#unbroken threads

The term “bereaved” refers to the state of being without a close relation or friend because of their passing. Despite the somber nature of this connection, it has consistently brought you and Manjiro Sano together since childhood.

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Manjiro “Mikey” Sano was a lively and captivating child, his sparkling eyes and infectious smile drawing everyone in. His laughter was magnetic, and his boundless curiosity made you eager to know more about him.

Your teacher’s calming presence that year was a rare comfort, her warmth a steady light during one of the darkest times in your life. You often wondered how different that year might have been without her gentle guidance.

Your father’s sudden death created a void you couldn’t comprehend as a child. Aneurysm—the word became a haunting refrain, paired with the sound of your mother’s nightly sobs. You would watch from the doorway, her silhouette hunched in sorrow, the weight of her grief filling the house.

At school, the loss manifested in other ways. Friends discussing their fathers or a classmate being dropped off by their dad was a constant reminder of what you no longer had. The grief was a cloud that followed you everywhere, its shadow impossible to escape.

When your teacher introduced Manjiro to you, his arrival brought an unexpected sense of relief. Though the pain lingered, his words and presence carried a quiet warmth. He connected with you in a way no one else could, his empathy and shared experiences bridging the gap of your loneliness.

From the start, you hesitated to let him in. But your teacher reassured you that you and Manjiro might share more in common than you realized. Slowly, you began to see that she was right.

Your behavior as a child was commendable, though perhaps driven by a hope you couldn’t fully articulate—that following the rules and being good might somehow bring your father back. When your teacher instructed you to sit beside the new boy, you obediently retrieved the small yellow chair and placed it next to him. He seemed almost statuesque, focused entirely on his coloring sheet. 

Manjiro, as you learned his name was, chose darker colors for his picture of a frog on a lily pad: dark blue for the water, forest green for the lily pad and frog, and black for the frog’s eyes. The contrast of his somber palette with the cheerful drawings of other children struck you as unusual, but you didn’t know what to make of it.

You hesitated, unsure of what to do next. Most kids would have greeted you cheerfully, their voices filling the air with easy chatter. But Manjiro remained absorbed in his work, the crayon gliding smoothly across the paper. The scent of wax lingered in the air, mingling with the faint hum of classroom activity.

After a moment of watching him, you gathered your courage. In a soft voice, you said, “Hi.”

At first, there was no response. Manjiro continued coloring, his focus unbroken. Then, after a prolonged silence, he set the black crayon aside and turned to look at you. His gaze was steady, almost unnervingly so, and for a moment, you felt completely unmoored under the intensity of his stare.

When he finally spoke, his voice was flat and rehearsed, as though he had explained this many times before. He told you about losing both his parents and moving in with his grandfather. Though his words were monotone, their weight was undeniable. 

The teacher had paired the two of you because of your shared loss, sensing you might find solace in each other. At first, you weren’t sure she was right. But as you sat together, the classroom alive with the sound of pencils scratching paper, a quiet understanding began to form between you. In his presence, the ache of your own grief felt just a little less isolating.

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Manjiro—soon to be Mikey, as he later insisted you call him—connected with you in a way no one else could. His directness, though startling at first, broke through the initial discomfort. After only a short while, he handed you a coloring page and a small pile of crayons. It was a simple gesture, but it said more than words could.

From that moment, a bond began to grow. You spent countless afternoons together, coloring pictures of frogs, kittens, and anything else that caught your attention. Grief was an unspoken thread connecting you, and together, you started to stitch a semblance of comfort.

As you grew older, your relationship deepened. By the time you were in elementary school, it was clear that you had become Mikey’s anchor, the person who kept him grounded when his mischievous streak threatened to get out of hand. He, in turn, became your protector, fiercely loyal and quick to defend you from anyone who dared to hurt your feelings—or worse, mention your father. 

When Emma joined Mikey’s family, everything changed. He insisted on being called Mikey rather than Manjiro, though he never minded when you used his given name. It felt special, being someone who could call him that. Being around his family made you feel like you belonged to something greater, more whole. Mikey introduced you to his grandfather, a man whose stern demeanor masked a deep care for his grandchildren. Then there was Shinichiro—Shin, as everyone called him—the older brother you couldn’t help but admire, much to Mikey’s embarrassment.

“Shin’s not that great,” Mikey would mutter whenever you mentioned your admiration. But you could see how much he loved his brother, even if he hated admitting it.

Finally, there was Emma, Mikey’s little sister from America. Her bright energy and devotion to Mikey brought a warmth to their family that you couldn’t help but adore. Watching her chase Mikey around the house always made you smile, and it wasn’t long before she adopted you as her own “big sister.”

Being part of Mikey’s family gave you a sense of belonging you hadn’t felt since losing your father. It was a home away from home, filled with laughter, arguments, and moments that felt like they might stretch forever. 

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Through these years, you and Mikey became inseparable. Your shared history of loss was the foundation of your bond, but it grew into something so much more. Mikey’s loyalty was fierce and unyielding, and his protective nature extended to anyone who dared cross you. You, on the other hand, tempered his impulsive tendencies, becoming the voice of reason he sometimes didn’t know he needed.

Together, you navigated the ups and downs of growing up. And as you entered your teenage years, you couldn’t help but feel like Mikey wasn’t just your closest friend—he was your family. 

You failed to notice the clear signs of admiration Mikey had for you. Every embrace, every intimidating glare he directed at a bully, and every heartwarming moment—things you had chalked up to friendship—were quietly steeped in something more. Mikey, for all his confidence and bravado, never found the words to express what he felt, so he showed it through actions instead. 

As the years passed and the two of you matured, Mikey began picking fights more often, much to your dismay. He was stubborn and driven, a combination that was both admirable and infuriating. When Mikey mentioned Shin’s involvement in the Black Dragons, you knew he was unstoppable. He idolized Shinichiro, and you could see that same need to lead and protect reflected in Mikey’s own ambitions.

Then, seemingly out of nowhere, Mikey met Draken. From the moment they crossed paths, Draken’s calm but intense demeanor left an impression—not just on Mikey but on you as well. His piercing gaze was enough to send a chill down your spine, but there was something reassuring about him, too. He had a presence that commanded respect and steadiness that balanced Mikey’s impulsive nature. 

Draken quickly became Mikey’s closest confidant and, by extension, a significant part of your life. While Mikey was quick to act, Draken was the one who kept him grounded, offering advice with a level-headedness that even you sometimes struggled to provide. Over time, you came to trust Draken just as much as Mikey did.

Things escalated rapidly after that. Draken, Baji, Mitsuya, Kazutora, and Hayashida became a tight-knit group, and it wasn’t long before Toman—the Tokyo Manji Gang—was formed. Each member brought something unique to the table. Baji, with his fierce loyalty and fiery temper, was a force to be reckoned with. Though he was quick to anger, he had an unshakable bond with Mikey, a brotherhood that ran deeper than words.

