This year have sounded like determination.
Some good and some bad things have happened, but mostly, I was picking up matters that I was avoiding in the past. Whenever I felt like I neede to focus on the task at hand, I played this. During the workout, during my shift. On my way to the new city. On my way to my hated job, during cleaning the flat I share with my dad now. In the bar where I remembered what a self confidence is, and during lapses around the stadion where I was rolling so hard I could forget I felt like shit.
I was traveling a lot, some of my wishes came true. I visited doctors I was neglecting, I took care of myself and started learning things.
Last year I made myself a promise I will push my life to a place I actually want it to be, that I will start actively shape it to fall into place I fell good about. And I did it - and I might be in one of the down between the ups, but I’m making myself another promise, not to stop.
