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MY NEW ONE-SHOT BOOKS' COVERS!!! ('READY TO BE' ERA)

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UPCOMING SET 5 LINE-UP
SET 5 LINE UP
Jihyo x M (Male) Reader- "Catching Feelings" (Fluff, Angst, Slight Smut)
Jihyo x F (Female) Reader- "Rewind" (Angst)
Mina x M (Male) Reader- "She Will Be Loved" (Fluff, Angst)
Mina x F (Female) Reader- "Brave" (Fluff, Angst)
Dahyun x M (Male) Reader- "Everlasting Life" (Fluff, Angst)
Dahyun x F (Female) Reader- "Rewrite The Stars" (Fluff, Angst)
JeongSa (Jeongyeon and Sana) x F (Female) Reader- "House Of Balloons" (Fluff, Angst)
TWICE x M (Male) Reader- "Cry For Me": PART 2 (Fluff, Angst)
Chaeyoung x M (Male) Reader- "Sacrifice" (Angst)
Chaeyoung x F (Female) Reader- "Something Just Like This" (Fluff, Angst)
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Sana x F Reader- “Glimpse Of Us”
Happy 24K reads and and also a very HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO OUR SHIBA INU, BUBBLY SQUIRREL, GIRLFRIEND COLLECTOR, TWICE'S RESIDENT GAY QUEEN, SANAKE, MS. SHY SHY SHY *inhales and exhales* DUALITY GODDESS AND ONCE'S ROYAL PRINCESS, Minatozaki Sana!
As a commemoration of her special day today and being true from what I mentioned on my announcement I gave days ago, HERE'S A TRIPLE UPDATE FOR YALL READERS!
But beware, this has an angst also just like the male reader featured one yet don't worry cuz the additional special one-shot will be FULL ON FLUFF.
Lastly, these three new updates will be my final ones for this year and also to finally close Set 4 before I go on to my indefinite hiatus.
I wish you all again A MERRY CHRISTMAS AND A HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!
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It was a good weather and nice sky that today has.
A perfect setting for people to enjoy scattering around in the park doing whatever they want as long as they abide the rules along with their loved ones.
One of those people who are strolling through the paths of the park between the green grasses and huge old trees was you and your girlfriend.
You and her passed this object standing beside the path before it seperates into two way, left and right. It looks like a statue of a huge koala and some other people are taking pictures of with them.
It seems that it got your girl's attention.
Witnessing that nobody is on the front, your girlfriend quickly stood there to take the turn. She commanded you to take a shot of her and without any further ado, you obliged.
Raising your arms with your hands holding the phone steadily, you captured three photos each of her doing different poses with it.
Since you have been having fun with her, she didn't forget to get you included in those photos. You took another pair of selfie with her beside you, just looking like a pretty nice couple on the camera.
"Let me see.", your girlfriend whose name is Son Seungwan or Wendy as what you call her for her nickname reached for your phone out in your hands.
She opened the gallery and saw the new picture you took with her. "Ooh I like these shots.", she said impressingly.
She looked at you while giving back the phone. "Hey, your turn. I don't want to be the only one who'll gets solo pictures for today."
"Aye aye maam."
You walked into the front of the koala statue and stood there first before proceeding to present your various simple poses.
"Oneee... two... three. Omooo you're so beautiful here, YN. The sunlight reflecting your face kinda added some beauty effects on your face.", she pointed out. It was accurate tho, the sunlight blocking the side of your face felt like you were using a filter to make you glooming.
"Yeah, thanks to the sun I suppose, it made me look better.", you said, smiling widely as you glanced up to the sky.
"Pabo, you stop right there.", she held your head and forcefully turned it to make your face directed to her. "You are beautiful to me and I won't fell in love with you if it wasn't also for me believing that you are appealing to my eyes.", she said with seriousness in her face.
"Thanks for seeing me in that way, Seungwan. I did loved hearing those sweet words for me.", you smiled appreciatingly.
"Only you can have it all anytime from me, YN because I love you so much.", she formed an adorable cheerful smile across her lips before kissing you right in the lips.
After both released from each other, Wendy felt something vibrated in her pocket in tandem with a bell ringing round. Even you heard it although it is muffled.
"Oh wait, I'll just take this. My mom is calling me.", she excused herself from you.
"Take your time, babe.", you nodded. Wendy stepped away a bit, near to the post that tells where is the direction of these two seperating path just beside of the position you're standing at.
Wandering your eyes around the park to watch the other people taking their time to enjoy this sweet summer day, you caught something in your eyes that stole your full attention and stopped your gaze exactly at this particular person
It was Sana and some other guy beside her happily watching the fishes in the river while peeking from the bridge with its handles is where the couples are placing their love padlocks there.
Based on how their movements interact with one another, they do seem close. A possibility occured on your mind, whether that's her friend or more than that.
You started to developed a throwback of memories inside your head, everything that you shared with this familiar girl that once became yours.
"S-sana?", you mumbled in a surprised tone, not expecting that you'll be able to see her again from the distance. It's been quite a while since you last saw her.
You were lost down in your thoughts, still staring at her being bubbly with that person as mixture of feelings started to stir up inside of you.
Because of that, you didn't even heard right away that your girlfriend Wendy was calling your name already.
"YN... YN!", she shouted a bit louder and shook your body just so she can grab your attention.
You turned around and faced her. " Oh hey."
"Let's go, I wanna see the fountain there!", she said, pointing her finger to the direction where the place she wants to visit next is located.
You nodded and let Wendy grab your hands to pull you with her. While following her motion, you took one last glance again at Sana and that guy who does seem like they are about to leave there too.
(2 DAYS LATER)
One of your tasks to start your day early today was to manage the mini garden you have in front of your house. Based on your evaluation, you remembered that you are planning to buy some new flowers to take part of your collection and plant it there.
So you walked onto the store where you should need to go to if you wanted to do that, which is just two blocks away from your residence.
Standing in front of the flower shop you always visit, you opened the door and easily entered in.
The lady standing inside the counter who is the owner of the place, listing something on her large notebook looked at you who just presented yourself.
"Good morning, Mrs. Chen.", you greeted her.
"Good morning too, young lady. How's the start of your day?", she asked while still keeping her sight on what she's writing.
"Going to get better.", you smiled timidly. You began to walk around the shelves to search what you need to buy.
"Send Wendy my greetings, okay?"
"Okay."
You finished checking all the products and the plants displayed in their rightful spots inside the store but you haven't found what you've looking for.
"Uhh by the way do you have sunflower seeds and some tulips too?", you asked her, interrupting her small task which you didn't intended at all to do that. You only wanted help as a customer.
Thankfully, you know Mrs. Chen already and she is just such a nice and calm lady. She have no right to show signs of irritation and agitation at a customer especially if that's her regular one... like you if they're just simply here to ask concerns on buying her products.
"You should be feeling lucky the stock just arrived last night.", she walked back to her storage room and went out bringing a cylinder vase containing tulips and going back just to place a small box with sunflower seeds inside.
"There, just pick how many do you want-", before her words got finished, she heard the metal bars clang on top of her entrance door, meaning that somebody just entered again. "Oh, I'm gonna just take my next customer here okay?", you nodded as you stayed to check out and get how many amounts of tulips and packs of sunflower seeds that you want.
While doing so, you heard that customer spoke with Mrs. Chen. You sweared that her voice sounded very recognizable to you that got you pause at what you're doing.
"Hello, ahjumma. Do you sell some poinsettias and lilies?"
"Yes, young lady I have some here left. Would you mind checking it?"
"Sure."
You stood up and grabbed your preferred amount of products to buy before walking back to the front of the counter where expectedly you came across into this woman that had your prediction crossed out in check.
Sana was standing in front of you, nearly bumping your body as both person walked at the same way. You slowly looked up at her and saw that face you last seen months ago.
She was dressed a white t-shirt, fitted jeans, converse blue shoes and her brown colored hair tied in ponytail. She was still beautiful and cute which it never changed for you.
Your eyes widened, so as Sana's. Both faces created a shocked expression as you're seeing each other in a very closed up angle.
"YN?!"
"Sana.", yours was a bit calmer since you last saw her just 2 days ago knowing that she might be around here again.
Mrs. Chen looked at both of you still staring unbelievably at one another, switching her glances at you and Sana. "You two know each other?
"Well uhh... yes, Mrs. Chen.", you said, still staring at Sana. "Actually, she's an old friend and uhh...
... my ex.", you smiled short as you referred to the past relationship you had with her.
"Really, that's true?!", Mrs. Chen gasped.
"Yes, ahjumma.", Sana nodded while smiling, which you didn't know what could be she's telling behind those to you after she heard you sharing that.
"Woah, I didn't knew about that. I thought Wendy was your first.", Mrs. Chen said. Sana's forehead crunched a little, probably confused what name did Mrs. Chen just mentioned at what does she mean by the word "first".
"Oh well, I know you two are over but I can tell that you two do look fitting for each other, you know what I mean?", Mrs. Chen chuckled. You and Sana was surprised at her comment. Tilting your head a little to finally break your eye contact with her, you were puzzled why did that felt fluttering at some point.
"You look lovely, Sana and same as well to you YN.", she continued speaking as your face starting to get reddened. " I mean, you two won't choose each other back then if you don't think the same way-"
You interrupted Mrs. Chen in the middle of her words because she's spilling way more thoughts already about both you and her which gives the two former couple an awkward and very embarassing feeling to stand very close to each other.
"Mrs. Chen, please calm down with your comments.", you nonchalantly said, hand gesturing to relax. "Yes, you're right. We get it and we appreciate your compliments to us.",
"But I think besides that, we're much better to just remain as only normal friends.", Sana finally spoken. Hearing her soft voice makes you glad, but what she just said elicited a very strange discomfort in you.
You looked at her and your curving lips upwards began to shrink down and form in a straight instead. You didn't know why it happened that it got you unpleased. "These days, it proved that we were doing normally fine now with our own lives.", she said which makes sense anyway.
Your break-up with her led to the opportunity to have someone new again and that is Wendy who is so far being such a very good girlfriend to you
Although you can't distinct yet if she was better than Sana.
"Hmm as you say so.", Mrs. Chen said, looking satisfied enough with Sana's reason. " I apologize for overreacting, I just became sad that I haven't got to see you both together and meant than more on your relationship with each other. Makes me wonder how was it."
"It was good. Still worth it to be remembered.", you looked at her and Sana did too. She gave a smile about it which prompted you to make the same as you felt somewhat touched by what you heard.
Atleast it had mostly happy parts, you thought.
"That's good to hear.", Mrs. Chen nodded. "Anyways, lets cut the talk and focus back on preparing your orders."
Few minutes later after Mrs. Chen computed all the prize of what you and Sana bought, you paid it with your money and so as she.
Exiting the flower shop with her, now all alone together; you tried your best to start a topic to talk out with her.
