was that something about me has changed, and I’m sorry I didn’t tell you when I was still figuring it out, but I was just scared of what you would think,” you said. Harry started to get concerned, but he let you finish talking before he said anything. “So, I’ve always had an attraction towards girls, and I thought it was just me thinking a girl was pretty, but when I started to get nervous and flustered when a girl would talk to me, I realized that I really like them, and I would find myself flirting with them and longing to have something romantic with them. And then when I went back home for break, I met up with a childhood friend, and somehow…we kissed. It was so magical that it made my stomach flutter.” 

Harry had smiled softly as you told your story; knowing where this conversation was going, but of course, he stayed silent and let you talk. 

“So what I’m trying to tell you is that… I’m bi,” you had said nervously, hands shaking in your lap. You were trying to contain your tears from falling from your face as you shook your leg. 

“Love, I’m so happy for you,” he replied, opening his arms to comfort you from the anxiety you were feeling from telling him. You had softly sobbed into his shoulder, feeling the weight on your shoulders disappear as you had finally told the person you were closest to and who you trust the most. 

“R-Really?” You said as you pulled away from his hold. 

“Of course! Why wouldn’t I be? I’m happy that you can be whoever you want to be and I’m here to support you,” he said, holding your arms and running his hands over your skin. 

“Thank you, Harry,” you smiled at him, feeling ultimately grateful for your best friend and his acceptance. 

Harry smiled at the memory as he heard giggles through your door, and he chuckled as he finished cleaning before heading to his room. He was feeling a bit tired and despite it being a bit earlier than his usual bedtime, he decided to call it a night a try to get some sleep, deciding that he could go on a run in the morning since he was sleeping early. 

But after an hour of tossing and turning, he gave up trying to get a restful sleep, and opened his laptop to put on some Netflix, hoping it would lull him into a deep slumber. He was comfortably watching a random show until his hand grazed his crotch, and he realized he hadn’t relieved himself nor had he had sex in a while. 

So, he pushed his boxers down his legs, kicked them off the bed, and took off his shirt before he grabbed some lube and pumped his cock as it immedately hardened in his hand. He began touching himself in the darkness of his room as he quietly groaned out and threw his head back on his pillow. 

Realizing he doesn’t have some kind of visual, he stops to search up cam girl sites on the internet so he can get a mental image in his head to get him off. He finally settled on one user that was doing a live stream called ‘KISSYPLS’ as the preview was a girl going down on another with a purple ambiance to the room. The room was dark, but not dark enough where he couldn’t see the two girls. 

The sound of the moans from his laptop were quite loud and he didn’t want you to hear it all the way from your room, so he grabbed some headphones from his bedside table, plugging in his earbuds into his ears as the sounds of the girls moaned and talked dirty to each other. 

“You taste so fuckin’ good,” the girl that was doing the eating out said before she crawled her way up to the other’s body. 

And the slightest moment as Harry was watching, the girl on her back had shifted down a bit as they kissed, and Harry’s eyes flew wide open once he glanced. He saw the face that he wouldn’t have expected he would see. 

His roommate. His best friend. It was you. 

You were being eaten out on his computer screen by Daniela, and he was in complete shock. He honestly hadn’t expected to find you because it was just a random scroll through the site, but holy fuck. 

You hadn’t had your account for very long—maybe about three months. But you thought it was a good way to make some extra money because the bills were stacking up and they had to be paid off somehow. And you loved the idea of getting off in front of a camera for random strangers who pay to see that shit. 

And of course, Harry didn’t know you were a cam girl at all. He hadn’t seen that coming when he was looking for something to get off to. But he wasn’t complaining. He just didn’t expect you to be the one on the other side of the screen. But there you were, showing your body and having sex with someone on camera for the (as shown) 27 people watching who are also horny as fuck. 

You as a person are already beautiful, he knew that, but your body was something else. The way your tits were shown so clearly on his screen with your tattoo that was inked right next to your left tit; as the purple light hit your skin. He wanted to take them in his mouth and devour them. 

You were sprawled out onto the bed, naked as Daniela was kissing you, and he couldn’t stop looking at you as your face looked while kissing someone. He was in complete shock that he stopped stroking himself, his dick in his hands as he watched you two make out. But once his cock twitched from the sight of your ass sticking up, getting a view of your glistening pussy and ass, he continued. 

You flipped Daniela onto her back, making her squeal in surprise before you started kissing down her body, leaving small and sweet kisses to her soft skin. You took her nipples into your mouth, sucking on it lightly as she moaned. Once you were lying on your stomach between her legs, you gave her inner thighs a kiss before licking one long strike up her pussy. You generally loved the way girls taste rather than guys, so your mouth salivates more when you’re with women, eating them out and tasting them, and pleasuring them to their orgasm.

You tongue focused on her clit, licking her sensitive bud relentlessly as your arms were looped under her thighs, and your hand reached up to grab one of her breasts, taking her nipple in between your finger and lightly pulling it. 

“Oh, fuck,” she moaned. Her voice was much more high pitched than normal, but you think it’s hot as fuck. “Like that.” 

That encouraged you to continue sucking on her clit, and you brought your free hand to plunge two fingers into her wet pussy, curling up to meet the soft spot inside of her. Daniela’s back arched off the bed as her hair was spread out onto the pillow as she grabbed a fistful of your sheets into her hands. You pulled your mouth away from her to place your hand on her clit, rubbing it fast as you continue to finger fuck her. Daniela was an absolute mess above you, chanting that she was going to come as a way to manifest her orgasm. 

“C’mon, beautiful. Cum for me,” you encouraged her, the sound of your voice had made Daniela and Harry moan out with how sultry and seductive you sounded. Daniela’s peak washed over her as her hips bucked up, but you placed your arm on top of her thigh to stop her from moving as you calmed her down from her high. You licked her up once more, collecting her juices on your tongue before climbing up her body to connect your lips with her. Daniela could taste herself on you, and it turned her on even more despite just having an orgasm. 