Mitsuya, on the other hand, was calm in the storm. Artistic, empathetic, and mature beyond his years, he was the glue that often held the group together. His quiet wisdom and natural leadership made him a steadying influence, and his ability to mediate conflicts was invaluable.

Kazutora was a more complicated presence. His intensity and unpredictable nature made him both a vital ally and a potential risk. He carried his own burdens of grief and trauma, which often mirrored Mikey’s, but those same struggles sometimes led him down darker paths. 

Hayashida, or "Pah-chin," as everyone called him, brought a sense of humor and lightness to the group. He was rough around the edges but fiercely loyal, always ready to jump into a fight if it meant protecting his friends. His straightforward nature often clashed with Baji’s intensity, but their banter was one of the things that made the group dynamic feel so alive.

Despite the tight bonds Mikey formed with his new friends, he never let them overshadow you. He was fiercely protective of you, insisting that everyone in Toman knew exactly where you stood in his life. When you met Hayashida for the first time, Mikey’s introduction was as blunt as ever: “This is my best friend. Mess with her, and you’ll regret it.”

The others quickly fell in line, though that didn’t stop them from teasing Mikey about how obvious his feelings for you were. After a few months, even Draken pulled you aside to quietly tell you, “You know Mikey’s got it bad for you, right?” His tone was equal parts amused and sincere, and though it embarrassed you at the time, it planted a seed of curiosity in your mind.

You unknowingly let Mikey step into the role of your protector, not realizing that for him, it was as much about control as it was about care. His genuine feelings for you were only part of the equation. Losing his parents had left a void in Mikey’s heart that he was desperate to fill. His desire to create Toman, to lead and protect others, stemmed in part from a fear of losing the people he loved—a fear you came to understand all too well. Grief had left an unhealable wound in both your hearts, binding you together in ways you didn’t yet fully grasp.

Each member of Toman played a role in shaping the world around you, but it was Mikey who remained the center of your orbit. And as the bonds between you all grew stronger, so too did the realization that this wasn’t just a group of friends—it was a family forged in the fires of hardship and resilience.

Mikey created Toman, and for a while, everything seemed perfect. The chaos of kids laughing, running around, and causing trouble became your new normal. Late-night meetings were filled with camaraderie and jokes that left everyone in fits of laughter. You cherished the slow rides on Mikey’s bike, the cool wind rushing past as the city lights blurred around you. In those moments, it felt like the world was yours, like nothing could touch the happiness you’d found by his side. Being part of this world he had built, a family forged in loyalty, truly filled your soul.

Toman wasn’t just a gang; it was a sanctuary for its members—a place where everyone felt seen, protected, and, most importantly, connected. Baji’s boisterous laughter, Mitsuya’s quiet wisdom, Draken’s steady presence, and Mikey’s contagious energy created a balance that made you believe you’d all found something rare: joy in a world that could be cruel.

One night, after an especially chaotic meeting, Mikey convinced you to hop on his bike for a spontaneous ride. The streets were empty, bathed in the warm glow of streetlights, and the world felt peaceful. “Let’s go somewhere special,” he’d said, his voice carrying a playful lilt. You didn’t ask where, trusting him completely.

He took you to a quiet hill overlooking the city, a spot he claimed as his own. As you sat together, the sprawling view of Tokyo’s lights reflected in his eyes, he leaned back and sighed contentedly. “This is what it’s all about,” he said. “Having people who matter. A place where you belong.”

You turned to him, your chest tightening with warmth. “You’ve built something incredible, Mikey. You should be proud.”

He smiled—a rare, genuine smile that lit up his face. “Yeah,” he said softly. “But I couldn’t have done it without you.”

It was moments like this that reminded you why you stayed. Despite the chaos, despite the risks, there was something unshakably good at the heart of Toman. It was a source of hope for you, a reminder that even in a world filled with loss, happiness could still be found.

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But grief, as you’d learned, never truly stays buried.

For a time, Mikey’s small group seemed invincible, united against the world. But then the unthinkable happened, and grief reared its ugly head once again. 

You had learned to manage the pain of losing your father—barely. His aneurysm was a faceless enemy, an unchangeable fact that allowed you to direct your emotions toward healing rather than blame. It didn’t make it easy, but it made it possible. 

When Shinichiro was killed, that possibility vanished. This wasn’t an accident or an illness. Someone had deliberately taken his life. The loss was sharper, the anger more consuming, and the wound it left felt irreparable. 

The morning it happened began with chaos. The blaring sirens of emergency vehicles disrupted the quiet dawn, their urgency cutting through the stillness like a blade. You followed your mother onto the porch, the flashing red lights reflecting off nearby buildings. A crowd had already begun to gather, their whispers rising like a wave of unease.

You didn’t think—you just moved. Still in your sleepwear, you pushed through the growing crowd, ignoring your mother’s frantic calls. Please let everyone be okay, you repeated in your mind, a desperate plea to the universe. 

Your heart sank when you saw Mikey standing across the police tape. His dark, wide eyes met yours, filled with a dread that mirrored your own. Relief that he was physically unharmed was fleeting, overtaken by the crushing realization that something was terribly wrong.

The sight of not just an ambulance, but a police car parked nearby, sent a cold shiver down your spine. Shinichiro wasn’t there—he should have been. Your stomach churned as the whispers around you grew louder, fragmented pieces of the truth reaching your ears: “...a fight…a robbery…Shinichiro…”

It wasn’t until you saw the black body bag being wheeled out that the truth hit you like a sledgehammer. Shinichiro was gone.

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In the days that followed, the grief was suffocating. Mikey withdrew, retreating into himself in a way you hadn’t seen before. The Toman meetings were somber, the usual laughter replaced by an oppressive silence. But even in the depths of sorrow, there were small moments of light—moments that reminded you all why you fought so hard to hold onto each other.

One evening, the group gathered at the Toman hideout. Draken, ever the steady presence, organized a quiet remembrance for Shinichiro. Everyone shared stories about him, their laughter mingling with tears as they reminisced about his kindness, his patience, and his unwavering belief in all of you.

When it was Mikey’s turn to speak, his voice trembled, but his words carried a fierce determination. “Shin always said we should protect what matters most,” he said, his eyes scanning the room. “That’s what Toman is about. That’s what we are about. I won’t let his dream die with him.”

As the group nodded in agreement, you saw a flicker of hope in Mikey’s eyes—a reminder that even in the face of unimaginable loss, you could still find strength in each other. It wasn’t easy, and it never would be, but together, you could keep moving forward.

Mikey’s piercing screams cut through the murmurs, shattering the fragile quiet and dragging your attention back to him. The sound was raw and visceral, slicing through the chaos around you. It froze you in place, your mind spiraling as the weight of the moment began to settle in.