"Sorry for Mrs. Chen, okay? She's really that outspoken when it comes to her opinions or thoughts about everything else.", you sighed.
"Don't sweat it YN.", she shook her head. Both went silent again as none had any idea how to continue the conversation, tongues must've stucked behind your throat.
Until you build up the courage to just let yourself be free of speaking what was all in your mind after seeing her again without no more plans on how to communicate with Sana.
You huffed an air before speaking again. "Good to see you again, Sana."
"Me too."
"How are you doing these days?", you asked with curiosity. "Where did you went. I haven't seen you in almost a year."
" Ahh- just returned back to my hometown Osaka to reconcile with my parents for a while.", Sana answered. You let out an "oh" sound as you finally discovered what made her disappear away from your sight after that unfortunate day happened. "I miss them anyways. What about you?"
"Doing good. Remained here at our place. Found a new job to be exact and met someone new."
Sana remembered that Mrs. Chen mentioned somebody's name she figured that maybe it has something to do with him. Was that her name? Wendy?"
"Yes, it's Wendy.", you clarified. "Seungwan's actually her real Korean name but that's just her nickname since she's fluent speaking in English."
Sana formed an "o" shape in her mouth as she sees this as fascinating. "Ooh... good to hear that you found yours as well."
"Yeah, you're also in a relationship with someone too, right?"
"Yup.", she nodded at first before slowing down on shaking her head to look at you weirdly. " Wait, how did you-"
"I saw you and some guy back at the park 2 days ago", you said, recalling that moment where you learned that Sana is back around here in South Korea."Thought I just found someone very identical of you until I looked more focusedly and there, it became clear to me that's really you on the bridge sightseeing the fishes in the river."
"So you did see us but I didn't.", Sana said as she was sure that she never saw any signs of your presence there.
"That park is huge anyway."
" You're right.", she just took your point understandably instead. "The guy that was with me, his name is Knight, he's my boyfriend and yeah, I fell for a guy this time.", she said, revealing the indenity of the mysterious person she has with her previously.
"Shocking, right?", she chuckled.
"Never thought you won't be staying gay forever.", that grew into a laughter which you two both shared.
"Some things just happen to change unexpectedly within us, I guess.", she grinned heavily, shrugging her shoulders. You just nodded to intepret it clearly while pursing your lower lip.
"How did you and Knight met?"
"We met through a blind date set up by my Japanese friend named Momo in Japan.", she shared. "Knight was Momo's friend also actually. We got to know each other more until he asked me to be his girlfriend which I accepted since he's a good guy afterall."
"Now currently we are in our first month now and he joined me here to attempt growing our own business together.", she told you the reason why she remained staying here in your country.
"Oh... okay then. Congrats to both of you."
"Same message for you and Wendy too.", you smiled back at her. "Cmon, share to me yours too."
"Me and Wendy met in a concert. Her seat was next to mine and we engaged in a convo when she accidentally dropped her lightstick and thankfully it didn't break because it landed on my shoe.", you rewinded inside your head how it happened.
"I picked it up for her, apologies intensifies and there."
"That's a cute backstory.", she reacted. You agreed to what she said but...
... something was telling you otherwise.
You thought how you and Sana met was cuter.
"What better way to be in love who shares the same interests as yours, right? Well, me and Knight do have some similarities too. We both love to sing and dance.", she exampled herself with her boyfriend. You just remained silent as you kept listening to her.
After crossing the street and taking a turn to the left, she stopped the conversation you were into with her when she walked a little faster ahead of you as she saw something.
"Oh, this is my stop now.", she stood in front of a gate of a purple and white painted huge house.
"Woah, this is where you're living as of now?", you said as you roamed your eyes at the exterior.
"Yup.", she pulled out the keys in her pocket and inserted the right one on the keyhole of the padlock. Twisting it, she successfully unlocked it and opened the gate.
"All alone by yourself?"
"Nope, Knight is staying here too."
"Ohh... okay.", you nodded. Sana turned around and you looked at her as you knew what that meant already. She had to say goodbye to you now.
"I'm happy that we got to reconnect again, you know... as friends who's just catching up with each other.", you said while doing a hand gesture to refer yourselves by pointing one another. "To be honest, I haven't received any updates of you."
"Ahh... my account got hacked by the way, the password I made won't allow me to open it so... I made a new one.", Sana explained. "Want to exchange? Yours is still the same right?"
"Yup."
"Got it."
"I got to go now, my house is just only few houses ahead of yours.", you looked afar as yours was placed at the end of where you were looking.
"Really?", Sana elicited an astounded expression. You nodded in response. "Wow, then we can just pass by ourselves at any time. Bye, YN. Nice meeting you again."
"Bye, Sana.", you said as you watched her close her gate. Before walking away, you waved your hand to her.
As you went home and noticing that Wendy wasn't present around, you sat down in your couch and grabbed some snacks to eat while watching TV.
While watching, your phone received a notification. You grabbed it to check what is it.
As you opened the screen and went to the social media app, you saw on tge notification list that you received a friend request from Sana's new account.
A huge smile crept on your face as you pressed her name and inspected her profile where you saw her overly gorgeous display picture and many more.
At the same time, Wendy arrived in their house. The sound of opening the door and her footsteps got your attention as your wide smile still intact on your face which made her saw you like that.
"I'm home."
"Oh babe, you're back.", you fixed your sitting posture as you followed your eyes on Wendy walking through the kitchen.
" Sorry for waiting, I just bought us what I'll be cooking for tonight's dinner.", she said as she dropped everything she brought with her on the counter.
"It's okay.", you said before returning your gaze at your phone, looking one more at Sana's beautiful image before shutting down your phone and continued watching on the TV.
Wendy found your smile adorable as she saw it when she entered the house. She really felt your happiness having her around this lovely place you're sharing with her as your girlfriend.
However, she has no idea that she's actually wrong in her assumption.
(5 DAYS LATER)
You and Wendy visited a ramen shop since your girlfriend was craving for it.
Ofcourse, you suggested if she could just cook on her own but she only reasoned out that she's on her lazy potato mode for today.
She tossed back to you the suggestion if you could do it instead but it only resulted with her chuckling and scoffing when even you rejected it yourself since you were also feeling like you want to go out for today and be away from the house for a while.
So here you are with her, triumphantly satisfying each other's cravings.
As you were searching for an available seat, a middle aged lady who just finished serving the customers their orders by placing those on the table carefully saw you immediately as she spun her body to return back to the counter.
She recognized you already and a smirk crept up on her face.
You sat with Wendy in front of the counter and the lady faced both of you as she went inside joining again her employees who is currently working their respective tasks to serve other customers.
"Look who just visited my ramen shop.", she crossed her arms below her chest as she looked at you and Wendy. Her eyes squinted when her eyes landed at your girlfriend.
"Hi Mrs. Lee. The usual, as always."
Mrs. Lee remained her sight set at Wendy which the latter starts to feel nervous and slightly intimidated by the aura of the owner.
She went slowly leaning forward to your ears. Your eyebrows wrinkled as you got confused what is she doing and why was she moving closer to you.
"Psst, YN... who is this fine delightful woman you brought with you?", she whispered straight to your ear before finally looking back at you with pure interest covered in her face.
You chuckled as you heard what she said, as if you thought there's something wrong only for her question to disapprove your speculation.
You bumped your elbow to Wendy's shoulder which made her to look at you. You gestured for her to introduce herself to Mrs. Lee as you wanted the anser she's seeking to be done by the person she was curious to know who she is.
"A-Annyeonghaseyo, I'm Son Seungwan, you can call me Wendy, ahjumma.", Wendy gently bowed her head in respect for the elder.
You grabbed her free hand laying down on the surface of the table and raised it to show Mrs. Lee. She blushed at your touch. "She's my current girlfriend."
Her eyes and mouth expanded in surprise. "Ehh? You have a new one?", her voice raised.
"What about you and Sana, what happened to the two of you?"
You halted as your smiled fell quickly at the mention of your past relationship with your ex-girlfriend Sana.
You sweared that you just remembered that Mrs. Lee knows Sana because this is the same restaurant where you two started to get to know each other until both became regular customers that led to Mrs. Lee knowing and memorizing your faces.
And the spot where you and Wendy are sitting at is your most favorite one when you were eating with Sana.
Meanwhile, Wendy became confused at the mention of Sana's name as it sounded for her that this woman seemed very close and was involved to you.... in such a special role in your life before.
She's sure that she haven't heard of you sharing, mentioning or referring about Sana's name in a span of 5 months relationship you have with her so far.
Furrowing her eyebrows with her emotion suppressing a serious demeanor, she showed it to you and Mrs. Lee who doesn't have any idea what she just did until you signalled a warning glare to her that she just spilled it in front of your current girlfriend.
Without no other choice and the accident has been done, you decided to just reveal the backstory of what happened to you and Sana. "W-well... Mrs. Lee, we broke up."
"What? Why?", Wendy listened more intently between your conversation.
"Lack of time and some little conflicts we had together.", you said with a weak smile.
"Aigoo, that's sad. Best of luck to her, then.", Mrs. Lee pouted as she felt bad hearing the news about what caused for you and her to finalize that decision of ending your romantic bond with her.
"But, hey. I still support you and your new girl Wendy here okay?", she said, glancing back at Wendy who smiled in appreciation. "Hope your relationship last longer."
"Thanks, ahjumma.", both of you replied at the same time.
"Okay, I'll leave you two here for a while to go back in the kitchen and tell them to prepare me the usual.", she winked and clicked her tongue.
You chuckled at her hilarious action. "We'll wait, Mrs. Lee."
As Mrs. Lee left away to go to the kitchen then entertain the other customers, you gazed back at Wendy only to discover your girlfriend staring at you with an annoyed and dead expression.
"Why? What's with the face?", you asked, perturbed.
"You didn't told me you were previously in a relationship before?", Wendy asked. You felt nervousness all over your body. "That you had a girl before me."
"Wendy, I can explain okay?", you attempted to calm her down in sync with your taunting, slowly waving your both hands up and down. She just continued to stare at you deadly.
"I haven't able to mention about it to you because I'm trying to forget about it and I just wanted to focus on searching for somebody to love... which is here... I got you now with me Wendy.", you explained. Wendy rolled her eyes and glanced away at you, crossing her arms while pouting her lips as she sulked for keeping your past to Sana as a secret to her.
You narrowed your gap between her and grabbed her from waist and shoulder, trying to have her look back at you. " I'm sorry, okay? That was all in the past now, I have you. Cheer up, please.", you pleaded.
She glared back to you but her body still isn't facing you. "You sure? You love me?"
"Y-yes.", you gulped. Wendy rotated herself to face you again and took her additional time to admire the irresistable beauty of the woman who won her heart effortlessly.
She sighed heavily before cupping your cheeks. "Okay. Thanks for that, YN.", she smiled a little bit was enough for you to take it that you made the situation fine. "Sorry if I sounded disappointed or mad and I love you too just to let you know.", she said before kissing you on the left cheek that she's holding and hugged you in her arms.
