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madrugada: the moment at dawn when the night greets the day.

At some point along the line, days blend into nights and nights into days; winter comes and then it goes, summer stays but not enough. She waits for weekends on some weeks and then on others, each day feels like the start of a Friday night or an early Saturday morning when it feels as if she has all the time in the world to do what she wants to do. Except, it doesn’t work like that; the lifestyle doesn’t allow it and when it does, free time could be a cruel thing. Give it too much thought and being able to welcome the week without rushing from place to place could be daunting; admittedly, a little frightening to the extent that “what if”s replace routines. What if nothing will happen? What if this goes on for too long? What if this is what it will always be like from now on? What if, what if, what if repeating on and on like a broken record. More often than not, an unwanted one because it’s really only on days when she must wake up too early that she sees the moment night makes way for day.

One could easily mistake it for a sunset for the sky replicates it perfectly except there is more peace; a stillness she does not get to witness often and once she does, it leaves her breathless almost and above all, thankful. And the feeling of gratitude can be so overwhelming at times that her heart flutters — a flutter of relief, a “thank God I made it today too” thought which draws her in a moment of silent contemplation. It’s a hushed moment, a private moment albeit the setting but everyone seems so far away almost as if they know to let her be. Just for a moment as she looks on towards a vast sky painted in warm pinks and emerging yellows. 

Mark seems just as caught up by the sight as she is for he remains silent and he looks on as far as the eye can see so Hyolyn hangs on to the silence just a little longer. After all, their conversation can resume eventually, perhaps when they both allowed the view to sink in only for it to make way for a burst of energy, a push to let the day begin as soon as the sun comes into view. It wakes up slowly; as slow as they have been with their small talk, but it crawls up into view little by little and surprisingly, the first few rays are blinding — much more so than they are in the middle of the day and suddenly, Hyolyn squeezes her eyes shut, startled.

It’s him who breaks the silence with a short laugh, surely at her and finally, her muscles seem to kick into action because a smile begins forming on her lips.

“It took me by surprise,” she defends, “I thought I was going to go blind for a moment.” 

♛ i hope you already know how much i’ve been missing you, i’m sorry i have been so busy. can you believe this is my first full stay in seoul since january last year? it seems surreal. but! i’ll have you know that i actually am plotting something and seeing that i do trust your ability to keep a secret, i’ll tell you. i’ve been working on an album off and  on for the past year and a half. i’ve also been making a lot of moves stateside to widen the western bracket that crown’s artists can have. it’s been exhausting, but i think... i think it’ll pay  off sooner than later for them. it is nice to be back, though. mostly because i seem to work better here. i think it’s because i’m back around most of the things and people that inspire me.

Barely any days have gone by without seeing at least a few rain showers for the past few weeks and for that reason alone, something like this was bound to happen. It started off as a routine outing primarily because for the past while, home became hotel rooms and airplane seats so naturally, adjusting back after playing numerous shows abroad meant that the dorm was severely understocked. Not that other options were there and more often than not, Mark did prefer going out to eat particularly when the city did not lack restaurants and consequently, choice. Still, it did not go to say there were times when he preferred to snack on a few things now and then while in his room or taking up some space in the living room - it just so happened that as he was the one to suggest it, he was also the only one to do the trip with the assurance he’ll be back quickly. It didn’t take much expert knowledge to tell yet another storm was coming despite how heavy the air felt, making it difficult to breathe even after covering the short distance between the taxi and the entrance to the store.

It happens just minutes later: the unmistakable sound of a downpour which seems quite set on continuing for longer than anticipated and the flickering of lights as he browses around. That, however, comes and it goes so Mark thinks little of it - if at all. Instead, he pushes the cart into the next aisle and begins contemplating his preference for chips flavouring when he notices her after a double-take.

Of course he knows Hyolyn (really, who doesn’t?) but it’s mostly because Jaebum does and on some occasions, my friends are also my friends does not always apply. Still, this is a little different. He remembers seeing her the first time he walked on the set for Dream High as an extra and after that, several common schedules followed - essentially, they weren’t exactly strangers so perhaps, it wouldn’t be too bad for him to acknowledge her out of the blue. Or maybe (most definitely), Mark may just be looking into it too much because a moment later, it’s Hyolyn’s eyes who catch his and he reads the recognition on her face. He only has the chance to bow quickly and smile before the lights flicker again - this time, for good.

The power cut seems to catch everyone by surprise because at once, a series of gasps echo from all around him and even he feels the shock caused by the sudden darkness they’re thrown into. Carefully though, he makes his way forward but only a little while simultaneously patting his pockets for his phone; the device proved to be a great flashlights on numerous occasions, after all.

“I didn’t think I’d meet you here and then this happens,” is what he says after raising his voice just a little, coming to a halt roughly right in front of her at the same time he withdraws the phone from his pocket. “Do you think it’ll take long for the lights to come back on?”

Unsurprisingly, the city has been struck by lengthy, continuous storms and sooner or later, it was bound to come to this point. Still, Hyolyn couldn’t anticipate a power cut right here and right now. It catches her by surprise to such extent, a loud “oh my god” leaves her mouth and the shock has her temporarily rooted to the ground, fingers wrapping around the handle of the cart tightly until her knuckles turn white. Not from fear (far from that, actually) but great surprise as she looks upwards towards the darkened ceiling as if some sort of solution would be written there. Of course, it’s not. All around her, numerous other customers mirror her sentiments and a few aisles down, a child begins crying. That seems to trigger another and then another but Hyolyn is hardly bothered. On a second thought, it’s a funny situation.

And then somewhat concerning when her mind flies to her home and the trio of felines there. Sure, they are the calmest, most capable of animals able to handle any situation but it’s motherly concern, honestly, regardless of whether the power cut stretched so far across the city or otherwise. Beyond the chorus of cries and the assurances presented by floor staff, she can just about make out the heavy rainfall outside and for a moment, she can’t help but wonder if this will set the record for the year. For a moment, it feels as if the raindrops could easily break through the thickest of building materials and reach right in. 

Of course, it’s not possible and the absurd thought is cut short when, without a shadow of thought, she is being spoken to. And by a rather familiar voice, that is. She doesn’t need to squint to make out her company and Mark’s phone provides some additional yet much needed light. Albeit the situation, a smile forms on her face, brightening up her expression instantaneously. 

Idol Life Starter Sentences

Jungkook never did anything like this, never dreamed of doing anything like this and most definitely never told anyone he would want to, because if he did, he knew without any doubts that he would’ve gotten scolded – whether it was his family, manager or fellow groupmates. But it all changed when the person accompanying him was outside of those closest circles and when everything leading up to that small dream of his was mostly a curious coincidence.

He’s still pulsing with excitement, the adrenaline levels high within his system, as they head in the direction opposite to the happening of just a few moments ago, leaving a big, loud crowd of mostly young people, men and women alike, behind. “I guess that one saying is true… something about the darkest place being under the candlestick?” Jungkook heaves out, feeling almost out of breath, even though his stamina was more than average and they weren’t even exerting themselves physically all that much. But with how they stood in the middle of the crowd for nearly an hour and got completely unrecognized and unnoticed, it was no wonder that he felt like running a marathon. Between enjoying the girl group’s surprise guerilla concert and basically waiting for someone to yell either of their names, his every nerve and muscle was strained, pretty much like during heavy workout. 

— STILL ACCEPTING!

MILAN : How do you think others describe you?

origin: character development questionsfrom: @tvnmark​status: accepting 

Is the way your muse sees themselves similar to how others see them or is it (very) different, due to mental illness/keeping secrets/etc.?