#tw syscorse

Endos have really fucked up my perspective of myself because I can't remember my trauma /but I know and understand that that's the only way any of this could have happened/

Please if you're an endogenic and you are /positive/ you have a system, YOU ARENT ENDOGENIC. YOU HAVE EITHER DID OR OSDD.

And if you "made" your own "system" "naturally" please fuck off and stop making people think they have a /serious fucking disorder/ by just wanting imaginary friends.

the first time i genuinely thought of endo systems outside of the introductory hatred in some DID/OSDD spaces??

but the genuine comparison between how fakeclaimers/sysmeds will treat literally ANY CDD system, and how those same people would turn around and say the same things to endos is baffling

i genuinely don't understand that- how can you experience someone saying that your existence is 'wrong' or insist that your faking for some reason

but then turn around and say the SAME THING to someone else??

i feel like at some point you'd have to acknowledge that you just don't know how someone else's brain works

you don't know how they experience the world. no one can dictate how you exist as individuals