"Now that i'm your second, I'll do my best to be a better girlfriend for you babe.", she whispered at you before humming and closing her eyes with a smile on face.
You listened to what she said and took note of it, but your focus transitioned back in your mind that was all too occupied with your plan to invite Sana to bring her here and reconnect with Mrs. Lee to return the favor she gave to you.
(THE NEXT DAY)
Sana accepted the invitation you sent to her later that night after you and Wendy went home.
Here she is with you, just finished eating with you while reconnecting to Mrs. Chen whom she hasn't seen for a year.
"Mrs. Lee didn't aged a bit, hasn't she?", Sana said after you let her exit first by opening the door for her like a true gentleman.
"Agree, she haven't changed at all.", you replied with hand tapping your stomach as you feel very full for eating ramens in 2 days, but you didn't mind at all because Sana is joining you to be there by your side.
You and her walked at the sidewalk after leaving Mrs. Lee's ramen shop. "I'm so happy that she still managed to remember me... and thanks to you too, it was because of you that's why.", Sana said, looking at you with her warm smile.
"We created one of memories there in her place, in front of her, can't blame her that she won't forget us and easily recognize us through one another.", you said. "It was like, we are related and connected already to her."
"But not as same as what she was thinking of it to be when before you told us about our status now so yeah it was better that we did updated her earlier.", she reminded. You became somewhat lonely after hearing that bitter truth coming from her.
"Otherwise, she would still believe and assume that this couple who just had their first date at her ramen shop continues on keeping their romantic bond stronger than ever.", you just nodded with your fake smile pasted in your face. You really don't know why does it stings and punctures your feelings as she refers to your past relationship with her.
Reaching the end of the street before taking a turn, a familiar bus stop standing beside post caught your attention. You walked across to it, leaving Sana few steps ahead.
A moment flashed in your eyes as you visualized it clearly while staring at the seats, which made you smile. You cleared your throat before speaking.
"And here's the spot that led us what we are.", you said, standing in front of the empty bus stop. Sana goes beside you as she listened to what you were saying.
"If it wasn't raining at that time and you being clumsy as ever, it won't help us construct closeness between us.", you snickered to Sana as you reminisced about it.
You received a slap from Sana to your shoulder which made you cover it fast with your hand, coping to the piercing pain you felt in your skin. "Yah! You're somewhat teasing me about that? What about you who got late at the time bus arrived because your umbrella got destroyed, hmm?"
"Okay fine, if it wasn't for my unfortunate fate we wouldn't standing side by side today.", you said, choosing to play fair with the sulking hamster who is now sulking.
"Now that's fair.", Sana huffed in the air, bouncing her body as she were crossing her arms in a sassy attitude way.
She looked sidewards at you. "I have to be honest with you, YN. I am enjoying this moment of us just looking completely fine on it's back to square one route. I missed... talking with you and I missed seeing you."
A blush formed in your cheek with your tightened smile, trying to fight not to expand it with a larger just to contain your happiness being alone with her just like the good ol times.
"I missed you too, S-sana. Welcome back.", you stuttered of embarassment.
It got even more intense when suddenly Sana lunges in your arm and looked at you with her puppy eyes, which was exactly one of your weakness against her: the aegyos. Sana is undeniably the best at it since she is just naturally born to be cute.
"Hey, can we go to the amusement park next? I heard back in Japan that it got redesigned at some point.", she requested at you, yes even her voice goes softer and tender enough to have you in awe.
Your beathing became heavier, trying to look away just to avoid getting hypnotized from her adorable manner. "Y-you want to go there?"
"Yes, I want to see it please...", she said in a cooing tone, shaking your arm slowly. You sighed out as you know that already hit a critical effect to crush your composure.
As always, when it comes to her and her adorable pleadings; you surrendered, once again getting easily defeated by her cutesy features. "Damn it, your aegyo never fails to had me in defeat."
"I knew you wouldn't.", Sana winked in front of you. Your eyes largened and heartbeat raced maybe even faster than those racers in NASCAR.
"I'm impossible to resist, and even you can't deny that," she said to you in a seductive tone.
You are now puzzled why it feels like there's something more combined with how you get simply affected by these actions of her. You had it from her before and even Wendy successfully did it to have you as her lover.
You could identify it easily because it was one of the signs for you that you are falling in love with someone who could manage to do that on you.
And right now the person you have by your side is none other than Minatozaki Sana and to repeat: who is your EX-GIRLFRIEND.
You thought, does this mean one thing that... no. You tried to deny and marked it wrongly that you aren't. You know that isn't right falling from somebody again who was part of your past especially that both you and her are taken.
But... at the same time, although it was so wrong... yet it feels so right to have it again as what you're admitting to yourself.
That you are getting attached again by your first love who created and showed you how does it like to be in a relationship, which you enjoyed a lot sharing it with her despite of the altercations and blank times you and her couldn't keep to remain proceeding.
Wendy is a good girlfriend and you want to be loyal for her, but as what Sana is doing to you right makes you start to reconsider that promise to yourself again.
An hour and a half later, you took her to the amusement, granting her request right away.
You rode some fun rides with Sana together and by individually. Not just that, you even visited a horror attraction where it didn't failed to make Sana screaming in terror andeven took some pictures with her on the phone and through the photo booth.
You are now about to walk through the restaurant beside the park to rest and eat with Sana for dinner when a light bulb appeared in your head as you caught a look at something.
"Sana, can we go there one more before we eat?", you said, pointing directly at a game booth.
"You're playing again?"
"Yup.", you nodded. " I just want to win something that caught my eye.", you walked quickly ahead to that booth where the guy who is operating it got alerted at you and Sana's presence.
"Hi there, how to play?"
The owner stepped beside to present what does the game appear to be, which looks like just a random mini basketball. "Just hit straight shots on every ring here at the wall and bingo, the prize will be in your favor.", he explained how does it work.
"I'll take one round. This is gonna be easy.", you said confidently as you pulled out your couple of money out from your wallet. "Sana, stay there and... just watch.", you bounced your eyebrows which Sana looked impressed at your complacent spirit.
The owner lends you the rack filled with 5 balls to use for shooting, you began to roll your sleeve up below your elbow.
"Woooo! Go, YN!", Sana cheered as you started to release some shots.
Surprisingly for Sana and even to the owner of the stall that you were able to perform 5 straight streak of perfect shooting even when the ring tried to challenge you by moving on different positions.
You checked again the required amount of shots needed to win that prize you are interested to get and noticed that you already achieved it, you stopped and the owner considered you already as the winner.
Sana cheered in celebration as she jumped energetically behind you, grasping your both shoulders as you got fluttered from her touch.
"Damn, lady. You got some great aim with ya.", the owner commented in disbelief.
You shrugged your shoulders and twitched your lips arrogantly. "Basketball is my life.", you said, bragging a little at your expert skills due to being part of the women's basketball team back from your college.
"Okay, choose whatever you want and you can take it.", the owner instructed you, leading you to the prizes hanging above.
You didn't even bother to search for what do you want to get in return for your record achievement because you had your locked at the eyes already since the beginning.
"There. I'll get it.", you pointed at the large hamster plushie. Sana's eyes sparkled as she recognized and has a clue now on what made you play here.
The owner grabbed it and gave to you willingly. "Here you go. Thanks for playing."
"Thanks also.", you said before leaving and walking away from it, returning your direction through the restaurant.
"So...you played because that's what you chose to get?", Sana asked, still looking at you.
"Yes, I did that all just for this giant hamster face plushy.
And... this is for you.", you said as you lend the stuff toy to Sana who became astounded.
"YN, t-that wasn't necessary. You should keep it. It's yours, you're the one who won it.", she said, trying to push back the toy to you as she still stood with her denial.
You gripped it tighter to prevent Sana to push it closer to you and instead fought back with its impact by presenting it to her more. "Yeah, and did you heard what the guy said? It's mine... so I have the full control to decide what should I want to do with my prize... and my decision is to give this to you since your face always reminds of hamsters you know that.", you said, chuckling while shaking your head to refuse her desire to decline your gift.
Sana sighed and looked at you again appreciatingly. "Well it looks like I can't keep you pushing me more if I'll continue declining it so yeah, fine. I accept it.", she finally grabbed it to you and stared deeper at it before hugging it tightly.
"It's cute, hehe. Thanks, YN.", she said while looking like an innocent kid standing in front of you bravely while holding her favorite teddy bear who she thought that was fighting off the ghosts in her bedroom whenever she sleeps in her own room at night with light shut off.
"Welcome."
Just as when you entered the restaurant with her, Sana heard her phone rang by its new notification.
She looked up to know what it is and after reading its contents, she looked at you apologetically.
"YN, sorry but I think we have to end it here now, my boyfriend was on his way home and I don't want him to worriedly find me when he discovers that I wasn't at home yet.", she excused.
"R-right... o-okay Sana.", you said in a low tone before sighing a little, disappointed and saddened that your fun time being with her had to be cut now.
You nodded at her before heading to the cashier to make your orders instead into a take out since there's no more time for both of you to remain here and eat.
You drove her to her house which thankfully, Knight wasn't around yet and the house still has its lights off.
Stepping out in your car, Sana peeked at the door which made you look at her. "Thank you for today, YN. I had so much fun. Bye!"
"It completed my day, thank you too Sana. Bye and greet Knight a good evening for me."
"Okay!", she giggled and grinned while showing a thumbs up gesture to you. You watched her enter her house to be assured that she finally made it home safely. As you drove away, you passed Knight's car who just in time, arrived though Sana's house.
You frowned as you remembered that Sana and you couldn't spend more time hanging together alone because each of you should know the limits especially that both of you are now taken and each other's lovers are already aware also that you and Sana are once girlfriends.
You arrived home and told to Wendy about why you were out for so long was because you hang out with your workmates instead of revealing that its Sana. Fortunately, she just let it pass and both of you ate dinner after with your ordered food back at the amusement park.
Later, you suddenly awakened during your slumber, with Wendy still has her body in a peaceful sleep. The highlights of you and Sana's bonding earlier had you bothered again.
Seeing Wendy beside you wrapping her arm on top of your torso, you gently pulled it out to let yourself stand up from the bed and walk downstairs to reach the kitchen.
You drank some milk to make yourself sleepy again. Opening your phone, you just noticed that Sana sent you some photos 2 hours ago.
It was pictures of you and her in the amusement park, but what had you smiled the most is this last photo where you took a selfie with her, with Sana almost pressing her cheeks against yours.
You smiled as you thought how it does look so lovely having her near you and seeing your bodies close to one another, which you got to frequently have it with her when she was your woman.
And suddenly, a longing feeling filled up your heart at the reminscence.
