ummmmmmmmmmm sorta? It’s not technically, but when my health tanked (again) last year, I found that my ability to read and write is very limited, and I’d sit there and stare at my list of things I wanted to write about and go “wait, what were the Words again??” And no matter how much I rewrote stuff, it never came out in a way that was satisfactory or really flowed or fkn made any sense, and so I eventually said “well I guess I just won’t write right now.” except it still hasn’t come back over a year later and I don’t know when (or if) things will change back. So idk how long it’s going to sit there and rot and idk how long it’s going to take me to figure out how to string words into sentences again, if I will ever be able to really string words into sentences again, so yeah.