Everything blurred after that.

Your mother found you moments later, her hands on your shoulders as she gently guided you away from the scene. “Come home,” she urged, her voice strained with worry. “You’ll see Mikey later.” But her words barely registered. All you could think about was Shinichiro—how you hadn’t seen him, hadn’t been able to confirm for yourself that he was okay.

Then you saw it—the black body bag being wheeled out. It moved with an unnerving calm, indifferent to the devastation it carried within. Time seemed to stop as the reality hit you, sharp and unforgiving. A piece of your world had been stolen, just like that.

People say grief has a sound—a raw, uncontrollable cry that erupts from the depths of your soul. You heard it that day, and it took you a moment to realize it was your own. Tears blurred your vision as the weight of it all pressed down on you, numbing your body but igniting something unbearable in your chest.

The rest of the day passed in a haze. Back home, your mom tried to comfort you, putting on your favorite show and sitting beside you in silence. But the screen was just a blur of colors and sounds, unable to distract you. You couldn’t eat or speak. Your thoughts were consumed by Mikey—how he was holding up, who was taking care of him, whether he was even safe.

You wanted to check on him, but the words wouldn’t come. You didn’t know how to reach out. The silence between you felt like an insurmountable chasm. And then, as if the universe heard your unspoken plea, there was a soft knock at the door.

You raced to answer it, your heart pounding. The moment you saw him, everything else faded. Mikey stood there, his head low, his eyes red and vacant. He looked like a shadow of himself, completely drained of the light and energy that usually defined him.

Without a word, you pulled him inside, guiding him to the couch. His movements were slow, almost mechanical, as though it took all his strength just to follow. You draped your gray blanket over his shoulders, trying to shield him from a world that had been so cruel. But Mikey, always needing more, tugged you closer until you were sharing the blanket, sitting shoulder to shoulder.

The hours passed in silence. The TV played quietly in the background, colorful cartoons offering a pale imitation of the joy you both desperately needed. Yet even in the depths of your shared grief, there was solace in being together. The pain didn’t go away—it never does—but in that moment, you weren’t alone.

Mikey rested his head against your shoulder, and for the first time all day, you felt the slightest relief. The world outside still burned, but here, wrapped in the warmth of your bond, you found a fragile piece of comfort.

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Shinichiro’s death changed Mikey in ways you couldn’t have anticipated. While he still fell asleep right after eating—something that always reminded you of his boyish charm—the light in his eyes had dimmed. It was during Toman’s night rides that the shift in him was most apparent. He seemed more distant, his usual spark replaced by a quiet intensity that was hard to ignore.

You often joined him on these rides, sitting silently on the back of his bike. The hum of the engine beneath you and the stars above were the only sounds as he navigated the city streets. Your arms wrapped around his waist, and in those moments, he let his guard down, simply existing. It felt like you were sharing a secret—a vulnerability he showed only to you.

Despite the heaviness that surrounded Mikey, there were still glimmers of joy. Baji’s wild antics and Mitsuya’s quiet jokes helped lighten the mood during Toman meetings, while Draken’s steadfast presence anchored everyone. Hayashida’s blunt humor and Emma’s infectious laughter brought warmth that reminded you all why you were still fighting to hold onto each other. Those moments of levity, though fleeting, felt like lifelines.

Somewhere along the way, you realized you were falling in love with Mikey. The boy who had grown up with you, who understood your pain like no one else, had become the person you thought about most. You cherished the silly faces he made when he caught you staring too long, or the way he grabbed your hand to drag you toward something he wanted to show you. These small moments—fleeting and precious—felt like gold, brighter than anything else in your life.

But with love came fear. You had already lost so much, and the thought of losing Mikey terrified you. You couldn’t stop yourself from feeling this way, no matter how much you tried. It was like an invisible red string tied the two of you together—unbreakable, unyielding, and terrifying in its permanence.

The fear wasn’t yours alone. Mikey carried it too, though he didn’t say it outright. You saw it in the way he clung to you during the hardest moments, his voice steady but laced with something deeper whenever he said, “You’re my best friend.” That connection—the shared grief, the unspoken love, and the mutual fear—kept you tethered to each other, even as the world around you continued to test your resilience.

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The rest of high school passed in a blur of Toman meetings, late-night rides, and fleeting smiles. Baji became more reckless, his loyalty to Mikey unwavering, though it worried you. Mitsuya balanced his time between Toman and his family, his quiet strength a steadying force for everyone. Draken remained Mikey’s right hand, his calm demeanor and unwavering loyalty keeping the group grounded. Each of them played their part in shaping the group into something more than just a gang—it was a family. 

But anyone who looked closely could see the emptiness in your eyes and Mikey’s. It was as if the grief of losing Shinichiro lingered in the background, an ever-present reminder of what you had all endured.

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After graduation, Mikey’s dream of creating an “age of delinquents” took center stage. He wanted Toman to become more than a gang—a force that could protect those who couldn’t protect themselves. His conviction was unshakable, and you believed in him. Despite everything, Mikey had a way of inspiring hope in those around him, even when he struggled to find it within himself.

One evening, after a particularly chaotic Toman meeting, Mikey pulled you aside. The sun dipped below the horizon, casting the sky in shades of orange and purple. The group’s laughter echoed in the background as Mikey gestured toward them.

“What do you think?” he asked, his voice quieter than usual.

You followed his gaze, taking in the scene. “I think you’ve built something incredible,” you said, meaning every word. “You should be proud.”

He smiled—a small, rare smile that made your chest ache with affection. “I couldn’t have done it without you.”

His words lingered in your mind long after the conversation ended. Despite the shadows of grief that loomed over both of you, moments like this reminded you that hope and love could coexist with loss. Mikey’s determination to create something meaningful gave you both a reason to keep moving forward.

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While Mikey focused on growing Toman, you decided to pursue your education. He had tried to convince you to handle Toman’s finances, but you insisted on properly learning the skills first. Enrolling in the local university felt like a leap into the unknown. The campus, with its bustling students and grand buildings, was both intimidating and exciting.

On your first day, you arrived early and found a seat near the front of the lecture hall. The room gradually filled with students, some glued to their phones, others typing away on laptops. You pretended to be busy, arranging your supplies, when a tall brunette burst into the room. Her disheveled hair and hurried movements drew a few amused glances as she scanned for a seat. Much to your dismay, she chose the one beside you.

“Hi! I’m Reo!” she chirped, her voice carrying across the room. “Ready for this? I hear it’s brutal.”

You forced a polite smile, inwardly cringing at her energy. You hoped she wouldn’t talk through the whole class, but Reo’s enthusiasm was relentless. By the time the professor began the lecture, you realized there was no stopping her.