(4 MONTHS LATER)
Based on Wendy's perspective, your personality just changed over the course of 4 months prior to your original she was always used to see that from you that's been keeping her to be so in love with you.
She could notice the differences you were showing to her whenever she tried to interact with you.
There were instances that you'll became dull and cold, responding to everything she tells to you very shortly.
Your level of amusement to her playful and hilarious attempts to entertain you lowered, which caused all of it to fail.
You were even cutting off shortly your intimacy together with her whenever she tries touching you and even planning it raise its heat and level of fun yet it juxtaposes your mood which occurs whenever you came home.
She guessed that it seems to her as if she was always meeting someone from outside that possibly brightens up her day more instead of her which is supposed to be her responsibility as a girlfriend.
Wendy feels like you are trying to make her look like a failure of a girlfriend to herself, and she's not liking every single bit of it.
She wants to know why you're being in this way.
One day, you and Wendy were invited for a double date along with Sana and Knight.
Throughout the whole time, you can feel very uncomfortable seeing the couple in front of you being lovey-dovey to each other. It even made you reconsider the decision to address that you are now regretting it.
As you tried to do the same for your own girlfriend, you instead seem like you're just forcefully trying to be sweet with Wendy.
And Wendy isn't blind and dumb so she can observe all of it.
Having enough of your weird antics, Wendy excused herself saying that she wants to go home now. She stood immediately from her seat and even left you alone in your seat with her, facing Knight and Sana with pure confusion and worriedness in their faces too.
You excused and sent goodbye already to Sana and Knight, leaving them on their own date just to catch up to Wendy who already left the restaurant.
You blocked her way as you finally reached her and went ahead of her steps.
"Wendy, what's wrong dear?", you asked her concerningly.
"Nothing. I'm just tried. I want to go home right away.", she said with a bleak tone while her expression remains blank and boring.
"But we haven't finished our date especially our ordered food with them. You could just ask for me about it and we could excuse ourselves up."
"You sure you can do it?", she raised her brow at you.
"Ofcourse, I do. Why won't I. Wasn't that one of the responsibilities of a girlfriend to take care of her lover?", you blurted.
Wendy scoffed and finally paused her steps to face you with her ridicolously glare. "Oh really? I just thought you can't and you'll let me be because you want to stay there just to watch and be with her more."
Your eyebrows nearly met each other in bewilderment at your girlfriend's strange change of demeanor. "W-what are you saying, Wendy. You're my priority here. What's wrong with you, I know there's one."
Wendy remained silent for a second before you asked her again. "Tell me, please."
Wendy's lips began to frown as she prepared herself to speak and reveal the truth why her mood gets easily disrupted. "YN... shall I ask you something?"
"Bring it on."
"Do you really meant it when you said what you have with Sana was all in the past and you have me in the present?"
"Yes, you know that.", you answered. "What are you going through this, Wendy?"
Wendy breathed heavily, overflowing emotions of despair and heartbreak starting to take control of her. " I don't know if you're telling the truth, YN. These past few days says otherwise."
" You seemed changed to me. I can't have you take us seriously on our intimate times, sometimes you go out too frequent and coming back in our home the opposite of what your mood is whenever you're with me.", she began to pour out her first pair of teardrops from her eyes. You went sad seeing her admitting that she's suffering from a problem these days, which was all entirely caused by you who supposed to get rid of all it and shed light to her darkest times.
"And now at our double date with them back on the table, I can see how you communicate with her and you seemed very stunned or fascinated being in front of her doing everything.", she said based on her observation at how you looked so fascinated having Sana in front of you which she also took it like you were disregarding Knight and her own presence along with everything around her.
You look at Sana like you just wanted to be with her.
"Those eyes weren't shining when you look at her compared to what you give to me YN. It makes me feel like as if I'm being forgotten that you have your partner beside you and it hurts me a lot knowing that the man I love so much out of everyone was doing this to me like I'm sort of a ghost when I'm the one who makes sure that his existence was valuable everytime.", her sobs became louder but she still tries her best to continue speaking.
"Now it all finally ties together to make perfect sense for me to understand that there's something wrong going on... and I figured it out who might be the root of what's happening to you."
She sniffed and wiped away some of her tears to regain her composure standing in front of you who is still in silence after what you just heard from her.
"Again, let me ask you this question. Do you perhaps, still attached to Sana?", she asked it cautiously, silently begging in her mind that you would say no and cross out her fears. "No silent treatment please, I want to make it clear."
You looked at her who is anticipated your answer.
As you opened your mouth to pronounce your answer, Wendy's nervousness just gets higher and higher.
(2 DAYS LATER)
"See you tomorrow, girls! Bye!", Sana waved her hands to her 8 fellow workmates and friends which she always join in to leave for work.
"Bye, Sana! Be safe!", they all said simulteanously before walking away from each other, seperating theirselves and returning their focus back at the direction they're heading onto.
"Finally, works done. Now I got to rest...", she muttered but before she was about to finish her words, her ringtone started to play out of nowhere.
She took out her phone who received a call from an unknown person and a cellphone number. She just answered it while having her trust issues and doubts to herself.
"Hello?"
"Hello, is this perhaps Ms. Minatozaki Sana?", the caller behind greeted her. It was a masculine voice who even mentioned her full name specifically, to her surprise.
"Yes, why? Who is this?"
"This is the district police department. We called you because you were the guardian mentioned for YN LN?", Sana's eyebrows furrowed in confusion and curiosity as to why did the police also mentioned your name that caused them to reach out on her who has no clue of what's happening to you.
"Is it right?"
"Y-yes, officer. She's my friend."
"Come here to the station asap, I would like to have a word with you maam.", he commanded only to increase Sana's worriedness, her possibilities of what led you to your arrest and being sent in their place had her uneasy.
"O-okay, noted. Thank you, officer.", she said before ending the call. Sana looked around her to process what just informed to her.
"Damn it, YN what did you do? Ugh, I guess rest can wait.", she then called for a taxi and gave the drive her exact destination of where she's going.
The lack of traffic contributed to her fast arrival at the police station. She paid the driver and thanked him for his service before hopping out and skipoing quickly inside the police station.
She went to the helper's lounge and grabbed the attention of the police officer sitting inside. "Hello? Officer, I'm Minatozaki Sana. One of your colleagues called me for a certain YN LN."
Before the assigned assistant was about to speak, the right police officer who called Sana appeared from beside, walking closer to her.
"Hello, good evening Ms. Minatozaki. Good that you arrived here."
"What did my friend do for you to arrest her?"
"Follow me.", she listened and walked with the officer through his office where she got led onto. There, she saw you sitting in front of the desk slumped on your seat, head lowered down and is in complete silence.
"She got into a bar fight maam and tried driving while intoxicated with alcohol, prompting us to give her a reckless assault and a DUI, with a fine needed for her punishment.", he explained, enlightening Sana to know the story of your arrestment.
Sana looked at you worriedly and a mix of disappointment. "Don't worry about it, I-I'll pay it. Including the bail too, just get her out of the jail and let her come with me. I can handle this myself."
"As you say so, miss. Please lecture your friend to get rid herself out of trouble next time."
"I will, officer. Thank you.", she bowed her head in respect and so as the officer did before grabbing your arm to bring you with her, officially releasing you and saving you from being locked in jail.
After exiting the police station, she found a vacant bench in front and sat there with you.
"What happened to you YN? Jeez, are you out of your mind?", she scolded you. She sniffed your smell after she noticed it and her face transitioned to a disgusted emotion.
"You're even reeking in alcohol. Where's Wendy to monitor you?"
"Wendy... gone...", you said very weakly.
"What?"
"Wendy... and I ... aren't on good terms.", you repeated, but in a clearer answer.
"Why? Did a problem occured to both of you?"
You nodded slowly. "It's you."
Sana got confused and a bit scared. "Huh? Why me? What did I do...?"
"You just couldn't let me move on... you made me won't get enough of you... how I can I move on if it wasn't for you who keeps bothering me...", you said, keeping the low volume of your voice which is one of the proofs that your drunk state decreased the energy in your body.
"YN, I didn't even know you were holding problems with me. What's with all the blame?"
"It's obvious that you don't... you care less about it since you have Knight in your hold.", you finally lifted up your head to look straight at her. Sana catched your stare and she was shocked at how devastated, awful and pity it looked.
You formed a slight eyebags below your eyes, it looked half litted as an evidence that you had lack of sleep and it was a bit reddish and wet from all the crying you spent.
"Sana... why... why am I still in love with you?", she halted, mouth parted in shock at what you just said to her.
Sana sighed and shook her head. "YN... what are you even talking about right now. You have Wendy with you as your girlfriend. Please, for goodness sake be loyal. I'm sure she's been doing great for you."
"Yeah she does. She takes the world off my shoulders if I feel like it's hard to move from my burdens. She turns the storms into rainbows whenever I have a bad day...", you enumerated all of what good deeds Wendy has done for you.
"See? She's perfect, YN."
"I know she is, but ever since you returned why do I still wish that it was you instead Sana?", you asked her, eyes are getting swelled up in tears. Sana sighed again as she became speechless for a while in disbelief at your words.
"I guess, not at all times perfect doesn't mean that it's worth it... so what can I do about it?"
"When you're out of my sight, my mind finds a way to keep your image still visible to me. And sometimes when I look in her eyes, all I could see instead was just me trying to find a glimpse of us.", you narrated everything you experienced and what you went through every day after either meeting her or not while Wendy was with you.
"These days, I kept on trying to fall for her smiles, for her kisses, for her touches... but all I get instead is when how it was the same way as how it was to us before.", you started to cry again for the nth time, but this time in front of the woman who was back and bringing her whole past she made with you as she unintentionally had you attracted to her like just like the first day you finally got to learn more about her.
"I just... don't know, Sana. I did said to myself that I am now fine... that I have moved on fron our break up, but what I am doing seems like I'm just passing time in her arms, pretending that you were the still the one.", your voice became rough and cracking through the shivering of your body caused by the intensity of the effects of your heartbreak.
Sana grabbed your hand and patted the top of with her another one. Her warm touch made you glance at it and somehow it began to calm you down a little.
"YN, listen to me carefully and I hope you try to process it all in your mind as I say this.", Sana said, prepared to spill out her comments after hearing everything you confessed to her.
"You're just complicated at how things are going for you. And the mistake for your part comes here because, why did you looked for a new one without fully recovering yourself from what happened to us.", she said, highlightening the main fault of what put you into this stressful problem that not even you who got hurt and drained by it by also the innocent Wendy and even Sana.
"You are just... hurting Wendy at this point that has done nothing with it. You can't just make others suffer too when you are. You should've reflected to yourself everyday if you are unaffected or unbothered anymore once you see me again."
"It may have made you thought that you developed full dedication of loving Wendy, but you forgot that you abandoned to work on yourself first before committing on a new relationship with her."
