Jun 18
I mean this in the most self affirming and not at all self destructive way when i say this, one day i'm gonna kill myself. Like this version of myself that gives and gives and gives and falls asleep feeling drained, no energy returned to me or left for myself. Im gonna kill him, and what will be left will be the version of myself that knows his worth and won't go for anyone or anything that doesn't also realize that worth. This version of myself will know peace and fearlessly and forcefully protect it. He'll do so for example by merking the previous version of me with his bare fucking hands
