#tw.delusional

So no matter how tiring it can get to please and keep Bokuto his usual jolly self, the team was always willing to let a few things slide. Be it skipping a family trip so Akaashi can tutor him before exams or Konoha helping him out with homeworks or projects. Or even sharing Komi's lunch when Bo's own wasn't satisfactory for him, or Saru looking the other way when Bokuto borrows his manga and forgets to return them or worse, returns them all frayed and tattered. (Because everyone knows Bokuto stuffs anything in his bag and doesn't care for umbrellas.) Even Washio gave up his quiet weekends to come over and hangout when Bokuto invites them over.

This also applied to the Fukurodani managers. Something that everyone, Yukie and Kaori especially, seems to have neglected to tell you when you became a manager as a last minute attempt to pull your grades up with extra curriculars beginning of your third year. You weren't particularly interested in anything before. But all your friends' talk of resumes and college over the summer convinced you that you needed to at least make your application forms less... normal. Thankfully, you were friends with the captain of the girls' VBC team. They didn't have an opening, but she had connections inside the boys' team. So here you were.

At first, you couldn't help but want to please everyone. It was hard to fit in. Especially that everyone seemed to be aware you've joined for selfish reasons. But as the days went by, you couldn't help but be drawn to their passion and closeness. You wanted to be a part of this. You've never really been a part of anything before. This was the first time you've ever stepped out of the shadows and want to belong in a group. You had friends, sure. But it was just more or less because you've grown up with them. But seeing them everyday, working so hard and never letting up, touched your heart. the wins, gave you a high you've never ever experienced before. It was addicting.

So you did your best. You tried to become more assertive and volunteered for more tasks, usually ending up being the last to leave. You tried so hard to socialize with the scary big guys. You were always there to lend Yukie and Kaori a hand for anything. Dirty, sweaty, smelly towels need laundering and ice runs to the nearest convenience store? You were on it!

Slowly, they started to accept you. It started with Bokuto asking if you wanted to have ramen with them after practice. Your heart soared. You knew how big of a deal Bokuto's approval would be, since he was the captain. But you knew that it was Akaashi's approval that would seal the deal. Bokuto was no doubt the heart of the team but he was the soul. If Akaashi accepts you, everything would be smooth sailing! The thing is, he hadn't shown anything but civil politeness since you came around. It had put a damper on things. But that day when you looked over to him, he nods slightly and you beam. You were finally becoming accepted into their fold.

You focus into paying more attention on the captain since then. Making Bokuto happy seemed to get you on everyone's good graces, most especially Akaashi's. It wasn't hard not to want to anyway. Bokuto's so chirpy and happy all the time that you could see why everyone wanted to keep him that way. His small tantrums and slumps were still cute and endearing to you. So cheering him on and making him smile again seemed easier than everyone else thought. It was always worth it when he makes his comebacks.

But because you were new, you didn't know what the rest of the team can see.

You didn't seem to be too fazed when Bokuto became closer to you and touched you more often. In fact, you seemed like you enjoyed his attention. So they were pretty sure you wouldn't mind this.

Bokuto's hands are rough and too forceful as he groped and squeezed your breasts. His tongue on your ear was hot and insistent. His cock was hard and too big but your pussy was wet enough to accommodate him. In fact, each thrust made you wetter. He was good at what he was doing, obviously. Not that you had any way to compare. You're a virgin after all. Were, anyway.

You've never felt so full before. Your fingers couldn't compare to the real thing. It had been painful at first but Bokuto didn't falter in his pace and it started to feel good. Too good in fact that he's already made you cum once in a short amount of time. It was almost embarrassing if you hadn't been so horrified at what was happening..

You didn't want this. You'd only come to console him from not getting that last point. He'd seemed so bummed out. You guys still won, right? Wasn't that the point? You were wrong, apparently.

He'd grabbed you, angry you didn't get it. Angry that you'd make him angry like this when he's been nice to you this entire time. Angry that you're actually as stupid as you looked. Angry that you weren't doing your job. You should've sucked on his cock right away, on your knees. Just like the other managers did. Didn't you know that's what you have to do after every game? Isn't that why you were here? Didn't you know anything you stupid cunt? Weren't you trying so hard to be a good little manager for them?

And the team? The team ignored it. Looked away like nothing unusual was happening. Went to shower and got dressed like their captain wasn't raping you in the middle of the locker room. As if he hadn't torn off your clothes like a madman and took your virginity against the cold lockers. As if he wasn't ruthlessly pounding into you all his frustrations.

It felt like it wouldn't end. It felt like the world didn't exist anymore as you tried to hold onto your sanity.

When Kaoru knocked and said that the bus was about to leave and if anyone has seen you, Akaashi simply said, "Bokuto needs a few minutes."

It was met with a silence that makes you realize he had been doing this to them too. So he hadn't just been saying it. You are actually expected to let Bokuto fuck you after games, like a 'good little manager' would do.

There was only silence as the rest of the team filed out of the locker room if not for the fact that everyone could hear Bokuto's grunts as he stuffed your pussy and your choked panting. The squelch between your thighs seemed louder too.

Were they really just going to leave you like this?

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"You're lucky we won," Akaashi quietly says to you later, when you've finally managed to get out of the bus after everyone else had. "It could have been worse."

He stood waiting at a corner for you. You couldn't bring yourself to be scared. Or to be angry. All you felt was the ache between your thighs and the soreness of your breasts and neck where the captain had bit and sucked you to his satisfaction. You were still shaky and cold even as you wore the jacket Bokuto had so graciously thrown your way after emptying himself inside you, looking more cheerful and much like his usual self.

He had grinned and patted your head, like a big brother would do, saying you did a good job as a manager and how sad it had been that you weren't a manager all this time. And that he couldn't wait for the next time you could do that with him again.

It had brought a chill through you that hadn't left since.

You looked away from Akaashi's impassive face. Was he going to threaten you into silence? The entire team was in on it. No one would believe you even if you screamed it to the world. What more did he want? Was he like Bokuto? Did he force himself on unsuspecting managers too?

You felt the sticky mess drip from inside you and bit at your lip. You'd washed when Bokuto left. But there was simply too much of it. You hadn't been able to find your underwear either. Bokuto might have kept them, you weren't sure. But you were sure your PE pants were soiled inside right now. You felt so disgusting.

"See you tomorrow." It seemed like an innocent good bye. But it felt like a threat to you. The words rang in your ear as Akaashi walked away.

Another chill went through you, this time, enough to shock you back into action.

As silently as you could, you used the key to the gym to let yourself in. A copy they'd just recently bestowed upon you for becoming trustworthy. You had all celebrated with popsicles and meat buns. You had been so happy you couldn't sleep all night, so excited for the next day. The memory made you sick now.

You were leaving. And you were never coming back. You just needed your things. They were all gone anyway. It should be safe. It should be fine.

But you realize you're wrong again when you find Bokuto coming out of the men's locker room, freshly out of the bath and wearing his uniform.

"Hey, hey, hey, what's this?" A leering smile slowly appeared on his face. He was clearly pleased to see you. It might have looked cute. But in the cover of darkness, it made the hair on the back of your neck stand up and your rntire body to stiffen. "Couldn't get enough? Come for more, babe? Gotta say, during the first time Yukie and Kaori couldn't rally right away. I knew I liked you for a reason."

He opens his arms. It was clearly supposed to be a welcoming gesture. But it only made you feel like the entire gym's temperature had dropped.