"Using somebody else only to fill up the empty, null and void spot in your heart isn't love. That's not the YN I know and I loved before, so please don't turn yourself in a worse way because of this. You have to stop this.", Sana advised to you with full concern, signifying that after all these time her amount of care for you never vanished although you have given her a heartbreak before by agreeing to break up with her.
Sana pulled your body towards her and gently placed your head on top of her shoulder, where you continued to sobbed harder and louder. She can feel the vibration coming from your aggressively shaking body that prompted her to rub your back as comfort.
"I'm sorry, Sana. I realized it all now. I have been such a terrible guy especially as a boyfriend to Wendy.", Sana nodded as she kept on listening to hear what you were saying. " I could've became patient to heal myself so that I couldn't have entered a tight situation."
"I understand that you definitely should get disappointed of me for not letting go of our past and hurting Wendy in the process... I'm so sorry... "
"Well, like what you said... what could you do about it... you created another mess to somebody again and there's only one way to solve it.", Sana said, as an idea formed in her mind that might help your ongoing messy situation.
"Don't apologize to me, use it to someone who needs it more and that's Wendy. She's the most affected in this situation you put yourself into, YN. Are you two not talking each other?"
"S-she haven't returning home for 3 days now."
"Where is she?"
"At her friends.", you replied. You were entirely sure by it because she treats her 4 friends who are all girls as her sister figures already, so they might be her best option to grab some help whenever she's in difficult position.
"You must request a time to talk to her. Fix it, YN. Bring her back home and continue your relationship together. You can still have Wendy and not let her go.", Sana suggested. "Do you promise that?"
You nodded. "I do. I can't lose her too."
"There you go. That's love. You'll be fine and everything will be the same as well. Just set aside the past and focus on the present."
"I still love you, YN... and I enjoyed what we had but it won’t gonna work between us. That’s why it’s better for us to be just as friends rather. And I care for you a lot so please could you do yourself to treat me the same if you are too?"
"I- I will", you nodded again. Your cries started to slowly stop and gets quiet. No more tears running out through your cheeks. "Thank you for the helpful advices, Sana."
"Always welcome for my friend.", she ruffled your hair and hugged you again before releasing yourself away from her.
You began wiping away the stains of the tears in your face with your handkerchief, with Sana assisting you.
She checked your face as she spotted those bruises and wounds around. "We must aid all of these now.", she clicked her tongue.
" I'll call Knight to pick us up okay?", you nodded and muttered an "okay" as she pressed the call button of her chat box with her boyfriend to dial him and inform about why you and her would be needing a ride from him.
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Jeongyeon x M Reader- “The Joker And The Queen”
Happy 26th Birthday to our master prankster, beloved ostrich, mint green love, "mother" of her 8 daughters, Nayeon's husband and my angelic bias in TWICE, Yoo Jeongyeon! As one of my ways to celebrate her birthday, here is the one-shot I've written for her and to us readers that I originally finished writing this last Saturday. I just waited for a couple more days to publish this exactly in her special day. Also, for my female readers there; I'm sorry if i haven't got to write your own one-shot with Jeongie before her birthday comes so that I could publish it along with this male reader featured one. I still have other important things to do that prevented me from crossing on immediately making one right after finishing the draft of this. I already have a plan prepared for its plot so again I apologize and promise to catch it up soon. Hope yall enjoy.
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You are cleaning the house right now because you are alone in the house. You'd played enough rounds of video games and attempted a short nap, but it didn't work because you weren't even tired.
So you decided to be a little productive in order to make your rest more meaningful. You entered your bedroom and began sweeping the floor.
Successfully collected the fine dusts and some little pieces of trash onto the dust pan, you went on to rearrange your things.
As you dug through your cabinet for some personal accessories, you grabbed a very familiar object in your hands.
Nayeon x F Reader- “Love Countdown”
My first female reader x member one-shot officially starts here in Set 4.
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The third and final day of filming for Nayeon's b-side track's upcoming music video, with you as the guest collab artist at the song, has just finished; giving everyone involved in this project free time to rest and prepare to leave the site.
Walking through the grassy surface of Seoul's Ttukseom Cultural Complex and Hangang Park, where the last set takes place; you returned to your car, which was parked alongside the rest of the others.
You hopped into the trunk of your car and sat down, cracking open a can of soda and some chips you'd brought with you.
Munching the third piece in your mouth while watching the serene scenery in front of you until it became blocked and you received a new sight to see with your eyes.
Nayeon appeared from the left and stood in front of you, her arm resting on the surface of your trunk as she gazed at you.
"Do you mind if I join?" she asked calmly.
"Go ahead, the space is wide enough," you said, gesturing Nayeon to sit beside you, patting the available space for her to take while you adjusted your position to let her in.

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Nayeon x M Reader- “In Your Eyes”
Set 4 is on! As you can see in the title, it's got some slight changes. The gender of the "reader" for this one is now specified to be male since there will be also entries for female readers soon. Plus, originally titled to be "After Hours", it was replaced by "In Your Eyes" — still inspired by The Weeknd's song of the same name.
This is the last continuation of the previous two Nayeon one-shots from Set 3 and Set 1, "Out Of Time" and "Save Your Tears", so if you haven't read those, better check them out first as it will help you understand what is going on in this one-shot. Just like in "Out Of Time", I want to dedicate this to my friend and fellow author JangJeonghoon / mintchoccy for also giving me this idea to create one more and conclude Nayeon and YN's story since "Save Your Tears".
Like what I said also in my announcement (Wattpad), my updates are about to be slower than usual now because our classes in college just started last Monday, and since today and tomorrow Friday are our breaks , I just had some free time to finish this.
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Nayeon heads through her bedroom after taking dinner after going home from work. She replaced her uniform with a comfortable pair of sky-blue pajamas with patches of rabbit emoji faces after taking a night bath.
After drying her hair with a towel, she quickly slumped her body onto the bed, laying with her front buried in the soft cushion. It didn't take long for her to switch her position, now turning her back to be the one instead of getting in contact with the bed.
She reached for her phone on the pillow beside her and opened it. Scrolling through Instagram, a post made her halt her thumb from swiping down the screen.
A picture of you and Lily inside a stadium where both attended a concert of The Weeknd in Florida.
Nayeon just stared at the screen, her gaze only directed at your face.
She saw how happy her face looked with Lily beside her, making her think that they were sure going strong until now.
It's been 2 years. Nayeon is still waiting.
TWICE x Reader- “Doughnut”: PART 7 (FINALE)
Happy 13K reads! Thank you so much everyone!
Btw, this is the chapter where I really did my best to explain everything what happened in the MV from my own created story even though I admit that I honestly suck at explaining. Some of these didn't "that" happened accurately but serves as it's symbolism instead. Honestly I wanted to add more pictures to show what part am I telling but I remember that Wattpad has its own picture limit in a chapter.
So yeah, I hope that this will still end up as a nice ending to give for you readers then.
Enjoy!
Previously on "Doughnut" PART 6...
You hummed in response, agreeing to what she said. YN: "And I'll be staying here for tonight like what I said."
Jihyo: "That's great! Atleast you finally went true to your words.", she said, smiling smugly.
YN: "Hey, that sounded like I am more recognizable at being a liar huh?", you remarked at her sarcasm towards you.
Seulgi: "Isn't that true anyways?", your cousin playfully sided with Jihyo, making your situation a 2v1 and a very unfair to your part since you are being outnumbered.
YN: "I hate you, noona.", you glared at her.
Seulgi: "And I love you too, couz.", she smiled widely and pinched you in the cheek, making you groan in annoyance.
Jihyo: "That look definitely tells a lot of horrible story behind there.", she said as she pointed at your pair of eyes with her index and middle finger.
YN: ""You're correct, and don't worry... I'll get my revenge regardless," you smirked. "All right, here's your lunch I bought for you," you said, handing her the take-out chicken donburi from Momo's restaurant. She thanked you as you eventually made your way inside, removed your shoes, and shut the door to begin spending your night with them.
The planned movie night you had with your cousin Seulgi and bestfriend Jihyo just finished when the end credits for the second film rolled.
Jihyo assisted Seulgi in cleaning the dishes as you went outside to get some fresh air and fix the area where you and Jihyo will spend the rest of your spare time together.
Seulgi was wiping the plates with a cloth when she called Jihyo, who was taken aback by the sudden call from her bestfriend and sister-figure.
"Jihyo," she called out, her gaze fixed on her task.
"Oh, unnie?", Jihyo side glanced at her.
"You're ready to do it?", Seulgi asked. Jihyo's face dropped a bit, knowing what her unnie is referring at.
"I am, unnie. I have to.", Jihyo said, stopping at washing the dishes to heave a sigh.
"Uhh, I heard something from YN a while ago back at the resto.", Seulgi said, she stopped too at what she's doing to focus more on their conversation.
"Oh, what is it?"
"Jihyo, you ain't the only one who'll confess to him. In fact, there were actually many women that are way ahead now of you. Seven, to be exact.", Seulgi said. Jihyo's eyes widened and her lips parted in surprise.
"How did he said that to you?"
"He was actually asking for my help about how he's going to pick one of these friends of his who share their true feelings for him.", she said, recalling what happened back then at the restaurant where she had dinner with you.
"I just told him that he has to do again what he did before on how to get a girlfriend. Be aware too that he also mentioned that her three exes before Ryujin were all after him now too.", she continued. Jihyo's lips were curving downwards the more her unnie speaks.
"You wanna know why I'm telling this to you now, I just wanna know if still despite after all this... would you still be able to continue what you're planning to do?", Seulgi asked Jihyo concernly, leaning her face a bit closer.
"Knowing that I have many contenders for YN's heart this time? I... I don't know noona.", Jihyo shook her head. "I'm actually thinking right now if he already decided and it makes me scared. I guess... I'm already too late again.", Jihyo sighed heavily.
"Maybe he is or maybe he isn't yet, why don't you still try?", Seulgi said, pinpointing her advice for the younger. "Jihyo, think about this. Unlike before, YN is free now. Setting aside all these women who are chasing for YN, you know you have an opportunity this time.", Seulgi said, stepping closer at Jihyo and joined her to lean their back at the edge of the sink while standing.
"So why don't you still try, hmm? Who knows, maybe you'll get lucky.", Seulgi shrugged. Her arms then went on to wrap around Jihyo's arm and grab her left arm, shaking her body lightly like as if she's rocking her.
"I just want to boost your confidence more, Jihyo. I didn't meant to scare you but I just want you to realize more that you must not let this one pass when the chance is now here. But I'm not forc-", Seulgi's words of advice were cut short when they heard your voice shouting from the outside, which they kinda both cringed because you weren't aware that it's midnight already and all the neighbors are probably comfortably sleeping right now for them to be disturbed by your loud voice.
"Jihyo, I'll get set up the blankets outside, just come here if you and noona are done there!"
