#tw implied csa

I knew Mr Antolini was creepy as I remembered the head patting/petting but high school me was clearly creeped out as I took pictures of the whole interaction from when Mrs Antolini went to bed. I did remember that Antolini was also drinking.

I forgot that....

Holden was basically just in boxers as he had to quickly get dressed.

That Antolini was sitting on the floor as I remembered him as in the chair. Nope he was sitting and staring at a teen boy while petting him.

Before Holden went to get ready for bed if I am reading correctly Antolini called him handsome.

I remembered the "...stuffs happened like twenty times since I was a kid" which still makes me go 'What Holden what????' As I just am so concerned

Antolini also playing dumb (probably because he was drunk) and calling Holden strange made me mad.

Ragdoll.

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Is it okay to deem a kiss not worthy of being your first if it wasn’t for the sake of true love. Like no I didn’t want that why would I want that especially from you?? That shouldn’t have counted as a first kiss because it wasn’t supposed to have been existent.