#twerkforabsolution

DONT BE EMBARRASSED ITS BEAUTIFUL

idk i put this into a read more bc this might be long

so i dreamt that somehow i got tickets to another bruno show but i didnt know until i got there that it was an acoustic show and i was in like the 3rd fucking row idk how i just was?????

so anyway when the show started i was crying and i screamed "I LOVE YOU BRUNO" and he looks me straight in my fucking eyes and says "I love you too, Gina. Thank you, baby." And I was like paralyzed in the dream like hOW THE FUCK DOES HE KNOW MY NAME and so i put my head down and im like balling my eyes out and i feel a hand on my back and I look up and it'S BRUNO AND HE LEANS DOWN AND WHISPERS "Just come with me to the bus when the show is over."

im guessing that the rest of the show happened bc i dont remember but we went right to the bus when it was over and i was like chillin with bruno and the band... well the only ones i vividly remember being there were Dre, Phred, and Kam, but I feel like they were all there... that doesn't really matter nevermind. 

anyway we were sitting there and i was talking to all of them and bruno comes over and looks at me and says "I need to talk to you" and fucking smiles and im just like looking at him like an idiot and im like "okaydsahjd" and he leans down and starts whispering in my ear. i cant remember what came out of his mouth word for word, but it was something like "do you know why i can't yell back to people that say 'fuck me' or call me 'daddy' while im performing" and i just shake my head bc bruno and he says "it's because people might think it's not right to when there's kids in the audience."

now this is where it kills me. i fuckinG KID YOU NOT HE LOOKS AT ME UP AND DOWN AND SAYS "now that we're here in the bus, we can say and do anything we want." IN MY HEAD IM LIKE WHAT ABOUT JESS WHAT THE FUCK IS HAPPENING BUT DO I REALLY WANNA TURN DOWN BRUNO BECAUSE I DONT THINK I COULD EVER DO THAT

hE FUCKING GRABS MY HAND AND MAKES ME GO LAY IN HIS BUNK WITH HIM AND THEN I WOKE UP I FUCKING HATE MY LIFE SO MUCH I DONT THINK I CAN EVER RECOVER FROM THIS DREAM LIKE EVER I FEEL LIKE A PART OF MY SOUL IS MISSING

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Good luck :)!

good luck!