"O-okay, YN!", Jihyo just decided to shout back instead since her words she'll about to say are just short. She looked back at Seulgi after. " I-I'll still do it, noona. You're right.", she nodded. "What I'm doing here is for him and only him anyways. I must not get bothered at anyone."
"Goodluck, Jihyo.", Seulgi said, patting her shoulder to support the younger.
"Thank you, noona.", Jihyo gave a flat smile in return for her unnie's help.
(AT THE BACKYARD)
"When was the last time we went stargazing together?" you asked Jihyo, your gaze fixed on the telescope you held in front of your eyes to examine the stars above.
You and Jihyo were both resting down on the blanket you had spread out on the lawn, with beverages and midnight snacks on your sides.
It was a relief when you spoke since Jihyo was plainly drowning out in her thoughts about what she and Seulgi had just talked about a while ago while staring up above like you, so your abrupt voice helped her snap out of it."I-I don't remember much, honestly. But I'm pretty sure it's when we were back at college days. 2nd year, I guess?", Jihyo responded, shrugging.
"Pretty long time, then.", you said. "Wow, well, it's great that we're doing this again, and the night is with us right now; so many stars tonight," you said as you withdrew the telescope from your eyes and handed it to Jihyo. You then took your bag of chips and picked a piece to eat.
"There's definitely a constellation formed along with those," you said, pointing to a spot of the sky where you noticed one. "It's a Cassiopeia one if i'm not mistaken", Jihyo then followed the direction of your finger you used to point out the spot.
"You know that whatever it may be, that won't still change the fact that they'll be all sparkly beautiful. They'll always be such a sight to see.", she said. You agreed with a hum.
"How are you doing these days, Ji?"
"Doing well, schedules keep piling up, but with the support of my lovely staffs, I can still finish it all off and call it a day," she replied, setting the telescope aside to fetch her own snacks. "You?"
"Same, but it's kind of a bit... confusing to me too at some point."
"Something bothering you?"
"Yeah"
"What is it then?"
"Love," you replied. Jihyo just stopped and glanced at your side profile after you chewed some potato chips. What she had heard from her Seulgi unnie earlier began to play back quicker in her thoughts.
"You know, I'm hoping that just staring at the stars will assist me with my problem," you said, your gaze fixed on the night sky. "That... I'm hoping it'll give me an answer about who can make my heart beat in an unexpected way again."
"You're suffering," Jihyo simply said what you were trying to say.
"Yeah.", you nodded.
"That you can't determine whether one of those women who poured their secrets of admiration for you would be the lucky one to get picked, doesn't it?" she rapidly replied, prompting you to turn your head to the side and face her with your puzzled expression.
"H-how did you know?" you asked, your eyebrows furrowed. You just stared at her for a few more seconds since Jihyo wasn't replying until you realized what gave her the idea. "Aish, Seulgi," you said with a shake of your head.
"But, yes... you're correct."
"That's what me and Seulgi unnie discussed while you're preparing here," Jihyo said. As she moved her head away from you, the volume of her voice decreased.
"Why did you guys talk about it? Why did Seulgi-noona say that to you?" you asked. You then reached for your can of soda and sipped it, but what made you finish taking a sip wasn't satisfaction; it was the sound of her sniffing.
You hurriedly dropped your Coke can and sat up, tugging her arm back up with you. Jihyo is still covering her face as her sniffs became stronger, now accompanied by her cries.
"Jihyo, why are you crying? What is it?", you asked Jihyo worriedly while you stroke her hair to ease her off.
"B-because...", Jihyo tried to speak between the heavy breaths she's takinh while sobbing.
"Because what?"
"I... I planned something for you today, and the right time for me to do it was you and I alone together in a sky full of sparkling stars scattered around us," Jihyo began slowly, but you patiently listened to her.
"But I didn't know that I was late. Again. I'm too late already.", her sob went back again from being loud. Your concern for her grew as you approached the moment where you were about to understand what she was attempting to tell you.
"Too late for what, Jihyo?"
"...to tell you how much I love you," she said. It caused you to pause in your soothing her for a moment as what you heard from her took you completely by surprise, leaving you staring at her in awe of what she said.
You're not even sure whether you're hearing things correctly since... Park Jihyo, whom you have called and treated as a bestfriend and similar to a little sister from childhood, is... in love with you?
As you're still in amazement over what you just learnt from her tonight, a flood of questions began to run through your thoughts.
You'd had this many times in the previous few weeks, but her personal confession literally stunned you to your core because... She's the one you didn't see coming.
She was completely out of your mind when it came to your love dilemma since you assumed she was far away from it. That she's like Seulgi in that you look up at her as if she's your own sibling.
But no.
Jihyo is looking at you in other way around.
"Are you serious, Ji? W-when... I don't know... How?" you asked, both perplexed and intrigued. You were just sitting alongside her, motionless, while you watched Jihyo sob beside you.
"It had been going on for a very long time now actually, I wasn't aware of it back in our childhood days but it helped me realize when you had Nayeon while we were in college at that time," she added, recalling memories she shared with you during your first and second years of college.
"I felt something different, something unique, something interesting inside me that instead of feeling good as a supportive friend, it went backwards," she continued, flashbacks continuing. "Perhaps I was born to be an idol, since I already knew how to act appropriately at that time, as if I wasn't hurting anytime you're with her, and it still won't stop until the present," she remarked as she gathered all the moments she observed where you and Nayeon are alone together... or even when she's standing right next to you.
She also included the one in which you and Nayeon hugged in the dancing studio. At the time, she felt like her heart was exploding in pain.
"But... you had a boyfriend, right? How can you still be in love with me?" you questioned, puzzled, remembering how she stayed in love with you over the years despite having a past relationship with someone. "How does it-," your quick questions were cut short when Jihyo spoke out.
"About me and Daniel before? We were separated because we both realized we were falling out of love with one other now," she stated further, eagerly elaborating on your concerns. "Like him, I just know I'm more interested in someone else again, and that's you," she said, her eyes reddened from the tears that streamed down her cheeks like a waterfall.
"After all this time, i'm still into you.", she said as she started to wipe away the stains of tears away from her face.
"I know that there's other woman like me who wants to steal your heart away these days but I don't care anymore.", she said, shaking her head. "I waited for so many years already but I kept on being held back by the world."
"Now that I figured out that I finally have my chance here I shouldn't waste, I'm going to take it no matter what. No one can stop in my way this time, even if I'm already late again... but it sure does better than never.", she said, her tone of voice suddenly changed into a competitive, motivated and confident one as you can feel the emotion of the words she's saying. All you can do was to just continously watch her in awe.
"So, YN... I hope it'll made you finally ease your mind on deciding after this, and I hope it's because of me.", she said and the next things just came over to you like a flash of a light.
Jihyo then pushed herself between you and her, raising her body to match your face with hers and match your lips in a heart-pounding kiss.
It didn't take a minute, but it felt like hours as you felt Jihyo's plump lips crashing and grinding against yours, as if she was enjoying the flavor of your own and combining it with the heat of her love for you.
She made a slight popping sound as she slowly freed her lips from locking onto yours. At that intense and rough moment, both of you breathed heavily.
When she realized what she's done as she got right back from consciousness, her eyes widened after she looked again at you.
"S-sorry... I-I should go to sleep now, YN.", she said as stood up quickly from her feet.
"W-wait, Jihyo.", you tried to stop her but she just ignored you when she stood back up from her feet.
"Bye, YN. Goodnight.", she said while taking away her eyes off you.
"Wait!", you tried to call her again but she didn't minded it still as she returned back from the house, running away from you who just got left out alone in the backyard, now became speechless after what you just had with her tonight.
(THE NEXT DAY / MORNING)
You just had breakfast with Seulgi and Jihyo, which was embarrassing and cringe-worthy because you were seated next to your bestfriend, but you just had a very deep passionate kiss after that mind-blowing confession you received from her the night before.
You were ready to assist Seulgi in cleaning the dishes when Seulgi stopped you from taking up the plates from the table one by one.
"I'll take care of the dishes. You go to her, now."
"W-what?"
"Do you really think I won't notice what's going on at the table?" Seulgi said bluntly, lifting an eyebrow and crossing her arms. "God, the awkwardness was awfully uncomfortable, YN!" she groaned, her jaw clenched.
"So you knew she'll confess too yesterday?" you asked, remembering Jihyo telling you about her chat with Seulgi before she went stargazing with you.
"Y-yeah, she told me. Way before we head to dinner at your friend Momo's resto.", she revealed. "What happened, by the way? Did something go wrong?" she asked. Seulgi has no idea what transpired after Jihyo's confession because she fell asleep in her own room afterward. She truly wanted to observe what was going on, but her exhaustion from the day before took over.
"I don't know actually. How it ends was either good or bad. But I'm going to hold the responsibility for it. I was the one who didn't say anything about what she told me.", you said, feeling guilty for what you did that might caused also Jihyo to run away in shame from you.
"And why is that?"
"Noona w-we... we kissed.", you said as you pointed your lips twice.
"WHAT?!", Seulgi exclaimed in shock.
"Shhhh!!!", you quickly covered her mouth to make her shut up immediately. You gestured one more to make her silent and thankfully she followed.
"Okay, okay," she murmured, pushing your hand away from her. "Oh, that's why... well, she's upstairs, you can take your turn to talk about it now," she remarked, looking up at the stairs leading to the next floor above.
"I'll do it," you said, nodding. Seulgi returned your nod, and you proceeded upstairs to her room. You stood in front of her door and knocked twice to get her attention from inside.
"Jihyo, it's YN, can you let me in?" you said cautiously. Jihyo answered the door after a brief delay, but her head was down and she avoided looking at you.
"Hey, YN. W-what is it?", she said, stuttering. You can her the nervousness and fear on her voice.
"I wanted to talk about yesterday, please.", you begged softly. Gladly, she accepts as she responded with the answer you wanted to have in return.
"O-oh... all right, come in," she said. Jihyo cleared the way for you to enter. She was going to close the doors when you stopped her.
"There's no need to lock the doors, noona knows," you said. Jihyo understands it with a faint gasp. "I'll exit right after this anyhow, so... I just wanted to say that I'm sorry for having you wait," you stated as you began to plan your meeting with her for today. Jihyo's face was still hidden from you.
"I'm sure you were sending me some clues about how much you actually care for me after all this time, but I just completely ignored it since I wasn't paying close enough attention to you," you said. "And I appreciate that you finally had the confidence to speak out about it, but the kiss you gave..."
"Are you upset about it?" she asked, interrupting you. You caught a sight of her shaking hands. Now that you know she's probably afraid about confronting you because of what she did yesterday, all you wanted to do was comfort her, so you took a step forward to get closer to her.
"No. I swear, I am not, Jihyo. If that's why you're avoiding me this morning then you're thinking wrong.", you said, correcting her. "It just went... really out of nowhere for me.", you shrugged.
