#underoxygenatedx

[ text; hazel grace ] must have been a good book to be reading at 3am

[ text; hazel grace ] i’m sure she’ll understand

[ text ; hazel grace ] thank you beautiful

[ text; hazel grace ] i love you too

[ text; hazel grace ] i’m glad i didn’t wake you up

[ text; hazel grace ] then i’m totally coming. augustus waters will suck up the boring-ness of support group just for you

[ text; hazel grace ] you wouldn’t mind just hanging out for a couple of hours, yeah?

[ well i am crying thank you ]

UNDEROXYGENATEDX SAID: [ I MIGHT HAVE DONE A THING OOPS ]

i might have also done a thing back w h o o p s

 She had walked away from her phone to wash her face to get ready for bed as she had been at the hospital sitting with him and his family as they all talked to him and she just sat quietly holding his boney hand. She never had it in her to say goodbye to him, something about it just didn’t feel right. But he had been texting her when he was conscious enough to form a coherent thought. So, when lying back in bed and checking her phone to see his texts nearly broke her. Well, more so than she was.                                               Was he saying goodbye?       Her heart sank as eyes teared up.  [ text to: Augustus Waters ]: hello, mr. waters  [ text to: Augustus Waters ]: no, thank you for giving me something i will never be able to forget  [ text to: Augustus Waters ]: i love you too, oh so much.  [ text to: Augustus Waters ]: no don’t apologize…i’m sorry i didn’t  [ text to: Augustus Waters ]: i love you.  [ text to: Augustus Waters ]: Okay.

He sat in the hospital bed, still trying to form any complete thought. It was getting harder & harder to actually type. But he still wanted to talk with her, just until he couldn't anymore. Tears in his eyes, he read her texts, deciding on a couple more things he knew he had to say.

[ text; Hazel Grace ]: that's all that i ever wanted  [ text; Hazel Grace ]: i just wanted to mean something to someone [ text; Hazel Grace ] i can't express how much i love you [ text; Hazel Grace ]: Okay? [ text; Hazel Grace ]: Goodbye Hazel from support group.

Send me a ✉ and my muse will send yours a barrage of text messages.

[text; hazel grace  ] hello, miss lancaster

[text; hazel grace] thank you so much for being so amazing

[text; hazel grace ] oh hazel grace i love you

[text; hazel grace ] like i really love you

[text; hazel grace ] i’m sorry that i lit up like a christmas tree

[text; hazel grace ] and i’m sorry i never got a proper goodbye in