#tsuita

Late night panic attacks

Not the issue, not that he could articulate that through his fractured mental shield and frantic panting. He knew he was girppong her arm too hard, it will bruse and he will hate himself for it later. But his body froze up, his heart was beating so hard he felt like death was knocking, and he couldn't even force himself to at least let go. He k when was crying through the panic, the pain, and abnormal stress. The panic from that horrible dream still to fresh in his wake. Emotions that he was never able to process. The dead he as never allowed to mourn.

It took him a while to calm down his breathing. He was just forced to ride through the episode. Feeling mentally and physically drained afterwards barely coherent, but lucid enough to talk a little.

"Sorry." Was his weak apology as he let go of her arm. She has seen his panic attacks before. But this would be rhe first time he accidentally hurt her.