"S-sorry if I took advantage of your unawareness," Jihyo replied as she slowly raised her head to meet your gaze. Her expression was unhappy, and your perspective had shifted because Jihyo was looking so adorable that you just wanted to cheer her up.
"It's alright, Jihyo," you assured her. You seized the initiative to bring her into yours, widening both of your arms and gently surrounding it on her body, sealing her into your comfortable embrace. "I didn't mean to hurt you, Ji, and I'm sorry for keeping you waiting for so long," you explained. Jihyo flushed hotly at your physical contact against hers, a bittersweet sense lurking behind her lovely grin.
She's happy that she gets to have such intimacy after she presented to you her love while also sad about that she knows she only has a less possibility that she will succeed on creating a romantic relationship with you in the future.
(3 DAYS LATER)
You were sitting quietly in one of the back seats of your doughnut shop when your manager approached you.
"You ain't usually like this, boss," Bang Chan said after setting his phone on the table and taking the seat in front of you.
"H-huh?" you said anxiously when he surprised you.
"Setting yourself apart from everyone, then stay silent with your gaze as deep as your thoughts to focus, this isn't the typical you, boss," he remarked, clasping both of his hands as he faced you.
"You noticed?"
"Not just me, but them," he replied, gesturing to the rest of your staff who were working around the shop behind him. "We couldn't even talk to you properly for the majority of the time earlier since you seemed like you were zoning out, so sure, I'm here to confirm our guesses."
"Yeah, you're right," you said, feeling awful about what he said. "I'm thinking about something-no-someone right now," you said, changing the phrase to something more specific.
"Is that so? Then who causes you to become so disconnected from reality?" he asked, shaking his hand as if tracing you up and down.
"So I spent some time with them over the last few days," you explained. Bang Chan already knew what you meant when you said "them," so he adjusted his seating posture and listened to you more intently since he knew this was going to get interesting.
You've already informed Bang Chan about your "harem" situation. Bang Chan, like Seulgi, was either impressed or found it hilarious to hear that your looks could actually make many ladies fall in love with you at the same moment.
But he is also concerned since he knows her stepsister is one of those women who is attached to you and is also his friend and boss.
"I already expected from some that they'll pull off some moves towards me to impress, and they did... they really did. It's just... it wasn't enough yet.", you said, wincing at your struggle with your chosen words a bit.
"Wasn't enough? Like how?", Bang Chan asked, eyebrows furrowing in curiosity.
"For my heart.", you simply said. "I mean what they're doing wasn't enough to reawaken this familiar feeling I used to get before to my past relationships.", you said, still showcasing the troubled self of yours. "But... there was an exception among them..."
"And who is this one?", Bang Chan asked as it piqued her interest.
"Her name's Jihyo. I- she... she is my bestfriend for more than a decade now.", you answered as you also starting to introduce Jihyo at him too. Although, Bang Chan's expression along with his heart dropped a little when he heard that but still he remained to try and become fine on front of you.
"Was that the short haired girl who came here in the shop and covered your eyes while she hides at your back?"
"Yeah, that's her.", you chuckled. "Since when we were kids we already built a friendship together. Turns out, throughout most of our time we spent together... I didn't realize that the way how she sees me as a friend became more than that. She's been stuck into a one-sided love for many years already.", you shared, releasing a sigh.
"What makes her differ from the rest though?"
"I don't know it's just... she wasn't even trying but she easily... gets me.", you said, gesturing your hand like you're grabbing in front of the middle of your chest. "I guess because I'm too connected with her. Ever since that night when we... uhh...kissed....", you removed your sight away from Chan in embarassment when you said that.
"YOU KISSED?"
"She did it first!"
"And you let her?"
"I didn't know she will do it okay?", you defensed again, stating your side. "It was too fast. It happened to some too but... I'm even more affected to hers.", you said, groaning as you feel confused and troubled again.
"I still can't get out of my head., along with my entire memories being with her.", you placed both your hands to hold each side of your head. "I started to act strange when I'm with her, I became even more excited, I got easily disappointed when our time was over and what's even worse is that I can keep on complimenting her mostly about how beautiful she is and all of it makes me go crazy up until now."
"She's... Jihyo is the only one occupying my mind right now, Chan," you completed your explanation by summarizing all you had just told him.
"You sound completely in love," Bang Chan joked, rolling his eyes. "Are you saying that-" he was going to say when you cut him off in the middle of his sentence because you know what he's about to say.
"I guess I am... because I know what will happen when I have this," you said, pointing to the top of the table. Bang Chan responded with a hum. "I can't deny it no matter how hard I try; I've gone through this before, and trust me, it's inevitable."
"I... my heart is betting for Jihyo right now as from what I could describe.", you shrugged.
"But YN... I don't want to burst your bubble but... are you really sure about what you feel for her?", he asked after waving his hands off to emphasize how he doesn't intentionally want to destroy your rainbow-ish story with Jihyo. "We all know love is complicated and you're experienced already about these things but.. about what you told me that you found out that she's grown affection towards you for so long, are you sure you love for her was true or it's just because you feel pity for her and you just wanted to end it?", he asked for clarification.
" I do feel sorry for but I'm sure with this, Chan.", you answered with all tough. "I experienced this before and my empathy for her was way behind my reasons how I do fell in love with Jihyo."
"I say... it was more than a help for me not just an excuse, and she was right.", you said, your voice going lower in volume as you end. "She did helped me find that someone who can love and stay with me, willing to suffer with me just to avoid losing each other in our lives... and who's she talking about is none other than her all along.", you said, feeling more confident at the decision you made; with the image of Jihyo remained present in your mind.
"How about the rest? When are you gonna tell them that..."
"Like my cousin told me, I must not make them longer... since it will only increase the pain," you remarked, repeating one of Seulgi's advice from the dinner. "So I guess I'll have to do it... but first I'll confess to Jihyo before I go to the rest, starting tonight."
"Good luck with that, boss; I sincerely hope and wish that Jihyo is the right person for you," Bang Chan said, proud of you. You answer the supporting grin he offered you with a grateful one. " As always, you have my full support."
"Thanks, Chan.", you bowed your head as you kept the huge smile plastered i your face. It did vanished for a moment as you took time to say this after realizing also one of the consequences of your choice today.
"Hey... about Sana... I know she's one of the "others" I'm talking about. I-I'm sorry.", you said, an apologetic frown replaces the grin you're having for a while.
"It's fine, YN.", he waved it off, chuckling nervously at your sudden worriedness. "I admit, I feel sad for my sister and I really do ship you two but what can I do? I can't be against on two people who I think they match each other when they aren't even destined to be together. I can't force you to love her just because I want to make her happy.
Love doesn't always end up that way.", he explained as he wanted to assure you.
"I hope she finds her own soon, Chan. Knowing Sana, a gorgeous woman like her certainly deserves nothing but happiness with the right person for her," you added as you praised Sana, making Bang Chan believe in you.
"Yeah, my sister is the best woman I've ever known; no offense to my mom, but Sana noona's always been there for me through everything," Bang Chan agreed. He then extended his one free hand to you. "So, what you can do instead is talk to her honestly about it; I'm ready to comfort her once she knows, don't worry."
"I will.", you accepted his favor and took his hand to seal the deal with a shake. Both of you smiled at each other in contentment.
You then heard your phone rang when it got a notification. Bang Chan excused himself as he went back to service to left you once again alone.
You opened your phone and looked at the message you received which was coming from Mina.
"YN, can we talk later? I'll go there tonight. I can't specify the time but I promise I'll be there, just wait for me will you?", she said through the message she sent.
"Noted, Mina. I won't go away not until you visit here. Have a nice day!", you replied back to her and pressed the sent button. After you closed the phone, you took a note in your mind on what you need to do later tonight:
Meet Mina at the shop and then confess to Jihyo after.
(LATER THAT NIGHT)
Your doughnut shop has just closed its doors after serving one more client. Bang Chan said goodbye to you and his coworkers as they all departed together.
It's just you alone in the shop now. You chose to clean your office while waiting for Mina because you had nothing else to do.
Meanwhile, Mina has just finished offering veterinary advise to a client who has a Shiba Inu pet dog that has become food poisoned.
She was about to leave her workplace when this client begged her to help him save his dog because there are no more pet clinics in his neighborhood available left open.
Despite having second thoughts, she just accepted it since she doesn't want to disappoint the client and let the dog die, especially because she is a pet lover. She simply chose to sacrifice her time in order to arrive early for YN.
Back to your situation: you had just completed minding your own business in the restroom after successfully cleaning your office when you heard the main door of your shop clang.
"Mina?", you loudly called her name after you dried your hands from washing it.
You walked out of the wash area and went to the front of the cashier, standing at the front door. You rotated around and you didn't even see any trace of Mina.
You furrowed your eyes in confusion as you opened the door and looked around outside the shop to find Mina, but Mina's car wasn't even around the parking lot too.
"Mina you there?", you asked.
You kept on looking around back and forth.
"Hey, it's not the right time to play hide and seek, you penguin!", you loudly said as you still think Mina is just messing around with you.
But after a minute of finding Mina, you gave up as you already know that Mina won't bother hiding around the place in such a dark area. You know that penguin, she easily gets scared of the darkness.
"Maybe it's the wind.", you reasoned out as you just believed yourself that it caused the door to clang.
You closed the door and walked back inside as you went towards the cashier and grabbed the doughnut to give it a bite before you go back to your office when something made you halt in your steps.
The door clanged again.
You got terrified as you face crumpled and your eyebrows met again in confusion on what made the doors clang again this time.
So you turned around slowly.
Your eyes widened as you saw the doors now swinging in and out of the shop after it just got opened by... someone.
But you only saw that through your peripheral vision, because your sight is mainly focused at this familiar figure standing in front of you...
... holding gun as it was pointed straight at you, its finger clutching the trigger.
After that, a loud sound of a gunshot was heard around the shop and its nearby places.
"Why isn't he replying?" Mina wondered as she nervously waited for any response from you on her phone. She just texted that she's on her way to your doughnut store and apologized for having to serve a client first due to an emergency.
She came at your shop a few minutes later and parked her car in one of the available spaces. She stepped outside and walked through the door.
But she hadn't been able to fully enter her place because what she had just seen in front of her eyes had caused her to come to a stop in her tracks.
Mina just noticed you laying down on the tiled floor, blood pouring from your body and forming a tiny pool.
Her eyes welled up with tears as she gently stepped back into the shop to get a better look at you, although she realized it was a terrible idea.
The closer her steps got to you, the more she felt like her heart was being crushed into little pieces and her body was losing its balance.
Mina's heavy sobbing resonated across the room as she repeatedly yelled your name, full of anger, devastation, sorrow, and rage.
The police and ambulance arrived at the doughnut shop. Other people who are close to you like Jihyo and Seulgi arrived at the crime scene first, followed by Chaeyoung after getting notified by Mina through your phone.
They all experienced the same reaction that Mina had when she saw your bloody lifeless body on the floor, as expected.
