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I don’t talk about the shit that Av dealt with in the circles often because I just don’t like writing about it much, but it’s a lot worse than she’ll ever probably acknowledge. She spent 1-2 years in constant fear that one seizure in the wrong place at the wrong time would end up with her dead because some templar thought she got possessed, and they only got worse and became more frequent the longer she stayed. because of her sensitivity to lyrium being in the circle literally makes Averill ill.
Even dismissing the verbal and possible physical abuse at the hands of templars because of her many escape attempts when she was first brought in the sheer terror of gradually getting sicker and sicker and knowing she can’t even TELL anyone about it because as far as she knows, no one hears lyrium the same way she does until she figures out that the templars do which is an entirely new brand of terrifying and yet ANOTHER reason she’d refuse to mention it to anyone.
