#unbreakable2017

It is my joy to be Your donkey, and to be a chicken as I continue my donkey-journey with You 😭🙌 #Unbreakable2017 🐓🐴 (⬅ donkey ba yan? HAHAHA 😂)

2012... First youthcamp ko po mga kaibigan (mej payat pako jan. MEJ LANG 😂) For the past 4 yrs (alam ko 4 lang kasi wala ata youthcamp nung 2014 ba or 2013? Hehe) usual na yung basta pag malapit na talaga ang youthcamp, bigla kang manlalamig, di mo feel si Lord kaya di mo rin feel sumama, bigla ang susungit ng mga tao sa bahay (kaya laging badshot at ang hirap mag-paalam), biglang walang trabaho si papa kaya sobrang hirap sa finances For the past 4 yrs din, aaminin ko po at di ikakahiya hahaha na nakadepende lang talaga ako sa solicit at pastillas haha! Tho minsan nakakapaghulog ng sariling pops, kaso ang hirap naman talaga buuin ng 2k (kaya I'm eternally grateful for those friends na hindi nagsasawang tumulong everytime na magka-camp) Pero dun sa past 4 yrs na yon, GOD NEVER FAILED TO SHOW AND PROVE HOW AMAZING AND ABLE HE IS. Basta gusto mo with all of your heart, basta willing ka, basta nag-aact ka accdg to your faith, HE WILL PROVIDE. Yung 2k, yung pag-payag ng parents/boss, lalo na yung strength para makapag-patuloy ka lalo na dun sa times na hinang hina ka na bago pa mag-camp. And when it comes to Youthcamp, pag session na or ministry time na, God always tells me that it's an "inside job". It's not JUST about the tears, the "pagwawala", the shouting and such. In an encounter with God which really occurs in the youthcamp, God will simply give you that inner strength, na kahit ano pang pagdaanan mo after ng youthcamp which is satan trying to steal what God has put inside you, e ma-oovercome mo lahat... by God's grace. 🎉 Ine-encourage ko po kayo sumama. Feel niyo man o hindi, pinayagan na or hindi pa, fully pd na or kulang pa rin ng 1900, "Certainly not God, who did not even keep back his own Son, but offered him for us all! He gave us his Son—will he not also freely give us all things?" (Romans 8:32) ☺ #Unbreakable2017

"Sometimes you just throw your hands up and watch Him do the things you can't do." -Amanda Cook 🚩 #Unbreakable2017

Note to self: s t o p c o m p l a i n i n g t o o m u c h ✊ #Unbreakable2017

⬅ VICTORIOUS SELFIE! 🎉 (kaso di pwede magsmile, baka mahalata nila nagsselfie ako katapos tapos ng operation haha!) Conquered once again (hay once again 😭 hahahaha) my fear of injections, blood, hospital blades/knives (WAAA) and esp the operation itself all by the grace of God 😍🙌 This may be a minor operation but I major major thank Him for, also, once again, allowing me to experience a last-minute-miracle! I am actually told to pay an amount too high I really can't afford, promise 😷 Pumag-asa lang ako sa Philhealth, and unfortunately di pa nagwowork Philhealth ko as of the moment so I do have to pay that "high amount" and I told myself kanina nung di pa nakakapagdecide si doc what to do regarding my payment, "Pag lumampas ng *amount that I'm praying for* di ko na lang tutuloy yung operation. Bahala na Lord." And all of a sudden, nung sumagot na si doc, waaa he said I just have to pay for the exact amount I'm praying for! That's a 6k discount from the orig "high amount" they've given me 😭☝ I also major major wanna appreciate every workmate, friend and dgroupmate who encouraged me (I believe they somehow know that I fear operation haha!) and prayed for me. Kung alam niyo lang gano ako katakot nung pinahiga nako sa bed sa OR tas naririnig ko na yung mga blade blade lalo na nung tinusok na sakin yung anesthesia jusq!!!!! 😨 Then suddenly I just felt calm out of nowhere. Naramdaman ko talaga ang prayers niyo mga bes 😉💕 Praise God for this another victory! Praying na next yr wala nang operation na maganap, please lang 😂 #Unbreakable2017 🎊