Even the others who learned of your untimely death in their own different ways. Nayeon, Jeongyeon, Momo, and Tzuyu heard and saw the news on the radio, TV, and social media, while Sana learnt about the murder through her stepbrother Bang Chan after Chaeyoung informed him.
A week later, there was a funeral for your burial. All nine girls, along with their friends and some of your acquaintances, attended, including your former favorite professor back in your first year of college, Mrs. Song, your friend and manager Bang Chan, your cousin Seulgi with her girlfriend Irene, Chaeyoung's friend Somi, Tzuyu's friends Shuhua and Taehyung, along with his boyfriend Jungkook, and even your ex-girlfriend Ryujin with her girlfriend Yeji.
Days later, the nine girls who met during the investigation of your murder case and your burial began to get to know each other through their arranged meetup.
As their topic turned into their own revelations that they all love the same person who just tragically passed away and never to be seen again for the rest of their lives, it landed back on the question if you had decided already who could be one of them that you chose to love the same too.
Until someone revealed it for you...
"Jihyo."
" Yes?", she responded back at the girl who called her name. It was Chaeyoung.
"It's you. YN fell in love with you," Chaeyoung stated solemnly. After hearing that, everyone's gaze was drawn to Jihyo.
"M-me? Is that t-true?" she chuckled nervously, still perplexed by what Chaeyoung was on about. "H-how do you know-"
"Chan told me," she asked. She rewinded what she talked about with Bang Chan in the shop's kitchen when she visited, which was the last words Chan heard from you.
"He told me that YN and him discussed in his last moments, and their entire topic? You," she continued, piercing her eyes further at Jihyo, who is beginning to cry over Chaeyoung's story involving her. "He was telling how he felt after you confessed to him, and it helped him clarify things... about what he thinks of you too," she stated as the girls continued to listen even if their hearts were broken by the outcome they were anticipating to hear from you.
"Jihyo..., YN fell in love with you because he felt the strongest connection with you, therefore I think it's safe to say that... out of all of us here, you suffered the biggest loss. I'm very sorry, Jihyo," Chaeyoung expressed her condolences to the girl who had suffered more than she could bear.
Jihyo's love loop reminded Chaeyoung of the pink doughnut that stayed well baked among the eight burnt doughnuts in the oven. Jihyo's love loop was the sole well-baked doughnut, while the rest were the girls' love loops. You are the oven, and your heat was the love that enhances color to their love circle with you, which you maintained for Jihyo by giving her the same exact amount of that heat of love she needs.
"I didn't meant to hurt you more for this, I just want you to know about it because... that's what YN actually wanted to happen if he didn't died.", Chaeyoung said. The rest agreed, except for one of them who still side eyeing Jihyo with her secret burning glare.
"T-thank you... thank you for telling me...", Jihyo said before she went on sobbing heavily as one of the girls beside her, Jeongyeon conforted her by caressing her back.
Few days have passed again, the suspect for killing you was found and arrested, revealing to be Wonpil, your former employee which you fired due to his misbehavior towards a customer.
He stated that he killed you because he blames you for being the cause of getting his life ruined after you took away the job he only need to live normally. He was sentenced for many years in jail after and the girls felt that you finally received the justice you deserve.
The nine girls still remained grieving on your passing in their own respective ways for months.
Thanks to Tzuyu, the new owner of your doughnut store, Nayeon once ordered a doughnut for herself and Mrs. Song, whom she brought along with her at your newly renovated doughnut shop, as Tzuyu fulfilled her promise to you that she'll help your business improve and grow even if you're gone.
When she was ready to receive it back, she looked at the server and hallucinated that it was you at first, but was quickly reversed when Bang Chan, who was actually serving her, asked her if there was something wrong.
Nayeon's sole response was that she remembers you, causing Bang Chan to sigh and comfort her noona in return.
Jeongyeon also went to the shop once and thought it was weird that you weren't there anymore.
She also dyed her hair back to blonde because she believes her former baby blue colored one will be meaningless to maintain because you were the only one who asked her to keep it because you liked it, and now that you're gone, t
here will be no one to enjoy and appreciate Jeongyeon's haircolor.
Sana had the impression that you were still sitting in front of her, even though she was alone at her table, because she remembered her previous time with you, when she consoled you after your breakup with Ryujin while also confessing her feelings for you.
Sana then whispered "I love you" to the air as her indirect message for you as she smiled with love, longing and sadness in it before she continues to sip her hot coffee alone.
While thinking deeply about you, Dahyun unconsciously wrote an "I miss you" message in a spilled sugar at the shop. She was the most envious of the girls, and she was the one who gave Jihyo a venomous glance when Chaeyoung told to them all that Jihyo was the one you chose. When she heard that, her frustration and hurt about your death rose, prompting her to ponder more vigorously for the past few days.
She revealed once that she imagined about killing Jihyo everytime she sees her in order to make her feel what she felt after you died, including their encounter back at the gathering as one of the possibilities she could envision; but she has no plans of doing it for real because she knows she ain't that type of person.
Tzuyu, the new owner of your shop, just went by Dahyun's table after checking on the customers and observed her lost in her thoughts once more. She glanced at Dahyun worriedly, recognizing the "I miss u" she wrote on the sugar, and soothed her with a swift hug. Dahyun was astonished by Tzuyu's touch, and when she realized what Tzuyu's hug was for, she buried her face in the crook of her neck.
"This isn't right anymore...", Dahyun sobbed, shaking her head quickly as she realized her situation was getting worse all because of you and she wanted to stop it right away.
Tzuyu, who got what she's talking about since she's thought the same when she heard about Dahyun's story of imagining killing Jihyo once; just nodded back at Tzuyu and ease her tears out with her soft, gentle hums.
(8 MONTHS LATER)
Mina and Chaeyoung, who became friends, were discussing about you and even Jihyo while laying on the floor after taking a break from preparing the gifts and the decorations when Chaeyoung brought it up as a topic during their stay at one of the rooms they rented during their Christmas season holiday in Japan, together with Seulgi, who is now married to her girlfriend Irene.
"I'm more concerned about Jihyo.", Chaeyoung said, full of pity on her voice.
"She suffered the most. I mean, the pain you must take along with the fact that you won't be ever to see anymore the one who made you understand what love is? That must be unbearable.", Mina said.
"Agree. She really took YN's passing like a gunshot to her stomach that was once full of butterflies going crazy only because of him.", Chaeyoung said while nodding her head, making Mina hummed at her in agreement as she understands what Chaeyoung meant that she's putting in her head.
The two went outside along with the rest of the girls, except for Seulgi and Irene who explored Japan by theirselves. They let the couple enjoy their own time together instead so the nine of them just visited a park near the hotel they're staying at.
Jihyo remembered making a snow angel with YN while looking at the other one that had formed on the snowy surface. She then lay by it, remembering her time with you while she imagines making her own snow angel with you, pretending that you're the one making the one alongside her.
Tzuyu wanders throughout the park, rotating around the snow. She then remembers the time when you and her danced after you had a proper closure with her.
She was returned to reality with her final swing of her body, just as you were when you let go of her to conclude your dance with her song together in her mind.
Mina was standing along a wall in one section of the park, imagining herself running around while being followed by you, as she recalls doing the same with you when she teasingly snatched your house keys after seeing them fall from your pocket while both of you were talking.
It came to a halt when you successfully pursued her and uncontrollably fell on top of her while lying on the ground, signaling the beginning of her intense deep attraction through you the instant her eyes landed on your closed up face.
While she was savoring the beautiful memory she shared with you, she noticed snowflakes begin to fall in front of her, drawing her attention and, sadly, dragging her away back from reality.
Momo on the other hand, got called by the rest of the girls after she saw the snowman as she recalled the snowman she puts a scarf on along with her happiest memory of her life she had with you, which is when she first developed her romantic attraction to you while she's fixing your scarf during your time with her together.
She noticed the snow starting to fall again from above before she responded back to the girls.
"Wait for me!", Momo shouted after she stood up. She then joined the girls and gathered to form a circle as they decided to pray for you.
After ending their prayers, they admired the snow falling around them, along with their own message for you one more time.
They promised to you silently that they will now reach their acceptance stage by finally letting go and moving on from your love, freeing theirselves from their love loop that was being toxic already because of their too much attachment at you even at your death...
...except for one of them who thinks differently from them, still unable as she struggle to remove herself from her own what ifs and regrets.
(EXACTLY 1 YEAR LATER/ BACK TO THE PRESENT DAY)
NOVEMBER 2022
All of what happened suddenly played quickly right backfrom the beginning.
Returning back to the present, it was to a snowy nighttime under the dark sky with stars sparkling covering it , a street with many people are gathering around along with police cars and ambulance cars parked outside of a doughnut shop.
The policemen are trying to guard these civilians who are curiously watching what's happening from entering the crime scene.
Inside the shop has some evidences which has been marked, but there is one which if you look at it, you will think that is the most important one out of all the evidences that has been found by the policemen and detectives.
A bitten white doughnut with red syrup flowing from its inside is seen laying on a floor with police barrier tapes around its space.
From the dark corner of the shop, a woman slowly appears near to the bitten doughnut.
It was Mina who is dreaming of visiting back the crime scene during her sleep, she sat and looked closely at the bitten doughnut.
A frowning expression in her face can be seen as she remembers everything what happened before this unexpected tragic moment....
... and now, finally able to do the right thing just the same as what the other girls did; a drop of tear flowed out of Mina's face.
"I love you YN, but if I will remain my heart linked for you... I'll never recover.", she whispered while sniffing during her cry.
She knows that the love loop she created which is like a doughnut she used to love made from you, it was such a sweet and sensational feeling she experienced rotating around its hole in the shape of you; but now she realized that although it is a loop which has no beginning nor end, it doesn't mean it can't be changed, disrupted or replaced.
Just like what the other girls did, they all made it possible by breaking their own instead and prevented its negative effects. She can see it already from them, especially from Nayeon, Jeongyeon and Jihyo who are already recovered and currently living back with full of happiness. Since, that's what Mina wanted to have and she believes you also wanted it for them too, she decided to follow what the girls did.
Standing slowly, she looked one more time at the bitten doughnut you ate before you were shot dead as it laid right next to your dead body when she saw you before leaving away from the crime scene along with her love for you; simultaneously ending her own love loop too in the process before her alarm wakes her back from her dream with a stain of teardrop visible in her face while still unknown for her whether she'll wander to another new love loop to start again.
THE END
-🐰🐶🐿🐹🦄🐧🦅🐯🦌-
Chaeyoung x Reader- “Wish You Were Real”
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TW: mentions of mental health topics like anxiety and depression.
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DAY 1
After you opened the game, you were currently waiting for it to fully load. It was a game sent to you by your friend Somi, who requested that you try it for yourself. Somi is a game creator, and you are a gamer, so she knows just who she will call for help with this.