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no but like yknow how ness gets off on sad faces?? n how hiori likes 'broken' ppl??

tw: sh, suicidal thoughts n depression ig..? also them kinda being terrible shocker

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i can definitely see ness and hiori having mentally fucked up partners or seeking that type of person out.

like, with ness, he'd probably be a tad more sane, but he would loveeee when ya vent n cry to him. also if you ever tell him about wanting to end it all, he'll probably end up like worried, but would definitely fuck yer brains out till yer thinking about nothing but him. he'd probably end up looking for a therapist while you sleep on his chest completely blissed out tho. n imagine the power trip he'd get by saving you like kaiser basically saved him.

however, with hiori, if he ever sees like yer sh scars, he lwky might freak out in two ways. one, makes you come to him anytime you think about hurting yerself again n either has you cut him up instead. two,he gets rock hard (also like if u have cuts (NOT FRESH, DUH,) on yer thighs, expect him to constantly lay his head ther, or stick his dick in between em. i can see him lovinggggggg how dependent you are with him, especially with like basic tasks if yer depression gets bad.

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the voices say: can yall tell im trying to not let the late night thoughts get to me and turn them into smthg freaky instead? what an amazing coping mechanism

tw:sh

Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: One Piece (Anime & Manga) Rating: Mature Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings Relationships: Sanji & Usopp (One Piece), Sanji/Usopp (One Piece) Characters: Usopp (One Piece), Sanji (One Piece) Additional Tags: Hurt/Comfort, Happy Ending, Implied/Referenced Self-Harm, Self-Harming Usopp, Usopp Need A Hug, and he gets it, worry sanji, Water 7 Arc (One Piece), Post-Water 7 Arc (One Piece), Minor Sanji/Usopp (One Piece) Series: Part 2 of “We love you Usopp” Summary:

Sanji was curious, Usopp loved to draw, it was one of his passion so of course he got supplies to do it; But the blonde cook noticed that he didn't have many pencils and even less any sharpener, that was odd…

Or; Sanji discovers the real reason Usopp doesn't use pencils

Sometimes the whole world seems to be out for me, making my life unnecessarily difficult, just small little traps that build up and eventually lead me to think maybe death is my only solution.

It comes on like a wave slowly seeping in, seems far away at first but it's creeping and creeping closer until one day it engulfs you and takes you away. Sometimes I see it coming, sometimes I don't, but everytime the allure to just let go is undeniable, I mean life wants me to suffer right?

Wrong. No one wants you to suffer except for yourself. I spent most of my teens suicidal, haven't actually attempted but I could feel it boiling inside me all the time, and it took all i had to keep the sick down. It was always at the peak when I felt my efforts, hard work was wasted.

I almost didn't get into uni, just got in cause i scored like 1 mark more than the cut off. But I could see my other friends getting easily into college despite scoring way less than me, it's something to do with my country..but I've seen people close to me live happily without the amount of hardwork and suffering I put myself through

I used to think, "suffer now, enjoy later" and two times in my life, I almost didn't get to do so, today I'm pretty sure I won't get to the enjoy later part cause of some uni policies announced recently

But that's the thing, maybe I should just enjoy now, because if I don't get to enjoy later, I'll look back only for my suffering to account for nothing, to not matter, to be completely useless, and then ultimately pity and self hate will finish me off.

But I saw somewhere that "you crying is your future self coming back to say something needs to change"

Maybe, just maybe the world won't break down if I just breathe, maybe failure doesn't need to be fatal, maybe sometimes the world really is out for me

But when it is, I'll be strong and well rested and have reason to fight because I would've lived a happy life.