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I think I can safely say that last night was one of THE most amazing experiences and moments of my life, as exagerating as that sounds to people. I have been waiting for nearly 4 years to see my favorite group in concert knowing I can't go to Korea myself, but them coming here to Los Angeles was just so much more lovely and Special ;n;

I had a very chaotic day yesterday with something super  important happening early that morning so I was a bit down since I felt it would take all my time and I wouldn't make it to the concert (sparing details to that sob story) And I was also really stressed out with the order of Kiseop's Cake all day >< My darlings and I got to the Nokia at around 3-ish with my other darling, Taiga, joining us at 5-ish. There were a bit of people there but it was a definitely different experience to the one I had before seeing Jay Park in 2012. I have to say, I was not happy at all during the wait for the entrance to the show. It's pretty much just a few of my annoyances, but the line looked disorganized and I didn't know where it began or ended, until I asked Victoria (hmcity) and we proceeded to wait. It was nice that people weren't being assholes really in the sense that people could go to the rest room at the starbucks downstairs and come back without someone saying they cut in line, so I was very glad for the fans on the outside. There was a moment when someone started complaining to the staff about early entrance for VIP's being unfair for people who had been waiting there all morning and it really took all my self control not to be annoyed by it. After that, it was a bit chaotic on the way in but they finally told people with VIP tickets to head to the VIP line. We had purchased tickets outside of the 150 originally stated to have photo Op, but it seems they raised the number to 200 and so we were sent to the Photo Op, instead of the High Touch LOL..... needless to say I was confused as hell so I kept talking to the staff guy. He was nice.

I was also very disappointed at the fact they had said we could give gifts but whenever I asked someone about that they said "I'll get back at you on that" or told me they'd see if me and my darling could pass on her gift to Jaeseop and Gabby's letter for Soo but they ended up not ever getting back to us at all. I'm so sorry, Gabby. :/ 

While we were waiting in line, they made me put my camera in a locker so I couldn't take any photographs and then they started letting people in for the Photo Op. I was a bit numb for a bit, no excitement or anything, and I had to use the rest room so we went in to the VIP lounge and I thought The boys were there but it took a few minutes for them to come out. Omg They are just so OTL STUNNING OTL They all look exactly like I see them, and yet the pictures don't do them ANY JUSTICE. ESPECIALLY SHIN SOOHYUN. NOW I KNOW I'M BEING BIASED BUT LOL I REALLY, REALLY DON'T THINK PICTURES DO HIM ANY JUSTICE AT ALL. HE IS JUST SO EXTREMELY OTL //////////BEAUTIFUL////////// OTL OTL While I was waiting in line, I didn't have alot of time to oggle them all as a group, since we could only see them from the side and once you got closer the background for the Picture thing was covering them lol My darling FeeFee was first from us and then after her my sister lol she was wearing a hat that said "BALLA" and when Eli saw it, all the members said "BALLA!" when they took the pic LOLOLOL Omg I feel so, so so so so bad though LOL When it was my turn, I didn't want to take my picture Alone (My friend Taiga and I always take pictures together lol) and so She went ahead and Kevin pulled her to where he was but omg OTL I OTL I GOT CONFUSED AND JUST WENT STRAIGHT FOR SOOHYUN >< I didn't want to even look at his face but omg I just kinda hinted I wanted to stand next to him LOL And I did since he scooted over a bit so I could stand next to him >< AND I WAS NERVOUS AND SHAKY WHEN HE PUT HIS HAND ON MY SHOULDER LOLOL OTL OTL I don't even remember who was on the other side of me I just know I was standing next to Soo and then when they took the pic and it was over, he held my hand for a second and as I was walking away I let go and I turned around and said to him "I LOVE YOU!" and ran for it fjdsa;fjdsf djlafds and he looked at me but I JUST RUSHED AWAY WITHOUT WAITING LOLOL!!!! OTL OMG I AM ALSO SAD TO ADMIT I DIDN'T SEE ANYONE ELSES FACE UP CLOSE BECAUSE DAMN IT OTL SOOHYUN YOU-- JFLDAF; AGHHH OTL He's so, SO SO SO beautiful AND HE'S NICE AND TALL AND I HOPE HE DIDN'T THINK I WAS RUDE OR ANYTHING since I just feel like I kindaaa shoved my way in but I hope he took it as flattering that I wanted to stand next to him LOL OTL

After that, we were led to our seats, and they handed us our shirts and we had to wait the rest of the time for the show to start. The closer it got to show time, they started playing U-KISS' songs so everyone was singing along and dancing along and it was fantabulous LOL I was dozing off a bit from my excess amounts of medication but as soon as I heard the music I woke up and joined in haha. It was so fun seeing everyone singing together >w<

Everything else after the show starte was all a BLURRR OTL OTL OTL OTL I don't remember the order of the songs at all, but I just remember screaming like crazy LOL I always said that if I ever went to see U-KISS I'd try my veryyy best to scream the loudest for Soo and I lost my voice so I guess mission accomplished xD The girl sitting next to my sister was a Soo fan too and she had a Soo fansign so when he saw it she waved at him and he waved back xD I tried that but he didn't see me (I don't mind xD) I really wished he could've waved at her again because she tried a few more times but he was sweet and kept turning her way it was adorable ♥♥ And we both spazzed together when he waved at her xD She was adorable and she and the girl next to /her/ were there on their own D: So I tried to engage them in conversation here and there sometimes xD

