#twenty-seventh

Volume #3, Chapter 10, Page 79, Panel 1.

Dear Diary Ahhh, I'm running into a few problems. I can't really make these...weapons very quickly, or they don't come out right. In the middle of a fight, I'd just have to imagine them and summon them, to surprise the enemy and to defend against them. However, when I fill it out too quickly, sometimes it takes the wrong shape, or there is a critical flaw with it. The most common flaw is it being as fragile as glass. That and this is a lot more tiring than I thought it would be. Granted, I don’t have too terribly much stamina, but I would have thought I would last a little longer than this. I guess speeding production takes additional energy…this is going to hinder my practice a great deal. Still, I can’t exactly go and ask for advice. A kid interested in making blades out of this air…yea, sure. People would think I’m weird…er. Ahhhh…so much going on. I’m…I have a feeling I’m onto something though, but I don’t know how to work around this one roadblock. For now, I’m calling quits on weapons and focusing on more…mundane things. Back to the spatula.

I'm bored. And I'm willing to write what my mind wants me to write here. 11 months of knowing him. And now we reached our present day. I'm so in love with this guy that I made him as my second priority, ofc my family's my first. He's the second because I know that when I'm thinking of him, it can motivate me to do things, like enjoying my course, loving and surviving it. He's my inspiration. Now that we reached 2 months, I'm still and will love him. We will stay forever. <3 We'll get married. And I'm excited. =)