getting smoked out by

soaking in warmth like

wanting to close my eyes to

learning to love myself to:

breathing in smokey silence

loving with no constrictions

constricting my aching body

with the blanket around my body

your body,

telling me now it's different

telling you that I'm sinking

your ex lovers all hurt you

she stutters, shines, like the moon

getting smoked out by darkness

soaking in warmth like summer

wanting to close my eyes to

wanting to get to know you

wanting to end the silence

wanting to be really honest,

for once, I'm reduced to nothing,

not even a word escapes me

Wanting to turn off the volume

of speech says there's someone new

my heart completely belongs to