When the class required partners to share facts about each other, Reo turned to you with an eager grin. Her bubbly demeanor made it impossible to stay annoyed, and as she rattled off details about her love for biking marathons, her homemade garden, and her Chihuahua, Pika, you found yourself smiling despite yourself.

By the end of class, Reo asked for your number. You hesitated but gave it to her. You hadn’t expected to make a friend, but there was something infectious about her energy. Unlike Mikey and the Toman boys, whose camaraderie was rooted in shared struggles, Reo brought a lighthearted warmth into your life.

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Over the summer, you and Reo grew closer. She dragged you along on bike rides and introduced you to her garden projects. You shared late-night study sessions and laughed about her quirky sense of humor. Mikey noticed the change almost immediately. While he teased you about “ditching” him, there was a flicker of something else in his eyes—worry.

“Reo’s nice,” he said one afternoon, his tone casual but his gaze searching. “Just don’t forget who your real best friend is.”

You rolled your eyes, brushing off his comment, but you couldn’t ignore the tension it hinted at. Despite his occasional jealousy, Mikey seemed happy to see you smiling. After everything you’d both been through, he valued anything that brought you joy.

Balancing your time between Mikey and Reo became your new normal. Mikey still took you on late-night rides and shared quiet moments, while Reo brought spontaneity and adventure. For a time, it felt like you had the best of both worlds.

But as the new school year approached, the delicate balance began to waver. Reo, ever the whirlwind of energy, started pulling you into plans that Mikey wasn’t a part of. And while Mikey tried to hide his frustration, the tension between the two sides of your life began to build.

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One crisp autumn evening, Mikey confronted you after a Toman meeting. The air was heavy with unsaid words as he leaned against his bike, his expression unreadable.

“You’ve been busy lately,” he said, his voice light but tinged with something deeper.

“Yeah,” you replied cautiously. “School’s been hectic.”

“It’s not just school,” he said, his eyes meeting yours. “It’s her.”

You hesitated, unsure how to respond. “Reo’s my friend, Mikey. She’s… different. She’s good for me.”

“And what about me?” he asked, his voice soft but pointed. “Am I still good for you?”

The question hung in the air, heavy with meaning. You took a step closer, reaching for his hand. “You’ll always be good for me, Mikey. You’re my home.”

His grip tightened around yours, and for a moment, the tension eased. But as the months went on, you couldn’t shake the feeling that the balance between Mikey and Reo was fragile, as if one wrong move could send everything crashing down.

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As the new school year began, something felt off. Reo, always so lively and punctual, stopped responding to your texts and calls. She didn’t show up to class for days. At first, you told yourself it was nothing—maybe she was sick or needed a break. But the gnawing feeling in your chest refused to go away, whispering that something was very wrong.

One Thursday morning, as you skimmed through your emails, a subject line froze you in place: “In Memoriam: Reo Sato.”

Your heart dropped. You reread the line, willing it to change, but the words stayed the same. Hands trembling, you opened the email, scanning its sparse contents. There were no details—just a note about a candlelight vigil planned for Saturday. Desperate for answers, you searched her name online, the keys clicking furiously under your fingers.

The first result was from a local funeral home. You clicked it, and there she was: Reo, her graduation photo smiling back at you. The image didn’t match the headline beneath it, the one that shattered your world: “Reo’s life was tragically taken in a homicide.”

The word homicide echoed in your head. It didn’t make sense. Reo had been so vibrant, so full of life. How could she be gone? Numbly, you kept searching until you found a news article.

The headline read: “Local Student Killed in Drug Deal Gone Wrong.”

Your breath hitched as the article unfolded a version of Reo you didn’t recognize. Shot during an altercation involving heroin, the words blurred before you, each one cutting deeper. How did I not know? You replayed every conversation with her, every moment shared. She had never shown any sign of this struggle—no cracks in the bright, bubbly persona you had known so well.

Guilt twisted in your chest. I should have noticed. I should have been there for her. The thought sent you spiraling, your breaths coming fast and shallow. You grabbed your phone and sent a text, your only lifeline in moments like this.

You: Hey, can you come over? I need you ASAP.

Mikey: Omw. You okay?

You: No… I just… I need you.

Mikey: 5 minutes.

True to his word, there was a knock at your door minutes later. You barely managed to croak out, “Come in,” before the dam broke. Mikey stepped into the room, his messy blonde hair and worried eyes meeting your tear-streaked face. Without hesitation, he sat beside you on the bed, pulling you into his arms.

You clung to him, sobbing into his shoulder. Mikey didn’t say anything—he didn’t need to. His quiet presence was enough, grounding you as the storm of emotions overwhelmed you. For what felt like hours, the two of you sat like that, his steady breathing a silent comfort.

When your tears finally subsided, you told him everything: the email, the obituary, the article. The words spilled out in a rush, heavy with guilt and sorrow. Mikey listened intently, his dark eyes never leaving yours, his hand squeezing yours in silent reassurance.

When you finished, he pulled you into another hug. “You cared about her,” he said softly. “You were there for her in ways that mattered. Don’t forget that.”

His words didn’t erase the pain, but they brought a glimmer of comfort. “Will you come to the vigil with me?” you asked, your voice barely above a whisper.

“Of course,” he replied immediately. “I’ll do anything for you.”

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The vigil was held on a chilly Saturday evening. Dozens of candles illuminated the gathering crowd, their soft glow a fragile beacon in the darkness. Mikey stayed close to you, his hand lightly resting on your back as you navigated the sea of mourners.

When it was your turn to speak, your legs felt like lead as you approached the microphone. Mikey’s presence behind you gave you the courage to begin. “Reo was one of the brightest people I’ve ever known,” you said, your voice trembling but steady. “She had a way of making everything feel lighter, even when things were hard. I didn’t know… I didn’t know she was struggling. But I’ll always remember the light she brought into my life.”

As you stepped back, Mikey was there to steady you, his hand firm on your shoulder. His quiet strength gave you the stability you needed as the vigil continued, each story shared a reminder of the impact Reo had left behind.

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In the weeks that followed, the weight of Reo’s loss lingered, but Mikey never left your side. He was there when you broke down during late-night study sessions, when you couldn’t bring yourself to sit in the seat she used to occupy in class. And though he wasn’t the type to offer flowery words, his presence was constant and unwavering.

Through it all, you found yourself leaning on him more than ever. He didn’t shy away from your grief or try to fix it—he simply stayed, a reminder that you weren’t alone. And in moments of quiet laughter or shared silence, you began to heal, piece by fragile piece.

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The days leading up to the vigil passed in a haze. You moved through school and daily routines, but your thoughts were constantly with Reo. Her laughter, her boundless energy, and the way she lit up a room felt painfully distant—like a dream slipping further out of reach. When Saturday arrived, the weight of her loss pressed down on you all over again.

