Honestly, I need to take a second to say a huge thank you to my feeders for helping me get back on track after that hospital stay. It felt so discouraging to see my progress slip away while I was sick, but because of your support, I’ve already recovered the 2 kilos I lost.
One feeder in particular sent me a lot of money to spend on a massive binge, and I didn't let a cent go to waste. I ended up spending around $100 on food at a few different restaurants last night, just pushing myself until I couldn't take another bite.
Waking up this morning, I can really feel the weight of it all.
My stomach feels incredibly heavy, like a solid lead weight sitting in my lap, and the skin is pulled so tight it actually glows under the light.
It’s a deep, strained kind of fullness that makes every breath feel a little shallow but seeing how much I've filled back out makes every bit of that struggle worth it.
I really appreciate you all for sticking by me and helping me get even bigger than I was before.
