Redesigns of the siblings Kal and Estella. Kal's redesign is kinda old by a few months, but I don't bother scanning anything anymore because my paper has to be JUST a few millimeters bigger than my scanner can scan, so shhh. And Estella... She just keeps getting whiter and whiter, doesn't she? Story times.

and then you're like eugh...

i've always pretty much written and made things up as the story progressed. having a plot idea that would last like 3-4 chapters or something like that.

i thought that if there was an already-made plot outline i would be able to concentrate on details and character development instead of what was going to happen, but i just...worry constantly over the fact that i don't really trust those ideas...

i feel like i've gone really far away from the original idea even though i am following the outline and i'm also afraid i won't be able to dismiss it if i want to. then i realise that i haven't written that much and that that feeling is more related to what i have in my head than what i have on "paper", but. that's not really helping.

i lost the original atmosphere that my thoughts had about this story and god, do i need to find it again before i go too far into the story. i feel like i want to just forget half of the plot and go steady ahead and see what is going to happen, but, then again, i don't feel confident enough to do that.