Mikey picked you up that evening. He didn’t say much during the ride, but his quiet presence was enough. The steady hum of his bike and the cool night air gave you something to focus on as your emotions swirled. When you reached the vigil, the flickering glow of candles lit up the crowd, their soft light casting gentle shadows against the somber faces gathered there.

You clung to Mikey’s arm as you wove through the crowd, your fingers trembling against the fabric of his jacket. He squeezed your hand lightly, his silent reassurance grounding you. Near the front, you found a spot where a framed photo of Reo stood on an easel, surrounded by flowers and candles. The sight made your throat tighten, fresh tears pricking your eyes.

The vigil began with Reo’s family speaking. Her parents’ voices were heavy with grief as they shared memories of her love for life, her quirky sense of humor, and her bright future that had been tragically cut short. Their words cracked under the weight of their sorrow, and tears streamed down your face as you listened. Mikey stayed by your side, his hand resting gently on your back, steadying you when the emotions became too much.

When attendees were invited to share memories, you hesitated. Public speaking had never been easy for you, and the lump in your throat felt insurmountable. But as others stepped forward, recounting Reo’s impact on their lives, you felt the need to honor her—to let her family know how much she meant to you.

Taking a deep breath, you stepped forward. Mikey’s hand brushed your arm as you moved, his silent support giving you the strength to keep going. At the microphone, the crowd blurred into a sea of flickering lights as you spoke.

“Reo was… amazing,” you began, your voice trembling. “She made everyone feel like they mattered. She was funny, bright, and so full of life. I didn’t know her as long as some of you, but in the time I did, she became someone I couldn’t imagine being without.” Your voice wavered, and you swallowed hard before continuing. “I wish I could have done more, been there for her more. But I’ll always remember her light, and I’ll carry it with me.”

You stepped back, your heart pounding in your chest. Mikey was there immediately, guiding you to your spot with a steady hand on your shoulder. He didn’t speak, but his presence was enough to calm the storm in your mind.

The vigil continued, the quiet hum of shared grief filling the air. Stories of Reo’s kindness and humor painted a vivid picture of the person she had been, each memory a testament to the love she’d left behind. As the candles burned low, you and Mikey lingered, watching the soft flames flicker against the encroaching darkness.

“She would have been so proud of you,” Mikey said softly as you walked back to his bike. His words were simple, but they warmed you, even against the chill of the night.

As you climbed onto the bike and wrapped your arms around him, the ache in your chest didn’t disappear, but it eased. You had Mikey, and for now, that was enough.

---

The months after Reo’s death felt surreal. Life moved on around you, but you were stuck, trapped beneath the weight of your grief. Classes resumed, conversations shifted to new topics, and Reo’s name rarely came up. Yet her absence was impossible to ignore. Her seat in the lecture hall remained empty, a glaring reminder of what had been lost.

When the news came that her murderer had been sentenced to life in prison, you thought it might bring some closure. It didn’t. The pain lingered, sharp and relentless, refusing to fade.

The only person who seemed to understand was Mikey. He was there for you during your darkest moments, holding you when the tears wouldn’t stop or quietly listening as you vented about the frustration of being paired with a new partner for group projects. His steady presence became your anchor. He didn’t try to fix your pain or force you to move on—he just stayed, and that was enough.

But every moment you spent with Mikey deepened your feelings for him. And with that came fear. You had already lost so much—your father, Shinichiro, and now Reo. What if you lost him too? The thought terrified you, creeping into your mind during quiet moments and filling you with dread. You tried to push it away, to focus on the here and now, but it was always there, lurking in the background.

Despite your grief, there were moments of light. Mikey, as always, had a way of breaking through the darkness. One evening, after a particularly rough day, he showed up at your door unannounced, holding two cups of your favorite tea.

“You looked like you needed this,” he said with a small smile, handing you a cup.

The two of you sat together on your couch, the warm tea soothing your nerves as Mikey recounted a ridiculous story about one of Toman’s newest recruits. His exaggerated impressions of Draken’s disapproval had you laughing until your sides hurt. It was the first time in weeks you felt something other than sorrow, and the memory of it stayed with you long after he left.

But as always, life had other plans.

One crisp autumn evening, you got a call from Mitsuya. His voice was frantic, the usual calm gone. “It’s Draken,” he said, the words tumbling out too fast. “He’s been shot. He’s in surgery now, but it’s bad. You need to come.”

Your heart dropped, panic taking over as you raced to the hospital. The sterile, fluorescent-lit waiting room was a flurry of anxious faces and quiet murmurs when you arrived. Mikey was sitting in a corner, his head in his hands, his shoulders shaking.

You rushed to his side, placing a hand on his back. “Mikey,” you said softly.

He looked up, his eyes bloodshot and filled with a mix of fear and anger. “They said… they said it doesn’t look good,” he whispered, his voice barely audible.

You didn’t know what to say. Instead, you sat beside him, wrapping your arms around him as he leaned into you. The minutes dragged into hours, the tension in the room suffocating. When the doctor finally came out, his expression confirmed your worst fears.

“I’m sorry,” he said quietly. “We did everything we could.”

The room erupted into chaos. Mikey stood abruptly, knocking over a chair as he stormed out of the waiting area. You followed him, finding him in a deserted hallway, his fists clenched and his body shaking.

“Mikey,” you called gently, but he didn’t respond. When you reached him, you placed a hand on his arm. “You don’t have to do this alone.”

He turned to you then, his face crumpling as tears streamed down his cheeks. “I can’t lose anyone else,” he choked out, his voice raw with pain. “I can’t.”

You pulled him into a tight hug, holding him as he cried. “I know,” you whispered. “I know.”

---

When you think of Draken, the word that comes to mind is solid. He was tall, dependable, and seemed indestructible. No matter how many fights he got into, he always walked away, stronger and more determined. It felt like nothing could ever take him down.

Until something did.

The call came late one night, jolting you awake. Your phone buzzed relentlessly on the nightstand, its vibrations piercing the quiet. Groggily, you answered, Mitsuya’s panicked voice cutting through your haze.

“Draken… he’s gone. He got shot… lost too much blood.” His voice cracked, each word heavy with devastation. In the background, the bustling chaos of the hospital spilled through the line.

Your world tilted. No. Not Draken. The air seemed to disappear from the room as Mitsuya’s words echoed in your mind. He told you Mikey was at the hospital and needed you. That was all it took for you to bolt into action. You grabbed the closest clothes and raced out of the house, ignoring your mother’s worried questions as you ran into the night.

The hospital loomed ahead, its fluorescent lights cold and unfeeling against the darkness. Inside, the waiting room was a somber storm of murmurs, stifled sobs, and tear-streaked faces. Members of Toman were scattered throughout the room, slumped in chairs or pacing anxiously. You scanned the faces, your heart pounding, until your eyes landed on Mikey.

