#ubderstanding

The difference between you and me is that you want to understand the world while I want the world to understand me

Realization. Ok well maybe not realization, but... Refreshment? Brahh whatever! Anyways! I was just thinking about her and I and I thought "you both show each other how much you love each other in different ways, so it's hard to notice right? Right. But for me, every touch, every hug, every kiss, every hand hold and arm rub and side hold that I do, I do straight out of love. I do it to show you my love." and that got me to thinking. "that is how I do it, but how does she show it?" and I think I found out how. Her smile. That smile opens the door to it all. That soft reserved little princess I call my girlfriend is locked up pretty tight. But I think I broke in and stole her heart. I know I did. And it scares her to admit it. I know it. But that smile was the clue. It was the puzzle piece that made it all come together. Her smile showed me that she could show physical love. Physical love? Now I could have sworn that she was a deep conversationalist kinda girl, not a smile smile smile kinda girl. A transition? No. She was still the same girl, but she is picking up on something... Someone... Me. She is starting to love like I am!! Physical love! Flattery and touch. Cheesy lines, and cute gestures. She is trying.. For me? Yes for me. And it took me a while to notice. Ok I noticed before but it never really sunk in until now!! Now you may be wondering, "well what's so great about a smile?" It wasn't just "a smile." though, it was... Ok physically it was just a smile but there was a deep loving meaning behind it. Some feeling that I picked up on. A vibe, a feeling, an aura, or a flow, that just hit me. It has been around for as long as the earth has lived, but it found its way into out lives. This love that we feel, that drives us to do and think crazy things. I am so crazy for you babe. It is insane what I would do for you and... Just anything! I am not the person I wanted to be... I am the person I was ment to be, and that is because of you. I know I can't compete with you on a physiological scale, or an intelligence contest, and that Is just fine by me. It bugs me because I want you to think that I can understand you no matter what. I want to know what you are talking about and I want to be able to say the right things to you all of the time... I just don't know what that is just yet. I am going to get there though! I am going to be the best guy in the world for you!! I Promise. <3