THE BOYS ARE SO CUTE. THEY ARE EXCEPTIONAL DANCERS. THE SHOW WAS AMAZING IN GENERAL. You can tell they put all their effort into every performance because it was all FLAWLESS and they look SUPER comfortable on stage, no nerves or shakiness or anything I mean WOW. (TherewasonemomentwhenKiseopkindahitSoointhefacenothardatallbutonlyabitButSoodidntevenFLINCHorlookedsurprisedatallandhekeptgoingIwasextremelyimpressed) You can tell they have the experience to make a show, there was no moment that was dull during either performance or talk or anything. THEY ARE ALL SO SO SO SO SO SO CUTE OTL Cute expressions and reactions fjda;fjlsd HOON IS A DELIGHT. He was so comfortable even if he knew his English wasn't good enough for conversation, he just joined in on everything LOL And he kept going to the front to let the fans feel up his legs and as far up as his thighs for some bolder fans LOL At the encore, my sister went close enough and he grabbed her hand haha he's so cute ♥♥ ;w;

During the Q & A I heard familiar names and it was all WONDERFUL. I WILL NOT GO ON DETAIL ABOUT THE Q & A BECAUSE IT GIVES ME LOTS OF PAIN BUT THE Q & A WAS MY FAVORITE MOMENT OF THE NIGHT OMG. OMG. SNOWMAN. OMG. OMG OMG OMG FJDLKAF;JDKSAFJ;DSLKF;DAF OMG OMG OMG OMG. THAT WAS FOR ALL MY ROYALTY FRIENDS WHO WANTED TO HEAR IT. I DIED. MY SISTER AND JENNI HAD TO HOLD ME BECAUSE I LOST MOVEMENT IN MY LEGS OMG AND I WANTED TO CRY BUT I STOPPED MYSELF LOL OTL DOES HE KNOW WHAT HE DID TO ME?? NO HE DOES NOT AND HE DIDN'T CARE FJDLKSA;JFLDSKAFJDLSF FKLAFJLDSKAFSD I WILL NEVER FORGET THAT HE DID THAT FOR ME FJDLKSAFJLKDAF;JKDSLJAF;KLSDAF;LDS >///////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////< The girls in front of us were so nice jfkL;JFKDS;AFLDS They moved to the side and just enjoyed him singing jflkdj;afkldja;fldsjafdskfjldKJF;LK;JFKLDSA;JFLKJA;FLJDASLFKJL I resorted to saying "Yes" to his question for me on twitter so LOLOLOLOLOL I feel so lame I didn't scream yes then LOLOL OTL /regretsforlife But I honestly didn't hear him I was too busy trying not to pass out from shock LOL OTL

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Someone asked Hoon if he and Soo still shared undies LOL And Hoon said Soo was wearing his undies again LOL And he said they were red xD

OH AND LOL PEOPLE CHANTED FOR ELI TO TWERK LOLOL And he did for a second LOLOLOLOL! I think there was also a moment when they asked Kiseop (Was it Kiseop? idk it had to do with DoraDora but my memory is failing me LOL someone correct me if this even happened at all or if I just imagined that) to lift up his shirt and he did LOL (All these moments are semi blurry aghh I'm very sleep deprived.)

The Superfan for LA wasn't a young fan, so there wasn't anything jealousy enducing for other fans. It turned out that she was Chantal, the woman who through her Website, and is an active supporter and member of RB, held a super large give away some time ago! She got them a crystal shaped award of her own and the boys were so happy with it and thanked her by being sweet and respectful. They sang Mysterious lady for her and They showed her lots of affection so I was happy it was her ;w; ♥

OH AND WHEN THE CAKE CAME OUT, I ALMOST CRIEDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD!!!!! But I settled with screaming "OMG THE CAKE!" and I kept yelling instructions for some ridiculous reason LOLOLOL! For a secod (just for a second since I was being so loud) Kevin kinda looked my way cuz Kiseop just kinda stared at the cake (since it was made out of cupcakes lol I just didn't want a knife to be neccesary and cupcakes were a better idea) so Kiseop just grabbed one and bam the rest is History with Hoon cooperating in helping him clean up, if you catch my drift ;) I was super stressed all day because I couldn't contact the Bakery I ordered it from but when I saw it on the stage, I was blown away and Kiseop looked like he was gonna cry. He was so touched and we all sang Happy Birthday for him and he bowed very low, so I'm extremely happy to say everything planned in collaboration with everyone was a Success!

I gotta say though the water was dangerous OTL The boys started throwing water everywhere during the Encore LOL they kept coming down from the stage to where the fans were LOL I was moving but not rushing alot but because the water was everywhere I almost fell down more than once >< People rushed closer to the stage on the sides where the stairs were, forgetting their things and not caring so I thought it was pretty dangerous lol OTL I tried to help organize them by making a little opening in the chairs for the people I knew were trying to get closer, but were doing it unsafely. I wish the staff had stepped in to clean the floor I saw a girl almost fell too so haha;;;;

All of this post was a mess. A spazzy disorganized Mess, but I just wanted to express how extremely happy I am to have been able to see my boys. I felt like this was definitely worth it in the end after all the stress and anxiety. Those who know me know I've been having a very hard time lately, but this, this was worth enduring the horrible amounts of pain. It was an incredible night and I woke up without being able to move but I jumped and screamed and sang and adored my boys with all my heart and I'm just so happy that now when I think about it, I'm just SOOOO happy to realize no one will EVER replace them in my heart. It was such a magical night and I hope I can repeat this night again if they come back. They said they wanted to make even more fans for an even bigger place next time jFKLD;JAFLK;DJAKLF;JDSLAKFJ;DSLKAF;JDAKLFJD;L!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!