He sat in a corner chair, hunched forward with his head bowed, staring blankly at the linoleum floor. Mitsuya stood nearby, his usual composure cracked, his eyes rimmed with red as he glanced helplessly at Mikey. No one dared approach him, the weight of his grief radiating outward like a barrier.

You didn’t hesitate. Ignoring the others, you crossed the room and sat down next to him. The chair squeaked softly under your weight, but Mikey didn’t react. You reached out, placing a gentle hand on his forearm, hoping to pull him back from wherever his mind had gone.

“Mikey,” you said softly, your voice shaking.

It took a moment, but slowly, he turned his head toward you. His eyes were dark, hollow, and filled with an emptiness that made your chest ache.

“You’re here,” he muttered, his voice raw, as if he hadn’t spoken in hours.

“I’m here,” you whispered, leaning closer. For a moment, it seemed like he might respond, but his breath hitched, and the words caught in his throat. His body trembled, and then he broke, silent sobs wracking his frame. Without a second thought, you pulled him into a hug, holding him tightly as his grief poured out in waves.

You stayed like that for what felt like an eternity, shielding him from the world with your embrace. The sounds of the waiting room faded into the background, leaving only the weight of Mikey’s pain and your unwavering presence.

When he finally pulled back, his face was streaked with tears, his expression raw and vulnerable in a way you’d rarely seen. “Do you want to come to my house?” you asked gently, your voice barely audible.

Mikey nodded, his voice too broken to respond. You stood and helped him to his feet, guiding him out of the hospital. The eyes of the others followed you, their silent concern palpable, but you ignored them. Mikey needed space, somewhere safe where he could fall apart without judgment.

---

Back at your house, Mikey didn’t say much. He didn’t have to. The two of you curled up on your bed, just like so many times before. His head rested against your shoulder, his soft breathing the only sound in the room. The silence wasn’t uncomfortable—it was a fragile solace, one that both of you clung to as the weight of loss pressed down.

The days that followed were some of the hardest you’d ever faced. Mikey shut down completely, retreating into himself in a way you hadn’t seen since Shinichiro’s death. He stopped eating, stopped riding, stopped being Mikey. He was there, but he wasn’t living.

You tried everything to bring him back. You took him to his favorite restaurants, bought him parfaits, and suggested rides around the city. Most days, he refused to leave the house. When he did, the outings felt hollow—he barely touched his food or acknowledged your efforts. Each failed attempt chipped away at your resolve, but you refused to give up on him.

One cold winter morning, you bundled up and made your way to the Sano dojo. The house felt eerily quiet. Emma and their grandfather weren’t home, and the absence of their usual energy only heightened the oppressive weight of grief lingering in the air.

You slipped off your shoes and padded down the hall, each step heavy with apprehension. When you reached Mikey’s door, you knocked softly. “Mikey?” you called, pressing your forehead against the wood. No response.

Anxiety churned in your gut as you pushed the door open. The room was dark, the curtains drawn tight. For a moment, you couldn’t see him. Then your eyes adjusted, and you spotted him lying on his side in bed, facing the wall. He didn’t stir as you stepped inside.

“Scooch over,” you said, nudging his shoulder. “I’m getting in.”

Mikey let out a faint grunt but shifted just enough to give you space. You climbed into bed, slipping under the covers and pressing yourself against his back. Wrapping your arm around his waist, you held him close. He didn’t resist, but he didn’t acknowledge you either.

“I’m worried about you,” you murmured, your voice barely above a whisper. “You can’t keep shutting everyone out.”

For a long moment, there was only silence. Then, in a voice so quiet it was almost lost in the stillness, he said, “I just want to feel something again. Anything.”

Your heart broke all over again. Tightening your hold, you rested your forehead against his shoulder. “I know,” you said softly. “But you’re not alone, Mikey. You’ll never be alone.”

For a moment, his breathing hitched. Then he turned to face you, his dark eyes meeting yours. They were glassy, heavy with sorrow, but somewhere in their depths was a flicker of something else—something familiar.

“Why are you always here?” he asked, his voice tinged with exhaustion but also curiosity.

You smiled, the warmth of it softening the edges of your own grief. “Because I can’t imagine being anywhere else.”

A small, fragile smile tugged at the corners of his lips. It wasn’t much, but it was enough. Enough to remind you of the boy you’d grown up with. Enough to give you hope.

---

Over the weeks that followed, you stayed close to Mikey, doing everything you could to pull him out of the darkness. It wasn’t easy. Some days, it felt like you were making progress—he’d smile, crack a joke, or eat more than a few bites of food. Other days, the weight of his grief dragged him back under, and you’d find yourself sitting in silence with him, holding his hand as he retreated into his own mind.

You learned to be patient. Mikey didn’t need someone to fix him—he needed someone to be there, to remind him he wasn’t alone. And while it hurt to watch him struggle, you refused to give up on him. He had always been there for you, through every moment of your own pain, and now it was your turn to do the same.

But grief has a way of testing even the strongest bonds.

One night, Mikey showed up at your door unannounced. His eyes were dark, his expression tense, and he radiated an energy you couldn’t quite place. He didn’t say much as you let him in, just muttered a quiet thanks before sitting on the edge of your couch, his hands gripping his knees tightly.

“Are you okay?” you asked, sitting beside him. 

For a moment, he didn’t respond. Then he let out a heavy sigh and ran a hand through his messy hair. “I don’t know how to do this,” he admitted, his voice raw. “I don’t know how to keep going.”

You placed a hand on his arm, your touch gentle but firm. “You don’t have to figure it out all at once,” you said softly. “One day at a time, Mikey. That’s all anyone can do.”

He looked at you then, his dark eyes searching yours. “What if I mess everything up?” he asked, his voice cracking. “What if I lose everyone?”

“You won’t,” you said firmly. “You’re not alone, Mikey. You have me. You’ll always have me.”

Something in your words seemed to reach him. He leaned forward, resting his forehead against your shoulder, and you felt his body tremble as he let out a shaky breath. You wrapped your arms around him, holding him as tightly as you could, as if your embrace alone could shield him from the weight of the world.

“I don’t know what I’d do without you,” he whispered, his voice barely audible.

“You’ll never have to find out,” you replied, your voice steady despite the ache in your chest. “I’m not going anywhere.”

---

In the months that followed, Mikey began to rebuild himself piece by piece. He started showing up to Toman meetings again, quieter than before but present. The laughter that used to fill the room wasn’t as loud, tinged now with the weight of loss, but it persisted—a testament to the bonds Mikey had built with his friends and with you.

You were there through it all: the late-night rides, the quiet moments of reflection, and the small victories that felt monumental. Mikey leaned on you in a way he never had before. At times, the weight of being his constant felt overwhelming, but you wouldn’t have traded it for anything.