Harry watched as you two kissed for a while. She wrapped her arms around your back, pressing her body against yours as you two made out, swirling your tongues together. Harry fondled his balls, intensifying the feeling before going back to stroke his cock. He gripped on his long hair with his other hand, so it felt like someone was in the room pulling his hair for him, and he closed his eyes. With the feeling of his orgasm coming, he was about ready to pump faster so he could get to his peak, but he heard your voice again. 

“I’m not done with you yet. Wanna cum again?” You asked her, and she nodded eagerly. “Want you to cum when I say so,” you told Daniela, and she nodded. Harry slowed his movements down as if he felt like you were personally talking to him, even though a lot of people on her live stream felt the way he did once she said those words. 

You fixed the laptop, pushing it back a little but still pointing it down to your bodies rather than your face. Giving Daniela a kiss, you situate yourself, putting one leg over her and the other under. You reach between you two, inserting your finger in her wet hole and bringing that wetness to her clit, and she does the same to you. 

Slowly moving closer to one another, you touch clits, rubbing it against each other as you two moaned out. The sounds coming from both of your mouths were loud enough that Harry had heard them from his room, and it genuinely felt like he was in the same room as he was also watching it on his screen. 

“Fuck, I wanna cum,” he groaned to himself. 

“You wanna cum?” You said, rubbing yourself on her and she whimpered out a ‘mhm,’ and you proceeded to grind faster. 

“Yeah, please let me,” Harry moaned. 

The feeling of both your wetness rubbing together was sending you over the edge as you felt like you were going to explode. Your moans had gotten louder, and you really hoped Harry was wearing some sort of headphones with loud music because you felt bad that you were being this loud, but you couldn’t help it. 

But little did you know that Harry was listening to everything. 

You felt like Daniela had waited long enough to release, so you grabbed her face gently, giving her a kiss. “Go ahead. Cum for me,” you said breathlessly as you were going to let go after she was done. 

Once Harry heard those words, he sighed in relief, letting out a loud groan as his orgasm was released onto his stomach. His abs clenched and his hips bucked into his hand. He grabbed a pillow and bit on it, concealing his moans as he came down from his high. With his chest heaving up and down, he looked over at his laptop to see you breathing deeply and he knew that you had just orgasmed as well. 

Your orgasms had hit both of you hard as you were left sprawled out on the bed, laying on opposite sides as your legs were still entangled with one another. Daniela sat up, pulling your body towards her, and she kissed you deeply, still feeling entirely breathless. 

“God, you’re amazing,” she said against your lips, and you smiled into the kiss. The live stream was still going on, so Harry continued watching you two interact with one another post orgasm. “Kinda wanna use that dildo of yours on you,” she smirked, and you chuckled, nodding your head eagerly. 

“Like a threesome, but with a dildo,” you joked, and she laughed. 

“Maybe we should have one?” 

“What? A threesome?” You asked, pulling back, and she nodded her head and shrugged her shoulders. 

“Yeah, why not?” 

“With who?” 

Just on cue, a knock was heard on your door quite loud, making you and Daniela turn your heads towards the door. Before you even had the chance to even get up, the door opened, revealing Harry in just his boxers. You couldn’t help but look down at his crotch area and see his cock hard. 

“Done with the show ladies?” He asked, smirking. The two of you were still completely naked, but neither of you cared to make an effort to cover yourselves. 

“W-What?” You stuttered and looked at Daniela as she had no clue what was going on either. 

“Watched your live stream,” he finally said, and your eyes widened. 

“How did you find it?” You asked, moving towards the edge of the bed, and Daniela stayed behind near the headboard. 

“By coincidence, I swear,” he said, walking towards you. “Was just scrolling and I was horny as fuck, and I stumbled upon it.” 

“D-Did you like it?” A nervous tone came with your words, and it was strange because you’ve never been nervous with Harry, except the time you came out to him. A huge part of you wanted him to say he liked it and that he enjoyed the show, and you really hoped he did. 

He stood in between your legs and looked down at you as you looked up. The sight below him was just something that irked him; you looking up at him with wide eyes, acting innocent and him looking down at you with a raging hard on, begging to be touched by you and your mouth. He placed his hands on both sides of your face, caressing your warm cheek as he studied you for a moment. The smear of mascara that laid under your eyes and your flushed cheeks made his cock twitch. 

Just from watching your live stream, he noticed that you were quite dominant in bed with girls. But with how you’re looking at him, wanting validation and reassurance from him, you’re submissive with men (or just him in general).

His stare was intimidating, and the dark purple light illuminating your room didn’t help. He’s never seen you naked and bare, so that added to the stress of if he likes what he sees. But you were surprised that you didn’t want to cover up in front of him. Throughout the years of being best friends and roommates, you two have never fucked. Although you have kissed multiple times, it was purely platonic and sometimes you just needed a kiss every once in a while. And as your best friend, Harry was happy to help. 

“Of course I fucking loved it. Wanna know my favorite part?” You smiled softly, nodding slowly as you looked at him with big and innocent eyes. He bent down, matching your eye level before he whispered, “Well, first of all you, of course. Looked so damn beautiful, I swear.” You blushed, and he continued. “But the part when Daniela suggested a threesome just a minute ago. If you and her are up with me being a plus one, then I am. Your wish is my command,” he said softly, kissing your nose.

Daniela gasped behind you, a big smile on her face as she crawled to the edge of the bed, wrapping her arms around your waist and kissed your shoulder before she spoke. 

“Well, looks like we’re gonna have a lot of fucking fun.”