Through it all, your feelings for him grew, no matter how much you tried to suppress them. The way he relied on you, the way his eyes lingered just a moment too long—it felt like more than friendship. But fear held you back. What if you lost him? What if your love changed things irreparably? Mikey was your anchor, your constant, and you couldn’t risk ruining that.

One evening, as the two of you sat on his bike watching the sunset, Mikey broke the silence.

“Do you ever think about what’s next?” he asked, his voice soft and hesitant.

You turned to him, your heart skipping at the vulnerability in his tone. “What do you mean?”

“For us,” he said, meeting your gaze. “I don’t want to lose you. But sometimes… I feel like I’m holding you back.”

The words hit like a punch to the gut. “You’re not holding me back, Mikey. You’ve never held me back.”

He hesitated, his dark eyes searching yours. “What if I’m scared of losing you?”

You reached for his hand, intertwining your fingers with his. “Then we’re both scared,” you admitted, your voice barely above a whisper. “But I’d rather be scared with you than without you.”

The silence between you was heavy, charged with unspoken words. Slowly, Mikey leaned closer, his forehead brushing against yours. His breath was warm, his presence steady despite the emotions swirling between you.

“Stay with me,” he murmured, his voice breaking.

“Always,” you replied, tears pricking your eyes. And in that moment, the weight of grief didn’t disappear, but it eased. Together, you had faced so much. Together, you would keep moving forward.

After that night, something shifted. There was no grand declaration, no dramatic change—just a quiet acknowledgment of what had always been there. Mikey stopped pulling away. If anything, he drew closer, his touches lingering longer, his smiles softer when they were meant for you.

You didn’t talk about it, not explicitly. But it was in the way he rested his head on your shoulder during late-night rides, in the way his gaze found yours at every Toman meeting, and in the way his eyes softened when he thought you weren’t paying attention. The connection between you wasn’t sudden—it was slow and steady, like a flame growing stronger with every passing day.

Despite his progress, Mikey still carried the weight of his grief. Some days were better than others. On good days, he was almost his old self, cracking jokes and teasing you until your sides hurt from laughter. On bad days, he retreated into silence, his gaze distant, lost in a world you couldn’t reach. But you stayed by his side through it all, a constant reminder that he wasn’t alone.

One cold evening, Mikey invited you over to the Sano dojo. Emma was out, and the quiet house felt oddly peaceful. When you arrived, Mikey greeted you with a faint smile and a steaming cup of tea, his way of taking care of you even when he struggled to care for himself.

The two of you settled in his room, a space filled with memories of your shared childhood. You sat cross-legged on his bed, sipping your tea as Mikey leaned against the headboard, his gaze fixed on the ceiling. The silence between you was comfortable, broken only by the soft clink of your cups.

“I’ve been thinking,” Mikey said finally, his voice low.

You glanced at him, waiting.

“I don’t know where I’d be without you.” His words were simple but heavy, filled with a vulnerability that made your heart ache.

“You’d be fine,” you replied softly, though you didn’t fully believe it. “But I’m glad I’m here.”

He turned to look at you, his eyes reflecting something unspoken, something steady. For a moment, neither of you spoke, the silence stretching between you like a bridge. And in that stillness, you realized that being there for him wasn’t a burden—it was exactly where you wanted to be.

As Mikey’s fingers roam over your shirt, he chuckles softly. The material is one of his favorites, as it fits your curves perfectly and reminds him of how your touch has affected him. He longs for a place where the two of you can stay hidden from the world’s pain and prevent it from separating you.

Mikey is feeling alone in this challenging and painful world since losing Draken. He turns to you for comfort, taking your hand and stroking his thumb across your knuckles. At that moment, he realizes how much he has always wanted you.

Mikey shifts in his bed to face you, his gaze fixed upon you. He feels like he is invading personal space. His hand slips behind your head and finds the back of your neck. You can’t tear your eyes from his; he’s staring into your soul. 

Suddenly, Mikey pulls you closer, causing your breath to catch in your throat. Mikey presses his soft lips to yours, and the action leaves you stunned until you feel the pass of his tongue over your lower lip. There had always been this underlying pull between you, and Mikey held the same feelings as you did then.  

And Mikey was going to show you just how deep these feelings were. 

As you leaned in, his lips met yours, soft and inviting, just as you had always envisioned. A gasp escaped you, and you pulled away in surprise, but he was there again, leaning forward to keep you right where he wanted you. 

As you held on to the front of his shirt, you could feel the warmth from his flushed cheeks radiating onto yours. Your body froze at this moment. Mikey smiles against your lips and gently breaks the kiss. The two of you still sit close, your heated breaths mingling together. 

“I just want to feel something again. And you’ve always been able to do that for me.” You couldn’t look away from his lips, the ghost feeling of the kiss you shared still lingering on them. He grins and leans close, mouth hovering over yours when he hints, “I’ve wanted you for so long.”   

Heat rushes to your face, your eyes drifting closed when you feel him approaching you again. 

“So, you’ve known all along.” 

As you try to express yourself, you realize you couldn’t have known because he never mentioned it. As you try to express yourself, you realize you couldn't have known because he never mentioned it. 

The situation is overwhelming, causing you to look away from him while he talks gently. “I said nothing because, to me, you’ve always been mine.” 

At this moment, he is overwhelmingly powerful, inundating your senses. He grasps your jaw with his fingers, pressing your cheeks and raising your face towards his. Your pulse is racing, practically escaping from the vein in your throat. “I have always wanted you to be just mine.” Mikey brushes his nose against yours, and his breath warms your lips. “Now that everyone has left, I want to ensure you know how much I love you.”

You feel a lump in your throat and notice him exhale when you remain silent. 

“I hope you won’t leave me either.” His lower lip grazes against yours as he murmurs, “I don’t know if I can handle you not being here.” 

You are acutely aware of his hand on your face, pulling you closer while his mouth moves away, maintaining a slight distance between you. “I’ve always loved you.” Mikey smiles softly down at you as your eyelids flutter open briefly at his confession.

Mikey’s lips crash into yours as his hands find purchase on your waist to pull you in. He wraps an arm around you, pulling you closer to him as you gasp for air. 

Mikey welcomes the spreading of your thighs as one of his hands trails to your hip and the other cups your neck. You grip the front of his t-shirt, holding him tightly and keeping him near. 

In this state, one never desires to depart.

 Mikey whispers your name softly against your lips, and suddenly, all the anxiety and stress of the day dissipate.

He lowers his mouth to the spot just below your earlobe, his voice wrapping around you as his fingers toy with the top of your shirt.

“Please never leave me.” 

Under your shirt, his hands pull the flimsy fabric off.  

As you bare your breasts to him, your breathing becomes low. You find yourself overwhelmed as you intertwine your fingers with his blonde tresses. Your thoughts seem to swirl endlessly, drawing you deeper into a vast ocean of the mind. Manjiro Sano is the only thing keeping you grounded in this world.

“I won’t leave.” 

As Mikey’s lips meet yours, you unconsciously murmur under your breath. He moves back, gazing at you with astonishment. You feel your heart racing in your chest and your face getting hot.

Mikey feels his heart racing in his chest as he processes your commitment. His gaze remains fixated on your lips as he waits with an entranced expression. He wants to soak in the words as you say them because he’s terrified it won’t happen. So many people have already left.

As you gaze into his dark eyes, you moisten your lips.

The room’s silence left him breathless.

When he kisses you, there’s a new sense of urgency that wasn’t present before. Your back presses against the soft mattress when he pushes into you; his hands slide up your thighs, fading beneath your clothing. 

Lithe fingers slip under the elastic of your panties, and naturally, you lift your hips to help him slip them off. Mikey tosses them to the floor, forgotten before you can process what’s happening.

Mikey places soft kisses down your neck and cards his fingers through your hair as goosebumps appear on your skin from the action. His fingers continue to explore you, feeling the plush skin of your soft thighs as he works them apart. You can feel the desperation in his movements as he aches for you. 

“I never want to lose you.” 

A small gasp escapes you as he pulls you to his hips, the front of his shorts pressing against your bare skin, sending electricity through you. Your fingers tangle in his hair as he sucks against your exposed throat. 

You also feel the impact of all the words he had spoken to you.

You’re having trouble catching your breath as his fingers move closer and closer to your core. 

“Stay mine, forever.” His words send fire through your skin. Mikey is desperate never to let you go. 

His lips find yours again as his thumb rubs gently against your slick folds. A gasp escapes your lips as his fingers masterly play with that bundle of nerves. You have always longed for this moment, and now that it’s finally happening, it feels too good to be true.

Mikey knows precisely how to play you. Sliding his fingers through your wet folds and slipping them inside to touch you until you can’t breathe. He does everything as if he knows exactly what you need, even as he traces your body with kisses and whispers of love and possession. 

Every touch sets your skin on fire. Mikey’s heart thumps loudly within him, as if it desires to escape its confines every time your lips release his name. 

And when you ultimately come undone, your face concealed in the crook of his neck as you call for him, he can’t help himself as three words tumble out of his lips.  

“I love you,” he confides, along with your name. Your walls constrict around his fingers as you shake beneath him. He can feel the wet droplets of your tears soaking his shirt as your breaths come short and quickly. “I’ve loved you for so long since we were kids.”   

Mikey’s name slips from your lips as your arms curl around his shoulders, and you cling to him as you come down from your high. He kisses you tenderly and holds you close, giving you time to catch your breath and recover.

Eventually, you let out a harsh breath and meet his gaze. Heat reaches your cheeks when you see his dark eyes gazing at you. 

“Manjiro,” you mumble in embarrassment and let out another little moan as he finally removes his fingers from inside of you.

Mikey looks at you with a broad, silly smile. You lightly pinch his harm as he fakes being mortally wounded, but you can’t ignore feeling his hand on your thigh. But the two of you come back together in a slow post-orgasmic kiss, utterly different from the desperation that had been so heavy in the air just moments ago. 

Mikey withdraws, observing your flushed face as you wipe away unshed tears - embarrassed by his gaze. 

You cross your arms over your chest, feeling vulnerable. Mikey’s gaze lingers on those spots for too long, making you feel like he can see through you. It’s as if he can see every part of your soul laid bare before him.

Mikey watches you as you cover yourself, pulling the covers up to protect your chest. As your hands move toward your thighs to cover them up, he watches and can’t resist reaching out his hand to gently and soothingly stop your wrist.    

With a gentle pull, he slides you down and uncovers your breasts. He kisses you passionately down your neck and chest.  

His enjoyment comes from the thought of his hands all over you, how they hold you and caress you. It pushes away all the negativity surrounding him like a dark cloud. It’s within your power to make him experience something again. 

With a grin on his face, he pays you a compliment, saying, “You are incredibly beautiful.” 

His hungry gaze fixated on you, a dark smirk playing on his lips as you nervously whisper his name. Your arms become entangled in his shirt, adding to the tension in the air. 

His gaze slowly descends your chest, eventually reaching your tummy and thighs. He briefly wets his lips with his tongue, unable to hide his desire. "You're so soft," he murmurs, his thoughts of touching you clear in his words.

As you struggle to catch your breath, your chest rises and drops, the sound of your harsh breathing filling the room. His gaze fixated on your breasts, he slid his hands towards your shoulders; the touch sending shivers down your spine. With deliberate slowness, he delicately slides off the straps of your bra, one after another. The anticipation builds as he hooks a finger into one cup, his eyes locking with yours, creating an intense connection.

“Please, let me show you.”

Your heart races as he traces a finger along your exposed skin, sending shivers down your spine. The intensity in his eyes ignites a fire within you. He leans in closer, his breath warm against your ear. His touch electrifies your every nerve, making it hard to breathe.

Suddenly, he pulls you into a passionate embrace, his hands exploring every inch of your body. The room fills with a symphony of moans and whispered desires. Time stands still as you surrender to the intoxicating pleasure that courses through your veins.

With each caress, the world outside fades away, leaving only the two of you in a frenzy of desire. His lips find yours, melding in a desperate kiss that leaves you breathless. The room becomes a battlefield of tangled limbs and whispered promises.

At this moment, nothing else matters. The world outside ceases to exist as he consumes your thoughts, your body, your soul. You surrender to the raw, unbridled passion, losing yourself in a whirlwind of ecstasy.

As the intensity builds, your bodies entwine in a dance of unspoken longing. Each touch, each kiss, drives you both closer to the edge of oblivion. The air crackles with anticipation, a symphony of pleasure and desire.

At this moment, you are completely vulnerable to his every whim. But there is a power in that vulnerability, a liberation in surrendering to the depths of passion. And as he takes you to new heights, you realize that being completely exposed to him is the ultimate act of trust.

Together, you embrace the wild chaos of desire, losing yourselves in a world where only the two of you exist. And as the climax approaches, you cling on to each other, spiraling into a moment of pure bliss that will forever be etched in your memories.

And in the end, through all the grief, pain, and despair you knew you’d always have, Mikey. 

After a moment, Mikey’s voice came out in a chokehold of tears. “I can’t believe he’s really gone. It hurts so much, doesn’t it?” 

You placed a comforting hand on his bare shoulder. “Yeah, it’s unbearable. But remember, I’ll always be here for you.”

A tiny sniffle escapes Mikey, “I know, and I’m grateful for that. It’s just hard to imagine life without Draken. Without all of them.”

You give his shoulder a small squeeze, “I understand. But remember, he’ll always be with you in your memories and in your heart.” 

His voice trembles as he tries to get out the words. “I hope so. It’s just difficult to see past all this pain right now.”